This document is a poem about love and the complex emotions it evokes. The speaker feels both anxiety and relief from their love, and that being with or without their love is how they measure time. Their love comes with its own "mythologies" and "tiny useless magics." However, their love also brings them pain and confinement from unnamed "armies" and "hordes." While the room and woman mentioned are "unreal," the speaker feels given away and hurt by their love.
This document is a poem about love and the complex emotions it evokes. The speaker feels both anxiety and relief from their love, and that being with or without their love is how they measure time. Their love comes with its own "mythologies" and "tiny useless magics." However, their love also brings them pain and confinement from unnamed "armies" and "hordes." While the room and woman mentioned are "unreal," the speaker feels given away and hurt by their love.
This document is a poem about love and the complex emotions it evokes. The speaker feels both anxiety and relief from their love, and that being with or without their love is how they measure time. Their love comes with its own "mythologies" and "tiny useless magics." However, their love also brings them pain and confinement from unnamed "armies" and "hordes." While the room and woman mentioned are "unreal," the speaker feels given away and hurt by their love.
twisted dream. The beautiful mask has changed, but as always it is the one. Of what use are my talismans: the literary exercises, the vague erudition, the knowledge of words used by the harsh North to sing its seas and swords, the temperate friendship, the galleries of the Library, the common things, the habits, the young love of my mother, the militant shadow of my dead, the timeless night, the taste of dreams?
Being with you or being without you is the
measure of my time.
Now the pitcher breaks about the spring,
now the man arises to the sound of birds, now those that watch at the windows have gone dark, but the darkness has brought no peace.
It, I know, is love: the anxiety and the relief
at hearing your voice, the expectation and the memory, the horror of living in succession.