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DREAM:
“The dreams setting was at the farm. My husband and I were standing in the
kitchen looking out over the land. The farmhouse looks over the large garden,
then a large pasture, then a creek that meanders through the property. Past the
creek is a grove of trees and then more wild meadow. In the dream I saw two
flying brachiosaurus landing just past the grove. They were carrying a turtle in
their mouths. I was alarmed in the dream. I remember feeling an intense wave of
power, and it had arrived on the farm. The next day I walked out to the area
where the dinosaurs had landed in the dream, and the tall meadow grass lay
flattened. The area was the site of an old, unused medicine wheel and a garden
sculpture the grandkids and I made with the theme Time.” Jennifer Kautz
May “the flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds is come,
and the turtle is heard in our land.” Song of Solomon 2:12, KJV.
They call her Flame, for the passion of her heart is worn freely for all the world
to see. Her hair is strawberry blonde, and her excitement for the sacredness of
life is not welcomed in a world that no longer sees. Flame sees, and she tries to
tell others, but no one will listen. She lives on a small farm with her Grandfather
and her dog, Shiloh. Her Grandfather is wise and stoic and listens to the joys of
Flames heart. It is here that the story begins. One night, Flame dreams that she
and Grandfather are watching the sunset over the farm and they witness the
arrival of Mother Turtle and her guardian Brachiosaurus landing behind the
grove. The farm would never be the same.
The farmhouse looks over a large garden, then a large pasture, then a creek that
meanders through the property. Past the creek is a grove of trees and then more
wild meadow. After Flame dreams of the arrival of two flying brachiosaurus with
a Turtle, she wakes to an intense feeling of primal energy. The next day Flame
walked out to the area where the dinosaurs had landed in the dream, and the tall
meadow grass lay flattened. The area was the site of an old, unused medicine
wheel and a garden sculpture that she made with her friends Ethan and Emma one
summer with the theme Time.
Shiloh, Flame’s sweet pup, sniffed the area, the hairs on her back erect and her
senses just as alert as Flames, but they saw nothing. Flame and Shiloh walked
back to the house bewildered.
The next day Grandfather listened to Flame describe the energy she felt when she
saw the strange images arrive in her dream. “It was “other worldy”! “Like
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Flame took grandfathers advice and began creating a drawing that depicted the
images she saw in her dream. She also made clay figures and a turtle
dreamcatcher. She was busy at work. Each day, Flame and Shiloh would walk the
farm and imagine the turtle and dinosaurs and feel the energy of that day.
One morning as Grandfather and Flame were eating breakfast, they noticed
strange activity in the pasture. There was a herd of deer, turkey and starlings.
There were fox and geese and ducks. Birds were flying in circles and surprisingly,
there was no predatory behavior.
Flame and Shiloh made there way out to the pasture, expecting all the animals to
flee at the arrival of a human and her dog, but they didn’t leave.
Flame was amazed at the variety and playfulness of all the animals. It felt surreal.
Then, they all heard and felt it. There was a thunder, but the thunder came from
the ground, and it shook the entire pasture. And then they saw them, and all the
creatures stopped and stared. The two brachiosaurus made their way through the
trees walking in soldier like fashion. They stood tall and regal with their wings at
rest. Then, the one dinosaur on the left, with the patch over its eye, yelled, Here
Ye!! Here Ye!! Announcing the arrival of the Queen Mother Turtle- the Earth
Bearer.
Instinctively, Flame bowed. Flame began to remember the story of Mother Turtle
from the Iroquois creation myth, Skywoman. She had recently learned about the
myth from her English class. Was this one and the same? Mother Turtle looked at
Flame, and said “Yes, I am She.” I am Mother Turtle of The Turtle Island creation
myth; I gave my back to Skywoman that the earth would grow and flourish.
In her precocious, bravado fashion, Flame asks Mother Turtle, “Why are you
here? Why did you come here?” and Mother Turtle answers, “Did you not
summon me?” Your Time garden sculpture? Your turtle dreamcatchers? We heard
you, and we came!” You have opened a door in your imagination and your heart
where land, story and creation reside.”
Flame’s mouth dropped open. Mother Turtle, with eyes compassionate and
loving, looks at Flame and says, “You must retell the story. Our story is lost in
this modern world of yours. People have forgotten the many images and myths
and stories of the birthing of the world and where these stories and images reside.
