I’m That Girl

Rain is pouring. Coldness starts to run as I freeze my heart out. I watched you from a distance as you
read your favorite book. You are wearing your usual favorite shirt while I’m here standing outside your
window holding every breath I could take just to see you. Your eyes are still beautiful. Your brows are
perfectly made for every flicker it could take. I can’t steal any second to take my eyes off you.

It has been months since I saw you on that bookstore. And right from that moment you already struck
me. I don’t know why I felt those shivers as you open that book. I don’t know what I felt that time. All I
know is that you bought the book I want. That book was meant for you because I didn’t feel any shame
as you took it out its shelf. I didn’t feel jealous because I know you will take care of that book. I can see
it in your eyes.

I didn’t escaped a day to watch you from a distance. I was in the corner while you’re busy reading books.
I stared, I watch, I fell. A guy like you are different. You are one of a kind. You got me so bad. I already
came to the point of my life when my own soul instructed me to follow every step you take. Yes, this
may seem so weird but I became you’re stalker slash admirer for a couple of months. I sound creepy.
But I’m just watching you from a far. You can’t see me but I can see you. I know you exist but you didn’t
know I am too.

Today, as you close that book decided to bid my goodbye. Heaven wants me now. I don’t belong to this
world anymore. You already fulfilled my wish and my purpose. I hope you know that I’m real but how
can I prove it to you if I’m not here? If I can’t be here? I’m dead but you let me feel I’m alive again
because you got that book. Yes I’m that girl. I’m that girl in that book.

If you were just mine, you’d understand, you’d care, you’d listen and you’d stay. However you can’t
because you belong to this world, and I don’t. You are human, I am human too but my life was a
memory already. My life became that book already.

But I’m still happy because after so many years of waiting finally found you. I finally found you. I finally
found a guy that will love my story. Who will love me.

“I love you goodbye,” for the last time I whispered. A form of bright light appeared behind me. I cried at
the same time smiled. I’m happy. Finally, I can now rest in peace.