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My Heart Breaks
When we first met, we were kids with hopes and huge dreams of becoming something real
and not make-believe.

When we were just kids, we went to school together and tried not to be interested even
though we both felt it in our hearts.

When we grew up a bit more and our friends were friends and we got to hang out and party a
lot more together and our feelings grew.

When we finished high school and I married your best friend and you didn't say a word to me
about having strong feelings and I shouldn't be with your friend.

When we met after so many years had gone by, we sparked that fire, that torch, that lost love
that we once secretly had.

When we kissed, and when we touched, when you finally said ‘’ I Love You'’ I wanted to
cry, I wanted to hear those perfect words so long ago, before I wed, before I had to leave once
more.

When we made love and spent that morning touching and kissing, I said it back to you, ‘’ I
Love You too ‘’ and before I knew it you had to leave me and off I had to go once more, back
to my parents home.

When we messaged each other again after so many more years had passed us by, we decided
to meet and I stayed in Vegreville, while you came and made love to me and we had to keep
our little secret, we had to hide this huge lie.

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Personal Free Flow Poem. word count 441 Paige Kostyniuk
But when we had those many moments where I could be me and you could be just you, we
made passionate love and laughed, and kissed before you had to leave me and go to your
home.

But that last time we were together, I knew in my heart and in my soul that we were never
going to be together and that what we had and what we still share will always be our little
secret; what you don't know is that I want us and it will never be, it just kills me, it breaks my
heart to love you so much and never be able to have you.

I daydream at times and remember those little talks we had, the connection we tried to ignore,
but no matter what, our hearts wanted each other, but our lives said that we couldn’t be
together. So when I came home the last time and we spent a little time before you had to
leave me, and I wanted to tell you that I will wait for you to make me yours one and final
time, I love you dearly always will, and here i wait quietly, secretly for us to be never apart
anymore.

Word count 441.