Another insecurities attack, once again, come from Snapgram.

As the holiday is coming to end and I, somehow, find all my friends' snapgram which shows their
accomplishment during holidays, or simply just goin out with their friends. Normally, i wouldnt
care about such things and enjoying my holiday instead. But when my UNI life are ony few days
away, which is happening right now, I can't help but feel like insecure.

The thoughts of not doing anything impressive or acomplish something brilliant makes me feel
like a loser.

DUDE WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING IN YOUR LIFE?

Anyone has just become 2nd essay winner, 3rd video competition winner, gotten well with their
friends, and yet you're still like the old you, playing safe and chilled.

I KNOW I AM FULLY AWARE THAT I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO COMPARE MY LIFE WITH OTHERS.

I may not be something's winner nor experience ones great event. But above all of that, I feel
beyond bless and grateful for all the things Allah has been giving to me.

May be what other mean of being a winner/whatever is for me having saqinah mawardah
warahmah family.

This life, which Allah has created to us, is not as simple as we think. It's more complex and
mysterious to the point where our mind can not even think how it works.

to conclude pi