gvmy` ivbv

RvZ‡Mv¶zi
KvRx Av‡bvqvi †nv‡mb

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GK cj‡Ki R‡b¨ †PvL †g‡j cÖ_‡gB kKzbUv‡K †`L‡Z †cj
gvmy` ivbv, AvKv‡k Wvbv †g‡j Do‡Q, j¤^v Mjv AviI j¤^v
K‡i †jvjyc`„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q †evSvi †Póv Ki‡Q m¤¢ve¨ †LvivK
wn‡m‡e I‡K we‡ePbv Kiv hvq wKbv| †iv‡` †PvL auvwa‡q
hvIqvq cvZv eÜ K‡i †d‡j‡Q, ZviciI kKzbUvi Kv‡jv
AvK…wZ †`L‡Z cv‡”Q I| gy‡Li †fZi cyiv‡bv KvM‡Ri KUz
¯^v`, Kv‡b A¯úó fbfb ¸Äb| wRf Am¤¢e †gvUv jvM‡Q,
ïwK‡q LoL‡o n‡q †M‡Q †VuvU| fq-fq Ki‡Q Ii| weg~p I
nZf¤^| GB RvqMvUv †Kv_vq I Rv‡b bv| wK Kvi‡Y GLv‡b
Gfv‡e c‡o i‡q‡Q ZvI eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv| G †Zv †`LwQ fvwi
gykwKj, wKQy g‡b co‡Q bv †Kb!
Gevi GKUz GKUz K‡i, D¾¡jZv mB‡q wb‡q †PvL †gjj
I| gv_vi GKcv‡k m~h©| gwY †Nviv‡”Q ivbv| Av‡Q, kKzbUv
Av‡Q| GUv GKUv R½j| GKUz `~‡i cÖPzi MvQ| I c‡o i‡q‡Q
Nb GKUv †Sv‡ci Mv‡q| †fuvZv, fbfb AvIqvRUv GLbI
evR‡Q Kv‡b| Gevi †PvL bq, Nvo †divj| Ii KvQ †_‡K cÖvq
wÎk MR `~‡i c‡o i‡q‡Q cÖvq-weaŸ¯— †QvU GKUv †c−b|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 1
RvqMvUv duvKv, ZvB ïK‡bv †Sv‡c Av¸b jv‡Mwb| GK cj‡K
me g‡b c‡o †Mj ivbvi| Uz-wmUvi †mmbv wb‡g©N AvKvk
†_‡K AvnZ CM‡ji gZ L‡m c‡owQj| gvwUi m‡½ msN‡l©i
mgq †c−bUv †_‡K wQU‡K c‡o Ii kixi| m‡½ m‡½ Av¸b
a‡i hvq †mmbvq, nvgv¸wo w`‡q †jwjnvb wkLv¸‡jvi bvMvj
†_‡K `~‡i m‡i Av‡m I| GLbI IUv †_‡K GKUz GKUz †auvqv
†ei“‡”Q|
fw½Uv AvoóÑ`uv‡Z `uvZ †P‡c e¨_v mn¨ Ki‡QÑD‡V emj
ivbv| UªvDRvi wQu‡o †M‡Q, Di“‡Z ïK‡bv gvwU †j‡M i‡q‡Q|
Mv‡qi kvU©Uv GLb K‡qK dvwj Kvco gvÎ, evZv‡m Do‡Q|
Kcv‡j nvZ †i‡L †iv` †VKvj, PvicvkUv Av‡iKevi fvj K‡i
†`‡L wb‡”Q| Mfxi R½j, Zv‡Z †Kvb m‡›`n †bB| Z‡e meyR
Nvm †gvov duvKv RvqMvq i‡q‡Q I, GKUv †Sv‡ci Mv‡q| bv,
mf¨Zvi †Kvb wPý †Pv‡L co‡Q bv|
mvg‡b w`‡q mu¨vr K‡i Doš— QvqvUv P‡j †h‡ZB Avevi
AvKv‡k ZvKvj ivbv| kKzbUv‡K †`‡L Gevi eÜz Rywjqvm
KvBRvi Ii‡d Ryjnvm Kvqmv‡ii K_v g‡b c‡o †Mj Ii|
I‡K R¨vš— †`Lvi ciI wK‡mi Avkvq GLbI P°i w`‡”Q
IUv? GKUv wKQy Ag½j Avk¼v K‡i ivbvi eyKUv Qu¨vr K‡i
DVj|
weiw³Ki AvIqvRUv Av‡Mi †P‡q †Rvivj jvM‡Q Kv‡b;
GZ¶‡Y Dcjwä Kij, kãUv Avm‡j Ii gv_vi †fZi n‡”Q
bvцf‡m Avm‡Q AKz¯’‡ji AviI KvQvKvwQ †Kv_vI †_‡K|
GKSuvK gvwQ fb-fb Ki‡Q|
weaŸ¯— †mmbv‡K †Kvb iK‡g †Pbv hv‡”Q| IB †c−‡b
2 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
Kvqmvi wQj| †m-B Pvjvw”Qj IUv| aŸsm¯Z‚‡ci †Kv_vI
Zv‡K †`Lv hv‡”Q bv|
`uvov‡Z wM‡q c‡o hvevi Dcµg Kij ivbv| cv Uj‡Q|
mviv kix‡i e¨_v| Z‡e †bnvZB fv‡M¨i †Rv‡i gvbyl †c−b
A¨vw·‡W‡›U euv‡P| Avi wKQy †jv‡Ki fvM¨ wPiKvjB evwK
mevi †P‡q fvj| Avðh©, Ii GKUv nvoI fv‡Owb| evg evûi
j¤^v ¶ZUv GiBg‡a¨ ïKv‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q| weaŸ¯— †mmbvi
w`‡K GK`„‡ó ZvwK‡q Av‡Q I| Kvqmvi‡K Lyu‡R †ei Ki‡Z
n‡e| †`L‡Z n‡e †m †eu‡P Av‡Q wK bv|
†c−bUvi Kv‡Q †nu‡U Avmvq gvwQi fb-fb AvIqvRUv eo
†ewk wei³ Ki‡Q ivbv‡K| Szu‡K KKwc‡Ui †fZi ZvKv‡Z
PvB‡Q I| wK †`L‡Z n‡e Rv‡b bv, ey‡Ki †fZiUv aK-aK
Ki‡Q| wKš‘ bv, KKwc‡U Ii eÜz Kvqmvi †bB| Zj‡c‡Ui
†fZiUv Lvwj-Lvwj jvM‡Q| axi cv‡q †nu‡U aŸsm¯Z‚‡ci
mvg‡b P‡j Avm‡Q fvOv Wvbv Avi †Zveov‡bv wdDwRjvR‡K
cvk KvwU‡q| nVvr w¯’i n‡q †Mj ivbv|
cÖvq `k MR `~‡i i³v³, †_uZjv‡bv gvs‡mi GKUv †eXc
¯Z‚c‡K Kvqmvi e‡j wPb‡Z †c‡i‡Q I| Ii gZ †m-I wQU‡K
`~‡i c‡owQj, Z‡e †c−bUv Ii nvo ¸u‡ov Avi gvsm wQu‡o
†bqvi Av‡M bq| Zvi Kcvj Avi bvK-gyL DBÛkx‡ìi av°vq
Lywji †fZi †muwa‡q †M‡Q| NvoUvI †f‡O †M‡Q| Kvco-
†Pvco kZ wQbœ, mviv Mv‡q ïwK‡q †KK n‡q †M‡Q i³| eo
AvKv‡ii GK`j eªvwRwjqvb gvwQ Kgjv i‡Oi dvUj, dz‡Uv
BZ¨vw` w`‡q †fZ‡i XyK‡Q, evwKiv jvkUv‡K wN‡i weiwZnxb
Do‡Q| ewg cvIqvq Nyi‡Z hv‡e, duvKv RvqMvi wKbvivq
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 3
†Sv‡ci †fZi wKQy GKUv b‡o IVvq w¯’i n‡q _vKj| jv‡ki
wcQ‡bi IB †Svc †_‡K AZ¨š— fxi“ fw½ wb‡q †ewi‡q G‡jv
GKUv nv‡qbv; †PvLv‡PvwL n‡Z Ab¨w`‡K ZvKvj, †hb j¾v
cv‡”Q, A_P KuvPv gvs‡mi MÜ †c‡q nuv Kiv gy‡Li evB‡i
†ei“‡bv wRf †_‡K jvjv Si‡Q Uc-Uc K‡i, GK Bw GK
Bw K‡i GwM‡q AvmvUvI _v‡gwb|
AwfÁ wkKvix, GmeB Avm‡j nv‡qbvUvi Awfbq| †m
Rvb‡Z Pvq R¨vš— †jvKUv I‡K evav †`‡e wK bv| w`‡j A¯¿Uv
wK n‡e?
ivbv Gw`K Iw`K ZvKv‡”Q, †`‡LB nv‡qbv ey‡S wbj I
wbi¯¿| Zvici hv NUj, †Pv‡Li cj‡K| mvgvb¨ `~iZ¡ GK
wb‡g‡l cvi n‡jv nv‡qbv, jv‡ki GKUv cvk Kvg‡o a‡i gv_v
SuvwK‡q wQu‡o wbj|
ÔGB fvM! hv!Õ Lvwj nv‡ZB †Z‡o †Mj ivbv, Z‡e
Av¸bUv‡K cvk KvUvevi mgq R¡jš— GKUv Wvj †`L‡Z †c‡q
Zz‡j wbj, Qyu‡o gvij Rv‡bvqviUvi w`‡K| †Sv‡ci GK w`K
w`‡q Xy‡K Av‡iK w`K w`‡q †ewi‡q Qy‡U cvjvj †mUv, gy‡L
Kvqmv‡ii GK UzK‡iv gvsm wb‡q|
†eXc ¯Z‚cUvi w`‡K Avevi ZvKvj ivbv| Kvqmvi‡K
Gfv‡e †d‡j †i‡L †h‡Z Kó n‡e Ii| GB A‡Pbv R½‡j
Kei †Luvovi R‡b¨ †Kv_vq †Kv`vj cv‡e I| bvn&, jvkUv‡K
†cvKvgvKo Avi †kqvj-kKz‡bi †LvivK wn‡m‡e †d‡j †i‡L
hvIqv Qvov Dcvq †bB| ZviciI wK‡mi Avkvq †K ej‡e
weaŸ¯— †c−bUvi Avkcv‡k Nyi-Nyi Ki‡Q I| wKQy nq‡Zv
LyuR‡Q|
4 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
wPš—v Ki‡Q ivbv| †kl ch©š— Kvqmv‡ii aviYvUvB mwZ¨
cÖgvwYZ n‡jv| Zv‡K Iiv wVKB my‡hvM ˆZwi K‡i wb‡q a‡i‡Q,
A_©vr †g‡i †d‡j‡Q| ïay ZvB bq, Kvqmv‡ii m‡½ ivbv‡KI
cÖvq Lyb K‡i †d‡jwQj| ej‡Z n‡e †mªd fv‡M¨i †Rv‡i Aš—Z
GLb ch©š— †eu‡P Av‡Q I| Z‡e fv‡M¨i me‡P‡q eo cix¶vUv
m¤¢eZ GKUz ci mvg‡bB| Avw`evmx‡`i GjvKv †_‡K envj
Zweq‡Z mf¨ RM‡Z wd‡i hvIqv eo KwVb KvR|
LyuR‡j nq‡Zv mwZ¨ meB cvIqv hvq| Aš—Z G‡¶‡Î ivbvi
†ejvq mwZ¨ cvIqv †Mj B¯úv‡Zi GKUv iW, WMvi w`KUv
P¨vÞv I avivj| Nvm †gvov gvwU Lye big| G-I fv‡M¨i
mnvqZv, ZvQvov Avi wK ejv hvq| cv_y‡i gvwU n‡j K¬vš— ivbv
KeiUv Lyuo‡Z cviZ wKbv m‡›`n|
gvwU Lyuo‡Q ivbv, Avi fve‡Q| cuvP nvRvi dzU Ic‡i,
m¨veUvR-Gi wkKvi †mmbvi GwÄb LK LK Kvk‡Z ïi“ Kivi
wVK Av‡M, K_vq K_vq Kvqmvi ejwQj wKQy¶‡Yi g‡a¨ Iiv
GKUv †QvÆ MÖv‡gi Ici w`‡q D‡o hv‡e| Zvi †mB K_v †_‡K
ivbv Av›`vR Ki‡Q, MÖvgUv Aš—Z cuwPk †_‡K wÎk gvBj Dˇi
n‡e| cvwb I A¯¿ Qvov ILv‡b †cuŠQv‡bvi m¤¢vebv AZ¨š— ¶xY|
nq Rsjx Avw`evmx, bq‡Zv wnsmª †Kvb Rv‡bvqv‡ii †c‡U P‡j
hvevi Avk¼vB cÖej|
`ycyi GKUvq, GK bvMv‡o †`o NÈv gvwU †Luvovi ci,
h‡_ó Mfxi GKUv Kei ˆZwi Kiv m¤¢e n‡jv| Mv‡qi †Quov
kvU© Ly‡j jvkUv‡K †Kvb iK‡g Rovj I, Zvici cÖvq ey‡K
Rwo‡q a‡i Ke‡ii wb‡P bvgvj|
eÜz‡K gvwU Pvcv †`qvi ci LvwbKUv †nu‡U G‡m cÖvq Ii
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 5
mgvb DuPz GKUv DBwXwei Mv‡q †njvb w`‡q emj ivbv| gvÎ
wZb w`b Av‡M eªvwR‡ji eªvwRwjqv kn‡i GK Pxbv †i‡¯—viuvq
Ryjnvm Kvqmv‡ii m‡½ †`Lv nq Ii| evBkZjv DuPz †U‡i‡m
e‡m m‡Ü jvMvi gyn~‡Z© kniUv‡K Av‡jvKgvjvq †m‡R DV‡Z
†`LwQj I, GBmgq Ii †Uwe‡ji cv‡k G‡m `uvovj Kvqmvi|
Ôivbv! †`v¯&—, ZzB?Õ my`k©b MÖxK †Pnvivq GKvav‡i we¯§q I
Avb‡›`i nvwm dzU‡Q| Kvqmv‡ii †PvL `y‡Uv ïay D¾¡j bq,
`„wó GZ Zx¶è †hb gv_vi †fZiKvi mg¯— †Mvcb Z_¨ †R‡b
wb‡”Q| gv_v fwZ© †KuvKov Pzj, bv AuvPov‡jI my›`i GKUv
AvK…wZ‡Z mvRv‡bv _v‡K|
Ônu¨v-‡i, kvjv, Avwg,Õ e‡j †Pqvi Qvoj ivbv, eÜz‡K
Avwj½b Kij| ÔwKš‘ ZzB eªvwR‡j wK KiwQm?Õ
Kvqmv‡ii nvwm wb‡f †Mj| GB cÖ_g †Lqvj Kij ivbv,
eÜzi †Pv‡Li wb‡P Kvwj R‡g‡Q| †klevi Zv‡K K‡e †`‡L‡Q
¯§iY Kij I| GB †Zv gvÎ `yÕeQi Av‡Mi K_v| c¨v‡j÷vBb
wjev‡ikb d«›U-Gi ¸i“Z¡c~Y© GKUv `wjj Pzwi K‡i cvjvevi
c‡_ G‡_‡Ý jywK‡q wQj weªwUk wm‡µU mvwf©‡mi GK G‡R›U|
Bqvwmi Avivdv‡Zi †nW‡KvqvU©vi †_‡K †mUv D×vi Kivi
Aby‡iva †c‡q wec‡`B c‡o hvq ivbv G‡RwÝ, KviY weªwUk
wm‡µU mvwf©‡mi Pxd wg÷vi gviwfb js‡d‡jv ivbv‡K †hgb
†mœn K‡ib, I-I †Zgwb f`ª‡jvK‡K cÖvc¨ kª×v †_‡K KLbI
ewÂZ K‡i bv| ZvQvov, AvbAwdwkqvwj ivbv weªwUk wm‡µU
mvwf©‡mi GKRb A‰eZwbK Dc‡`óvI e‡U| GiKg GKUv
cwiw¯’wZ‡Z weGmGm-Gi †KvbI G‡R›U‡K Kvey K‡i
WKz‡g›UUv wQwb‡q †bqv ivbv G‡RwÝi R‡b¨ †ek weeªZKi|
6 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
mgm¨vUvi K_v ZLb Kvqmvi‡K Rvbvq ivbv| ciw`b Kvqmvi
†mB WKz‡g›UUv Ii nv‡Z Zz‡j †`q| wKfv‡e wK K‡i‡Q,
wR‡Ám Kiv m‡Ë¡I wKQy e‡jwb; ïay e‡jwQj, Ô†Zvi †`qv
†Uªwbs Kv‡R jvMj, GUzKz †R‡bB Lywk _vK, †`v¯—|Õ
GB †Uªwb‡Oi e¨vcviUv N‡U GB NUbvi AviI wZb eQi
Av‡M|
†m-mgq wewmAvB Pxd ivnvZ Lvb Zuvi mwµq I wbw®Œq
mKj G‡R‡›Ui R‡b¨ Rvb©vwjR‡g nv‡Z-Kj‡g †Uªwbs †bqvUv‡K
eva¨Zvg~jK K‡iwQ‡jb| Gi wcQ‡b Zuvi hyw³ wQj, GKRb
¯úvB-Gi R‡b¨ me‡P‡q Av`k© Kvfvi n‡”Q wgwWqv wi‡cvU©vi|
hvB †nvK, jÛ‡b wZb gv‡mi GKUv †Kvm© Kgwc−U Kivi ci
ivbv‡K MÖx‡mi ivRavbx G‡_‡Ý cvVv‡bv nq †mLvbKvi Bs‡iwR
ˆ`wbK Ôgwb©s ÷viÕ-Gi mvsevw`K Rywjqvm KvBRv‡ii m‡½
†_‡K nv‡Z-Kj‡g KvR †kLvi R‡b¨| †mB †_‡K `yÕR‡bi
cwiPq I NwbôZv|
ivbv G‡Rw݇Z Dchy³ †jvK wb‡qvM Kivi Rb¨ mviv
`ywbqv P‡l evQvB Kiv nq wKQy Zi“Y‡K; G‡`i‡K DËxY© n‡Z
nq ˆbwZKZv, AvbyMZ¨, wek¦¯—Zv, †gav, Aa¨emvq I wbôv mn
AviI A‡bK KwVb me cix¶vq| GB KvR mviv eQi a‡i
Pj‡ZB _v‡K, d‡j evQvB Kiv Zi“Y‡`i ZvwjKv †h nv‡i j¤^v
nq d¨vwmwjwUi Afv‡e †m nv‡i Zv‡`i‡K †Uªwbs †`qv m¤¢e nq
bv| Rywjqvm KvBRvi wQj cix¶vq DËxY© †mB Zi“Y‡`i
GKRb| Rvb©vwjR‡gi Ici nv‡Z-Kj‡g wZb gvm KvR †kLvi
ci wbD Bq‡K© P‡j hvq ivbv, m‡½ K‡i wb‡q hvq Rywjqvm
KvBRvi‡KI| ILv‡b ivbv wb‡R Zv‡K GKUv kU© †Kvm© †Uªwbs
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 7
Kgwc−U Kivq| Z‡e `yÕR‡bB Iiv RvbZ †h GB kU© †Kvm©
ivbv G‡Rw݇Z wbqwgZ KvR Kivi QvocÎ bq| Z‡e g~j
†Uªwbs †Kvm© Kivi R‡b¨ hLb WvK co‡e, GB †Kvm©Uv ZLb
Lye Kv‡R jvM‡e Kvqmv‡ii, GK eQ‡ii †Uªwbs wZb gv‡m †kl
Ki‡Z cvi‡e †m|
Rywjqvm KvBRvi GKRb MÖxK, Z‡e †m Zvi wLª÷vb ag©
Z¨vM K‡i gymjgvb nq KviI Øviv cÖ‡ivwPZ bv n‡qB, †mB
m‡½ wb‡Ri bvgI LvwbKUv cv‡ë †bqÑRywjqvm KvBRvi nq
Ryjnvm Kvqmvi|
eÜzi nvZ a‡i Lvwj GKUv †Pqv‡i emvj ivbv, wPrKvi K‡i
WvKj, ÔI‡qUvi!Õ GK Pxbv Zi“Y Qy‡U Gj| wWbv‡ii j¤^v
AW©vi w`j ivbv, Kvqmvi wKQy ej‡Z hv‡”Q †`‡L nvZ Zz‡j
_vwg‡q w`‡q ejj, ÔA‡bKw`b ci †`Lv, Kv‡RB mn‡R Qvov
cvw”Qm bv|Õ nvZ `y‡Uv GK K‡i Nlj evi K‡qK| ÔZvici
ej| †Kgb AvwQm?Õ
Ôbv-‡i, †`v¯—, fvj †bB,Õ ¤−vb †n‡m ejj Kvqmvi| ÔAvwg
Lye wec‡`i g‡a¨ AvwQ|Õ
Ô†Kb? wK N‡U‡Q?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
Kuva SuvKvj Kvqmvi| wKQy ejj bv|
ÔAvwg †Kvb mvnv‡h¨ Avme?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ôe¨vcviUv wmwiqvm,Õ ejj Kvqmvi| ÔZ‡e Avevi GZ
wmwiqvm bq †h †Zvi ev Avi KviI mvnvh¨ PvB‡Z n‡e|
wec`Uv †`Lv †`qvi ci †Zvi K_v Avgvi g‡b n‡q‡Q, wKš‘
†hvMv‡hvM Kivi cÖ‡qvRb †eva KwiwbÑKviY wb‡Ri Ici
wek¦vm Av‡Q Avgvi...Õ
8 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
ÔGKvš— e¨w³MZ bv n‡j wec`Uv wVK wK iK‡gi, ej& bv
Avgv‡K|Õ
Ôbv, gv‡b, ej‡Z AvcwË †bB,Õ BZ¯—Z Ki‡Q Kvqmvi|
Ôe¨vcviUv e¨w³MZ wKQyI bq| wVK Av‡Q, †kvb Zvn‡jцKD
GKRb Avgv‡K Lyb Ki‡Z PvB‡Q|Õ
Kvqmv‡ii gy‡Li w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vKj ivbv| ÔwVK Rvwbm?
cy‡ivcywi wbwðZ n‡q ejwQm K_vUv?Õ
¶xY nvwm †`Lv †Mj Kvqmv‡ii gy‡L| Ônvb‡WªW cv‡m©›U
wbwðZ nIqv wK m¤¢e? G‡_‡Ý ivB‡d‡ji GKUv ey‡jU Avgvi
Awd‡m Rvbvjvi KuvP fvOj, gvÎ K‡qK BwÂi R‡b¨ Avgvi
gv_vq jv‡Mwbцm Kvgivq ZLb GKvB wQjvg Avwg| cwÎKvi
GKUv A¨vmvBb‡g›U wb‡q Zvovû‡ov K‡i eªvwRwjqvq P‡j
Avm‡Z n‡jv| wKš‘ GLv‡bI, gvÎ `yÕw`b Av‡M, wm‡qiv
AvKvcvKz †iv‡W GKUv gvwm©wWR Pvcv w`‡Z †Póv Kij
Avgv‡K| GeviI GKUzi R‡b¨ †eu‡P †MwQ| Avðh© wK Rvwbm,
gvwm©wW‡Ri WªvBfvi‡K Av‡MI †`‡LwQ Avwg ÑG‡_‡Ý|Õ
Ô†jvKUvi cwiPq Rvwbm?Õ
Ôbv,Õ gv_v †b‡o ejj Kvqmvi| ÔZv‡K Avwg †Kv‡jvmm
wewìs †_‡K B`vbxs †ewi‡q Avm‡Z †`‡LwQ| wewìsUvi Ici
bRi ivLwQjvg...,Õ nVvr †_‡g ivbv‡K †m wR‡Ám Kij,
Ô†Kv‡jvmm jvBÝ-Gi bvg †Zv ï‡bwQm?Õ
ÔGKUv A‡qj U¨vsKvi †Kv¤úvwb|Õ
Ônu¨v| `ywbqvi me‡P‡q eo U¨vsKvi jvBb| Avgvi †`‡ki
GKRb †jvK, gv‡b GKRb MÖxKB IUvi gvwjK| Wvdz
mvjRybvm|Õ
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 9
 ÔAv‡i, Wvdz mvjRybv‡mi bvg †K bv ï‡b‡Q| eo gv‡ci
gvbyl| mvgvb¨ bvweK †_‡K wewjI‡bqvi n‡q‡Qb| wPiKvjB
cÖPvi wegyL| Ggb wbR©bZvwcÖq I wbf„ZPvix cyi“l `ywbqvq
Avi wØZxqwU Av‡Q wKbv m‡›`n| Lye Kg †jvKB bvwK Zuv‡K
†`‡L‡Q| Z‡e ivbv G‡RwÝi nvW©wW‡¯‹ Zuvi d‡Uv †`‡LwQ
Avwg|Õ
Ônu¨v|Õ gv_v SuvKvj Kvqmvi| ÔnVvr eQi `‡kK Av‡M
cvewjK jvBd †_‡K wb‡R‡K ¸wU‡q †bb mvjRybvm, ZLb Zuvi
eqm wQj Pwj−‡ki KvQvKvwQ| hvB †nvK, †Kv‡jvmm wewìsUv
Kbw÷wUDkb c−vRvq| g‡b Kiv nq IB wewì‡OiB †c›UnvD‡m
Zuvi cÖvq meUzKz mgq Kv‡U, e¨emv-evwYR¨ hv †`Lv‡kvbv
K‡ib me ILvb †_‡KB| Z‡e cÖvq †KDB Zuvi m‡½
e¨w³MZfv‡e †`Lv Ki‡Z cv‡i bv| †hvMv‡hvM nq Nwbô
Kg©Pvix‡`i gva¨‡g|Õ
ÔLye †ewk abx nevi ci Kvi wK iKg cÖwZwµqv n‡e ejv
gykwKj,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwKš‘ Wvdz mvjRybv‡mi m‡½ †Zvi GB
wec‡`i wK m¤úK©?Õ
eo K‡i k¦vm wb‡q ax‡i ax‡i Qvoj Kvqmvi| ÔGB ai gvm
Q‡qK Av‡M †_‡K mvjRybv‡mi AvPiY e`jv‡Z ïi“ K‡i|
e¨vcviUv GKv ïay Avgv‡K bq, eû mvsevw`K‡KB †KŠZ‚njx
K‡i †Zv‡j, KviY cvVK‡`i Kv‡Q Wvdz mvjRybvm AZ¨š— wcÖq
I D‡ËRK GKUv mve‡R±|Õ
ÔAvmj K_vq Avq| AvPiY e`jv‡Z ïi“ K‡iÑgv‡b?Õ
ÔivRbxwZ m¤ú‡K© mvjRybvm KL‡bvB †Kvb iKg AvMÖn
†`Lvbwb,Õ ejj Kvqmvi| ÔwKš‘ nVvr †`Lv †Mj G‡_‡Ýi
10 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
wbe©vwPZ miKv‡ii wei“‡× wgwWqv‡Z wbqwgZ wee„wZ cvVv‡”Qb
wZwb| †m-me wee„wZ‡Z Awf‡hvM Kiv n‡jv, gš¿xmfvi mKj
m`m¨, GgbwK cÖavbgš¿xI, `ybx©wZ‡Z AvKÉ Wy‡e Av‡Qb| ïay
ZvB bq, wKQy K‡b©j I †Rbv‡i‡ji wei“‡×I bvbvb Awf‡hvM
Zz‡j‡Qb wZwb| Zuvi AwfgZ n‡jvÑMÖx‡m GKUv wec−e `iKvi,
Zv bv n‡j kvwš— ev mg„w× †KvbUvB mvaviY RbM‡Yi Kcv‡j
RyU‡e bv| f`ª‡jvK Avfv‡m †hb ej‡Z PvB‡Qb, MÖx‡m GLb
GKUv mvgwiK Afy¨Ìvb LyeB `iKvi|Õ
ÔivRbxwZ m¤ú‡K© †h-†KD AvMÖnx n‡Z cv‡i,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔGi g‡a¨ †`v‡li wKQy †bB|Õ
ÔwKš‘ Avgvi †Pv‡L †`vl aiv coj,Õ ejj Kvqmvi| Ô†`Lv
†Mj K‡b©j Avi †Rbv‡ij‡`i wei“‡× wee„wZ w`‡j wK n‡e,
mvjRybv‡mi †c›UnvD‡m Ab¨ GK`j K‡b©j, weª‡MwWqvi Avi
†jd‡Ub¨v›U †Rbv‡ij Avmv-hvIqv ïi“ K‡i‡Qb| wKš‘
mvjRybv‡mi m‡½ wK wel‡q Avjvc n‡jv, mvsevw`K‡`i G-
cÖ‡kœi DËi w`‡Z †KD Zuviv ivwR bb| Gw`‡K ivRavbx‡Z
GKUv ¸Re Qwo‡q coj, Nyl‡Lvi wKQy mvgwiK Awdmv‡ii
mvnvh¨ wb‡q mvjRybvm GKUv cÖvB‡fU †mbvevwnbx M‡o
Zzj‡Qb DËi MÖx‡m we‡klfv‡e ˆZwi GKUv K¨v¤ú, Avi
gvB‡Kv‡bvm bv‡g GK Øx‡c|
ÔZvici, m¤cÖwZ, †Rbv‡ij cqUvivm wb‡LuvR n‡q
†M‡jb| mvjRybvm-Gi mg_©K GKUv RvZxq cwÎKv wi‡cvU©
Qvcj, †evU wb‡q cÖ‡gv`åg‡Yi mgq †j‡K Wy‡e gviv †M‡Qb
cqUvivm| wKš‘ Zuvi jvk †KD Lyu‡R †cj bv| Gw`‡K
mvjRybvm e¨vcK cÖPviYv ïi“ K‡i w`‡q‡Qb, †Rbv‡ij
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 11
cqUviv‡mi RvqMvq Zuvi cQ‡›`i †jvK †Rbv‡ij n¨vwi
KvDwim‡K hv‡Z c‡`vbœwZ †`qv nq| A_P mevB Rv‡b
†Rbv‡ij KvDwim GKRb d¨vwm÷| miKvi †Rbv‡ij
KvDwim‡K †cÖwm‡W‡›Ui Dc‡`óv KwgwU‡Z Pvq bv, wKš‘
wbe©vwPZ kvwš—wcÖq †bZviv mvjRybvm‡K fq cv‡”Qb, KviY
†mbvevwnbx‡Z Zuvi f³ Awdmviiv msL¨vq Kg bq|Õ
ÔRwUj GKUv cwiw¯’wZ,Õ ¯^xKvi Kij ivbv| ÔZ‡e †Zvi wK
g‡b n‡”Q, e¨emv †Q‡o ¶gZvi †jv‡f i³v³ GKUv wec−e
NUv‡Z PvB‡Qb mvjRybvm?Õ
Ônq‡Zv| Z‡e Ab¨ wKQyi m¤¢vebvI Av‡Q| Avgiv,
mvsevw`Kiv, †Kv‡jvmm wewì‡Oi †c›UnvD‡m bZzb wKQy
†jvK‡K Avmv-hvIqv Ki‡Z †`L‡Z cvw”Q| Wvdz mvjRybvm
Aek¨ GLbI Av‡Mi gZB wb‡R‡K jywK‡q †i‡L‡Qb| bZzb
†jvKR‡bi g‡a¨ GKRb‡K Avwg wPb‡Z †c‡iwQ, bvg ej‡j
ZzB-I wPbwe| GKRb MÖxK-Av‡gwiKvb, AvKvwW©qv gviKvm|Õ
ivbvi †PvL mvgvb¨ mi“ n‡jv| ÔgviKvm G‡_‡Ý?Õ weoweo
Kij| ÔmvjRybvm‡K m½ w`‡”Q?Õ
Ô†`‡L †Zv ZvB g‡b n‡”Q, hw` bv...Õ
Ôhw` bv wK?Õ
Kuva SuvKvj Kvqmvi| ÔmvjRybv‡mi mv¤cÖwZK we`Ny‡U
KxwZ©Kjvc Zuvi Pwi‡Îi m‡½ G‡Kev‡iB wgj‡Q bv, ZvB
fvewQ I¸‡jvi Drm nq‡Zv wZwb bvI n‡Z cv‡ib|Õ
ÔmvjRybvm mvgªvR¨ †e`Lj n‡q †M‡Q ej‡Z Pvm? bZzb
mgªv‡Ui bvg AvKvwW©qv gviKvm?Õ
ÔAm¤¢e wK? Avwg ej‡Z PvBwQ, nq‡Zv GiBg‡a¨ GKUv
12 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
†QvULvU Kz¨ N‡U †M‡QÑPzwcmv‡i| mvjRybvm †h gvÎvq
†MvcbxqZv cQ›` K‡ib Avi mg¯— KvR †jvKRb‡`i w`‡q
Kivb, Zuv‡K e›`x ev Lyb K‡i †KD hw` Zuvi bv‡g me wKQy
Acv‡iU K‡i, †mUv RvbvRvwb nevi m¤¢vebv LyeB Kg, Aš—Z
†ek wKQy w`b| GB my‡hv‡M Zuvi UvKv mwi‡q †djvI †mvRv|
wVK GB K_v¸‡jvB Avwg Avgv‡`i cwÎKvi m¤úv`Kxq‡Z
wj‡LwQjvg| †jLvUv Qvcv nevi `yÕw`b ciB ¸wj Kiv nq
Avgv‡K|Õ
`yÕRb‡KB Pzc K‡i _vK‡Z n‡jv, I‡qUvi †Uwe‡j wWbvi
cwi‡ekb Ki‡Q| weiwZi GB mgqUv AvKvwW©qv gviKv‡mi
K_v fve‡Q ivbv| Zvi dvBj Ii cov Av‡Q| Abvqv‡mB Zv‡K
ivû ejv hvq, KviY c‡ii ab MÖvm KivUvB Zvi †ckv| K‡jR
Rxeb †K‡U‡Q B‡qj-G, ZLb wQj KwgDwbRg I me©nviv‡`i
c‡¶, nv‡Z ˆZwi †evgv dvwU‡q ey‡R©vqv‡`i fq †`LvZ|
†jLvcov †kl K‡i GKUv mš¿vmx MÖ“c MVb K‡i †m, MÖx‡mi
MÖv‡g MÖv‡g WvKvwZ K‡i †eovq cuvP eQi| aiv covq gvgjv
P‡j, nvRZ †_‡K cvwj‡q †`k †Q‡o eªvwR‡j P‡j hvq|
†hfv‡eB †nvK, eªvwR‡ji bvMwiKZ¡ cvq gviKvm| cÖ_g K‡qK
eQi †KD †UiB cvqwb eªvwR‡ji eo eo kni¸‡jvq wK Kv‡R
Avmv-hvIqv K‡i †m| ax‡i ax‡i AvÛviMÖvD‡Û ¸ReUv
QovjÑAvKvwW©qv gviKvm Pzw³‡Z gvbyl Lyb K‡i|
wKQyw`b cici †ckvi aib e`jvq gviKvm| eªvwR‡j ZLb
wi‡qj G‡÷U e¨emv Zz‡½| e¨emvqxiv ¸Êv cyl‡Q A‡b¨i Rwg
`Lj Kivi R‡b¨| GiKg `yÕPviRb e¨emvqx‡K Lyb K‡i
gviKvm cÖ_‡g AvZ¼ m„wó Kij, Zvici `jej wb‡q gv‡V
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 13
bvgj e¨emvqx‡`i Rwg Rei `Lj Kivi Kv‡R| eªvwRj cywjm
Zv‡K Qqevi †MÖdZvi Ki‡jI cÖgv‡Yi Afv‡e cÖwZevi †KvU©
†_‡K Qvov †c‡q hvq †m| Z‡e A‡b‡KiB m‡›`n, cywjm
Awdmvi, ivRbxwZK, gš¿x I wePviK‡`i †KvwU †KvwU gvwK©b
Wjvi Nyl w`‡q wb‡R‡K gy³ †i‡L‡Q gviKvm| †m bvwK Zvi
eÜz‡`i `ytL K‡i e‡j, Ôhv KvgvB me †Zv Nyl w`‡ZB †ewi‡q
hvq, wb‡Ri R‡b¨ cÖvq wKQyB _v‡K bv|Õ
GK GK K‡i me iKg Aciv‡aB nvZ cvwK‡q‡Q
AvKvwW©qv gviKvm| hy³iv‡óª Zvi cvVv‡bv †n‡ivBbB cwigv‡Y
me‡P‡q †ewk| j¨vwUb Av‡gwiKvi cÖvq me¸‡jv †`‡k Zvi
GKUv †bUIAK© KvR Ki‡QÑKvRUv n‡jv, ev”Pv †Q‡j‡g‡q
a‡i abx Avie iv󪸇jvq cvPvi Kiv|
wWbviUv cÖvq wbtk‡ãB mvij Iiv| I‡qUvi †Uwej cwi®‹vi
K‡i Kwd w`‡q †Mj|
ÔAvi IB †jvKUv?Õ GK mgq wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| Ô†h
†Zv‡K GLv‡b, eªvwRwjqvq Mvwo Pvcv †`qvi †Póv Kij?
G‡_‡Ýi †Kv‡jvmm †c›UnvDm †_‡K Zv‡K ZzB †ewi‡q Avm‡Z
†`‡LwQm?Õ
Ônu¨v, ivbv|Õ `yÕnv‡Zi †fZi †`kjvB †R¡‡j GKUv wmMv‡iU
aivj Kvqmvi| ÔcwÎKvi KvR †kl n‡Z Avi gvÎ GKw`b
evwK| Zvici †QvU †evb jvqjvi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z hve mvš—v
wd‡jv‡gbvq| Ii Kv‡Q Lye †ewk n‡j w`b `yB _vKe, Zvici
G‡_‡Ý wd‡i AvKvwW©qv gviKvm Avi mvjRybv‡mi wei“‡×
D‡Vc‡o jvMe Avevi...Õ
ÔGKv?Õ evav w`‡q Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
14 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
ÔAvcvZZ GKvB,Õ ejj Kvqmvi| ÔZ‡e ZzB GKUv wPwV
wj‡L w`we, cÖ‡qvRb n‡j hv‡Z ivbv G‡RwÝi G‡_Ý kvLvi
mvnvh¨ PvB‡jB †c‡Z cvwi|Õ
Ô¸W wWwmkb,Õ gv_v SuvwK‡q gš—e¨ Kij ivbv| ÔI‡`i m‡½
GKv †Zvi jvM‡Z hvIqvUv wVK n‡e bv|Õ
Ômviv¶Y †Zv wb‡Ri K_vB ejjvg, Gevi ej †Zvi wK
Lei?Õ nvwmgy‡L Rvb‡Z PvBj Kvqmvi| ÔeªvwR‡j wK, †eov‡Z?Õ
Ô†QvÆ GKUv Awdwkqvj Kv‡R G‡mwQ, †mUv †m‡i †dj‡Z
AvgviI Avi GKw`b jvM‡e,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZvici †eove|Õ
ÔZvn‡j Pj, Avgvi †ev‡bi evwo mvš—v wd‡jv‡gbv †_‡K
†ewo‡q Avmwe| †Zvi K_v I‡K GZ e‡jwQ, †Zvi ixwZgZ
f³B ej‡Z cvwim...Õ
GKUv nvZ Zzjj ivbv| Ômwi, †`v¯—| †QvU †ev‡bi m‡½
c‡i †Kvb GK mgq †`Lv Kiv hv‡e| Avm‡j, wimU© kni
†dvU©v‡jRvq Avgvi R‡b¨ GKRb A‡c¶v Ki‡Q| Avgvi
†cuŠQ‡Z †`wi n‡j P‡j hv‡e †m, GZB Awfgvbx...Õ
¤−vb GKUz †n‡m Kvqmvi ejj, Ô†m‡¶‡Î Avwg jvqjvi Kv‡Q
¯^xKviB Kie bv †h †Zvi m‡½ Avgvi †`Lv n‡qwQj| †kvb,
Awdm †_‡K Iiv †QvÆ GKUv †c−b w`‡q‡Q Avgv‡K| Avgvi m‡½
ZzB hw` mvš—v wd‡jv‡gbv ch©š— hvm, c_Uv Mí K‡i KvUv‡bv
hv‡e| †Zv‡K †Zv IB c‡_B †dvU©v‡jRv †h‡Z n‡e|Õ
cÖ¯—veUvq hyw³ Av‡Q, eÜzi Aby‡iva †g‡b wbj ivbv| ÔwVK
n¨vq, ZvB hve|Õ
`yÕw`b ci Uz-wmUvi †mmbvq P‡o iIbv n‡jv Iiv| Le‡ii
wcQ‡b cÖvqB †c−b wb‡q QyU‡Z nq Kvqmvi‡K, d‡j BwZg‡a¨
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 15
cvBjU wn‡m‡e ixwZgZ `¶ n‡q D‡V‡Q †m| eb-R½‡ji
Ici w`‡q †QvUvi mgq †c−bUv‡K h‡_ó wb‡P ivLj †m, eb¨
cÖvYx¸‡jv‡K hv‡Z †`Lv hvq|
mvš—v wd‡jv‡gbvi c‡_ A‡a©K `~iZ¡I †c‡ivqwb †mmbv,
†K‡k DVj GwÄb| cÖ_‡g ¸i“Z¡ w`j bv Kvqmvi| wKš‘ KvwkUv
AviI KK©k I `xN©¯’vqx n‡q DVj| †QvU K‡›Uªvj c¨v‡b‡ji
GUv-†mUv bvovPvov K‡i †Kv_vI †Kvb ΓwU †`L‡Z †cj bv
Kvqmvi| A_P cwiw¯’wZi AebwZ NU‡Q cÖwZ gyn~‡Z©| †mmbvi
L‡m cov †VKv‡bv hv‡”Q bv| Zvici P°i †L‡Z ïi“ Kij
†c−b|
nVvr MÖxK fvlvq Kv‡K †hb Mvwj w`j Kvqmvi, gyLUv
i³k~b¨ n‡q †M‡Q| K‡›Uªvj c¨v‡bj †Kvbfv‡e w¯’i ivLj †m,
SU& K‡i ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj| we›`y we›`y Nvg †`Lv hv‡”Q
†nW‡m‡Ui †fZi Kcv‡j| Ôdz‡qj M‡Ri KuvUv ÒdzjÓ-Gi
N‡i,Õ wPrKvi K‡i ejj ivbv‡K| ÔmKv‡j †hLv‡b wQj GLbI
†mLv‡bB i‡q‡Q, GK Pzj b‡owb KuvUv|Õ MR XvKv Kuv‡P Nywm
gvij †m, wKš‘ wKQyB NUj bv| F A¶‡ii Ici w¯’i n‡q
_vKj KuvUv|
ÔM¨vm †bB!Õ ivbvi Mjvq Awek¦vm| †h-†Kvb †c−‡bi
R‡b¨B GUv `ytmsev`|
Ôbv, GLbI LvwbKUv Av‡Q, Z‡e GLywb †kl n‡q hv‡e,Õ
ejj Kvqmvi, Avevi K‡›Uªvj c¨v‡b‡ji m‡½ hy× ïi“ K‡i
†mmbvi wbqš¿Y wd‡i cvevi †Póv Ki‡Q| Ôm¨veUvR Kiv
n‡q‡Q, ivbv| M‡Ri KuvUv IB cwRk‡b AvU‡K †`qv n‡q‡Q,
wKš‘ Avgiv iIbv nevi mgq U¨vsK¸‡jv cÖvq Lvwj wQj| GUv
16 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
Avgvi jvB‡di Ici Z…Zxq nvgjv| `ytL GB †h Avgvi m‡½
†Zv‡KI...Õ
ÔIn&, MW!Õ wdmwdm Kij ivbv| Ô†Kv_vI j¨vÛ Kiv‡bv
hvq bv?Õ
gv_v SuvKvj Kvqmvi| ÔAvkcv‡k †Kvb Gqviwdì †bB,
Z‡e duvKv gvV nq‡Zv cvIqv hv‡e| †c−bUv‡K M−vBW c¨vUv‡b©
ivL‡Z cvi‡j j¨vÛ Kiv‡Z cvie|Õ
Ô†K j¨vÛ Kiv‡eÑZzB bv Avwg?Õ
ÔAvwg,Õ ejj Kvqmvi| ÔZzB cÖv_©bv Ki| mwZ¨ Avwg Lye
`ytwLZ, †`v¯—|Õ fve †`‡L m‡›`n n‡jv †Ku‡`B bv †d‡j|
Ô`ytwLZ c‡i †nvm,Õ cÖvq ag‡K DVj ivbv| ÔAv‡M
†c−bUv‡K j¨vÛ Kiv|Õ c¨vivï‡Ui K_v wR‡ÁmB Kij bv|
Rv‡b †bB; ZvQvov mgq †Kv_vq! duvKv GKUv RvqMvi w`‡K
†MvËv †L‡q bvg‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q †mmbv|
msN‡l©i ci wK N‡U‡Q ivbvi g‡b †bB, ïay g‡b Av‡Q
Nv‡mi Ici w`‡q Mov‡Z ïi“ K‡i I, AvZ¥i¶vi mnRvZ
ZvwM‡` †c−bUvi KvQ †_‡K wb‡R‡K hZUv m¤¢e `~‡i mwi‡q
AvbwQj| Zvici wcQb †_‡K we‡ùvi‡Yi kã †f‡m Av‡m,
Avi †mBm‡½ AwMœwkLvi û-û AvIqvR|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 17

`yB
j¤^v DBwXwei Mv‡q †njvb w`‡q e‡m Av‡Q, gv_vUv evi K‡qK
†b‡o wcÖq eÜz Ryjnvm Kvqmv‡ii wQbœwfbœ jvkUvi K_v gb
†_‡K gy‡Q †djvi †Póv Kij ivbv| ax‡i ax‡i `uvovj, iWUv
nv‡Z| weaŸ¯— †c−bUvi w`‡K GKeviI bv ZvwK‡q nuvUv
aijÑRv‡b bv †Kvbw`‡K hv‡”Q, Iw`‡K †KvbI c_ cvIqv
hv‡e wK bv|
duvKv RvqMvUv †cwi‡q Gj| †Sv‡ci KuvUv UªvDRv‡i
AvUKv‡”Q, Qvov‡Z mgq jvM‡Q, d‡j G‡Mvevi MwZ gš’i|
mvg‡b coj j¤^v Nvm| G †hb GKUv meyR mvMi, Abvqv‡m
Wy‡e hvIqv hvq| GKUzi R‡b¨ KzÊjx cvKv‡bv GKUv welv³
mv‡ci Mv‡q cv coj bv, †`L‡Z †c‡q jvd w`‡q wZb nvZ
`~‡i m‡i G‡jv|
mviv kix‡i Zxeª e¨_v, Z‡e MÖvn¨ bv K‡i ax‡i ax‡i
nuvU‡Q| `yÕNÈv cvi n‡q †Mj| †Kv_vq c_, †Kv_vq RbemwZ,
†Kv_vq wK| ivbv eyS‡Z cvij, wekªvg bv wb‡q Ii c‡¶ Avi
nuvUv m¤¢e bq| GZ `ye©j, cv `y‡Uv Kuvc‡Q| nuvcv‡bvi aibUv,
18 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
†hb k¦vmK‡ó fyM‡Q| giv GKUv Mv‡Qi ¸uwo †`L‡Z †c‡q ac
K‡i cv‡ki gvwU‡Z emj I, †njvb w`j †mUvi Mv‡q|
†PvL `y‡Uv Avcbv †_‡K ey‡R Avm‡Q| Di“i GKUv †cwk
evi evi †gvPo Lv‡”Q| gkv-gvwQ em‡Q †Pv‡L-gy‡L| G-me
MÖvn¨ bv K‡i Abo _vKj ivbv| Rv‡b wekªvg `iKvi, hZ
evavB AvmyK wekªvg †c‡Z n‡e|
Nv‡mi ivR¨ †_‡K GKUv kã †f‡m G‡jv|
†Ku‡c †Ku‡c Ly‡j †Mj †Pv‡Li cvZv| Ii wK ïb‡Z fyj
n‡q‡Q? j¤^v Nv‡mi †fZi w`‡q hZ`~i `„wó P‡j, †Kv_vI wKQy
bo‡Q bv| e¨vcviUv Zvn‡j KíbvB| Avevi †PvL eyRj ivbv|
wKš‘ wVK ZLywb wØZxqevi ïb‡Z †cj|
Gevi †Pv‡Li cvZv SU& K‡i Ly‡j †M‡Q| Avi †Kvb m‡›`n
†bBÑcwi®‹vi ïb‡Z †c‡q‡Q I gvby‡li Mjv| Kvb †c‡Z
A‡c¶vq _vKj| AviI GKUv kã n‡jv| GKUv Wvj fvOvi
AvIqvR|
Ôn¨v‡jv!Õ WvKj ivbv| Mjv AviI wKQyUv Pwo‡q ejj,
ÔGBw`‡K!Õ
GKUz ciB Nv‡mi Ici `yÕRb †jv‡Ki gv_v †`Lv †Mj|
Kv‡jv gv_v| Mv‡q eûiOv kvU©| ivbv‡K †`‡L Zv‡`i GKR‡bi
Mjvi AvIqvR †e‡o †Mj| GKUv nvZ j¤^v K‡i m½x‡K
†`Lvj †m| m½xwUI D‡ËRbvq †PuwP‡q DVj|
ivbvi wVK †evaMg¨ n‡”Q bv I‡K †`‡LB GZ Dj−wmZ
nevi wK KviY _vK‡Z cv‡i| ¯ú¨vwbk fvlvq wR‡Ám Kij,
Ôn¨v‡jv| †Zvgv‡`i Kv‡Q cvwb Av‡Q?Õ
Ii mvg‡b G‡m `uvovj `yB Zi“Y| †ivMv, Z‡e `ye©j bq
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 19
Zviv| †Pnviv M¤¢xi, fw½UvIÑ`yÕR‡bB wb‡R‡`i †Kvg‡i nvZ
†i‡L ivbv‡K LyuwU‡q †`L‡Q| ivbvi cÖkœ ï‡b ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K
ZvKvj, Zvici Avevi wdij Ii w`‡K| AviI GKUz GwM‡q
G‡jv Zviv| ivbv `uvovevi †Póv Ki‡Q bv| Ôcvwb,Õ Avevi ejj
I|
`yÕR‡bB c¨v›U-kvU© c‡i Av‡Q, cv‡qi m¨v‡Ûj¸‡jv Uvqvi
†K‡U ˆZwi Kiv| Giv Amf¨ Rsjx bq, mf¨RM‡Zi evwm›`v|
`yÕR‡bi g‡a¨ GKRb †ek j¤^v, nvZ Zz‡j ivbvi cv `y‡Uv
†`Lvj †m, Zvici ivbv wKQy ey‡S IVvi Av‡MB nuvUz †M‡o e‡m
Ii Ry‡Zvi wd‡Z Lyj‡Z ïi“ Kij| wK Ki‡Q †m, G cÖkœ
†Zvjvi mgq cvIqv †Mj bv, GK cvwU Ry‡Zv Ly‡j m½xi w`‡K
evwo‡q a‡i‡Q| wØZxq Zi“Y †eu‡U, gy‡L KvUvKzwUi ïK‡bv
`vM| Ry‡ZvUv wb‡q cix¶v Ki‡Q †m| Zvi m½xi Kv‡b Ly‡`
Avqbv jvMv‡bv `yj Szj‡Q| `yÕR‡bi m‡½B GKUv K‡i †Qviv
i‡q‡Q| Lv‡c †gvov, †Kvg‡i †MuvRv| †m-B cÖ_g K_v ejj,
¯ú¨vwbk fvlvq, m½x‡K D‡Ïk K‡i, ÔAvR †evanq Avgvi
KcvjUvB Ly‡j hv‡e|Õ
ÔAvgvi K_v †kv‡bv,Õ big Mjvq ïi“ Kij ivbv|
I‡K Zviv MÖvn¨B Kij bv| j¤^v †jvKUv Szu‡K wØZxq
Ry‡ZvUvI cv †_‡K Ly‡j wbj| m¨v‡Ûj †Rvov †d‡j w`‡q Ry‡Zv
`y‡Uv c‡i †djj †m| ÔfvjB wdU K‡i‡Q, wK ewjm?Õ
Zvi m½x †Vuv‡U gyPwK gyPwK nvwm wb‡q †MvUv e¨vcviUv
Dc‡fvM Ki‡Q| ÔwK K‡i a‡i wbw”Qm I¸‡jv †Zvi? Avgiv
†Zv †jvKUv‡K GKB mg‡q †`L‡Z †c‡qwQ, ZvB bv?Õ
Ôbv, Avwg Av‡M †`‡LwQ,Õ cÖ_gRb ejj| ÔZzB Ii UªvDRvi
20 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
wb‡Z cvwim| we‡`kx †jvK, gvwbe¨v‡M cÖPzi Wjvi cve|Õ
ÔwKfv‡e fvM n‡e?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj evgb|
ÔAvavAvwa|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ ivwR n‡jv Le©Kvq, Z‡e Am‡š—vl cÖKvk
Ki‡Z Qvoj bv| ÔwKš‘ Ry‡Zv †Rvov †Zvi †bqv DwPZ n‡jv
bv|Õ
j¤^v †jvKUv ivbvi w`‡K wdij| ÔUªvDRvi †Lv‡jv|Õ
Ô`~i Mvav!Õ evgb agK w`j| ÔAv‡M wR‡Ám Ki gvwbe¨v‡M
KZ UvKv Av‡Q| fyj n‡jv| wR‡Ám Kivi `iKvi wK, c‡K‡U
nvZ XywK‡q gvwbe¨vMUv †ei Ki| hw` †ewk UvKv cvB, UªvDRvi
†be bvÑRevB K‡i †K‡U coe|Õ
†jvKUvi K_vq hyw³ Lyu‡R †cj ivbv| we‡`kx GKRb
Uz¨wi‡÷i me wKQy wQwb‡q †bqvi ci †Kvb& †evKv Zv‡K euvwP‡q
ivL‡e?
