I fear.

I fear that next day when I'll wake up in the morning, my eyes will remain closed
while my hands will be in search of my cell phone beneath the pillow. As soon as
I'll find the phone and push the button to light up the screen, my eyes will be in
their usual rising rhythm. But I may not find your 'good morning' text with the
'coffee' emoji right after it.

I fear.
I fear that one day you will also leave because that is what everyone does to me.
Why would I find anything special in you when I know that all those who have
crossed my path and made me feel more special are gone leaving their heavy, ever
lasting imprints behind?

I know.
I know that you have already planned the 'never coming back' trip in your mind. So
now what are you waiting for?
Leave.
Just leave.
Wait.
Am I wrong? Are you really going to stay?
No.
You can't
You can't fool my weary heart again for you may haven't got the ticket yet. And I
know the moment you arrange one, you'll never look back.
But you've got enough time for that too. Then why are you still here by my side?
Are you that one person who stays when thousands leave?

Will I ever figure this out?