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The Self in The Couple Relationship: Part 1: Jan Grant and Jim Crawley
The Self in The Couple Relationship: Part 1: Jan Grant and Jim Crawley
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Psychodynamic Counselling
ISSN 1353-3339 print/ISSN 1470-1057 online © 2001 Taylor & Francis Ltd
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DOI: 10.1080/13533330110087705
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INTRODUCTION
Disturbed and difcult relationships are one of the most commonly
reported reasons why individuals decide to engage in psychotherapy
(Donovan 1998). The couple relationship is a particularly intense site
of expectation, emotion, fantasy and projection. Part of what gives
the committed couple relationship its uniqueness is that it provides
the possibility of a continuing space where the internal subjective
worlds of the two individual partners meet, and where each must
encounter, engage with and accommodate to aspects of their exter-
nal world. Borrowing from Winnicott the notion of the ‘transitional
space’ may be helpful in making this point. Adam Phillips (1988)
describes how Winnicott saw the space between analyst and patient
as a transitional space where
desire crystallised; the fantasised wish to merge with or annihilate the
object was an attempt to pre-empt the space, and a capacity to mourn
the object constituted the space as real. But this space was also used
by children to play in. Children’s play was not only the child’s more
or less disguised representation of a craving for the object, but also
the child’s nding and becoming a self. The transitional space in which
the child plays, or the adult talks, is, in Winnicott’s view, ‘an inter-
mediate area of experiencing to which inner reality and external life
both contribute’, and it exists as ‘a resting-place for the individual
engaged in the perpetual task of keeping inner and outer reality sepa-
rate yet inter-related’. Transitional space breaks down when either
inner or outer reality begins to dominate the scene, just as conversa-
tion stops if one of the participants takes over.
(Phillips 1988: 118–19)
Transitional space for the couple, then, is that place where the inner
and outer realities of each partner are allowed to coexist, to the
extent that there can be reection and dialogue about each partner’s
internal experience of self and other. For this to occur, each indi-
vidual needs to have achieved a ‘good-enough’ development of the
self to engage in this complex dance of intimacy. The frequent (often-
gendered) complaints that ‘he never talks about his feelings’ or ‘she
doesn’t understand what it’s like for me’ are signs that the transi-
tional space is constricted. Both individual and couples therapy can
help to expand and transform the transitional space of the couple.
Couples therapy focuses directly on the relationship between two
people, while individual therapy is oriented towards change in the
individual’s inner world. Yet, both may be highly effective in
changing the couple relationship. Why is this so and what processes
are helpful in engendering such change?
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the marriage less than a year after she was born, and her mother had
worked as a nurse from that point on to support the two of them.
She had virtually no contact with her father during her childhood
and still experienced his abandonment as a deep wound. Early in
therapy, she said there was a voice inside her saying ‘I’m not anybody,
I’m not worthy, I’m not important’ and that this was the voice from
her dad that had been ‘like sand in an oyster all these years’.
Her mother was a very practical, capable woman who was highly
regarded by those around her. Angela was full of admiration for her
mother’s independence and capacity to cope in such difcult circum-
stances and knew that her mother was ercely attached to her.
However, her mother was prone to unpredictable rages that fright-
ened Angela; she described her mother as turning into someone she
did not know, with bulging eyes, long hair swinging around her
head, irrational and screaming at her. These rages could occur on a
daily basis when her mother was stressed. She was also self-absorbed
and Angela felt that she had needed to look after her mother’s
emotional needs from a very young age.
Although her mother remarried when Angela was about 9 and
had two more children, this marriage also failed. Angela left home
at 17 to work, met and married her husband at 20, and emigrated
to Australia. Her mother cried non-stop when she left and moved
into Angela’s old bedroom. In Angela’s words, ‘I was all that she
had especially since she was an orphan. I was her world.’ Her mother
followed her to Australia some years later, as did her two step-
brothers. Angela took a very active role in looking after her mother,
who was exceedingly demanding and critical, in the years before she
died.
Angela was in weekly, then fortnightly and at the end monthly
psychodynamically oriented psychotherapy for almost six years. We
addressed numerous concerns and issues over that time, and termi-
nated therapy when she was feeling more solid internally, more
closely connected to others, and more able to give expression to
her ‘real’ self. Naturally the anxiety and depression faded as these
events occurred. We want to concentrate on only one aspect of the
extended and complex work together – the impact of her individual
psychotherapy on her relationship with her husband. We have organ-
ized the discussion under four themes of emerging change in the
self.
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been unable to access much of her real self and this impeded her
ability to attach fully and love him more deeply.
Almost four years into therapy, when he had a series of health
problems, Angela became more aware of her husband’s vulnerability.
However, she was able to feel tenderness and compassion rather than
fear of his ageing. By this point in therapy, she felt stronger inter-
nally and did not need him so much to be the strong powerful other
she could lean on. Her compassion for her own self as a child through
the therapy helped her to feel compassion and love for her husband.
