Rhea Mae S.

Ravelo

Fats flies so fast and i caught them all

You have seen my body, not my soul

Gone are the days where my heart is filled with joy

Unhappiness constantly devoured this soul

Emptiness always woke me up

In the midst of scorching sunlight

It always left me a mark pulling me in the dark

Life is my every day battle

To conceal these imperfect blemishes

I try to speak

I don't know which path to take

I got lost with my own words

Maybe i was drowning all along

I fake it to make it everyday

Pretending that this isn't suffocating me

The enigma is killing me

My life is a one big joke i laugh at;

Silly but i made it anyway

Living, which i failed to cherish

My life i failed to nurture

Imperfections I failed to embrace in this world of hipocrisy

I misunderstood everything; I was wrong

to live with self loathe

Forgot to take it lightly and gently

That i have to take myself easy

But it wasn't easy to get up when you're always falling down

And everyone around you keeps dragging you down

But it's easier going downstairs than getting upstairs

I'm just kidding, I always use the elevator when i have the chance

You'll never go wrong to take another chance

Why take life the hard way when you can take elevator the easy way?

Keep trying, I'm just gonna laugh this out

Just like my first line, i tried to make everyone laugh

I may or may not make it

But even in the silliest way, i tried anyway.

Take my fats away.