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nPEflTOBOP ffiflABAHA..................................................................................9
nPEflTOBOP AyTOPA..................................................................................... 13
1. H c^ . hhteæ ca KnnPA......................................................................... 15
nPBH CyCPET ca M ajctopom ............................................................ 16
H ^e^eH u ce^aK nuja je KuHMa 6una noBpe^eHa.............18
MAKOM HEKO^HKO MECEUH................................................................ 19
flpyTA nOCETA y^HTEÆy.....................................................................20
H3pa*aBaK>e HaMepe 3a nuca&e KK>ure............................... 21
O cycpeTuMa y npeTxogHuM uHKapHa^uj aMa.................... 22
H3BaHTenecHocT. Tpu Tena......................................................24
O noTpe6u 3a KK>uroM..............................................................25
npegaBa&e...................................................................................27
2. HCTEPHBAÄE flYXOBA (E^3OP^H3AM).............................................. 29
JeBpejcKa geBojKa Kog y n u re ^ a ............................................30
noceTa geBoj^u u aeHa geTa^Ha npuna.............................35
ynuTeÆ nojam&aBa KaKo je nenuo geBojKy.......................37
3. E^ emehta ^ h ............................................................................................46
KaKo je JaKoBoc nocTao HnaH yHyTpam&er Kpyra.........46
Pa3roBop o gpeBHoj rpHKoj............................................................48
O nnaToHy...................................................................................48
O nuTaropu. O 3anucuMa AKame..........................................49
Teo^aHuc, 'M ar u3 na^oca'. npuna o cMupuBa&y Mopa. ... 50
nPE^ABABE O E^EMEHTAHHMA...........................................................52
KaKo Hacrajy eneMeHTanu....................................................... 54
O u3uhku u3rneg unu KaKo BugoBuTu Buge eneMeHTane 55
He 6opuTu ce npoTuB eneMeHTana........................................ 58
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 H^emmeÆ ca Kunpa
üpojeKTOBaae unu cnaae eneMeHTana............................... 60
EneMeHTanu u cnaBaae............................................................61
B e * 5 a .......................................................................................... 62
JAKOBOC nOMA^E jehhoj ^ ehh .........................................................64
4. H cthhhtoct flO^HBÆAJA..................................................................66
ATEHCTA 3 üE KOfl y^HTEÆA...............................................................66
Pa3nunuTocT gyxa u Tena........................................................67
HeKonuKO ynm e^eB ux ucKycTaBa Kao npuMepu...................69
nyTOBaae 5pogoM.................................................................... 69
B u^eae gBe 3Muje.....................................................................71
üpoH ana^eae u3ry5^eHor gBornega..................................72
üpoBepuBocr ncuxuHKux (acTpanHux) ucKycTaBa.........73
BaHTenecHa m eraa y n u re ^ a ca yHyKOM MapuocoM .... 73
Pa3Boj ncuxuHKux (acTpanHO-MucneHux) Mofru............... 74
Ko je yKpao HOBa^.................................................................... 76
n o jam aeae cnynaja ca HO^u^M a...................................... 76
Hyma u MaTepuja. CTanHa u cagam aa nuHHocr................78
Mofru nc. Kpea^uje. flyxoBHu pa3Boj. Teo3a. HupBaHa.. 79
5. KAPMA HHH 3AKOH y3POKA..................................................................82
M o*e nu ce u35efru KapMa?.........................................................82
npuMep u3 Bu5nuje - npopoK JoHa..................................... 82
BenunaHcTBeHocT Bo^aHcKe M unocru......................................83
„TproBaae“ ca BoroM...............................................................83
KapMa u eTuKa.................................................................................. 84
npenucKa ca 5puTaHcKuM $uno3O$OM......................................85
Bubctbo u 5 u ñ e......................................................................... 85
HujarHocTuKa noMofry $OTorpa$uje..........................................86
CBe 5onecru cy nocn eg u ^ KapMe............................................. 87
üpey3uMaae KapMe gpyrux oco5a.......................................88
6. Y hhteæeba ce 'r a ä a ............................................................................95
ÜOTemKofre ca ^ kbom .............................................................95
nopeKno u MnagocT..................................................................96
fflKonoBaae 3a 5puTaHcKor BojHor o$u^upa....................97
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 Cadpwaj
BpeMe npoBegeHO y MaHacTupy............................................ 98
YnecHHK repuncKor noKpeTa npoTHB EHrne3a..................99
CyKo6u H3Me^y rpKa h TypaKa........................................ 100
HecTamHH gyxoBH npupoge............................................... 102
Apy^e&e ca Typ^HMa. Hene&e noMofry KypaHa..........103
rpKH^a ce ygana 3a TypHHHa............................................106
Henpuj aTeft je y HaMa. KoneKTHBHa KapMa................... 107
YHHTe.ft.eBH (^acKanocoBu) YnHTe^H h npujaTe.ft>H .... 108
7. Ofl CMPTH ,0,0 HOBOr POBEDA...................................111
B e*6a MegHTa^Hj e ............................................................... 111
TeaHO h aeH My* naBnoc...................................................112
nPE^ABABE.......................................................................................... 115
YMupaae h cmpt ..........................................................................115
HaKOH CMpTH .......................................................................... 116
AcTpanHH cBeT............................................................................. 118
O KacTaHegu. KoMyHH^HpaK>e ca 6u^KaMa...................122
^ hbot y acTpa^HOM cBeTy..................................................123
noBpaTaK H3 acTpanHor cBeTa - HHKapHa^Hja...............125
HeTupu Tocnogapa KapMe - HeTupu apxaH^ena.......... 131
Pa^HOHanHH apryMeHTH 3a peHHKapHa^Hjy......................... 131
PeHHKapHa^Hja y pa3HHM penurujaMa.............................131
^ e ^ Koja 3Hajy „HeMoryfre“ ..............................................133
3amTO ce cbh He cefrajy cBojux npomnux *HBOTa.......133
8. O H cycy, o XPHCTy h ^ o r o c y ..................................................... 137
nPE^ABABE.......................................................................................... 137
TeMe H3 HoBor 3aBeTa............................................................... 137
Hcyc h Jy g a............................................................................137
Cuna3aK ^yxa CBeTor Ha anocTone................................. 140
H actabak üph ^ e y y ^ em K pyry...................................................143
HHKapHa^Hja y HcycoBo g o6 a...........................................143
npu3HBaae XpucTa Soroca. CTa&e Teo3e.....................146

