Gud morning...

When neneng ask me to give a message for this, i am hesitant because i don't want to cry
while talking. Hmmm... I don't know where to start o what words i'll gonna say without being
emotional... I am the agot of this family... Hearing upon the news of you passed away is like a bomb that
explode in my system... I thought it was just a dare, or some kind of a fake news or a challenge beacuse
that news of you people saying condolence was the first newsfeed i saw when i open my facebook early
in the morning... And when i called mama, the fist question that i ask was, mama ano natabo?, and
mama explain why... And thats the time i ask God why you? Of all the people, there are people sorry to
say but more deserving to leave this world... And every memories of you manong keep on playing in my
mind. The first time i land in manila way back then, how you cared, your jokes, your laughter, and when
mama said that you borrowed your friend jeepney just to find means to give me an allowance when i
return here in iloilo... I may be young back then but it is already carving in my heart... I know almost of
you who are here knows manong as jolly, one of the loudest person we knew, can get along to easily, his
laughter... You may be not looking at him but when he talk you know that it is oswald... He is a man with
a big body and with a big and soft heart... This is really painful in our family... It is very very hard to
accept that you left us this too soon... But mama said even we love u this much but God loves you more
that he wanted to be with you already... Every thing has a purpose, has reason... We may not understand
it by now because of the sorrow that we feel but someday... Manong i know that at this very moment
you are watching us, and i know you are already happy with our Almighty Father... You are already with
Tatay and Papa... Manong continue to watch over our family especially to ate karen, kyle and kaycee...
Your presence may be not be here with us anymore but your love, memories with us will leave forever...
It may not easy to accept that you are already gone but i know little by little we will... thank u so much
for everything... I am so lucky to have a manong like you... I said i wont cry again beacuse i know you ate
now at peace but it is really painful knowing i cant see you again... I love you so much and you will be in
my heart forever... In behalf of geganzo genona thank u so much for extending your deepest symphaty...