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‘the valley’. I keep riding on the flat black bitumen road as fast
as I can, lifting my bum up off the seat as I approach the hill,
then pedal my heart out. I know I’m nearly there when I catch
my usual glimpse of the harbour. The reflected night lights
flicker on the water’s surface as though tiny coloured jewels and
diamonds are being tossed around in a black blanket.
Out of breath and feeling truly invigorated, I hop off my
second-hand ladies’ bike and wheel it up the sandstone gutter
on the left-hand side of the road. I feel my chest rise and fall
as I look beyond the white picket fence at Harland. Looks like
someone’s hung a new wreath on its front door. I wheel my bike
towards the side gate, admiring the twisted, overgrown wisteria
vine that climbs up the columns supporting the awning over
its small front verandah. Being winter, the vine is bare, with no
leaves or grape-like flowers, but I love the tangled patterns of the
wooden stems just as much as when the vine is in full bloom.
I keep heading down the side path, then lean my bike
against the wall of the shed next to the little outhouse toilet.
Unfastening the clasp of my bike helmet and latching it onto
one of the handlebars, I hear my silver bell give a slight tinkle,
and I can’t help smiling. I stuff my hair underneath my beret,
and climb the rickety wooden stairs. Looking down beyond my
black-and-blue floral dress, I note the variegated pattern of dark
green moss on the sandstone step at the top. My hand-knitted
black cardigan, under a blue denim jacket, is hardly enough to
keep me warm in this weather, but I liked the look when I stood
in front of my full-length mirror fifteen minutes ago, so I went
with it. I open the broken screen door, then push the heavy, dark-
brown worn-looking door behind it with my shoulder. Walking
in through the back entrance I can smell the regular mix of
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chicken and veal, vegetables and parsley, pastry and butter. The
heat from the log fire warms my cheeks, and the empty chairs
tucked under tables fill me with a sense of excitement. I love
the calm before the storm.
Six months ago I found an advertisement in the hospitality
column of the jobs section in the Saturday paper: Waitress
Wanted for French Restaurant in Balmain East. After my trial run
one busy Friday night, I was given the job. Five nights a week,
starting around six, knocking off between eleven and midnight,
and Tuesday and Thursday nights were to be my nights off. A
few weeks later I moved out of my share house in Ultimo, and
into my current place, meaning my travel time to work is now
only about ten minutes.
‘Hi Dave,’ I say, smiling, as I poke my head into the kitchen.
‘Joni! You’re early! How was your day?’
‘Okay.’
‘Only okay? I’ll come and have a coffee with you.’
Dave has an enthusiastic bounce to his step. He walks out of
the kitchen into the little bar area, where a coffee machine sits
alongside bottles of wine and liquor.
‘Latte?’ he asks.
‘Yes please.’
Dave’s apron hangs low around his tiny hips, its tie in a loose
bow over his baggy chequered chef pants. I sit in my favourite
spot, in the cosy back corner of the staff table beside the floor
lamp, so I can take in everything that’s going on. I always feel
relaxed and at home at Harland. I’m comforted by the vintage
furnishings, the mismatched china plates, the cat Tiger-Lily,
who lives in the back garden. There’s a romantic and free-
spirited energy that fills the place. Everything’s a little old-world
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new direction. It’s strong, I know it is. And it’s a great bunch of
artists I’ll be exhibiting with.’
‘So you’ve found yourself. I thought you would,’ Dave says to
me, turning his head as he continues to make his coffee.
‘I knew it would be hard for me to say goodbye to art school.’
Dave turns towards me. ‘But you knew you’d eventually get
back on track. Yeah?’
When I first started working at Harland, I was in the midst of
hanging my works for the opening of ‘Blue Lights’, the graduation
exhibition at my art school. This was when I’d first met Dave
and Lucy and Juliet, and the other Harland staff. Once the
exhibition was over and I’d officially graduated, I felt relieved
that I had Harland as a place to go, be busy, earn money, talk,
analyse things. And now with Annabelle having been away in
London for a few months, my world really does revolve around
Harland. It’s kind of like a second home.
Dave leaves the coffee machine with his espresso and my
latte. He joins me in the corner, handing me my freshly made
coffee.
‘Thanks,’ I say.
I slowly wrap my paint-stained palms around the warm glass
and look down at the little star tattoo on the inside of my wrist.
Bringing the cup to my lips, the aroma of the coffee and the rose
hand cream are in conflict with each other. I look Dave in the
eyes. I can’t hold it in any longer.
‘I need to tell you about last night,’ I say.
‘What?’
‘Big mistake!’ I wince, unlocking my eyes from Dave’s, and
lowering my gaze. ‘Really big mistake!’
‘What?’ Dave asks again, smiling.
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I turn to see Lucy walking into the room. Her blonde hair is
swept up loosely, held together with gold hair combs, and she
has flowers pinned above her left ear. She wears a red velvet
dress that’s low-cut and revealing, and the gold rings on her
fingers catch the light. I can smell her musky perfume.
‘Tell you later,’ I say quickly to Dave.
Lucy’s carrying a pile of freshly washed and ironed white
tablecloths. She’s busy, as always, and moves about quickly with
a gorgeous bohemian swiftness that is mesmerising.
‘Hey Joni.’ She smiles. ‘I’m running behind tonight—do you
mind setting up the Pines? It needs to be set for six people.’ She
puts the pile of tablecloths neatly on the shelf below the bar,
leaving one of them draped over her arm. I watch her closely,
wishing I had a French accent like hers.
‘I’ve already put all the cutlery and plates on the sideboard
down there. Thanks, my love,’ she tells me sharply, her tone of
voice cancelling out the thanks.
I leave my coffee on the staff table, take the damask cloth
from Lucy and walk briskly out the back door, down the stairs
and along the winding path. The Pines is a smaller cottage in
the back garden, separate from the main house, but still part
of Harland. I imagine it would have been used as a granny flat,
back in the days when Harland was a family home.
I have a love/hate relationship with the walk from the back
door of Harland down the path to the Pines. I’m almost certain
there are ghosts here. The youngest daughter of the family who
occupied the house in the 1950s? Maybe. Did she die a tragic
death in her teenage years, and is she here, haunting all the
Harland staff? Or is it one of the other children who may have
lived in the house? Maybe at the turn of the century?
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