cxovreba idiotisa

epoqa

es moxda wignis maRaziis meore sarTulze. igi, oci wlis Wabuki, TaroebTan
midgmul kibeze idga da axal wignebs aTvalierebda: mopasani, bodleri,
strindbergi, ibseni, Sou, tolstoi...

amasobaSi bindbundi Camowva. Wabuki mainc daJInebiT ganagrZobda ydebze

warwerebis kiTxvas. mis win mteli `sakunis dasasruli~ iyo: nicSe, verleni, Zmebi
gonkurebi, dostoevski, hautmani, floberi...

ZlivsRa arCevda gvarebs. wignebi neliad gauCinarda bnelSi. Wabuki bolos

gabezrda da is iyo Zirs Camosvla daapira, rom zustad is zemoT uTalfaqo
eleqtronaTura ainTo. kibidan gadmoxeda maRaziis mosamsaxureebs da muStrebs,
romlebic TaroebSua daboralobdnen. yvela ucnaurad patara da ususuri Canda.

_ adamianis mTeli cxovreba bodleris erT striqonadac ar Rirs… _ igi

erTxans kibidan dahyurebda maT _ umweo, sacodav qmnilebebs.

deda

SeSlilebs erTnairi, Tagvisferi xalaTebi ecvaT. amis gamo didi oTaxi kidev
ufro pirquSi Canda. erTi SeSlili mondomebiT ukravda himnebs fisharmoniaze,
meore otaxis SuagulSi cekvavda, ufro sworad, xtoda.

igi idga RaJRaJa eqimis gverdiT da am suraTs umzerda. aTi wlis winaT
dedamisi arafriT gamoirCeoda maTgan. aravfriT... marTlac SeSlilTa sunSi igi
nacnob, dediseul suns grZnobda.

_ eh, ra gaewyoba, wavideT!

eqimma, derefnis gavliT, erT-erT oTaxSi Seiyvana. kuTxeSi, SuSis did

qilebSu daspietuli tvinebi ewyo, erT tvinze man mkrTali, moTeTRo lorwo
SeamCnia _ TiTqos cotaodeni kvercxis cila dausxurebiaTo da eqimTan saubrisas
kvlav gaaxsenda deda.

am tvinis patroni erTi eleqtrokompaniis inJineri iyo. Tavi Sav, mbrwyinav

dinamo-manqanad hyavda warmodgenili.
 eqimis mzera rom aecilebina, man fanjaraSi gaixeda. ezoSi araferi Canda,
garda aguris galavanisa, romlis TavSic damtvreuli boTlis natexebi
CaeyolebinaT. natexebi mRvrie, mqise aTinaTsa hfenda meCxer xavss.

ojaxi

igi qalaqgareT cxovrobda, mezoninian saxlSi. fxvieri niadagisa gamo

mezonini raRac ucnaurad iyo gadabrecili.

am saxlSi xSirad eCxubeboda deida. zogjer maTi Serigeba dedobil-mamobils

uwevda. deida mainc yvelaze metad uyvarda. roca mas Tormeti weli Seisrulda,
Sinabera deida ukve samoci wlis moxuci iyo.

qalaqgareT, mezoninSi mravaljer dafiqrebula: adamianebi, romelTac

erTmaneTi uyvarT, nuTu yovelTvis tanjaven erTmaneTso? da am fiqrebis drosac
usiamod ugrZvnia, rogor iyo mezonini gadabrecili.

tokio

mdinare sumidagavaze pirquSi nisli Camowva. igi gahyurebda kunZul mukoZimas

alublebs patara, swrafad mavali gemis sarkmlidan. es alublebi maSin daergoT,
roca tokios jer kidec edo erqva.

TeTrad gadapentili alublebi mis TvalSi gasaSrobad gamokidebul ZonZebsa

hgavda, magram am alublebma, mukoZimas ZveltaZvelma alublebma, bolo dros mas
Seacnobina tavi Tvisi.

`me~

erT ufros amxanagTan erTad kafeSi jdomisas igi ganuwyvetlad abolebda

papiross, yuradRebiT usmenda mosaubres: TviTon ki cotas laparakobda.

_ dRes didxans viare manqaniT.

_ saqmeze?

magidaze idayvdayrdnobilma amxanagma daudevrad upasuxa:

_ ara, seirnoba mindoda.

 am sityvebma gaaTavisufla igi _ gza gauxsna Seucnobi samyarosaken, sakuTari
`mesaken~, romelic axlos iyo RmerTTan. aman raRac tkivili agrZnobina, amave
dros, sixarulic.

kafe Zalze patara iyo. suraTis qvemodan, romelzedac miTiuri pani exata,
wiTel qoTanSi Carguli kauCukis xis sqeli, xorciani foTlebi eSveboda.

avadoba

zRvauris ganuwyvetliv qrolvaSi man inglisuri leqsikoni gadafurcla da

TiTi gaayola sityvebs:

`Talaria _ fexsacmeli, sandlebi.