wKš‘ ivbv‡K nZf¤^ K‡i w`‡q `yB wQbZvBKvix eyw×i
cÖwZ‡hvwMZv ïi“ K‡i w`j| Avqbv jvMv‡bv `yj `ywj‡q j¤^v
†jvKUv ejj, ÔAvwg hw` Mvav nB †Zv ZzB wK? ï‡b ej,
Avgvi GB eyw×Uv †Kgb|Õ †Kvg‡i AvUKv‡bv Lvc †_‡K
†QvivUv †U‡b wbj †m| ÔAv‡M RevB KivUv me w`K †_‡K
wbivc` bq?Õ
Ô†e‡o e‡jwQm| bvn&, mwZ¨, †Zvi eyw× Av‡Q! †Zv Ki, ao
†_‡K gyÊyUv Avjv`v K‡i †dj, †`wi KiwQm †Kb?Õ
Ôbv, †`wi wK‡mi!Õ e‡jB j¤^v †jvKUv ivbvi eyK j¶¨ K‡i
Qywi Pvjvj| RevB hw` K‡iI, c‡i; Av‡M AvnZ K‡i wb‡Z
PvB‡Q|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 21
 Lyb n‡Z n‡e ï‡b †Kv_vq cvwj‡q‡Q `ye©jZv Avi K¬vwš—,
kix‡ii cv‡k jyKv‡bv B¯úv‡Zi iWUv k³ gy‡Vvq wb‡q A‡c¶v
KiwQj, †hB †`Lj †jvKUv Qywi Pvjv‡Z hv‡”Q Agwb †mUv
Zz‡j †jvKUvi Kwâ‡Z AvNvZ Kij ivbv| †jvKUv †Ku‡`
†djj, wbðqB Qywi nvivevi †kv‡K bq, KviY Zvi Kwâi nvo
ïay fv‡Owb, ¸u‡ov n‡q †M‡Q| Z‡e Zvi Kvbœv †`Lvi R‡b¨
†_‡g †bB ivbv, e‡m e‡mB GKUv jvw_ gvij †jvKUvi
Zj‡c‡U| wQU‡K Nv‡mi †fZi Wy‡e †Mj †m, Kvbœv I bovPov
`y‡UvB †_‡g †M‡Q|
BwZnv‡mi wk¶v wbj bv wØZxq †jvKUv, Qy‡U G‡m AvµgY
Kij, QywiUv j¤^v Kiv nv‡Zi ewa©Z Ask †hb| GKcv‡k m‡i
wM‡q j¨vs gvij ivbv| wQU‡K c‡o hv‡”Q, wbZ‡¤^ Ii GKUv
jvw_ MwZ‡eM wZb¸Y evwo‡q w`j|
Nv‡mi Ici covq AvNvZ ¸i“Zi bq, wm‡a n‡q †`Š‡o
cvjvevi †Póv Kij †jvKUv| wKš‘ ZZ¶‡Y Ii QywiUv Kzwo‡q
wb‡q evwM‡q a‡i‡Q ivbv| gvivi fw½ K‡i fq †`Lvj| Zvici
ms‡¶‡c wb‡`©k w`j K‡qKUv| Ii K_v †kl n‡Z gv_v SuvKvj
†jvKUv wbtk‡ã|
AÁvb †jvKUvi cv †_‡K Ry‡Zv Ly‡j ivbvi cv‡q civj
Le©Kvq| ivbvi cÖ‡kœi Dˇi Rvbvj, `w¶Y w`‡K †M‡j iv¯—v I
Mvwo `y‡UvB cvIqv hv‡e| †m wb‡R Aek¨ m`¨ Ávb wd‡i
cvIqv m½x‡K wb‡q cye w`‡K QyUj, †hw`K †_‡K G‡mwQj|
†jvKUv mwZ¨ K_v e‡j‡Q, GiKg fvevi †Kvb KviY †bB; ivbv
D‡ëv A_©vr DËi w`‡K iIbv n‡jv|
gvBjLv‡bK nuvUvi ci wb‡Ri cu¨vPv‡jv eyw×i Zvwid Kij
22 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
ivbv| †Pv‡Li mvg‡b ax‡i ax‡i Db¥y³ n‡jv PIov nvBI‡q,
Zxi †e‡M Mvwo PjvPj Ki‡Q| iv¯—vi av‡i `uvwo‡q nvZ Zzj‡Z
GKUv wjdU †c‡ZI †ewk mgq jvMj bv| UªvK WªvBfvi‡K
wR‡Ám K‡i Rvbv †Mj KvQvKvwQ Gqvi‡cvU© wWqv‡bvcwjm|
UªvK QyU‡Q| ivbv Ab¨gb¯‹ I M¤¢xi| evievi †Pv‡Li
mvg‡b †f‡m DV‡Q Ryjnvm Kvqmv‡ii ¶Zwe¶Z jvkUv| Zvi
GB Ki“Y cwiYwZi R‡b¨ Wvdz mvjRybvm `vqx †nvK ev
AvKvwW©qv gviKvm, Aek¨B Zv‡K Pig g~j¨ w`‡Z n‡e|
G‡_‡Ýi †Kv‡jvmm wewì‡O wK NU‡Q Rvb‡Z n‡e ivbv‡K|
Z‡e Zvi Av‡M Rvb‡Z n‡e AvKvwW©qv gviKvm eªvwR‡j Av‡Q
wKbv|
wWqv‡bvcwjm Gqvi‡cvU© †_‡K cÖ_‡g wimU© kni †dvU©v‡jRvq,
Zvici js wWmU¨vÝ Kj Kij ivbv wewmAvB †nW‡KvqvU©vi
XvKvq| †dvU©v‡jRvq GK evÜex Ii R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Q, ¶gv
†P‡q wb‡q Zv‡K e¨vL¨v Ki‡Z n‡jv nVvr Ri“ix GKUv KvR
Nv‡o G‡m Pvcvq eªvwRj Z¨vM Ki‡Z eva¨ n‡”Q I|
Zvici wewmAvB-Gi Pxd A¨vWwgwb‡÷ªUi (Acv‡ikÝ)
wcÖq eÜz †mv‡nj Avn‡g`‡K Rvbvj wK N‡U‡Q| me ï‡b M¤¢xi
n‡q †Mj †mv‡nj| ÔGLb ZzB wK Ki‡Z Pvm?Õ cÖ_g cÖkœ Zvi|
ÔZzB Rvwbm Kvqmv‡ii m‡½ wK iKg m¤úK© wQj Avgvi,Õ
ejj ivbv| ÔGB nZ¨vKv‡Êi KviYUv Avgvi Rvb‡Z n‡e|Õ
ÔcÖwZ‡kva wb‡Z Pvm?Õ
Ônu¨v|Õ
ÔAvwg †Zv‡K evav †`e bv,Õ †mv‡nj kvš—, †f‡ewP‡š— K_v
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 23
ej‡Q, ÔKviY Rvwb Avgvi evav ZzB cvËvI w`we bv| wKš‘
GKUv K_v Rvwbm †Zv, e¨w³MZ cÖwZ‡kva †bqvi e¨vcviUv‡K
em& †Kvbw`bB fvj †Pv‡L †`‡Lb bv...Õ
Ô`¨vL, Avgv‡K Ávb `vb Ki‡Z Avwmm bv| KvRUv Avwg
Awdwkqvj Aby‡gv`b bv wb‡qI Ki‡Z cvwi, †mv‡nj,Õ VvÊv
Mjvq ejj ivbv, †mv‡n‡ji †P‡qI kvš—| ÔKviY Avwg QywU‡Z|Õ
ÔZvn‡j †dvb K‡iwQm †Kb? GB Amg‡q †dvb K‡i
Avgv‡K Nve‡o †`qvi wK gv‡b?Õ
Ô†dvb Avwg wewmAvB-Gi Pxd A¨vWwgwb‡÷ªUi‡K Kwiwb,
K‡iwQ Avgvi eÜz‡K|Õ
AcicÖv‡š— wek †m‡KÛ †Kvb mvov †bB| Zvici GKUv
`xN©k¦vm Pvcv †`qvi AvIqvR| ÔZvn‡j me K_v †Zv‡K Ly‡jB
ej‡Z nq|Õ
ÔwK K_v?Õ ivbv GKUz AevKB|
Gici `xN© mgq wb‡q †mv‡nj hv ejj, Zvi mvi ms‡¶c
n‡jv GiKg:
MZ eQ‡ii K_v| MÖxK wewjI‡bqvi Wvdz mvjRybvm Zuvi
cv‡m©vb¨vj †m‡µUvixi †bZ…‡Z¡ GK`j Kg©KZ©v‡K evsjv‡`‡k
cvVvb AZ¨š— ¸i“Z¡c~Y© GKUv wewb‡qvM cÖ¯—ve w`‡q|
†Kv‡jvmm †Kv¤úvwb d¬vBI‡q, cvZvj‡ij, DcK‚j †_‡K M¨vm
D‡Ëvjb BZ¨vw` †gvU ev‡ivUv cÖ‡R‡± evsjv‡`‡k me wgwj‡q
wZb wewjqb Wjvi wewb‡qvM Ki‡Z AvMÖnx| Avgv‡`i evwYR¨
gš¿Yvjq‡K ZvMv`v w`‡q ZwoNwo Pzw³i Lmov ˆZwi Kiv‡jb
Zuviv, Zvici †mB Pzw³ Wvdz mvjRybvm‡K w`‡q Aby‡gv`b
Kiv‡Z G‡_‡Ý wd‡i †M‡jb| †mB †h †M‡jb, Zvici Avi
24 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
†Kvb Lei †bB| evwYR¨ gš¿Yvjq evievi †hvMv‡hvM K‡i
Rvb‡Z †P‡q‡Q Lmov Pzw³ wg÷vi mvjRybvm Aby‡gv`b
K‡i‡Qb wKbv| Dˇi cÖ_‡g ejv n‡q‡Q, welqUv wZwb GLbI
we‡ePbv K‡i †`L‡Qb| Zvici evievi ZvMv`v †`qv m‡Ë¡I
†Kv‡jvmm †Kv¤úvwb wKQy ej‡Q bv| evwYR¨ gš¿x wb‡R GB
e¨vcviUvi m‡½ RwoZ, Zuvi †Kgb †hb m‡›`n nq| wewmAvB
Pxd ivnvZ Lvb‡K wPwV wj‡L wZwb Zuvi m‡›`‡ni K_vUv Rvbvb,
Ges Aby‡iva K‡ib m¤¢e n‡j wewmAvB †hb GKUz †LuvR wb‡q
†`‡LÑevsjv‡`‡ki †KvbI kΓ wK PvB‡Q bv †Kv‡jvmm
†Kv¤úvwb G-†`‡k GZ †gvUv UvKv wewb‡qvM Ki“K? Zviv wK
mvjRybvm‡K eywS‡q‡Q, evsjv‡`‡k wewb‡qvM Kiv Zuvi DwPZ
n‡e bv? Zv bv n‡j GiKg D™¢U AvPiY †Kb Kiv n‡jv?
me‡k‡l †mv‡nj Rvbvj, †jvKe‡ji Afve _vKvq
e¨vcviUv Z`š— K‡i †`Lv nqwb| Z‡e G‡_Ý G‡R›U‡`i †PvL-
Kvb †Lvjv ivL‡Z ejv n‡q‡Q| Zvici wR‡Ám Kij, ÔeÜz‡K
†dvb K‡iwQm, fvj K_v| Gevi ej, eÜzi Kv‡Q wK Pvm?Õ
ÔKgwcDUi Ab Ki&|Õ
ÔKivB|Õ
ÔcÖ_‡g K‡qKUv Z_¨,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔGK, MÖxK-Av‡gwiKvb
wµwgb¨vj AvKvwW©qv gviKvm GLb †Kv_vq| `yB, eªvwR‡j Zvi
†h i¨v ev c−¨vb‡UkbUv wQj, GLbI wK †mUv Av‡Q?Õ
wÎk †m‡KÛ ci DËi w`j †mv‡nj, ÔgviKvm GLb †Kv_vq
wbwðZfv‡e ejv KwVb| †klevi, MZ nßvq, G‡_‡Ý †`Lv
†M‡Q Zv‡K| nu¨v, c−¨vb‡UkbUv Av‡Q| IUvB GLb Zvi
†nW‡KvqvU©vi|Õ
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 25
 ÔAvgv‡`i `„wó‡Z AvKvwW©qv gviKv‡mi me‡P‡q eo
Aciva †KvbUv?Õ
ÔBqvwmi Avivdv‡Zi DËivwaKvix wn‡m‡e hv‡K we‡ePbv
Kiv nZ, †mB Avey BmnvK Bgvg mv‡jn‡K MZ eQi Lyb
K‡i‡Q gviKvm| ZLb †_‡KB wewmAvB-Gi ÒIqv‡›UWÓ
ZvwjKvq Zvi bvg Av‡Q|Õ
Dj−vm †eva Ki‡Q ivbv| ÔZvn‡j †Zv ej‡Z nq †jvKUvi
e¨e¯’v Ki‡Z cvi‡j GKUv Awdwkqvj `vwqZ¡B cvjb Kiv n‡e
Avgvi|Õ
G-cÖm‡½ wKQy ejj bv †mv‡nj| ÔZzB eis wi‡qv wW
†R‡bwiI‡Z P‡j hv| ivbv G‡RwÝi P¨v‡bj a‡i †LuvR wb‡q
†`L gviKvm †Kv_vq Av‡Q| wK m~Î cvwe Zvi Ici wbf©i
Ki‡e Av‡`Š †Zvi G‡_‡Ý hvevi `iKvi Av‡Q wKbv|Õ
AviI wZb wgwbU Avjvc Kivi ci ci¯ú‡ii KvQ †_‡K
we`vq wbj Iiv| wi‡qv wW †R‡bwiI‡Z ciw`b mKv‡j †cuŠQvj
ivbv| wekªvg, Ilya, Avi fvj c_¨ †hgb Ii kix‡ii kw³
wdwi‡q G‡b‡Q †Zgwb bZzb GK cÖ¯’ †cvkvK †Pnvivq wdwi‡q
G‡b‡Q f`ª I gvwR©Z fve| †KvcvKvevbv c¨v‡jm-Gi Dˇi,
dvBf ÷vi †nv‡Uj wnjU‡b DVj I| GKUz `~‡iB ˆmKZ, Ii
ev‡ivZjv Szj-eviv›`v †_‡K mvMi †`Lv hvq| ivbv G‡RwÝi
wi‡qv kvLvq †Mj bv I, †dvb K‡i kvLv cÖavb wiqvRyj
nvmvb‡K Rvbvj wK wK `iKvi Ii, †Kv_vq wKfv‡e †`Lv n‡e|
jv †L‡Z wb‡P bvg‡e, iƒg mvwf©m GKUv c¨v‡KR
†Wwjfvwi w`‡q †Mj| c¨v‡KR †_‡K †ei“j GKUv Iqvj_vi
wc¯—j I GKUv Lv‡c †gvov Qywi, w¯cÖO jvMv‡bv ÷ª¨vc mn|
26 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
wiqvRyj nvmvb GKUv wPiKzUI cvwV‡q‡Q, Zv‡Z †jLvÑ Ôwc¯—
‡ji jvB‡mÝ Avcbvi bv‡g A‡bK Av‡MB Kiv wQjÕ| K_vUv
Avm‡j ivbv‡K ïay g‡b Kwi‡q †`qvi R‡b¨B †jLv| ivbv
G‡RwÝi GiKg A‡bK kvLv‡ZB Ii bv‡g wc¯—‡ji jvB‡mÝ
ˆZwi Av‡Q|
wb‡P †b‡g †i‡¯—viuvq emj ivbv| †gby¨ †`‡L AW©vi w`‡”Q,
†Uwe‡ji cvk †Nu‡l GKUv †g‡q‡K †nu‡U †h‡Z †`Lj| gyLUv
fvj K‡i †`Lvi my‡hvM nqwb, Zv m‡Ë¡I †PvL †div‡Z cvi‡Q
bv| `xN© KvVv‡gv, ¯^v¯’¨ fivU nIqv m‡Ë¡I ¶xY KwU| AuvUmuvU
wRbm Avi g¨vMvwRb wU-kvU© c‡i‡Q| Kuv‡a jvj Pz‡ji ¯Z‚c|
`k MR `~‡i GKUv †Uwe‡j emj, Gw`‡K gyL K‡i|
†g‡qUv‡K †Pbv †Pbv jvM‡Q ivbvi, wKš‘ wVK g‡b Ki‡Z
cvi‡Q bv K‡e ev †Kv_vq †`‡L‡Q| Avm‡j GB †cvkv‡KI
†`‡Lwb, GB †gKAv‡cI bq, wPb‡Z †`wi nevi †mUvB KviY|
I‡qUv‡ii m‡½ K_v ej‡Z wM‡q †n‡m DVj †g‡qUv, Agwb
ivbv wP‡b †djj Zv‡K| Ii bvg Zvivbv AvwRR, c¨v‡j÷vBb
B‡›Uwj‡RÝ ey¨‡ivi GKRb Acv‡iUi| eQi K‡qK Av‡M
dv‡Zgv †KvW‡bg wb‡q GKUv A¨vmvBb‡g‡›U ivbvi m‡½ KvR
K‡iwQj GB †g‡qUv, †mevi Iiv BRiv‡q‡ji ivRavbx
†Ri“Rv‡j‡g Xy‡K †gvmv‡`i †nW‡KvqvU©vi aŸsm K‡i w`‡q
G‡mwQj|
Zvivbv eªvwR‡j †Kb?ÑGB cÖkœUvB cÖ_‡g RvMj ivbvi
g‡b| Pz‡ji iO Avi †cvkv‡Ki cwieZ©b e‡j w`‡”Q QÙ‡ek
wb‡q i‡q‡Q †g‡qUv| bvgUvI e`‡j wM‡q _vK‡Z cv‡i|
mivmwi Avjvc Ki‡Z hvIqvUv wVK n‡e bv| ivbv wm×vš— wbj,
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 27
I‡K wPb‡Z cvivi GKUv my‡hvM †`qv †h‡Z cv‡i Zvivbv‡K|
jv‡Âi AW©vi evwZj bv K‡iB †Uwej Qvoj ivbv, axi
cv‡q Zvivbvi †UwejUv‡K cvk KvUv‡”Q|
Ô†MÖU! Rv÷ †MÖU!Õ †Pqvi †Q‡o ivbvi c_ AvMjvj
†e`yBbKb¨v| ÔGUvB m¤¢eZ eQ‡ii †miv †RvK, gvmy` ivbv
Avgv‡K wPb‡Z cv‡iwb!Õ
†n‡m †djj ivbv| ÔwPb‡Z †c‡iwQ wVKB, Z‡e `yÕ‡m‡KÛ
†`wi n‡q‡Q, `vqx †Zvgvi Pzj Avi †Wªm|Õ
ÔKvfvi A¨vÛ K¨v‡gv‡d¬R,Õ Pvcv nvwmi m‡½ wdmwdm Kij
Zvivbv, Zvici ivbvi GKUv nvZ a‡i wR‡Ám Kij, ÔAvgv‡`i
†Uwe‡j em‡e?Õ ivbv Gw`K Iw`K ZvKv‡”Q †`‡L Avevi ejj,
Ôc‡i GKRb Avm‡Q| Zzwg Avevi wKQy g‡b Ki‡e bvwK?Õ
Avevi nvmj ivbv| ÔDËiUv w`‡Z cvie Zv‡K †`Lvi ci|Õ
`yÕR‡b gy‡LvgywL emj Iiv| Bw½‡Z I‡qUvi‡K †W‡K bZzb
K‡i wZbR‡bi R‡b¨ jv‡Âi AW©vi w`j ivbv, Zvivbvi AvcwË
Kv‡b Zzjj bv| ÔZvici, Zvivbv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij I| Ôfvj †h
AvQ Zv †Zv †`LwQB| eªvwR‡j wK? †eov‡Z?Õ
gv_v bvoj Zvivbv| ÔKv‡R| Zzwg?Õ
ivbv fvej, eªvwR‡j c¨v‡j÷vBb B‡›Uwj‡R‡Ýi wK KvR
_vK‡Z cv‡i, Avey BmnvK Bgvg mv‡jn nZ¨vKv‡Êi cÖwZ‡kva
†bqv Qvov? ÔAvwgI Kv‡RB,Õ ejj I|
cÖvq †fvRevwRi gZB AK¯§vr I‡`i †Uwe‡ji cv‡k †`Lv
†Mj Zi“YwU‡K| eqm Kg, wek wK GKzk; Z‡e `xN© KvVv‡gvi
Ici K‡Vvi kªg I h‡Zœ ˆZwi Kiv †cwk¸‡jv Kvc‡oi evB‡i
†_‡KI ¯úó †`Lv hv‡”Q| †Pnvivq †Lcv-†Lcv GKUv fve, †hb
28 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
mviv¶Y †i‡M †evg n‡q Av‡Q| †QvKivi mvgvi-I‡qU myU evg
eM‡ji Zjvi †dvjv fveUzKz jyKv‡Z cv‡iwb|
ÔGUv wK n‡jv, Zvivbv?Õ KK©k my‡i Rvb‡Z PvBj Zi“Y|
ÔG †Zv Avwg RvbZvg bv †h †Zvgvi m‡½ Avi †KD _vK‡e|Õ
Zvi AvPiY mvgvb¨ Afe¨ hw` n‡qI _v‡K, ivbv
e¨vcviUv‡K nvjKv `„wó‡ZB †`L‡Z PvB‡Q| Ab¨Zg KviY,
Aí eqm; wØZxq KviY, †Q‡jUv‡K †P‡b I| †P‡b gv‡b Qwe
†`‡L‡Q, dvBjI wKQyUv cov Av‡Q| gvÎ †lv‡jv eQi eq‡m
wc.AvB.we-‡Z †Xv‡K nvwee evKvivÑAwek¦vm¨ †kvbv‡jI,
K_vUv mwZ¨ÑGKRb Lybx wn‡m‡e| MZ cuvP-QÕeQ‡i Zvi nv‡Z
Kg K‡iI lvURb BRiv‡qwj G‡R›U gviv c‡o‡Q| Zvivbvi
m‡½ evKvivi Dcw¯’wZ ivbvi aviYv AviI `„p Kij, Iiv
wbðqB AvKvwW©qv gviKvm‡K ai‡Z G‡m‡Q|
ÔBwb Avgvi cyiv‡bv GK eÜz, nvwee,Õ ejj Zvivbv|
ÔAvgvi, Ges wdwjw¯—bx‡`i|Õ
ÔRvwb|Õ Lvwj †PqviUvq emj evKviv| Ôgvmy` ivbv|Õ Zvi
AvPi‡Y †Kvb iKg kª×v‡ev‡ai cÖKvk †bB, Z‡e Zz”Q-
Zvw”Qj¨I Ki‡Q bv| ÔAvgv‡`i n‡q †ek K‡qKeviB
†gvmv`‡K Avcwb fvj gvi w`‡q‡Qb|Õ
Ô†Zvgvi m¤ú‡K© wKQy Z_¨ AvwgI Rvwb,Õ ejj ivbv|
Ô†gvmv` †Zvgv‡K AvRivB‡ji †P‡qI †ewk fq cvq|Õ
ÔwKQy hw` g‡b bv K‡ib †Zv GKUv mwZ¨ K_v ewj|Õ GB
cÖ_g mivmwi ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj evKviv| Ô†gvmv` ejyb,
wmAvBG ejyb, GZUv evo‡Z †c‡i‡Q Avcbv‡`i gZ big
cÖK…wZi wKQy G‡R‡›Ui R‡b¨| AvcbvivI j‡o‡Qb, Z‡e m~²
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 29
†KŠk‡j, Mv euvwP‡q| Avgvi c×wZ m¤ú~Y© Avjv`v|Õ †`Lv Ki‡Z cv‡iv| eis †`Lv bv Ki‡jB `ytL cve Avwg| gvÎ
nvwmgy‡LB Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv, Ô†mUv wK?Õ GKUv A¨vmvBb‡g‡›U KvR K‡iwQ, wKš‘ ci¯úi‡K Avgiv
ÔAvOyj Zz‡j Uv‡M©U ev mve‡R± †`wL‡q w`b, PweŸk NÈvi wbwðZ g„Zz¨i nvZ †_‡K euvPvBwb? †m-me ¯§„wZ wK KLbI
g‡a¨ Zvi jvk †d‡j †`e|Õ nvwee evKviv nvm‡Q bv; Avm‡j †fvjv hv‡e?Õ
nvm‡Z †m Rv‡bB bv| jv Lv‡”Q, cyiv‡bv †mB me ¯§„wZ wb‡q MíI Pj‡Q|
ÔeªvwR‡j, Avgvi aviYv, mve‡R± †Zv GKUvB,Õ ejj ivbv| evKviv‡K †`‡L g‡b n‡jv iv‡M †ejy‡bi gZ dzj‡Q †m| ivbv
Ô†`wL Zzwg Zv‡K †d‡j w`‡Z cv‡iv wKbv| cvi‡j mwZ¨ Avwg Drmvn w`‡ZI I‡`i Av‡jvPbvq Ask MÖnY Kij bv| Ggb wK
Lywk ne|Õ wb‡Ri jv‡Âi wejUvI ivbv‡K w`‡Z evav w`j, ejj, ÔAvgvi
nuv K‡i ZvwK‡q _vKj evKviv| Zvici Zvivbvi w`‡K wej AvwgB †`e|Õ
ZvKvj| ÔwK ej‡Qb Dwb?Õ LvwbK ci Zvivbvi KvQ †_‡K we`vq wb‡q †i‡¯—viuv †_‡K
ZvivbvI AevK n‡q †`L‡Q ivbv‡K| ÔwK Rvwb, eyS‡Z †ewi‡q G‡jv ivbv, wc‡V evKvivi `„wó Mig Auv‡Pi gZ Abyfe
cviwQ bv| ivbv?Õ Kij|
evZv‡m nvZ †b‡o e¨vcviUv fy‡j †h‡Z ejj ivbv, Zvici
Bw½‡Z GwM‡q I‡qUvi‡K †`wL‡q K_v ej‡Z wb‡la Kij|
Ô†Zvgiv wK GB wnjU‡bB D‡VQ, Zvivbv?Õ Ab¨ cÖm‡½ P‡j
†Mj|
Ôbv,Õ ejj Zvivbv| ÔAvgiv D‡VwQ B›UviK‡b|
AvVv‡ivZjvq| Avgvi iƒg bv¤^vi GK‡kv ev‡iv|Õ
evKviv KwVb †Pv‡L Zvivbv‡K †`L‡Q|
ÔAvwg ILv‡b †Zvgvi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z cvwi †Zv?Õ wR‡Ám
Kij ivbv|
evKviv ZvovZvwo Zvivbv‡K ejj, ÔeÜzZ¡ SvjvB Kivi gZ
mgq wKš‘ †Zvgvi nv‡Z †bB, Zvivbv|Õ
Zvi K_vq Kvb bv w`‡q Zvivbv cÖ_‡g GKUz jvj n‡jv,
Zvici gv_v SuvwK‡q ivbv‡K ejj, ÔAek¨B Zzwg Avgvi m‡½
30 gvmy` ivbvÐ321 RvZ‡Mv¶zi 31

wZb
we‡K‡j †Ke&j& Kvi-G P‡o †Kvi‡Kvfv‡Wv cvnv‡o DVj ivbv|
†Kvi‡Kvfv‡Wvi P~ovq whïi wekvj GK ÷¨vPz `uvwo‡q Av‡Q|
Kvi †_‡K †b‡g mivmwi AeRvi‡fkb c¨vivwcU-G P‡j G‡jv
I, `uvovj wVK †hLvbUvq `uvovevi K_v n‡q Av‡Q| cuvP wgwbU
ci Av‡iKUv †Ke&j Kv‡i P‡o †cuŠQvj nvmvb| Ii cv‡k
`uvwo‡q wb‡Pi kni, Zvici mvwi mvwi cvnvo I Av‡iK w`‡K
we¯—…Z mvM‡ii w`‡K nvZ Zzjj †m| Ôfvwi my›`i, ZvB bv,
gvmy` fvB?Õ
Ônu¨v,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvi me Lei wK?Õ
Ôwe‡kl mywe‡ai bq, gvmy` fvB,Õ Reve w`j nvmvb|
Ô†mv‡nj fvB MZ gv‡m ej‡jb, AvKvwW©qv gviKv‡mi
A¨vKwUwfwU †iKW© Ki‡Z n‡e| Zvi c−¨vb‡Uk‡bi Ici bRi
ivLvi e¨e¯’v Kijvg| Lei †cjvg GLb †_‡K Qq wK mvZ
nßv Av‡M †klevi Zv‡K c−¨vb‡Uk‡b †`Lv †M‡Q| Zvici
GKUv ¸Re Kv‡b G‡jv, gviKvm‡K gvw`ª‡` †`Lv †M‡Q| †mB
†_‡K Avgiv Avi c−¨vb‡Uk‡b bRi ivLwQ bv|Õ
32 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
ÔIUv ¸Re bv-I n‡Z cv‡i| gvw`ª` d¬vBU G‡_Ý ch©š—I
†h‡Z cv‡i|Õ
ÔZv cv‡i|Õ
Ôc−¨vb‡Uk‡b wK NU‡Q?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
ÔIB c−¨vb‡UkbUvB gviKv‡mi Avmj †nW‡KvqvU©vi|
GLv‡b, wi‡qvq, †mi‡eivm Bg‡cvU©-G·‡cvU© wjwg‡UW bv‡g
†h †Kv¤úvwbUv Av‡Q, GB †Kv¤úvwbi gva¨‡g WªvM e¨emvUv
Pvjvq †m| mevB Rv‡b †m-B gvwjK, hw`I Awd‡m cÖvq Av‡m
bv ej‡jB P‡j| Z‡e cvivKvUz‡Z wbqwgZB Avmv-hvIqv
KiZÑAš—Z Qq wK mvZ nßv Av‡M KiZ|Õ
Ôc−¨vb‡UkbUv ILv‡bÑ cvivKvUz‡Z?Õ
gv_v SuvKvj nvmvb| ÔIw`‡K GKUv MÖvg Av‡Q wVKB, wKš‘
†MvUv GjvKvUv Avm‡j duvKv, RbemwZ †bB ej‡jB P‡j|
cvnvivq Av‡Q mv‡eK †Mwijviv, GLb hviv †ckv`vi
ˆmwbKÑgv‡m©bvwi| †mB mv‡_ gviKv‡mi f³ wKQy cwjwUK¨vj
d¨vbvwUKI Av‡Q| Z‡e me wgwj‡q msL¨vq Zviv Lye †ewk n‡e
bv|Õ
Ô†egvbvb wKQy †Pv‡L c‡o‡Q †Zvgv‡`i?Õ
Ôhw` wR‡Ám K‡ib †jvK R‡ov n‡”Q wKbv, ev A‡¯¿i
fvÊvi M‡o Zzj‡Q wKbv, Dˇi ejeÑbv| Z‡e GKRb bZzb
†jvK‡K Avgiv †`‡LwQ| IiKg GKUv RvqMvq †jvKUv‡K
†egvbvbB ej‡Z n‡e|Õ
Ô†Kb?Õ
ÔILv‡b hviv _v‡K mevB Kv‡Ri †jvK| †KD e‡m e‡m
Lvq bv| wKš‘ GB †jvKUv‡K Avgiv †KD †KvbI KvR Ki‡Z
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 33
†`wLwb|Õ
Ô†jvKUv‡K K‡e †_‡K †`LQ ILv‡b?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ôï‡bwQ, †`wLwb; wZb gvm Av‡M gviKvmB bvwK m‡½ K‡i
wb‡q Av‡m I‡K| MZ wZb nßvq gvÎ GKevi N‡ii evB‡i
†ewi‡q‡Q †m, m‡½ `yÕRb MvW© wQj| gvmy` fvB, Avgvi aviYv
†jvKUv gviKv‡mi e›`x|Õ
Ô†`L‡Z †Kgb? eqm KZ?Õ
ÔAvgiv Zvi d‡Uv Zz‡jwQ, Z‡e A‡bKUv `~i †_‡K| eqm,
GB evnvbœ †_‡K cÂvbœ, m‡egvÎ Kcv‡ji cv‡k cvK a‡i‡Q
Pz‡j| me mgq wm‡éi kvU© c‡i, MÖv‡gi K‡qKRb †jvK Aš—Z
ZvB ejj|Õ
ivbvi g‡b n‡jv, GB f`ª‡jvK MÖxK wkwcs g¨vM‡bU Wvdz
mvjRybvm n‡Z cv‡i| D‡ëvcvëv ivR‰bwZK wee„wZ w`‡q
G‡_‡Ýi cwiw¯’wZ Mig Kivi ci eªvwR‡j G‡m eÜz AvKvwW©qv
gviKv‡mi AvwZ_¨ MÖnY K‡i‡Q? bvwK wee„wZ¸‡jv †`qBwb,
Ges GLv‡b gviKv‡mi nv‡Z e›`x n‡q Av‡Q?
