The Chaos of Love

(The Misery of Being in Love)

I am losing, losing my mind,

And I am dreaming that you are mine,
I am hoping that I will never turn blue
Coz’ I’m falling in love to someone like you.

I’ve longing to tell you but I’m afraid and shy.

I’ve longing to tell you but my heart gets putrefy.
I’ve longing to tell you but I don’t want to cry,
That I’m going to love you though everyone will clarify.

I have a dream that I was left alone,

After loving you, you just leave all along.
I have a dream that we are not meant to be,
And it’s hard for me to set you free.

How many tears that I can cry?

How many times that my heart will die?
How many days that I will try,
Making this love not just a lie?

Yes, it’s hard to be in love,

But it’s even harder not to be loved.
And when tomorrow comes
I keep on loving you till my heart gets numb.

- April 2, 2014, Kevin Lee Alex Sebuco.