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 H^enumefo ca Kunpa
9. O A nco^ yry.........................................................................................149
Cactahak yHyTPAm&Er KpyrA....................................................150
npujeM H0B0r nnaHa y yHyipam au Kpyr.......................150
npunem ñe ,^y6aBu............................................................... 152
M eg m ^ u ja Kojy je Boguo eneMeman JoBaHa..............153
Kachhja PA3JAmaEaA.....................................................................154
CuM6onuKa 06e3BpmeHor Mana. Beño 6paTCTBo.........154
M ygpa^u Koju cy ce noKnoHunu TeK po^eHOM Hcycy . 154
CaMogoBo^HoCT u Bo^aHCKa H3pa*ajHocr Anconyra 156
Pa3nuKa H3Me^y Hcyca, Xpucra Soroca u C b . ^yxa ... 157
^Be npupoge u Tpu eBojeTBa Anconyra.......................... 159
nocTojaae u 6 ubctbo ................................................................ 159
Byga. HupBaHa........................................................................160
y^E&E K o c ta c a .......................................................................... 162
KocTacoBa rpyna yneHuKa...................................................162
fflra je „By^eae“ ...................................................................164
Onpe3 y oTKpuBa&y ucTuHe............................................... 165
TajHocT yneaa. Je ñu 3HaK>e Koje ce CTune noy3gaHo? 166
KoMyHucTa muctuk .............................................................. 167
KocTac o ynuTe^y (^acKanocy).......................................168
KaKo muctuk Bugu ga ñu je HeKo * ub .............................169
KocTacoBo ucKycTBo u3nacKa u3 Teña.............................170
r^eMOHCTpa^uje ca M ukucom TeogopaKucoM................171
npegaBa&e o AnconyTy u CBeTuM MoHagaMa.............171
EneMeHTan anocrona JoBaHa o BenHoj cagam aocru .... 172
10. H ebh ^ hbh nyBAPH.......................................................................174
Hecpefra CjaKna6a u aeroBo cnacaB aae........................174
BaroeMan^u u neTefru Taaupu......................................... 178
HeBug^uBu nyBapu 3eM ^e................................................ 179
KaKo je Bume 6ufre o6ynaBano ^acKanoca............................182
CTpax og y3gu3aaa u ogBajaaa........................................ 182
Hny3uje. Mano u BenuKo Ja................................................183
O ^y6aBu.................................................................................185
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 Cadpwaj
CBeTu naBne y nuKy O ^ XunapuoHa......................................186
11 O MEHTA^HHM BO.HECTHMA yCHEfl OBy3ETOCTH......................189
CaM oy5u^ ce Be3yjy 3a eTepuHKy pa3UHy.......................190
Cnynaj 1: yMpnu BepeHUK gona3u Kao cnenu Mum......191
Cnynaj 2: noBaMnupeHu nacTup......................................... 192
O5y3eTocr concTBeHUM eneMeHTanuMa.............................194
3ao gyx unu geMOH................................................................. 194
Pa3nuKa u3Me^y geMOHa u aH^ena.............................................198
12. H c^ æ h b a â e .....................................................................................201
KaTUHa, *eHa HenoKpeTHa ycneg 5onecTu KUHMe........201
AnepruHHO Mano geTe........................................................... 205
Bonecr cne3eHe........................................................................205
HayKa u pa3yMeBaae u ^ e ^ u B a a a ....................................207
nPEflABABE O HCT,EÆHBAay.............................................................208
O 3gpaBÆy u 5onecTu.............................................................208
O MonuTBu................................................................................209
O caMoaHanu3u........................................................................209
Tpomu nu ce eTepuHKa eHepruja TepaneyTa?..................210
Huj arHocTUKa.......................................................................... 210
O u ^ e^ u B a a y u ycnexy......................................................211
O cyrecTuju, Bepu u cyMau ^a^ujeHTa............................212
O yT u^jy oco5a U3 OKpy^eaa ^a^ujeHTa...................... 214
O cnoco5HocruMa TepaneyTa...............................................214
Jom jegaH cnyHaj u ^ e ^ e a a KUHMe...................................216
HeTupu cBojcTBa eTepuHKe eHepruje.................................216
B e * 5 a ........................................................................................217
ynora 5oja y Tepanuju..........................................................217
13. MATEPHJA^H3A^HJA.........................................................................220
O 5u^KaMa. KaKTyc Koju oceña.......................................... 220
MATEPHJAnH3AU,HJA............................................................................221
BugoBUTocT, u3BaHTenecHocT u eKcnaH3uja.................... 223
noKyc npeTBapaaa cpe5pa y 3naTO...................................224
noKyc npeTBapaaa *uBor y He^uBO.................................226
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 H^emmeÆ ca Kunpa
Jom o cnynajy r-^e KaTUHe (uc^Æe&e KUHMe)............. 228
npeHome&e opraHa ^a^uj eHTa y uc^nuTe^a................229
Æy5aB je npegycnoB 3a ycnemHo uc^ÆUBa&e..............231
O 3ny u ^Hoj Maruj u .............................................................231
Tene^opTa^uja........................................................................232
CnacaBaae caMoy5u^ Tene^opTa^ujoM.......................... 233
Tpu BpcTe MaTepujanu3a^uje...............................................234
CnacaBaae 5poga y onyju.................................................... 236
nuTa&e y Be3u ca KacTaHegoM........................................... 238
O ^aKupuMa. O xunHo3u u neBm ^uju............................ 239
O 3agoBoÆcTBy u noMara&y................................................242
14. ,a,BE rO^HHE KACHHJE.......................................................................243
MapKugec goHocu YnuTe^y HanucaHy KK>ury...............243
npey3UMaae 3eToBe KapMe................................................. 245
O no3HaToM uc^nuTe^y Xapujy EgBapgcy...................248
Jom o 3ny u geMoHy...............................................................248
npo^. MapKugec pa3roBapa ca C0^u0n0^0M o YnuTe^y .. 250
„CnynajHocru“ Koje cy ce gemaBane MapKugecy..........250
nOJMOBHHK................................................................................................254
AYXOBHO-nCHXO^OmKH nOJMOBH.................................................254
[ n PAKTH^HH nOJMOBH.......................................................................262
jOm HEKE KftHrE y A^BAHTA H3flA&y............................................... 264

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 nPE^rOBOP H3AABAHA
Bume je pa3nora 36or Kojux ce oBa Kaura Mo*e cMaTpaTu BeoMa
3HanajHuM gonpuHocoM KynTypu. OBge HaBoguM caMo HeKe:
1. K aury noTnucyj e Kao ayTop yrnegHu yHuBep3uTeTcKu npo^e-
cop co^uono^uje ca yHuBep3uTeTa MeuH (Maine) y CA^. y3 to
je o6e36eguo nogpmKy MHorux gpyrux Konera ca cBor yHuBep-
3uTeTa.
2. AyTop cBegonu o nojaBaMa u gora^ajuMa Koje ce y gaHamaoj
KynTypu cMaTpajy HyguMa u nopeg n u aeH u ^ ga ce Hana3e y
caMuM TeMe^uMa KynTypa 3anaga unu xpumfraHcraa cbux Ba-
pujeTeTa. O „HygecHuM“ u^en>eauMa ayTop je npuKynuo mho-
ra Megu^uHCKa cBegonaHcraa unu neHHuHKe Hana3e npe u no-
cne TpeTMaHa.
3. K aura Huje onrepefreHa HuKaKBuM TeopujaMa, ugeonorujaMa
hutu 6uno hum cnuHHuM - npocro je npuKa3 gora^aja u pa3ro-
Bopa ca uc^nure^eM Koju nojamaaBa cBoj norneg Ha craap-
hoct u HanuH Ha Koj u u^en>yj e.
4. O63upoM ga je Mofr u^en>uBaaa rnaBHux npoTaroHucra 3acHo-
BaHa Ha nucroj u npegaHoj Bepu y Bora u Bumy cTBapHocT, Kau-
ra Mo*e 6 utu cHa^aH nogcru^j 3a janane Bepe cBaKe oco6e
Koja Kaury nponuTa u 6apeM goHeKne ycBoju. BepyjeM ga mo-
* e 6utu u nogcru^j 3a peBUTanu3a^ujy Bepe Ha KoneKTuBHoj
ochobu y oKBupy BepcKux 3ajegHu^ u auxoBor Me^yco6Hor
npu6nu*aBaaa u capagae.
5. K aura Mo*e 6 utu cHa^aH nogcru^j 3a noBe3uBaae HayKe,
noce6Ho ncuxonoruje u co^uono^uje, ca gyxoBHomfry u penu-
rujoM, a mTo 6u Morno 6 utu og orpoMHor 3Hanaja. HapaBHo,
36or npupoge uHep^uje yHyTap opraHu3oBaHux ^py^a^uja, go
Tora Hefre gofru hu 6p3o hu naKo, anu fre 6 utu Heu36e*Ho, j ep
y cBeonmToj Kpu3u fre ce MopaTu Tpa^uru u Hafru u3na3. Op-
raHu3oBaHuM ucKopa^uMa Mopajy npeTxoguTu uHguBugyanHe
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 H^enumefo ca Kunpa
cno3Haje u cynm m e aKruBHocTu - „y^u Ha Mana BpaTa, jep Be-
nuKa cy BpaTa BpaTa nponacru..“, Hcyc y H obom 3aBery.
Obo je npBa Kaura U3 Tpunoruje ucror ayTopa u hcthx npoTaroHu-
CTa u y HameM (AgBaura) U3gaay ycKopo cnege u gpyre gBe Kaure:
no^acT CyHqy (Homage to the Sun) u BaTpa y Cpqy (Fire in the Heart).
BepyjeMo ga he oBa, npBa, Kaura Beh noKpeHyTu HeKe ^yge Ha pa3Mu-
m ^aae u a ^ u je, Te ga heMo y oKBupy H3gaBanKor gogaTKa 3a Tpehy
Kaury Mohu npuno^uTu HeKe TeKCToBe Koju he gogaTHo noKpeHyTu
eHepruje. y tom cMucny no3UBaMo CBaKora KoMe je TeMa o6pa^eHa y
oBoj Kau3u gpara u uHcnupaTUBHa, a Bepyje KaKo Mo*e gaTu CBoj go-
npuHoc, ga HaM ce jaBu. M o*e ce gecuTu ga caKynuMo goBo.ft.Ho TeK-
CToBa 3a jegHy ^ n y Kaury. Ako 6yge TaKo oHga he cbu TeKcToBu Koju
6ygy o6jaB^eHu 6utu BpegHoBaHu no goroBopy ca ayTopuMa. npo$.
MapKugec ja HaKoH noMeHyTe Tpunoruje HacraBuo ucTpa^uBaTu TeMy
xpumhaHcKe gyxoBHocTu, na he ogMax HaKoH obux Kaura ycneguru u
npeocrane Kaure, o neMy cmo Beh nocrurnu goroBop ca ayTopoM.
Tpygunu cmo ce ga npeBegeHu TeKcT y ^ n o c ru u ^pe^u3HO npeHe-
ce cagp^aj u nopyKy u3BopHUKa, anu u ga 6yge mTo naKmu 3a nuraae.
3aTo je TepMUHonoruja npunaro^eHa TepMUHonoruju Koja je Kog Hac
yo6unajeHa 3a oBy o6nacT. y tom cMucny n m a o ^ Beh y paHoj $a3u
HUTaaa Mo*e 6 hth og KopucTu noj mobhhk Koj u ce Hana3u Ha caMoM
Kpajy Kaure. TaMo ce Hana3e u TepMUHu Koju cy KopumheHu y u3Bop-
HUKy. nojMoBe Huje je 3Haneae onucaHo y nojMoBHUKy cmo y TeKcTy
Kaure Hajnemhe o3Hanunu 3Be3gu^M ( ). CBe ^ycHoTe y TeKcTy Kau­
re cy Moje, ypegHUHKe, Kao u TeKcT y yrnacruM 3arpagaMa.
Ha caMoM Kpajy ce *enuM 3axBanuTu ayTopy, npo$. flp. MapKuge-
cy, 3a BenuKy ^y6a3HocT u go3Bony ga npoMeHUMo HacnoB Kaure u
y6a^uMO nogHacnoBe, 3a Koje BepyjeM ga he gaTu BenuKu gonpuHoc
npernegHocTu TeKcTa.
Mune ManemeBuh, ypegHUK.

