He’s Different

Not as handsome as everyone

dies for,

but enough to make my heart

flutter.

Not as smart as Albert Einstein

But filled with determination

and hardworking

Not as tall as a basketball

player should be

But the height that is exactly

for me

Not as muscular as macho

dancers would have

But the most comfortable

tummy I could lay down for.

He is not my ideal man

But he is one of the most

precious gift from God that I’ll
treasure forever with full of
love, honesty and support.

I love you
 Cry Unto The Lord

I want to shout

I want to cry

I want to hug someone so tight

I want to punch the wall

I stopped

Read a book

Suddenly it made me hooked

For it says,

Lie down

Hug your pillow

Cry freely

And talk to God

It is a sudden relieve,

Showed from nowhere,

Suddenly feels like it’s meant to

be.
Self-Doubt
I haven’t cried yet,

But I’m sure later I will.

Questioning myself sometimes

When it’s too much

Overthinking takes over like a storm

Body slowly gets a breakdown

 Cry Unto The Lord
Eyes becomes teary

Nose getting runny

Mouth trembling of fear

I’m about to cry

Locking myself in my bedroom

No one would be there to listen

So I silently pray to God.

I say, Lord

As I fight through this battle

Help me, guide me and direct

me

I trust you with all my heart

And I surrender everything in

your hands

I slowly put myself to bed

Laying my head in soaked pillows

Crouching my body like a fetus

Wishing that tomorrow will never be

the same.