nvmv‡bi m‡½ Ri“ix K‡qKUv K_v †m‡i †Kvi‡Kvfv‡Wv
cvnvo †_‡K †b‡g G‡jv ivbv| cuvPUv evR‡Z GLbI †`wi
Av‡Q, GKUv U¨vw· wb‡q †mvRv †mi‡eivm Bg‡cvU©-G·‡cvU©
wjwg‡UW †Kv¤úvwbi Awd‡m P‡j G‡jv I| Awdm wewìsUv
wZbZjv, IciZjvq †mi‡eivm| Gwj‡fUi KvR Ki‡Q bv,
wmuwo †e‡q DV‡Z n‡jv| wi‡mckb n‡j †h †g‡qUv e‡m Av‡Q,
I‡K †`‡LB †Kgb †hb mRvM n‡q DVj ivbvi lô Bw›`ªq|
Ôejyb, Avcbvi R‡b¨ wK Ki‡Z cvwi|Õ fvlvUv cZz©MxR|
ivbv Bs‡iwR ej‡Q| ÔAvwg wg÷vi gviKv‡mi m‡½ †`Lv
34 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
Ki‡Z PvB|Õ
†g‡qUvi †PvL `y‡Uv AviI mi“ n‡q †Mj| fvOvfvOv
Bs‡iwR‡Z ejj, ÔAvgvi wek¦vm Avcwb fyj RvqMvq P‡j
G‡m‡Qb, wmbi|Õ
ÔwK Avðh©, Zv wK K‡i nq!Õ ivbv‡K nZf¤^ †`Lv‡”Q|
Ôwg÷vi gviKvm wb‡R Avgv‡K e‡j‡Qb †mi‡eivm Bg‡cvU©-
G·‡cvU© Awd‡mi gva¨‡g Avwg Zuvi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z
cvie|Õ
Ôwmbi, GLv‡b wg÷vi gviKv‡mi †Kvb Awdm †bB...Õ
nVvr GKUv cÖvB‡fU Awd‡mi `iRv Ly‡j wi‡mck‡b
†ewi‡q G‡jv GK †jvKÑmy`k©b, k³-mg_©| Ô†Kvb RwUjZv?Õ
Rvb‡Z PvBj †m; KK©k myi, cÖ‡kœi fw½Uv AgvwR©Z |
ÔAvwg wg÷vi gviKvm‡K LyuRwQ|Õ ivbv nvmj|
ÔwK R‡b¨?Õ
ag‡Ki my‡i Kiv cÖkœ, Mv‡q bv †g‡L ivbv ejj, Ôwg÷vi
gviKvm e‡jwQ‡jb, GLv‡b Zuvi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡j
cvBKvwi `‡i Rvcvwb K¨v‡giv wKb‡Z cvie Avwg|Õ GLb
Avevi nZf¤^ †`Lv‡”Q I‡K| ÔAvwg wK mwZ¨ fyj K‡i Ab¨
†Kvb Awd‡m Xy‡K c‡owQ? GUv †mi‡eivm bq?Õ
Ôwg÷vi gviKvm n‡jb †evW© †Pqvig¨vb,Õ ejj †jvKUv|
ÔZ‡e GLv‡b Zuvi †Kvb Awdm †bB, †Kv¤úvwbi n‡q wZwb †Kvb
e¨emvI K‡ib bv| †Kv¤úvwbi †cÖwm‡W›U njvg Avwg| Avcwb
B‡”Q Ki‡j Avgvi m‡½ Avjvc Ki‡Z cv‡ib|Õ
ÔDwb wmbi Kv‡j©vm †gvjv‡Wv,Õ ejj †g‡qUv, Mjvi my‡i
Me© ev `¤¢ wKQy GKUv Av‡Q|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 35
 ÔcwiwPZ n‡q Lywk njvg, wmbi,Õ e‡j Wvb nvZUv evovj
ivbv| †jvKUv Awb”Qvm‡Ë¡I aij, fw½Uv Avoó| ÔAvgvi bvg
†kL gvnvw_i gvmy`| †PwiÕm †i÷z‡i‡›U nVvrB wg÷vi
gviKv‡mi m‡½ †`Lv I cwiPq nq Avgvi †ek K‡qK nßv
Av‡M| e‡jwQ‡jb, cÖvq GiKg mg‡qB BD‡ivc Uz¨i †kl K‡i
wi‡qv‡Z wdi‡eb, ZLb Avwg Zuvi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z
cvie|Õ
ÔwZwb GLbI G‡_‡Ý,Õ ejj †g‡qUv|
†g‡qUvi w`‡K †PvL Mig K‡i ZvKvj Kv‡j©vm †gvjv‡Wv,
Zvici ivbvi w`‡K wd‡i ejj, ÔAvwg †hgb e‡jwQ, GLvb
†_‡K wg÷vi gviKv‡mi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM ev e¨emv Kiv hv‡e
bv| Z‡e Avcbvi AW©vi wb‡q Avgiv Avjvc Ki‡Z cvwi|Õ
ÔAv”Qv! gv‡b, Avwg Avm‡j mivmwi wg÷vi gviKv‡mi
m‡½ e¨emv Ki‡Z †P‡qwQjvg| Avcwb ej‡Z cv‡ib, G‡_Ý
†_‡K K‡e wZwb wdi‡eb?Õ
Kcv‡ji cv‡k †gvjv‡Wvi GKUv wkiv †Ku‡c D‡VB †_‡g
†Mj| ÔAvgv‡`i aviYv BD‡ivc †_‡K wdi‡Z AviI A‡bK
†`wi n‡e Zuvi, wg÷vi gvmy`| e¨emv Ki‡Z PvB‡j Avcbv‡K
Avgvi m‡½ K_v ej‡Z n‡e|Õ
GZ¶‡Y nvmj ivbv| ÔAvwg †hvMv‡hvM Kie, wg÷vi
†gvjv‡Wv| mgq †`qvi R‡b¨ Avcbv‡K ab¨ev`|Õ
GK`„‡ó ZvwK‡q _vKj Iiv, wi‡mckb †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡jv
ivbv| GKUv U¨vw· wb‡q †nv‡U‡j †divi c‡_ fvej, †g‡qUvi
AmZK©Zv Aš—Z GKUv e¨vcv‡i wbwðZ n‡Z mvnvh¨ K‡i‡Q
I‡K| Kvqmvi †hgbwU e‡jwQj, AvKvwW©qv gviKvm mwZ¨ IB
36 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
mg‡q G‡_‡Ý wQj| GLb †`L‡Z n‡e nvmv‡bi d‡UvUv
wewjI‡bqvi Wvdz mvjRybv‡mi m‡½ wKQyUv n‡jI †g‡j wKbv|
hw` †g‡j, A¨vKk‡b †h‡Z †ewk mgq †b‡e bv I|
evm wW‡cvUv †m›Uªvj G‡fwbWv-q, nvmv‡bi K_vgZ GMv‡iv
b¤^i Wvej †WKv‡i D‡V †`vZjvi ev‡iv b¤^i wm‡U emj ivbv|
wm‡Ui ZjvUv nvZov‡ZB †Uc w`‡q AvUKv‡bv Gb‡fjvcUv
cvIqv †Mj| `yB ÷‡cR ci evm †_‡K †b‡g †QvU GKUv
Kv‡d‡Z XyKj I| Kwdi AW©vi w`‡q Gb‡fjvcUv Lyjj|
A‡bK¶Y a‡i †`Lj ivbv d‡UvUv| †Uwjd‡Uv †jÝ
e¨envi Kiv n‡jI, QweUv fvj I‡Vwb| Qwe‡Z wZbRb †jvK
†`Lv hv‡”Q, Ah‡Zœ ˆZwi GKUv i¨v nvDm †_‡K GB gvÎ
†ewi‡q †nu‡U Avm‡Q K¨v‡givi w`‡K| nvmvb gvSLv‡bi
†jvKUvi †Pnvivi eY©bv w`‡q‡Q ivbv‡K| `~i †_‡K †Zvjv,
gyLUv †QvU †`Lv‡”Q, Zvm‡Ë¡I ¯§„wZ‡Z aviY Kiv Wvdz
mvjRybv‡mi †Pnvivi m‡½ GB †jv‡Ki ûeû wgj †`L‡Z cv‡”Q
I| evwK `yÕRb‡K KLbI †`‡Lwb|
`yBR‡bi gv‡S M¤¢xi gy‡L nuvU‡Q mvjRybvm| wZbR‡bi
†KDB K_v ej‡Q bv, Z‡e euv w`‡Ki †jvKUv Ggb fw½‡Z
mvjRybv‡mi w`‡K ZvwK‡q i‡q‡Q †hb GBgvÎ GKUv cÖkœ K‡i
DËi †kvbvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶vq Av‡Q †m| mvjRybv‡mi gv_vUv
wb‡P Szu‡K Av‡Q, †Pnviv _g_‡g|
d‡UvUv Gb‡fjv‡c f‡i c‡K‡U †i‡L w`j ivbv| ey‡S‡Q,
Kvqmv‡ii Rvb©vwjw÷K AeRvi‡fkb wbfy©j: †hfv‡eB †nvK
Wvdz mvjRybv‡mi G‡_Ý †nW Awdm `Lj K‡i wb‡q‡Q
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 37
AvKvwW©qv gviKvm, Ges Zvici †_‡K mvjRybv‡mi bv‡g
mvgwiK Afy¨Ìvb NUv‡bvi Pµvš— Ki‡Q|
Kwd †kl K‡i B›UviK‡b †dvb Kij ivbv, K_v ejj
Zvivbvi m‡½| †g‡qUv †hb Ii †dvb cvevi A‡c¶v‡ZB wQj|
ivbvi cÖ‡kœi Dˇi Rvbvj, GK‡N‡q mgq KvU‡Q Zvi, Ii m½
`vi“Y fvj jvM‡e| Zvi m‡½ mvgvb¨ GKUz ZK© n‡q‡Q nvwee
evKvivi, ZvB GKvB †m GKUv bvBUK¬v‡e P‡j †M‡Q|
Zvivbv‡K ivbv mgq w`j ivZ bÕUv|
U¨vw· wb‡q †gBb †cv÷Awd‡m P‡j G‡jv I| GKUv ey‡`
Xy‡K †dvb Kij XvKvq, †mv‡n‡ji b¤^‡i|
K‡qKevi wiO n‡Z AcicÖvš— †_‡K KK©k Mjvi Mvwj
†f‡m Gj, ÔGB Amg‡q †Kvb& kvjv †i?Õ
ÔAvwg bv n‡q KjUv hw` em& Ki‡Zb?Õ
ÔGB †dv‡bi b¤^i Avwg ïay Avgvi kvjv‡`i‡KB w`B,Õ Nyg
Rov‡bv Mjv †mv‡n‡ji| Ôe‡j †dj&, Lei wK?Õ
ÔLei n‡jv, cvivKvUzi Kv‡Q gviKv‡mi c−¨vb‡Uk‡b e›`x
Rxeb KvUv‡”Qb Wvdz mvjRybvm| Avwg G-I Rvb‡Z †c‡iwQ †h
gviKvm GLb G‡_‡Ý|Õ
ÔB›Uv‡iw÷s,Õ gš—e¨ Kij †mv‡nj| ÔZ‡e G-me Avgv‡`i
Kv‡Q †Zgb D‡ËRK †Kvb Lei bq|Õ
ÔAvwg ej‡Z PvBwQ Kvqmv‡ii aviYv wVKB wQj|Õ
ÔKv‡RB ZzB GLb cvivKvUz hvw”Qm?Õ
Ônu¨v| Z‡e GKUv Sv‡gjv †`Lv w`‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔSv‡gjv? Zv cÖv‡Yi eÜz‡K ej‡Z Amywe‡a wK!Õ †mv‡n‡ji
Mjvq we`ªƒc| Ôwe‡kl K‡i eÜzwU hLb wPiKvj †Zvi DcKvi
38 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
Kivi R‡b¨B GB aivav‡g G‡m‡Q| kvjv, Sv‡gjvi I¯—v`!Õ
nvmj ivbv| Ôwi‡qvq cyiv‡bv GK wc.AvB.we G‡R‡›Ui m‡½
†`Lv| †Ri“Rv‡j‡g GKUv Acv‡ik‡b Avgvi m‡½ wQj
†g‡qUv|Õ
Ô†K? Zvivbv AvwRR?Õ
Ônu¨v|Õ
Ôkvjvi Kcvj! †hLv‡b hZ my›`ix Av‡Q Zviv ïay †Zv‡KB
†`L‡Z cvq? ZvivbvI †Zvi wcQy wb‡q‡Q?Õ
ÔAvgvi bq,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôm‡›`n KiwQ, Zvivbv gviKv‡mi
wcQy wb‡q‡Q| Avey BmnvK Bgvg mv‡jn‡K Lyb Kivi R‡b¨
Avgiv †Zv gviKvm‡KB m‡›`n Kwi, ZvB bv?Õ
Ônu¨v, Kwi|Õ
ÔZvivbvi m‡½ GKRb Gw·wKDkbvi i‡q‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔAvgvi aviYv gviKv‡mi Lei wb‡Z G‡m‡Q| GB gyn~‡Z© Iiv
nq‡Zv Rv‡b bv †h gviKvm GLb G‡_‡Ý| wKš‘ Avwg PvB bv
Avgiv mevB GKB mg‡q c−¨vb‡Uk‡b wM‡q fyj ey‡S ci¯úi‡K
¸wj K‡i Acv‡ikbUvi ev‡ivUv evRvB|Õ
Ô†Zv Avwg wK Ki‡Z cvwi?Õ
ÔZzB c¨v‡j÷vBb B‡›Uwj‡R‡Ýi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM K‡i
wbwðZ n‡Z cvwim Zvivbv Avi evKvivi wgkbUv Avm‡j wK|
Zvivbvi Pxd †gv‡gbyi ivngvb †Zvi eÜz, mwZ¨ K_vUv †Zv‡K
Aš—Z Aek¨B Rvbv‡e|Õ
ÔZv nq‡Zv Rvbv‡e,Õ K‡qK †m‡KÛ BZ¯—Z Kivi ci
Reve w`j †mv‡nj|
ÔNUbv hw` ZvB nq, A_©vr Avgvi Avi Zvivbvi wgkb hw`
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 39
GKB nq, †Lvjv gb wb‡q ci¯úi‡K wKfv‡e mvnvh¨ Kiv hvq
Zv wb‡q K_v ej‡Z cvwi Avgiv| wKsev Aš—Z G‡K A‡b¨i
c‡_ evav bv nIqvi †Póv Ki‡Z cvwi|Õ
Gevi DËi w`‡Z AviI †`wi Kij †mv‡nj| cÖvq Pwj−k
†m‡KÛ ci gyL Lyjj| ÔG-e¨vcv‡i Avwg GKv †Kvb wm×v‡š—
Avm‡Z cvie bv| Avgv‡K e‡mi m‡½ Avjvc Ki‡Z n‡e| ZzB
GKUv b¤^i †`, Avwg †dvb K‡i Rvbve KZUzKz wK Ki‡Z
cvie|Õ
†Lvjv jvBb wbivc` bq, Zey eva¨ n‡q wnjU‡bi b¤^iB
w`j ivbv| ÔK_v ejwe evsjv‡ZB, KviI cy‡iv bvg D”PviY
Kiwe bv,Õ mveavb K‡i w`‡q ejj I|
wnjU‡b wdij ivbv| †`o NÈv A‡c¶v Kivi ci cÖZ¨vwkZ
†dvbUv Gj| meB fvj Lei| †mv‡n‡ji gy‡L me K_v †kvbvi
ci wewmAvB Pxd †gRi †Rbv‡ij (AemicÖvß) ivnvZ Lvb
Zuvi Ab¨Zg `ya©l© ¯úvB Gg.Avi.bvBb-Gi eZ©gvb ZrciZvi
cÖwZ c~Y© mg_©b Rvwb‡q‡Qb, Ges Ii e¨w³MZ wgkbUv‡K
wewmAvB-Gi GKUv ¸i“Z¡c~Y© A¨vmvBb‡g›U wn‡m‡e Awdwkqvj
Aby‡gv`b w`‡q‡Qb| wc.AvB.we Px‡di m‡½ K_v e‡j‡Q
†mv‡njI| BwZevPK mvov w`‡q‡Qb †gv‡gbyi ivngvb| ivbv
GLb AvKvwW©qv gviKv‡mi wel‡q Zvivbvi m‡½ †LvjvLywj
Avjvc Ki‡Z cvi‡e| cÖm½µ‡g Rvbv †M‡Q, evKviv m‡½
_vK‡jI A¨vmvBb‡g›UUvi †bZ…Z¡ w`‡”Q ZvivbvB| ivbv‡K
GKUv †KvW IqvW© †`qv n‡jv, ï‡b Zvivbv eyS‡Z cvi‡e Zvi
eZ©gvb KvR m¤ú‡K© Ii m‡½ Avjvc Kivi wb‡`©k w`‡q‡Qb
40 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
Pxd †gv‡gbyi ivngvb|
B›UviK‡b bÕUvi wKQy c‡i †cuŠQvj ivbv| †m‡R¸‡R ˆZwi
n‡qB wQj Zvivbv, I‡K †`‡L wgwó K‡i nvmj| wb‡P †b‡g
G‡m GKUv U¨vw· wbj Iiv| Av‡MB K_v n‡q‡Q, Iiv hw`
GKm‡½ wWbvi Lvq, wejUv Zvivbv †gUv‡e| Zv‡K wb‡q †Kvb
K¨vwm‡bv ev bvBU K¬v‡e hv‡e ivbv, fvj jvM‡j wKQy¶Y bvP‡e
`yÕRb, KviI hw` B‡”Q nq †m `yÕGK †XvK wWª¼I Ki‡Z
cvi‡e| me‡k‡l, GK‡N‡qwg †K‡U †M‡j, Zvivbv‡K Zvi
†nv‡U‡j †cuŠ‡Q †`‡e ivbv| †cuŠ‡Q †`‡e gv‡b ïayB †cuŠ‡Q
†`‡e|
WªvBfvi Avi c¨v‡mÄvi‡`i gvSLv‡b Kuv‡Pi mvDÛcÖƒd
cvwU©kb Av‡Q, †evZvg wU‡c †mUv Zzjj ivbv, Zvici
Zvivbv‡K wR‡Ám Kij, ÔevKvivi Lei wK?Õ
Zvivbvi †Pnviv †`‡L †evSv †Mj bv cÖkœUv ï‡b Zvi wK
cÖwZwµqv n‡jv| ÔwK Lei Rvb‡Z PvBQ?Õ cvëv cÖkœ Kij †m|
ÔAZ¨š— †Rjvm g‡b n‡jv| †Zvgiv wK Lye Nwbô?Õ
†n‡m †djj Zvivbv| ÔZzwg Rv‡bv, Avgvi †P‡q wZb eQ‡ii
†QvU I| †mUvI †Zgb †Kvb e¨vcvi bq| Avm‡j I‡K
†evSv‡bvB hv‡”Q bv †h Avwg GKRb‡K fvjevwm|Õ
ÔGLb Avwg †Rjvm wdj KiwQ!Õ nvmj ivbv|
†n‡m †djj ZvivbvI| Zvici ejj, ÔAvwg Avm‡j GB
A¨vmvBb‡g‡›U evKviv‡K m‡½ wb‡Z PvBwb, wKš‘ evi evi ejv
m‡Ë¡I KZ…©c¶ K_vUv Kv‡b Zzjj bv| wc¯—j Avi ivB‡d‡j
Ii nvZ Lye fvj|Õ
ÔZvigv‡b GB A¨vmvBb‡g‡›U I _vK‡QB|Õ
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 41
 Zvivbv wPwš—Z, ivbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| Ônu¨v|Õ
Ô†Zvgv‡`i‡K †`‡LB Avwg Av›`vR Ki‡Z cvwi eªvwR‡j
†Kb G‡mQ,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwewmAvB †nW‡KvqvU©vi †_‡K
†Zvgv‡`i ivgvj−vq †hvMv‡hvM Kiv n‡qwQj| Avgvi Abygvb
mwZ¨ e‡j Rvbv †M‡Q| Kv‡RB GLb Avgiv wb‡R‡`i g‡a¨
Av‡jvPbv K‡i †`L‡Z cvwi GB e¨vcv‡i ci¯úi‡K mvnvh¨
Kivi Av‡`Š †Kvb my‡hvM Av‡Q wKbv|Õ
Zvivbvi meyRvf †PvL `y‡Uv GKUz mi“ n‡jv| ÔwKš‘ ivbv,
wc.AvB.we Awdm †_‡K Avgv‡K ev evKviv‡K wKQyB Rvbv‡bv
nqwb|Õ
ÔK‡qK NÈvi g‡a¨ GKUv d¨v· cv‡e Zzwg| Z‡e Zvi
Av‡M Avgv‡K GKUv †KvW IqvW© e¨envi Ki‡Z ejv n‡q‡Q,
IUv ïb‡j Zzwg bvwK eyS‡Z cvi‡e wek¦vm K‡i me K_v ejv
hvq Avgv‡K| kãUv n‡jvÑwemwgj−vn|Õ
AevK n‡q ZvwK‡q _vKj Zvivbv| ÔIn&, MW! `¨vU BR `¨
ivBU IqvW©!Õ
Ô†Zvgv‡`i Pxd cvwV‡q‡Qb|Õ
GK gyn~Z© wPš—v Kij Zvivbv| ÔwVK Av‡Q, ivbv| Z‡e
†Zvgvi m‡½ KZUv d«x nIqv hv‡e, †mUv d¨v· bv †`‡L ej‡Z
cvie bv|Õ
ivbv a‡iB wb‡q‡Q Zvivbv mveav‡b G‡Mv‡e| wd‡ì Zvi
AwfÁZv Lye Kg bq| Ô†ek| Avwg Zvn‡j ïay K‡qKUv
AvBwWqvi K_v ewj †Zvgv‡K| †Zvgvi gyL †Lvjvi †Kvb
cÖ‡qvRbB †bB|Õ
Ô`¨vUÕm †dqvi|Õ
42 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
ÔAvgiv `yÕRbB AvKvwW©qv gviKvm‡K LyuRwQ, D‡Ïk¨ GKB
Z‡e GKB Kvi‡Y bq,Õ ejj ivbv, †`Lj Zvivbvi †Pnvivq
†Kvb fve dzU‡Q bv| Ô†Zvgiv Zv‡K kvw¯— w`‡Z PvI Avey
BmnvK Bgvg mv‡nj‡K Lyb Kivi Aciv‡a| Avgiv Zv‡K †Kb
LyuRwQ †mUv e¨vL¨v Kiv GKUz KwVb| a‡iv, MÖx‡m GKUv
i³¶qx mvgwiK Afy¨Ìvb NU‡Z hv‡”Q| a‡iv, Wvdz
mvjRybvm‡K wKWb¨vc Kiv n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔMÖxK wkwcs g¨vM‡bU?Õ
Ônu¨v| Zuv‡K nq‡Zv Zuvi B”Qvi wei“‡× cvivKvUz‡Z AvU‡K
ivLv n‡q‡Q| wKš‘ gviKvm G‡_‡Ý, Kv‡RB †m bv †div ch©š—
A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡`i| Avi hw` BD‡iv‡c †h‡Z PvI,
†mUv Avjv`v K_v| wKš‘ Avgvi aviYv, cvivKvUz‡Z †M‡j Ggb
wKQy †c‡Z cvwi, gviKvm‡K ai‡Z Lye mywe‡a n‡e| ILv‡b
wM‡q wg÷vi mvjRybv‡mi m‡½ K_v ej‡Z PvB Avwg|
Ôhw` AvMÖn _v‡K, Avgvi m‡½ cvivKvUz‡Z †h‡Z cv‡iv
†Zvgiv| †fZ‡i XyK‡Z n‡j, nq‡Zv †Mvjv¸wj Ki‡Z n‡Z
cv‡i| e¨vcviUv wb‡q evKvivi m‡½ Avjvc K‡iv Zzwg, Zvici
d¨v· cvevi ci Kvj Avgv‡K RvbvI wK Ki‡e|Õ
ÔAvgiv hw` mwZ¨ gviKvm‡KB ai‡Z G‡m _vwK, GLvb
†_‡K mivmwi G‡_‡Ý P‡j hvIqvUvB wK Avgv‡`i R‡b¨ fvj
nq bv?Õ
ÔgviKvm wg÷vi mvjRybv‡mi †Kv‡jvmm †c›UnvDm `Lj
K‡i †mUv‡K Zvi †nW‡KvqvU©vi evwb‡q‡Q| mvjRybv‡mi IB
†c›UnvDm bvwK AvaywbK GKUv `yM© we‡kl| Zzwg Avi evKviv
†QvU GKUv Uxg, ILv‡b XyK‡ZB cvi‡e bv| ILv‡b †XvKvi
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 43
†Mvcb †Kvb Dcvq wbðqB Av‡Q| Avi †mUv GKgvÎ wg÷vi
mvjRybv‡miB Rvbvi K_v|Õ
ivbvi K_vq hyw³ Av‡Q, gv_v SuvwK‡q †mUv ¯^xKviI Kij
Zvivbv, Z‡e ejj, ÔKvj †Zvgv‡K Rvbve, †Kgb? G-cÖm‡½i
GLv‡bB BwZ| Zzwg eis we¯—vwiZ †kvbvI, Avgv‡K wb‡q AvR
iv‡Z †Zvgvi c−¨vbUv wK|Õ
Ôc−¨v‡bi Avi _vKjUv wK! Av‡×KUvB †Zv ev` K‡i w`‡j|
†L‡q-‡`‡q †Zvgv‡K B›UviK‡b †cuŠ‡Q w`‡q ey‡ov AvOyjUv
Pzl‡Z Pzl‡Z wb‡Ri †nv‡U‡j wd‡i hve, GB n‡”Q c−¨vb|Õ
wLjwLj K‡i nvmj Zvivbv wKQy¶Y| †PvL euvwK‡q PvBj
ivbvi w`‡K|
Pvi
Zvivbv‡K B›UviK‡bi jwe‡Z †cuŠ‡Q w`‡q †nu‡UB wb‡Ri
†nv‡U‡j wdi‡Q ivbv| †ek ivZ n‡q‡Q, Avi iv‡Zi †ejvB
wi‡qv †hb †R‡M I‡V| PIov dzUcv_ `Lj K‡i wb‡q‡Q
nKviiv, Zv‡`i †`vKv‡bi mvg‡b †`kx-we‡`kx Uz¨wi÷iv wfo
Rwg‡q‡Q| wek¦vm Kiv KwVb, Z‡e NUbv mZ¨ÑGB Gwf‡bWv
wi‡qv eªv‡¼vq wiKwÛkb Kiv Mvwo †_‡K ïi“ K‡i nx‡ii AvOwU
ch©š— wKb‡Z cvIqv hvq|
44 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
euvK wb‡q K‡qKUv iv¯—v cvi n‡q G‡jv ivbv, †Kv_vI
GKUv Lvwj U¨vw· †bB| Gw`‡Ki iv¯—v cÖvq wbR©b, †`vKvbcvU
†ewkifvMB eÜ| mvg‡bi GKUv †`vKv‡bi `iRvq Mvp Qvqv,
†mB Qvqv †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m ivbvi w`‡K gy‡Vv Kiv nvZ Pvjvj
GK †jvK| gy‡Vvi †fZi GKUv Qywii nvZj|
†`vKvbUv‡K cvk KvwU‡q cÖvq P‡j G‡m‡Q ivbv, wVK GB
mgq nvgjvUv n‡jv| †jvKUv Avi hw` GK †m‡KÛ †`wi KiZ,
Zv‡K ivbv †`L‡ZB †cZ bv; nvgjvUv mdj †nvZ, wc‡V Qywi
†L‡q dzUcv‡_ c‡o _vKZ I| wKš‘ KvRUv Kivi e¨vKzjZv
Avi D‡ØM Zv‡K GK †m‡KÛ Av‡M bwo‡q w`‡q‡Q, Avi Zvi
†mB bovUv aiv c‡o †M‡Q ivbvi †Pv‡Li †Kv‡Y|
Qywii djv wc‡V Muv_‡Z hv‡”Q, `ª“Z †gvPo †L‡q AvNvZUv
†VKvevi R‡b¨ euv nvZ evwo‡q w`j ivbv| Kwâi m‡½ Kwâi
kw³ cix¶v Pjj GK wK `yB †m‡KÛ| Qywii djv R¨v‡KU I
kvU© wP‡i w`j Bw wZ‡bK, Zvici jvj i‡³i AMfxi GKUv
Lvj KvUj Ii evg evû‡Z| †jvKUvi fvi Govevi †Póv bv
K‡i wb‡Ri Ici Zv‡K Avm‡Z w`j ivbv, Zvici Zvi m‡½
wb‡RI Nyij, `yÕnv‡Z †V‡j w`j cv‡ki wewì‡Oi wb‡iU
†`qv‡j|
†jvKUv evKviv| Zvivbv‡K bv cvevi Av‡MB hw` nviv‡Z
nq, GB f‡q cÖwZØ›Øx‡K Lyb Ki‡Z PvB‡Q| Aš—Z cÖ_‡g ivbv
GUvB fvej| Zvici †`Lj, bvÑG †jvKUv evKvivi †P‡q j¤^v,
eqmI †ewk| eªvwRwjqvb ¸Êv|
Lvwj nvZUv w`‡q wc¯—j †ei Ki‡e ivbv, wKš‘ †jvKUv
I‡K wb‡Ri Lvwj nvZ w`‡q a‡i †i‡L‡Q| Avevi Qywi Pvjvj
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 45
†m, Gevi Uv‡M©U Kij ivbvi gyL| gv_vUv SU K‡i mwi‡q
wb‡Z cvij I, Z‡e Kv‡bi jwZ‡Z djvi †LuvPv jvMj|
Z…Zxqevi Qywi Zzjj †m, kix‡ii mg¯— fvi wb‡q Suvwc‡q
co‡Z hv‡”Q ivbvi Mv‡q|
MwZ Zvi Lye †ewk n‡q †Mj| ivbv‡K †Zv †djjB, wb‡RI
`ovg K‡i dzUcv‡Z AvQvo †L‡jv| Wvb nv‡Zi †gv¶g GKUv
Nywm gvij ivbv Zvi †Pvqv‡j| wK Avðh©! †hLv‡b nvo †f‡O
hvevi K_v, fve †`‡L g‡b n‡jv †jvKUv †Kvb e¨_vB cvqwb|
ci¯úi‡K a‡i GKUv Movb †L‡jv Iiv, ivbv‡K GLbI cÖwZ
gyn~‡Z© cÖvYcY †Póv Ki‡Z n‡”Q kix‡ii GLv‡b †mLv‡b j¶¨
K‡i Pvjv‡bv QywiUv †hb Ii bvMvj bv cvq| B”Qv Ges †Póv
`y‡UvB Av‡Q, nq wc¯—j bvnq QywiUv †ei Ki‡e, wKš‘ †Kvb
my‡hvMB cvIqv hv‡”Q bv|
GK gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨ ivbvi kix‡i PovI n‡jv cÖKvÊ
cÖwZØ›Øx| cZz©MxR fvlvq wLw¯—i m‡½ Qywii †Kvc gvij Ii eyK
eivei| djvUv PIov, Z‡e †ewk j¤^v bq, WMvUv ¶z‡ii gZ
avivj| G‡Kev‡i †kl gyn~‡Z© Qywi aiv nv‡Zi Kwâ aij ivbv,
AÜKv‡iI †`Lj PIov djv PKPK Ki‡Q| `yÕR‡bi `y‡Uv nvZ
_i_i K‡i Kuvc‡QÑLybx djvUv Muv_‡e, ivbv Muv_‡Z †`‡e bv|
Wvb nvZUv †Kvb iK‡g gy³ K‡i wb‡q Zvi gy‡L AvOyj Pvjvj
I| AvOy‡ji WMvq Zvi †PvL, Abyfe Ki‡Z †c‡i bL mn
AvOyjUv †fZ‡i †muwa‡q †`qvi †Póv Kij ivbvÑnvZ I evûi
†cwk dz‡j DV‡Q| †Pv‡Li gwY dU& kã K‡i †d‡U †Mj| MZ©Uv
†_‡K †ewi‡q G‡jv ivbvi †fRv AvOyj|
Ôgv‡i| evc‡i| Avj−v‡i!Õ hš¿Yvq †KuvKv‡”Q †jvKUv, Lvwj
46 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
nv‡Z †PvL †P‡c a‡i‡Q, fy‡j †M‡Q Aci nv‡Z aiv Qywii K_v|
KvZi GKUv AùzU AvIqvR K‡i ivbvi Mv †_‡K Mwo‡q coj
†m|
BwZg‡a¨ ivbvi nv‡Z wb‡Ri Qywi †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q| Z‡e
cÖvq AÁvb GKRb †jvK‡K Lyb Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv I| ZvQvov,
gviwcU †`‡L †jvKRb †h‡nZz m‡i †M‡Q, Avi cywjmI Avm‡Q
bv; †jvKUv‡K K_v ejv‡bv hvq wKbv †`L‡Z Pvq I| em‡Z
hv‡e, Nu¨vP K‡i Avevi Qywi Pvjvj †jvKUv| Gevi e¨_© n‡jv
bv| A‡Üi gZ Pvwj‡qwQj QywiUv, †hLv‡b jvMvi K_v †mLv‡bB
jvMj| MwZ gš’iB wQj, ZviciI cv mwi‡q †bqvi mgq
cvqwb ivbv| d‡j Ii GKUv Ry‡Zvi bvK KvUv †Mj| Lyb Kivi
R‡b¨ bq, AvZ¥i¶vi ZvwM‡` wb‡Ri ARv‡š— Qywi Pvwj‡q‡Q
ivbvI; djvUv A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj †jvKUvi cuvR‡ii duvK w`‡q
†fZ‡i| nvZj †U‡b QywiUv †ei Kij ivbv, †jvKUvi kv‡U© i³
gyQj| K‡qK †m‡KÛ QUdU K‡i w¯’i n‡q †Mj †`nUv|
mvP© K‡i †Zgb wKQy cvIqv †Mj bv| Z‡e GKUv
AvB‡WbwUwU KvW© duvm K‡i w`j me| †jvKUv †mi‡eivm
Bg‡cvU©-G·‡cvU© †Kv¤úvwbi GKRb Kg©Pvix| †`Lv hv‡”Q
Kv‡j©vm †gvjv‡Wv hZUv fvev wM‡qwQj Zvi‡P‡q A‡bK
wmwiqvmwj wb‡q‡Q I‡K| wKsev nq‡Zv G‡_‡Ý gviKvm‡K
†dvb K‡iwQj, Avi gviKvm e‡j‡Q †kL gvmy` bv‡g KviI
m‡½ Zvi †Kvb K_v nqwb| †gvjv‡Wv m¤¢eZ I‡K B›Uvi‡cvj
ev RvwZms‡Ni A¨vw›U-WªvMm †¯‹vqv‡Wi †Kvb †jvK e‡j a‡i
wb‡q‡Q| hvB a‡i wb‡q _vKzK, Ii wcQ‡b †jvK jvwM‡q‡Q †m|
Kv‡RB hZ ZvovZvwo m¤¢e wi‡qv †Q‡o cvivKvUz‡Z P‡j hvIqv
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 47
DwPZ Ii| †nv‡U‡j †divi c‡_ Avi wKQy NUj bv| ivZUvI
KvUj wbwe©‡Nœ|
mKvj bÕUvq G‡fwbWv †cÖwm‡W›Uv fviMvm-G P‡j G‡jv
ivbv, emj †QvÆ GKUv Kv‡d‡Z; GKUz ci evKviv‡K wb‡q Ii
†Uwe‡j nvwRi n‡jv Zvivbv| GKm‡½ KvR Ki‡Z n‡e, GB
my‡hv‡M Zvivbvi m‡½ AviI Nwbô nevi my‡hvM cv‡e ivbv,
m¤¢eZ GB K_v †f‡e LyeB DwØMœ n‡q c‡o‡Q evKviv| Zvi
AvPiY Av‡Mi †P‡qI KK©k I AgvwR©Z jvMj ivbvi|
ivgvj−v †_‡K cvVv‡bv d¨v· evZ©vUv Kvj iv‡ZB †c‡q‡Q
Zvivbv, Zv‡Z I‡`i `yÕRb‡K ivbvi m‡½ wg‡jwg‡k KvR Kivi
wb‡`©k †`qv n‡q‡Q| `yÕ`‡jiB D‡Ïk¨ GKÑAvKvwW©qv
gviKvm‡K aiv|
evKviv cÖ¯—ve w`j ivbv‡K, ÔWvdz mvjRybvm m¤ú‡K© Z_¨
`iKvi n‡j cvivKvUz‡Z Avcwb GKv hvb bv †Kb|Õ Zvi Kv‡jv
†Pv‡L AKviY wR`, mvg‡bi Kwd fwZ© Kvc GKevi †Quvqwb
ch©š—| ÔAvgv‡`i wgkb m¤ú~Y© Avjv`vÑgviKvm‡K †LuvRv, Ges
Zv‡K LZg Kiv| Rvbv K_v, cvivKvUz‡Z Zv‡K Avgiv cve
bv|Õ
Zvi w`K †_‡K †PvL wdwi‡q Zvivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv|
ÔZzwg wK e‡jv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij I|
ÔAvwg wK PvB Zv Av‡MB nvwee‡K e‡j w`‡qwQ,Õ ejj
Zvivbv, GKUz weeªZ| Ô†Zvgvi A¨v‡cÖvP ïay †Zvgvi R‡b¨ bq,
Avgv‡`i R‡b¨I mwVK|Õ
ÔZvivbv!Õ Pvcv Mjvq wnmwnm K‡i DVj evKviv| Ô†m·
†Zvgvi gv_v Lvivc K‡i w`‡q‡Q! GB gvmy` ivbv wbN©vZ
48 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
†Zvgvi jvfvi| Dwb hv-B ejyb, mewKQy‡Z Zzwg hyw³ Lyu‡R
cv”Q|Õ
ÔIn&, nvwee, c−xR!Õ wbPz Mjvq ejj Zvivbv; ïay weeªZ bq,
ixwZgZ Acgvb †eva Ki‡Q †m|
ivbv ejj, ÔKvD‡K Ávb`vb Kiv Avgvi ¯^fve bq| Z‡e
GKm‡½ KvR Ki‡Z n‡j fvev‡e‡Mi jvMvg mevB‡KB †U‡b
ivL‡Z n‡e|Õ
SU& K‡i †Pqvi Qvoj evKviv, `yB †Kvg‡i nvZ †i‡L ejj,
Ô†`Lyb, wg÷vi gvmy` ivbv...Õ
ÔevKviv, e‡mv!Õ kvš—, wKš‘ `„p KZ…©‡Z¡i my‡i wb‡`©k w`j
Zvivbv|
†duvm-†duvm K‡i wbtk¦vm †dj‡Q evKviv, Zvivbvi w`‡K
†PvL Mig K‡i ZvwK‡q _vKjÑg‡b n‡jv wb‡`©kUv Agvb¨B
Ki‡Z hv‡”Q| Z‡e bv, ax‡i ax‡i Avevi emj †m| wbtk¦v‡mi
m‡½ wK ejj †evSv †Mj bv, Z‡e ivbvi †Pv‡Li w`‡K ZvKv‡”Q
bv|
ÔGici hw` KLbI Avevi GiKg fyj K‡iv, †Zvgv‡K
KwVb kvw¯— †c‡Z n‡e, nvwee,Õ ejj Zvivbv| ÔAvwg wK ejwQ
eyS‡Z cviQ †Zv?Õ
evKviv BZ¯—Z Ki‡Q| K_v hLb †ei“j, Zv‡Z Suv‡Si
gvÎv Kg bq| Ônu¨v|Õ
ÔZzwg hv fveQ Zv Avm‡j mwZ¨ bq| ivbvi m‡½ Avgvi ev
Avgvi m‡½ ivbvi IiKg †Kvb m¤úK© †KvbKv‡j wQj bv,
AvRI nqwb| n‡e †h, †m m¤¢vebvI GLb Avi †bBÑKviY
GLb Avwg Ab¨ GKRb‡K fvjevwm| Z‡e †h‡nZz ivbv GKRb
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 49
f`ª‡jvK, Avi Zv‡K Acgvb Kiv n‡q‡Q, Avgv‡`i DwPZ Zvi
Kv‡Q ¶gv PvIqv| †Zvgvi wK g‡b nq?Õ
evKviv eyS‡Z cvi‡Q, ¶gvUv Zv‡KB PvB‡Z ejv n‡”Q|
†Uwe‡j c‡o _vKv Zvi nvZ `y‡Uv k³ gy‡Vv n‡q †Mj| ÔZzwg hv
ej‡e ZvB n‡e,Õ Ae‡k‡l ejj †m|
ÔAvwg ejwQ, ¶gv PvIqv DwPZ|Õ
ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj bv evKviv| Kv‡dÕi †fZi h‡_ó VvÊv,
ZviciI Nvg‡Q †m| ÔwVK Av‡Q| Avgvi fyj n‡q‡QÑ`ytwLZ|Õ
ÔAv‡iKUv K_v,Õ ejj Zvivbv| ÔZzwg nq‡Zv a‡i wb‡qQ
GKB A¨vmvBb‡g‡›U KvR KiwQ e‡j Avgvi m‡½ e¨w³MZ
wKQy GKUv NU‡e †Zvgvi| wKš‘ Avm‡j Zv NU‡e bv| GB
e¨vcv‡i †Zvgvi g‡b †Kvb fyj aviYv _vKv DwPZ bq|Õ
Ôgvbjvg, DwPZ bq|Õ gv_v bZ K‡i Av‡Q evKviv|
ÔGLb ivbvi m‡½ cvivKvUz‡Z hvw”Q Avwg,Õ ejj Zvivbv|
ÔZzwg hw` g‡b K‡iv KvRUv †evKvwg n‡”Q, Avwg KZ…©c¶‡K
Aby‡iva Kie A¨vmvBb‡g›U †_‡K †Zvgv‡K †hb mwi‡q †bqv
nq|Õ
GZ¶‡Y gyL Zz‡j Zvivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj evKviv| Zvi
†PvL-gyL e`‡j †M‡Q, A‡bK big jvM‡Q †`L‡Z| ÔZzwg Rv‡bv
Avwg †Zvgv‡K GKv Qvo‡Z cvie bv|Õ ivbvi w`‡K GKevi
ZvKvj †m| ÔZzwg Avi wg÷vi ivbvB †bZ…Z¡ w`”Q, †evSv †Mj|
Zzwg †M‡j AvwgI hve| Õ
ivbv‡K Zvivbv wR‡Ám Kij, ÔKLb hvw”Q Avgiv?Õ
PzcPvc e‡m I‡`i Avjvc ïbwQj ivbv| g‡b g‡b nvmwQj
Zvivbvi wbR©jv wg_¨v ï‡b| Av‡Mi A¨vmvBb‡g‡›U A‡bK
50 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
wKQyB N‡UwQj I‡`i g‡a¨, wKš‘ evKviv‡K †mme Rvb‡Z w`‡Z
PvB‡Q bv I| Z‡e wK ÔAb¨ GKRbÕ‡K fvjevmvi K_vUvI
wg_¨v? evKvivi Av‡µvk †_‡K euvPv‡Z †Póv Ki‡Q ivbv‡K ev
wb‡R‡K?
ÔAvwg Ah_v †`wi Ki‡Z PvB bv,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔP‡jv Zvn‡j †i›U-Av-Kvi Awdm †_‡K GKUv Mvwo wb‡q
†ewi‡q cwo,Õ ejj Zvivbv| ÔRv‡bv †Zv, Avgv‡`i‡K wURyKv
ebf~wgi †fZi w`‡q †h‡Z n‡e|Õ
ÔAvgiv iIbv ne mܨvq,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôhv Mig c‡o‡Q,
iv‡Z Mvwo Pvjv‡ZB mywe‡a|Õ
ÔAvgvi Zv‡Z †Kvb AvcwË †bB,Õ Rvbvj evKviv| †Pnvivq
A¯^vfvweK kvš—, VvÊv GKUv fve dz‡U Av‡Q| GUv wK‡mi
j¶Y, ivbv eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv| mij †Q‡jUv wK wek¦vm K‡i‡Q
Zvivbvi me K_v?
