I thought you were cool, you were passionate in everything,

You were like a public officer who will protect me from anything,

But you detained me, and stopped me from flying,

Arbitrary detention is what I am insisting.

I let you enter my life and give you a search warrant,

Yet you hurt me and abused me on my capability,

You refused to leave my life, my house and my property

Violation of domicile is a fact that has validity.

You like me for what you see, and you love me for what you observed,

That is you, that is us when we first encountered,

But, you want to change me and establish a new identity,

It feels like a rebellion, you want to overthrow my existing personality just to attain our so-called
"solidarity".

You have the courage to rise publicly and tumultuosly,

As if you are doing sedition to attain political and social change overly,

In contrary, you don't have the confidence to introduce me publicly,

I am just your lover that you were dating secretly.

You were strong on your own and I am just dependent on your strength,

So don't make a sudden or swift attack on the things were I can't breath,

When you told me "Lets break up" its like a bomb in a "coup d etat",

You paralyze my body and I could not function properly.

I am good at following, you were excellent in controlling,

You asked me for money, even I don't have a single penny,

I even did forgery to pay for your gambling activity,

And I paid an attorney for falsification for you to become not guilty.

I remember one time I said, "I want to break up with you",

You were shocked and devastated, and threatens all the guys in lieu,

"I will kill you and your family if anyone dares to court you",

Its like fraud, I am the thing being remmitted and every guy who wants to court me were threatened.

The most painful part is when I found out, I am just a thing for a betting,

Where you and your friends has a stand to win or loss and nagging,

It is really heartbreaking and life ruining,

I want to expose your scandals but I choose not to.

You saw me with my friends, and you told me obscene words,

I disregard that because you are my world,

Flirty, prostitute and even wicked lady are some of the words,

Oral defamation is what I ignore, for everything in you I can swallow and afford.

You were like a public officer committing nonfeasance neglecting your duty during anniversary

On the contratry, we celebrate yet we fight and abused me physically,

It is malfeasance categorically,

And lastly you celebrate our anniversary with other woman is like committing misfeasance, irregular
performance of duty.

You were a person but living like a theft and a robber,

You reached out for my pocket without trespass to dwelling,

But, most commonly you use force upon things on my wallet's zipper,

To support your activity on gambling ang betting.

You made a story about my father's concubinage,

And you violently hurt me due to adultery,

Well, in fact there is no paper that binds us like marriage,

And my stupidity still forgave you, because you said "I JUST REALLY LOVE YOU".

Indeed, murder is rightful for a monster,

Specifically homicide, maybe is better,

Unlawful killing without qualifying circumstances,

But I will never do that because I have my conscience.

This was the most suffocating,

My personal liberty and security you were cancelling,

I am allegedly kidnapped by a private person,

Well in fact, its you who paid them to make me agree on your decision.

I ignore the word obscenity and chastity,

For I give him my full pledge of virginity,

To the point that I was raped by him and his friends when they are horny,

Its really killing me inside that I want them to have less and serious physical injury.

We went to a party and you said I seduce a priest,

It was slander by deeds but I still ignore it even though I am not in at ease,

I don't know what happened but you post the issue in the internet,

It was libel, but I still close my eyes because I protect our label.

But today, in front of every one I will end my stupidity,

I will step up as a woman to escape your moron hypocrisy,

Your not a person but rather a monster,

I don't care on label but my essence as a human is what does matter.