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 n p o $ . gp. KupnjaKoc MapKHgec

H c u e æ h t e æ c a K H n P A

H y g e c H e m o R h je g H o r X p i i i i i h a i i m i a
 H^enumefo ca Kunpa

y cnoMeH Ha M ojy MajKy,

MOMe o
E m u äu , KoHcmaHmuHy u B acju

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 nPE^rOBOP AYTOPA
CBecTaH caM ^eMUHucruHKe 3a5puHyTocTu 3a je3UK u ^ hum je.
Me^yTUM, ga 5ux u35erao crunucruHKy HecKnagHocr y o5nuKy U3pa3a
K>eroB/ft>eH unu oH/oHa ognynuo caM ce, Maga HeBoÆHo, gp*aTu Tpa-
gu^u0HanH0^ cTuna. CTora, Kag rog numeM o „HoBenaHcray“, nogpa-
3yMeBaM u MymKap^ u *eHe. Kaga 3a Bora KopucTUM pen „O h“, to
HUHUM caM0 35or Tora mT0 je to yo5unajeH0, a He 3aT0 mT0 npeTno-
cTaB^aM ga je Bor MymKor poga.
H 3 uctux caM pa3nora ognynuo KopucTUTu rpHKu o5nuK 3a uMeHa.
3anpuMep, y H0MUHaTUBy ce UMeHa 3aBpmaBajy Ha - „noc“ (AacKanoc),
goK y B0KaTUBy „-noc“ npena3u y „-e“ (AacKane). CnuHHo je u ca Ko-
cTac u JaK0B0c (H0MUHaTUB), goK cy o5nu^u y B0KaTUBy - KocTa u Ja-
K0B0. ÖBaj npo5neM He nocroju Kog *eHcKux UMeHa. Y TeKcry cy cBa
UMeHa oco5a 3aMeaeHa, ocuM ucTopujcKux UMeHa u UMeHa HnaH0Ba
Moje nopogu^. H3y3eB UMeHa, y 0B0j kk>u3u je uctuhuto, rj. onucaHu
cy cTBapHu Æygu u gora^aju.
Hcrpa^uBaae Koje goHocu 0Ba KK>ura Tpe5a cMaTpaTu npeBacxog-
H0 Kao ucTpa^uBaae nojaBa Be3aHux 3a jegHor gyxoBHor uc^nuT e^a
u K>eroBe 5nucKe capagHUKe. Huje obo cTyguja U3 o5naTu napancuxo-
noruje, u Huje mu 5uo ^UÆ npoBepa hutu BpegHoBa&e napaHopManHux
nojaBa. YMecro Tora, noKymao caM mT0 je TaHHuje Moryhe npegcraBu-
Tu cTBapHocr 0HaK0 KaK0 je go*uBÆaBajy caMu npoTaroHucTu. To He
3HaHu ga caM ja 5uo caM0 nacuBHu nocMaTpaH. Kao mT0 he HUTana^
oTKpuTu, nocTao caM aKTUBaH ynecHUK yHyTap rpyne uc^nuT e^a, Ha-
cTojehu pa3yMeTu k>uxob cBeT u3Hyrpa, 0HaK0 KaK0 ra 0HU pa3yMejy u
go^uB^aBajy.
MaTepujan og Kora je HacTana 0Ba K&ura caM caKynuo y HeTupu
ogBojeHa nepuoga, tokom neTa 1978, y nepuogy u3Me^y ge^M 5pa
1978. u cenreM5pa 1979, u tokom neraux Mece^u 1981. u 1983. rogu-

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 H^enumefo ca Kunpa
^enuM H3pa3HTH nuHHy 3aXBanHocT yHMBep3MTeTy MejH mTO mh je
noHyguo neTay cruneHgujy u crygujcKo ogcycrao tokom aKageMcKe
1978-79. roguHe. Ee3 TaKBe BenuKogymHe nogpmKe 0B0ra ucrpa:*:u-
Baaa BepoBaTHo He 6u hu 6uno. CnunHy 3axBanHocr gyryj eM u Moj um
KoneraMa ca O ge ^e^a 3a coqwonornjy u coqwjanHM pag ca ucTor yHu-
Bep3uTeTa. 3axBa^y j eM ce u oco6^y KunapcKor ^HTpa 3a gpywTBeHa
MCTpa^MBa^a 3a MoryhHocr Kopumheaa auxoBux MamuHa 3a $oto -
Konupaae u ayguo cHuMaae Kag rog mu je 6uno noTpe6Ho.
BenuKa xBana u npujaTe^uMa Ore^aHy u ^ a H MapKC, Koju cy np-
bu nogcTaKnu Moje uHTepecoBaae 3a nuTaaa Koja ce ogHoce Ha npoy-
naBaae cBecTu u gyxoBHocTu. XBana u gpyruM npuj aren>uMa, Konera-
Ma u HayHHu^uMa Koju cy nponrnanu npBu pyKonuc u BenuKogymHo
noHygunu cBojy nogpmKy u KpuTunKy o^Hy. E bo auxoBux uMeHa:
Stephen Cohn (CTuBeH K oh), Richard Fenn (Punapg OeH], Herbert Mac-
coby (Xep6epT MaKo6u], Leonard Doob (HeoHapg Ay6], Joanne Green
^oaH rpuH], Erling Skorpen (EpnuHr CKopneH), Jacob Needleman
(T^ejKo6 HugnMeH), Marcello Truzzi (Mapce.no T py^), Muchael Har-
ner (MajKn XapHep], James Laue ^ejMC Haye] Colin Wilson (KonuH
BuncoH).
XBana MapneHu r a6pujen, mom nuTepapHoM areHTy1, 3a aeHo npu-
jaTe^cTBo, Bepy y oBy Kaury u npBopa3pegHy npo^ecuoHanHy crpyn-
hoct. XBana u E bu MajH 3a npeguBHo oTKy^H pyKonuc. Ay6aB Mojoj
cecTpu Mapynu XpucToy, mTo j e TaKo BenuKa cecTpa, Kao u 3a noMoh
Kojy HaMje yBeK npy^ana 3a BpeMe Hamer 6opaBKa Ha Kunpy. 3a Mojy
cynpyry EMunu pe3epBucaHa je Hajgy6^a ^y6aB, u3Me^y ocTanor,
36or aeHe 6ogpe nogpmKe, uHTeneKTyanHor nogcru^ja u u3BaHpeg-
Hor ype^uBaaa npBor Ha^Ta oBe Kaure.
^enuM, Ha Kpajy, u3pa3uTu cBoje gy6oKo guBn>eae npeMa Majcro-
py, ynm eny, ^acKanocy u aeroBuM 6nucKuM capagHu^uMa. Moj pag
ca auMa je 6uo uctuhcku Tpyg ^y6aBu. y crBapHocru je obo auxoBa
Kaura.

