My adolescent years

In my adolescent years my life is like a bouncing ball

the stages where ups and downs begins .
When I graduated grade 6 at the age of 12 I transferred
here I enrolled in ZCHS MAIN as first year high school
student. I went here I thought I was the luckiest among
our siblings because that is my dream to enrolled here in
Zamboanga when I step in to high school and then later
on , On my first week in here I felt the homesickness
where I was longing my family, my parents and my siblings I thought it would be
happy to separate with them I thought it would be the start of my luckiest and
happiest day of my life but I was wrong .the moment when I called my father and
said to him what I felt my father said I should stand with my decision and that is
what I want and I should stand for it. I felt like it was the depressing days of my life
but life should keep going I continue studying there and then in my half year in my
first year something happen that breaks my heart I felt like I wanna give up on my
life and stopped studying I just want to go home with my mother and siblings
because the feeling is so heartbreaking when I first heard that my father married
another woman I was so shocked and then cry and cried over and over again and to
think that I was the unluckiest and depressed person in the universe .after a year we
just accept the fact and move on .
Then at the age of 13 I transfer again in Sibuco National high School as 2nd year
student I was so happy I begin to adjust new environment new friends and then I
said that I would never transfer again . It was one of the most happiest day of my life
. I began to become persistent and studious one and be able to ranked in top 10 and
achieved 2nd honor in recognition day . In this stage also develop the romance in my
life one of my senior students who happens to be the cousin of my friend started to
court on me and then after a months we become couple but the relationship didn’t
last because my parents know about it and told me to stopped dating him as a young
me I follow what my parents told me and we broke up and became strangers again
and just focused on studying .and then in 3rd high school here comes the friends or
what we call “the barkada thing”. I have a lot of experience in my 3rd year I began
to drunk alcohol and skipped classes and going home late. I began to discover new
things and begin to act like you only live once and live while were young stage.
and then in my 4th year my life like In between study first , Barkada and enjoy life
while in high school that was the very challenging year because we are graduating
students which is usually has a lot of requirements to be accomplished and to be
passed on time. We work and study hard for that at the same time enjoying the
remaining days with our friends and teachers. Later on December the most
unwanted time has come the entrance exam in WMSU I didn’t want to enroll in
WMSU because I don’t really want not in my choice that’s why I didn’t concentrate
in exam and I didn’t review the time has come when the result are there I know I
would not passed the exam because I didn’t concentrate and the moment I heard and
knew that all my friends passed the entrance exam I was like Oww! That’s amazing
I thought I wouldn’t be affected with that I was crying and shame because all my
friends passed and Im like looser in our barkada. But then again I moved on continue
studying until we graduate our senior year in high school.

First year as a college student being a freshmen student wouldn’t be easy as for
me I came from a province where technology is not highly advance and not knowing
about how to be in a city and in a big school like WMSU . It was so difficult for me
to adjust it was just like in the 1st year high school It was new to me . I enrolled
Bachelor of arts in Asian studies because that’s is the only choice I have rather I
would stopped and just continue the other year . The choice is in me I began studying
this course and then in 2nd semester I try to shift course but suddenly I was threatened
because you know shifters the unsure one you just cant easily shift if no one would
back out and had slot in the other college. That’s why I chose not to shift because of
that and our dean also told if he would sign the shifting letter I wouldn’t be welcome
and continue as asian studies if I cannot shift or had no slot in other colleges.I
continue studying asian studies and the most unwanted and tragic moment was come
my father died and that is the most saddest and difficult year I was facing all I
thought the 2nd year high school was the unluckiest and depressing year but I was
wrong . This is the worst among the all I almost give up on studying because I have
no idea how I was supposed to move on , how I will go to college my father died
and we are all studying and all I thought was how will my mother support us . I have
so many thoughts at that time but with the mercy and love of god I and my family
survived that tragedy . And after 2 years of waiting I graduate with the degree of
Bachelor of Arts in Asian Studies and as of now studying professional education and
aspiring to become a teacher in the future.