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Natalia Pacheco Personal Statement
Natalia Pacheco Personal Statement
Welcome to Eternal Sunshine of the Creative Mind—a column that reaches out to artistic minds and
exposes their secrets.
Eternal Sunshine talked to Natalia Pacheco, an aspiring artist from South Los Angeles to learn about her
unique voice.
Eternal Sunshine: Are these the only reasons you wanted to be an artist?
Natalia: To be honest, I love attention and compliments. I’m sure everyone loves compliments, I love
when people love the characters I create. When people see what I’m drawing and they say isn’t that the
guy you drew last time? Wasn’t his name Sunny or Jude? The rush is surreal! I love to see them invest in
the stories I make. I guess I could say that's the reason I make art, to get a reaction. Human interaction is
the basis of my happiness. Also, have you guys ever tried math?
Eternal Sunshine: I haven’t asked much about your work. What do you even make?
Natalia: I take pride in being a woman of many talents and mediums. Sure, I should focus on one thing,
but how can anyone do that!? I respect the people that know what they want in life. I think every day
should have some element of surprise. I think my art, my drawings, my films should give something
different every time. What do I make? I make art. I make sketches with a pencil or paintings with cheap
watercolors I accidentally stole from my school. I make movies that can’t live up to Charlie Kaufman but
work for me, and at the end of the day, I’m the most important person to myself.
Eternal Sunshine: I always ask artists this and I wonder what you have to say. When do you know you’re
finished with a project?
Natalia: Dang, hitting me with hard questions. How do I answer that?.... I think...I think I’m done when
I’m satisfied. I don’t think I will ever finish any of my pieces or movies. There’s always one thing I could
fix. One thing someone else thinks I should improve. Some space that’s not filled. If I let all those get to
me there’s no way I would stick to art. The stress would destroy me, so now I just accept the mistakes as
part of the finished product. There is nothing in this universe that is perfect, even humans, so why should
I expect my art to be perfect? That’s what’s so great about what I do. There’s always room for
improvement or some small thing I can fix. Some people probably can’t handle the little mistakes but then
where is the fun in just going all out and expressing themselves? At the moment, my canvas can look
complete. In the end, my film can seem perfect but every time I go back I always find something small to
tweak. So I don’t think I ever finish a project but I know that when I feel that I can accept for what it is,
my work is relatively finished.