1Oco6a Koja npegcTaB^a ayTopa y ogHocuMa ca rogaBanHMa. npuM. yp. MM

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 1.
H ^ e n u m e ^ ca K u n p a

3a Cnupoca Caraja1 caM nyo jom y geTHacray. B a^uo je 3a Boge-

ñer KunapcKor MajcTopa 3a OHOcrpaHO, mTO je y MeHH H3a3HBa.no Me-
maBHHy pago3HanocTH, onapaHocra h CTpaxa. Kag cmo Gh^ h g e ^ , CBe-
mTeHHK Hac je yno3opaBao ga ce khohhmo „Mara H3 CrpoBonoca“, no-
BeKa ca „caTaHcKHM MoñHMa“. Pa3poraneHHx onujy cmo cnymanu npu-
ne o oncegHyTocTH gyxoBHMa, ucTepuBa^HMa gyxoBa h KaKo My je Ky-
ña nyHa gyxoBa. fteroBo HMe je Guno chhohhm 3a caM oKynTH3aM2.

1y to BpeMe 6uno je noTpe6Ho nyBaTH yHHTe^eBy aHoHHMHocT, na je MapKHgec

3a aera KopucTuo nceygoHHM Cnupoc CaTH (CaTH aco^Hpa Ha pen H3 caHcKpuTa
Koja 3Hanu „ucTHHa“). Caga to Bume Huje noTpe6Ho. y^me^eBo npaBo HMe 6u-
no je CTunujaHoc ATemnuc. noga^ o aeMy Kao cTBapHoj oco6u ce Mory Hañu
Ha HHTepHeTy nog Stylianos Atteshlis. TaMo Hana3HMo u roguHy po^eaa u cmpth
(12.12.1912 - 26.8.1995), Kao u $oTorpa$uje. Ha HHTepHeTy ce Hana3H u o6u^e
gpyrux nogaTaKa o opraHH3a^ju unu mKonu Kojy je ocHoBao u Boguo
(http://www.researchersoftruth.org). y H3BopHHKy Ha eHrnecKoMje3HKy ce
yBeK ocnoB^aBa iphkom penjy ^acKanoc, nuje je 3Haneae „ynuTe^“. KunapcKH
Typ^ cy ra 3Banu E^eHgu, gaKne hcto y^HTe^. Mu cmo ce ognyHunu yMecTo
penu ^acKanoc kophcthth pen y^HTe^, jep BepyjeMo ga ce TaKo 6o^e yrucKyje
y cBecT HHTao^. Bpno peTKo cmo Kopucrunu u HMe ^acKanoc, yrnaBHoM Kagje
6uno noTpe6Ho roGefrn 3a6yHy o kom ce ynuTe^y pagu. noHeKaga cmo ra ocno-
B^aBanu u Kao Majcrop. npuM. yp. MM.
2
0KynTH3aM (nar. occultus - TajHH, cKpuBeH) - npoynaBafte HarnpupogHor; Bepo-
Baae y HaTnpupogHe Moñu u MoryfrHocr ftuxoBor nogBpraBaaa ^ygcKoj koh-
Tponu. ycneg ^KBeHux yr^aja u nponaraHge oKynTH3aMje cMaTpaH HeraruB-
hhm, MpanHHM u aeroBu npoTaroHucTH cy npora&aHH. npuM. yp. MM
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 H^emmeÆ ca Kunpa
CBaK0 ko je uMao xpa5pocTu u * e ^ y ga crynu y K0HTaKT ca HeKUM og
noKojHUKa, Tpe5ao je caM0 noKy^Tu Ha aeroBa BpaTa. TaKBy caM cnu-
Ky o Cnupocy CaTujy noHuo ca Kunpa y ÄMepuKy Kaga caM 1960. og-
cenuo.
r 0T0B0 gBe ge^H uje KacHuje jegBa caM ce cehao H0BeKa o K0Me
caM MamTao, anu Kora HUKag HucaM yno3Hao. TeK y neT0 1978, Kaga
caM npoBoguo ogMop Ha Kunpy Moje uHTepecoBaae 3a „Mara U3 Crpo-
Bonoca“ ce n0H0B0 npo5yguno. JegHa cTapa npujaT e^u^, ^unonor,
mu je y noBepeay peKna ga cy 0Ha u aeH My*, cyguja, HnaH0Bu jegHor
nonyTajHor „Kpyra 3a ucrpa*uBaae ucTUHe“. AyxoBHu Bo^a Te mu-
cTUHHe ceKTe, Ha Moj e u3HeHa^eae, Huj e 5uo huko gpyru go „Mar U3
CTpoBonoca“. H3pa3uo caM cBojy * e ^ y ga yno3HaM Tor H0BeKa.
ü p b h c y c p e t c a M a jc t o p o m
KpajeM aBrycTa caM ce ca tom npujaTe^u^M ogBe3ao go CTpoBo­
noca, npegrpa^a HuK03uje, ga yno3HaM Cnupoca CaTuja. Bam je upo-
HUHH0, pa3Mum^ao caM, mT0 caM Mopao npoBecru ocaMHaecT roguHa
y ÄMepu^u npe Hero mT0 caM Morao yno3HaTu Tor 3aroHeTHor H0BeKa,
Koju je *uBeo Ha caM0 Tpu KunoMeTpa og Moje Kyhe. HeKaKo caM one-
KUBao KaK0 hy cpecru Heo5uHHy oco5y guBÆer U3rnega, y cKnagy ca
a e r 0B0M pe^yTa^ujoM. HumTa og cBera Tora Huje 5uno TaHHo. Buo je
to BucoK u cuMnaTUHaH rocnoguH y me3geceTUM roguHaMa, nerouo-
HucaHu gp*aBHu cny*5eHUK, Koju je *uBeo mTeg.ft.uB0 og cBoje gp-
*aBHe neH3uje. YMecro nonynygor u onacHor Hapo5aaKa cpeo caM
jegHy Tonny u gy50K0 penuruo3Hy oco5y, ca u3pa*eHUM cMucnoM 3a
xyMop. Xo5u cy My 5unu cnuKapcTBo u KnacuHHa My3UKa. Ce5e je cMa-
Tpao u^enuTe^eM u „ncux0TepaneyT0M , neKapeM 3a gymy, Huja je
rnaBHa 5pura 5una onaKmaBaae naTae ÆyguMa oko ce5e, KaK0 je to
caM peKao, u ga noMorHe oHUMa Koju cy 3auHTepecoBaHu ga KpeHy Ha
nyT caMocno3Haje.
„Mu ce no3HajeMo!“ y3BUKHyo je npu HameM npB0M cycpeTy, u cra-
Buo gecHy pyKy Ha Heno.

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 1. H^enumefo ca Kunpa
„He 6 hx peKao“, ogroBopuo caM ocMexyjyhu ce u npy^uo My pyKy
goK Hac je Hama n p u ja ie ^ u ^ npegcraBÆana.
„Cpenu CM0 ce paHuje“, caMoyBepeHo je KnuMao rnaB0M, u no3Bao
Me y aeroBoj Many gHeBHy co6y, ga cegHeMo. npemocTaBÆao caM ga
Me je 3aMeHuo ca HeKUM gpyruM, u o T0Me hucmo Bume pa3roBapanu.
^acKanoc (ynuTe^), KaK0 ra je Moja n p u ja re ^ u ^ 3Bana, HaMje noHy-
guo Ka$y u pacnuTUBao ce o mom nopoguHH0M nopeKny, mT0 je Ha Ku-
npy yo6uHajeH0, jep cmo CKopo „cbh y po^aHKoj Be3u“, nomTo ^ n u
Kunap uMa TeK Mano Bume og nona MunuoHa CTaH0BHUKa. 3aTUM caM
ce ja noHeo pacnuTUBaTu o a e r 0B0M*uB 0Ty u yneay. Buo caM yrogHo
u3HeHa^eH K>er0B0M roBopn>uBomhy u 0TB0peH0mhy. HaK Me je no3Bao
ga npucycTByjeM cacTaH^uMa Koje je gp*ao CBaKe gBe cegM u^. 3a
BpeMe Tor npBor cacTaHKa rpyne pa3yMeo caM ga je aer0B0 yHeae Me-
maBUHa xpumhaHCKor M uci^roM a1 u uHgujcKe penuruje. H3rnegano
je ga y 0H0Me HeMy je yHuo CBoje yHeHUKe rnaBHy ynory urpajy nojaM
KapMe, 3aK0Ha y3poKa u nocnegu^, KaK0 ra je oh Ha3UBao, u goKTpuHa
peuHKapHa^uje. Moja pago3HanocT 3a ^acKanocoB (yHure^eB) cBeT je
6una nojaHaHa Kag caM cxBaTuo ga oh yonmTe Huje 6uo npuMUTUBaH
maMaH Beh BucoKo apTuKynucaH u uHTeneKTyanHo KynTuBucaH HoBeK.
n a unaK, ca Moje TaHKe rnegumTa, CBeT y K0Me je *uBeo 6uo je Mucie-
puo3aH u er30TUHaH.
„Hyo caM o HygecHUM u^en>eK>uMa Koja CTe u3Benu“, peKao caM.
„Mory nu u ja npucycTB0BaTu TaKBUM HyguMa?“ npu3Hao caM My ga
mu je 6uno TemKo npuxBaTUTu nojaM „Hyga“. TaKo^e caM peKao ga je
aHTpononomKa nuTepaTypa nyHa u3BemTaja o Heo6uHHUM u^en>eK>u-
Ma maMaHa u Bugapa. „Anu MeHu je n0Tpe6H0 ga nuHHo npucycTByjeM
TaKBUM nojaBaMa npe Hero mT0 6ygeM yBepeH“, gogao caM.
„Kao npBo“, ogroBopuo je yHuren. ocMexyjyhu ce, „u3neHeaa o
KojuMa cu Hyo HucaM u3Beo ja Beh CBeTu flyx. Ja caM caM0 KaHan 3a Ty
cy^ep-uHTenu^eH^ujy. Xohem nu npucycTB0BaTu unu Hehem TaKBUM