Tale _ moTxroba.

Talipot _ palma, izrdeba aRmosavleT indoeTSi. simaRliT 50-dan 100 futs

aRwevs. foTlebs xmaroben qolgebis, maraoebis da Slapebis gasakeTeblad.
yvavilobs 70 weliwadSi erTxel...~

mis warmodgenaSi mkafiod aisaxa am palmis yvavili. imave wams yelSi manamde
ganucdeli qavili igrZno da uneblieT leqsikonzd gadmonerwyva.

gadmonerwyva?.. magram ara, es nerwyvi ar iyo.

igi caafiqra uxanobam wuTisoflisam da gonebaSi isev Caexata palmis yvavili,

amayad rom irxeoda Sors, zRvis gadaRma...

suraTi

igi uceb... es marTla uceb moxda. wignis maRaziis vitrinaSi van-gogis

suraTebis Tvalierebisas igi uceb mixvda, Tu ras niSnavda mxatvroba. ra Tqma
unda, es reproduqciebi iyo, magram reproduqciebSiv igrZnoboda bunebis
sicicncxale.

suraTebiT gatacebam igi aiZula, yovelivesTvis axleburad Seexeda. bolo

dros mudmiv, daJinebul mzeras miapyrobda xolme xis totebis xveulebsa da
simrgvales qalTa Rawvebisas.

erTxel, qalaqgareT, Semodgomis wvimian bindbundSi rkinigzis viadukze

miabijebda. viadukis gadaRma, miwayrilTan, forani gaCerda. foranTa Cavlisas
igrZno, rom am gziT masze adre viRacas gaevlo ukve. magram vis?
 es arc unda ekiTxa sakuTari TavisTvis.

ocdasami wlis Wabukma Sinagani xedviT aRiqva, Tu naRvliani peizaJi

gamsWvalavi mzeriT rogor SeaTvaliera yurwaWrilma holandielma, romelsac
kbilebSi grZeli Cibuxi hqonda gaCrili...

naperwkali

igi miabijebda asfaltze, wvimaSi. Zlieri wvima iyo. irgvliv yovelive wyals
gaeJRinTa da igi grZnobda rezinis makentoSis suns.

da ai, mis zemoT, mavTUlebSi molurjo naperwkalma ielva. igi ucnaurad

aRelda. pijakis jibeSi xelnaweri edo, romelic megobrebis JurnalSi unda
mietana dasabeWdad. wvimaSi oxetialem erTxel kidev axeda mavTUlebs...

mavTUlebi isev akvesebda kaSkaSa naperwklebs. mTels adamianur yofaSi

araferi eguleboda ufro sanatreli. oRond am molurjo naperwkals, maRla,
haerSi Semzaravad moelvare naperwkals daufleboda da mere Tundac momkvdariyo.

cxedari

gvamebs cerze firfitebi ekidaT mavTuliT. firfitaze gvari da wlovaneba

ewera. megobari, romelic marjved xmarobda skalpers, waxrilio da micvalebls
saxis kans aTlida. kanis qveS Canda lamazi, yviTeli qoni.

igi uyurebda gvams. es sWirdeboda erTi novelisaTvis, romelSic moqmedeba

uZveles dros xdeboda. mZoris simyrale, dampali Wermis simyrales rom waagavda,
usiamovno iyo, SublSeWmuxnili megobari nela amoZravebda skalpers.

_ bolo xans gvamebi aRara gvyofnis, _ Tqva megobarma.

amis pasuxad man uneblieT gaifiqra: `gvamebi rom Semokleboda, yovelgvari

boroti ganzraxvis gareSe Cavidendi mkvlelobas~... mxolod gaifiqra, xmamaRla ar
uTqvams.

moZRvari

igi moZRvris Txzulebas kiTxulobda didi muxis qveS. SEmodgomis dRis

cialSi muxas foTolic ki ar erxeoda.
 sadRac, Sors zecaSi sruli wonasworobiT sufevda minis pinebiani saswori.
ai, aseTi suraTi moelanda moZRvars Txzulebis kiTxvisas.

riJraJi

neliad Tendeboda. man Tvali moavlo did bazars quCis boloSi. bazarSi
Tavmoyrili xalxi da urmebi vardisfrad Seferiliyvnen.

gaabola da nela gaemarTa bazris Suagulisaken. uceb patara Savma ZaRlma

Seuyefa. ar SemkrTala. es patara finic ki uyvarda.

bazris SuagulSi farTod gaebarjRa Wadars varjebi. man totebSua axeda cis
maRal Tavans. caze, zustad mis zemoT, varskvlavbi kiafobda.

es maSin moxda, roca igi ocdaxui wlisa iyo _ mozRvarTan Sexvedris mesame
Tveze.

samxedro navsadguri

wyalqveSa bavSi sanaxevrod bneloda. igi, uzarmazar meqanizmebs Soris

mikunWuli, periskopis patara okularSi iWvriteboda. okularSi Canda SuqiT
alivlivebuli porti.

