“Distance”

(To the Man I used to love)

It all starts when you message me,

Saying “Hi” and frequently turns to “Good morning”
“Good afternoon”, “Good evening”, “Have you taken your meal?”
“are you alright?”, “how was your day?”
Friendship that totally liquidate to Relationship.

Waking up in the morning, your voice is all I want

Making you happy is satisfaction for the rest of the day
Preparing myself in front of you,
saying “I love you” in once, twice, trice, I can’t count
because I am deeply in love with you.

After going to school, I always rushed to my room

Open my laptop just to see you,
Seeing you only in my screen makes my heart breaks
Kissing you in the screen makes me torn apart,
It feels like I am dying each second, because I am not with you
Not with you, coz you’re so far, far, and enough to feel the sorrow
In each day

In almost (2) two years, that we’ve been, through ups and downs
You never say quit to me, you always used to say that we can through this
But, there’s a hindrance, I still felt that there’s a hole
Hole that makes me cringe, our relationship would not stay for long
I know, there’s part of me that want to still be with you
But I can’t, I know you can’t too
 We are happy, when we’re talking,
How many hours, 10hours? 12 hours? Almost 24 hours if I’m not mistaken
When I’m free, you’re always free
You surrender your time just to be with me
This is wrong, I know, and you know that too

Time flies so fast, our daily routine makes ourselves more independent
There’s a time, that we are not talking, and suddenly there’s a wind cold
That blew inside me, you said “the miles that separates us is nothing compared
to my love for you” and that’s the last thing I heard from you.

I leave you, because this is the right thing to do,

And I know you could be happy more, to the woman beside you,
I am sorry because I didn’t fight for you, sorry because I am afraid,
Sorry because I am not strong like you,
but I know in myself you will find someone better than me “BOO”!