1MucTHKa (rpH. mhcthkoc - TajHH, TajaHCTBeHH) npBo6uTHo: yneae o TajaHCTBe-

H0M y Koje cy 6hah nocBeheHH caM0 ogaöpaHu; KacHuje: cno3Haja HaTHynHor,
TpaHC^HgeHTanHor h 6o*aHCKor nyieM noHupaaa y gyÔHHe concTBeHor 6uha.
npuM. yp. MM
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 H^enumefo ca Kunpa
TaK03BaHHM nyguMa, He 3aBucu og MeHe. A ko je to geo Eo^aHcKor nna-
Ha, OHga xoñem. Anu mh jegHOcraBHO He MO^eMO nopynuTu nygy ga
ce gorogu.“
npe Hero mTo caM oTumao Tor gaHa, Y ^Ten. Me no3Bao ga npucy-
CTByjeM pegoBHoM cacTaHKy aeroBux yneHuKa, cyTpagaH nonogHe, y
XpaMy . XpaM je Mana 3rpaga y 3agaeM geny aeroBor gBopumTa,
ogBojeHa og Kyñe, rge je o6ynaBao CBoje yneHuKe. noge^eH je Ha gBa
gena, rnaBHu geo y KojeM je u3Bo^eHa HacTaBa, u HenunumTe Koje je
6uno ucnyaeHo penuruo3HuM npegMeTUMa, uKoHaMa XpucTa u Eoro-
p o g u ^ u 6enuM cBeñaMa. Ha onTapy ce Hana3uo cpe6pHu nexap, a no­
peg ae ra Manu Man 6e3 Bpxa, Koju je nonuBao Ha KpcTy. K pau Man ,
ca3Hao caM KacHuje, je 6uo og BenuKe Ba^Hocru 3a YnuTe^eBe Kpyro-
Be.
H^e^eHH ce^aK nnja je KHHMa Sn^a noBpe^eHa
npuxBaTuo caM aeroB no3uB ga npucycTByjeM cacTaHKy ca 3ajegHo
MojoM cynpyroM, EMunu. Kag cmo crurnu y aeroBy Kyñy nona caTa
npe 3BaHuHHor cacTaHKa, YnuTe^ je ynpaBo 6uo 3aBpmuo Tepanujy u
u3rnegao je uc^n^eH o. Cegeo je y ^oTe^u u Ha ce6u uMao Ko*Hy
nperany KaKBy Ha Kunpy Hoce Mecapu. nopeg ae ra je cegeo jegaH ce-
^aK rpy6or u3rnega, anu BeoMa Beceo.
„E bo HaM HeBepHor ToMe!“ y3BuKHyo je YnuTe^ ma^uBo Kag je
Bugeo KaKo ja u EMunu yna3uMo. „^a cu gomao caMo geceTaK MuHyTa
paHuje npucycTBoBao 6u nygy.“ YnuTe^ je o6jacHuo ga je Taj noBeK
nocnegaux gBageceT roguHa naTuo og 6onoBa y kuhmu, Koj u cy 6unu
nocnegu^ $u3unKor 3nocraB.ftaaa og cTpaHe 6puTaHcKux BojHuKa 3a
BpeMe no6yHe npoTuB OKy^a^uje tokom 1950-tux roguHa. „Caga je go-
6po“, peKao je caMonoy3gaHo. „PeHgreHcKu cHuMaK 6u caga noKa3ao
noTnyHo 3gpaBy KuHMy.“
Ca nu^M Koje je ogaBano ny^eae u HeBepu^, ce^aK ce u ga^e
cpeñHo cMemuo goK caM ce ja pacnuTuBao o aeroBoj 6onecTu. PeKao
mu je KaKo ce caga go6po oceña u ga cy 6onoBu Koje je Tpneo cbux obux
roguHa Hecranu. „Boneo 6ux ga uMaM BpeMeHa to Mano npoynuTu“ pe­
Kao caM, „anu ce cyrpa BpañaM 3a AMepuKy“.
„KonuKo gyryjeM 3a neneae?“ ynuTao je cen>aK YnuTe^a.
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 H^enumefo ca Kunpa
„AnH KaKO cH TO yHHHHO?“ HHcucTHpaO caM.
„OneT th . CTanHO mh nocraB.ft.am to nuTaae - KaKO HHHHm obo,
KaKO HHHHm oho.... nperaocraBHMO ga ucnpeg ce6e HMam naraHHHuja
ca BuonuHOM u ynuTam ra: TocnoguHe naraHHHH, KaKO cBupaTe Ha
BuonuHH?' mTa MHC^Hm ga 6u th naraHHHH peKao? Mac^Hm ga 6u th
Morao o6jacHHTH KaKO CBupa Ha cbom HHCTpyMeHTy? H cto je u y mom
cnyHajy. JegHOCTaBHO to hhhhm, anu HeMoj Me nuTaTH KaKO. He Mory
TH o6jaCHHTH.“
„TaKBe Hac nojaBe“, peKao je YHHTe.ft>, „He Tpe6ajy HyguTH. T o cy
Mohu Koje cy naTeHTHe y cBaKOM .ftygcKOM 6uhy. Ha Kpajy KpajeBa, u
caM Hcyc j e cMupuo Mope. nomTO cBaKO .ftygcKO 6uhe HMa y ce6u
XpucTa Horoca, 3HaHH ga cBaKO .ftygcKO 6uhe ^OTeH^HjanHO Mo*e
OBnagaTH TaKBHM MohuMa.“
Euno j e HeTupu nonogHe u yHeHH^H cy Beh HeKanu Ha npegaBaae
y XpaMy. 3aBpmunu cmo Ham pa3roBop nocne KpaTKor ocBpTa Ha 36pKy
y goMahoj n o n m ^ u . HuHuno ce ga hhko Ha Kunpy Huje Morao H36ehu
pa3roBop o noKanHoj n o n m ^ u . Euna je to ^m panH a TeMa pa3roBopa
Me^y MnaguMa u cTapuMa nogjegHaKO. nomTO cy 6unu cyoHeHH ca
OKy^a^HjoM Ha ceBepy, nonuTHKa je nonpuMuna HHTeH3HTeT npo6neMa
oncTaHKa.
nPE^ABA&E O E^EMEHTA^HMA
npegMeT YHHTe^eBor npegaBaaa cy 6unu eneMeHTanu. Hajnpe je
yKpaTKO noHOBHO MHore TeMe o KojuMa je roBopuo Ha npeTxogHHM
npegaBaauMa. Euo je to aeroB negaromKH MeTog, ga pyTHHcKH noHa-
B^a cTapu MaTepujan, cBe goK ra aeroBH yHeHH^H noTnyHO He ycBoje.
roBopuo je KaKO eneMeHTanu HMajy concTBeHH * hbot 6am Kao u
6uno Koju gpyru * hbh o6nuK u Mory nocTojaTH He3aBucHO og OHora
ko ux je npojeKTOBao. CBaKa Mucao u cBaKO ocehaae Koje ^ojegHHa^
npojeKTyje je jegaH eneMeHTan. Taga je HacTaBuo o6jamaaBaTH KaKO
nocToje gBe BpcTe eneMeHTana: ohh Koju HacTajy nogcBecHO, u Koje je
oh Ha3HBao eneMeHTanuMa „^e^e-M ucnu“, u ohh Koju ce craapajy cBe-
cho, a Koju 3OBe eneMeHTanu „M ucnu-*e^e“.
„nojeguHa^‘, HacraBuo je YHHTe.ft>, „Mo*e Bu6pupaTH Kpo3 Mucnu
u Kpo3 ceHTHMeHTe. HaHHH Ha Koju HeKa oco6a Bu6pupa ogpe^yje Tun
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 S. EneMeHmanu
