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Espada 4 - 1
Espada 4 - 1
Who am I? What am I? I sit up. I woke up with this eternal cold around me and no idea where I
came from or who I was. I sit here, in the moonlight contemplating on what I should do. Should
I move from where I am? If I do that and someone is looking for me, then I’ve missed them.
Though on the other hand that could be a good thing if there are people out there who wish to
do me harm. What is this on my head? I look into the water to see a helmet fused to my skull. Is
it part of my skull? As old and worn as it looks, it may have come from my previous life. As I
look at it, it reminds me of a warrior’s helmet. Was I once a fierce warrior? What were my
duties? Was I an assassin? Bodyguard? Whatever I was, I worked in the moonlight because I
have no complexion. I am as pale as the moon itself. I imagine I was pretty good at my job
though because I do not have any scratches or scars on my face; but I do have this hole. This, I
know, is not normal. I touch the hole. It’s cold. Empty. Strange though, it mimics my emotions. I
feel no fear, nor sadness. I feel empty. You would imagine that after waking up in the middle of
this strange forest, I would be afraid, but I am not. I have this strange calmness over me, as if I
belong here. Why would I belong here though? What was my mission if I had one to start with?
Was it to guard this forest? Was my mission to find someone and do away with them? I raise
I hear a twig snap, and immediately I tense up. When I woke up, there were no sounds of
animal life, but now, now I have this feeling of being watched. No, not watched… stalked. I can
feel my stalkers eyes on me, trying to pierce my mind. Trying to figure out what I am thinking
now that I’ve become silent. Where is he though? Though I can feel his eyes on me, I cannot feel
where he is looking from. Is he behind me? If so, is he in the branches? Or behind the trunk? I
have deduced through that he is not a friend, but I have yet to determine if he is in fact a foe. He
hasn’t made a threatening move toward me but he has not made himself known to me as of
yet.
*thump thump*
*thump thump*
It sounds like a heartbeat but it isn’t constant. It almost fades away with the wind but I hear it
come from within me. Is it my own heart? I check it against my own pulse and no, it doesn’t line
up with my own. In fact I cannot find my pulse. Does that mean I am dead? That would be
impossible. Wouldn’t it? I mean, can I really have an inner dialog while being dead as well? Now
is not the time for these questions, now is the time to identify who (or what) is watching me,
*thump thump*
I ignore it. It sounds familiar. Almost like a heartbeat, but if it isn’t mine, who’s then is it? Could
it be my pursuer? That would be strange. But me not having my own heartbeat is just as
strange, no?
*thump thump*
Hello! My voice echoes into the trees. I receive no response. No cracking of the leaves, no
*thump thump*
Who are you!
*thump thump*
This frustrates me greatly. I study the trees. Where could he be? I stand up and study the
ground around me. Even though I can assume that I was unconscious for sometime because I
have no recollection on who I am, or my past before waking here in the forest, there is no
imprint of where I had laid. This adds to the puzzle pieces to which are my life. I look around the
forest floor for anything dense enough that I can throw, yet small enough that I can conceal.