Subhanallah! Why am I feeling this way??

Why do I feel dissappointed when I saw posts from fb stating for their experiences and opportunities?
Why do I feel insecurities in my inner self? O Allah, forgive me for feeling this kind of unexplainable part
hidden on me. I dont know why, I dont know how to release this negative self of mine. Please help me to
handle this. I feel so much bitterness and some kinda of asking WHY??

Why todayy instead of yesterday?

Why them instead of me??

Why do I feel lose instead of winning??

Why? Why? Why?

Full of WHY?

Maybe its a NO GOOD for me.

Maybe its their time.

Maybe its their opportunities.

Maybe its no longer mine anymore.

Maybe its THEIRS.

YES, I should let go of the past.

Yes, I should accept the fact that my time was expired.

Yes, I should believe on them that they CAN without me.

Yes, I should trust their capabilities.

Yes, I SHOULD focus on my OWN LIFE not tomorrow but TODAY.

I believe, there is something awaits ME.

I believe, these questions has answers beyond my knowledge.

I believe everything has a reason.

I believe that its not for me ALL because it CANNOT BENEFITED ME.

I BELIEVE IN MYSELF. ALHAMDULILLAH♥♥♥❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤�����☺☺☺☺☺♥♥♥♥♥.