As of this writing, I am currently suffering some kind of illness that even myself couldnt identify or

understand. Some kind of a prolonged agony not physically, but a personal conflicts and problems with
my current state. I dont know why I am feeling this unusual phenomena, being pressurized by an
external force which in fact no one really pressured me. My obligation as a professional, as a degree
holder makes me insanely terrible on dealing with life right now. Ive been a person who can easily put
down emotional instability, but today is a new kind of fight. I have to overcome this unexplainable mode
by being able to sight a new form of strategy of overcoming this kind of emotions.

My problem is revolving around my way in to the world as a professional.