My fucked up life

Sat, Sep 14 - 11:26 PM

I am going through the deepest of valleys, through the lowest point of my life.
Anagha dangle is studying, she has a point in her life. She is happy. She
participates in robocon competitions, wins contraption awards and has a perfect
resume. I literally can't breathe.
I am nothing now. Literally nothing. Crying has become an habit. I cry to sleep, she does
productive things to sleep. I am a mess.
No one pays any attention to me. No one has proposed me because I know I am ugly. I
travel everyday and the efforts remain u acknowledged. I know next to nothing about
my field of study. I am average. Mediocre. I won't get a good job in campus interview. I
don't know how to talk. I don't know anything.
I am not even updated about hackathons.
I am a loser.
AND THIS IS GOING TO CHANGE .
I AM GOING TO DIE BEFORE BECOMING A MEDIOCRE PERSON.
PLEASE GOD HELP MEΚμ