cyiv‡bv GKUv U‡qvUv j¨vÛ †ivfvi wb‡q mܨvq iIbv n‡jv
Iiv| eªvwRwjqv nvBI‡q a‡i QyUj Mvwo, bvg nvBI‡q n‡jI
iv¯—vi Ae¯’v we‡kl mywe‡ai bq| evsjv‡`‡ki ivRc‡_i K_v
g‡b co‡Q ivbvi| mviv `ycyi Avi we‡KjUv Iiv wekªvg
wb‡q‡Q, Zv m‡Ë¡I NbNb cÖej SuvwK Aí¶‡YB K¬vš— K‡i
Zzjj I‡`i‡K| mvivivZ Mvwo Pvwj‡qI Lye †ewk `~i G‡Mv‡bv
‡Mj bv| ciw`b me‡P‡q Mi‡gi mgqUv Mvwo _vwg‡q Qvqvq
ï‡q-e‡m KvUvevi K_v fvev n‡jI †mUv Kv‡R cwiYZ Kiv
†Mj bv gkv-gvwQi Dc`ª‡e| wØZxqevi _vgj Iiv †QvÆ GK
MÖv‡gi †fZi, †i‡¯—viuvi mvg‡b| †i‡¯—viuvi gvwjK †jvKUv
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 51
fvj, ivbv‡K †W‡K mveavb K‡i w`‡q ejj, ÔAvcbviv we‡`kx
gvbyl, hZ ZvovZvwo m¤¢e MÖvg †_‡K †ewi‡q hvb| MÖv‡gi †KD
bq Zviv, R½j †_‡K Av‡m| we‡`kx KvD‡K †`L‡jB nq, hv
cv‡e me †K‡o †b‡e|Õ
Zv‡K ab¨ev` w`‡q we`vq wbj ivbv|
AviI GKUv ivZ Mvwo Pvwj‡q ciw`b mKv‡j cvivKvUz‡Z
†cuŠQvj Iiv|
nvBI‡qi cv‡k cvivKvUz †QvU GKUv MÖvg| MÖvg n‡jI,
mv`v PzbKvg Kiv cvKv Ni¸‡jvq K‡qK nvRvi †jvK evm
K‡i| mvwi mvwi †nv‡Uj-†i‡¯—viuvI †`Lv †Mj| cvjv K‡i Mvwo
Pvjv‡”Q ivbv I evKviv, ivbvi wb‡`©‡k MÖv‡g _vgj bv I‡`i
j¨vÛ †ivfvi| gviKv‡mi †jvKRb MÖv‡g LvIqv`vIqv ev
†KbvKvUv Ki‡Z Avm‡Z cv‡i, I‡`i‡K †`L‡Z †c‡j mZK©
n‡q hv‡e|
cvivKvUz †_‡K c−¨vb‡Uk‡bi w`‡K iv¯—v cvIqv hv‡e gvBj
cuv‡PK| †g‡Uv c_, c_ bv e‡j Lvbv-L‡›`i mgwó ej‡jB nq|
`yÕcv‡k Mfxi R½j, †fZiUv w`‡bi †ejvI cÖvq AÜKvi| c_
†Kv_vI GZB mi“ †h Rvbvjv M‡j MvQcvjvi Wvj j¨vÛ
†ivfv‡ii †fZ‡i Xy‡K Av‡ivnx‡`i †Pv‡L-gy‡L SvcUv gvi‡Z
PvB‡Q| eva¨ n‡qB Mvwo Av‡¯— Av‡¯— Pvjv‡”Q evKviv, GB
my‡hv‡M SuvK SuvK gkv †fZ‡i Xy‡K I‡`i Db¥y³ Z¡‡K nvgjv
Pvjvj| ivbv G‡RwÝi wi‡qv kvLvi cÖavb nvmvb ivbv‡K
Rvwb‡q‡Q, GB c_ †_‡K AviI Aš—Z `k gvBj `~‡i
gviKv‡mi c−¨vb‡Ukb| I‡`i c−¨vb, c_ †hUzKz cvIqv hv‡e
Zvi A‡a©KUv e¨envi Ki‡e| †mUzKz cvi n‡ZB NÈvLv‡bK
52 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
†j‡M †Mj| †bnvZB fvM¨ ej‡Z n‡e †h D‡ëvw`K †_‡K
†Kvb Mvwo Av‡mwb| GZ KvQvKvwQ G‡m kΓ‡`i †Pv‡L aiv
co‡Z Pvq bv Iiv|
nvBI‡q †_‡K cÖvq QÕgvBj `~‡i †Svc-Sv‡oi †fZi j¨vÛ
†ivfviUv‡K jywK‡q ivLj Iiv| c_ †bB, R½j †f‡O nuv‡Uv;
cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki nv‡Z GKUv K‡i wi‡cj¨v›U-Gi K¨vb i‡q‡Q, gkv
Zvovevi R‡b¨ †¯cÖ K‡i G‡MvI|
Ah‡Zœ ˆZwi Kiv gviKv‡mi i¨vÂm`„k febUv AvKvk
†Quvqv GKUv BDK¨vwjcUvm MvQ †_‡K AvagvBj `~‡i| duvKv
RvqMvi wKbvivq `uvwo‡q Av‡Q MvQUv, Kv‡QB DuPz GKUv
KuvUvZv‡ii †eov| †eovi Icv‡ii RvqMvUvI GKmgq
c−¨vb‡Uk‡bi mxgvbvi †fZi wQj, R½j †mUv‡K cyb`©Lj K‡i
wb‡q‡Q| MvQUv‡K ivbv G‡RwÝi wi‡qv kvLvi †jvKRb wKQyw`b
AeRvi‡fkb †cv÷ wn‡m‡e e¨envi K‡iwQj| f¨vcmv Mig
Avi gkv-gvwQi Amn¨ Dc`ªe mn¨ K‡i Zvivbv Avi evKviv‡K
IB MvQUvi w`‡KB wb‡q hv‡”Q ivbv| †cuŠQv‡Z NÈv wZ‡bK
jvMj I‡`i| MvQUvi gv_vi KvQvKvwQ euvk I cvg Mv‡Qi cvZv
w`‡q ˆZwi GKUv Ly‡` c−¨vUdg© Av‡Q, c−¨vb‡Ukb †_‡K †`L‡Z
cvIqv hvq bv| Mv‡Qi Mv‡q euv‡ki avcI ˆZwi Kiv Av‡Q,
d‡j Ic‡i DV‡Z †Kvb mgm¨v n‡e bv| Z‡e IVvi ci †`Lv
†Mj wZbRbB nuvcv‡”Q| ÔGZ Kó K‡i †Kvb jvf n‡jv wK?Õ
Zvivbvi Mjvq GKUz †hb ivM|
Mjvq †Svjv‡bv webwKDjviUv †Pv‡L Zz‡j `~‡i,
c−¨vb‡Uk‡bi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| K‡qK gyn~Z© ci Zvivbv‡K
wR‡Ám Kij, ÔwK †`LQ?Õ Zvi †Pv‡LI GKUv webwKDjvi
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 53
i‡q‡Q|
Wvj I cvZvi duvK w`‡q †MvUv dvg© GjvKvUv cwi®‹vi
†`L‡Z cv‡”Q Iiv| g~j feb ev i¨v nvD‡mi Pvicv‡k
†QvUeo AviI wKQy `vjvb †`Lv hv‡”Q, Z‡e wcQbUvq I¸‡jvi
msL¨v me‡P‡q †ewkц`L‡Z A‡bKUv e¨vivK-Gi gZ| me
wgwj‡q wekvj Avi ¸i“-M¤¢xi GKUv fve Av‡Q| KuvUvZv‡ii
†eovUv bZzb, cyiv‡bvUv nvwi‡q †M‡Q R½‡ji Avov‡j| bZzb
†eovI GwM‡q‡Q MvQ I †Sv‡ci †fZi w`‡q| †g‡Uv c‡_
KuvKi Qov‡bv, Mvwo PjvPj K‡i; cvwK©s GwiqvUv †ek eo|
†eovi evB‡i GK mgq ivevi evMvb wQj, cyiv‡bv gvwjK
we`vq †bqvi ci R½j †m-me MÖvm K‡i wb‡q‡Q|
ÔAvgvi GKUv c−¨vb Av‡Q,Õ †PvL †_‡K wb‡Ri webwKDjvi
bvwg‡q ejj evKviv|
Ô†kvbv hvK,Õ Drmvn w`j ivbv|
ÔMvwo‡Z Avgvi †¯‹vc-mvB‡UW ivB‡dj Av‡Q,Õ ejj
evKviv| ÔIUv nv‡Z _vK‡j GLv‡b e‡m mvivw`b Avwg
gviKv‡mi †jvKRb‡K ¸wj Ki‡Z cvie| GKmgq i¨v Lvwj
n‡q hv‡e, ¸wj Kivi gZ KvD‡K cve bv| Avwg ej‡Z PvBwQ,
i¨v‡Âi †fZi Avgv‡`i †XvKviB †Kvb `iKvi †bB|Õ
ÔNi †_‡K I‡`i mevB‡K Zzwg †ei Ki‡e wKfv‡e?Õ
wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| Ô†ei hw` nqI, hLb ¸wj n‡e ZLb
I‡`i‡K Zzwg N‡ii evB‡i _vK‡Z eva¨B ev Ki‡e wKfv‡e?Õ
ÔZvQvov,Õ ejj Zvivbv, ÔAvgiv hw` †fZ‡i bv Xy‡K evB‡i
†_‡K nvgjv PvjvB, Avgv‡`i Av‡M wg÷vi mvjRybv‡mi Kv‡Q
†cuŠQv‡e Iiv| m‡›`n †bB, LybI Ki‡e|Õ
54 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
ÔwVK| Avi mvjRybvm Lyb n‡q †M‡j GLvb †_‡K wKQyB
Avgv‡`i Rvbv n‡e bv|Õ
I‡`i hyw³ †g‡b wb‡q evKviv ejj, ÔGUv wVK †h
mvjRybv‡mi wbivcËv wewNœZ Kiv hv‡e bv| Z‡e mwZ¨ ejwQ,
ivB‡dj e¨env‡ii R‡b¨ GB RvqMvUv Av`k©|Õ Kuva SuvKvj
†m| Ô`yt‡Li welq, Kcv‡j †m-myL †bB!Õ
i³cv‡Zi R‡b¨ Aw¯’i n‡q Av‡Q †QvKiv, fvej ivbv|
Zvi Kv‡Q GUv GKUv wkKvi Awfhvb, hZ †ewk cv‡iv gv‡iv|
we‡Kj ch©š— c−¨vb‡Uk‡bi Ici bRi ivLj Iiv| †jvKRb
wewfbœ Kv‡R Ni †_‡K †ei“‡”Q, Gw`K-Iw`K hv‡”Q, me
wgwj‡q Zv‡`i msL¨v mvZ-AvUR‡bi †ewk bq| nvmvbI
GiKg GKUv wnmveB w`‡q‡Q ivbv‡K|
Wvdz mvjRybvm‡KI †`L‡Z †cj Iiv, c−¨vUdg© †Q‡o
bvgvi wVK Av‡M| e¨vivKm`„k `vjv‡bi GKUv Ni †_‡K
†ewi‡q G‡jb wZwb, m‡½ GKRb †jvK i‡q‡Q| Ajm cv‡q
nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z i¨v nvD‡mi mvg‡b P‡j G‡jb, Zvici `yÕGK
gyn~Z© BZ¯—Z K‡i †fZ‡i Xy‡K co‡jb| †Pv‡L webwKDjvi
_vKvq ivbvi g‡b †Kvb mskq _vKj bv †h GB f`ª‡jvKB Wvdz
mvjRybvm| Avi hvB †nvK, GLv‡b Iiv Av‡jqv ev gixwPKvi
wcQy wb‡q Av‡mwb|
c−¨vUdg© †_‡K bvgvi Av‡M c−¨vb‡Uk‡b †XvKvi c−¨vbUv
e¨vL¨v Kij ivbv| Ôwb‡P †b‡g Mvwoi Kv‡Q wd‡i hve Avgiv|
†fZ‡i Mvwo wb‡q XyKe, fve †`Lve †hb AvKvwW©qv gviKv‡mi
Nwbô eÜz| †M‡Ui †jv‡Ki m‡½ K_v hv ejvi Avwg eje| ejv
n‡e Avgiv AvdMvwb¯—vb †_‡K AvmwQ| †fZ‡i †XvKvi ci
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 55
†`Lv Ki‡Z PvBe P‡mmv MbRv‡j‡mi m‡½, gviKv‡mi
Abycw¯’wZ‡Z †mB GLvbKvi me wKQy †`Lv‡kvbv K‡i|Õ
Ô†Zvgv‡K Iiv wP‡b †dj‡e bv †Zv?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj Zvivbv|
Ôc−¨vb‡Uk‡bi Giv †KD Avgv‡K KLbI †`‡L‡Q e‡j g‡b
nq bv,Õ Reve w`j ivbv| ÔAek¨ †Pnvivi eY©bv †c‡jI †c‡Z
cv‡i| mvgvb¨ wKQyUv SzuwK, wb‡Z n‡e|Õ
†kvìvi cvm© Ly‡j bvK _¨veov GKUv †ejwRqvb wifjfvi
†ei Kij Zvivbv, .25 K¨vwjevi| wmwjÛvi †PK K‡i Avevi
†mUv cv‡m© †i‡L w`j †m| Ôme wVKgZB NU‡e, Bbkvj−vn|Õ
†n‡m D‡V Zvw”Q‡j¨i m‡½ ejj evKviv, ÔGUv †Kvb
e¨vcviB bv| wec` †`L‡j me KÕUv‡K ïB‡q †`e|Õ
cuvP
†M‡Ui w`‡K †kl cÂvk MR axiMwZ‡Z Mvwo Pvjvj Iiv|
†M‡U `uvov‡bv †jvKUv KwVb †Pv‡L j¨vÛ †ivfv‡ii w`‡K
ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| ci‡bi LvwK BDwbdg© Nv‡g †fRv, Kuva †_‡K
Szj‡Q GKUv A‡Uv‡gwUK ivB‡dj| IUv bvgvj †m, evwM‡q
a‡i A¨vKk‡bi R‡b¨ ˆZwi Kij wb‡R‡K|
ÔGB †jvK‡K †evKv evwb‡q †fZ‡i XyK‡Z bv cvi‡j
Amywe‡a Av‡Q,Õ Zvivbv I evKviv‡K ejj ivbv| ÔKv‡RB †KD
56 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
gv_v Mig †Kv‡iv bv|Õ
Zvivbv gv_v SuvKvj|
ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ ejj evKviv| †m-I A¯¿ jyKvevi R‡b¨ eyk
R¨v‡KU c‡i‡Q| ivbvi Kv‡Q A¯¿ ej‡Z Iqvj_vi Avi Qywi|
wKš‘ evKviv ixwZgZ Av‡Mœqv‡¯¿i GKUv ¸`vg| Zvi Kv‡Q GK
†Rvov jy¨Mvi QvovI i‡q‡Q GKUv ÷vwj©s c‡q›U _ªx-GBU
wcwcGj A‡Uv‡gwUK wifjfvi, †_ªvwqs bvBd I M¨viU| GZ
wKQyi `iKvi wQj? ivbvi GB cÖkœ ï‡b mM‡e© DËi w`‡q‡Q
†m, Ôfve‡eb bv G-me AvZ¥i¶vi R‡b¨| wb‡R‡K euvPvevi
R‡b¨ Lvwj nvZB h‡_ó g‡b Kwi| G¸‡jv Avm‡j KzKzi-weovj
gvivi hš¿| Avey BmnvK Bgvg mv‡jn Avgv‡`i cieZx© †bZv
n‡Zb, Bûw`iv gviKvm‡K w`‡q Zuv‡K nZ¨v K‡i‡Q| Kv‡RB
gviKvm Avi Zvi m½x-mv_x‡`i KzKzi-weov‡ji gZ ¸wj K‡i
gvie Avwg|Õ
evKvivi ivMUv †Kv_vq, ivbv †ev‡S| ZvB Avi K_v
evovqwb|
Mv‡W©i KvQ †_‡K `k dzU `~‡i _vgj j¨vÛ †ivfvi|
ûB‡ji wcQ‡b ivbv, Mjv Pwo‡q Bs‡iwR‡Z ejj, Ôn¨v‡jv,
†`qvi!Õ
AZ¨š— mveav‡b †nu‡U G‡m ivbvi Rvbvjvi cv‡k `uvovj
MvW©| †Pnviv †`‡LB †evSv hvq bxP cÖK…wZi †jvK, nvZ I gy‡L
ïK‡bv ¶Zi †Kvb Afve †bB| ivbvi nvwmi Dˇi nvmj bv|
ÔGLv‡b wK `iKvi Avcbv‡`i?Õ KK©k Mjvq cÖkœ Kij,
m‡›`nfiv †Pv‡L Mvwoi †fZi ZvKv‡”Q| ÔRv‡bb bv, webv
AbygwZ‡Z cÖvB‡fU cÖcvwU©‡Z †XvKv Aciva?Õ
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 57
 Ô`~i e¨vUv!Õ †n‡m DVj ivbv| ÔZzB GKUv QvMj| Av‡i
Mvav, Avgiv †Zv AvKvwW©qv gviKv‡mi eÜz|Õ
ivbvi gyLUv LyuwU‡q †`Lj †m| ÔAvwg Av‡M KLbI
Avcbv‡K †`wLwb| Avcbv‡`i cwiPq e‡jb|Õ
wb‡R‡`i evbv‡bv bvg¸‡jv MoMo K‡i gyL¯’ e‡j †Mj
ivbv| ÔKveyj †_‡K AvmwQ,Õ nvwmgy‡L ejj| ÔAvgiv ÒBDwbKb©
K¬veÓ-Gi m`m¨|Õ BDwbKb© K¬ve GKUv Avš—R©vwZK msMVb,
gviKv‡mi cÖwZØ›Øx WªvM e¨emvqx‡`i wb‡q MwVZ| wi‡qv †_‡K
Kveyj, †Kv_vq bv G‡`i wkKo Qwo‡q Av‡Q| ivbv G‡RwÝi
wi‡qv kvLvi Kv‡Q Lei Av‡Q, wKQy w`b †_‡K GB K¬veUv‡K
wb‡Ri wbqš¿‡Y wb‡q Avmvi †Póv Ki‡Q gviKvm|
ÔBDwbKb© K¬v‡ei m`m¨ n‡j,Õ MvW© wR‡Ám Kij, ÔGLv‡b
†Kb G‡m‡Qb Avcbviv?Õ
ÔgviKvm Avgv‡`i‡K `vIqvZ w`‡q‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZzB
e¨vUv e¾vZ,Õ GLb Avi nvm‡Q bv, †PvL Mig K‡i ZvwK‡q
Av‡Q, ÔAvgvi ˆa‡h©i cix¶v wb‡Z Pvm? gviKvm‡K e‡j Avwg
†Zvi ev‡ivUv evRve|Õ
†jvKUv †Kgb A™¢yZ `„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q _vKj ivbvi w`‡K|
Ôc−¨vb‡Uk‡b wg÷vi gviKvm †bB| wZwb e¨emvi Kv‡R we‡`‡k
†M‡Qb|Õ
Ôe‡jI wQj †h we‡`‡k †h‡Z n‡Z cv‡i| †m‡¶‡Î
Avgv‡`i‡K P‡mmv MbRv‡j‡mi m‡½ K_v ej‡Z n‡e|Õ
ivbv gviKv‡mi wek¦¯— Wvb ev evg nv‡Zi bvgI Rv‡b, GB
e¨vcviUv MvW©‡K cÖfvweZ Kij| wPeyK Pzj‡K wK †hb wPš—v
Kij †m, Zvici ejj, ÔwVK Av‡Q, GLv‡b A‡c¶v Ki“b|Õ
58 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
†M‡Ui w`‡K wd‡i hv‡”Q MvW©, Zvi cÖwZwU bovPov
Zx¶è`„wó‡Z cix¶v Ki‡Q Iiv wZbRb| †QvU GKUv Qv‡`i
wb‡P XyKj †m, †Uwej †_‡K IqvwK-UwK Zzjj| Qv` gv‡b
†eovi Pvj, †`qvj e‡j wKQy †bB, K‡qKUv euv‡ki gv_vq
`uvwo‡q Av‡Q Qv`Uv| IqvwK-UwK‡Z `yÕwgwbU K_v ejj †m|
AviI GK wgwbU ïbj| Zvici †mUv †Uwe‡j †i‡L j¨vÛ
†ivfv‡ii cv‡k wd‡i Gj| ÔAvcbviv †fZ‡i XyK‡Z cv‡ib|
evwoi wVK mvg‡bi RvqMvUvq Mvwo _vgv‡eb| Avcbv‡`i m‡½
evB‡i †`Lv Kiv n‡e|Õ
Ô†ek,Õ ejj ivbv|
Zvi w`‡q ˆZwi †MU Ly‡j w`j MvW©| ivB‡djUv Kuv‡a bv
Szwj‡q GLbI nv‡Z †i‡L‡Q †m, j¶ Kij ivbv| Bw½‡Z
†M‡Ui †fZi I‡`i‡K XyK‡Z ejj †jvKUv|
Mvwo †Q‡o w`‡q Zvivbv I evKviv‡K ejj ivbv, Ôïi“ n‡jv
wKš‘!Õ
j¨vÛ †ivfvi †fZ‡i XyK‡ZB I‡`i wcQ‡b †MU eÜ n‡q
†Mj| †M‡U Zvjv †`qv n‡”Q †`‡L †mw`‡K ZvwK‡q wbtk‡ã
nvmj evKviv| †g‡Uv c_, Z‡e KuvKi Qov‡bv| WªvBfI‡qUv
my›`i| LvwbK ci ci cvZvevnv‡i XvKv wLjvb AvK…wZi
†ZviY| j‡b gg©i cv_‡ii †`e‡`ex‡`i bMœ g~wZ©, Kv‡Vi
†eÂ| `vjvbUvi mvg‡b duvKv RvqMv, †ek PIov, GLv‡bB
j¨vÛ †ivfvi `uvo Kiv‡bv n‡jv| Mvwo †_‡K bvg‡Q Iiv,
`vjv‡bi †fZi †_‡K PviRb †jvK‡K †ewi‡q Avm‡Z †`Lv
†Mj| ivbv Mvwo _vwg‡q‡Q I‡`i Avi †M‡U `uvov‡bv Mv‡W©i
gvSLv‡b|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 59
 I‡`i mvg‡b †h-PviRb †jvK G‡m `uvovj Zviv cÖ‡Z¨‡K
mf¨RM‡Zi R‡b¨ Awfkvc, eyS‡Z Amywe‡a nq bv, wbixn
gvbyl †Lv` kqZv‡bi †P‡qI †ewk fq cvq G‡`i‡K|
GKRb‡K ivbv †P‡b, wewmAvB KgwcDU‡i Zvi Qwe I †iKW©
Av‡Q| wZbRb eq‡m Zi“Y, nvefve Avi †Pnviv-myiZ e‡j
w`‡”Q Giv GKB e„‡š—i dzj| PviR‡bi g‡a¨ GKRb
eªvwRwjqvb, evwK wZbRb MÖxK| GKRb Avevi wnwà, nv‡Z
B¯úv‡Zi evjv, Pzj Kuva Qvwo‡q †b‡g G‡m‡Q cÖvq †Kvgi
ch©š—| G‡`i ci‡b kvU© I UªvDRvi| myU c‡i Av‡Q ïay
GKRb; j¤^v-PIov KvVv‡gv, gyLUv cÖKvÊ, †QvU K‡i QuvUv
gv_vi Pz‡j GKUz cvK a‡i‡Q| G‡K wPb‡Z †c‡i‡Q
ivbvÑP‡mmv MbRv‡jm, †Rj cjvZK e¨vsK-WvKvZ;
wbivcËvi Afve †nZz G‡_Ý †_‡K cvwj‡q gviKv‡mi Kv‡Q
Avkªq wb‡q‡Q| Aci wZbRb MbRv‡j‡mi ewWMvW©| wZbRbB
Zviv `ª“Z Qwo‡q c‡o m¤¢ve¨ me w`K †_‡K I‡`i‡K Kvfvi
w`‡”Q| wb‡R‡`i I †M‡Ui Mv‡W©i gvSLv‡b j¨vÛ †ivfvi‡K
ivL‡Z cvivq ivbv Lywk| †MU †_‡K I‡`i `~iZ¡ cÖvq wÎk MR|
Ôwg÷vi MbRv‡jm?Õ KuvPvcvKv gv_vi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv|
Ô`¨vU BR Kv‡i±,Õ cwi®‹vi Bs‡iwR‡Z Reve w`j
MbRv‡jm| Ôwg÷vi AvKvwW©qv gviKv‡mi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z
Pvb, e¨vcviUv wK?Õ
evKviv Avi wnwà ci¯ú‡ii IRb wb‡”Q| eªvwRwjqvb
†Kvgi †_‡K wc¯—j Wª Kivi ARynvZ LyuR‡Q, Av¶wiK A‡_©B
wbkwck Ki‡Q Zvi Wvb nv‡Zi ga¨gvUv| M¤¢xi †Pnvivi Z…Zxq
MvW© Zvivbvi w`K †_‡K †PvL †div‡Z cvi‡Q bv|
60 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
ÔwZwb Avgv‡`i‡K GLv‡b `vIqvZ w`‡q‡Qb,Õ ¯^vfvweK,
kvš— fw½‡Z ejj ivbv| ÔAvgiv Zuv‡K AvbKvU †n‡ivB‡bi
GKUv Pvjvb Advi K‡iwQjvg| Avgv‡`i `yÕRb wWjvi nVvr
Sv‡gjvq Rwo‡q covq PvjvbUv wb‡Z cviwQj bv| e¨vcviUv
Avcbv‡K wbðq Rvwb‡q‡Qb gviKvm|Õ
ivbvi w`‡K GK gyn~Z© ZvwK‡q _vKj MbRv‡jm| Ôbv,Õ
ejj †m| ÔAvcwb AvdMvb| BDwbKb© K¬v‡e †Kvb AvdMvb
m`m¨ Av‡Q, G Avgvi Rvbv †bB|Õ
ÔRvbvi †Kvb †kl †bB, ZvB e‡j Rvbvi †PóvUv‡K e„_v
g‡b Ki‡eb bv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔGLv‡b Avgiv wZbRbB
AvdMvb, Z‡e GKv ïay AvwgB BDwbKb© K¬v‡ei m`m¨|Õ
ÔAvcbvi mw½bx †eviKv c‡ibwb †Kb?Õ
ÔKviY GLv‡b Zv‡jevbiv †bB|Õ
ÔwKš‘ Avcbv‡`i cvMwo †Kv_vq?Õ
ivbvi e`‡j ReveUv w`j Zvivbv, ÔcvMwo †d‡j †`qv
n‡q‡Q, Avcbvi Pz‡ji gZ|Õ
†PvL mi“ K‡i Zvivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj MbRv‡jm| Zvi
nvwmUv ¶Y¯’vqx I KK©k| Ô†fwi B›Uv‡iw÷s,Õ gš—e¨ Kij †m,
Zvivbv Avi evKviv‡K cvjv K‡i †`L‡Q| Ô†ek| gv‡b, nu¨v,
e¨emv wb‡q Av‡jvPbv n‡Z cv‡i| Avgv‡`i †iv` †_‡K m‡i
hvIqv DwPZ, ZvB bv?Õ
ÔAvBwWqvUv fvj,Õ ejj ivbv| Ii B”Qv †fZ‡i †XvKvi ci
†hfv‡eB †nvK MbRv‡jm‡K evwK †jvK¸‡jvi KvQ †_‡K
hZUv m¤¢e `~‡i miv‡Z n‡e|
wKš‘ NUbv Ab¨w`‡K Mov‡Z ïi“ Kij| AK¯§vr evwoi
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 61
†fZi †_‡K Av‡iKRb †jvK †ewi‡q Gj| ivbv Avi Zvi †PvL
GK n‡jv, gyn~‡Z© ci¯úi‡K wPb‡Z cvij Iiv| †jvKUv
†Kv‡jvmm Bg‡cvU©-G·‡cvU© †Kv¤úvwbi Kv‡j©vm †gvjv‡Wv|
ÔwK NU‡Q GLv‡b?Õ MbRv‡jm‡K cÖkœ Kij †m| ÔGB
†jvKUv †Zv Avgv‡`i kn‡ii Awd‡mI Xy‡KwQj,Õ ivbvi w`‡K
GKUv nvZ Zz‡j †`Lvj| ÔIi wcQ‡b GKRb †jvK‡K
cvwV‡qwQjvg, †d‡iwb †m|Õ
ivbvi w`‡K w¯’i MbRv‡j‡mi †PvL mi“ n‡q hv‡”Q| wnwà
Zvi †Kvgi †_‡K wifjfviUv †U‡b wbj|
ÔAu¨v! ZvB bvwK!Õ weoweo Kij MbRv‡jm| ivbv, Zvivbv
I evKviv, cvjv K‡i wZbRb‡KB †`L‡Q †m| ÔAvm‡j †Zvgiv
†K?Õ
†gvjv‡Wvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q wQj ivbv, †PvL †divj
MbRv‡j‡mi w`‡K| GKRb ev‡` evwK †KD A¯¿ †ei K‡iwb|
Ôwb‡Ri m¤ú‡K© hv e‡jwQ, Avwg ZvB| Avgiv mevB ZvB|
GLb e‡jv, e¨emv n‡e, bvwK n‡e bv?Õ
Ôˆea Bg‡cvU©vi †m‡R †Kv‡jvmm-G †Kb wM‡qwQj I?Õ
wR‡Ám Kij †gvjv‡Wv| ÔI wK GLbI ej‡Q †h Rvcvwb
K¨v‡giv Pvq?Õ
Ôbv,Õ ax‡i ax‡i ejj MbRv‡jm| ÔwVK Zv ej‡Q bv|
Avcwb †fZ‡i Avm‡Z cv‡ib, wg÷vi...Õ
Ô†kL gvmy`,Õ ejj ivbv|
Ôwg÷vi gvmy`| Z‡e cÖ_‡g Avgiv †PK K‡i †`Le
Avcbv‡`i Kv‡Q A¯¿ Av‡Q wKbv|Õ
†Pv‡Li †KvY w`‡q ivbv †`L‡Z cv‡”Q KwVb `„wó‡Z Ii
62 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
w`‡K ZvKvj evKviv| wbi¯¿ n‡Z ivwR bq †m, ivbvI ZviB
c‡¶| †jvK¸‡jv I‡`i A¯¿ wb‡q wb‡j GKRbI Iiv GLvb
†_‡K cÖvY wb‡q wd‡i †h‡Z cvi‡e bv| evKvivi w`‡K ZvKvj
ivbv, a‡i wbj Ii `„wó †`‡L hv †evSvi ey‡S †b‡e †m| ÔwVK
Av‡Q, wg÷vi †gvjv‡Wv,Õ ejj I, nvZ evovj Iqvj_viUv †ei
Kivi R‡b¨|
ÔDuûu,Õ †gvjv‡Wv nvZ Zz‡j evav w`j| ÔIUv Avwg †ei K‡i
wbw”Q, wg÷vi gvmy`|Õ
ivbv wVK GUvB PvBwQj, wc¯—jUv †ei K‡i †bqvi R‡b¨
†gvjv‡Wv GwM‡q Avm‡e| R¨v‡K‡Ui †fZi nvZ Mjv‡”Q †m,
wVK Ggwb mg‡q GK nv‡Z Zvi MjvUv †cuwP‡q aij ivbv|
wnwàUv ivbvi gv_vq wc¯—j ZvK Kij, wKš‘ evKviv jy¨Mvi †ei
Ki‡Q †`‡L †mw`‡K Ny‡i †Mj wc¯—‡ji gvRj| GKUvB ¸wj
n‡jv, e‡m covq evKviv‡K jvMj bv| cigyn~‡Z© evKvivi
nv‡ZI M‡R© DVj jy¨Mvi| GKUv wLjv‡bi Mv‡q wQU‡K coj
wnwà, gvwU‡Z covi Av‡MB gviv †M‡Q|
cieZx© NUbv¸‡jv †Pv‡Li cj‡K GZ `ª“Z N‡U †Mj, g‡b
n‡jv me GKm‡½ NU‡Q| wPrKvi K‡i evKviv‡K ¸wj Ki‡Z
wb‡la Kij ivbv, wKš‘ BwZg‡a¨ †`wi n‡q †M‡Q| GKevi ïi“
Kivi ci evKviv †hb wb‡R‡K Avi mvgjv‡Z m¶g bq|
eªvwRwjqvb I eq¯‹ MÖxK MvW©, I‡`i m‡½ ZvivbvI, A¯¿ †ei
Ki‡Q| †gvjv‡Wv Ny‡i wM‡q `vjv‡bi w`‡K QyUj, evKvivi
ey‡jU ¸uwo‡q w`j Zvi wki`uvov| AvnZ cïi gZ KvZ‡i DVj
†gvjv‡Wv, `ovg K‡i AvQvo †L‡jv KuvKi Qov‡bv
WªvBfI‡q‡Z|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 63
 ÔA¯¿ †d‡jv, Zv bv n‡j MbRv‡jm gviv hv‡e,Õ evwK `yB
ewWMvW©‡K ejj ivbv, GKnv‡Zi Qywi MbRv‡j‡mi Mjvq aiv|
I‡`i wcQ‡bi †MU †_‡K Mv‡W©i D‡ËwRZ wPrKvi †f‡m
Avm‡Z ïbj I|
eªvwRwjqvb †QvKiv w¯’i n‡q †Mj, wKš‘ eq¯‹ ewWMv‡W©i
nv‡Z †ewi‡q Avmv wc¯—j M‡R© DVj| j¨vÛ †ivfv‡ii cv‡k
`uvwo‡q cvm© †_‡K †ejwRqvb wifjfvi †ei Ki‡Q Zvivbv|
ewWMv‡W©i ey‡jU evKvivi ey‡K jvMj| PiwKi gZ Ava cvK
Ny‡i Mvwoi Mv‡q av°v †L‡jv evKviv|
j¶¨w¯’i K‡i GKUvB ¸wj Kij Zvivbv| eq¯‹ ewWMvW©
GKnv‡Z Zj‡cU Lvg‡P a‡i Kzu‡Rv n‡q †Mj, wPrKvi Ki‡Q|
KvZ n‡q X‡j covi Av‡M Zvi nv‡Z AviI `yÕevi M‡R© DVj
wc¯—jUv, Z‡e ïay ay‡jvB Doj, KvD‡K jvMj bv|
G-me †`‡L AvZ¥wek¦vm wd‡i †cj MbRv‡jm| ivbvi
g‡bv‡hvM Ab¨w`‡K, eyS‡Z †c‡i nu¨vPKv Uvb w`‡q Qywi aiv Ii
nvZUv wb‡Ri Mjv †_‡K mwi‡q w`j, GKB m‡½ wcQb w`‡K
cv Qyu‡o jvw_ gvij ivbvi nuvUzi wb‡P| e¨_v †cj ivbv, wXj
coj Aci nv‡ZI| GB my‡hv‡M Ii nvZ †_‡K wb‡R‡K
Qvwo‡q wb‡”Q MbRv‡jm, Ii Qywi aiv nvZ Mv‡qi †Rv‡i
†gvPov‡Z PvB‡Q| QywiUv L‡m coj| Mvwoi cv‡k AvQvo
†L‡jv MbRv‡jm ivbv‡K m‡½ wb‡q|
G-me †`‡L w¯’i eªvwRwjqvb Avi w¯’i _vK‡Z cvij bv,
WvBf w`‡q gvwU‡Z covi mgq A¯¿Uv †ei K‡i †djj| Zvivbv
¸wj Kij, wKš‘ jvMj bv| cvëv ¸wj K‡i Zvivbvi Kuv‡ai
cv‡k j¨vÛ †ivfv‡i GKUv dz‡Uv ˆZwi Kij †m| Zvivbvi
64 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
wec` †`‡L MbRv‡jm‡K †V‡j mwi‡q w`j ivbv, wcQ‡bi gvwU
nvZ‡o QywiUv Zzjj, Zz‡jB Kwâ‡Z cÖPÊ GK SuvwK LvB‡q Qyu‡o
w`j eªvwRwjqvb †QvKivi w`‡K| †QvKiv Avevi Zvivbvi w`‡K
j¶¨w¯’i Ki‡Q, GB mgq Zvi ey‡K AvNvZ Kij QywiUv| †PvL
†KvUi †Q‡o †ewi‡q Avm‡Z PvBj, wc¯—j M‡R© D‡V `yÕR‡bi
gvSLv‡b LvwbKUv ay‡jv Iovj| Qywii nvZj a‡i X‡j coj
†m|
MbRv‡jm µj K‡i GwM‡q G‡m †Pv‡L AvOyj †XvKvevi
†Póv Ki‡Q, GB mgq ivbv ïb‡Z †cj I‡`i wcQ‡b †MU Ly‡j
hv‡”Q| Ii Nywm †L‡q dzuwc‡q DVj MbRv‡jm, †Pvqv‡ji nvo
†f‡O †M‡Q| ivbvi Aci nvZ Zvi bvKUvI †f‡O w`j| nVvr
Ávb nvwi‡q AviI gvi LvIqvi nvZ †_‡K †eu‡P †Mj †m|
Ômveavb!Õ evKvivi ¶xY KÉ ïb‡Z †cj Iiv| Nyi‡ZB
ivbv †`Lj, ¸wjUv Zv‡K Lyb K‡iwb| Ujgj cv‡q wm‡a n‡”Q
†m, ZvwK‡q Av‡Q †M‡Ui w`‡K|
Ôï‡q c‡ov!Õ Zvivbv‡K wb‡`©k w`j ivbv, j¨vÛ †ivfv‡ii
cv‡k Ges Ii Lye KvQvKvwQ i‡q‡Q †m|
MvW© †MU w`‡q †fZ‡i Xy‡K mve‡gwkbMvbUv I‡`i w`‡K
ZvK Kij| `uvov‡Z cvij evKviv, nv‡Zi jy¨Mvi Mv‡W©i w`‡K
Zzj‡Q, wKš‘ MvW©B Zv‡K Av‡M †c‡q †Mj| cÖ_g GK SuvK
ey‡jU evKvivi cv‡qi wcQ‡b ay‡jv Iovj| cieZx© SuvKUv
SuvSiv K‡i w`j Zvi eyK|
kixiUv‡K Mwo‡q w`‡q j¨vÛ †ivfv‡ii Zjvq Xy‡K coj
ivbv, nv‡Z †ewi‡q Avmv wc¯—j Zz‡j A‡c¶v Ki‡Q MvW© KLb
Ii `„wóc‡_ †ewi‡q Avm‡e|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 65
 Zvivbv µj K‡i m‡i Avm‡Q, Qy‡U G‡m Zvi w`‡K
mve‡gwkbMvb ZvK Kij MvW©| j¨vÛ †ivfv‡ii Zjv †_‡K ci
ci `y‡Uv ¸wj Kij ivbv Zvi ey‡K| MvW© c‡o †Mj, †mB m‡½
AK¯§vr cÖvq †fŠwZK GKUv wb¯—äZv †b‡g G‡jv †MvUv
c−¨vb‡Uk‡b|
Mvwoi Zjv †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m Zvivbv‡K wm‡a n‡Z mvnvh¨
Kij ivbv, `yÕR‡bB ay‡jv †g‡L cÖvq mv`v n‡q †M‡Q|
MbRv‡jm bo‡Q †`‡L K‡qKUv Po Klj ivbv, Zvici wc¯—j
w`‡q nvjKv GKUv evwo gvij `uv‡Z| Ôe‡jv, evwoi †fZi Wvdz
mvjRybvm‡K KÕRb MvW© cvnviv w`‡”Q?Õ
DËi w`‡Z †Póv K‡i e¨_© n‡jv MbRv‡jm, Bw½‡Z †`Lvj
Zvi †Pvqvj †f‡O †M‡Q| wc¯—j w`‡q IB fvOv †Pvqv‡jB evwo
gvij ivbv| ÔKÕRb?Õ
`ye©j GKUv nvZ Zz‡j `y‡Uv AvOyj †`Lvj MbRv‡jm|
Zvivbvi w`‡K wd‡i ivbv ejj, ÔGLvb †_‡K bo‡e bv|
mveavb, G‡K cvjv‡Z w`‡qv bv|Õ
K_v bv e‡j gv_v SuvKvj Zvivbv| †m †hb GKUv †Nv‡ii
g‡a¨ i‡q‡Q|
wLjv‡bi wb‡P w`‡q `vjv‡bi †fZi XyKj ivbv| m`i
`iRv nuv-nuv Ki‡Q| njiƒ‡g XyK‡Z hv‡e, GKUzi R‡b¨
†jvKUvi m‡½ gy‡LvgywL msNl© n‡jv bv| `yÕR‡bB _gKvj,
Zvici wcQvj, ¸wjI Kij cÖvq GKm‡½| ivbvi wc¯—j
mvg‡bi w`‡K ZvK KivB wQj, wKš‘ †jvKUvi wc¯—j wQj
kix‡ii cv‡k Sz‡j _vKv nv‡Z, GBUzKz cv_©‡K¨i Kvi‡Y ivbvi
Mv‡q Zvi ey‡jU jvMj bv, Avi ivbvi ey‡jU Zvi Lywj Dwo‡q
66 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
w`j|
jvk Uc‡K njiƒg cvi n‡q KwiW‡i †ei“j ivbv| cÖej
GKUv ZvMv`v Abyfe Ki‡Q| †cuŠQv‡Z †`wi Ki‡j
mvjRybvm‡K RxweZ Ae¯’vq cv‡e bv| Z‡e GgbI n‡Z cv‡i
†h GiBg‡a¨ Zuv‡K †g‡i †djv n‡q‡Q|
KwiW‡ii `yÕcv‡k †eWiƒg, me¸‡jvi `iRv †Lvjv| ïay
†kl KvgivUv eÜ| †mUvi mvg‡b `uvov‡Z †QvÆ, A¯úó GKUv
kã †ewi‡q G‡jv †fZi †_‡K| K‡qK cv wcwQ‡q G‡m QyUj,
jvw_ gvij `iRvq| Z‡e KevU fvO‡Z AviI wZb‡U jvw_
gvi‡Z n‡jv| fvOv `iRv w`‡q †fZ‡i XyKj ivbv|
nvwÇmvi, KzrwmZ GK †jvK Wvdz mvjRybv‡mi Ici Szu‡K
`uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q| wewjI‡bqvi e¨emvqx‡K GKUv †Pqv‡i ewm‡q
†eu‡a ivLv n‡q‡Q| KzrwmZ nvwÇmv‡ii nv‡Zi wc¯—j Zuvi
Kcv‡j †V‡K Av‡Q, GKUv AvOyj wUªMv‡i †cuPv‡bv| `iRvi
KevU †f‡O covi gyn~‡Z© eb K‡i Ny‡i ivbvi w`‡K wdij †m|
¸wj Kij †Pv‡Li cj‡K, wKš‘ j¶¨w¯’i bv K‡iB, d‡j ivbvi
cv‡k `iRvi †PŠKv‡V jvMj cÖ_g ey‡jUUv| ivbvi wc¯—jI
M‡R© D‡V‡Q| Ii ¸wjUv nvwÇmv‡ii ey‡K jvMj| ZviciI
¸wj Ki‡Z hv‡”Q †m| ivbvi wØZxq ¸wj Zvi Kcv‡j MZ© ˆZwi
Kij|
wc¯—jUv †Kvg‡i ¸u‡R ivL‡Q ivbv, †bkvMÖ¯— gvZv‡ji gZ
Ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q i‡q‡Qb MÖxK wkwcs g¨vM‡bU| ÔWvdz
mvjRybvm?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ônu¨v, Avwg Wvdz mvjRybvm,Õ g„`y K‡É ej‡jb wZwb|
ÔAvcwb...?Õ
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 67
 ÔAvgiv Avcbv‡K gy³ Ki‡Z G‡mwQ, wg÷vi mvjRybvm|Õ
ax‡i ax‡i wbtk¦vm Qvo‡Qb f`ª‡jvK| ÔCk¦i‡K AmsL¨
ab¨ev`| IB †jvKUv Avgv‡K...Õ
ÔRvwb|Õ ivbv Zuvi euvab Ly‡j w`‡q †Pqvi †Q‡o `uvov‡Z
mvnvh¨ Kij| Ômy¯’ †eva Ki‡Qb †Zv? GKUz nuvU‡Z cvi‡eb?Õ
gv_v SuvKv‡jb f`ª‡jvK| ÔAvwg wVK AvwQ|Õ Zvici MÖxK
fvlvq weoweo K‡i wK †hb ej‡jb| ivbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q
nvm‡Z †Póv Ki‡jb| Ôwek¦vmB n‡”Q bv †h wec`Uv mwZ¨B
†K‡U †M‡Q|Õ
Ôejyb A‡a©KUv †K‡U‡Q|Õ
mvjRybvm wKQy wR‡Ám Ki‡Z hvw”Q‡jb, evwoi evB‡i
†_‡K ¸wji AvIqvR †f‡m Gj| ivbvi g‡b coj, evB‡i
Zvivbvi m‡½ MbRv‡jm‡K †i‡L G‡m‡Q| Ny‡i QyUj I|
njiƒg †_‡K †PuwP‡q WvKj, ÔZvivbv!Õ
GKUz ciB Zvi Mjv cvIqv †Mj, ÔAvwg wVK AvwQ!Õ
`vjv‡bi wVK evB‡i †`Lv n‡jv I‡`i, Zvivbv Zvi wc¯—j
cv‡m© f‡i ivL‡Q|
ÔNUjUv wK?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
ÔMbRv‡j‡mi AKvj g„Zz¨|Õ
ÔZzwg I‡K Lyb K‡iQ?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv, Mjvq cÖvq
Awek¦v‡mi myi|
ÔfvOv bvK Avi †Pvqvj wb‡q †jvKUv WªvMm †ePv †KvwU
†KvwU Wjv‡ii †jvf †`wL‡q ejj, Avgv‡K we‡q Ki‡e| Avwg
DËi bv †`qvq AK_¨ fvlvq Mvj w`jÑAvwg †ek¨v, AviI KZ
wK| mn¨ Ki‡Z cvijvg bv, ZvB Av‡Mfv‡MB bi‡K cvwV‡q
68 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
w`‡qwQ|Õ
Zvivbv‡K wb‡q Wvdz mvjRybv‡mi Kvgivq wd‡i G‡jv
ivbv| Zvivbvi cwiPq w`‡q ejj, ÔZvivbv AvwRR,
c¨v‡j÷vBb B‡›Uwj‡RÝ|Õ
†PvL KzuP‡K Zvivbv‡K †`L‡jb mvjRybvm| ÔI‡`i
¯^vaxbZv hy× mevB mg_©b K‡i, wKš‘ cÖvq †KDB mvnv‡h¨i nvZ
evovq bvÑZv‡`i g‡a¨ AvwgI GKRb| Avkv Kwi fyjUv
ms‡kvab Kivi my‡hvM cve| wKš‘ Avcwb, Bqsg¨vb?Õ
Ôgvmy` ivbv, GKRb evsjv‡`kx,Õ GUzKz e‡j Pzc K‡i †Mj
ivbv, †`L‡Z PvB‡Q f`ª‡jvK wKQy g‡b Ki‡Z cv‡ib wKbv|
fyi“ †Rvov AviI GKUz †KuvPKv‡jb f`ª‡jvK| Ôevsjv‡`k
miKvi Avgv‡K gy³ Kivi R‡b¨ †jvK cvwV‡q‡Q ïay GB
Kvi‡Y †h Avwg ILv‡b wKQy UvKv wewb‡qvM Ki‡Z †P‡qwQjvg?