She became aware of great depth in her attachment to him. The
false self (Winnicott) for Angela of the compliant, pleasing, scared
child was giving way to the emergence of a ‘real’ self who could
truly connect with another person at deeper levels.
Part of the work in accessing this real self was the development
of awareness around her mother’s bottomless pit of neediness and
the impact of that on Angela never feeling ‘enough’. This led her
to distance herself in her relationships because she never felt she
could be enough for the other. Masterson (1981, 1985) is helpful
here when he talks about the need to avoid identifying and acti-
vating individuating thoughts and wishes in order to defend against
the abandonment depression that such activation would trigger. The
false adaptation of the self to others’ needs occurs in order to avoid
an abandonment depression.
C: I remember this feeling of despair I had of her not being satised
– I feel like I was as adequate as I could be under the circumstances.
Th: Angela – is it something about not being enough for her, a sense
of not being big enough?
C: Yes it was very weighty, this responsibility to almost breathe for
her – for her emotional well-being. It’s hard to wear that – like a big
hand on our shoulder. I used to worry because she was so lonely
inside. She was lonely inside like I used to be. I found it all very
demanding. (Softly crying) I could never quite make her feel whole
– I couldn’t repair the hurt that had been done to her. No matter
what you did for her, within a day, it was like you hadn’t done
anything. I wish I’d been able to make her happy, but I wasn’t enough.
Soon after this session, Angela reported that her relationship with
her husband was improving and that there was a comfortableness
and security there that she had not felt for many years. Opening up
to the depth of her feeling for her mother, both negative and posi-
tive, allowed more of a real opening in her relationship with her
husband. As she accessed deeper levels of her self individually, she
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was able to access these with her partner. Yet questions about her
self-in-relationship still remained. Five months after the session
reported above, Angela was re-working the same material in her own
marriage:
C: I think I was a friendly, cheerful, not too demanding woman who
was really supportive for Roger.
Th: As you think about that in relation to yourself, how do you feel?
C: Well it sounds like a puppy! He felt comfortable with me and he
didn’t want anyone to control him. He was educated and I wasn’t –
he went out with far more intellectual girls. I wonder if that’s all there
is in me – I’m not enough as a person; I’m not deep enough.
Th: Yet here you are plumbing your own depths.
C: Well I don’t feel right about it. I sort of feel shallow.
Th: It seems as if you’re talking about your difculty in accessing this
kind of depth you have in this room – with me – in your relation-
ships out there.
C: I don’t know – maybe I’d like to be adventurous and do more
things with Roger – like go scuba diving.
Th: So perhaps you are ready to begin to take the risk of ‘diving
deeper’ with your husband.
The other aspect of accessing the real self in relationship to others
was the healing of the ‘splitting’ in Angela’s intrapsychic world. Her
mother was experienced as either all bad or all good in various points
in the therapy, and this was projected out onto her relationship with
her husband in the present. Close to the end of therapy this re-
working could be seen in relationship with her husband. Angela
reported an increasing tenderness in her relationship with Roger and
how time with him seemed very precious. There was an increasing
sense of contentment in the marriage and many deeper, loving feel-
ings toward her husband. As she moved through her anger at her
mother, she was able to see the good things her mother had given
her and in turn was able to begin to experience and appreciate the
good things Roger was giving her. She was also able to experience
much greater pleasure in everyday things, and moments of delight
and joy. Near termination, Angela reported great satisfaction with
her marriage, and two years later, at follow-up, she reported that her
relationship with Roger was better than it had ever been – full of
closeness, warmth and companionship.
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CONCLUSION
Holmes argues that the therapeutic relationship, like a couple rela-
tionship, is based on an attachment bond:
In the language of attachment theory, the aim of psychotherapy is to
help create a secure base within which the patient can begin to face and
‘narrativise’ past pain, and, through the relationship with the therapist,
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learn the rudiments of intimacy and autonomy. A secure base arises out
of the responsiveness and attunement provided by the therapist.
(Holmes 1998: 236–7)
We would argue that he is talking about the creation of the ‘transi-
tional space’ in therapy. The experience of such a ‘transitional space’
in psychotherapy leads to the desire and capacity to create and ‘live
in’ such a space in other signicant relationships.
If the couple relationship is seen as a transitional space between
two subjectively experienced selves and the external world of objects,
then lasting, second-order change in the couple relationship will be
dependent upon a move to a more cohesive and differentiated self
by each partner. This will, inevitably, lead to changes in the ways in
which they engage with each other; and, hopefully, to their experi-
encing the relationship as more fullling. Alternatively it may lead
to a clear realization that one or both partner’s goals for the rela-
tionship are not realizable, and to a capacity to act on this realization.
NOTE
This paper is a revised version of a presentation delivered at the rst
Australian Psychotherapy Conference, Melbourne, 1999.
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