ANALYSIS OF MY EXISTENCE

There are nights when I stare at the ceiling for hours unending and let the demons play
inside my head. There are nights when I doubt my existence in this world where the
probability of getting a heartbreak is more than finding true love. There are nights when I
just wish for a shoulder to cry on and someone to say me that I will be okay one day.
“What if I wouldn’t be able to convert my passion into a profession ever?”,”What if I
won’t be able to make my parents happy ever?”and when such infinite number of ifs
make my heart heavy and mind burst in anxiety, I shout so loudly inside the four walls of
my room that anyone doesn’t hear a thing. I plug in my earphones and play every sad song
in my playlist till I find a cure to all of these. Everything exists for a reason. Maybe its the
universe’s way to fill up our minds with self-doubts with a hope that we would come back
stronger as better humans.

“Why do I exist”…”What is the purpose of my life?”…”Why does God created me?”

There are probably millions of people ask these question everyday. In fact, all of us tend to
forget the answer of these question because of different problems we are facing today.
We exist because we have different purpose in our life and it’s important to know the
purpose why GOD created us.

Life is very meaningful whether we want it to be or not. Even though we are living in a
world where we are all sinners, indeed life gives us meaning and beauty why we are still
standing in this midst society. Life does not have a question mark hanging over it, it is
always have, it’s always end up with period our life is the starting point and ending point
of every reality. Life shouldn’t be considered to be something bounded by a mere age. Life
is infinite and we can do an infinite number of things in an infinite time period. We should
fall every now and then, to rise up again as a Phoenix. We are all connected with each
other. We shared one world. All we can do is embrace it, live a good life in a meaningful
situation and try to make it better as we can. Its okay if we are doing something now
which we don’t want to do for the rest of our life. Life will always give us opportunities to
do the thing we always wanted to do. We should just keep our eyes open. The world is a
cruel place but there are people who are kind enough to eliminate that cruelty.
Heartbreaks are good thing. Sadness will linger the heart for days and weeks but once we
learn to put ourself first than anyone else, we would be the happiest being alive.

What is my purpose in life is a question frequently asked by many people as they ponder
the reason for their existence. Life is simple and simply the reason why we are still gaining
knowledge, learning new things and passing it to others. One very good example of our
existence is a seed, when planted in the garden, it grows into step by step process to the
fulfillment of its reason for existing. We exist because we had our purpose in life. Every
one of us is expected to play a role in making other happy. THIS MAKES LIFE MORE
MEANINGFUL.
Why do I exist? What is the purpose of my life? Why God does created me? For me, there
are many answer to this question. There is no definite one. But here’s what I truly believe:
I exist to gain knowledge and learn, and pass it to others, anyone who seeks knowledge.
When God created us, I believe that he gave us such knowledge and Idea in which we
should nurture it for us to help others. There is a purpose behind everything one goes
through his/her life, we just got to trust the process and move forward without looking
backwards.

In the meantime, we should find friends who would send memes at 3am, for us to smile.
One day we all will be okay and laugh our hearts out without the need to pretend
everything.

Lastly, I exist from a biological standpoint, because my parents procreated. more

importantly, I exist because a Creator God desired to develop a special type of relationship
with the result of Creation. The first book of the bible,Genesis, records two different
stories to explain how humanity came into existence. The first, more general version,
suggest that God created “ man in his own image.. male and female He created
them”(Gen. 1:27) because God wanted someone similar to God to care for all that had
been created. The second version tells that God created man “in the Garden of Eden to
work it and take care of it” (Gen. 2:15) and later created woman to be a companion for
man. People , including me, exist because God desired to have a loving relationship with
what had been created. As I try to give glory to my God and care for the creation around
me, I fulfill the reason for my presence.