_ aqedan, albaT, moCans `kongo~. ara? _ hkiTxa mas flotis oficerma.

oTxkuTxa linzidan pawia samxedro gemebis vqerisas mas ratomRac niaxuri

gaaxsnda. surnelovani niaxuri, ocdaaT seniani bifSteqsis ulufas rom mohyveboda
xolme.

moZRvris gardacvaleba

igi bolTas scemda erTi axali sadguris baqanze. wvimis Semdeg qarma daubera.
jer kargad ae gaTenebuliyo. baqnis gadaRma rkinigzis muSebi erTdroulad
aqnevdnen weraqvebs da xmamaRla mRerodnen.

nawvimarze amovardnilma Walikonma Tan waritana muSebis simReraca da misi

ganwyobac. ar ukidebda papiross da sixarulis momijnave tanjvas ganicdida.
paltos jibeSi depeSa edo: `moZRvari sikvdilis pirzea~...
 mwverval macuiamas mxridan klakniTa da kvamlis wvrili bolqvebis frqveviT
axlovdeboda tokiosken mimavali dilis eqspresi.

qorwineba

qorwinebis meore dRes man cols usayvedura: `ar unda dagexarja fuli
uyairaTod~. es sityvebi deidas daZalebiT iyo naTqvami. colma moubodiSa ara
marto mas _ es tavisTavad – aramed deidasac.

... moibodiSa qmrisTvisve nayidi nargizebiani larnakis gverdiT.

isini

isini uSfoTvelad cxovrbodnen didi, gafoTlili bananis CrdilSi... saxli

zRvis sanapiro patara qalaqSi edgaT _ tokiodan erTi saaTis savalze.

baliSi

igi kiTxulobda anatol franss da sasTumlad edo skepticizmis

keTIlsurnelovani vardebi. sul ver SeamCnia, rom sasTumals kentavri SemosCveoda.

pepela

wyalmcenareebis suniT gaRRenTil haerSi laRad dafarfatebda papale; man

sul erTi wamiT ganicada peplis frTebis Sexeba gamomSral tuCebze, magram
SemorCenili nazi mtveri frTebisa, mravali wlis Semdegac ganuzomel sixaruls
aniWEbda.

mTvare
 moulodnelad SeeCexa sasturos kibeze qals, dRisiTac ki, saxe mTvariT
ganaTebuls ugavda. man Tvali gaayola mimavals (adre arasodes enaxaT ereTmaneTI)
da manamde ganucdeli kaeSani Seoawva...

xelovnuri frTebi

anatol fransidan man XVIII saukunis filosofosebisaken gadainacvla, magram

rusoTi ar dauwyia. es iqneb imitom, rom igi Tavisi arsebis erTi nawiliT _
advilad agznebadi nawiliT _ swored rusos enaTesaveboda. amitom `kandidis~
avtors mimarTa, romelTanac axloblobas grZnobda meore mxridan _ civi gonebis
mxridan.

misTvis, ocdacxra wlis kacisaTvis, wuTisofeli sulac aRar Canda mSvenieri.

magram volterma xelovnuri frTebiT SeaiaraRa.

man gaiswora es xelovnuri frTebi da msubuqad, iolad gafrinda cisken. maSin

gonebis sinaTliT gaciskrovnebuli sixaruli da urva adamianuri cxovrebisa misi
Tvalsawieris miRma darCa.

savsebiT Tavisufal, mkaSkaSebul sivrceSi pirdapir mzisken mifrinavda da

dabla darCenil sacodav quCebze ironiasa da dacinvas afrqvevda. TiTqos
gadaaviwyda Zveli berZeni, romeic zRvaSi Cavarda da daiRupa, radgan mzis
mxurvalebam gaulRo swored aseTive xelovnuri frTebi...

borkilebi

igi colTan erTad imave saxlSi dasaxlda, romelSic dedobil-mamobili

cxovrobda. es imitom rom gadawyvita, samsaxuri daewyo erTi gazeTis redaqciaSi.
imedica hqonda yviTel qaRaldze dawerili xelSekrulebisa, magram bolos
gamoirkva, rom es xelSekruleba gamomcemlebs yovelgvari valdebilebisagan
aTavisuflebda davaldebulebaTa mTel simZimes mxolod mas akisrebda.