u KBanuTeT eneMeHTana Koje CTBapa. Kaga Bu6pupa npBeHCTBeHo Kpo3
ceHTUMeHTe, 0Hga j e nog y ru ^ j eM eM0^uj a u æe^a, goK Mucao urpa
nogpe^eHy ynory. To cy eneMeHTanu æen>a-Mucnu. Kaga je HeKu noje-
guHa^ nog y ru ^ j eM Mucnu, rpagu eneMeHTane caHuaeHe og MucaoHe
cyncraH ^ u Bnaga MohuMa CTBapaaa BU3yenHux cnuKa. HcrpaæuBaH
HcTUHe Tpe6a oBnagaTu MohuMa CTBapaaa no3UTUBHux eneMeHTana
caHuaeHux og CHaæHux Mucnu, y KojuMa * e ^ a u ceHTUMeHTu urpajy
ynory nogpmKe TaKBu eneMeHTanu Mucnu-*en>a gyæe Tpajy, MohHuju
cy u HMajy TeHgeH^ujy ga o6aBe MHoro 6pæe 3agaiaK 36or Kojer cy
cTBopeHu.
EneMeHTanu æen>a-Mucnu cy KapaKTepucTUHHu 3a o6uHHe nyge
KojuMa HegocTaje pa3yMeBaae npupoge Mucnu u * e^ a. Ciora Hecro
nocTajy æpTBe eneMeHTana Koje cy caMu cTBopunu. TaKaB je 3aK0H
npupoge - ga ce eneMeHTanu, Kaga ce jegH0M npojeKTyjy y BaacKu
CBeT, Ha Kpajy Bpahajy y nogcBecT oco6e Koja ux je CTBopuna. Taga u3
CKnagumTa naMheaa u3H0Ba u36ujajy Ha noBpmuHy CBecTu KaK0 6u
CTeKnu H0By eHeprujy, na ce n0H0B0 noBnaHe y HecBecHo. OBaj ^uKnyc
ce noHaBn>a CBe goK ce TaKBu eneMeHTanu He yHBpcie y nogcBecTu oco-
6e. Taga ancop6yjy eHeprujy U3 eiepuHKor gBojHUKa oco6e u Ha Taj
HaHHH npogyæyjy CBoj * hbot. TaK0 ce CTBapajy HaBUKe u oncecuje Kao
mio cy nymeae, K o^aae, u K0H3yMupaae anKoxona.
TeHgeH^uja eneMeHTana ga ce Bpare cbom u3Bopy je oho mio hhhh
3aK0H KapMe MoryhuM. CBaKu ^ojeguHa^ he ce npe unu KacHuje cyo-
HHTu ca eneMeHTanuMa Koj e CBecHo unu nogcBecHo CTBapa. y j egH0M
pa3roBopy Koju caM paHuje Boguo ca yHUTe^eM, oh je TBpguo ga je y
jegHoj npeTxogHoj uHKapHa^uju, Kao HranujaH y BpeMe peHecaHce,
6uo oncegHyT ugejoM ga u3Mucnu miaMnapcKy MamuHy. K pajau pe-
3ynraT Te oncecuje 6uo je to mio je go6ap geo CBor cagam aer *HB0Ta
npoBeo pagehu Kao cn0B0cnaraH y gpæaBHoj TucKapu.
Hame cagamae nuHHocTu u 0K0nH0CTu y KojuMa *hbhmo, cy CBe-
yKynaH 36up eneMeHTana Koje cmo CTBopunu og KaK0 cmo cumnu y 0Baj
TpoguMeH3uoHanHu CBeT u 3anoHenu ^uKnyc uHKapHa^uj a. EneMeHTa­
nu ce npaBe og ucTe cyncraH ^ og Koje ce npaBu u Hama nuHHocT, u
CBu yHHBep3yMu, to j ecT og eiepuHKe Marepuj e MucneHor, acTpanHor
u rpy6or Marepuj anHor CBeia.
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 H^enumefo ca Kunpa
KaKo Hacrajy e.ieMeHT&iH
„Xajge ga caga ucrpa^uMo“, HacraBuo je YnHTe^, goK je ayguro-
pujyM og oko TpugeceTaK oco6a na*n>uB0 cnymao, „n p o ^c noMohy
Kojer ce ^opMupa eneMeHTan. AygcKO 6uhe He M0* e HemTO no^eneTu
npe Hero mTo nocTaHe CBecHo ga to nocroju. 3anpuMep, Kaga BuguM
HeKu npegMeT, to 3Hanu ga eTepuHKe Bu6pa^uje cBeTnocru ogöujajy og
aeroBy noBpmuHy u npeHoce cnuKy go Mojux onujy. To Ha M pe^aanu
CTBapa nogpa^aj, Koju Kpo3 BugHu *uBa^ npona3u go Mo3ra, mTo ce
go^uB^aBa Kao „Bu^eae“. npeTnocTaBuMo ga HeKa oco6a Bugu HeKu
npegMeT Kora ^ygu cMaTpajy gparc^eHuM, pe^uM0 gujaMaHTcKy orp-
n u ^ u ga uMa jaKy * e ^ y 3a gujaMaHTcKuM orpnu^M a. ffira ce Taga
gora^a? Oko cnuKe o p n u ^ ce nonuae cKynn>aTu MucaoHa cyncraH^.
OopMupa ce *en>a. YnpaBo cyncraH ^ ceHTuMeHTa huhu MoryhuM pa-
^aae * e^e, a u3a Tora cnege Mucnu o ToMe KaKo ga ce oBa * e ^ a 3ago-
bo^u, y obom cnynajy * e ^ a 3a 0^pnu^ 0M. Oko Tor npegMeTa ce $op-
Mupa hu3 eneMeHTana nuju je Kpajau ^ u ^ ga oco6a Koja je npojeKTo-
Bana Te eneMeHTane cTeKHe Taj npegMeT (orpnu^). CBecT o nocTojaay
npegMeTa u * e ^ a ga ca3Ha HemTo o aeMy unu ga ra nocegyje Hucy
caMu no ce6u goBo^He. fl,a 6u ce TaKaB eneMeHTan cTBopuo, Mopa
ycnegu Mucao o ToMe. y oco6u ce nogcBecHo cTBopu n p o ^ c cTBapaaa
Bu3yenHux cnuKa.
„npeTnocTaBuMo ga oBy oco6y ogBegeMo og o rp n u ^ go HeKor
gpyror MecTa u 3aTpa*uM0 og a e ga y cbom yMy Bu3yanu3yj e orp nu ^.
HajBepoBaTHuje je ga 6u Ta oco6a cTBopuna cnuKy o rp n u ^ go HajcuT-
Hujux geTa^a. HeKo gpyru ko je Bugeo uctu npegMeT, anu Huje 6uo
auMe uMnpecuoHupaH, Hehe 6 utu y craay TaKo ^pe^u3H0 peK0Hcrpy-
ucaTu cnuKy o rp n u ^ y cbom yMy. ^aKne, K0H^eHTpa^uj a u *en>a Hac
Boge go Tora ga ctbopumo cnuKe HanpaB^eHe og MucaoHe cyncraH^.
To je cymTuHa Mucnu, K0HgeH3a^uja MucaoHe cyncraH^. nonuaeM o
BugeTu Taj npegMeT Kpo3 MucaoHy cBeTnocr. Caga o6paTuTe na*ay.
fflTa je npaBo nocegoBaae? fl,a nu cy to npegMeTu Koje o6 uhhu ^ygu
cMaTpajy cTBapHuM? Hnu cy to eneMeHTanu Koje cmo KoHcTpyucanu
yHyrap Hac? npeTnocTaBuMo ga y3MeM0 jegaH cKyno^Hu npegMeT Ko­
ju nocegyjeMo u 3aK^ynaM0 ra y ce$. EneMeHTan Tor npegMeTa je yHy-

