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B: We could start by asking you how are you dealing with this period.
A: I’m not dealing with it as easily as other seem to. I am very happy for everybody who is not
suffering too much because of it, but for me, what is killing me is the uncertainty. If someone
told me right now that in two months all of this would be over, I’d be fine. I’d know that I have
to stay calm for two months and then everything will be ok again. But the fact that we don’t
actually know what is happening and for how long it is going to be like this is very confusing…
B: How do you keep yourself and your voice in shape in this period?
A: That is really, really hard for me … I have colleagues who just have their voice there, their
instrument is always ready. They don’t sing for two weeks but can go directly on stage and sing
like gods. Well, that is not my case. For me, if five days pass without singing, it feels like I am
starting from the very beginning. So, this is a big challenge right now and I am also the worst
combination, because I need to practice, but I need good conditions for it. For example, I can’t
practice at home, I have this mental blockage. I don’t want to bother anyone, I don’t want my
neighbors to think „why is she screaming for two hours in a row?!”. Whenever I find a situation
where I feel isolated a bit, I take advantage of the moment and I sing. That’s kind of my silver
lining. It may sound egoistic or strange, but this is another occasion that showed and taught me
how important singing is for me. When you are caught in it and just go from rehearsal to
rehearsal and from performance to performance, you can forget how much you actually enjoy it
and how important it is to you. This crazy situation is a little reminder…
B: Are you among those whose performances have been cancelled because of this situation?
A: Not yet. Since the beginning of March I’ve been in Munich for the rehearsals of Marina
Abramovich’s project, The Seven Deaths of Maria Callas, and we have started when the
situation was not as bad as it is right now, so we got to rehearse a bit. We are prepared to jump
back in whenever the situation gets a little better. So, we didn’t cancel it. We are hoping it will
not be cancelled, but there might be some modifications to it. Fingers crossed and not only for
this… We all want to turn back into the theaters. We all suffer from the financial point of view,
but we also have the human aspect of it, the desire to do something so bad and not to be able to.
Anyway, I keep thinking that there are so many people with much, much bigger problems at this
moment. As long as we are healthy and manage to keep our spirits up we can consider ourselves
blessed.
Audience question: who would you say has influenced your life and career the most?
A: Going way back, I have to say that my life and my career were influenced by the principal of
the school back in my home town. I hope she knows that. She is this super strong woman,
extremely smart, very ambitious and encouraging me a lot. I think this is where the roots of my
ambition are. When we are talking about singers, even if I’ve never met Miss Zeani, I have lots
of respect for her and a huge part of this respect is for who she is as a person. We only keep in
touch via phone calls, but she was to me from the first second so wonderful, so warm, so
generous, so encouraging! Maybe I am wrong, but I can’t appreciate a person only for the career.
The career has to go together with a beautiful personality. If it doesn’t, I can listen to someone’s
recordings or performances, but I can’t see them as role models. Also, I can say that my career
truly started after Operalia, and through it, Maestro Domingo influenced greatly my future. First
of all because Operalia opens so many doors for singers and then, we’ve had so many concerts
together where he was either conducting or singing, and so I had the chance to see how it’s done
from one of the greatest. And also his wife, who is a wonderful strong woman - we have spent
two amazing months together working on Traviata at LA Opera. I can also say without thinking
twice that my managing team after Operalia – Jack Mastroianni and Stepan Atamian – had a
huge influence not only on my career, but also on my mindset, in finding my inner voice and my
artistical self-esteem, which didn’t exist much before.
Audience question: About your upcoming debut as Adina in L’Elisir d’amore at the Staatsoper
Berlin.
A: That is still on, it’s not cancelled yet. It should be on May 1st. I am working on it, I just
received the musical cuts, so… So far, so good. Fingers crossed! That is another interesting
aspect of this period: how do you prepare a role debut when you’re locked in the house with no
piano and no pianist? This caught me on the road. I’m not home where I’d have my piano and
everything would be much easier. (but… it’s ok.)
Audience question: Which role of those you have already performed is the closest to yourself?
A: Lucia represents a very special thing for me, because basically I found and discovered my
voice with Lucia – that is when the things started going better and better for me. It was my very
first belcanto role and it opened for me the door to belcanto. So, Lucia will always have a very
special place. I also feel that La Traviata is very close to my soul, because there are so many
deep feelings, from the purest happiness to the depths of despair. For me, La Traviata is like a
whole life time compressed in two hours and a half, which emotionally is a lot to take in, and
vocally a challenge to express. Singing Violetta is such a challenge. First of all, you are on stage
almost non-stop. That’s the hardest part, to learn how to use your energy and your voice wisely.
And then it has a lower tessitura than what I used to sing before, so I had to develop in a whole
new direction in order to be able to sing Violetta. It is one of the most challenging things that I
have ever done so far. It is on the top 2 alongside with I Puritani, but I think I Puritani is easier
for me because it’s Belcanto and it sits higher. Violetta offers so many satisfactions, there’s so
much drama. Although, I have decided to be very careful with how many performances I will
sing and how often, because there are some moments that are so dramatic that, if you’re really
immersed into the character and you’re 100% dedicated to the moment, are very dangerous for
the voice. I’ve had evenings when I said: „this was amazing, but I shouldn’t do this every two
days”.
B: Still about the repertoire, have you thought about going in the Verdi heroines direction or not
yet?
A: Not yet - not further than Gilda and Violetta anyways, which I have in my repertoire. I have a
problem with nowadays tendency of singing over Fach. I have refused plenty of roles that I think
should come for me in about 5 years. I am focusing on keeping my voice flexible, in keeping my
high notes. It’s not that I want to sing until I am 60, but it’s about offering the best roles to my
voice to shine in. I don’t want anyone thinking during one of my performances “why didn’t she
wait a bit longer to sing this?!” I think that would ruin both my experience as a singer, and the
audience’s pleasure to hear me. Now I am 32. In about 4-5 years, a small change will probably
naturally come in my repertoire. It’s also that I have barely started singing on the important
stages and I want people to hear my Lucia and my Elvira and so on. These are roles that are very,
very special for me and I don’t want to give them up so easily.