SeSlilis qaliSvili

moRrublul dRes, ukacriel Saragzaze ori riqSa mirboda. gza zRvas

uaxlovdeboda, es iqidanac Canda, rom Semxvedri zRvauri qroda. igi ukana etlSi
ijda. winaswar icoda, am seirnobas gulis gasaxareli araferi mohyveboda da
fiqrobda, aq ram wamomiyvanao. cxadia, siyvarulma ara... pasuxisaTvis rom Tavi
aeridebina, daaskvna: `asea Tu ise, Cven mainc jufTebi varT~.

wina etlSi SeSlilis qaliSvili ijda. am qalis umcrosma dam eWvianobis

niadagze Tavi moikla.

_ axla veRarafers gaawyob kaci...

mas ukve aRizianebda SeSlilis qaliSvili, romlis sulSi mxolod

cxoveluri instinqtebi budobda.

riqSebi am dros sasaflaos gaswvriv garbodnen. lokokinebis niJarebiT

dafaruli Robis iqiT Savad Canda sasaflaos Zeglebi. igi uyurebda zRvas,
romelic mqised cimcimebda Zeglebis ukan da saSinel zizRs grZnobda qalis
meuRlisadmi, _ meuRlisadmi, romelmac ver SeZlo qalis daurveba.

vinme mxatvari

es Jurnalis ilustracia iyo. magram tuSiT Sesrulebuli mamlis suraTs

saocari individualoba emCneoda. man erT amxanags mxatvris asaval-dasavali da
vinaoba gamohkiTxa.

gamoxda kvira da mxatvarma TviTon moZebna igi. es gansakuTrebuli movlena

iyo mis cxovrebaSi. mxatvarSi man sxvaTaTvis SeumCneveli poezia aRmoaCina. ufro
meti: man Tavis TavSic aRmoaCina suli, romlis arseboba manamde ar icoda.

erTxel, Semodgomis susxian bindbundSi, man simindis Reros Sexeda da uceb,

mxatvari gaaxsenda. simindis Reros Sexeda da uceb, mxatvari gaaxsenda. simindis
magari, wawvetebulfoTlebiani Rero maRla-maRla miiwevda, xolo aCiCqnil miwaSi
iklakneboda adamianis nervebis msgavsi wvrili fesvebi. cxadia, es misi portreti
iyo, misi, visTvisac sul advilad SeiZleboda tkivilis miyeneba. am aRmoCenam
guneba mouSxama.

_ gvianRaa. Tumca bolo wuTebSi...

qali

binddeboda. igi aRelvebuli miabijebda moedanze. didi saxlebi ganaTebuli

fanjrebiT brwyinavda odnav Severcxlili cis finze.

trotuaris kidesTan Sedga da daeloda. xuT wuTSi qalic gamoCnda. TiTqos

daqanculs hgavda. marTlac, qalma Sexeda Tu ara, daviRaleo! _ Tqva da gaiRima.
mxardamxar gahyvnen Cabnelebul moedans. ase iyo pirveli Sexvedris drosac.
oRond am qalis siaxloves yofiliyo da daufiqreblad miatovebda yovelives.

roca manqanaSi Casxdnen, qalma CaciebiT Sexeda da hkiTxa: `xom ar nanobT?~

man gulwrfelad upasuxa: `ara~. qalma xeli mouWira da Tqva: `arc me vnanob,
magram...~

qalis saxe maSinac mTvariT ganaTebuls hgavda.

mSobiaroba

fusumasTan idga da ucqerda, rogor hbanda TeTrxalaTiani bebiaqali

axalSobils. rogorc ki saponi Cauvidoda TvalSi, Cvili sacodavad iWmuxnida
saxes da xmamaRla Wyvirida. igi iynosavda Cvilis suns, Tagvisas rom hgavda da
uneblieT mware fiqrebi eZaleboda:

`risTvis daibada am tanjva-urviT savse qveyanaze? bedma rad arguna mamad

CemisTana kaci?~.

da es iyo pirveli biWi, misma colma rom Sva.

strindbergi

igi karidan umzerda, mTvaris Suqze, ayvavebul broweulebs Soris, viRac

turtliani Cinelebi rogor TamaSObdnen `majans~. mere oTaxSi Sebrunda da
lampasTan `Slegis aRsarebis~ kiTxva daiwyo. magram ori gverdic ar waekiTxa,
tuCebze mware Rimili aegrixa. strindbergic ki grafis qals _ Tavis satrfos,
sicrues swerda. sicrues, romelic arafriT gansxvavdeboda miseuli sicruisagan.