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 S. EneMenmanu
o5uHHo ce 3aKane 3a aypy Te oco5e. Ha Kpajy ce yBeK Bpahajy nomu-
n>ao^. noHeKag TaKBu eneMeHTanu nonpuMe BenuHUHy aHaKoHge1 u
Kaga ce BpaTe n om u^ao ^, oh oceha KaK0 My ce c p ^ CTe*e.
„JecTe nu uKag noMucnunu K0nuK0 TaKBux eneMeHTana Æygu CTBa-
pajy CBaK0gHeBH0? Aa Mory BugeTu o5nuK eneMeHTana Koje npojeKTy-
jy, o5y3eo 5u ux y*ac. To je oho mT0 ce o5hhho Ha3UBa 'ypoKÆUBe
onu'. JegH0M caM Bugeo yMeTHUHKy cnuKy Ha Kojoj je npuKa3aH H0BeK
Koju ucnoBega rpexe, U3 nujux cy ycTa u3na3une 3Muje. HeMojTe mh-
cnuTu ga cy to 5une caM0 $aHTa3uje yMeTHUKa. BugoBUTa oco5a M0*e
gocnoBHo BugeTu TaKBe 3Muje. KonuKo Hecro Bu^aTe KaK0 BaM TaKBu
eneMeHTanu gona3e y CHy u nname Bac? Te eneMeHTane BaM unu maÆy
gpyru unu cy to Bame concTBeHe Kpea^uje. TaKo^e je Moryhe ga cre
ux noKynunu y CHy U3 roMune eneMeHTana Koju nnyTajy u nyTajy y
eTepuHK0M CBeTy. EneMeHTanu *en>a-Mucnu uMajy concTBeHu o5nuK,
Moh u *UB0T. Mory nocTaTu 3Muj e, MegBegu u gpyre *uB0Tuae. A e ^
ux Hecro Buge y CHy u 3aT0 UMajy KomMape. 22
3aTUM je YnuTeÆ o5jacHuo ga M0*eM0 3aTBopuTu BpaTa n ep ^n -
^uj e TaKBux eneMeHTana TaK0 mT0 heM0 npe Hero mT0 3acnuM0 ypa-
guTu ogroBapajyhe ayTocyrecTuje nonyT MonuTBe. M0*eM0 ux cmh-
puTu u cnaaeM Mucnu n>y5aBu HaK u oHUMa Koju Hac He Bone. TuMe ux
pa30py*aBaM0. Bume HaM He Mory cnaTu eneMeHTane Koju 5u Hac on-
ceganu y CH0BUMa.“
„YnuTe^y“, npeKUHyo caM ra, „3amT0 eneMeHTanu M p*ae u Æy-
5oMope u3rnegajy Kao 3Muje, a He Kao HemTo gpyro? Aa nu je o5nuK
Be3aH 3a caMy npupogu eneMeHTana?“
„EneMeHTanu M p*ae u Æy5oMope U3rnegajy Kao 3Muje, jep y Ha­
rnoj KynTypu uMaM0 TaKBe aco^uja^uje. HeMa HUHer uHxepeHTHo 3nor
y Be3u ca 3MujaMa unu, mT0 ce Tora Tune, ca 5uno KojoM gpyroM *u-
B0Tua0M. HaHUH Ha Koj u HeKu eneMeHTan U3rnega 3aBucu og j e3UKa
1ÄHaKoHga - BeoMa BenuKa 3Muja Koja * hbh Ha gpBehy y TponcKoj Jy*Hoj ÄMe-
pu^. npuM. yp. MM
2 Obo jaK0 nogceha Ha xoMeonarajy. HeK0MgpyroM npunuK0MheM0 noKymaTH
noBe3aTH xoMeonamjy ca TeM0M0Be Kaure. HcnocTaBuhe ga ce pagu h BenuKoj
cnuHHocTH h K0MnneMeHTapH0CTH hah Me^ycoÖHoj HagonyauBocTH. npuM. yp.
MM.
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 12. Hc^foueawe
^n> eaa Morna ce HopManHo KpeTaTu 6e3 unuje noMohu. Maga je noT­
nyHO u^en>eae HeMoryhe, TBpguo je YnHTe^, 36or aeHux noogMa-
Knux roguHa, craae je 6u.no 80% 6on>e. nocne CKopo noTnyHe napa-
nu3e Morna ce KynaTu y Mopy.
HayKa h pa3yMeBa&e HCue.^HBa^a
OBe ^eHoMeHe uc^n>eaa, Maga cy y noTnyHocTu goKyMeHTOBaHu,
HayHHu^u urHopumy. H uhu ce ga HeMa gocTynHe HaynHe Teopuj e Koj a
6u to o6jacHuna unu pa3jacHuna. CxBaTuo caM ga ce oho mTo caM bu-
geo y cnynajy rocno^e KaTuHe He Mo*e pa3yMeTu y oKBupuMa HayKe.
3anpuMep, eneMeHT ayTocyrecTuje Huje 6uo cHa^aH u Huje 6uo Knyn-
Ha KoMnoHeHTa aeHor u3HeHagHor onopaBKa.
^poyHaBao^u He-Megu^uHCKO^ u ^ e ^ e a a cMaTpajy ga ce TaKBe
nojaBe Haj6on>e Mory o6jacHuTu Kao o6nuK cyrecruje u ayTocyrecTuje,
Koju ^yH^uoHume y yo6unajeHoM KynryponomKoM oKBupy pa3yMe-
Baaa u BepoBaaa Koje gene Tepaneyr u aeroB ^a^ujeHT. BehuHa Tpa-
gu^uoHanHux u penuruo3Hux u^enuTe.ft>a o6uhho page yHyTap Tpa-
gu^uje KynTypHor oKpy^eaa u ^peMoHuje u^en>eaa cy nponpaheHe
ca MHoro gpaMe u eMO^uja. Ho, YnuTe^ ce noHamao Bume Kao oTnag-
huk yHyTap cBoje KynTypHe cpeguHe, Koja je 6una ganeKo og Tora ga
nogp^aBa aeroB pag unu norneg Ha cBeT. Hecro cy u caMu ^a^ujeHTu
Kpunu og npuj aTe^a u po^aKa ga ugy Kog „Mara u3 OrpoBonoca“. Ynu-
Te^ mu ce jegHoM no^anuo ga ce oceha Kao ga ope janoBy KaMeHuTy
3eM^y.
C Moje TanKe rnegumTa, cnynaj rocno^e KaTuHe je 6uo u3y3eTaH,
He caMo 36or oKonHocTu nog KojuMa ce Harno onopaBuna, Beh HajBume
36or Tora mTo je Kog MeHe 6una ^noKynHa goKyMern^uja aeHe 6o-
necTu u peHgreHcKu CHUM^U. Buna je to BpcTa MaTepuj anHor goKa3a
Koju Mo*e noTKonaTu naK u Hajo36un>Huju cKem^roaM . CMaTpao caM
ga 6u ce Taj cnynaj Morao yBpcTuTu Me^y oHe npuMepe Koje Jerome
Frank (^epoM OpeHK), ayTopuTeT 3a He-Megu^uHCKO u ^ e.ftuBaae, Ha-
3uBa „uctuhcku nygecHuM“. y cbom geny Persuasion and Healing (Be-
poBa^e m Mcqe^e^e) oh pa3MaTpa nuaeHu ^ ga ^ojeguH^u uMajy
Moh uc^n>eaa Koja npKocu HaynHoM o6jam aeay. 3aTuM nume ga, no-
mTo nocToj u o6un>e goKa3a, He Tpe6a ucK^ynuTu MoryhHocT ga HeKu
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 Hc^numeÆ ca Kunpa
u^enuT enu $yH^uoHumy nonyr HeKe BpcTe KaHana 3a u^enuT en-
CKy cuny yHUBep3yMa, Kojy noHeKag 30BeM0 „æuB0THa cuna“. y Hego-
CTaTKy 6oner U3pa3a oh npegnaæe ga 3a to K0pucTUM0 peH „Hainpu-
pogHo“.
nPE^ABA&E O H C ^Æ H BA & y
Kog yHUTena caM oTumao gaH HaK0H noceie rocno^u KaTUHu. Buo
je to jegaH og pegoBHux cacTaHaKa ca yHeHu^uMa. CnyHajHo je TeMa
Tor cacTaHKa 6una u c^ n u B aae u ynora u^enuTena.
O 3gpaBÆy h öonecTH
„CBaKa 6onecT“, noHeo je yHUTen nomio je 3aBpmeHa MonuTBa, „je
pe3yniaT acrpamo-MucneHor [eM0^u0HanH0-Muca0H0^] cTaaa. Mo-
æeie ce nuTaTu o gejcTBy Bupyca. Kao m io Megu^uHCKa HayKa noKa-
3yj e, MHKpoopraHH3aMa u Bupyca uMa y orpoMHUM KonuHUHaMa y Teny
CBaKor nygcKor 6uha. 3amio cy HeKu og Hac, 0Hga, uMyHu Ha Te opra-
HU3Me goK cy gpyru nognoæHu? EiepuHKa eHepruja noTpe6Ha 3a ogp-
æaBaae Tena y paBHoieæu npunuHHo ce Tpomu Kaga HenpaBunHo bh-
6pupaM0. Ogpe^eHa KonuHUHa eiepuHKux Bu6pa^uja, pe^uM0 cto, je
noTpe6Ha CBeT0M ^yxy ga CTBapa henuje, TKUBa u pa3He opraHe Maie-
pujam or Tena. Hama eiepuHKa eHepruja ce npa3Hu Kaga cy HaM æ ene
u Mucnu TaKBe ga CTBapajy Bu6pa^uje y3HeMupeH0CTu, genpecuje, TBp-
gornaBocTu, 6eca u cnuHHux nomux eM0^uja. Ciora, MoæeMo uMaTu
caM0 ocaMgeceT unu me3geceT jeguH u^ og cto Koje cy HaM, npeTno-
CTaBUMo, noTpe6He Kao eiepuHKa BUTanHocT 3a ogpæaBaae Tena y paB-
H0Teæu. AyT0MaTCKu heM0 npuMeTUTu ga Hamu Haj ocemuBuj u geno-
Bu Tena noHuay noKa3UBaiu MaaaK ageKBaTHor g0T0Ka BUTanHocTu.
Kaga HeKa oco6a go6uja goBonHe KonuHUHe eiepuHKe eHepruje npa-
BunH0M ucxpaH0M, gucaaeM u HaHUH0M *HB0Ta, 0Ha yæuBa y nyH0M
3gpaBny. Aypa TaKBe oco6e 3paHu Ha BenuKy ganuHy u ohh KojuMa je
noTpe6Ha ancop6yjy Ty aypy. TaKBe oco6e uMajy KopucTu u og caMor
npucycTBa HcrpaæuBaHa HcTUHe.
„Bep0BaTH0 CTe CBecHu ga ogpe^eHu nygu y HaMa CTBapajy no3u-
TUBHe Bu6pa^uje goK gpyru u3a3UBajy ynpaBo cynpoTHe. 3ag0B0ncTB0
Koje goæuBnaBaMo y npucycTBy ogpe^eHux nygu je pe3yniaT o6unHe

