A different life

I can help you, the reader,

understand the prison environment I live in
and more importantly, shine a little light on
one dark reality that takes places here on a daily basis,
but goes unreported; and that is sexual assault and rape.
If I had one wish, I’d wish that I never violated the law which got me
in prison for 20 years
I remember the days where I struggled to get out of bed
I felt there was no escape
I have nightmares. I wonder a lot if it was my fault. I wonder what I
could have done to prevent it. I also feel like I am not a full man
anymore because of what happened to me
I stay in solitary confinement. I’m here now as we speak. And I don’t
trust nobody in this wicked environment
I’m not better and I’m about to be released with no support at all,
except from God