siZvele

budas dabzarulma qandakebebma, urwmunoebma, cxenebma da lotosebma lamis

mTlad gaanadgura igi. Sehyurebda da yvelaferi aviwydeboda. aviwydeboda Tavisi
bednieri iRbalic ki, romlis wyalobiTac Tavi daaRwia SeSlilis qaliSvils.

spartanuli aRzrda
 igi amxanagTan erTad SesaxvevSi miabijebda. mopirdapire mxridan riqSa
moaxlovda. etlSi, moulodnelad, guSindeli qali aRmoCnda. saxe axlac ki,
dRisiTac, mTvariT ganaTebuls ugavda. amxanagis TandaswrebiT cxadia, ar
misalmebian erTmaneTs.

_ kargi vinmea, ara? _ Tqva amxanagma.

man gaxeda gazafxuliT amwvanebul mTebs, romelTac terfamde uwevda quCa da

SeumRvrevlad upasuxa:

_ ho, Zalian kargi vinmea.

mkvleli

mTisken amavali sara mzis gulze Zroxis funis sunad yarda. kaci ofls
iwmendda da ise mihyveboda mTisken mimaval gzas. gzis orive mxareze mwife qeris
surneleba idga.

_ mohkal! mohkal!

man rogorRac SeumCnevlad daiwyo am sityvebis gameoreba. vin unda moekla?

icoda, vinc. maSinve gaaxsenda sazizRari, mokled gakreWili kaci.

gadayviTlebuli qeris yanis boloSi kaTolikuri taZris gumbaTi wamoisveta.

forma

es iyo Tunuqis patara sura. am wvrilad motvifrulma suram igi `formis~

mSvenierebas aziara.

wvima

igi loginSi iwva da qals emaslaaTeboda. fanjris miRma wvimda. am

gauTavebeli wvimisagan yvavilebs lpoba Separvoda. qalis saxe kvlavindeburad
mTvariT ganaTebuls hgavda. Tumc, masTan laparaki odnav mosawyeni eCveneboda.
pirqve mwoliarem auCqareblad gaabola da moagonda, rom meSvide weli iyo, rac am
qalTan hqonda urTierTOba.
 _ `isev miyvars?~ _ CaekiTxa Tavis Tavs da pasuxi, misTvisac ki, yovelTvis
rom yuradRebiT akvirdeboda sakuTar guneba-ganwyobilebas, moulodneli
aRmoCnda:

_ ho, isev miyvars!

didi miwiasZvra

es suni raRaciT gadamwifebuli Wermis suns miagavda. gvamebis suni arcTu

autaneli yofilao. magram roc agvamebiT amovsebul tbors miadga, mixvda, rom
sityva `saSineleba~ emociurad sulac ar iyo gadaWarbeba. gansakuTrebiT Tormet-
cameti wlis bavSvTa gvamebis xilvam dasca Tavzari. uyurebda gvamebs da, raRac
Suris msgavss ganicdida. gaaxsenda sityvebi: `RmerTebis rCeulni adre kvdebian~.
mis ufros das da naxevarZmasac daewvaT saxlebi, xolo ufrosi dis qmars
crumowmeobisaTvis gamotanili ganaCenis aRsruleba gadaudes.

_ netamc daxocilan yvelani!..

idga naxanZralTan da Tavs ver aRwevda uamur fiqrebs.

Cxubi

igi waeCxuba Tavis naxevarZmas. udao iyo, Zmas mis gamo Seviwroebulad
cxovrobda, magram isic udao iyo, rom Zma Tavisuflebas uzRudavda. naTesavebi
gamudmebiT eCiCinebodnen Zmas, misgan aiRe magaliTio, magram es sul erTi iyo,
CxubiT da jajguriT SuSabandis bolomde Cagordnen. SuSabandis miRma, baRSi, _
kargad axsovda, _ wvimiani zecis qveS wiTlad yvaoda induri iasamnis laRi buCqi.

koloriti

man, ukve ocdaaTi wlisam, rogorRac SeumCmevlad Seiyvara erTi riali

adgili. am veran alagas, xavsSi, agurisa da kramitis namtvrevebi eyara. da mis
TvalSi es uSno kuTxe arafriT ganirCeoda sezanis peizaJisagan.