We are still living presences that ask for your witness and honor. For that which
came before still lives through the thread of life’s weaving and the patterns of
creation. I am just one symbol and image that seeks to be a part of the imagination
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and history of the earth. That which one honors is that which sustains and
nourishes.”
Flame had so many questions running through her brain but before she could
speak the guardian brachiosaurus’ bowed, and in unison said, “Hear Ye! Hear Ye!
Announcing the departure of Queen Mother Turtle in all her Glory! Seek that
which is your home of belonging! The Earth as your sustenance and protector!
We will return on the 1st day of the Autumn Harvest Moon.” And then a bluebird
flew about the pasture and sang,
“the flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of the birds is come, and
the turtle is heard in our land, the flowers appear on the earth; the time of the
singing of the birds is come, and the turtle is heard in our land, the flowers
appear on the earth; the time of the singing of the birds is come, and the turtle is
heard in our land!”
Then the animals and the birds dispersed back to their dens and nests and there
was a peaceful quiet on the farm.
Flame could not wait to tell Grandfather. She and Shiloh ran back to the
farmhouse as fast as they could. “Grandfather, Grandfather!! Mother Turtle came
to us! She said she came to me because I called her! And she is here with a
message! I thought it was just a dream, but they are really here! They are here at
the farm! But we must come back on the 1st day of the Autumn Harvest Moon!!”
Grandfather listened to Flame tell what happened and he continued to encourage
her to draw and write about her experience. He loved Flame’s imagination and her
ability to believe in her dreams and respond to them as though they were alive. He
knew her imagination was a gift and he made sure he never discouraged it.
Autumn Harvest Moon was just a couple of months away. While she waited,
Flame and Grandfather took care of the garden, seeding, weeding, cultivating and
watering. Flame and Shiloh continued their ritual of walking the land and creating
art and sculpture.
As the first day of the Harvest Moon was approaching, Flame’s excitement grew
as did the rest of the animals. The barn swallows were dancing and singing as
were the green herons, bluebirds, robins, and wren. There were large flocks of
ducks and blue herons gathered at the pond, squawking and splashing. The
pasture, pond and creek had never looked so busy.
Flame began to decorate the barnyard with herbs, flowers, garden art and wreaths.
One day Grandfather, and her friends Ethan, Emma and Dakota came to help, and
the rest of the animals began gathering nuts and fruit and twigs for garnish. Flame
hoped to celebrate the return of Mother Turtle on the first day of the harvest moon
with a large feast.
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The day had finally arrived. It felt like Christmas morning. As the Sun began to
arise, Flame began to observe the Sun, and to her delight, it appeared to be
dancing, and she knew the Sun was dancing for her.
Flame was overcome with joy, and she leaped to her feet and
jumped out of bed. She couldn’t wait to begin the day in anticipation of
Mother Turtle’s promise.
Flame watched the pasture with Grandfather and Shiloh on the back porch. The
farm felt alive and full of energy. The dew sparkled on the grass and leaves, and
there was a sensuous smell of musty earth, its melding of flowers, plants, cedar,
pine, nest and burrow, stream and pond. Suddenly, Bluebird began to make her
presence known as she flew about the yard. She landed on the top of the
birdhouse below the Black Walnut Tree and began to sing us a song…
She was the most beautiful bluebird Flame had ever seen.
She sang her song a few more times and we
Began to cry for we knew a miracle was here.
It was time to wait in the pasture with the rest of the feathers and fur on the farm.
Flame began lighting candles on the table and arranging the sunflowers, zinnias
and the many herbs grown on the farm.
It was all that Flame could do to calm her racing heart.
Just breathe. Just breathe. Just breathe.
The ground shook. Then shook again.
The dinosaurs approached through the grove, their heads above the trees, looking
stoic and elegant. They let their wings flail and let out a large roar.
Here ye!! Here ye!! for the Mother of the Land has Come!!
The brachiosaurus flapped their wings and bowed and in unison all the creatures
in the pasture bowed.
More thunderous steps and the ground shook again. Flame is terrified and Shiloh
is hiding underneath Flame’s legs, peaking through.
Out of the mist She arrives wearing a crown of figs.
I am the soil which your seed is planted- honor me and you honor your soul for
the spirit by which your soul has come needs rootedness and belonging in the
humus of life and all that lives and breathes.