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KonuHUHe eTepuHKe BUTanHocTu Kojy npou3Boge. Apyru, KojuMa Hego-
CTaje BUTanHocT, ^ n y je U3 Hamux concTBeHux pe3epBoapa unu eTe-
puHKe eHepruje. Hcrpa*uBaH HcTUHe Koju *enu 5 hth KopucTaH, Mopa
HMaTu aypy Koja je Hucra u Koja 3panu. HaK u Kaga oceha ga ra u ^ p -
n^yje HeK0 5nu*au, Koju ynuja aeroBy BUTanHocT, He Tpe5a ga ra
og5uje. OBaKBUM ÆyguMa je HajBume noTpe5Ha Hama noMoh.
„YnpaBo je eTepuHKa BUTanHocT oho mT0 Hac ogp*aBa y go5poM
3gpaBÆy u M0paM0 5hth cnpeMHu gaTu je 0HUMa KojuMa je noTpe5Ha.
Kaga ce M0nuM0 Bory 3a 'xne5 Ham HacymHu' mh ycTBapu Tpa*uM0
*HB0T0TB0pHu eTap. Huje xne5 oho 3a mTa ce MonuMo. ETepuHKa bh-
TanHocT je noTpe5Ha He caM0 ga ce MaTepujanHo Teno ogp*u y go5poM
3gpaBÆy, Beh u 3a ogp*aBaae eTepuHKor u acrpanH0-MucneH0r Tena.“
Hacrana je nay3a goK je YHUTeÆ umneKUBao nuTaaa cnym ana^.
O M0.1HTBH
„KaKBa je ynora MonuTBe“, ynuTao je HeK0, „Kao npunpeMe 3a Te-
panujy?“
„He no^eayjeM Ba*H0CT MonuTBe. To M0*e 5hth MeTog koh^ h-
Tpa^uje ga 5u TepaneyT ymao y gyx0BH0 CTaae Koje he My 0M0ryhuTu
ga 5yge og KopucTu. 3a MeHe je g0B0ÆH0 noMucnuTu: 'HeKa 5yge B0Æa
TBoja...' u ogMax noHHeM Tepanujy. Anu, Hcrpa*uBaH HcTUHe Mopa
5 hth y CTanHoj MonuTBu. CBaKa aeroBa Mucao Mopa 5 hth HenpecTaHa
3axBanH0CT ÄnconyTy. CBaKo aer0B0 geno Mopa 5 hth U3pa3 MonuTBe.
O bo je CBeTu naBne uMao Ha yMy Kaga Hac je onoMuaao ga ce Tpe5a
'MonuTu HenpeKugHo'. H^enuTeÆ, Hcrpa*uBaH HcTUHe, Mopa to hh-
HUTU CTanHo, HenpeKugHo Kpo3 CBa CBoja gena, Mucnu u ocehaaa. Kaga
CM0 ycKna^eHu ca B0*aHCTB0M Huje HaM noTpe5Ho npoBoguTu BpeMe
noce5H0 ce Monehu npeg Tepanujy. O5paTUTe n a* ay - npaBa MonuTBa
Hucy peHu. PeHH caMe no ce5u He 3Hane HumTa. PanyHajy ce caM0 gena
u cnpeMHocT ga ce 5yge og KopucTu.
O caMoaHa^H3H
Kaga, Kao Hcrpa*uBaHu HcTUHe, o5ehaBaMo ga heM0 npoBoguTu
HeK0nuK0 MUHyTa CBaKe Benepu y caMoaHanu3u, 3ap to, y 5 hth, Huje
jegaH o5nuK MonuTBe? Hamy caMoaHanu3y, Me^yTUM, He CMejy npaTu-
Tu CKn0H0CTu Ka Ma3oxu3My u ocehaae KpuBu^. Y TpeHyTKy Kaga ce
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 Hc^numefo ca Kunpa
pycy Ha KoMe je 6uo TeKcT o Maruj u nucaH Ha rpnKoM, Ha^eHoM y Erun-
Ty nucano je ga je „KupujaKoc“ „gyx Koju ce npu3uBa y Maruju“.
„JegHa og cTBapu y Kojy caM curypaH o ynuTe^y je Ta“, peKao caM
cbom npujaTe^y, „ga oh uMa HeBepoBaTHy Moh ga nocraBu gujarHo3y
6onecTu u ga uc^.ftyje. npeKo ynuTe.ft>a caM Ha HajKoHKpeTHuju Ha-
huh cxBaTuo mTa $uno3o$u, muci^ u , HeKu caBpeMeHu $u3unapu u
ucTpa^uBanu Mo3ra roBope, a to je ga yM uMa npeBnacT Hag MaTepu-
joM. Huje o6pHyTo, KaKo TBpge MaTepujanucTu cbux nonuTunKux u Ha-
yHHux opujern^uja Beh Bume og gBecTa roguHa u to ca TaKBuM *apoM
u penuruo3HoM peBHomhy.“
„ffiro ce Tune HeKux geTafta yneaa“, peKao caM, „He Mory HumTa
TBpguTu. OcTajeM u ga^e HeBepHu ToMa, anu oHaj Koju je 6apeM cnpe-
MaH cTaBuTu npcTe Ha o*u.ft>Ke MajcTopa ga 6u npoBepuo u ucKycuo
auxoBy ayTeHTuHHocT.“
„A ko cmo ucKpeHu npeMa ce6u“, HacraBuo caM, „HeMoryhe je 6 utu
y ynuTe.ft.eBoM npucycTBy gy*e BpeMeHa u He 3anuTaTu ce o MoryhHo-
ctu ga je Bug^uBu cBeT Kora ona*aMo caMo u3pa3 Bume cTBapHocru
cKpuBeHe og o6unHe cBecru.
3aTuM caM HaBeo ^uTaT Ownwna CnejTepa (Philip Slater), co^uono^a
Koju je nocTao muctuk, ga „cBe rpemKe u nygocTu MarujcKux, penuruj-
ckux u muctuhhux Tpagu^uja HaTKpuftyje jegHa BenuKa MygpocT Kojy
oHe cagp*e - cBecHocT o opraHcKoM jeguHcTBy noBenaHcTBa u cno*e-
Hor cucTeMa npupoge.“
H jom caM gogao: „TaKBa cBecHocT Mopa nocraTu cp* cBaKogHeBHe
cBecTu. CaM oncraHaK .ftygcKor poga 3aBucu og Tora.“
Heo^uroc ce 3arnegao y Mope, ohuto noKpeHyT HamuM pa3rc®o-
puMa tokom nocnegaux HeKonuKo gaHa.
„Boneo 6ux yno3HaTu ynuTe^a“, peKao je ognynHo, „Kao ga je u3-
HeHaga npeBa3umao HeKu Ta6y u3 geTuacTBa.“
Kaga caM ux yno3Hao ynuTeft je npcHyo y cMex. H eo^uroc je 6uo
3a6e3eKHyT Kag je oTKpuo ga je aeroB noKojHu oTa^ yrnegHu cyguja,
6uo ynuTefteB 6nucKu npujaTe.ft>, TajHu yneHuK u 6nu*u pog. „Mar u3
CTpoBonoca“ 6uo je ga^u po^aK Mor npujaTe^a Heo^uroca!

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