uceb, Tavisi Svidi-rva wlis winandeli gataceba gaixsneba. umal igrZno, rom
maSin, Turme, warmodgenac ki ara hqonia koloritze.
 reklamis manekeni

mas undoda ise daZabulad ecxovra, rom SesZleboda yovel wams sinanulis
gareSe momkvdaryo. da mainc SeWrvebul cxovrebas ganagrZobda dedbil-mamobilTan
da deidasTan erTad. aseTi yofa qmnida misi cxovrebis or mxares _ naTelsa da
bnels. erTxel, evropuli tansacmlis maRaziaSi sareklamo manekeni dainaxa da
gaifiqra, saocrad vgavar am manekenso. magram misma qvecnobierma `mem~, misma meore
`mem~ es ganwyoba karga xania erT moTxrobaSi gamoiyena.

daqanculoba

igi, erTi studentis tanxlebiT, mindorze seirnobda.

_ Tqven yvelas, albaT, jer kidev didi wyurvili gaqvT cxovrebisa, ha?

_ diax... magram aki Tqvenc...

_ ara, me aRar! Semoqmedebis wyurvili SemomrCa mxolod, magram...

marTlac ase grZnobda. SeumCnevlad dakargoda cxovrebis xalisi. _

Semoqmedebis wyurvili igive cxovrebis wyurvilia.

arar upasuxia. mindvris gadaRma, mowiTalo TavTavebs zemoT mkafiod

ixateboda vulkani. da man am vulkanis mimarT raRac Suris msgavsi igrZno.
TviTonac ar icoda, ratom.

kaci hokurikudan

erTxel igi iseT qals gadaeyara, niWierebiTac rom tols ar udebda, magram
man dawera `kaci hokurikudan~ da sxva lirikuli leqsebi da Tavi daRwia marcxs.
amis SegrZneba mware iyo, TiTqos xis tanze miyinuli brwyinavi Tovli Camoefxikos.

qars miaqvs mrgvali sugegasa

da dascems sadme mtvrian saraze...

ra saWiroa, rom Semibralo?

Tu tirilia _ Seni Tavi itire mxolod.

 SurisZieba

es moxda mwvane xeebSi Cafluli sastumros aivanze. igi suraTebs uxatavda

patara biWs da amiT arTobda. biWi Svili iyo qalisa, romelsac igi Svidi wlis
win dascilda.

SeSlilis qaliSvili sigarets eweoda, Tan uyurebda maT TamaSs. igi

guldamZimebuli xatavda matareblebsa da TviTmfrinavebs. sabednierod biWi ar iyo
misi Svili. magram biWi `Zias~ eZaxda, riTac did tanjvas hgvrida.

roca biWi sadRac gaiqca, SeSlilis qaliSvilma Rrmad CaisunTqa sigaretis

boli da gamomwvevad hkiTxa:

_ gana Tqven ara ggavT bavSvi?

_ sulac ara. jer erTi...

_ ho, mgoni, amas hqvia `saSosmieri zemoqmedeba~, ara?

man usityvod moarida mzera. magram gulis siRrmeSi uneblieT aReZra survili
qalis mixrCobisa.

sarkeebi

igi ijda kafeSi da amxanagebTan saubrobda.

amxanagi Semwvar vaSls miirTmevda, Tan laparakobda amindze, bolo xanebis

gauTavebel siciveze da man xeladve igrZno raRac winaaRmdegobrivi am saubarSi.

_ isev ucolo xar?

_ im TveSi unda davqorwinde.

igi gaCumda. kedlis sarkeebi uTvalavjer ireklavdnen mas da TiTqos civad

emuqrebodnen...

dialogi

_ ratom ebrZvi Tanamedrove sazogadoebriv wyobilebas?

 _ imitom, rom kapitalizmi budea borotebisa.

_ borotebisa? me ki megona, Sen ar scnobdi gansxvavebas keTilsa da borots

Soris. egec ar iyos, TviTon rogorRa cxovrob?

ase esaubreboda igi angelozs. ho, angelozs, romelsac axalTaxali

cilindri exura.

avadoba

uZiloba dasCemda. amas Zal-Ronis daSretac mohyva. yvela eqimi Tav-Tavis

diagnozs usvamda: kuWis katari, nawlavebis atonia, mSrali plevriti, nevrasTenia,
saxsrebis qronikuli anteba, tvinis gadaqancva...

magram TviTon yvelaze ukeT icoda avadobis mizezi. es iyo sircxvili

sakuTari Tavisa da SiSi saZulveli sazogadoebis winaSe!

erTxel moqufrul, naRvlian dRes kafeSi ijda, sigaras eweoda da usmenda

musikas, romelic gramofonidan ismoda. musika saSinlad uforiaqebda suls.
daeloda musikis damTavrebas, mere mivida gramofonTan da firfitis etikets
daxeda.

mocarti _ `jadosnuri fleita~.

igi maSinve mixvda, rom mocartic wminda mcnebaTa damrRvevi iyo da

itanjeboda. Tumc, albaT masaviT ara... Tavi Caqindra da neli nabijiT daubrunda
magidas.