bvn&, G wek¦vm Kivi gZ bq...Õ
ÔAvmj KviY Zv bqI,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔRyjnvm Kvqmvi bv‡g
Avgvi GK MÖxK Rvb©vwj÷ eÜz‡K AvKvwW©qv gviKvm Lyb
K‡i‡Q, Avwg Zvi cÖwZ‡kva wb‡Z gv‡V †b‡gwQ|Õ Gici
ms‡¶‡c e¨vL¨v Kij Kvqmvi †Kb Lyb n‡jv, wc.AvB.we-i wK
D‡Ïk¨|
†`qvj †Q‡o GZ¶‡Y wm‡a n‡q `uvov‡jb Wvdz mvjRybvm|
ÔAvcbv‡`i cÖwZ K…ZÁZv RvbvB, Rvwb bv GB FY †Kvbw`b
†kva Ki‡Z cvie wKbv| wg. ivbv, gy³ GKRb gvbyl wn‡m‡e
cÖ_‡gB Avwg KZ…©c‡¶i m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z PvB|Õ GiB
g‡a¨ wZwb Zuvi KZ…©Z¡ djvevi ¯^fveUv wd‡i †c‡q‡Qb,
abKz‡eiiv †hgbwU dwj‡q _v‡Kb| ÔZvici Avwg †`LwQ
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 69
gviKvm‡K wKfv‡e kv‡q¯—v Ki‡Z nq|Õ
Ôwg÷vi mvjRybvm,Õ ax‡i ax‡i ejj ivbv, ÔAvcbvi wec`
Avm‡j Kv‡Uwb GLbI| e¨vcviUv Avgv‡`i nv‡Z †Q‡o w`b|
Avcwb KZ…©c‡¶i mvnvh¨ wb‡q mgm¨vi mgvavb Ki‡Z †M‡j
K‡qK gvm mgq †j‡M hv‡e| hv Kivi Lye `ª“Z Avgiv mivmwi
Ki‡Z PvB|Õ
ÔwK K‡i eySe Avcwb hv ej‡Qb me mwZ¨?Õ wewjI‡bqvi
e¨emvqx f`ª‡jvK msk‡q fyM‡Qb|
ÔAvcbv‡K †evanq GKUv Z_¨ GLb †`qv `iKvi,Õ ejj
ivbv| ÔmvDj wkwcs jvB‡Ýi bvg ï‡b‡Qb KLbI?Õ
Ô‡ivRB ïbwQ| †Kb?Õ
ÔI‡`i †evW© Af wW‡i±i‡mi †Pqvig¨v‡bi bvgUv Avcbvi
Rvbv Av‡Q?Õ
Ô‡Kb _vK‡e bv| Zuvi bvg gvmy` ivbv| wKš‘ Gme cÖkœ...Õ
ÔAvgvi bvgUv wK?Õ
nuv K‡i †P‡q iB‡jb mvjRybvm K‡qK †m‡KÛ| Ôgvmy`
ivbv! AvcwbB wK †mB...ZvB †Zv, Av‡i! K‡qKUv gxwU‡O
†`‡LwQ Avcbv‡K| nu¨v, Avcbv‡KB †Zv!Õ
gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| Zvici ejj, ÔAvgvi IB cwiPqUv eo
K_v bq| Avwg ej‡Z PvBwQ mskq cÖKvk Kivi †P‡q SUcU
Avgv‡`i K_v wek¦vm K‡i wb‡jB Avcwb wb‡Ri DcKvi
Ki‡eb| Avi hvB †nvK, Avcbv‡K gy³ Kivi R‡b¨ wb‡R‡`i
cÖv‡Yi Ici SzuwK wb‡qwQ Avgiv| evB‡i †M‡j †`L‡Z cv‡eb
Avgv‡`i GKRb m½x gvivI †M‡Q,Õ GKUz wZ³ †kvbvj ivbvi
†kl evK¨Uv|
70 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
AvKw¯§K K¬vwš—‡Z e¨emvqx f`ª‡jv‡Ki Kuva `y‡Uv Sz‡j
coj| ÔAvcwb wVK e‡j‡Qb| c−xR, Avgv‡K gvd Ki“b|
Avm‡j Avgvi Ici w`‡q cÖPÊ aKj †M‡Q...Õ
ÔAvi gviKvm‡K GKv kv‡q¯—v Kivi K_vUvI fy‡j hvb,Õ
ejj ivbv| Ôe¨vcviUv cÖ¨vKwUK¨vj bq| wb‡Ri Pvicv‡k
†jvKUv mviv¶Y GKUv Avwg© †gvZv‡qb †i‡L‡Q|Õ
gyLUv †ejy‡bi gZ †dvjv‡jb mvjRybvm, Zvici mk‡ã
evZvm Qvo‡jb| ÔwVK Av‡Q, wg÷vi ivbv, wVK Av‡Q|
Avcbviv hv ej‡eb ZvB n‡e| Z‡e hw` †`wL Avcbv‡`i
†g_W KvR Ki‡Q bv, ZLb wKš‘ KvRUvq Avgvi gZ K‡i
AvwgI nvZ jvMve|Õ
ivbv nvmj| Ô†dqvi Gbvd| Gevi Avgvi wKQy cÖ‡kœi
Reve w`b| Avcbv‡K G‡_Ý †_‡K wKWb¨vc Kiv n‡qwQj?Õ
N‡ii GKgvÎ †PqviUvq Avevi em‡jb MÖxK wkwcs
g¨vM‡bU| ÔAvcbviv KíbvI Ki‡Z cvi‡eb bv AvKvwW©qv
gviKvm wK iKg PvjvK †jvK| wb‡R‡K Avwg wbixn e‡j `vwe
Kwi bv, Z‡e Ii gZ fq¼i †jvK Rxe‡b Avwg †`wLwb|
wKfv‡e wK NUj ïbyb Zvn‡j...Õ
KgwcDUi-wbqwš¿Z AvÛviIqvUvi A‡qj U¨vsKv‡ii GKUv
eni ˆZwi Kivi AvBwWqv wb‡q gv_v Nvgvw”Q‡jb Wvdz
mvjRybvm| wKfv‡e †hb e¨vcviUv Rvb‡Z †c‡i Zuv‡K mvnvh¨
Kivi cÖ¯—ve †`q AvKvwW©qv gviKvm| cÖ_‡g mvjRybvm †`Lv
Ki‡Z ivwR nbwb| wKš‘ K‡qKUv wPwV‡Z B›Uv‡iw÷s wKQy
AvBwWqv †`L‡Z †c‡q G‡_Ý †c›UnvD‡m Zv‡K †W‡K
cvVv‡jb| cÖvq NÈv `y‡qK Avjvc Ki‡jb wZwb| gviKvm
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 71
Zuv‡K Rvbvj, ÔAvgvi Avi Avcbvi c−¨vb GKB| Avcwb ïay
Avgv‡K AbygwZ w`b, wkwcs BÛvw÷ªi BwZnv‡m Avcbvi bvgUv
Agi K‡i w`B|Õ Dˇi mvjRybvm ej‡jb, ÔwKš‘, wg÷vi
gviKvm, cÖ_‡g AZ¨š— RwUj wKQy GwÄwbqvwis mgm¨vi mgvavb
`iKvi n‡e|Õ
gviKvm Rvbvj, Zvi nv‡Z `yÕRb cÖwZfvevb GwÄwbqvi
Av‡Q, Zviv GB KvR Ki‡Z cvi‡e| Avjv‡ci GB ch©v‡q
mvjRybvm m‡›`n K‡ib gviKv‡mi AgvwqK I gvwR©Z
AvPi‡Yi Zjvq wK †hb GKUv jywK‡q Av‡Q, Ggb GKUv wKQy
hv cQ›` Ki‡Z cvi‡Qb bv| wg‡Q m‡›`n †f‡e e¨vcviUv fy‡j
_vKvi †Póv K‡ib wZwb|
ivbv Rvb‡Z PvBj, ÔGwÄwbqvi `yÕRb‡K Avcbvi mvg‡b
G‡bwQj †m?Õ
ÔI, nu¨v| Zv‡`i Bb‡fbwUf †eªb †_‡KI Bg¨vwR‡bwUf me
AvBwWqv †ei“‡Z †`‡L Avwg †Zv ixwZgZ gy»| wek¦vm n‡jv,
Iiv cvi‡e| wVK GB ch©v‡q, wg÷vi ivbv, AmZK© n‡q cwo
Avwg| †c›UnvD‡m GKUv cÖvB‡fU gxwUs-Gi R‡b¨ Aby‡iva
Rvbvj gviKvm| gxwUsUvq ïay Avgvi cv‡m©vb¨vj †m‡µUvix wMwj
K¬¨vwmKm Avi GKRb GBW Dcw¯’Z wQj| gviKvm `yÕRb
†jvK‡K m‡½ K‡i Avbj| Zv‡`i‡K Av‡M Avwg †`wLwb|Õ
Ôe¨vcviUv Zvn‡j ZLbB NUj?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj Zvivbv|
nVvr K‡iB gviKvm cv‡m©vb¨vj †m‡µUvix I GBW‡K Ni
†Q‡o evB‡i †h‡Z e‡j| Zv‡`i wcQy wb‡q Zvi GKRb m½xI
Kvgiv †Q‡o †ewi‡q hvq| GKUz ciB `y‡Uv ¸wji kã †f‡m
Gj| cv‡ki N‡i wb‡q wM‡q Gfv‡eB Lyb Kiv nq mvjRybv‡mi
72 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
cv‡m©vb¨vj †m‡µUvix Avi GBW‡K| gviKv‡mi Aci m½x
mvjRybvm‡K Nywm †g‡i cÖvq AÁvb K‡i †d‡j| †U‡b-wnuP‡o
cv‡ki Kvgivq wb‡q G‡m GBW `yÕR‡bi i³v³ jvk †`L‡Z
eva¨ K‡i| wMwj K¬¨vwmKm-Gi gv_vi A‡a©K D‡o wM‡qwQj|
mvjRybvm‡K ejv n‡jv, Zv‡`i K_vgZ KvR bv Ki‡j Zuvi
Ae¯’vI GiKg n‡e|
ÔZvici wK NUj?Õ wR‡Ám Kij Zvivbv|
ciw`b Iiv GK †jvK‡K wb‡q GjÑAwek¦vm¨ n‡jI
mwZ¨Ñ†jvKUv ûeû wMwj K¬¨vwmK‡mi gZ †`L‡Z| †jvKUvi
AvPvi-e¨envi, nvefve, evPbfw½, `uvov‡bv ev emv, Ggb wK
nvZ bvovi ˆewkó¨Ñme wMwj K¬¨vwmK‡mi m‡½ †g‡j| gviKvm
Me© K‡i ejj, †jvKUv‡K fvM¨¸‡Y Lyu‡R †c‡q‡Q †m| `yÕR‡bi
†Pnvivq †ek wKQy AwgjI wQj, †m-me c−vw÷K mvR©vwii
mvnv‡h¨ `~i Kiv n‡q‡Q| evwK meÑAvPvi-AvPiY, evPbfw½
BZ¨vw`? mvZ gv‡mi K‡Vvi †Uªwbs GB Am¤¢e‡K m¤¢e
Kwi‡q‡Q| wMwj K¬¨vwmK‡mi Ici GK eQi a‡i bRi ivLwQj
Iiv| Zvi cÖwZwU bovPov, K_vevZ©v, ¯^fve I Af¨vm †bvU
Kiv n‡q‡Q| hLbB my‡hvM cvIqv †M‡Q wfwWI K¨v‡givq e›`x
Kiv n‡q‡Q Zvi gyf‡g›U|
ivbv Rvb‡Z PvBj, ÔIiv Avcbvi †m‡µUvixi bKj ˆZwi
Kij, wKš‘ AvcbviUv Kij bv †Kb?Õ
mvjRybvm Rvbv‡jb, Zuvi Wywc−‡KU ˆZwi Kivi †Kvb
cÖ‡qvRb wQj bv| KviY, mgv‡R wZwb Pjv‡div Ki‡Zb bv,
†gjv‡gkv Ki‡Zb evQvB Kiv Aí KÕRb e¨emvqx eÜzi m‡½|
GgbwK Zuvi Kg©PvixivI A‡b‡K Zuv‡K KLbI †`‡Lwb|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 73
 mvjRybvm‡K bv Rvwb‡q †iKW© Kiv Zuvi Kɯ^‡ii
K‡qKUv †Uc evwR‡q †kvbv‡bv n‡jv| gviKvm gv_vq GKUv
wc¯—j †P‡c a‡i ejj, GLywb Zuv‡K Lyb Ki‡Z cv‡i †m,
`xN©w`b GB NUbv †KD Rvb‡ZI cvi‡e bv| Z‡e Sv‡gjv bv
Ki‡j Zuv‡K euvwP‡q ivLv n‡e| AviI †iKwW©s Ges wPwV
†jLv‡bvi R‡b¨ Zuv‡K I‡`i cÖ‡qvRb| Gici GKUv cÖvB‡fU
†c−‡b Zz‡j GB R½‡ji †fZi wb‡q Avmv nq Zuv‡K|
ÔgviKvm Zvi c−¨vb m¤ú‡K© wKQy e‡jwb Avcbv‡K?Õ
e‡jwb gv‡b! mM‡e©, m`‡¤¢ †NvlYv K‡i‡Q gviKvm, Wvdz
mvjRybv‡mi bv‡g MÖxm miKvi‡K DrLvZ Ki‡e †m| mvgwiK
evwnbx‡Z mvjRybv‡mi hZ eÜz Av‡Q Zv‡`i m‡½ bKj wMwj
K¬¨vwmK‡mi gva¨‡g †hvMv‡hvM K‡i mvnvh¨ I mg_©b PvIqv
n‡e| mvjRybvm wbf„ZPvix, cÖvq KviI m‡½B mkix‡i †`Lv
K‡ib bv, G-K_v mevB Rv‡b, Kv‡RB Zuvi †m‡µUvixi gva¨‡g
mvnvh¨ I mg_©‡bi cÖ¯—ve †c‡j †KD GZUzKz wew¯§Z n‡e bv|
ZviciI †KD hw` Zuvi m‡½ mvgbvmvgwb e‡m K_v ej‡Z Pvq,
†c−‡b K‡i G‡_‡Ý wb‡q hvIqv n‡e Zuv‡K, jyKv‡bv wc¯—‡ji
mvg‡b e‡m wkwL‡q †`qv K_v gyL¯’ e‡j hv‡eb wZwb|
mvjRybvm‡K Zuvi mBI bKj K‡i †`Lv‡bv nq| †KvbUv
bKj, †KvbUv Avmj, mvjRybvm wb‡RB ai‡Z cv‡ibwb| Zuv‡K
ejv nq, RvwjqvZ †jvKUv‡K w`‡q Zuvi wewfbœ e¨vsK A¨vKvD›U
†_‡K UvKv †Zvjv n‡e| GB UvKv LiP Kiv n‡e mvgwiK
Afy¨Ìvb NwU‡q eZ©gvb miKvi‡K DrLv‡Zi Kv‡R|
gviKv‡mi c−¨vb wZb fv‡M fvM Kiv| cÖ_‡g †m eZ©gvb
miKvi‡K DrLvZ K‡i ¶gZvq emv‡e mvjRybv‡mi cÖwZ
74 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
AbyMZ mvgwiK Awdmvi‡`i| Zviv †h ïay eÜz e‡j AvbyMZ¨
`vb Ki‡e, Zv bq; ZvQvov †ewkifvMB Zviv mvjRybv‡mi eÜz
bqIÑgviKvm Zv‡`i‡K mvjRybv‡mi bv‡g ¶gZv, m¤ú` I
†MŠie-Gi †jvf †`wL‡q `‡j Uvb‡e|
c−¨v‡bi wØZxq As‡k GB me †Rbv‡ij I K‡b©j‡`i ejv
n‡e Zviv †hb †`‡k MYZš¿ wdwi‡q Avbvi ¯^v‡_© †cÖwm‡W›U
wbe©vP‡bi ZvwiL †NvlYv K‡i| †mB wbe©vP‡b mvjRybvm
`uvov‡eb, Ges mvgwiK Rvš—vi mg_©b I †`kevmxi wbi¼zl
†fvU †c‡q wZwbB †cÖwm‡W›U wbe©vwPZ n‡eb|
c−¨v‡bi Z…Zxq ch©v‡q †cÖwm‡W›U mvjRybvm wc¯—‡ji gy‡L
AvKvwW©qv gviKvm‡K fvBm-†cÖwm‡W›U wn‡m‡e wb‡qvM `vb
Ki‡eb| ZLb miKvix wgwWqv‡Z cÖPvi Kiv n‡e mvgwiK
Afy¨Ìvb NUv‡bv, MYZš¿ wdwi‡q Avbv BZ¨vw` †`kwnZKi
KvR¸‡jvi wcQ‡b Avm‡j AvKvwW©qv gviKv‡miB me‡P‡q †ewk
Ae`vb wQjцm-B eZ©gvb MÖx‡mi i¶vKZ©v| Zvic‡ii
AskUzKz Avi e‡jwb Zuv‡K gviKvm, wZwb wb‡RB ey‡S
wb‡q‡QbÑGKUv gg©vwš—K wegvb `yN©Ubvq wbnZ n‡eb †cÖwm‡W›U
Wvdz mvjRybvm| msweavb Abymv‡i fvBm †cÖwm‡W›U gviKvm
n‡e †cÖwm‡W›U|
ÔwK fqsKi! mwZ¨ Awek¦vm¨!Õ gv_v †b‡o ejj Zvivbv|
ÔgviKv‡mi gZ †jvK hw` MÖx‡m ¶gZvq Av‡m,Õ mvjRybvm
ej‡jb, Ô†`‡ki mg¯— m¤ú` jyV n‡q hv‡e| gvÎ K‡qK eQi
ci †`Lv hv‡e Zvi AZ¨vPv‡i †`k †Q‡o cvjv‡”Q gvbyl|Õ
ÔAvcwb wbwðZ _vKzb,Õ Zuv‡K Avk¦vm w`‡q ejj ivbv,
†miKg wKQy NU‡Z †`qv n‡e bv| Zvivbv I‡`i †bZv nZ¨vi
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 75
e`jv †b‡e, Avwg †be eÜz nZ¨vi cÖwZ‡kva| Avcwb ïay
Avgv‡`i m‡½ _vKzb|Õ
ÔGB †jvK‡K `gb Kivi R‡b¨ m¤¢ve¨ me wKQy Kie Avwg,Õ
ej‡jb mvjRybvm| †Pqvi †Q‡o `uvwo‡q co‡jb, †PŠ‡Kv wPeyK
†V‡j w`‡jb mvg‡bi w`‡K| ÔGB †jvK GgbwK Avgvi
cwievi‡KI †`k I miKv‡ii wei“‡× e¨envi Ki‡Q| †m Me©
K‡i Avgv‡K e‡j‡Q, Avgvi fMœxcwZ †Rbv‡ij A¨v‡jw·m
fvj‡Uvbv wek¦vm K‡ib GB KzrwmZ lohš¿Uv AvwgB cvwK‡qwQ,
Ges Avwg PvIqvq wZwb Avgv‡K mg_©b Ki‡ZI ivwR
n‡q‡Qb| †jvKUv K‡Ëv eo kqZvb, fve‡Z cv‡ib! nu¨v,
Aek¨B Avcbv‡`i m‡½ AvwQ Avwg| ejyb, cÖ_‡g wK Kie
Avgiv?Õ
ÔcÖ_‡g Avgiv G‡_‡Ý hve,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔILv‡bB
AvKvwW©qv gviKv‡mi e¨e¯’v Kiv n‡e|Õ
76 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
Qq
AvUPwj−k NÈviI wKQy Kg mg‡qi g‡a¨ MÖx‡mi ivRavbx‡Z
†cuŠQyj Iiv| ivbv G‡RwÝi wi‡qv kvLvi mvnv‡h¨ bKj
cvm‡cvU©, Rvj KvMR-cÎ, QÙ‡ek BZ¨vw` msMÖn Ki‡Z †Kvb
mgm¨vB nqwb I‡`i| Wvdz mvjRybvm‡K Avie Avwgiv‡Zi
GKRb †kL, Avi Zvivbv‡K Zuvi me©Kwbô wewe wn‡m‡e Pvwj‡q
†`qv n‡jv|
dvBf ÷vi IwWqb B›Uvib¨vkbvj †nv‡U‡j wZb †e‡Wi
GKUv d¨vwgwj my¨B‡U DVj Iiv|
G‡_‡Ýi ivR‰bwZK cwiw¯’wZ `ª“Z e`‡j hv‡”Q, Le‡ii
KvMR¸‡jvI cÖwZw`b Mig Mig Lei Qvc‡Q| mvsevw`K
Ryjnvm Kvqmvi Lyb n‡q‡Q, G-Lei BwZg‡a¨ †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q
MÖx‡m| ïay wgwWqv RM‡Z bq, †MvUv †`k Ry‡o e¨vcviUv wb‡q
ˆn-ˆP ïi“ n‡q‡Q| cwÎKv¸‡jv ej‡Q, Gi Av‡MI Kvqmvi‡K
Lyb Kivi †Póv n‡qwQj| Z‡e GKUv cwÎKv Kvqmv‡ii
g„Zz¨Uv‡K `yN©Ubv e‡j Pvjvevi R‡b¨ D‡V c‡o †j‡M‡Q| GB
cwÎKvi m¤úv`Kxq‡Z wbqwgZ eZ©gvb miKv‡ii wei“‡×
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 77
K‡Vvi mgv‡jvPbv Kiv n‡”Qцek K‡qKRb †Rbv‡ij I
K‡b©‡ji bvg D‡j−L K‡i gš—e¨ Kiv n‡”Q G‡`i wei“‡×I
`ybx©wZi Awf‡hvM G‡b myôz Z`š— nIqv `iKvi|
Ô†evSvB hv‡”Q, Avgvi UvKv w`‡q GB cwÎKvi m¤úv`K I
cÖKvkK‡K wK‡b wb‡q‡Q gviKvm,Õ gš—e¨ Ki‡jb mvjRybvm|
mgqUv we‡Kj, ivbvi Kvgivq e‡m Av‡Qb wZwb| ivbv Zuvi
gy‡LvgywL GKUv †mvdvq e‡m‡Q, IB †mvdviB nvZjUv `Lj
K‡i‡Q Zvivbv| eªvwRj †_‡K AvRB Iiv MÖx‡m †cuŠ‡Q‡Q| ÔwK
¯úa©v! GLv‡b Avgvi bv‡g †h wee„wZUv Qvcv n‡q‡Q Zv‡Z Avwg
†`‡ki RbMY‡K WvK w`‡q ejwQ, miKv‡ii wei“‡× mevB‡K
iv¯—vq bvg‡Z n‡e, KviY Zviv †`kUv‡K wewµ K‡i †`qvi
lohš¿ cvKv‡”Q|Õ
Zvivbv ejj, ÔgviKvm hw` Rvb‡Z cv‡i Avcwb GLb
G‡_‡Ý...Õ
ÔcvivKvUzi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡jB Lei †c‡q hv‡e,Õ
ej‡jb mvjRybvm|
ÔZv cv‡e,Õ ejj ivbv, ÔZ‡e †mUv K‡qKw`‡bi g‡a¨ bv-I
NU‡Z cv‡i| ILv‡b mevB gviv hvIqvq wVK wK N‡U‡Q Rvbvi
R‡b¨ KvD‡K cvVv‡Z n‡e| Kv‡RB mgq jvM‡e|Õ
ÔAvgv‡`i c−¨vbUv wK, ivbv?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj Zvivbv|
ÔcvivKvUzi c−¨vb‡Uk‡b †XvKv Avi G‡_‡Ý †Kv‡jvm‡mi
†c›UnvD‡m †XvKv GK K_v bq| GLv‡bi wmwKDwiwU AZ¨š—
Kov n‡e|Õ
ÔAvwg †c›UnvD‡m †dvb K‡i Rvbvi †Póv Ki‡Z cvwi,Õ
ej‡jb mvjRybvm, ÔevB‡ii †jvKR‡bi m‡½ †hvMv‡hv‡Mi
78 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
R‡b¨ wK wbqg d‡jv Ki‡Q Iiv| Z‡e Avgvi Kɯ^i ïb‡jB
wP‡b †dj‡e|Õ
†Uª †_‡K GKUv b¨vcwKb Zz‡j Zuvi w`‡K evwo‡q aij
ivbv| Ôgy‡Li mvg‡b GUv †i‡L K_v ejyb| Avcwb wb‡Ri m‡½
K_v ej‡Z PvB‡eb| Iiv Gwo‡q †M‡j Avcbvi †m‡µUvix
©UeWmüm
wMwj K¬¨vwmKm‡K †W‡K w`‡Z ej‡eb|Õ
Ôwb‡Ri GKUv cwiPq †Zv w`‡Z n‡e...Õ
Ôej‡eb, mv‡jvwbKv †_‡K ej‡Qb| ILvbKvi GKUv
cwÎKvi m¤úv`K| wK Pvb? Wvdz mvjRybv‡mi ivR‰bwZK
D”Pvwfjvl m¤ú‡K© GKUv wee„wZ|Õ
ivbvi K_v ï‡b nvm‡jb mvjRybvm| gy‡L b¨vcwKb †P‡c
a‡i †c›UnvD‡m Dcw¯’Z AvKvwW©qv gviKv‡mi †Kvb †jv‡Ki
m‡½ K_v ej‡jb| GK wgwb‡Ui gv_vq AcicÖv‡š— nvwRi n‡jv
bKj wMwj K¬¨vwmKm| GB bKj wMwj Avm‡j GKRb
Gw_wbqvb Awf‡bZv, bvg BDmywdm wRqvwb| wb‡Ri m¤ú‡K©
cÖkœ K‡i evbv‡bv Dˇii R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡jb mvjRybvm,
Zvici Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb wg÷vi mvjRybv‡mi m‡½ e¨w³MZfv‡e
†`Lv K‡i GKUv mv¶vrKvi †bqv m¤¢e wKbv| cÖ¯—veUv
cÖZ¨vL¨vb Kiv n‡jv| Avjv‡ciI BwZ NUj GLv‡b| wiwmfvi
bvwg‡q †i‡L ivbv I Zvivbvi w`‡K ZvKv‡jb mvjRybvm|
Ô†fŠwZK GKUv AwfÁZv n‡jv| GB wMwj Avgvi †m‡µUvix
Avmj wMwji Kɯ^i ûeû bKj Ki‡Z cv‡i|Õ
Ô†dvbUv cÖ_‡g †K aij?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
ÔGKRb MÖxK| eq‡m Zi“Y g‡b n‡jv| wbðqB gviKv‡mi
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 79
†cvlv †Kvb ¸Êv|Õ
ivbv ejj, ÔgviKvm KuvPv KvR Kivi †jvK bq| Avgiv
a‡i wb‡Z cvwi cywjm Awdmvi‡`iI nvZ K‡i‡Q †m| Zvi
cÖvB‡fU Avwg© †Uªwbs wb‡”Q `yÕRvqMvq, nq‡Zv †mB Avwg©i
†jv‡KivB †c›UnvDm cvnviv w`‡”Q|Õ
ÔZvn‡j gviKvm‡K aivi Dcvq?Õ
Ô†Rbv‡ij A¨v‡jw·m fvj‡Uvbv Avcbvi fMœxcwZ, ZvB
bv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ônu¨v|Õ gv_v SuvKv‡jb mvjRybvm| ÔZ‡e GUv Avgv‡K
¯^xKvi Ki‡ZB n‡e †h †mbvevwnbx‡Z DbœwZ Ki‡Z n‡j †h-
me AwZwi³ †hvM¨Zv jv‡M A¨v‡jw·‡mi g‡a¨ Zv h‡_ó
cwigv‡Y †bB| Avwg Avgvi fvM¨ †divi Av‡MB wZwb Avgv‡`i
†QvU †evb‡K we‡q K‡ib| my›`i, myLx `v¤úZ¨ Rxeb I‡`i|
wKš‘ Avwg cÖfve bv LvUv‡j A¨v‡jw·m †Rbv‡ij n‡Z cvi‡Zb
bv, AviI A‡bK wb‡P c‡o _vK‡Zb| Kv‡RB wZwb Avgvi cÖwZ
K…ZÁ| GLb Avwg Zuv‡K hw` wKQy Ki‡Z ewj, wZwb webv
wØavq Zv Ki‡eb| N‡U‡QI wVK ZvB, wg÷vi ivbv| A¨v‡jw·m
†h Avgvi Kv‡Q FYx, gviKvm GUv †hfv‡eB †nvK †R‡b‡Q|
Zvici Avgvi bKj Kiv Kɯ^i Avi bKj Kiv nv‡Zi †jLv
e¨envi K‡i, Ges mkix‡i Avgvi †m‡µUvix wMwji
Wywc−‡KU‡K cvwV‡q A¨v‡jw·m‡K †evSv‡bv n‡q‡Q †h Avwg
miKvi DrLv‡Zi GKUv c−¨vb K‡iwQ, †mB c−¨vb mdj Ki‡Z
n‡j Zuvi mvnvh¨ Avgvi GKvš— `iKvi|Õ
ÔAvcbvi †KvbI aviYv Av‡Q, †Rbv‡ij‡K wVK wK Kv‡R
e¨envi Ki‡Q gviKvm?Õ
80 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
ÔgviKvm Avgv‡K Avfv‡m Rvwb‡qwQj, A¨v‡jw·m‡K w`‡q
`y‡Uv KvR Kiv‡bv n‡e| GK, wek¦¯— †jvK w`‡q †Mvcb GKUv
evwnbx‡K †Uªwbs †`qvi e¨e¯’v Ki‡eb| `yB, wZwb Zuvi mvgwiK
mnKgx© I eÜz‡`i m`je‡j GB loh‡š¿ Ask MÖn‡Yi Rb¨
cÖ‡ivwPZ Ki‡eb|Õ
Ôûg| †Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbv wK G‡_‡Ý _v‡Kb?Õ
gv_v SuvKv‡jb mvjRybvm| Ôkn‡ii evB‡i _v‡Kb, DËi
w`KUvq|Õ
ÔAvcwb Zuvi Kv‡Q wb‡q hv‡eb Avgv‡`i?Õ
Ônu¨v, Aek¨B| KLb †h‡Z Pvb?Õ
ÔGLbB|Õ
ga¨cÖvP¨ †_‡K cÖPzi †kL Avi Avgxi MÖx‡m QywU KvUv‡Z Av‡m,
mv`v I †Xvjv Avj‡Lj−v c‡i _vKvq mvjRybvm‡K Zv‡`i
GKRbB g‡b n‡”Q| Zvivbv †eviKv civ †QvU eD| Avi MÖxK
fvlvi Ici m¤cÖwZ LvwbKUv `Lj Avb‡Z cvivi myev‡` ivbv
I‡`i MvBW| †i›U-Av-Kvi †_‡K GKUv gvwm©wWR wb‡q mܨvi
LvwbK Av‡M iIbv n‡jv Iiv|
G‡_Ý kn‡ii wVK evB‡i my›`i GKUv GjvKvq †Rbv‡ij
fvj‡Uvbvi wekvj evwo| AuvKveuvKv WªvBfI‡q `vjv‡bi mvg‡b,
cvwK©s Gwiqvq G‡m †kl n‡q‡Q|
GKRb ˆmwbK I‡`i‡K c_ †`wL‡q wb‡q G‡m mymw¾Z
wmwUsiƒ‡g ewm‡q †i‡L P‡j †Mj| GKUz ciB Lei †c‡q
A›`ignj †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡jb †Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbv| Avj‡Lj−v
civ mvjRybvm‡K †`‡L cÖ_‡g wZwb wPb‡ZB cvi‡jb bv|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 81
mvjRybvm †mvdv †Q‡o `uvov‡jb, gv_v I gy‡Li `yÕcvk †X‡K
ivLv mv`v Pv`i mwi‡q fMœxcwZ‡K wR‡Ám Ki‡jb| ÔGevi
wPb‡Z cviQ, A¨v‡jw·m?Õ
cÖvq Qy‡U G‡m mvjRybvm‡K Rwo‡q ai‡jb †Rbv‡ij
fvj‡Uvbv| ÔfvB, Avcwb! GB †e‡k! wK e¨vcvi, Avwg †Zv
wKQyB eyS‡Z cviwQ bv|Õ
fMœxcwZi Avwj½b †_‡K wb‡R‡K gy³ K‡i mvjRybvm
Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb, Ô†Pwi †Kv_vq?Õ
Ô†Pwi Zvi evÜexi evwo †eov‡Z †M‡Q, Kvj wdi‡e...Õ
ÔfvjB n‡q‡Q| Zzwg Avgv‡`i‡K †Zvgvi ÷vwW‡Z wb‡q
P‡jv,Õ ej‡jb mvjRybvm| ÔAvgiv AZ¨š— Ri“ix K‡qKUv
wel‡q Avjvc Kie|Õ
Ônu¨v, wVK Av‡Q Avmyb|Õ c_ †`wL‡q I‡`i‡K wb‡Ri
÷vwW‡Z wb‡q G‡jb †Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbv|
mevB GKUv K‡i †Pqvi `Lj K‡i emvi ci mvjRybvm
cÖ_‡g †Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbvi m‡½ ivbv I Zvivbvi cwiPq
Kwi‡q w`‡jb, Zvici ej‡jb, ÔA¨v‡jw·m, AZ¨š— ¸i“Zi
GKUv welq †Zvgvi Kv‡Q Avgvi e¨vL¨v Ki‡Z n‡e| Avwg PvB
Zzwg Lye gb w`‡q ïb‡e me|Õ
GKUz mZK©, GKUz weg~p; †Rbv‡ij †QvÆ K‡i gv_v
SuvKv‡jb| mvjRybvm Zuv‡K cy‡iv KvwnbxUv †kvbv‡jb| †kvbvi
mgq gv‡S-g‡a¨ †Rbv‡i‡ji †Pnvivq Awek¦v‡mi fve dzUj,
Z‡e †Kvb gš—e¨ Ki‡jb bv| mvjRybvm _vg‡Z ej‡jb, ÔG
†Zv †`LwQ Mí‡KI nvi gvbvq!Õ
ÔwKš‘ ev¯—e mZ¨|Õ
82 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
ÔAvcwb GB loh‡š¿i m‡½ RwoZ bb, GUv Rvbvi ci wK
iKg ¯^w¯—‡eva KiwQ †m Avwg e‡j †evSv‡Z cvie bv,Õ ej‡jb
†Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbv| ÔGLb ejyb, kqZvb gviKvm‡K kvw¯—
†`qvi R‡b¨ Avgv‡K wK Ki‡Z n‡e|Õ
Ô†mUv wg÷vi ivbvB fvj ej‡Z cvi‡eb,Õ ej‡jb
mvjRybvm|
ÔAvgv‡`i `iKvi †fZ‡ii Z_¨, †Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbv,Õ
ejj ivbv| ÔgviKvm wVK wKfv‡e wK Ki‡Z hv‡”Q Zv GKgvÎ
AvcwbB Avgv‡`i‡K Rvbv‡Z cv‡ib|Õ
ÔgvÎ GKUv RvZxq ˆ`wb‡Ki gva¨‡g †bvsiv cÖPviYv Avi
wg‡_¨ KjsK Qov‡bv n‡”Q, Avi †m-me †ewkifvMB †Rbv‡ij
†Wvbvwìm †mivd-Gi wei“‡×,Õ ej‡jb fvj‡Uvbv| ÔGi KviY,
†Rbv‡ij †mivd MÖx‡m Avi †Kvb mvgwiK Afy¨Ìvb Pvb bv| ïay
ZvB bq, wZwb wbe©vwPZ miKv‡ii cv‡k _vK‡eb e‡jI Rvwb‡q
w`‡q‡Qb| miKvi Zuv‡K †mbvcÖav‡bi c‡` emv‡Z PvB‡Q, wKš‘
Zv‡ZI evav w`‡”Q GB cwÎKvwU| †Rbv‡ij †mivd bvwK
GKRb d¨vwm÷ I `ybx©wZevR| wKš‘ Avgiv Rvwb Gme
Awf‡hvM GK`gB wg‡_¨| Zuvi e¨w³MZ PwiÎ m¤ú‡K©I †bvsiv
I wg‡_¨ cÖPviYv Qvcv n‡”Q| A_P Zuvi †Póv I mycvwi‡kB
m¤cÖwZ †ek wKQy ivR‰bwZK I mvgvwRK ms¯‹v‡i nvZ w`‡q‡Q
miKvi|Õ
ÔZuv‡K wb‡q gviKv‡mi c−¨vbUv wK?Õ
Ô†Rbv‡ij †Wvbvwìm †miv‡di m½x I mg_©K n‡jb AviI
`yÕRb †Rbv‡ijÑwf±i cvcvwf· I †MBweªqvj †mb‡Uv| Gu‡`i
Aciva, Guiv wbe©vwPZ miKv‡ii wei“‡× hv‡eb bv| Avcbvi
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 83
†m‡µUvix wMwj, gv‡b bKj wMwj, KÕw`b Av‡M Avgvi Kv‡Q
G‡m Rvwb‡q †M‡Q Iu‡`i wZbRb‡K Lyb Kiv n‡e|Õ
Zvivbvi m‡½ `„wó wewbgq Kij ivbv| gviKvm Gevi Zvi
Kv‡R nvZ †`‡e|
ÔwKfv‡e wK NU‡Z hv‡”Q Avcwb Rv‡bb?Õ †Rbv‡ij
fvj‡Uvbv‡K wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ôfvmv-fvmv Rvwb, mvgvb¨B| cÖ_‡g ejv n‡qwQj, GB
wZbR‡bi m‡½ Avcbvi GKUv gxwU‡Oi Av‡qvRb Ki‡Z n‡e
Avgv‡K, mvjRybvm fvB| wKš‘ Zvici wMwj, bKj wMwj,
Avgv‡K †dvb K‡i Rvbvj, gxwUsUvi Av‡qvRb ZvivB Ki‡Z
hv‡”Qцc›UnvD‡m| Avgvi hZ`~i aviYv, GB gxwU‡OB wZb
†Rbv‡ij‡K Lyb Kiv n‡e|Õ
ÔgxwU‡Oi mgqUv Rvb‡Z n‡e,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvcwb GK
KvR Ki“b, †Rbv‡ij| †Rbv‡ij †Wvbvwìm †mivd‡K †dvb
K‡i wR‡Ám Ki“b mvjRybv‡mi †jvKRb Zuvi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM
K‡i‡Q wKbv| Lyb nevi m¤¢vebvi K_vUv GLywb Zuv‡K Rvbvevi
`iKvi †bB|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ ej‡jb fvj‡Uvbv| ÔAvkv Kwi †Rbv‡ij
†mivd Avgvi m‡½ K_v ej‡Z ivwR n‡eb|Õ
wKš‘ †dvb K‡i †Rbv‡ij †mivd‡K Zuvi evwo ev Awd‡m
†Kv_vI cvIqv †Mj bv| GBWiv †KD ejj bv ev ej‡Z cvij
bv †Kv_vq wK Kv‡R †M‡Qb wZwb| wVK n‡jv, †Rbv‡ij
fvj‡Uvbv iv‡Z Av‡iKevi †dvb Ki‡eb Zuv‡K|
mvjRybvm‡KI GKUv KvR w`j ivbv| ÔgviKv‡mi cÖvB‡fU
evwnbx †h `yÕRvqMvq †Uªwbs wb‡”Q †mLvbKvi jxWvi‡`i m‡½
84 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
†hvMv‡hvM Ki“b| Zuv‡`i‡K e‡j ivLyb, mivmwi Avcbvi gyL
†_‡K wb‡`©k bv †c‡j Zviv †hb Zv‡`i evwnbx‡K gyf bv
Kivq|Õ
Ô†Kb, wK jvf Zv‡Z?Õ
ÔgviKvm miKvi DrLvZ Kivi mgq G‡_‡Ýi mvaviY
gvbyl †L‡c DV‡Z cv‡i,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZLb IB cÖvB‡fU
Avwg©‡K w`‡q Zv‡`i Av‡›`vjb _vgvevi †Póv Ki‡e †m|Õ
ÔI, B‡qm!Õ mvjRybv‡mi †hb †PvL Ly‡j †Mj|
ÔGKUv wKQy ARynvZ bv †`wL‡q †Rbv‡ij wZbRb‡K
gviKvm Lyb Ki‡Z hv‡e bv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwKsev nq‡Zv †MvUv
e¨vcviUv‡K A¨vw·‡W›U wn‡m‡e mvRv‡bv n‡e| Avcbvi wK g‡b
nq?Õ
fyi“ KzuP‡K K‡qK †m‡KÛ wPš—v Ki‡jb †Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbv|
ÔGKMv`v bZzb Awf‡hvM Aek¨B cÖPvi Kiv n‡e| A¨vw·‡W›U?
g‡b nq bv| m¤¢eZ ejv n‡e, ci¯ú‡ii g‡a¨ ¶gZvi Ø›Ø wQj,
ZviB Ki“Y cwiYwZ‡Z wZbRbB Lyb n‡q †M‡Q|Õ
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 85

mvZ
Wvdz mvjRybvm Zuvi fMœxcwZ †Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbvi evwo‡Z
†_‡K †h‡Z †P‡qwQ‡jb, wKš‘ †mUv AZ¨š— wec¾bK n‡q †`Lv
w`‡Z cv‡i †f‡e wb‡la Kij ivbv| †KvbI Kvi‡Y †Rbv‡i‡ji
Ici wek¦v‡mi Afve †`Lv w`‡j gviKvm webv †bvwU‡k Zuvi
evwo‡Z nvbv w`‡Z cv‡i|
†nv‡U‡j wd‡i wb‡R‡`i my¨B‡UB wWbvi †L‡jv Iiv|
mvjRybvm Zuvi Kvgivq wekªvg wb‡Z P‡j †M‡jb| ivbvI
wb‡Ri iƒ‡g XyKj, wcQy wcQy G‡jv Zvivbv|
ÔmiKvi mg_©K †Rbv‡ij‡`i wb‡q gviKvm wK Ki‡e, Zvi
A‡c¶vq e‡m _vKe Avgiv,Õ ejj ivbv, ÔGUv †mªd †evKvwg
n‡”Q|Õ GKUv †mvdvq emj I, Bw½‡Z mvg‡bi GKUv †mvdv
†`Lvj Zvivbv‡K|
ÔZvQvov KiviI †Zv wKQy †bB,Õ ejj Zvivbv; nq ivbvi
Bw½Z †`L‡Z cvqwb, bq‡Zv ILv‡b em‡Z Pvq bv| ÔZzwg †Zv
Avi †c›UnvD‡m nvbv w`‡Z cv‡iv bv|Õ †mvRv GwM‡q G‡jv †m,
ivbv‡K GKUz Avoó K‡i w`‡q Ii †mvdvi nvZ‡j emj|
86 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
Ônvbv w`‡Z bv cvwi, Ggwb Ny‡iwd‡i †`‡L Avm‡Z †Zv
cvwi,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†fZ‡i GKevi XyK‡Z cvi‡j I‡`i wW‡dÝ
†mU-Avc †`Lvi GKUv my‡hvM †cZvg|Õ
ivbvi Nv‡o nvZ ivLj Zvivbv, Zvici gv_vi Pz‡j AvOyj
†XvKvj| ÔwKš‘ †fZ‡i Avgiv XyKe wKfv‡e!Õ
ÔAvgiv bv,Õ GKUv †XvK wM‡j ejj ivbv, Zvivbvi AvPiY
Ii †evaMg¨ n‡”Q bv| †g‡qUv wK I‡K AviI wKQy ejvi †Póv
Ki‡Q? wKš‘ I bv wb‡Ri gy‡LB e‡j‡Q, GKRb‡K fvjev‡m?
Ô†Kvb GKUv Qy‡Zv †`wL‡q XyKe Avwg GKv|Õ
ÔGB A¨vmvBb‡g‡›U Avgiv GKm‡½ KvR KiwQ, g‡b
Av‡Q?Õ nvjKv my‡i wR‡Ám Kij Zvivbv| ÔZzwg †c›UnvD‡m
†M‡j †Zvgvi m‡½ AvwgI †h‡Z PvB|Õ ivbvi gv_vUv wb‡Ri
w`‡K Uvbj †m, Zvici Ii Kuv‡a wPeyK †VwK‡q Kv‡b Mig
wbtk¦vm †djj| ÔwK e¨vcvi, Zzwg Ggb R‡ovm‡ov n‡q AvQ
†Kb?Õ wdmwdm K‡i Rvb‡Z PvBj|
Ôme RvqMvq `yÕRb hvIqv hvq bv,Õ ejj ivbv| Zvici
Avevi †XvK wMjj| ÔR‡ovm‡ov n‡q AvwQ...Zzwg wbðqB Rv‡bv
†Kb R‡ovm‡ov n‡q AvwQ|Õ
ÔAvwg GKRb‡K fvjevwm, GBR‡b¨?Õ
Ô†ev‡jv bv †h †mB GKRb Avm‡j Avwg,Õ nvmj ivbv|
Ôbv, †m Zzwg bv,Õ ejj Zvivbv, `yÕnv‡Z a‡i ivbvi gyL
wb‡Ri w`‡K †divj| ÔZvi Avm‡j †Kvb Aw¯—Z¡ wQj bv, ivbv,
GLbI †bB|Õ ivbv‡K Pz‡gv †L‡jv †m| ÔZLb K_vUv we‡kl
GK Kvi‡Y ej‡Z n‡qwQj|Õ ivbvi AviI Kv‡Q m‡i Gj|
ÔGLb †m KviYUv Avi †bB|Õ
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 87
 Ô‡Q‡jUv wKš‘ mwZ¨B †cÖ‡g c‡owQj †Zvgvi,Õ ejj ivbv|
Ôwc−R, AZxZ ev` `vI; G‡mv Avgiv eZ©gv‡b euvwP|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q, AZxZ ev`,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwKš‘ `iRv †Lvjv
†h!Õ Zvivbvi †Kvgi Rwo‡q a‡i †mvdv †Q‡o DVj ivbv|
ÔnVvr †ewi‡q mvjRybvm hw` †`‡L Zvi †cqv‡ii †QvU wewe
wKm gvi‡Q Avgv‡K...Õ
Ô‡`L‡jI †Z‡o gvi‡Z Avm‡e bv,Õ e‡j ivbvi Mjv a‡i
cÖvq Sz‡j coj Zvivbv| Ôeis j¾v †c‡q PU& K‡i wfwo‡q
†`‡e `iRv!Õ
ej‡Z bv ej‡Z Ly‡j †Mj mvjRybv‡mi Kvgivi `iRv|
I‡`i‡K IB Ae¯’vq †`‡L im‡Mvj−v n‡q †Mj wkwcs
g¨vM‡b‡Ui †PvL| AvanvZ wRf †ei K‡i `uv‡Z KvUj †m|
Zvici mwZ¨B PU& K‡i wfwo‡q w`j `iRvUv|
Ôbv‡i, `iRvUv jvwM‡qB w`B!Õ e‡j ivbvi Mjv †Q‡o
†g‡S‡Z bvgj Zvivbv, eÜ K‡i w`j `iRvUv|
ciw`b mKv‡j Wvdz mvjRybvm I Zvivbv‡K †nv‡U‡j †i‡L
†Kv‡jvmm wewì‡O P‡j G‡jv ivbv| GK`j ¯’vbxq DB‡Ûv
Iqvkvi cvm †`wL‡q †fZ‡i Xy‡K wbqwgZ wewìsUvi Rvbvjv
†avq, A‡bK KvVLo cywo‡q Zv‡`i GKR‡bi GKUv BDwbdg©
msMÖn K‡i‡Q I| cvmUv Rvj Ki‡Z mvjRybvm I‡K mvnvh¨
K‡i‡Qb| Avi bKj GK‡Rvov †Muvd jvwM‡q w`‡q Ii †Pnvivq
hZUv m¤¢e MÖxK fve ev ˆewkó¨ G‡b †`qvi †Póv K‡i‡Q
Zvivbv| evB‡i `uvov‡bv BDwbdg© civ MvW©‡K wg‡_¨K_v ejj
ivbvÑwMwj K¬¨vwmKm ûKzg w`‡q‡Qb †c›UnvD‡mi Rvbvjv
88 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
cwi®‹vi Ki‡Z n‡e|
†¯úkvj Gwj‡fU‡i P‡o Ic‡i DV‡Z n‡e, Z‡e Zv‡Z
Povi ciI wb‡Ri cwiPq-cÎ †`Lv‡Z n‡jv ivbv‡K| †evSvB
†Mj †h Gwj‡fUi Acv‡iUi gviKv‡mi †jvK| bxj BDwbd‡g©i
evB‡i Av‡Mœqv‡¯¿i AvK…wZ dz‡U Av‡Q| ivbv Avi Ii nv‡Zi
evjwZUv‡K m‡›`‡ni `„wó‡Z LyuwU‡q †`L‡Q †m| Gwj‡fUi
†c›UnvD‡m DVj| GB GKUvB, Ab¨ †Kvb Gwj‡fUi †c›UnvDm
ch©š— DV‡Z cv‡i bvÑRvwb‡q‡Qb mvjRybvm| Uc †d¬vi †_‡K
wb‡P ch©š— GK cÖ¯’ wmuwo Aek¨ wQj, Z‡e †mUv eÜ K‡i †`qv
n‡q‡Q, ZviciI MvW© †`qv nq|
Gwj‡fUi †_‡K GKUv KwiW‡i †ewi‡q G‡jv ivbv, †mUv
wewì‡Oi mvg‡bi Ask †_‡K wcQb w`‡K P‡j †M‡Q| †g‡S‡Z
cyi“ Kv‡c©U, †`qvj †Nu‡l dz‡ji Ue, DuPz wmwj‡O wµ÷vj
SvoevwZ| †c›UnvD‡m †XvKvi gy‡L GKUv †W¯‹ mvg‡b wb‡q
e‡m i‡q‡Q `yÕRb MvW©| GivI gviKv‡mi fvov‡U ¸Êv, Zvi
cÖvB‡fU Avwg©i m`m¨| mvjRybv‡mi wb‡Ri MvW©iv msL¨vq Kg
wQj, †c›UnvDm †e`Lj n‡q hvevi `yÕGKw`b ciB Zv‡`i
PvKwi P‡j †M‡Q|
`yÕR‡bi GKRb, †m-B †ewk j¤^v, KwiWi a‡i GwM‡q
G‡jv ivbvi w`‡K| Ggb fv‡e ZvwK‡q Av‡Q, †hb Rb¥kΓ|
ÔGLv‡b †Zvgvi wK KvR?Õ †ND †ND K‡i DVj|
I‡`i fvlv‡ZB Reve w`j ivbv, Ô†`‡L †evSv hvq bv wK
KvR?Õ nvmj I| ÔRvbvjv ay‡Z Gjvg|Õ
ÔGjvg ej‡jB n‡jv? Kvi ûKz‡g G‡j?Õ
BDwbd‡g© †mjvB Kiv GKUzK‡iv wmé-Gi w`‡K ZR©bx
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 89
ZvK Kij ivbv, †h-†Kv¤úvwb Rvbvjv †avqvi KvRUv K‡i Zvi
bvg †jLv i‡q‡Q Zv‡Z |
Ô†Zvgvi gvwjK †c›UnvDm †_‡K †Kvb AW©vi †c‡q‡Q?Õ
ÔAW©vi bv †c‡j wK Avgv‡K cvVvZ?Õ cÖkœUv Kivi ci †ek
eo GKUv SzuwK wbj ivbv| ÔwMwj K¬¨vwmK‡mi bvgB †evanq
ïbjvg...Õ
†W‡¯‹ emv Aci †jvKUv †Nuvr-†Nuvr K‡i wK ejj †evSv
†Mj bv| Zvi Pzj Kv‡jv, †Pnvivq DMÖ fve| eªvwRj †_‡K
gviKvm hv‡`i‡K wb‡q G‡m‡Q, G †jvKUv m¤¢eZ Zv‡`i
GKRb| ivbv Abyfe Kij, †jvKUvi `„wó Ii QÙ‡ek †f`
K‡i Avmj †Pnviv †`‡L †dj‡Q|
Ôûg&-g&!Õ ivbvi cv‡ki †jvKUv KUgU K‡i ZvKvj|
Ô†Nv‡iv| nvZ iv‡Lv †`qv‡j|Õ
ivbv RvbZ mvP© Kiv n‡Z cv‡i| wc¯—j Av‡bwb, Z‡e
QywiUv Wvb †Mvovwji wVK Ic‡i †Uc w`‡q AvU‡K †i‡L‡Q|
Ny‡i †`qv‡j nvZ ivLj, `g AvU‡K A‡c¶v Ki‡Q| eMj,
cuvRi, wcV Avi evû‡Z nvZ Pvcovevi ci Ii cv‡qi Ici
ax‡i ax‡i nvZ †evjv‡”Q †jvKUv| nuvUzi wb‡P †b‡g G‡jv
AvOyj¸‡jv| GUv Ii Wvb cv| †jvKUvi nvZ Qywii bvMvj †c‡q
hv‡”Q| ivbvi Zj‡c‡U Uvb coj| Qywii nvZj †_‡K GK, Lye
†ewk n‡j †`o Bw `~‡i _vK‡Z w¯’i n‡jv AvOyj¸‡jv| ÔwVK
Av‡Q,Õ `g †Q‡o ejj †m| ÔNy‡i Avgv‡K †Zvgvi
AvB‡WbwUwd‡Kkb †`LvI|Õ
bKj KvW© †ei Kij ivbv| mveav‡b, LyuwU‡q cix¶v Kij
†jvKUv| K_v bv e‡j wØZxq †jvKUvi Kv‡Q G‡m KvW©Uv Zv‡K
90 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
†`Lvj| †m-I cix¶v Kij| Zvici gv_v SuvKvj| cÖ_g
†jvKUv wd‡i G‡m ivbvi nv‡Z awi‡q w`j †mUv, evjwZi †fZi
†PvL †i‡L ejj, ÔwVK Av‡Q| I †Zvgv‡K †fZ‡i wb‡q hv‡e|Õ
Ôab¨ev`,Õ cÖKv‡k¨B ¯^w¯—i nuvc †Q‡o ejj ivbv|
G‡Mv‡”Q I, wØZxq †jvKUv †W¯‹ †Q‡o IVvi mgq †Pv‡Li
cjK †dj‡Q bv| `iRv †Lvjvi mgqI ZvwK‡q _vKj| Zvi
wcQy wb‡q †c›UnvD‡mi †fZi XyKj ivbv|
G AbycÖ‡ek †hb `y‡f©`¨ `y‡M©| wkiwk‡i GKUv Abyf~wZ
n‡”Q, KviY Rv‡b Avmj cwiPq †R‡b †dj‡j wK Kiv n‡e
I‡K wb‡q| gviKvm †Kvb ¯úvB‡K Aek¨B RxweZ †diZ
†h‡Z †`‡e bv|
cÖk¯— GKUv wjwfsiƒ‡g Xy‡K‡Q Iiv| Avmevec‡Îi
wejvmeûj Av‡qvRb| `yB ¯—‡i fvM Kiv †g‡S‡Z `vgx Kv‡c©U,
wmwj‡O cÖvPxb MÖx‡mi wewPÎ me iwOb `„k¨ AuvKv| Kvgivi
`~icÖv‡š—i cy‡ivUv †`qvj Kuv‡Pi, evB‡i †`Lv hv‡”Q †MvUv
kni| GKcv‡k †QvÆ GKUv ¯−vBwWs †Wvi, Szj-eviv›`vq
†ei“‡bv hvq| ILv‡bB wb‡Ri KvR ïi“ Ki‡e ivbv| Nvo
Nywi‡q KvgivUvi g~j¨evb dvwb©Pvi¸‡jv †`Lj I, †ewkifvMB
A¨vw›UKm| cvwjk Kiv †Uwe‡j cÖvPxb g„rwkí †kvfv cv‡”Q|
Wvb w`‡K AvswkK †Lvjv `iRv w`‡q Av‡iKUv Kvgivq
†djv K‡qKUv †W¯‹ I K¨vwe‡bU †`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv, a‡i †bqv
hvq gviKvm IUv‡K Awdm evwb‡q‡Q| Ii euv w`‡K KwiWi,
`yÕcv‡k `iRvцeWiƒg Avi wjwfs †KvqvU©vi| ÔcÖ_‡g eo
Rvbvjv¸‡jv awi,Õ ejj I|
ÔGLv‡b `uvwo‡q _v‡Kv,Õ Av‡`‡ki my‡i ejj †jvKUv|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 91
 Kuva SuvKvj ivbv| Ô_vKjvg|Õ
Awd‡m Xy‡K K‡qK gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨ Avov‡j P‡j †Mj
†jvKUv| ivbv LvwbKUv Wvb w`‡K mij, Awd‡mi †fZiUv
hv‡Z AviI fvjfv‡e †`L‡Z cvq| Mvp i‡Oi myU civ
K‡qKRb †jvK Pjv‡div Ki‡Q †fZ‡i, †KD GKRb K_v
ej‡Q †Uwj‡dv‡b| Awdm KvgivUv †evanq KwgDwb‡Kkb
†m›Uvi| ivbv †h Kvgivq A‡c¶v Ki‡Q, KwiWi †_‡K †mLv‡b
`yÕRb †jvK XyKj| ivbv‡K fvj K‡i †`Lj Zviv, Zvici
Awd‡mi w`‡K cv evovj| gviKv‡mi †jvKRb GLv‡b Kg
bq| ïay Awd‡mB †Zv AvU-`kRb‡K †`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv|
m‡›`n †bB, cÖvq mevB Zviv mk¯¿|
ivbvi MvBW †jvKUv wd‡i Gj, Zvici †ewi‡q †Mj
KwiW‡i| Awdm †_‡K GK †jvK Zvi wcQy wb‡q G‡m‡Q|
†jvKUvi me wKQy j¤^v‡UÑPzj, nv‡Zi bL, kvU©| wnc-
†nvj÷v‡i fiv wc¯—jUv cÖKv‡k¨B enb Ki‡Q †m| ÔKZ¶Y
jvM‡e †Zvgvi?Õ ivbv‡K Bs‡iwR‡Z wR‡Ám Kij| †mvbvwj Pzj
Avi evPbfw½ e‡j w`j †jvKUv Av‡gwiKvb|
fvOv fvOv Bs‡iwR‡Z Reve w`j ivbv, ÔKZ¶Y jvM‡e?
