6 feet

All I saw was nothing but darkness,

uncanny that drove me on madness.
I don’t know how to describe this moment of mine
but all I felt was gush of cold sensation rolled down my spine.

I tried to open my heavy eyelids,

the images of people watching me blurred out until I can see them no more.
Now memories came rushing, tears from the windows of my soul kept falling.
It was an odd feeling while I reminisced these memories like film strips.

It was cumbersome, I was a puppet of the society

The world was a chain that holds and stops me.
I had never lived my life the way I wanted it to be.
I hope I could have changed it, wishful thinking can it be?

The question is now bound to be answered,

answer that brought me pain that lingered,
pulverized my heart and crushed my soul.
It was unbearable. I am a hopeless case.

Now the dimmed place I had been lightens,

I now smell the fragrance of my favorite daisies.
From 6 feet above me, I can sense heavy hearts are mourning.
And at that moment, I knew I was dead.