RmerTebis sicili

igi, ukve ocdaTxuTmeti wlisa, gazafxulis mziT aciagebul fiWvnarSi

seirnobda. Tan igonebda ori-sami wlis winaT daweril Tavisave sityvebs:
`RmerTebs, saubedurod, ar SeuZliaT, CvensaviT moiklan Tavi~.

Rame

isev Camowva Rame. mrumeSi azvirTebuli talRebis Tavze ganuwyvetlad

iqoCreboda qafis nafleTebi. aseTi cis qveS man meored iqorwina sakuTar colze.
es sasixarulo iyo maTTvis. magram, amav dros, mtanjvelic. sami bavSvi maTTan
erTad umzerda zRvaze elvaTa klaknas. cols erTi bavSvi atatebuli hyavda da
ise Canda, TiTqos cremlebs ikavebda.

_ iq, mgoni, navi Cans, ara?

_ ho.

_anZebdamsxvreuli navi.

sikvdili

isargebla, rom marto eZina da fanjris cxaurze Tavis CamoxrCoba scada

qamriT. magram gauyara Tu ara kiseri yulfSi, SeeSinda sikvdilisa. ara, imitom ar
SeSinebia, rom bolo wuTebSi tanjvis gadatana mouxdeboda. gadawyvita,
gaemeorebina cda, gaezoma daxrCobisaTvis saWiro dro. da ai, mciredi wvalebis
Semdeg igrZno, rom goneba ebindeboda. cotac da, gaTavdeboda kidec. Tvali
uswora saaTis isrebs, da cxadi gaxda, rom WirTaTmena wuTsa da 20 wams
grZeldeboda. fanjaras ukuni mosdgomoda, am sibneleSi mamlis yivili gaisma.

`ivan~

`ivan~-ma erTxel kidev gauRrviZa miTvlemili suli. es iyo misTvis ucnobi

`aRmosavleli goeTe~. man dainaxa keTilisa da borotis miRma mSvidad mdgari
goeTe da igrZno Suri, sasowarkveTilebasTan momijnave. poeti goeTe mis TvalSi
qristeze maRla idga. am poetis sulSi ara marto akropoli da golgoTa
Tavsdeboda, aramed iqve xarobda vardebic arabeTisa... o, rom hyofnoda Zala mis
kvalze siarulisa! bolomde caikiTxa `Divan~-i da, mRelvarebisagan damcxralma
SeizizRa sakuTari Tavi _ dabadebuli cxovrebis saWurisad.

sicrue

siZis TviTmkvlelobam mas uecari dartyma agema. axla dis ojaxzec unda
ezruna. momavali, yovel SemTxvevaSi misTvis, dabinduli iyo mimwuxriviT. sakuTari
sulieri gamfitvisadmi raRac gulgrili dacinvis msgavss grZnobda (sakuTari
codvani da sisusteni bolomde hqonda gacnobierebuli) da Zveleburad
kiTxulobda sxvadasxva wigns. magram rusos `aRsarebac~ gmiruli sicruiT savse.
kidev ufro metad es `axal cxovrebaze~ iTqmoda. arasodes Sexvedria aseT eSmaksa
da flids, rogoric `axali cxovrebis~ gmiri iyo. mxolod fransua viionma
auRelva suli. mis leqsTa Soris erTs waawyda, romelelsac `mSvenieri xari~
erqva.

saxrCobelis momlodine viionis saxem sizmrebSi dauwyo gamocxadeba.

ramdenjer mosdomebia masac, msgavsad viionisa, mTlad fskerze dasuliyo! magram
cxovrebis viTareba ar aZlevda saSualebas da arc fizikuri Zala Seswevda
saamisod. neliad sustdeboda _ kenwerodan xmobaSeparuli xesaviT, odesrac
jonaTan sviftma rom ixila...

cecxlTan TamaSi

qals saxe ise ucimcimebda, TiTqos dilis mzis sxivi aTinaTdao Txel
yinulze. igi SeeTvisa am qals, Tumc siyvaruls ki veRar grZnobda. metic: TiTi ar
daukarebia misTvis.

_ ocnebobT sikvdilze?

_ diax... ara, sivdilze ki ar vocnebob, sicocxlem momabezra Tavi.

am sauvris Semdeg maT erTad sikvdili gadawyvites.

_ platonuri TviTmkvleloba. xom asea?