I am the table by which you eat, respect and honor me and thy harvest will be
bountiful and bright, nature’s medicine.
And on the back of Mother Turtle they gathered the harvest and made a feast of
the garden’s bounty and the fruits and nuts of the trees. Colorful, sweet and
savory was the feast of the table. And there was dancing and singing and
celebrating for Turtle hath returned!
And she sang to them and they did return in song and they sang into the night.
And a table in the shape of Turtle was built, that the farm would remember the
words of Mother Turtle and the food of the harvest which was the
Sacred medicine of the earth and the land.
But the night turned to day and the day into night and the Sun and Moon aligned
in the sky. And Mother Turtle and the brachiosaurus and all the animals looked to
the grove. A light shown through the misted forest and the birds began to sing!
……….
I am Falling, falling through the air, unknown to the journey before me.
I am falling into something
I feel a soft enfoldment
a melting into acceptance
that whatever is before me
is embracing me
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my gate is open
my garden is full
and my prayer has
led me home.
And as I fell through Grace
I was caught by winged creatures from below.
And I was unafraid.
And they carried me
through the 6th Window
And her name was Passion.
And She wore a crown of Patchouli
And I began to sing
my intention is to be
who i am here to be
my desire is to become
who i am here to become
my dream is to live
who I am here to live
my hope is to share
what I am here to share
my desires, my dreams, my loves
I am soon to live but a short time
in a sonnet’s song
I am soon to breathe but a short time
in a fragrant field
I have am soon to dream but a short time
in a vision of love
and every time
is but a short time
but soon it will be
a no time
and all my existence
will be a heavenly time.
And I saw myself dancing and celebrating in a field of flowers
And I saw myself watching the sun’s rays rise and fall upon the earth.
And I was unafraid.
And the winged creatures carried
me through the 7th Window
and her name was Home & Belonging
and she wore a crown of Mint and Chamomile.
And again, I realized
I am falling into something
I feel a soft enfoldment
a melting into acceptance
that whatever is before me
is embracing me into belonging
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reconnects. I then visualize the rootedness of my being with the land, the trees
and the water, the Garden of Life. I raise my hands to the sky and look at the Sun
and I am grateful.
And I sing:
I did shout my name
unto the sky
and the sky called back to me
I did shout my name
unto the sea
and the sea called back to me
I did shout my name
unto the heavens
and the heavens called back to me
and they knew me
as if I’d never left
and they loved me
as if I had returned home.
and I knew them
and in our reunion
we did embrace
and I did recognize
I had never left
but had only forgotten.
and now that you have found me
will you live your life from where
we’ve met?
or will we depart strangers,
acquaintances passing by
whispering a hello as we
go our separate ways.
or will you recognize
yourself in my eyes
and hope to linger -
discover the magic bond
of eternity’s web?
if you live from me
life will give you a jewel
more precious than any stone
a freedom beyond
one has never known.
And Skywoman and Flame step into the center of the circle
And they lift their hands to the sky and honor the Sun
And they put their hands to the ground and honor the Soil
And they bow to the 4 directions, for they sustain the balance of Life.
And they bow to the Process of Life that which sustains all beings.
And they bow to the Great Mystery that connects and takes apart
And reconnects again and again.
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And they visualize the rootedness of their being with the land,
the trees, the water and the Garden of Life. They raise their hands to the sky and
look to the Sun and they are grateful.
And Turtle’s back began to expand and sink down as though it were soil.
And Skywoman hands Flame a large box.
She says – these are the seeds from the Tree of Life. Now you must go and plant
these seeds that all may share their story and their gifts. I will come back to you
the day of the Spring equinox and the passing of the Sun.
“It is time for us to go,” says Skywoman. And then Turtle rose from the ground
and returned to form. And Turtle says to Flame. “May the passion that called us
to you sustain you and be with you.”
And before Flame could say goodbye, they disappeared. And in the middle of the
barnyard was a table, a container and a group of figurines. And the figurines were
a turtle, 2 brachiosaurus and Skywoman.
Flame called to Shiloh. Where are you girl? And Flame put the figurines in the
container and put it under her arm. Flame shouted, Come on girl! Let’s go tell
Grandfather!! And they both ran to the farmhouse as fast as they could.
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