nq‡Zv AvaNÈv| nq‡Zv GKNÈv| wbf©i K‡i Rvbvjvq wK
cwigvY gqjv R‡g‡Q Zvi Ici|Õ †jvKUv‡K ivbvi †Pbv-†Pbv
jvM‡Q| ivbv G‡RwÝi KgwcDU‡i Gi Qwe Av‡Q, wKš‘ bvgUv
g‡b co‡Q bv|
Ôwg÷vi wMwj K¬¨vwmKm g‡b Ki‡Z cvi‡Qb bv
†Zvgv‡`i‡K †W‡K‡Qb wKbv,Õ wcwiP AvK…wZi bxj †j‡Ýi
†fZi w`‡q ivbv‡K †`L‡Q gvwK©b Zi“Y|
92 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
nVvr bvgUv g‡b coj ivbvi, gvw¼| AvKvwW©qv gviKv‡mi
cyiv‡bv wkm¨ gvw¼| wbD BqK© cywjm Zvi bv‡g cÖ_g Awf‡hvM
G‡bwQjÑ`yB Zi“Yxi †Kvg‡i †Uc w`‡q we‡ùviK AvU‡K †`q
†m, Zvici wi‡gvU K‡›Uªv‡ji mvnv‡h¨ we‡ùviY NUvq|
Ôbv? Wv‡Kwb?Õ c‡KU †_‡K GKUzK‡iv KvMR †ei K‡i
†PvL eyjvj ivbv| ÔwKš‘ Avgv‡K †Zv Iiv ejj wg÷vi
mvjRybv‡mi ILv‡b|Õ
GB mgq Av‡iK †jvK Kvgivq Xy‡K gvw¼i cv‡k `uvovj|
†jvKUv mvgvb¨ Lv‡Uv, wbtm‡›`‡n MÖxK| mvjRybv‡mi gyL †_‡K
†Pnvivi †h eY©bv †c‡q‡Q ivbv, m‡›`n †bB GB †jvKUvB wMwj
K¬¨vwmK‡mi Wywc−‡KU|
ÔAvwg †Kvb DB‡Ûv Iqvkvi‡K †W‡KwQ e‡j g‡b Ki‡Z
cviwQ bv,Õ Bs‡iwR‡Z ejj †m, gvw¼i hv‡Z eyS‡Z mywe‡a nq|
Ô†klevi Zzwg K‡e GLv‡b G‡mQ?Õ
Ô†iKW© bv †`‡L ejv gykwKj,Õ ejj ivbv, B”Qv K‡iB
†Pnvivq bvf©vm fve †dvUvj| Ôme wK Avi g‡b _v‡K?Õ
gvw¼ ivbvi w`‡K GK cv G‡Mvj| ÔZ‡e Av‡M Zzwg GLv‡b
G‡mQ?Õ
BZ¯—Z Kij ivbv| Ônu¨v, Av‡M|Õ
wc¯—jUv †ei K‡i ivbvi gy‡L ZvK Kij gvw¼| ÔZvn‡j
e‡jv wK‡PbUv †`L‡Z †Kgb?Õ
ivbvi evg evûi †fZi w`‡K Nv‡gi GKUv aviv Mov‡Z
ïi“ Kij| †c›UnvD‡mi †Kv_vq wK Av‡Q, †Kgb †`L‡Z, me
wKQyiB we¯—vwiZ weeiY mvjRybv‡mi KvQ †_‡K †R‡b wb‡q‡Q
I, wKš‘ Kv‡Ri mgq g‡b co‡Q bv| Ôwm¼ Avi KvevW© Av‡Q,
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 93
AvKv‡i †ek eo| wKš‘ G Avcbviv wK ïi“ Ki‡jb ejyb †Zv?Õ
Ô`~i, ev` `vI †Zv!Õ bKj K¬¨vwmKm wei³ †eva Ki‡Q|
ÔIi KvR K‡i I‡K wd‡i †h‡Z `vI|Õ
gvw¼ Zvi K_v Kv‡b Zzjj bv| ÔwK‡P‡b KÕUv Rvbvjv?Õ
ivbv‡K wR‡Ám Kij †m|
ivbv fve‡Q, GLb hw` gvw¼i cv‡qi Kv‡Q †g‡S‡Z X‡j
c‡o I, QywiUv KZ `ª“Z †ei Ki‡Z cvi‡e| Z‡e nVvr K‡iB
g‡b c‡o †Mj †c›UnvD‡mi wK‡Pb †fZi w`‡Ki GKUv
Kvgiv, KwiWi msjMœÑevB‡ii w`‡Ki †`qvj msjMœ bq| ÔwK
e‡jb, wK‡P‡b Avevi Rvbvjv †Kv_vq!Õ Mjvq GKUz SuvS
dzwU‡q ejj I|
gvw¼i AvOyj wUªMv‡i †P‡c e‡mwQj| ax‡i ax‡i AvOy‡ji
wMuU †_‡K mv`v fveUzKz wgwj‡q †Mj, wc¯—j aiv nvZUv kix‡ii
cv‡k bvwg‡q wbj †m| Avw¯—b ¸Uv‡bv GK †jvK G‡jv Awdm
†_‡K|
ÔcÖvMgv‡Uvm mvwf©m †_‡K ej‡Q Zviv GKRb †jvK‡K
cvwV‡q‡Q,Õ gvw¼‡K wi‡cvU© Kij †m|
wb‡Ri †Pnvivq ¯^w¯—i fveUzKz ivbv dzU‡Z w`j bv|
cÖ‡qvR‡b I‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡e, GB k‡Z© †ek wKQy Wª¨vKgv
w`‡q‡Q I cÖvMgv‡Uvm †Kv¤úvwbi †g‡qUv‡K, Z‡e K_v ivL‡e
wKbv †f‡e DwØMœ wQj|
gvw¼ Zvi A¯¿ †nvj÷v‡i f‡i ivLj| Ô†ek| †avI kvjvi
Rvbvjv| Z‡e hZ ZvovZvwo cv‡iv|Õ
ÔR¡x,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô`qv K‡i wg÷vi mvjRybvm‡K Avgvi
mvjvg †`‡eb| KZ eo gvbyl, A_P Avgv‡K †`L‡jB Dwb
94 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
wPb‡Z cv‡ib| fvM¨ fvj n‡j AvRI wbðq †`Lv n‡e|Õ
gvw¼ Ii w`‡K Av¸‡b †Pv‡L ZvKvj| ÔGB e¨vUv, eKeK
bv K‡i Kv‡R nvZ †`| KviI m‡½ †`Lv-†ULv n‡e bv|Õ
ÔR¡x, ab¨ev`|Õ
evjwZ‡Z cvwb f‡i Avbvi R‡b¨ KwiWi a‡i G‡Mvevi
AbygwZ cvIqv †Mj, GB my‡hv‡M `ª“Z GKevi my&¨BUUvi †j-
AvD‡U †PvL eywj‡q wbj ivbv| eo Rvbvjvq KvR ïi“ Kivi
ci I‡K GKv †i‡L †h hvi Kv‡R P‡j †Mj mevB| hv †`L‡Z
G‡mwQj Zv Ii †`Lv n‡q †M‡Q, Gevi wPš—v Ki‡Q wKfv‡e
Kv‡R duvwK w`‡q ZvovZvwo P‡j hv‡e| GB mgq Awdm †_‡K
GK`j †jvK †ewi‡q Gj, ivbvi w`‡K †Lqvj bv w`‡q
gviKv‡mi KvRKg© wb‡q †LvjvLywj Av‡jvPbv Ki‡Q| ivbv
i‡q‡Q Szj-eviv›`vq, `iRvUv †Lvjv|
Ô`y‡Uv K¨v¤úB GLb ˆZwi,Õ GK †jvK ejj| ÔAvwg Avevi
ejwQ, wg÷vi gviKvm‡K Avgv‡`i Rvbv‡bv DwPZ †h gyf
Kivi GLbB mgq| wZb †Rbv‡ij‡K LZg K‡i G‡_‡Ý
wb‡R‡`i Avwg© Avb‡Z cvi‡j †cÖwm‡W›U-cÖavbgš¿x cvjv‡Z
w`‡k cv‡e bv...Õ
Av‡iK †jvK Zv‡K _vwg‡q w`‡q Bw½‡Z ivbv‡K †`Lvj|
cÖ_g †jvKUv Ny‡i wM‡q Mjvi ¯^i bvwg‡q Avevi Zvi K_v ïi“
Kij| GB mgq KwiWi n‡q AviI wZbRb †jvK XyKj
njiƒ‡g, †mB m‡½ ivbvi Kcv‡j RyUj weivU GKUv †evbvm|
evwK `yÕRb‡K `yÕcv‡k wb‡q gvSLv‡b Lvov wcjvi, IB
†jvKUvB AvKvwW©qv gviKvm| QÕdzU `yÕBw j¤^v, PIovq cÖvq
GKUv †`qvj| d‡Uvi m‡½ KvVv‡gv I †Pnviv cy‡ivUvB †gjv‡Z
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 95
cvi‡Q ivbvÑey‡bv GKUv fve †Pv‡L-gy‡L, eqm wÎk-ewÎk|
†ek K¬vš— jvM‡Q I‡K, nv‡Z GKMv`v KvMR-cÎ|
ÔwVK Av‡Q, gxwUsUv †Zvgiv ms‡¶c K‡iv,Õ njiƒ‡gi evwK
†jvK‡`i D‡Ï‡k ejj †m| ivbv j¶ Kij, Zv‡`i g‡a¨
BDmywdm wRqvwb Abycw¯’Z| G‡`i GB cÖwZôv‡b Zvi m¤¢eZ
AZ †ewk ¸i“Z¡ †bB| ÔwmWvK, gvB‡Kv‡bvm-Gi †j‡U÷
wi‡cvU© wK?Õ
ILv‡b `uvwo‡q RUjvUvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbv,
Awek¦vm¨ GKUv e¨vcvi‡K ev¯—‡e NU‡Z †`‡L we¯§q bv †g‡b
cvi‡Q bv| AvKvwW©qv gviKv‡mi eyw×i Zvwid Ki‡Z nq|
Am¤¢e‡K m¤¢e Ki‡Z Pvq †m, †MvUv e¨vcviUv cwiPvjbvI
Ki‡Q AZ¨š— `¶Zvi m‡½|
Ô...KgvÛvi G-I Rvwb‡q‡Qb †h MÖvDÛIAK© Kgwc−U n‡q
†M‡Q, Avi Uª~cm...Õ
AK¯§vr gyL Zzjj gviKvm, GB cÖ_g ivbv‡K †`L‡Z
†cj| GKRb Kg©Pvix‡K Bw½Z Kij †m, Zvici ivbvi w`‡K
K‡qK cv †nu‡U Gj| _vgj nVvr, iv‡M jvj n‡q DVj gyL|
ÔIUv ILv‡b †K?Õ cÖvq ûsKvi †ewi‡q G‡jv Mjv †_‡K|
Bw½Z †c‡q Kg©Pvix †jvKUv `ª“Z gviKv‡mi cv‡k P‡j
Gj| ÔKv‡K †hb ej‡Z ïbjvg I‡K GLv‡b Rvbvjv cwi®‹vi
Ki‡Z cvVv‡bv n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔZzwg ïb‡j? wek¦vm Kivi Av‡M hvPvB Ki‡j bv?Õ `uv‡Z
`uvZ Pvcj gviKvm| Szj-eviv›`vq ivbvi cv‡k ivLv evjwZUv
†`Lj, †`Lj Ii nv‡Z eyi“k Avi †fRv b¨vKov i‡q‡Q| ÔGB!
Gw`‡K G‡mv!Õ
96 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
gviKvm hw` AwZgvÎvq LyuZLyuZvwbi Kvi‡Y ivbv‡K we`vq
K‡i w`‡Z Pvq, Zvi K_vi Ici K_v ejvi †KD †bB GLv‡b|
kvš— fw½‡Z Szj-eviv›`v †_‡K Kvgivq P‡j G‡jv ivbv|
Ôejyb|Õ
ivbvi Ici †_‡K †PvL mivj gviKvm| Ô†K I‡K †fZ‡i
XyK‡Z w`‡q‡Q?Õ
gvw¼ GK †Kv‡Y `uvwo‡q wQj, ί— cv‡q Kvgivi gvSLv‡b
P‡j Gj| ÔIi e¨vcviUv wVK Av‡Q| Avgiv †PK K‡i
†`‡LwQ|Õ
Nvo wdwi‡q A¯¿avix gvw¼i w`‡K KwVb `„wó‡Z Svov `k
†m‡KÛ ZvwK‡q _vKj gviKvm| wb¯—äZv n‡q DVj
we‡ùvi‡Yvb¥yL| gviKvm hLb K_v ejj, GZ wbPz Mjv,
†KvbiK‡g ïb‡Z †cj ivbv, ÔAvgvi Pvicv‡k Giv wK mevB
M`©f?Õ
Zvi w`‡K ¤−vb `„wó‡Z ZvKvj gvw¼, Zvici ivbvi w`‡K
wd‡i ejj, ÔwVK Av‡Q, AvR‡Ki gZ Rvbvjv mvd Kivi KvR
†kl n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔwKš‘ Avwg †Zv ïi“B Kijvg GBgvÎ!Õ cÖwZev` Kij
ivbv| Ôwg÷vi mvjRybvm me mgq Pvb...Õ
ÔGB e¨vUv, †Mwj!Õ †PuwP‡q DVj gvw¼|
Kuva SuvKvj ivbv| ÔAvgvi evjwZ...Õ
ÔIUvi K_v fy‡j hv|Õ
kvš—fv‡e gviKvm‡K cvk KvUvj ivbv, hZ¶Y †`Lv †Mj
Ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vKj †m| Gwj‡fU‡i P‡o wb‡P bvgvi mgq
LuvPvUv mvDÛcÖƒd wKbv, KwgDwb‡Kkb jvBb †Kvb w`K w`‡q
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 97
†M‡Q, Zvjvi aib BZ¨vw` LyuwU‡q j¶ Kij ivbv| fvej, I wK
gviKv‡mi g‡b m‡›`n RvwM‡q Zz‡j‡Q? †m hvB †nvK,
†c›UnvD‡m †XvKvi c‡i A‡bK w`K †_‡K jvf n‡q‡Q Ii|
hv‡K Lyb Ki‡Z n‡e, Av‡M †_‡K Zv‡K †`‡L ivLv n‡jv|
`y‡f©`¨ `yM©Uvi bKkvI ¯^P‡¶ †`Lv n‡jv|
†nv‡U‡ji my¨B‡U wd‡i ivbv †`Lj mvjRybvm wb‡Ri Kvgivq
cvqPvwi Ki‡QbÑLye D‡ËwRZ, Aw¯’i| Zvivbv GK †Kv‡Y
`uvwo‡q Le‡ii KvMR co‡Q| ivbv †fZ‡i XyK‡ZB KvMRUv
Ii w`‡K evwo‡q aij †m| †nwWsUv coj ivbv|
Kg©KZ©vi Awf‡hvM: †Rbv‡ij †mivd K‡qKRb gš¿xi
m‡½ nvZ wgwj‡q †`k wewµi lohš¿ Ki‡Qb|
mvjRybvm ej‡jb, ÔK¨vwe‡bU mwPe A¨vwKwjm KviwW·‡K
Lye Kg †jvKB †P‡b| †m ej‡Q, Zvi Kv‡Q bvwK cÖgvY Av‡Q
MÖx‡mi mg¯— Lwb webv †UÛv‡i `kUv we‡`kx †Kv¤úvwb‡K
wbivbeŸyB eQ‡ii R‡b¨ jxR †`qvi me e¨e¯’v cvKv K‡i
†d‡j‡Q miKvi, Nyl w`‡q K‡b©j †Wvbvwìm †miv‡di mg_©bI
Av`vq Kiv n‡q‡Q| AviI ej‡Q, evav †`qvi Kvi‡Y gš¿xmfv
I mvgwiK evwnbxi Ab¨vb¨ Awdmvi‡`i cÖvY bvwK wecbœ n‡q
c‡o‡Q|Õ
LeiUvq `ª“Z GKevi †PvL eywj‡q wb‡q ivbv ejj, ÔZvn‡j
†`Lv hv‡”Q †Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbvi Abygvb mwZ¨| †Rbv‡ij
†miv‡di wei“‡× Awf‡hvM Zz‡j cwi‡ek ˆZwi Ki‡Z PvB‡Q
gviKvm, gxwU‡O wZwb Avi Zuvi `yB m½x Lyb n‡j †jv‡K hv‡Z
wnmve wgwj‡q e¨vcviUv ¯^vfvweK e‡j †g‡b †bq|Õ
98 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
ÔGes j¶ Ki“b,Õ fvix Mjvq ej‡jb mvjRybvm, Ô†Kgb
mZK©Zvi m‡½ Avgvi bvgUv Iiv Gi m‡½ Rovqwb|Õ
ÔAwf‡hvMUv Z`š— K‡i †`L‡Q cywjm,Õ ejj Zvivbv| ÔwKš‘
hLb Rvbv hv‡e †h Awf‡hv‡Mi wcQ‡b †Kvb wfwË wQj bv, wZb
†Rbv‡i‡ji GKRbI ZLb †eu‡P _vK‡eb bv|Õ
Ô_vK‡eb, †Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbv hw` Zuvi Kv‡R mdj nb,Õ
ejj ivbv| ÔwZwb wK †dvb K‡i‡Qb?Õ
ÔGLbI K‡ibwb,Õ Reve w`‡jb mvjRybvm| Ôfvj K_v,
D‡ËRbvi g‡a¨ Avmj K_vUvB wR‡Ám Ki‡Z fy‡j †MwQ|
Avcwb wK Avgvi ILv‡b XyK‡Z †c‡i‡Qb?Õ
gv_v SuvKvj ivbv, Zvici ms‡¶‡c Rvbvj wK wK †`‡L‡Q
I ï‡b‡Q|
Ô†Zvgvi Kv‡Q hw` GKUv wc¯—j _vKZ, Avi †mB wc¯—‡ji
me KÕUv ¸wj hw` gviKv‡mi ey‡K XywK‡q w`‡q Avm‡Z cvi‡Z,
Avgvi †P‡q myLx †KD nZ bv|Õ GKUv `xN©k¦vm Pvcj Zvivbv|
†n‡m †djj ivbv| Ôm‡½ wc¯—j _vK‡j †fZ‡i Avwg
XyK‡ZB cviZvg bv| Zv‡K gvivi R‡b¨ Avevi Avgv‡`i‡K
ILv‡b XyK‡Z n‡e| evKviv †eu‡P _vK‡j Lywk nZvg|Õ
Av‡iKUv `xN©k¦vm Pvcj Zvivbv| ÔmwZ¨B †Q‡jUvi nvZ Lye
fvj wQj|Õ
Ônu¨v,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZ‡e G‡_‡Ý Avgvi G‡RwÝi kvLv
Av‡Q, PvB‡jB cÖ‡qvRbxq mvnvh¨ cvIqv hv‡e|Õ RvnvR-
e¨emvqx f`ª‡jv‡Ki w`‡K wdij I| ÔK¨v¤ú KgvÛvi‡`i m‡½
wK Avcwb †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z †c‡i‡Qb?Õ
Ô`yÕR‡bi m‡½B K_v n‡q‡Q,Õ ej‡jb mvjRybvm| ÔAvcwb
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 99
hv ej‡Z e‡jwQ‡jb ZvB e‡jwQ| Zuviv K_v w`‡q‡Qb, mivmwi
Avgvi gyL †_‡K bv †kvbv ch©š— Avi wKQy Ki‡eb bv| Avwg
Zuv‡`i‡K †c›UnvD‡mi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z wb‡la K‡i
w`‡qwQ| e‡jwQ, Avgvi †m‡µUvix Lyb n‡q †M‡Q, Zvi RvqMvq
GKB iKg †`L‡Z Ab¨ GK †jvK‡K emv‡bv n‡q‡Q|Õ
Ô`vi“Y,Õ ejj ivbv, Z‡e evav †cj †Uwj‡dvbUv †e‡R
IVvq|
wiwmfvi Zzjj Zvivbv, AcicÖv‡š— †K †kvbvi ci
mvjRybv‡mi nv‡Z awi‡q w`j †mUv|
mvjRybvm Gw`K †_‡K †QvU-†QvU Aí K‡qKUv evK¨
D”PviY Ki‡jb| Ônu¨v, A¨v‡jw·m| nu¨v| I, nu¨v| e‡j hvI|
Av”Qv| †ek, †ek| fvj|Õ K_v †kl n‡Z wiwmfvi bvwg‡q
ivL‡jb wZwb| I‡`i w`‡K ZvwK‡q nvm‡Qb|
ÔwKQy ejyb!Õ Zvivbv ˆah© ai‡Z cvi‡Q bv|
ÔAvgvi fMœxcwZ †Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbv †c›UnvD‡m †dvb
K‡iwQ‡jb, wKš‘ BDmywdm wRqvwb e¨¯—Zvi KviY †`wL‡q AvR
ev Kvj Zuvi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv e‡j Rvwb‡q w`‡q‡Q|
G wb‡q K_v KvUvKvwU n‡q‡Q, wKš‘ wRqvwb †Muv Qv‡owb|
†Rbv‡ij‡`i cÖm½ wb‡q †Uwj‡dv‡b Avjvc Ki‡ZI ivwR
nqwb †m|Õ
ÔwKš‘ Avcwb nvmwQ‡jb Zuvi †Kvb& K_vq?Õ wR‡Ám Kij
ivbv|
Ô†Rbv‡ij KvDwi‡mi K_v g‡b Av‡Q? †cÖwm‡W‡›Ui
Dc‡`óv KwgwU‡Z †Rbv‡ij cqUviv‡mi RvqMvq hv‡K emv‡bv
nq? gviKv‡mi wb‡Ri †jvK?Õ
100 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
ÔAv‡Q|Õ gv_v SuvKvj Zvivbv|
Ô†Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbv Zvi Kv‡Q wM‡qwQ‡jb| Zuvi aviYv
nq, gxwUsUvi Av‡qvRb GB KvDwimB Ki‡e| aviYvUv
cy‡ivcywi wVK| †Rbv‡ij KvDwim me Rv‡b, c−¨vbUv Zvi
gyL¯’| wZb miKvi mg_©K †Rbv‡i‡ji wb›`v K‡i †jvKUvi
wek¦vm AR©b K‡ib fvb‡Uvbv| gxwU‡Oi RvqMv I mgq e‡j
w`‡q‡Q KvDwim| †mivd, wf±i cvcvfw· I †MBweªqvj †mb‡Uv
GiBg‡a¨ Avgvi m‡½ gxwU‡O em‡Z ivwR n‡q‡Qb †miv‡di
evwo‡Z| kn‡ii DËi kniZwj‡Z Zvi GKUv Rwg`vwi Av‡Q|
ejvB evûj¨ †h n¨vwi KvDwimI IB gxwU‡O _vK‡e|Õ
ÔKLb?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
ÔAvR we‡K‡j,Õ Reve w`‡jb mvjRybvm| ÔAvi gvÎ K‡qK
NÈvi g‡a¨|Õ
Ô†Rbv‡ij‡`i wKfv‡e gviv n‡e?Õ ivbvi †Pvqv‡ji nvo DuPz
n‡jv|
fvix Kuva `y‡Uv SuvKv‡jb wkwcs g¨vM‡bU| Ô†Rbv‡ij
A¨v‡jw·m Zv Rv‡bb bv ï‡b Z_¨Uv w`‡Z ivwR nqwb
KvDwim| Dcvq †bB, Avgv‡`i‡K A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡e...Õ
ÔGiKg cwiw¯’wZ‡Z A‡c¶v KivUv mvsNvwZK wec¾bK,Õ
ejj ivbv, Kwâi †iv‡j‡· †PvL eyjvj| ÔZvivbv, GKUv U¨vw·
Wv‡Kv| Avgiv †Rbv‡ij †miv‡di ILv‡b hvw”Q| wg÷vi
mvjRybvm, Avcbv‡K AvcvZZ †bc‡_¨B _vK‡Z n‡e| †KD
wP‡b †dj‡jB Avcbvi wec`|Õ
ÔAvcwb hv e‡jb, wg÷vi ivbv|Õ
Zvivbv †dv‡b U¨vw· WvK‡Q, GB duv‡K wc¯—jUv †jvW
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 101
Kivi Av‡M †gKvwbRg †PK Kij ivbv| †Pnvivq D‡ØM wb‡q
Ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q i‡q‡Qb mvjRybvm|
wiwmfvi bvwg‡q †i‡L Zvivbv Rvbvj, ÔcuvP wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨
U¨vw· Avm‡Q|Õ

AvU
ÔAvwg wKš‘ e¨vcviUv wKQyB eyS‡Z cviwQ bv,Õ wekvj evwoi
mymw¾Z njiƒ‡g I‡`i‡K wb‡q emvi ci ej‡jb †Rbv‡ij
†Wvbvwìm †mivd| ÔKvDwim Rvwb‡q‡Q GUv GKUv cÖvB‡fU
gxwUs n‡Z hv‡”Q, †Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbv|Õ
Avmvi c‡_ †Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbv‡K U¨vw·‡Z Zz‡j wb‡q‡Q
ivbv, Rv‡b Zv bv n‡j †Rbv‡ij †mivd‡K lohš¿Uv wek¦vm
Kiv‡bv hv‡e bv| we‡`kx I A‡Pbv `yB Zi“Y-Zi“Yxi K_v
wZwb ïb‡ZB ev ivwR n‡eb †Kb?
†Rbv‡ij †mivd AZ¨š— my`k©b cyi“l, cÂvk eQi eq‡mI
ZiZvRv Zi“Y| ci‡b BDwbdg©, ivbvi w`‡K m‡›`‡ni †Pv‡L
ZvKv‡”Qb|
ÔevwK mevB wK BwZg‡a¨ †cuŠ‡Q‡Q, †Rbv‡ij †mivd?Õ
†Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbv wR‡Ám Ki‡jb|
ÔAvkv KiwQ wKQy¶‡Yi g‡a¨ G‡m co‡eb Zuviv|Õ
Ô¸W| Avcwb ïay LvwbKUv mgq w`b Avgv‡`i‡K,Õ ej‡jb
fvj‡Uvbv|
102 gvmy` ivbvÐ321 RvZ‡Mv¶zi 103
 Dˇi wKQy bv e‡j wbtk‡ã I‡`i wZbRb‡K LyuwU‡q
†`L‡Qb †Rbv‡ij †mivd| ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ Ae‡k‡l wb¯—äZv
†f‡O ej‡jb wZwb| ÔPjyb ÷vwW‡Z wM‡q emv hvK, c−xR|Õ
GK wgwbU ci cÖvq AÜKvi GKUv Kvgivq XyKj Iiv|
GKRb Avi`vwj GKw`‡Ki c`©v mwi‡q w`‡Z Av‡jvq D™¢vwmZ
n‡q DVj ÷vwW| †Rbv‡ij †mivd fvj‡Uvbv‡K eª¨vwÛ Advi
Ki‡jb, ivbv I Zvivbvi R‡b¨ Kwd Gj|
Ô†Rbv‡ij,Õ fvj‡Uvbv ej‡jb, ÔAvwg PvB wg÷vi ivbv I
wgm Zvivbv Avcbvi evwoUv GLywb GKevi mvP© K‡i †`L‡eb|
GLywb gv‡b gxwUs ïi“i Av‡M...Õ
ÔwK A™¢yZ Aby‡iva,Õ evav w`‡jb †mivd| Ô†Kb?Õ
Ôhv ejwQ, c−xR, wek¦vm Ki“b| GB gxwUs GKUv duv`|
mg‡q A‡bK wKQy e¨vL¨v Kiv hv‡e, GLb ïay GUzKz †R‡b ivLyb
†h B`vbxs Avcbvi wei“‡× †h-me Awf‡hvM †Zvjv n‡”Q Zvi
Drm Wvdz mvjRybvm bb| AvKvwW©qv gviKvm bv‡g GK MÖxK-
Av‡gwiKvb WªvM-mgªvU mvjRybv‡mi bvg e¨envi K‡i miKvi
I miKvi mg_©K mvgwiK Kg©KZ©v‡`i wei“‡× RbMY‡K
†Lwc‡q †Zvjvi †Póv Ki‡Q| Avcwb, wf±i cvcvfw· I
†MBweªqvj †mb‡Uv AvR we‡K‡j GB evwo‡Z Lyb n‡eb|Õ
kxZj I KwVb n‡q DVj Aeqe, fvix Mjvq †Rbv‡ij
†mivd ïay ej‡jb, ÔAvB mx|Õ
ÔAvgvi aviYv, n¨vwi KvDwi‡mi Mv‡q GKUv AuvPoI jvM‡e
bv,Õ ej‡jb fvj‡Uvbv| ÔAvi mvjRybvm GLv‡b Dcw¯’ZB
_vK‡eb bv, KviY G-me wKQyi m‡½ †Kvbfv‡eB wZwb RwoZ
bb|Õ
104 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
`xN© K‡qK gyn~Z© Rvbvjv w`‡q evB‡i ZvwK‡q _vK‡jb
†Rbv‡ij †mivd| Zvici Nvo wdwi‡q wR‡Ám Ki‡jb, ÔGiv
`yÕRb?Õ
ÔIiv mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z G‡m‡Qb,Õ Gi †ewk wKQy ej‡jb bv
fvj‡Uvbv|
ÔwK K‡i eySe AvcbvivB Avgv‡K duv‡` †dj‡Z
Av‡mbwb?Õ Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb †mivd|
fvj‡Uvbv GB cÖ_g M¤¢xi GKUz nvm‡jb| Ô†Rbv‡ij
†mivd,Õ ej‡jb wZwb, ÔAvcbv‡K duv‡` †d‡j jvf wK? jvf
Lyb Ki‡j| Avi Avwg hw` Avcbv‡K Lyb Ki‡Z G‡m _vwK,
GLbI Avcwb †eu‡P Av‡Qb wK K‡i ev †Kb?Õ
†Rbv‡ij †mivd ivbvi †Pv‡L ZvwK‡q †hb gv_vi †fZiUv
†`‡L wb‡”Qb| ÔwVK Av‡Q| Avcbviv evwoUv mvP© Ki‡Z
cv‡ib| wKš‘ Avwg wbwðZ, †h Ggb †KD †fZ‡i †Xv‡Kwb †h
Avgvi ev Avgvi eÜz‡`i †Kvb iKg ¶wZ Ki‡Z PvB‡Z cv‡i|Õ
ÔG evwo‡Z wK †eBh‡g›U Av‡Q, †Rbv‡ij?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj
ivbv|
ÔAv‡Q|Õ
ÔAvgiv ILvb †_‡K ïi“ Kie,Õ Zvivbv‡K ejj ivbv|
ÔAvcwb wg÷vi fvj‡Uvbvi m‡½ Avjvc Ki“b, †Rbv‡ij| Iiv
mevB G‡m †cuŠQv‡bvi Av‡M KZUv mgq cvw”Q Avgiv?Õ
ÔAvgvi wnmv‡e wgwbU c‡b‡iv|Õ
Ôh‡_ó mgq|Õ Zvivbvi w`‡K wdij ivbv| ÔP‡jv ïi“ Kiv
hvK|Õ
eomo †eBh‡g›UUv `ª“Z mvP© K‡i †evgv ev we‡ùviK
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 105
wKQyB †cj bv Iiv| evwoi evwK Ask †PK K‡iI wKQy cvIqv
†Mj bv| gxwUsUv em‡e ÷vwW‡Z, †mUvq Zj−vkx Pvjv‡bv n‡jv
me‡k‡l| †Kvb we‡ùviK †bB, Z‡e GK‡Rvov B‡jKUªwbK
Qvi‡cvKv cvIqv †Mj|
ÔAwek¦vm¨,Õ wWfvBm `y‡Uv †`Lv‡Z ivbv‡K ej‡jb †mivd|
ÔRvwb bv KLb G KvR Kiv n‡jv|Õ
ÔIiv cÖ‡dkb¨vj, †Rbv‡ij,Õ gš—e¨ Kij ivbv|
ÔAvi wKš‘ mgq †bB,Õ ZvMv`vi my‡i ejj Zvivbv| ÔIuiv
wK GKm‡½ Avm‡eb?Õ
ÔAvR mKv‡j Iiv †h‡nZz Dc‡`óv KwgwUi †nW‡KvqvU©v‡i
wQ‡jb, GKm‡½I †ei“‡Z cv‡ib,Õ ej‡jb †Rbv‡ij †mivd|
ÔGgbwK m‡½ KvDwimI _vK‡Z cv‡i, hw`I Iuiv †KD Zv‡K
G‡Kev‡iB cQ›` K‡i bv| Avm‡j GUv GK ai‡bi mvwjwm
ˆeVK †Zv|Õ
†`Lv †Mj †miv‡di AbygvbB wVK| `k wgwbU ci Kv‡jv
GKUv wjgvwRb †cuŠQvj Rwg`vievwo‡Z, wZb †Rbv‡ijB Zv‡Z
Av‡Qb| wf±i cvcvfw· I †MBweªqvj †mb‡Uvi eqm n‡q‡Q,
cvK a‡i‡Q Pz‡j| KvDwi‡mi eqm n‡e Pwj−k| Zvi †PvL-gyL
†hb K_v ej‡Q| Am¤¢e AuvUmuvU BDwbdg© c‡i‡Q, Aš—Z wZb
mvBR †QvU| mevi D‡Ï‡k nvZ bvoj †m, Mjv Pwo‡q AKvi‡Y
nvmj, †h‡P c‡o Avk¦vm w`‡q ej‡Q mgm¨vi GKUv myivnv
Aek¨B Kiv n‡e, Ges ivbv Zvi Wvb nv‡Z n¨vÛKvd cwi‡q
w`‡Z we¯§‡q G‡Kev‡i †evev e‡b †Mj|
Z‡e Zv gvÎ `yB wK wZb †m‡K‡Ûi R‡b¨| nvwmUv wdij
bv, Zvi e`‡j †µva dzUj gy‡L| †Pv‡L †`Lv †Mj eid kxZj
106 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
KvwVb¨| ÔwK KiQ Zzwg?Õ †PuwP‡q DVj †m|
†Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbv Avi †Rbv‡ij †mivd †gŠbeªZ
Aej¤^b Ki‡jb| KvDwim‡K a‡i Mv‡qi †Rv‡i †Nvivj,
Zvici nvZ `y‡Uv wcQ‡b G‡b GK Kij ivbv|
ÔGi gv‡b wK?Õ M‡R© DVj KvDwim, ivbv I †Rbv‡ij‡`i
w`‡K cvjv K‡i ZvKv‡”Q| †gŠbeªZ †f‡O †mivd VvÊv my‡i
ej‡jb, Ôwg÷vi ivbv ej‡Qb, G-evwo‡Z Avcwb Avgv‡`i‡K
Lyb Ki‡Z G‡m‡Qb|Õ
evwK `yB bevMZ †Rbv‡ij wew¯§Z I kw¼Z `„wó wewbgq
Ki‡jb| ÔK_vUv wK mwZ¨, †Wvbvwìm?Õ Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb
†mb‡Uv|
ÔG mwZ¨ bq! G evbv‡bv!Õ KvDwim wPrKvi Ki‡Q| ÔAvwg
Rvb‡Z PvB, †K GB †jvK?Õ †Rbv‡ij †miv‡di w`‡K wdij
†m, mvs‡KwZK fvlvq noeo K‡i wK me ej‡Q Avi evievi
ZvKv‡”Q ivbvi w`‡K|
†m _vg‡Z †Rbv‡ij †mivd Ae‡k‡l ej‡jb, ÔAvgiv
†`Le, KvDwim|Õ
KvDwi‡mi evû a‡i †Rv‡i Uvb w`j ivbv, ejj, Ô†ek
wKQyUv mgq ÷vwW‡Z _vK‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡K| ILv‡b nq‡Zv
mwZ¨ †Kvb mvicÖvBR Av‡Q, Avgv‡`i †Pv‡L aiv c‡owb|Õ gv_v
Zz‡j †Rbv‡ij †miv‡di w`‡K ZvKvj I| ÔZvivbv ev‡`
Avcbviv mevB njiƒ‡gi cv‡ki Kvgivq P‡j hvb, wc−R| Avwg
bv ejv ch©š— ILvb †_‡K †KD †ei“‡eb bv|Õ
Ô†ek,Õ ej‡jb †mivd|
†Rbv‡ijiv cv‡ki iƒ‡g Xy‡K co‡jb| ivbv I Zvivbv
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 107
÷vwW‡Z wb‡q G‡m †Pqv‡ii m‡½ euvaj KvDwim‡K, Zvici
gy‡L †Uc jvwM‡q w`j| Zvi †Kvgi †_‡K wc¯—jUv †U‡b wb‡q
†e‡ë ¸uRj ivbv, Zvivbv‡K wb‡q Avevi njiƒg n‡q
A¨vw›Uiƒ‡g †ewi‡q Gj|
ÔGLb A‡c¶v?Õ wR‡Ám Kij Zvivbv|
Zvi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| Pzj †Luvcv Kiv n‡q‡Q, †ej-eUg
c¨v›Um my‡U gvwb‡qI‡Q fvj| cvm© †_‡K †ejwRqvb A¯¿Uv
†ei K‡i A¨vgywbkb †PK Ki‡Q †m| Ônu¨v,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvgiv
A‡c¶v Kie|Õ †nu‡U G‡m m`i `iRvUv Ly‡j evB‡i ZvKvj
I| `xN© WªvBfI‡qi `yÕcv‡ki j¤^v ccjvi Mv‡Qi mvwi AvKvk
Qyu‡q‡Q| c_Uv cÖvq GK gvBj GwM‡q cÖavb iv¯—vq wg‡k‡Q,
Rwg`vievwoi KvQvKvwQ IB GKUvB iv¯—v| GKm‡½
K‡qKRb‡K nZ¨v Kivi R‡b¨ Av`k© GKUv RvqMv| cÖkœ n‡jv,
gviKv‡mi weK…Z gw¯—®‹ wVK wK c×wZi K_v †f‡e‡Q?