_ ormagi platonuri TviTmkvleloba.

igi gaaoca sakuTarma simSvidem.

sikvdili

ar momkvdaran. igi kmayofili iy, rom aqamde TiTic ar daekarebina qalis

sxeulisaTvis. qalic zogjer ise iqceoda, TiTqos maT Soris gansakuTrebuli
araferi momxdariyos; ufro metic, sawamlaviani flakoni misca da uTxra: `rakiRa
esa gvaqvs, Zlierebi varT~.

da marTlac, qalma gamuRviZa mTvlemare suli. ijda dawnul savarZelSi,

uyurebda muxis axalgamotanil foTlebs da fiqrobda im simSvideze, sikvdili
rom moutana.

gedis fituli
 roca ukanaskneli Zalac gamoelia, avtobiografiis dawera scada. magram
savsebiT moulodnelad, es ioli ar aRmoCnda, imitom, rom mas aqamde SemorCa
pativmoyvareoba, skepticizmi da angariSianoba. da swored amis gamo ezizReboda
sakuTari Tavi. meore mxriv, verc am azrs iSOrebda; `Tu adamianebs ZirisZirobamde
gavaSiSvlebT, yvela Cemnairi aRmoCndeba~. mzad iyo efiqra, rom `poezia da
sinamdvile~ yvela avtobiografias gamoadgeboda sataurad. isic cxadi iyo, rom
mxatvruli nawarmoebi sulac ar aRelvebda yvela mkiTxvelis suls. misi nawerebi
gamozaxils povebda mxolod axlobelTa Soris, imaT sulSi, vinc daaxloebiT
misdagvarad icxovra.

ai, amnairad iyo ganwyobili. da swored amitom gadawyvita, mokled daewera

ravisi `poezia da sinamdvile~.

roca `cxovreba idiotisa~ moaTavsa, meZvelmanis duqanSi SemTxveviT gedis

fituls waawyda. gedi Tavadaweuli idga, xolo misi gayviTlebuli frTebi
CrCilisgan iyo daWmuli. igi uneblieT daufiqrda mTel Tavis cxovrebas da
igrZno, yelSi erTdroulad rom awveboda cremli da sicili. win mxolod
SeSliloba an TviTmkvleloba eloda. martodmarto mimavalma dabindul quCaSi
gadawtvita, moTminebiT dalodeboda beds, romelic mis mosaSTobad movidoda.

tyve

erT-erTi misi amxanagi SeiSala. am amxanags yovelTvis axloblad Tvlida.

albaT imitom, rom mTeli arsebiT, ise, rogorc aravin, ganicdida mis martoobas.
martoobas, romelsac mxiarulebis nirabi faravda. SeSlis Semdeg, erTi-orjer
inaxula igi.

_ me da Sen borotma demonma dagvimorCila, `saukunis dasasrulis~ borotma

demonma _ eubneboda amxanagi xmadabla. ori-sami dRis Semdeg ki, seirnobisas,
vardis furclebs dauwyo Wama.

roca igi saavadmyofoSi moaTavses, terakotis biusti gaaxsenda, odesrac rom

aCuqes. es iyo biusti SeSlili amxanagis sayvareli mwerlisa, romelmac
`revizori~ dawera. mas gaixsena, romgoglic SeSlili gardaicvala da rarac
dammonebeli Zalis garduvali moaxloveba igrZno.

savsebiT Zalagamoclilma radiges sikvdilis wina sityvebi waikiTxa da

erTxel kidev caesma RmerTebis sicili. ai is sityvebic: `RvTis jariskacebi
momeaxlnen wasayvanad~... guldagul cdilobda sakuTar crurwmenasa da
santimentalobasTan brZolas, magram yovelgvari brZola fizikurad autaneli
Seiqna. `saukunis dasasrulis~ borotma demonma marTlac daTrguna igi. uneblie
Suri igrZno Sua saukuneTa adamianebis mimarT, romlebic RvTis imediT
suldgmulobdnen. RvTis rwmena, RvTis TayvanebiT suldgmuloba mas aRar SeeZlo.
Tumdac im RvTisa, Jan koktos rom swamda.
 damarcxeba

kalmiani xeli uTrTOda. nerwyvma umweo bavSviviT dauwyo dena. goneba nTeli
hqonda mxolod gamoRviZebis Semdeg, daZinebas ki uamravi veronaliT axerxebda. da
gonebasac sul naxevari an erTi saaTiT Tu ubrundeboda Cveuli Zala. auwyvel da
amouxapav sibneleSi miizlazneboda dro. TiTqos wvril maxvilze iyo
dayrdnobili, romelsac alesili piri gadastexoda.

ivnisi, 1927w.