Aku sangat senang kau mau luangkan waktu untuk menemuiku
How's life? Tell me, how's your family? Bagaimana kabarmu? Katakan, bagaimana kabar keluargamu? I haven't seen them in a while Sudah cukup lama aku tak bertemu mereka
You've been good, busier than ever
Kabarmu baik, lebih sibuk dari dahulu We small talk, work and the weather Kita berbincang, (tentang) pekerjaan dan cuaca
Your guard is up, and I know why
Kau tampak hati-hati, dan aku tahu sebabnya
Because the last time you saw me
Karna terakhir kali kau melihatku Is still burned in the back of your mind Masih berkobar di dalam pikiranmu You gave me roses, and I left them there to die Kau beri aku mawar, dan kubiarkan semuanya layu
So this is me swallowing my pride
Dan kini kutelan ludahku sendiri Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night Berdiri di depanmu, minta maaf untuk malam itu And I go back to December all the time Dan selalu kukenang bulan Desember
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Ternyata kebebasan tiada artinya jika merindukanmu Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine Berharap dulu kusadari yang kumiliki saat kau bersamaku I go back to December, turn around and make it alright Kukenang kembali bulan Desember, menoleh dan meluruskan semuanya I go back to December all the time Selalu kukenang bulan Desember
These days, I haven't been sleeping
Akhir-akhir ini, aku tak bisa tidur Staying up, playing back myself leaving Terjaga, membayangkan kepergianku When your birthday passed, and I didn't call Di hari ulang tahunmu, dan aku tak menghubungimu Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times Lalu terpikirku tentang musim panas, saat-saat yang indah I watched you laughing from the passenger side Kulihat kau tertawa di bangku penumpang And realized I loved you in the fall Dan kusadari aku mencintaimu di musim gugur
And then the cold came, the dark days
Dan lalu musim dingin datang, hari-hari gelap When fear crept into my mind Saat rasa takut merasuk pikiranku You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye Tlah kau berikan seluruh cintamu, dan kubalas dengan meninggalkanmu
So this is me swallowing my pride
Dan kini kutelan ludahku sendiri Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night Berdiri di depanmu, minta maaf untuk malam itu And I go back to December all the time Dan selalu kukenang bulan Desember
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Ternyata kebebasan tiada artinya jika merindukanmu Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine Berharap kusadari yang kunikmati saat kau bersamaku I go back to December, turn around and make it alright Kukenang kembali bulan Desember, menoleh dan meluruskan semuanya I go back to December all the time Selalu kukenang bulan Desembe
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
Aku rindu kulit sawo matangmu, senyum manismu So good to me, so right Begitu indah bagiku, begitu indah And how you held me in your arms that September night Dan bagaimana kau dekap aku di malam bulan September itu The first time you ever saw me cry Pertama kali kau lihat aku menangis
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Ini mungkin hanya harapan Probably mindless dreaming Mungkin sekedar mimpi But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right Namun jika kita saling mencintai lagi, aku bersumpah akan mencintaimu seperti seharusnya
I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
Aku mau kembali ke masa lalu dan mengubahnya, namun aku tak bisa So if the chain is on your door, I understand Maka jika rantai itu ada di pintumu, kumengerti
So this is me swallowing my pride
Dan kini kutelan ludahku sendiri Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night Berdiri di depanmu, minta maaf untuk malam itu And I go back to December all the time Dan kukenang kembali bulan Desember ketika itu
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Ternyata kebebasan tiada artinya jika merindukanmu Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine Berharap kusadari yang kunikmati saat kau bersamaku I go back to December, turn around and make it alright Kukenang kembali bulan Desember, menoleh dan meluruskan semuanya I go back to December all the time Selalu kKukenang bulan Desember