KvDwim‡K B›Uv‡iv‡MU Kiv hvq, wKš‘ mgq †bB| ZvQvov
†jvKUvi †Pnviv †`‡L †evSv hvq, gviKvm‡K mvsNvwZK fq
cvq †m|
wcQ‡b G‡m ivbvi wc‡V kixiUv †VKvj Zvivbv|
Ôwb‡R‡`i‡K Avgiv Lye KgB mgq w`‡Z cvijvg, ivbv,Õ wbPz
Mjvq ejj †m|
ÔRvwb,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZzwg PvB‡j Avi Avwg QywU †c‡j
†gw·‡Kvq wKsev gvjØx‡c †eov‡Z †h‡Z cvwi|Õ
ÔAvwg GLbB †Zvgv‡K eyK K‡i ivLjvg...Õ
ÔPzc!Õ mveavb Kij ivbv| Gwćbi AvIqvR cv‡”Q I|
`~‡ii euv‡K †ewi‡q G‡jv Kv‡jv GKUv †mWvb, Zx‡i‡e‡M Qy‡U
108 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
Avm‡Q| MvwoUvi gv_vq Av‡jvi Av‡qvRb †`Lv hv‡”Q|
Ôcywjm!Õ ejj Zvivbv|
Ônu¨v,Õ ax‡i ax‡i wbtk¦vm Qvoj ivbv| Ô†Zvgvi wK aviYv,
gviKvm GKRb cywjm Kg©KZ©v‡K wK‡b wb‡q‡Q?Õ
ÔAm¤¢e wK|Õ
ÔZ‡e cywj‡mi m‡½ wb‡Ri `yÕGKRb †jvK‡KI wbðq
cvwV‡q‡Q gviKvm|Õ
GK Qy‡U †Rbv‡ij‡`i Kv‡Q wd‡i G‡jv Iiv| Ôcywj‡mi
GKUv Mvwo Avm‡Q,Õ `ª“Z Zuv‡`i‡K Rvbvj ivbv| ÔGUv
gviKv‡mi GKUv Pvj n‡Z cv‡i| Avcbviv mevB mk¯¿ †Zv?Õ
†Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbv ev‡` mevB gv_v SuvKv‡jb| KvDwi‡mi
wc¯—jUv Zuvi nv‡Z awi‡q w`j ivbv| ÔhZUv m¤¢e ¯^vfvweK
_vKzb, fve †`Lvb GLv‡b e‡m ¸i“Z¡c~Y© wel‡q Av‡jvPbv
Ki‡Qb| Z‡e †Pv‡Li Avov‡j A¯¿ ˆZwi ivL‡eb| Zvivbv, Zzwg
IB †`qvj-Avjwgivi †fZi Xy‡K c‡ov|Õ m‡½ m‡½ †mw`‡K
cv evovj Zvivbv|
ÔAvwg GB †d«Â †Wvi-Gi wVK evB‡i _vKwQ,Õ Avevi ejj
ivbv| ÔIiv mevB Kvgivq †XvKvi ci Avgiv A¯¿ †ei K‡i
mv‡iÛvi Ki‡Z eje|Õ GK gyn~Z© weiwZ wbj I| ÔGLb hw`
†KD Avcbviv GLv‡b _vK‡Z bv Pvb, wcQ‡bi `iRv w`‡q P‡j
†h‡Z cv‡ib|Õ
Awdmvi‡`i †Pnviv _g_g Ki‡Q| †KD Zuvi †Pqvi †Q‡o
jo‡jb bv|
ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvgiv †Póv Kie hv‡Z †Mvjv¸wj
bv nq| Z‡e Avgvi Bw½Z †c‡j ¸wj Ki‡Z BZ¯—Z Ki‡eb
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 109
bv|Õ
†d«Â †Wvi w`‡q †ewi‡q hv‡”Q ivbv, `ovg K‡i m`i
`iRv †Lvjvi AvIqvR †f‡m Gj| GKRb Avi`vwj cywjm‡K
evav †`qvi †Póv Kij, Kov agK w`‡q mwi‡q †`qv n‡jv
Zv‡K| Zvjve× ÷vwW iƒ‡gi `iRvq Nywm I jvw_ gvivi
AvIqvR †cj ivbv, ILv‡b gy‡L †Uc jvwM‡q †Pqv‡ii m‡½
†eu‡a ivLv n‡q‡Q n¨vwi KvDwim‡K| Zvici Avevi Avi`vwji
Mjv †f‡m Gj| Zvi m‡½ K_v ej‡Q K‡qKRb †jvK| GK
gyn~Z© ciB Zv‡`i‡K cwi®‹vi †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| S‡oi †e‡M
KvgivUvq XyKj Zviv| me wgwj‡q QÕRbÑcuvPR‡bi ci‡b
BDwbdg©, GKRb wmwfj †Wª‡m| Dw`© civ mevi †e‡ë wc¯—j
Av‡Q|
ÔG-m‡ei gv‡b wK?Õ †Rbv‡ij †Wvbvwìm †mivd cÖkœ
Ki‡jb; `uvov‡”Qb wVKB, Z‡e nv‡Zi A¯¿ wcQ‡b jywK‡q
†i‡L‡Qb|
mv`v †cvkvK mvg‡b evoj, BDwbdg© civ GKRb
†jd‡Ub¨v›U Zvi cv‡k _vKj| mv`v †cvkvK gviKv‡mi †cvlv
†jvK, Zv‡K ivbv †c›UnvD‡m †`‡L‡Q| †jd‡Ub¨v›U m¤¢eZ
gviKv‡mi †Kvb cywjm m`m¨| e¨vcviUvq wek¦vm‡hvM¨Zv
Avb‡Z n‡j Avmj cywjm `iKvi| mvRv‡bv NUbv, we‡kl K‡i
†mR‡b¨B †KvbI LyuZ ivLv hv‡e bvÑAš—Z †cÖm‡K wVKgZ
†Mjv‡Z n‡e|
ÔAvgiv Avcbv‡K GLv‡b Avkv Kwiwb, †Rbv‡ij
fvj‡Uvbv,Õ †jd‡Ub¨v›U ejj| Kvgivi Pviw`‡K ZvKvj †m,
m¤¢eZ †Rbv‡ij KvDwi‡mi †Luv‡R| Ôivóª‡`ªvwnZvi Awf‡hv‡M
110 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
Avcbv‡K †MÖdZvi Kiv n‡jv| Avgv‡`i Kv‡Q cÖgvY Av‡Q
GLv‡b Avcbviv K‡qKUv we‡`kx †Kv¤úvwbi cvVv‡bv GKRb
cÖwZwbwai m‡½ †`‡ki mg¯— LwbR m¤ú` wewµ Kivi lohš¿
P~ovš— Ki‡Z e‡m‡Qb|Õ gy‡L hvB ejyK, AZ¨š— bvf©vm †`Lv‡”Q
Zv‡K| Ôms‡¶‡c, wK cwigvY Nyl †c‡j miKvi‡K mg_©b
Ki‡eb, ZviB Av‡jvPbv Pj‡Q GLv‡b|Õ
ÔG m¤¢e bq,Õ ej‡jb †Rbv‡ij †mivd|
ÔAvcbviv mevB †eCgvb,Õ wPrKvi K‡i ejj †jd‡Ub¨v›U|
ÔAvi †eCgvb‡`i GKUvB kvw¯—Ñg„Zz¨`Ê|Õ `iRvi Avovj
†_‡K Zv‡K wc¯—j †ei Ki‡Z †`L‡Q ivbv|
gviKv‡mi †cvlv †jvKUvi †Vuv‡U Uvb Uvb nvwm, †hb Avi
†U‡bI ivevi eo Kiv hv‡”Q bv| ÔGes g„Zz¨`Ê Kvh©Kix Kiv
n‡e GLv‡bB,Õ Bs‡iwR‡Z ejj †m, ÔhLb Avcbviv †MÖdZvi
n‡Z evav †`‡eb|Õ
ÔKB, bv! Avgiv †Zv †KD †MÖdZvi n‡Z evav w`w”Q bv,Õ
Zi“Y †jd‡Ub¨v›U‡K ej‡jb †Rbv‡ij †mivd|
Ôevav w`‡”Qb bv?Õ gviKv‡mi ¸Êv nvmj| ÔZv‡Z wK? evav
bv w`‡jI cywj‡mi wi‡cv‡U© †jLv n‡e evav w`‡q‡Qb| †iwWI-
wUwf‡Z †`‡ki †jvK ïb‡eI ZvB, †MÖdZvi Gov‡Z evav
†`qvq cywj‡mi ¸wj †L‡q gviv †M‡Qb Avcbviv|Õ
†jd‡Ub¨v›U Zvi wc¯—j †Rbv‡ij †miv‡di w`‡K ZvK
Kij| ivbv aviYv Kij, Avi GK gyn~‡Z©i g‡a¨ Zvi ms‡KZ
†c‡q evwK cywjm A¯¿ †ei Ki‡e| gviKv‡mi cÖwZwbwa
R¨v‡K‡Ui †fZi nvZ f‡i †jd‡Ub¨v‡›Ui D‡Ï‡k gv_v
SuvKvj| wb‡Ri †jvK‡`i w`‡K Nyij †jd‡Ub¨v›U| `ª“Z PIov
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 111
`iRvi gvSLv‡b G‡m `uvovj ivbv, nv‡Zi Iqvj_viUv †mvRv
†jd‡Ub¨v‡›Ui ey‡K ZvK Kiv|
Ôwd«R!Õ KwVb wb‡iU wb¯—äZv †hb dvwU‡q w`j GKwU gvÎ
Zx¶è kã| ZviciB ¸i“M¤¢xi Av‡`k, Ô†KD bo‡e bv!Õ
ivbv‡K †`‡L nZPwKZ, wenŸj n‡q c‡o‡Q †jd‡Ub¨v›U|
gviKv‡mi †jvKUv Zvi A¯¿ GLbI wVKgZ ai‡Z cv‡iwb, Avi
cywjm‡`i g‡a¨ gvÎ `yÕRb †nvj÷v‡ii KvQvKvwQ nvZ wb‡q
†h‡Z †c‡i‡Q| mevB w¯’i n‡q Av‡Q| me¸‡jv †PvL ivbvi
Ici|
Ôwc¯—j †d‡j `vI,Õ †jd‡Ub¨v›U‡K wb‡`©k w`j ivbv| ÔAvi
Zzwg, R¨v‡K‡Ui †fZi †_‡K ax‡i ax‡i nvZUv †ei K‡iv|Õ
ivbvi wb‡`©k †KD gvbj bv| Zviv wnmve Kl‡Q I‡K ¸wj
Ki‡j KZUv gvmyj ¸b‡Z n‡e| Zv‡`i euv w`K †_‡K †`qvj-
Avjgvwii `iRv Ly‡j †Mj, nv‡Z †ejwRqvb wifjfvi wb‡q
evB‡i †ei“j ZvivbvÑmv`v †cvkv‡Ki gv_vi w`‡K ZvK Kiv|
Ô†evKvwg †Kv‡iv bv,Õ KwVb my‡i ejj †m| ÔI hv ej‡Q
†kv‡bv|Õ
gviKv‡mi ¸Êv Avi cywjm †jd‡Ub¨v›U Zvivbvi w`‡K
ZvwK‡q Av‡Q, ivM I nZvkv cÖvq cvj−v w`‡q `Lj K‡i wb‡”Q
`yÕR‡bi †Pnviv| Zv‡`i w`‡K Zx¶è`„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbv,
†evSvi †Póv Ki‡Q wK Ki‡Z Pvq Zviv| GB mgq N‡ii †fZi
†hb biK †f‡O coj|
nv‡Zi A¯¿ †djj bv, Zvi e`‡j ivbvi ey‡K ZvK Kij,
†jd‡Ub¨v‡›Ui wUªMv‡i Rov‡bv AvOyjUv Uvb-Uvb k³ n‡q
DV‡Q| AK¯§vr wUªMvi †U‡b w`‡Z hv‡”Q, eyS‡Z †c‡i †g‡S‡Z
112 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
X‡j co‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv| Zvi nv‡Z Kvgv‡bi gZ M‡R© DVj
wc¯—jUv, †mB m‡½ Zxeª R¡vjv I cÖPÊ Mig Qu¨vKv LvIqvi
Abyf~wZ n‡jv ivbvi evg evû‡Z| I‡K Qyu‡q †d«Â †Wvi-Gi
KuvP Pzigvi K‡i w`j ey‡jUUv| †g‡S‡Z c‡o Mwo‡q GKUv
†Pqv‡ii wcQ‡b P‡j G‡jv ivbv, †jd‡Ub¨v‡›Ui wØZxq ey‡jU
†PqviUvi GKUv cvqvq jvMj|
ÔwKj wng!Õ wPrKvi Ki‡Q †jd‡Ub¨v›U| ÔwKj †`g Aj!Õ
†jd‡Ub¨v›U hLb ivbv‡K ¸wj Ki‡Q, gviKv‡mi †jvKUvi
nv‡Z Kv‡jv PKP‡K GKUv wc¯—j †ewi‡q Gj; †m j¶¨w¯’i
Kij mivmwi Zvivbvi gv_vq| ZvivbvB Av‡M ¸wj Kij, wKš‘
†jvKUv †g‡S‡Z GKUv nuvUz †VwK‡q wbPz nIqvq ey‡jUUv Zv‡K
jvMj bv, jvMj Zvi wcQ‡b `uvwo‡q _vKv GK cywj‡mi
Di“‡Z| Di“i nvo ¸uwo‡q †M‡Q, Aš—Z wPrKvi ï‡b ZvB g‡b
n‡jv| †g‡S‡Z c‡o MovMwo Lv‡”Q †m|
evwK `yB cywjm Kzu‡Rv n‡q Av‡Q, A¯¿ cy‡ivcywi †ei Ki‡Z
cv‡iwb| AvnZ †jvKUvi m‡½ GKRb cywjmI kixiUv‡K
Mwo‡q w`‡q nvjKv wKQy dvwb©Pv‡ii Avov‡j P‡j †Mj|
†Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbv Avi Avgwš¿Z `yB †Rbv‡ij GLbI
w¯’i g~wZ©i gZ `uvwo‡q Av‡Qb, Z‡e †Rbv‡ij †mivd GLb
jyKv‡bv wc¯—j mvg‡b G‡b †jd‡Ub¨v›U‡K ¸wj Ki‡jb| cv‡q
†hb PvKv MwR‡q‡Q, cvK †L‡q c‡o †Mj †jd‡Ub¨v›U m‡½
GKUv †Uwej‡K wb‡q|
GKm‡½ K‡qKUv A¯¿ M‡R© DVj| †Rbv‡ij †mivd
cywjm‡`i GKRb‡K †d‡j w`‡jb| gviKv‡mi cÖwZwbwa
Zvivbv‡K ¸wj Ki‡Z hv‡”Q †`‡L †g‡S‡Z em‡Z †Póv Ki‡Q
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 113
ivbv; ci ci `y‡Uv ¸wj K‡i †jvKUvi Kcvj Avi Mjv dz‡Uv
K‡i w`j Zvivbv| ivbvi Iqvj_vi Ny‡i wM‡q `yÕevi M‡R©
DVj| `yÕRb cywjm we`vq wbj `ywbqv †_‡K|
AvnZ †jd‡Ub¨v›U nuvUzi Ici wm‡a n‡q †Rbv‡ij
†mivd‡K ¸wj Ki‡Z hv‡”Q †`‡L jvd w`‡q wm‡a n‡jv ivbv,
ejj, ÔLei`vi!Õ
†jd‡Ub¨v‡›Ui †`Lv‡`wL evwK cywjm A¯¿ †d‡j w`‡q
gv_vi Ici nvZ Zzjj| c‡o _vKv jvk¸‡jvi Ici †PvL
eywj‡q ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj †jd‡Ub¨v›U| ÔG GKUv exfrm
nZ¨vhÁ!Õ KK©k, †emy‡iv Mjvq wPrKvi Ki‡Q †m| Ôcywjm‡K
ˆea AvBb cÖ‡qv‡Mi Kv‡R evav w`‡qQ Zzwg, KZ©e¨ cvjbiZ
Ae¯’vq cywjm m`m¨‡`i Lyb K‡iQ| †f‡ev bv Zzwg Gi kvw¯—
Gov‡Z cvi‡e...Õ
Dˇi Zvi gv_vq wc¯—‡ji cÖPÊ GK evwo gvij ivbv|
†jvKUv c‡o †h‡Z GKUv jvw_ Klj cuvR‡i| Ôkvjv, AvBb
†kLvI, bv?Õ
evwK `yB cywj‡mi nv‡Z n¨vÛKvd cwi‡q w`‡jb Avgwš¿Z
`yB †Rbv‡ij| †jd‡Ub¨v‡›Ui nv‡Z IUv civ‡jb †Rbv‡ij
†mivd| Zvivbv †`qv‡j †njvb w`‡q GKUz †Rv‡i †Rv‡i
wbtk¦vm †dj‡Q| ÔZvivbv?Õ WvKj ivbv|
GKUv nvZ Zz‡j Avk¦¯— Kij Zvivbv| ÔAvwg wVK AvwQ,
ivbv|Õ
ÔAvcbv‡K wek¦vm Kivq Avwg Lywk, wg÷vi ivbv,Õ GwM‡q
G‡m ej‡jb †Rbv‡ij †mivd, nvZUv evwo‡q w`‡jb n¨vÛ‡kK
Kivi R‡b¨| ÔAvgiv mevB Avcbvi cÖwZ wPiFYx n‡q
114 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
_vKjvg|Õ
ÔcÖv‡Y †Zv euvPjvgB,Õ ej‡jb †Rbv‡ij cvcvfw·, Ô†K wK
lohš¿ K‡iwQj ZvI cwi®‹vi Rvb‡Z cvijvg|Õ
Ôcywjm Kwgkbv‡ii m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM KiwQ Avwg,Õ ej‡jb
†Rbv‡ij †mivd| Ô†`Lv hvK me ï‡b Zuvi wK cÖwZwµqv nq|Õ
ÔAvcbv‡`i Kv‡Q Avwg PweŸk NÈv mgq PvB, †Rbv‡ij
†mivd,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZvici hvi m‡½ Lywk †hvMv‡hvM
Ki‡eb| A‡±vcv‡mi gv_vUv GLbI R¨vš—, Ny‡i †eov‡”Q|
Zv‡K Avgiv Kvey bv Kiv ch©š— Avcbviv cy‡ivcywi wbivc`
bb| Avi Avcbv‡`i wbivcËv bv _vK‡j miKv‡iiI †Kvb
wbivcËv †bB|Õ
†Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbvi w`‡K ZvKv‡jb †Rbv‡ij †mivd|
fvj‡Uvbv †QvÆ K‡i gv_v SuvKv‡jb| ivbvi w`‡K wd‡i †mivd
ej‡jb, ÔwVK Av‡Q| PweŸk NÈv, Zvi †ewk bq, †Kgb?
Zvici Avgv‡`i hv Kivi Avgiv Zv Kie|Õ
Ô†dqvi Gbvd,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔKvj GB mg‡qi g‡a¨ Avgiv
hw` gviKvm‡K bv cvB, wbR¯^ c×wZ‡Z G‡Mv‡eb Avcbviv|Õ
Ô¸W jvK|Õ AviI GKevi n¨vÛ‡kK Ki‡jb †Rbv‡ij
†mivd|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 115

bq
wd‡i G‡m Iiv †`Lj †nv‡Uj my¨B‡Ui wmwUsiƒ‡g cvqPvwi
Ki‡Qb Wvdz mvjRybvm| cwi®‹viB †evSv †Mj, †`wi n‡”Q
†`‡L wZwb a‡i wb‡qwQ‡jb †h Iiv Avi wdi‡Q bv|
Ô†Rbv‡ijiv mevB fvj Av‡Qb?Õ wR‡Ám Ki‡jb, †Pnvivq
¯^w¯—i Qvc|
Ônu¨v, mevB fvj,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔAvi A¨v‡jw·m?Õ
ÔwZwbI envj Zweq‡Z Av‡Qb,Õ Zvivbv ejj| ÔAvgv‡`i‡K
Avm‡j fvM¨ mvnvh¨ K‡i‡Q| †KD Lyb nBwb, GUvB Avðh©|Õ
ÔCk¦i‡K ab¨ev`,Õ ej‡jb mvjRybvm|
Ô†Rbv‡ij fvj‡Uvbv mvnvh¨ Kivq KvRUv Avgv‡`i R‡b¨
A‡bK mnR n‡q hvq,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔA¨v‡jw·m fvj GKUv Kv‡R AskMÖnY Kivq Avwg Lywk|
AvZvZvqx hviv †eu‡P †M‡Q, Zv‡`i‡K †MÖdZvi Kiv n‡q‡Q
†Zv?Õ
ÔZv‡`i‡K AvUK Kiv n‡q‡Q, Z‡e Awdwkqvwj †MÖdZvi
116 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
Kiv nqwb,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†Rbv‡ij‡`i Kv‡Q PweŸk NÈv mgq
†P‡qwQ Avwg| GB mg‡qi g‡a¨ Avgiv hw` gviKvm‡K ai‡Z
bv cvwi, Iuiv wb‡Riv hv Kivi Ki‡eb|Õ
GK gyn~Z© Pzc K‡i †_‡K mvjRybvm ej‡jb, ÔAvwg wVK G-
ai‡bi †MvcbxqZv cQ›` Kwi bv| Z‡e Avcbvi Ici c~Y©
Av¯’v Av‡Q Avgvi, ZvB AvcwËI KiwQ bv| wVK Av‡Q, AvwgI
AvMvgx PweŸk NÈv gy‡L Kzjyc Gu‡U ivLe|Õ
Ôab¨ev`, wg÷vi mvjRybvm|Õ
ÔwKš‘ gviKvm‡K Avcwb ai‡eb wKfv‡e?Õ wR‡Ám Ki‡jb
f`ª‡jvK| Ô†c›UnvD‡m hvIqv gv‡b †Zv AvZ¥nZ¨v Kiv|Õ
Ônq‡Zv ZvB,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwKsev nq‡Zv Zv bqÑwe‡kl
K‡i Avwg Avi Avcwb hLb RvqMvUv m¤ú‡K© cÖvq mewKQyB
Rvwb|Õ
ÔKLb †h‡Z Pvb?Õ
ÔAvR mܨvq|Õ Zvivbvi w`‡K GKevi ZvKvj ivbv| ÔwK,
ivwR †Zv?Õ
ÔZzwg hv e‡jv, ivbv|Õ
ÔBwZg‡a¨ gviKvm fve‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q Zvi cvVv‡bv †jvKUv
†Kvb Lei w`‡”Q bv †Kb| GK mgq †m wbwðZ n‡e, wKQy
GKUv †Mvjgvj n‡q‡Q ev e¨vcviUv †Ku‡P †M‡Q| GB wbwðZ bv
nIqv ch©š— †c›UnvD‡m _vK‡e †m| Kv‡RB mܨvq I‡K
ILv‡bB cve Avgiv|Õ
ivbv _vg‡Z wewjI‡bqvi e¨emvqx ej‡jb, ÔAvcwb wb‡RB
Avwg© MvW© †`‡L G‡m‡Qb| Avgvi m‡›`n n‡”Q KwiWi ch©š—
†cuŠQv‡Z cvi‡eb wKbv|Õ
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 117
 ivbv nvmj| ÔAZ wPš—v Ki‡eb bv| Avgiv †c›UnvD‡m
XyKe wVKB, Z‡e Aek¨B AvZ¥nZ¨v Ki‡Z bq|Õ
GKUz †hb †KŠZzK †eva Ki‡jb mvjRybvm| ÔAvcbvi K_v
ï‡b g‡b n‡”Q ¸Uv‡bv Avw¯—‡b wKQy jyKv‡bv Av‡Q!Õ
†n‡m †djj ivbv| ÔAv‡QB †Zv| Z…Zxq GKRb
Avgv‡`i‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡e| †Rbv‡ij †miv‡di ILv‡b hvevi
Av‡M Avwg Avgvi Bb‡fw÷‡MwUf dv‡g©i m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM
K‡iwQjvg| GKRb Acv‡iU‡ii mvnvh¨ wbw”Q|Õ
ÔwKš‘ ZviciI Avcbviv gvÎ wZbRb,Õ ej‡jb mvjRybvm|
ÔI‡`i Zzjbvq wZb¸Y †QvU GKUv †dvm©|Õ
†n‡m D‡V Zvivbv ejj, ÔwZbRb †Zv ixwZgZ wfo!
wg÷vi mvjRybvm, Avcwb Rv‡bb bvÑivbv me mgq GKv KvR
Ki‡Z cQ›` K‡i| Gevi wK fvwM¨ Avgv‡`i...Õ
ivbvI †n‡m D‡V ejj, ÔAvgvi GKUv c−¨vb Av‡Q, Zv‡Z
msL¨vq Avgiv PviRbI n‡Z cvwi|Õ
ÔPvi?Õ mvjRybvm‡K weeªZ †`Lvj| ÔAvcvwb hw` Avgvi
K_v †f‡e _v‡Kb, fy‡j hvb| Avwg GgbwK wc¯—j ch©š— Qyuo‡Z
Rvwb bv|Õ
ÔAvcwb bb,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔG‡_‡Ý Avmvi c‡_ †c−‡b Avcwb
Avgv‡K GKUv K_v e‡jwQ‡jb, Avgvi g‡b †mUv †Mu‡_ Av‡Q|Õ
ÔwK e‡jwQjvg?Õ mvjRybvm wR‡Ám Ki‡jb|
Ôe‡jwQ‡jb Avcbvi wbnZ †m‡µUvwi wMwj K¬¨vwmK‡mi
hgR GK fvB Av‡Q, `yB fvB ûeû cÖvq GKB iKg †`L‡Z|Õ
Ônu¨v,Õ ej‡jb mvjRybvm| Ô†ePviv †fvwj GLbI Rv‡b bv
†h Zvi fvB Lyb n‡q †M‡Q| †`Lv-mv¶vr Lye Kg nZ, Z‡e
118 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
hgR e‡jB †evanq ci¯ú‡ii cÖwZ Lye Uvb wQj|Õ
Ô`yÕR‡bi †Pnviv KZUzKz †g‡j?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
ÔcÖvq meUzKzB| wMwj gvÎ cuvP wgwb‡Ui †QvU wQj †fvwji
†P‡q| cv_©K¨? wMwj wQj †fvwji †P‡q GK Bw †ewk j¤^v,
mvgvb¨ GKUz †gvUvI|Õ
ÔI-me wVK K‡i †be,Õ Avcbg‡b weoweo Kij ivbv|
Ô†fvwj K¬¨vwmKm wK G‡_‡Ý _v‡K? †dv‡b Zvi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM
Kiv m¤¢e?Õ
Ôkn‡ii evB‡i, †QvÆ GK MÖv‡g|Õ ivbvi w`‡K GK`„‡ó
ZvwK‡q Av‡Qb f`ª‡jvK| ÔZvi cv‡ki evwo‡Z †dvb K‡i
†`L‡Z cvwi|Õ
Ô†hvMv‡hvM Kiv m¤¢e n‡j Zv‡K Avcwb Rvbvb †h wMwj
K¬¨vwmKm Lyb n‡q‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZvici wR‡Ám Ki“b, †m
åvZ…nZ¨vi cÖwZ‡kva wb‡Z Pvq wKbv|Õ
Zvivbv ejj, Ôivbv, Zzwg wK...Õ
Zv‡K _vwg‡q w`j ivbv| ÔgviKvm hw` bKj ev Rvj †jvK
e¨envi Ki‡Z cv‡i, Avgiv cvie bv †Kb? giv gvby‡li
cÖwZwbwaZ¡ GKv ïay BDmywdm wRqvwbB Ki‡Z cv‡i?Õ
ÔZvigv‡b wZb b¤^i wMwj K¬¨vwmKm?Õ wR‡Ám Kij
Zvivbv|
Ônu¨v, wZb b¤^i| ejv hvq bv, mwZ¨ ejv hvq bv, †m nq‡Zv
Avgv‡`i‡K †c›UnvD‡m wb‡q †h‡Z cvi‡e|Õ mvjRybv‡mi w`‡K
wdij ivbv, Ô†Póv K‡i †`L‡eb †dv‡b Zv‡K cvIqv hvq
wKbv?Õ
GK gyn~Z© BZ¯—Z K‡i mvjRybvm gv_v SuvKv‡jb| Ônu¨v,
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 119
Aek¨B| Zv‡K Avwg mivmwi GLv‡b P‡j Avm‡Z ejwQ|Õ
`yÕNÈv ci mܨvi wVK Av‡M, †fvwj K¬¨vwmKm I‡`i †nv‡Uj
my¨B‡U G‡m nvwRi n‡jv| wbixn, AvZ¥‡fvjv UvB‡ci gvbyl †m;
Z‡e mvjRybv‡mi gy‡L me K_v †kvbvi ci åvZ…nZ¨vi
cÖwZ‡kva †b‡e e‡j `„p kc_ MÖnY K‡i‡Q| Zv‡K GK‡Rvov
Gwj‡fUi k~ ci‡Z w`j ivbv, kix‡ii we‡kl we‡kl RvqMvq
muvUvi R‡b¨ wKQy ¯ú‡Äi c¨vWI w`j, me‡k‡l †gKAvc wb‡Z
mvnvh¨ Kij| hv-I ev GKUz cv_©K¨ wQj, G-m‡ei ci Zv-I
Avi _vKj bvцfvwj Aek¨ ûeû Zvi wbnZ fvB wMwji gZ
†`L‡Z nqwb, n‡q‡Q †c›UnvD‡m ivbvi †`Lv wMwji bKjUvi
gZ| †fvwj‡K IB Rvj †jvKUvi f~wgKv wb‡Z n‡e, fvB wMwji
f~wgKv bq| ivbv PvB‡Q †c›UnvD‡mi †jv‡Kiv †fvwj‡K †hb
BDmywdm wRqvwb wn‡m‡e MÖnY K‡i|
wcwQ‡q G‡m mvjRybvm‡K cÖkœ Kij ivbv, ÔwK g‡b n‡”Q?Õ
ÔwMwji m‡½ LyeB wgj †`LwQ, d‡j wRqvwbi m‡½I,Õ gš—
e¨ Ki‡jb mvjRybvm|
I‡`i wbR¯^ bKj †jvK †Pv‡L-gy‡L AwbwðZ GKUv fve
wb‡q ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj, GKUz †n‡m bvf©vm fw½‡Z ejj,
ÔAvcwb †Zv fvjB K‡i‡Qb, GLb Avwg †Kgb Kwi †mUvB n‡jv
K_v|Õ Zvi Avi wRqvwbi Kɯ^i I Bs‡iwR D”PviY cÖvq GKB
gv‡bi|
Ôïay g‡bvejUv a‡i ivL‡eb,Õ civgk© I Avk¦vm w`‡q ejj
Zvivbv, Ô†`L‡eb evwK me cvwbi gZ mnR n‡q †M‡Q|Õ
120 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
GK NÈv ci †Kv‡jvmm wewì‡Oi Kv‡Q Mvwo _vgvj Iiv|
G‡_‡Ý GLb wWbvi LvIqvi mgq, iv¯—vq hvbevnb LyeB Kg|
wewìsUv cÖvq AÜKvi n‡q Av‡Q, ïay jwe Avi AvKv‡ki
KvQvKvwQ †c›UnvD‡m K‡qKUv Drm †_‡K Av‡jvi Avfv
Qov‡”Q| †i›U-Av-Kv‡ii Kv‡jv gvwm©wW‡R e‡m A‡c¶v Ki‡Q
Iiv| `k wgwbU ci wewì‡Oi †KvY Ny‡i GK `xN©‡`nx Zi“Y‡K
†nu‡U Avm‡Z †`Lv †Mj| mivmwi Mvwoi w`‡K G‡jv †m, `iRv
Ly‡j d«›U wm‡U ivbvi cv‡k D‡V emj| Zvivbv I †fvwj e¨vK
wm‡U e‡m‡Q| mvjRybvm‡K †nv‡U‡j †i‡L G‡m‡Q Iiv|
Ôfvj Av‡Qb, gvmy` fvB?Õ mweb‡q cÖkœ Kij `xN©‡`nx
Zi“Y, Nvo wdwi‡q Zvivbv Avi †fvwj‡K GKevi †`‡L wbj|
ivbv G‡RwÝi G‡_Ý kvLvi cÖavb †m|
Ônu¨v, fvj| Zzwg, eveyj?Õ
Ôfvj, gvmy` fvB|Õ
ÔwKQy NU‡Q?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ôbv| Avwg Avmvi ci †_‡K †KD †Xv‡KIwb, †KD
†e‡ivqIwb|Õ ivbvi wb‡`©‡k MZ cÖvq wZb NÈv a‡i eveyj
†PŠayix wewìsUvi Ici bRi ivLwQjÑwVK wewìsUvi Ici bq,
Kuv‡Pi †fZi w`‡q †¯úkvj Gwj‡fUiUvi Ici|
Zvivbv I †fvwji m‡½ evey‡ji cwiPq Kwi‡q w`j ivbv|
Zvici ejj, Ômvwf©m †Wvi w`‡q jwe‡Z XyKe Avgiv|Õ gy‡Vv
Ly‡j GKUv Pvwe †`Lvj| ÔcÖ_‡g XyK‡eb †fvwj| nvefve †`‡L
g‡b n‡e AvgivB †hb GB wewì‡Oi gvwjK| Ic‡i †cuŠQv‡Z
cvi‡j wK Ki‡Z n‡e Av‡MB eywS‡q w`‡qwQ| KviI †Kvb cÖkœ
Av‡Q?Õ
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 121
 AÜKvi Mvwoi †fZi †KD †Kvb kã Kij bv|
Kv‡jv gvwm©wWR †_‡K †b‡g wewìsUvi w`‡K G‡Mvj
PviRb| †gBb †M‡Ui evg w`‡K Zvjv †`qv GKUv M−vm mvwf©m
†Wvi i‡q‡Q, †mUvi mvg‡b AuvUmuvU n‡q `uvovj Iiv|
mvjRybv‡mi KvQ †_‡K cvIqv PvweUv ivbvi KvQ †_‡K wb‡q
Zvjvq †XvKvj †fvwj K¬¨vwmKm, Zvici †Nvivj| jwe‡Z,
Gwj‡fU‡ii cv‡k, GKUv Uz‡j emv MvW© I‡`i w`‡K ZvwK‡q
nuv n‡q †Mj|
cÖ_‡g †fvwj XyKj, Zvi wcQy wb‡q evwK mevB| ivbv
fve‡Q, mwZ¨ wK Iiv gviKvm‡K we¯§‡qi GKUv av°v w`‡Z
cvi‡e? GB gyn~‡Z© †g‡S‡Z cvqPvwi Kivi K_v Zvi, K‡b©j
†miv‡di evwo‡Z wK N‡U‡Q †kvbvi A‡c¶vq| ivbv Avkv
Ki‡Q wb‡Ri GK`j †jvK‡K GZ ZvovZvwo ILv‡b
Bb‡fw÷‡MU Ki‡Z cvVv‡e bv †m| Z‡e MZ `yÕw`‡b
cvivKvUz‡Z †hvMv‡hvM K‡i _vK‡Z cv‡i| †KD mvov bv †`qvq
gviKvm a‡i †b‡e ILv‡b Lvivc wKQy N‡U‡Q|
Gwj‡fU‡ii Kv‡Q Mv‡W©i mvg‡b †cuŠQvj Iiv| GLbI
†fvwji w`‡K nuv K‡i ZvwK‡q Av‡Q †m|
Ô†Kv_vq wQ‡jb Avcwb?Õ Ae‡k‡l we¯§‡qi †Nvi KvwU‡q
wR‡Ám Kij MvW©|
ÔGuiv Rvb©vwj÷,Õ ejj †fvwj, ïi“ n‡jv Zvi bZzb f~wgKvq
Awfbq| ÔgvÎ K‡qK NÈv Av‡M fq¼i GK NUbv N‡U †M‡Q
e‡j ï‡b‡Qb| Dc‡`óv †Rbv‡ijiv bvwK Lyb n‡q †M‡Qb| GB
Lei cywjmB Iu‡`i‡K Rvwb‡q‡Q| G-e¨vcv‡i wg÷vi Wvdz
mvjRybv‡mi cÖwZwµqv Rvbvi R‡b¨ G‡m‡Qb Guiv| Ic‡i wb‡q
122 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
wM‡q K_v hv ejvi AvwgB eje...Õ
Wvb eM‡ji wb‡P QywiUvi Aw¯—Z¡ Abyfe Ki‡Q ivbv, fve‡Q
GLywb IUv e¨envi Ki‡Z n‡e wKbv| MvW© hw` †ek LvwbK
Av‡M GLv‡b wWDwU w`‡Z G‡m _v‡K, Zvi Rvbvi K_v
BDmywdm wRqvwb wewìs †Q‡o †e‡ivqwb|
ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ ejj MvW©| ÔGwj‡fUi bvgvw”Q|Õ
†`qv‡j AvUKv‡bv †ev‡W©i w`‡K nvZ Zzjj †m, GKUv
†evZv‡g Pvc w`‡Z †c›UnvDm †_‡K axiMwZ‡Z wb‡P bvg‡Z
ïi“ Kij Gwj‡fUi| MÖvDÛ †d¬v‡i †cuŠQv‡Z †hb cÖvq GK hyM
†j‡M †Mj| Z‡e GKmgq `iRv Lyjj| Gi Av‡M †h
Acv‡iUi‡K †c‡qwQj ivbv, AvRI †m-B wWDwU w`‡”Q|
Gwj‡fU‡i Poj Iiv| Acv‡iUi Ggbfv‡e †fvwji w`‡K
ZvwK‡q Av‡Q †hb f~Z †`L‡Q| I‡`i wcQ‡b `iRv eÜ n‡q
†Mj, wKš‘ Acv‡iUi †evZvg wU‡c I‡`i‡K Ic‡i wb‡q hv‡”Q
bv|
ÔAvwg RvbZvg bv †h Avcwb wewì‡Oi evB‡i wQ‡jb,Õ ejj
Acv‡iUi, Mfxi g‡bv‡hv‡Mi m‡½ LyuwU‡q †`L‡Q †fvwj‡K|
ÔGLb Rvb‡j,Õ Mjvq weiw³ dzwU‡q ejj †fvwj| ÔGB
Rvb©vwj÷‡`i m‡½ †`Lv Kivi R‡b¨ wb‡P bvg‡Z n‡qwQj|
ZvovZvwo Ic‡i wb‡q P‡jv| Iu‡`i‡K GKUv mv¶vrKvi w`w”Q
Avwg|Õ
Acv‡iUi GLbI †fvwji w`‡K GK`„‡ó ZvwK‡q Av‡Q,
†Pv‡L m‡›`n| ÔZvi Av‡M IciZjvi m‡½ GKUz K_v e‡j wbB
Avwg|Õ
Ôgv‡b? wK ej‡Z PvI Zzwg?Õ †i‡M DVj †fvwj|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 123
 wKš‘ Zvi ivM MÖvn¨ bv K‡i Kvi-Gi cv‡k emv‡bv
KwgDwb‡Kkb c¨v‡bj-Gi w`‡K Ny‡i †Mj Acv‡iUi| evey‡ji
D‡Ï‡k¨ gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| m‡½ m‡½ Zvi nv‡Z GKUv jy¨Mvi
†ewi‡q Gj| Acv‡iUi Zvi bovPov †`‡L †d‡j Nyi‡Z hv‡”Q,
Kcv‡j jy¨Mv‡ii k³ evwo †L‡q Ávb nvwi‡q X‡j coj|
K‡›Uªvj-Gi w`‡K cv evovj Zvivbv|
ÔZvovZvwo!Õ ZvMv`v w`j ivbv|
†c›UnvD‡m IVvi mgq Acv‡iU‡ii Amvo †`nUv
Gwj‡fU‡ii GK †Kv‡Y mwi‡q ivLj Iiv, `iRv Ly‡j PviRb
†ewi‡q hvevi mgq †KD ZvKv‡j †jvKUv‡K hv‡Z ZLywb
†`L‡Z bv cvq| K‡qK †m‡KÛ ci †c›UnvDm KwiW‡i †cuŠ‡Q
Gwj‡fU‡ii `iRv Ly‡j †Mj|
ivbv †hgb m‡›`n K‡i‡Q, AvRI `yÕRb †jvK wWDwU
w`‡”Q| GKR‡bi Pzj †mvbvwj, Zv‡K ivbv Av‡M †`‡L‡Q| Giv
†ckv`vi A¯¿evR, †ewk SzuwK wb‡Z ivwR bq ivbv| †W¯‹Uv
†c›UnvD‡m †XvKvi gy‡L, †Pqvi †Q‡o `uvov‡”Q †mvbvwj Pzj|
Zvi m½x e‡m _vKj, `yÕR‡bB †fvwji w`‡K AevK n‡q
ZvwK‡q Av‡Q|
Ôe¨vcviUv wK...Õ †mvbvwj Pzj AevK Mjvq ejj| ÔGLv‡b
wK NU‡Q?Õ
†fvwj †mvbvwj Pz‡ji g‡bv‡hvM a‡i †i‡L‡Q, Iw`‡K †W‡¯‹
emv Kv‡jv Pzj †jvKUvi w`‡K G‡Mvj eveyj| †jvKUv ax‡i
ax‡i `uvwo‡q evey‡ji gy‡LvgywL n‡jv|
ÔGu‡`i‡K GKUv mv¶vrKvi †bqvi AbygwZ w`‡qwQ Avwg,Õ
ejj †fvwj|
124 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
ÔwKš‘ †c›UnvDm †_‡K Avcwb †ei“‡jb KLb?Õ †mvbvwj
Pzj SuvwK‡q wR‡Ám Kij cÖ_g †jvKUv|
†fvwj hLb Reve w`‡”Q, ivbv ZLb †jvKUvi cv‡k P‡j
Avm‡Q| Iw`‡K eveyjI †W‡¯‹ emv †jvKUvi Lye Kv‡Q i‡q‡Q|
I‡`i `yÕRb‡K Kvfvi w`‡”Q Zvivbv, cv‡m©i wcQ‡b jyKv‡bv
†ejwRqvb wifjfvi wb‡q|
ÔZzwg Avgv‡K †ewi‡q †h‡Z †`L‡j bv!Õ †fvwj we¯§q I
weiw³‡Z cÖvq †PuwP‡q DVj| ÔGB †Zv gvÎ GK NÈv Av‡Mi
K_v| Avwg bv †Zvgv‡K ejjvg...Õ
e¨vL¨v Kivi Avi †Kvb cÖ‡qvRb †bB| ivbvi Zvjy‡Z
wbtk‡ã †ewi‡q G‡jv QywiUv| j¤^v †mvbvwj Pzj evg gy‡Vvq a‡i
wb‡Ri w`‡K Uvb w`j †jvKUv‡K, Zvici Qywi aiv nvZUv `ª“Z
Zvi Mjvi Ici w`‡q †U‡b Avbj| †fvwji mv`v kvU© Avi
ev`vgx R¨v‡KU jvj n‡q †Mj †Pv‡Li cj‡K|
Aci †jvKUv wc¯—j Qyu‡Z †Mj, wKš‘ Zvi R‡b¨ Av‡M
†_‡KB ˆZwi wQj eveyj| KzrwmZ`k©b GKUv M¨viU †ei“j Ii
c‡KU †_‡K, j~c evwb‡q SU K‡i †jvKUvi Mjvq civj,
Zvici Zv‡ii `yB cÖv‡š—i `y‡Uv nvZj a‡i Uvb w`j `yÕw`‡K|
†jvKUvi nvZ wc¯—j Qyu‡Z cvij bv| †PvL weùvwiZ n‡jv, gyL
wekvj MnŸi| gvsm, Pwe©, wkiv-Dcwkiv BZ¨vw`i †fZi †W‡e
wM‡q nvo ch©š— †cuŠ‡Q †Mj Zvi| I‡`i cv‡qi mvg‡b Kv‡c©‡U
AviI LvwbKUv i³ wQUvjÑeveyj a‡i ivLv m‡Ë¡I †jvKUv jvd
w`‡”Q I †gvPo Lv‡”Q| Zvici †g‡S‡Z Zvi m½xi cv‡k X‡j
coj|
Av‡Mœqv‡¯¿i wUªMv‡i †cuwP‡q _vKv Zvivbvi AvOy‡j wXj
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 125
coj GZ¶‡Y| jvk `y‡Uvi w`‡K N„Yvf‡i ZvKvj †m, Zvici
†`Lj GKUv jv‡ki kv‡U© Qywii djv gyQ‡Q ivbv|
ivbvi w`‡K wd‡i gv_v SuvKvj eveyj, wØZxq jv‡ki Mjv
†_‡K M¨viUUv D×vi bv K‡iB †c›UnvD‡mi `iRvi w`‡K
G‡Mvj| Zvi nv‡Z †¯úkvj GKUv wc¯—j †ewi‡q GjÑGqvi
Mvb, ek©v †Quv‡o| ek©vi WMvq wKDivwi wel †gkv‡bv Av‡Q,
`ª“Z KvR K‡i; GB wel wewmAvB msMÖn K‡i‡Q, Kjvw¤^qvb
BwÛqvb‡`i KvQ †_‡K|
†fvwj K¬¨vwmKm‡K GLbI k³ I AvZ¥wek¦vmx †`Lv‡”Q,
mvjRybv‡mi KvQ †_‡K cvIqv Av‡iKUv Pvwe †ei K‡i
†c›UnvD‡mi Zvjvq †XvKvj †m| Pvwe †Nviv‡ZB Zvjv Ly‡j
†Mj| av°v w`‡Z wbtk‡ã duvK n‡jv fvix KevU| GKcv‡k
m‡i `uvovj †fvwj, KviY †c›UnvD‡mi †fZ‡i Zv‡K XyK‡Z
n‡e bv| nvbv †`qvi GB ch©v‡q Zvi †Kvb f~wgKv †bB|
†fZ‡i Xy‡K Iiv wZbRb Qwo‡q coj| Zvivbvi A¯¿ aiv
nvZ j¤^v n‡q Av‡Q, ¸wj Kivi R‡b¨ ˆZwi|
gviKvm‡K eomo wjwfsiƒgUvq †c‡j me‡P‡q fvj nZ,
cÖwZ‡kv‡ai Av¸b †bfv‡Z †ewk mgq jvMZ bv| wKš‘
gviKvm‡K bq, Zvi e`‡j j¤^v GKUv †mvdvq I‡`i w`‡K
wcQb wd‡i gvw¼‡K e‡m _vK‡Z †`Lj Iiv, nv‡Zi M−v‡m
eª¨vwÛ| `~i †_‡KI Zvi †nvj÷v‡ii ÷ª¨vc †`L‡Z †cj ivbv|
wec¾bK †jvK, me mgq mk¯¿ _v‡K|
†fZ‡ii njI‡q‡Z KviI mvov-kã †bB, IB c_
†eWiƒg¸‡jvi w`‡K P‡j †M‡Q| Z‡e Av‡jvwKZ Awdm Kvgiv
†_‡K K_vevZ©vi AvIqvR †f‡m Avm‡Q| ivbv gvw¼i wcV j¶¨
126 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
K‡i G‡Mv‡Z hv‡e, GB mgq Awdm Kvgiv †_‡K `yÕRb †jvK
wjwfsiƒ‡g †ewi‡q Gj| GKRb ewWweìvi, †kvìvi †nvj÷v‡i
wc¯—j; wØZxq †jvKUv BDmywdm wRjvwb, bKj wMwj K¬¨vwmKm|
I‡`i‡K †`‡L bq, `iRvq `uvov‡bv †fvwj‡K †`‡L _g‡K
`uvwo‡q coj Zviv| `yÕ‡Rvov †PvL wcwi‡Pi gZ eo n‡q
DV‡Q, ZvwK‡q Av‡Q †fvwji w`‡K| `yB Rvj †jvK ci¯ú‡ii
