January 22, 2019

Dear Emilee,

You have been through a lot chicky. Just think of how far you have come with yourself. I
guess what we have a lot going for us, we have gone through hell and have come out stronger
every time! Proud of you. Think of all the shit that you have been through, I mean who in the
right mind could possibly fight through all of that and come out stronger, not many people, but
you my friend, you are a strong beast. Now, to get into the things that I have to write about the
person reading this. Bro, you have the best qualities, yeah your a bitch and a hard shell to crack,
but, you have come a really long way from when you first were getting into this whole help
thing. You are that type of person that has to be out there and has to be tough to feel safe in the
world, but once you are out there and you know what you are getting into you can really show
your personality and shine bright like the diamond you are. Someone once told you that they
were terrified of you, i'm not sure that you remember it now but they are your best friend, maybe
not with you now, but she has been through thick and thin with you. I am sure you still think
about her or talk to her, because she even said that there is no way that you are going to get rid of
her. Now, you are being open and being honest to the best of your abilities but it's hard, and it
hurts to know that you are weak in front of someone that you barely know. But, it is okay to cry
wherever and whenever you need to. Okay okay, I am getting side tracked. You had a really
great relationship with this guy it would have been 6 months, that's half a year. But, someone
that is cheating and lying is not what is best for you I mean you held to him and you thought it
was your only your soul mate. I mean he wasn't and now we know and that is okay! You will
find that country boy, good looking, outgoing person that will drive you nuts some of the time
but then you will get over all of the little things in life. You need a guy that likes you with all of
the shit you have been through, your imperfections, you need someone that loves you for the
liquid sunshine that leaks out all of the time and that's what makes you a delight to be around.
What do you bring, I mean you bring a lot. Our personality is a caring, kind, outgoing,
adventurous, a FUCK IT kinda girl. I mean that is what really needs to be announced when you
are in a relationship, that's what I bring is my personality and all of the things that I have within
that crazy guy is going to have to learn to like it because there is literally now way to dilute it!

I hope you keep this and remind yourself how much of a badass you were in high school
because who swears on their final.. Only you! Oh the things that you do, I hope we still have the
fuck its in the future.