w`‡K gvÎ `yB wK wZb †m‡KÛ ZvwK‡q _vKj, GB mgq †mvdv
†_‡K Nvo †div‡Z wb‡Ri †jvK `yÕR‡bi nZwenŸj †Pnviv
†`L‡Z †cj gvw¼| Gevi wRqvwbi m½x ¸Êvi nv‡Z A¯¿ †ewi‡q
Avm‡e|
GqviMvb ZvK K‡i wUªMvi †U‡b w`j eveyj| cc& K‡i
†fuvZv GKUv kã n‡jv| Kv‡jv avZe Ly‡` ek©vUv Mjvq weuaj,
KÉvi wVK cv‡k| m½xi Mjvq †euav Kv‡jv wRwbmUvi w`‡K
AvZswKZ `„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q Av‡Q wRqvwb| ¸Êvi †Pvqvj A™¢yZ
me fw½‡Z bovPov Ki‡Q, A_P gyL †_‡K †Kvb kã †ei“‡”Q
bv| weov‡ji w¶cÖZv †`Lv †Mj gvw¼i b‡o IVvq; GKB m‡½
Nyi‡Q †m, wc¯—jI †ei Ki‡Q|
cÖ_‡g ivbv‡K †`L‡Z †cj †m, Avi ivbv †`Lj Zvi nvZ
†nvj÷v‡i †MuvRv wc¯—‡j †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q| GK nuvUz †g‡S‡Z
Mvoj, Kwâ SuvwK‡q QywiUv Zvjy‡Z Avbj ivbv; KwâiB Av‡iK
SuvwK †L‡q QyUj Qywi, Av‡jv †j‡M wSK K‡i DVj djv,
mv‡ci gZ wbtk‡ã †Qvej gvij gvw¼i ey‡K, ürwc‡Êi wVK
cv‡k| _¨vP& kã Zz‡j †fZ‡i Xy‡K‡Q djv, †Mu‡_‡Q nvZ‡ji
wKbviv ch©š—|
gvw¼i †Pv‡L we¯§q I Awek¦vm, †hb fve‡Q GZ `ª“Z GUv
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 127
wKfv‡e m¤¢e n‡jv| †PvL bvwg‡q QywiUv †`Lj †m, i‡³i aviv
kvU© wfwR‡q w`‡”Q| Qywii nvZjUv aij, †hb †U‡b †ei Ki‡Z
hv‡”Q| Zvici Aci nvZUv Zz‡j ivbvi w`‡K wc¯—j ZvK
Kij| wKš‘ wUªMvi wUc‡Z cvij bv, gviv †Mj ZLwb| gyL
_ye‡o †mvdvi Ici c‡o †Mj|
Mjvq ek©v wb‡q ¸Êv w¯’i n‡q †M‡Q †g‡S‡Z| wRqvwb Ny‡i
Awd‡mi w`‡K QyUj| evey‡ji Av‡iKUv ek©v Uv‡M©U Kij
Zv‡K| wc‡Vi Ici w`‡K nvZ Zz‡j m`¨ Muv_v ek©vUv †U‡b †ei
Ki‡Z PvB‡Q †m| cvij bv, †g‡S‡Z X‡j c‡o g„Zz¨ hš¿Yvq
QUdU Ki‡Z jvMj|
ÔI‡K R¨vš— ai‡Z cvi‡j fvj nZ,Õ kvš— my‡i eveyj‡K
ejj ivbv| Awd‡mi `iRvq †cuŠ‡Q DuwK w`j I| †fZ‡i †KD
†bB| Bw½‡Z KwiWiUv †`Lvj| †eWiƒg¸‡jv Iw`‡KB|
†MvUv †c›UnvDm mvP© Kij Iiv| wK‡P‡b GKRb
A¯¿evR‡K cvIqv †Mj, m¨vÛDBP Lv‡”Q| eveyj‡K †`‡LB wc¯—
j ai‡Z †Mj †m, wKš‘ evey‡ji Z…Zxq ek©vUv †jvKUvi Kuv‡a
weuaj|
†jvKUv †Pqvi †_‡K c‡o †M‡jI, †PvL †Lvjv i‡q‡Q, gviv
hvevi †Kvb j¶YI †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| G †jvK GKUv `yj©f †Km,
wbw`©ó wKQy Uw·K †Kwg‡Kj Gi kix‡ii †Kvb ¶wZ Ki‡Z
cvi‡e bv, ev Ki‡jI ax‡i ax‡i Ki‡e| G †jvKUv gviv hv‡”Q,
Z‡e cÖPzi mgq wb‡q|
wK‡P‡b XyKj Zvivbv| ÔgviKvm GLv‡b †bB|Õ
†jvKUvi cv‡k nuvUz †M‡o emj ivbv, kv‡U©i Kjvi a‡i
SuvKvj| ÔgviKvm †Kv_vq?Õ
128 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
Ôeje, hw` Avgv‡K euvP‡Z †`b,Õ weoweo Kij †jvKUv|
ÔGKRb Wv³vi‡K WvKe,Õ K_v w`j ivbv| Ô†Kv_vq †m?Õ
ÔAvwg wK mwZ¨ euvPe?Õ welwµqvq Zvi wRf Avoó n‡q
Avm‡Q, Rwo‡q hv‡”Q K_v¸‡jv|
Ô†mUv Wv³viB ïay ej‡Z cvi‡e|Õ wc¯—j †ei Kij ivbv|
Ônq e‡jv, bq‡Zv ¸wj †L‡q g‡iv|Õ
ÔwZwb gvB‡Kv‡bv‡m †M‡Qb|Õ
Zvivbvi m‡½ `„wó wewbgq Kij ivbv| `yÕRvqMvq †Uªwbs
w`‡q wbR¯^ GKUv evwnbx M‡o Zzj‡Q gviKvm, Zvi g‡a¨
gvB‡Kv‡bvm Øxc GKUv| ÔAv‡iKUv cÖkœ|Õ wc¯—‡ji gvRj
†jvKUvi cuvR‡i †P‡c aij I| ÔgviKvm wK †Rbv‡ij‡`i Lei
†c‡q‡Q?Õ
†jvKUv Rov‡bv Mjvq ejj, ÔwRqvwb †Rbv‡ij †miv‡di
evwo‡Z †dvb K‡iwQj| wiwmfvi †Zv‡j GKRb cywjm| †m
Rvwb‡q‡Q, †jd‡Ub¨v›U mn Zviv mevB fvj Av‡Q| Avi
†Rbv‡ijiv †KD †eu‡P †bB|Õ
Ô†nvqvU! G Avevi wK ïbwQ!Õ eveyj AevK|
wKš‘ ivbv wew¯§Z bq| wK N‡U‡Q Kíbvq ai‡Z cvi‡Q I|
†dvb †e‡R IVvi ci †Rbv‡ij †mivd `ª“Z wm×vš— wb‡q
GKRb cywjm‡K wiwmfvi Zzj‡Z e‡jb| wZwb eyS‡Z cv‡ib,
†c›UnvD‡m wg‡_¨ Lei bv cvVv‡j gviKvm `jej wb‡q wb‡RB
P‡j Avm‡e Zuvi evwo‡Z| ivbvi m‡½ civgk© Kivi mgq wQj
bv, d‡j wb‡Ri we‡ePbvq hv fvj g‡b n‡q‡Q ZvB K‡i‡Qb|
G‡Z eyw×gËviB cÖKvk N‡U‡Q, wKš‘ †Rbv‡i‡ji Rvbvi †Kvb
Dcvq wQj bv †h wc¯—‡ji gy‡L cywjm‡K w`‡q wZwb hv ejv‡”Qb
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 129
Zv ï‡b ivbv Ii `jej wb‡q nvwRi nevi Av‡MB gviKvm
†c›UnvDm Z¨vM Kivi ZvMv`v Abyfe Ki‡e| ÔgvimvK
gvB‡Kv‡bv‡m †M‡Q †Kb?Õ g„Zz¨c_hvÎx A¯¿evR‡K wZ³K‡É
wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| ÔUª~cm& cwi`k©‡bi R‡b¨?Õ
†jvKUvi wLuPzwb ïi“ n‡q‡Q| ÔAvgvi R‡b¨ Wv³vi WvK‡eb
e‡j‡Qb...Õ
ÔAv‡M DËi `vI|Õ
Zvi Mjv †_‡K GLb A¯úó AvIqvR †ei“‡”Q| Ô`yB
K¨v‡¤úB †dvb K‡ib wZwb| wb‡`©k w`‡jb, G‡_‡Ý Uª~cm&
cvVvI| mvjRybvm bv ej‡j Uª~cm gyf Kiv‡bv hv‡e bv,
gvB‡Kv‡bv‡mi KgvÛvi G-ai‡bi wKQy GKUv ej‡Z PvB‡jb|
em&, gv‡b wg÷vi gviKvm †L‡c Av¸b| ILv‡b wZwb †M‡Qb
wb‡Ri KZ…©Z¡ cÖwZwôZ Kivi R‡b¨|Õ †jvKUv nuv K‡i evZvm
Uvb‡Z †Póv K‡i e¨_© n‡jv| gyLUv BwZg‡a¨B bxj n‡q †M‡Q|
GLywb gviv hv‡e †m|
eveyj †PŠayix‡K †c›UnvD‡m †i‡L Zvivbv‡K wb‡q cuvP
wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ evB‡i †ewi‡q G‡jv ivbv| †fvwj K¬¨vwmKm‡K
GKUv U¨vw·‡Z Zz‡j evwo‡Z cvwV‡q w`j I| Zvici Av‡iKUv
U¨vw·i R‡b¨ nvZ Zzjj, wbPz Mjvq ejj, ÔP‡jv, Zvivbv, kKzb
†g‡i Avwm|Õ
130 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
`k
mKvj‡ejvi KwP †iv‡` gvB‡Kv‡bvm nvievi †hb cÖKvÊ GKUv
bxjv| cÖvq eÜ GKUv nvievi, cvnvo-cÖvPx‡ii †fZi cvwb‡Z
fvm‡Q AmsL¨ gvQ aivi †QvU †QvU †bŠKv Avi jÂ, evB‡i
†bvOi †d‡j Av‡Q `y‡Uv cÖKvÊ µzR wkc| gvB‡Kv‡bv‡m RvnvR
†f‡o bv| boe‡o M¨vOc−¨v¼ †e‡q bvg‡Z nq Av‡ivnx‡`i,
nv‡Z _v‡K jUeni, Wyey-Wyey j cÖwZevi Aí wKQy †jvK‡K
Zx‡i †cuŠ‡Q †`q| AwfÁZvUv †Kgb Zv Aek¨ ivbv I Zvivbvi
Rvbvi my‡hvM nqwb, KviY cÖvq GK NÈv Av‡M Øx‡ci Av‡iK
cÖv‡š— wbwg©Z bZzb Gqvi‡cv‡U© j¨vÛ K‡i‡Q Iiv, Zvici ev‡m
P‡o SuvwK †L‡Z †L‡Z †R‡j cvovq †cuŠ‡P‡Q| GB gyn~‡Z©
cvwbi wKbviv †Nulv GKUv Kv‡d‡Z e‡m i‡q‡Q ivbv, gv_vi
Ici eûiOv Kvc‡oi Puv‡`vqv| Ii KvQ †_‡K c‡b‡iv MR `~‡i
`k©bxq †Muvd wewkó QÕRb MÖxK bvweK bZzb iO Kiv GKUv
wdwks †evU‡K †V‡j cvwb‡Z bvgv‡”Q| ivbvi `yÕw`‡K aby‡Ki
gZ euvKv n‡q eû`~i ch©š— we¯—…Z IqvUvid«›U ev cvwbi wKbviv;
Av‡iK w`‡K cvkvcvwk `uvwo‡q Av‡Q mv`v PzbKvg Kiv `vjvb,
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 131
mvg‡bi As‡k Kwd nvDm, †i‡¯—viuv, †nv‡Uj, †`vKvb-cvU
BZvw`| †Pqv‡i e‡m Kwdi Kv‡c PzgyK w`‡”Q ivbv, ÷ªn¨vU civ
ey‡ov GK †jvK‡K AvOyi Avi dzj wewµ Ki‡Z †`L‡Q| GiKg
GKUv cwi‡e‡k g‡b ivLv KwVb †h GKRb †jvK‡K Lyb Ki‡Z
GLv‡b G‡m‡Q I|
Ii m‡½ Zvivbv †bB| AuvKveuvKv cvKv iv¯—v a‡i wKQy¶Y
Av‡M A`„k¨ n‡q †M‡Q †m| gvB‡Kv‡bv‡m †ek wKQy gymjgvb
cwievi evm K‡i, eQi `yB Av‡M †eov‡Z G‡m GiKg GK
gymwjg cwiev‡ii eywo KÎx©i m‡½ cwiPq n‡qwQj Zvivbvi,
†mB eywoi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z †M‡Q †m| gvB‡Kv‡bv‡mi †Kv_vq
wK NU‡Q Rvb‡Z n‡j GLvbKvi †h-†Kvb eywo‡K cÖkœ Ki‡jB
P‡j, KviY Zviv bvwK mg¯— Lei Rv‡b Ges ewnivMZ
cÖkœKZ©v‡K Rvbv‡Z cQ›` K‡i, we‡kl K‡i cÖkœKZ©v hw`
mswk−ó eywoi GKUv Kvgiv fvov †bq| Zvivbv Zvi cwiwPZv
e„×vi Kv‡Q wgwjUvwi K¨v¤ú m¤ú‡K© Rvb‡Z †M‡Q| K¨v‡¤úi
KgvÛvi †Kv_vq _v‡K Zv-I Rvbvi †Póv Ki‡e †m, KviY a‡i
†bqv P‡j IB KgvÛv‡ii ILv‡bB cvIqv hv‡e AvKvwW©qv
gviKvm‡K|
wØZxq KvcUv †kl n‡q Avm‡Q, GB mgq wd‡i G‡jv
Zvivbv| Ô†Zvgv‡K wKš‘ GK`gB Uz¨wi‡÷i gZ jvM‡Q bv,
R¨v‡KU Avi UvB bv ci‡j MÖxK fveUv AviI †evanq LvwbK
evoZ|Õ
ÔAviI GKUz mgq `vI Avgv‡K,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwKQy Rvbv
†Mj?Õ
I‡qUvi‡K †W‡K GK Kvc Pv PvBj Zvivbv| I‡qUvi P‡j
132 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
†h‡Z ejj, ÔAvwg GKv wM‡q fvjB K‡iwQ| mywdqv cÖ_‡g gyL
Lyj‡Z ivwR nqwb| hLb Afq w`‡q ejjvg †h Zvi †Kvb ¶wZ
n‡e...Õ
Ôms‡¶c K‡iv|Õ
I‡qUvi Pv w`‡q hvevi ci ïi“ Kij Zvivbv| ÔIibm
ˆmK‡Zi Kv‡Q GKUv K¨v¤ú Av‡Q| Øx‡ci gvÎ `yÕRb †jvK
IB K¨v‡¤úi †fZi XyK‡Z †c‡i‡Q| K¨v‡¤úi KvQvKvwQ GKUv
fvov Kiv wfjvq _v‡Kb KgvÛvi| Zuvi bvg K‡b©j †MbvwW
Mv¤^ym|Õ
Ô¸W| Avi wKQy Rvbv hvqwb?Õ
ÔGKRb ¯’vbxq U¨vw· WªvBfvi `yÕRb Av‡gwiKvb‡K
ivngvwbqv †nv‡U‡j †cuŠ‡Q w`‡q‡Q| †nv‡UjUv GB MÖv‡giB †kl
gv_vq| c‡i IB U¨vw· WªvBfviB Av‡gwiKvb `yÕRb‡K KgvÛvi
Mv¤^y‡mi wfjvq †cuŠ‡Q †`q|Õ
ÔmwZ¨, `vi“Y B‡›Uwj‡RÝ IAK©,Õ ejj ivbv, `uvwo‡q
coj| ÔP‡jv, ivngvwbqv †nv‡UjUv †`‡L Avwm|Õ
ÔGB †Zv m‡e emjvg,Õ cÖwZev‡`i my‡i ejj Zvivbv|
ÔPv‡q gvÎ GKUv PzgyK w`‡qwQ...Õ
Ôc‡i †Zvgv‡K `k Kvc LvIqve, j²xwU,Õ e‡j †Uwe‡ji
Ici wKQy Wª¨vKgv K‡qb ivLj ivbv|
ÔDd&! †Kgb gvbyl †i evev!Õ `ª“Z PzgyK w`‡Z wM‡q wRf
†cvovj Zvivbv, Zvici ivbvi m‡½ _vKvi R‡b¨ cÖvq QyU‡Z
ïi“ Kij|
mvM‡ii wKbviv †Nu‡l nuvU‡Q Iiv; Av‡iK cv‡k †`vKvb-
cvU, †i‡¯—viuv, Kv‡d Avi †nv‡Uj| †Lvjv GKUv †PŠiv¯—vq P‡j
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 133
Gj, GLv‡b evm †_‡K ¯’vbxq †jvKRb Avi Uz¨wi÷iv jUeni
wb‡q bvg‡Q| †PŠiv¯—vi GK gv_vq †cv÷ Awdm Avi nvievi
cywj‡mi †nW‡KvqvU©vi| iv¯—vi gvSLv‡b GKUv AvBj¨vÛ,
†mLv‡b †eªv‡Äi ˆZwi cÖvPxb †Kvb MÖxK ex‡ii g~wZ© `uvwo‡q
Av‡Q| †PŠiv¯—v‡K wcQ‡b †d‡j †QvU GKUv AvevwmK GjvKvq
XyKj Iiv, Gici cÂvk MR nuvU‡ZB AvKv‡ki Mv‡q †`L‡Z
†cj ivngvwbqv †nv‡Uj|
†nv‡UjUv eûZj, Ges cvnv‡oi gv_vq| †cuPv‡bv iv¯—v
Av‡Q, mivmwi Mvwo wb‡q IVv hvq; Avevi avcI KvUv Av‡Q,
†nu‡U DV‡Z cv‡iv|
wi‡mckb †W‡¯‹ emv †jvKUv f`ª I AgvwqK| Ônu¨v,
MZKvj `yÕRb Av‡gwiKvb D‡V‡Qb| Zuviv wK Avcbv‡`i eÜz?Õ
ÔZv‡`i bvg wK?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
ÔGK †m‡KÛ, c−xR|Õ KvD›Uv‡ii wb‡P †_‡K GKUv LvZv
wbj †m, cvZv Iëvj| ÔGB †Zv| wg÷vi eªvqvb Avi wg÷vi
RK|Õ
†n‡m DVj ivbv| Ônu¨v, Giv Avgv‡`i eÜz| KZ b¤^i iƒ‡g
Av‡Q? I‡`i‡K Avgiv Ggb GKUv mvicÖvBR †`e bv!Õ
Ômy¨BU b¤^i wZb‡kv ev‡iv| wKš‘ Zuviv †Zv evB‡i
†ewi‡q‡Qb| e‡j †M‡Qb `ycy‡ii w`‡K jv †L‡Z wd‡i
Avm‡eb|Õ
Øx‡c µvBg †iU cÖvq k~‡b¨i †KvVvq, ZvB wmwKDwiwUi
e¨e¯’v bv _vKviB gZ| ivbvi Kv‡Q Rv`yi KvwV A_©vr gv÷vi
Kx Av‡Q, wg÷vi eªvqvb I wg÷vi R‡Ki my¨B‡U XyK‡Z †Kvb
mgm¨v n‡jv bv| †fZi †_‡K `iRv eÜ K‡i w`‡q Zj−vkx
134 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
Pvjvj Iiv| `y‡Uv †eWiƒ‡gB weQvbv GLbI ˆZwi Kiv nqwb|
wmwUsiƒ‡g ¯‹P ûBw¯‹i GKUv †evZj cvIqv †MjÑA‡a©K Lvwj|
†iKW© e‡j, gviKvm Lye GKUv †L‡Z cv‡i bv, ewg K‡i
†d‡j; Kv‡RB ivbv a‡i wbj ûBw¯‹UzKz †L‡q‡Q gviKv‡mi m‡½
Avmv Mvbg¨vb|
ûBw¯‹ Avi K‡qKUv wmMv‡i‡Ui Aewkóvsk Qvov Zviv wKQy
†d‡j †i‡L hvqwb| gviKvm m¤¢eZ m‡½ K‡i †Kvb jv‡MR
wb‡q Av‡mwb| †m †h Kv‡Ri R‡b¨ G‡m‡Q Zv‡Z †ewk mgq
jvMvi K_v bq| wb‡R‡K Wvdz mvjRybvm e‡j cwiPq w`‡q †K
†dvb K‡iwQj Zv Z`š— K‡i †`Lv Avi K¨v¤ú KgvÛvi †MbvwW
Mv¤^y‡mi AvbyMZ¨ hvPvB Kiv| KgvÛvi Mv¤^y‡mi Rxeb
wec¾bK SzuwKi g‡a¨ c‡o †M‡Q, mwZ¨ hw` wZwb mvjRybv‡mi
Aby‡iva †g‡b wb‡q gyf Ki‡Z A¯^xK…wZ Rvwb‡q _v‡Kb|
gviKvm †h‡nZz GLv‡b MZKvj †cuŠ‡Q‡Q, Mv¤^ym nq‡Zv
GiBg‡a¨ wbnZ n‡q‡Qb|
cvnvo †_‡K †b‡g AvaNÈv †LuvRvLyuwRi ci GKRb †cÖŠp
U¨vw· WªvBfvi‡K cvIqv †Mj, cÖPzi †L‡qI `vwe Ki‡Q †m g`
Lvqwb, gvZvjI nqwb| Zvi Kv‡jv eyBK MvwoUvi eqm
cÂv‡ki †ewk n‡e †Zv Kg bq| cyiv‡bv GwÄb ÷vU© †bqvi
mgq †h nuvwPUv w`j, ivbvi m‡›`n n‡jv †MvUv Øxc †Ku‡c
D‡V‡Q|
cvnv‡oi Kvwb©mB iv¯—v, Av‡iK cv‡k A‡bK wb‡P mvMi|
Iibm ˆmK‡Zi KvQvKvwQ P‡j G‡m‡Q eyBK, GB mgq euvK
Ny‡i K¨v¤ú Avi wfjvi c_ aij WªvBfvi|
`~i †_‡K K¨v¤úUvi ïay Avfvm cvIqv †Mj, fvj K‡i wKQy
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 135
†`Lvi my‡hvM wgjj bv| mvwi mvwi meyR `vjvb †hb ¸uwo †g‡i
Av‡Q, Mvwoi cv‡ki `xN© KuvUvZv‡ii †eov †_‡K eû`~‡i|
†eovi w`‡K wcQb wdij U¨vw·| GLvb †_‡K wfjvUv †ek
A‡bKUv `~‡i|
evwoUvi Qv‡` Uvwj emv‡bv n‡q‡Q| KvQvKvwQ †cuŠ‡Q
WªvBfvi‡K _vg‡Z ejj ivbv| g` †L‡jI, †jvKUv wVKgZB
Mvwo Pvjv‡”Q|
Kvi“KvR Kiv m`i `iRvi Kov bvoj ivbv| †h-†Kvb
NUbvi R‡b¨ ˆZwi Iiv| Zvivbv Zvi cv‡m©i wcQ‡b †ejwRqvb
Av‡Mœqv¯¿Uv Avevi jywK‡q †i‡L‡Q| Zvi Avkv, Gevi IUv
e¨envi Kivi my‡hvM cv‡e| ivbv Ii wc¯—j R¨v‡K‡Ui mvBW
c‡K‡U †i‡L‡Q, GKUv nvZI Ii †mLv‡bB| ey‡ov GK MÖxK
PvKi `iRv Lyjj|
Ôï‡f”Qv ¯^vMZg, ûRyi,Õ MÖxK fvlvq Af¨_©bv Rvbvj †m|
ÔAvcbviv wK KgvÛv‡ii m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z G‡m‡Qb?Õ
ÔG·wKDR wg,Õ weoweo K‡i ejj ivbv, big nv‡Z Zv‡K
GKcv‡k mwi‡q Zvivbv‡K wb‡q †fZ‡i Xy‡K coj| GUv eo
GKUv wjwfsiƒg| GKw`‡Ki cy‡ivUv †`qvj KuvP w`‡q ˆZwi,
cvnvo Avi ebf~wg †`Lv hv‡”Q|
Ôc−xR!Õ ey‡ov PvKi Bs‡iwR‡Z cÖwZev` Kij|
GK Kvgiv †_‡K Av‡iK Kvgivq Xy‡K mvP© Ki‡Q Iiv|
me‡k‡l Avevi njiƒ‡g wd‡i Gj| wfjvq Avi †KD †bB|
ÔKgvÛvi †Kv_vq?Õ ey‡ov‡K wR‡Ám Kij Zvivbv|
cÖej‡e‡M gv_v bvoj †jvKUv| Ô†bB| P‡j †M‡Qb|Õ
Ô†Kv_vq?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
136 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
Ô†M‡Qb Av‡gwiKvb‡`i m‡½| †M‡Qb K¨v‡¤ú|Õ
wfjv †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m U¨vw·‡Z Poj Iiv| ÔwgwjUvwi
K¨v‡¤ú wb‡q P‡jv,Õ WªvBfvi‡K ejj ivbv|
ÔGKevi †Zv e‡jwQ Avwg gvZvj bB, ZviciI Gfv‡e
Avgv‡K cix¶v Kivi gv‡bUv wK?Õ †PvL ivwO‡q wR‡Ám Kij
WªvBfvi|
Ô†Zvgv‡K cix¶v Kiv n‡”Q bv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvgiv mwZ¨
mwZ¨ wgwjUvwi K¨v‡¤ú †h‡Z PvBwQ|Õ
ÔGB K_v! Zvn‡j AvwgI ILv‡b Avcbv‡`i‡K wb‡q wM‡q
cÖgvY Kie †h mwZ¨ Avwg gvZvj nBwb|Õ
ÔILv‡b wM‡q wK Kie Avgiv?Õ ivbv‡K wR‡Ám Kij
Zvivbv|
KuvKi Qov‡bv c_ a‡i Avevi QyUj eyBK| ÔwK Kie Zv
GLbI wVK Kwiwb,Õ ¯^xKvi Kij ivbv| ÔZ‡e †Kb †hb g‡b
n‡”Q Aš—Z evB‡i †_‡K n‡jI K¨v¤úUv GKevi †`Lv
`iKvi|Õ
Z‡e AZ `~i Iiv †Mj bv| euvK wb‡q †h iv¯—vq DVj †mUv
KuvUvZv‡ii †eovi m‡½ mgvš—ivjfv‡e GwM‡q‡Q, wKQy`~i hvevi
ci wKQy †Svc Avi MvQcvjv †`L‡Z †c‡q WªvBfv‡ii D‡Ï‡k
†PuwP‡q DVj ivbv, Ô÷c!Õ iv¯—v †Q‡o IB †Svc Avi MvQ¸‡jvi
w`‡K GwM‡q‡Q †Kvb Mvwoi PvKvi `vM|
m‡½ m‡½ eyBK _vwg‡q WªvBfvi Awfgvbx my‡i Rvb‡Z
PvBj, ÔGLbI Avcbviv Awf‡hvM Ki‡eb †h Avwg gvZvj?Õ
Zvi K_vq Kvb bv w`‡q Zvivbv wR‡Ám Kij, ÔwK e¨vcvi,
ivbv?Õ
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 137
 ÔwVK eyS‡Z cviwQ bv| Zzwg e‡mv|Õ Mvwo †_‡K †b‡g wc¯—
jUv †ei Kij ivbv| †Svc¸‡jvi KvQvKvwQ †cuŠ‡Q Uvqv‡ii `vM
†_‡g †M‡Q| cv‡kB K‡qK †Rvov Ry‡Zvi Qvc, GLv‡b m¤¢eZ
a¯—vaw¯— n‡q‡Q| `vM¸‡jv‡K wcQ‡b †d‡j †Sv‡ci w`‡K G‡Mvj
ivbv| Av‡iKUz G‡Mv‡Z hv fq KiwQj, †`Lj †mUvB mwZ¨|
`xN©‡`nx GKRb gvbyl Nb GKUv †Sv‡ci Avov‡j c‡o Av‡Q,
GK Kvb †_‡K Aci Kvb ch©š— MjvUv KvUv| a‡i †bqv hvq
KgvÛvi †MbvwW Mv¤^ym‡K ivbv Lyu‡R †c‡q‡Q|
U¨vw·‡Z wd‡i G‡m wK †`‡L‡Q Zvivbv‡K ejj ivbv|
`yÕR‡bB Iiv PzcPvc e‡m _vKj wKQy¶Y| I‡`i‡K M¤¢xi I
wPwš—Z †`‡L WªvBfviI wb‡R‡K mvg‡j ivLj|
ÔKgvÛvi Mv¤^y‡mi mnKvix KvD‡K GiBg‡a¨ cv‡k †c‡q
†M‡Q gviKvm,Õ GKmgq wb¯—äZv †f‡O ejj ivbv| ÔAvgiv
hw` gviKvm‡K ai‡Z bv cvwi, GLvbKvi Uª~cm‡K Kvj †m
G‡_‡Ý wb‡q hv‡e|Õ
ÔwKš‘ Avgiv †Zv Avi Zv‡K aivi R‡b¨ K¨v‡¤ú XyK‡Z
cvwi bv,Õ ejj Zvivbv| Ô†QvULvU n‡jI, ILv‡b GKUv Avwg©
Zv‡K cvnviv w`‡q †i‡L‡Q|Õ
ÔP‡jv Zvn‡j †nv‡U‡j wdwi,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô`ycy‡i jvÂ
†L‡Z wdi‡e e‡j‡Q gviKvm, mwZ¨ mwZ¨ wdi‡ZI cv‡i|
Avgiv Zvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Kie|Õ
ivngvwbqvq †cuŠ‡Q U¨vw·i fvov †gUv‡”Q ivbv, WªvBfvi
Avevi cÖm½Uv Zzjj, ÔAvj−vni wK‡i jv‡M, mwZ¨ K_v ej‡eb,
Avwg wK GKeviI GZUzKz gvZjvwg K‡iwQ, m¨vi?Õ
Zvivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| ÔZzwg wK e‡jv, I gvZvj?Õ
138 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
Zvivbv gv_v bvoj|
†jvKUv m‡½ m‡½ Av‡iKUv cÖkœ Kij| ÔAvwg hw` gvZvj
bv nB, Zvn‡j †Kb ejv n‡e Avwg g` †L‡qwQ?Õ
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Zzwg g` †L‡qQ?Õ
ÔAvcbviv bv, Avcbviv bv! e‡j IB kvjx, Avgvi eDUv|
Avwg bvwK mviv¶Y g` Lvw”Q, Avi ZvB †`vR‡Li Av¸‡b
cyo‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K|Õ
fyi“ KzuP‡K ivbv wR‡Ám Kij, Ô†Zvgvi bvgUv wK e‡jv
†Zv|Õ
ÔBgvbyj RvKvwiqvm|Õ
ÔZzwg gymjgvb!Õ
ÔR¡x| AvcbvivI eywS?Õ WªvBfvi‡K weeªZ †`Lv‡”Q|
gv_v SuvKvj ivbv|
Ô†`vqv Ki‡eb, m¨viÑAvwg †hb g`Uv Qvo‡Z cvwi|Õ
†jvKUvi cÖvq †Ku‡` †djvi Ae¯’v| Mvwo Nywi‡q wb‡q P‡j
hv‡”Q|
ivbv fvej wPrKvi K‡i e‡j...wKš‘ wm×vš— cv‡ë Pzc K‡i
_vKj I|
ivngvwbqv B›Uvib¨vkbv‡j †cuŠ‡Q AveviI KviI †Pv‡L aiv
bv c‡o gviKv‡mi my¨B‡U XyKj Iiv| `iRvq Zvjv jvwM‡q
A‡c¶v Ki‡Q| †ejv cÖvq ev‡ivUv GLb, BwZg‡a¨ †eW¸‡jv
ˆZwi Kiv n‡q‡Q; †gBW ev iƒg-mvwf©m‡K wb‡q DwØMœ nevi
wKQy †bB|
¯−¨vKm myU-Gi m‡½ †QvU GKUv †f÷I c‡i‡Q Zvivbv,
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 139
†mUv Ly‡j †djvq ¯−¨vK‡m †MuvRv iBj †QvÆ GKUv e−vDR|
weQvbvq ï‡q coj †m, cv `y‡Uv GLbI †g‡S‡Z, jvj Pzj bxj
Pv`‡i Qwo‡q c‡o‡Q| wmwj‡Oi w`‡K †PvL †i‡L ejj, ÔGB †h
QvovQvwo n‡e, Avevi K‡e †`Lv n‡e †K Rv‡b| Avi hw`
`yÕR‡bi GKRb gviv hvB, †Kvbw`bB Avi †`Lv n‡e bv|Õ
Ônu¨v, Avgv‡`i †ckvq GUv GKUv Lvivc w`K...Õ
ÔKv‡RB fwel¨‡Zi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Kivi †Kvb gv‡b nq bv,Õ
ejj Zvivbv| Ôfvj jv‡M, Kv‡RB my‡hvM _vK‡Z _vK‡Z hZUv
cviv hvq †Zvgv‡K †c‡Z n‡e Avgvi|Õ †Lvjv Rvbvjv w`‡q
big, VvÊv evZvm XyK‡Q gviKv‡mi †eWiƒ‡g| Zvivbv Zvi
e−vD‡Ri †evZvg Lyj‡Z ïi“ Kij|
ÔGB, wK KiQ, GLb bv!Õ `ª“Z ejj ivbv| Ô†Zvgvi wK
gv_v Lvivc n‡q‡Q? Rv‡bv bv gviKvm †h-†Kvb gyn~‡Z© wd‡i
Avm‡Z cv‡i|Õ
Pvcv ¯^‡i †n‡m DVj Zvivbv| Ô†`L‡Z PvBwQjvg †Zvgvi
cÖwZwµqv wK nq| wVK Av‡Q, GLb bv|Õ
cÖwZwU wgwbU cvi n‡Z †hb GK NÈv jvM‡Q| mv‡o
ev‡ivUvi mgq wb‡R‡K Avi w¯’i ivL‡Z cvij bv Zvivbv|
ÔAvwg †W‡¯‹ hvw”Q|Õ
Ô†Kb?Õ
ÔgviKvm nq‡Zv †dvb K‡i wKQy Rvwb‡q‡Q| wKsev
†nv‡U‡ji Kg©Pvixiv †jvKgy‡LI Zvi m¤ú‡K© wKQy ï‡b _vK‡Z
cv‡i|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q, hvI,Õ AbygwZ w`j ivbv| ÔZ‡e gviKvm‡K
†`L‡Z †c‡j GKv wKQy Ki‡Z †h‡qv bv| GLv‡b Avm‡Z w`‡qv
140 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
Zv‡K|Õ
GK †m‡KÛ BZ¯—Z Kij Zvivbv| Zvici ejj, ÔwVK
Av‡Q, ivbv| K_v w`jvg|Õ
Zvivbv P‡j hvevi ci †g‡S‡Z cvqPvwi ïi“ Kij ivbv|
D‡ËRbv µgk evo‡QB| gviKvm‡K GB my¨B‡Ui †fZi
cvIqvUv ¸i“Z¡c~Y©| BwZg‡a¨ Zvi wcQ‡b Kg †`Šov‡bv nqwb|
†nv‡U‡ji wi‡mckb Gwiqvi w`‡K Zvivbv †M‡Q cuvP
wgwbUI nqwb, GB mgq KwiW‡i cv‡qi kã †cj ivbv| wc¯—j
†ei K‡i `iRvi mvg‡b P‡j G‡jv I| Kvb †c‡Z Av‡Q,
Av‡iKUv kã n‡jv| A‡c¶v Ki‡Q, wKš‘ wKQyB NU‡Q bv|
AZ¨š— mveav‡b I wbtk‡ã `iRvi Zvjv Lyjj| GKUz GKUz
K‡i GK Bw duvK Kij KevU, †mB duv‡K †PvL †i‡L KwiW‡i
ZvKvj| †KD †bB| AviI GKUz duvK Kij KevU| KwiW‡ii
AviI eo Ask †`L‡Z cv‡”Q GLb| †bB †KD| my¨BU †_‡K
†ewi‡q G‡jv Gevi| KB, wKQy bv| KwiW‡ii GKw`‡K wLjvb
AvK…wZi `iRv, `iRvi Icv‡k evMvb| wLjv‡bi Zjv w`‡q
evMv‡b †ewi‡q G‡m Pviw`K mvP© Kij| GLv‡bI †bB †KD|
evMvb †_‡K †ewi‡q hvevi Av‡iKUv `iRv Av‡Q, cÂvk dzU
`~‡i, †mw`KUvI GKevi †`‡L Gj| GKUv weovj ch©š— †bB|
Ae‡k‡l nvj †Q‡o w`j ivbv| D‡ËwRZ mœvqy‡K `vqx Kij I,
nq‡Zv wKQy †kv‡bBwb| KwiW‡i wd‡i G‡m Ava †Lvjv `iRv
w`‡q my¨B‡U XyKj|
KevU a‡i Ii wcQ‡b `iRv eÜ Ki‡Z hv‡e, GB mgq
†Pv‡Li †KvY w`‡q wKQy GKUv b‡o DV‡Z †`Lj ivbv| Z‡e
wiq¨v± Kivi mgq cvIqv †Mj bv| Lywj‡Z jvMv AvNvZUv mviv
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 141
kix‡i Zxeª e¨_vi †XD Zzjj|
nvZ †_‡K c‡o †Mj Iqvj_vi| †PŠKvV AuvK‡o aij ivbv,
IUvi IciB evwo †L‡jv kixiUv| GK cj‡Ki R‡b¨ GKUv
gyL †`L‡Z †cj, g‡b coj G‡_‡Ýi †c›UnvD‡m †`‡L‡Q|
wb‡iU †`qvj, Ii‡d AvKvwW©qv gviKvm| wnsmª cïi gZ
`y‡e©va¨ GKUv kã †ewi‡q G‡jv ivbvi Mjvi †fZi
†_‡KцPv‡L fvm‡Q nv‡qbvUvi cjvqb, gy‡L Kvqmv‡ii
LvwbKUv gvsmÑnvZ evwo‡q gviKv‡mi †PvL `y‡Uvi bvMvj
†c‡Z PvBj I| wKš‘ ZLbB Av‡iKUv AvNvZ jvMj gv_vi
cv‡k, †fZ‡i we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv D¾¡j Av‡jv| Zvici AK¯§vr
me AÜKvi n‡q †Mj|
142 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
GMv‡iv
ÔIi Ávb wdi‡Q|Õ
AvIqvRUv A¯úó, †hb cv‡ki Kvgiv †_‡K †f‡m G‡jv
ivbvi Kv‡b| wgU-wgU K‡i †PvL Lyjj, Z‡e `„wó cwi®‹vi n‡jv
bv| AveQv gZ wZb‡U g~wZ© †`L‡Z †cj wb‡Ri Pvicv‡k|
Ônu¨v, wVK Av‡Q, †PvL †Lv‡jv|Õ
MjvUv †Pbv| gviKvm K_v ej‡Q| k‡ãi Dr‡mi w`‡K
wd‡i †`Lvi †Póv Kij ivbv| Ii `„wó‡Z cwi®‹vi dzUj
†PnvivUv| Lvov GKUv wcjvi| Zvi `yÕcv‡k `yÕRb `uvwo‡q
Av‡Q| GKR‡bi evg †Pv‡L Kv‡jv cwÆ, †Pv‡Li RvqMvq
nq‡Zv KzrwmZ MZ© Av‡Q| GB †jvKUv‡K gviKv‡mi
eªvwRwjqvb ewWMvW© e‡j a‡i wbj ivbv| Aci †jvKUvi eqm
n‡e wÎk-ewÎk, ci‡b mvgwiK BDwbdg©| ivbv Av›`vR Kij,
wbnZ KgvÛvi Mv¤^y‡mi c`Uv m¤¢eZ G‡KB †`qv n‡q‡Q|
Ô†Zv,Õ wZ³K‡É, wPwe‡q wPwe‡q ejj gviKvm, Ô†Zvgvi
KvR Zvn‡j DB‡Ûv Iqvk Kiv?Õ Mjvi †fZi nvwmi gZ A™¢yZ
GKUv kã ˆZwi Kij †m, †fZ‡i †hb UMeM K‡i cvwb
dzU‡Q| ÔAvm‡j †K Zzwg?Õ
ÔIUvB Avgvi Avmj cwiPq| Iqvkvi| Avwg ayB| †avqvB
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 143
Avgvi KvR|Õ GZ K_v e‡j Avm‡j gv_vUv‡K wVKgZ Pvjy
nevi cÖ‡qvRbxq mgq w`‡Z PvB‡Q ivbv| Zvivbvi K_v g‡b
coj Ii| †m-I wK I‡`i nv‡Z aiv c‡o‡Q?
gviKvm wcwQ‡q wM‡q nv‡Zi D‡ëvwcV w`‡q ivbvi Mv‡j
gvij| GB cÖ_g eyS‡Z cvij ivbv, I‡K GKUv Lvov †Pqv‡i
ewm‡q ivLv n‡q‡Q| Zviv I‡K euv‡awb, Z‡e wc¯—jUv †bB|
R¨v‡K‡Ui †evZvg †Lvjv, eM‡ji wb‡P QywiUvi Aw¯—Z¡ Abyfe
Kiv hv‡”Q| gviKv‡mi gvi †L‡q †Pqvi †_‡K cÖvq c‡o
hvw”Qj I|
Ii w`‡K SzuKj gviKvm, ev‡Ni gZ MiMi AvIqvR
†ei“j Mjv †_‡K, ÔAvwg †`L‡Z cvw”Q, Avgv‡K Zzwg †P‡bvwb|Õ
ivbv j¶ Kij, Avwg© Awdmvi gviKv‡mi w`‡K `ª“Z GKevi
ZvKvj| ÔZ‡e GLb Zzwg nv‡o nv‡o †Ui cv‡e Avwg †K Ges
wK|Õ
ÔZzwg GKUv mvB‡Kv,Õ Zvi gy‡Li Ici e‡j w`j ivbv|
ÔZzwg GKUv kKzb|Õ
Av‡iKUv AvNvZ Avm‡Q †f‡e wb‡R‡K k³ Kij ivbv|
gviKvm wm‡a n‡jv, wb‡Ri kv‡U©i mvg‡bi w`KUv `yÕnv‡Z
Lvg‡P a‡i bvUKxq fw½‡Z Uvb w`‡q wQu‡o †djj| †MvUv eyK
I †cU Ry‡o ïK‡bv ¶Z, m¤¢eZ Av¸‡b †cvovi `vM| Ny‡i
wb‡Ri wcVUvI †`Lvj gviKvm, Zvici Avevi ivbvi w`‡K
wdij|
Ô†`L‡j?Õ †LuwK‡q DVj, †PvL `y‡Uvi D¾¡jZv †gv‡UI
¯^vfvweK bq| ÔLye †QvU‡ejvq Avgv‡`i A¨vcvU©‡g‡›U Av¸b
a‡i hvIqvq GB Ae¯’v nq Avgvi| nv‡Z R¡jš— wmMv‡iU wb‡q
144 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
weQvbvq D‡VwQj Avgvi evev| cwiev‡ii cÖwZ Ae‡njvi GUv
wQj Zvi me©‡kl bgybv| wKš‘ †`L‡ZB cv”Q, Avwg gviv
hvBwb| †f‡ev bv mviv Rxeb a‡i hv KiwQ Zvi R‡b¨ bi‡K
hve Avwg, KviY †mLv‡b Avgvi Av‡MB _vKv n‡q‡Q|Õ
ivbv fve‡Q| Av¸bUv gviKv‡mi †fZi wKQy GKUv cywo‡q
†`q| nq‡Zv Zvi AvZ¥vUvB cy‡o †M‡Q, Av‡`Š AvZ¥v e‡j hw`
wKQy †_‡K _v‡K| my¯’ GKUv gvby‡li gv_vq I g‡b hv hv
_v‡KÑmªóvi cÖwZ K…ZÁZv †eva, gvby‡li cÖwZ fvjevmv, mr
wPš—v I D‡Ïk¨ BZ¨vw`ÑgviKv‡mi gv_vq I g‡b Zvi †evanq
KYvgvÎI †bB, me IB Av¸‡b cy‡o QvB n‡q †M‡Q| †m hLb
†evZvg¸‡jv jvMvevi †Póv Ki‡Q, ivbv Dcjwä Kij †Kb
†jvKUv‡K Lvov wcjv‡ii gZ †`Lvq| ¶‡Zi Kvi‡Y Pvgovq
Uvb covq eyKUv‡K wPwZ‡q ivL‡Z nq Zv‡K|
ÔGLb Zzwg wPb‡j Avgv‡K,Õ wnmwnm K‡i DVj gviKvm|
ÔGevi e‡jv †K Zzwg| Avgvi wcQy wb‡q †Kb G‡mQ
gvB‡Kv‡bv‡m?Õ
ivbv wbi“Ëi|
ÔZzwg wK wmAvBG?Õ gviKv‡mi cÖKvÊ gyL ivbvi †Pv‡Li
mvg‡b P‡j Gj| Mig wbtk¦vm †dj‡Q ivbvi Mjvq| ÔZzwgB wK
Wvdz mvjRybv‡mi bv‡g KgvÛvi Mv¤^ym‡K †Uwj‡dvb K‡iwQ‡j?Õ
Zvivbvi Ici Av¯’v Av‡Q ivbvi, †m gy³ _vK‡j e¨vK
Avc wn‡m‡e mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z Avm‡eB| wKš‘ †m wK Rv‡b GLv‡b
wK NU‡Q? bv Rvb‡j †evKvi gZ my¨B‡U Xy‡K co‡e| Z‡e bv,
GKRb B‡›Uwj‡RÝ G‡R›U AZ †evKv nq bv| ÔAvwg wmAvB-G
bB, wewmAvB,Õ gviKvm‡K ejj ivbv|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 145
 ÔwewmAvB? gv‡b?Õ gviKvm †hb AvKvk †_‡K coj|
ÔwewmAvB gv‡b evsjv‡`k KvD›Uvi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ,Õ ejj
ivbv|
Ôevsjv‡`k? GB bv‡g †Kvb †`k Av‡Q, GUvB †Zv Avwg
Rvwb bv!Õ gviKvm nZf¤^| Ô†h †`k‡K Avwg wPwb bv †mB
†`‡ki m‡½ Avgvi kΓZv _v‡K wK K‡i? †m †`‡ki KvD›Uvi
B‡›Uwj‡RÝ Avgvi wcQ‡b jv‡M †Kb?Õ
ivbv nvmj| ÔZzwg †Zvgvi †nvgIAK© K‡ivwb, gviKvm|
ÔGgb wK eo Acivax n‡Z n‡jI GUvi cÖ‡qvRb Av‡Q|Õ
Avm‡j K_v evwo‡q Zvivbvi mywe‡a K‡i w`‡Z PvB‡Q I|
Ô†nvgIAK© Kwiwb †Zv wK n‡q‡Q, evsjv‡`k ev wewmAvB
Avgvi wK wQuo‡Z cvi‡Q?Õ
ÔwK wQu‡owQ ev wQuoe wb‡RB †Ui cv‡e, Avgvi gyL †_‡K
ïb‡Z n‡e bv|Õ
ÔAvgvi wei“‡× wK lohš¿ cvwK‡qQ †Zvgiv? †Zvgvi m‡½
Avi †K †K Av‡Q?Õ D‡ËRbvq nuvcv‡”Q gviKvm|
K_v bv e‡j ivbv ïay gv_v bvoj| wc¯—jUv D‡ëv K‡i a‡i
ivbvi w`‡K GwM‡q Avm‡Q gviKv‡mi ewWMvW©|
Ô_v‡gv,Õ fvix Mjvq ejj gviKv‡mi bZzb KgvÛvi| ÔMÖx‡m
e›`x‡`i K_v ejvevi m¤ú~Y© bZzb wKQy †KŠkj Avwe®‹vi K‡iwQ
Avgiv| wKš‘ GB B›Uv‡iv‡Mkb c×wZi Lvivc w`K n‡jv,
mve‡R± fxlY wPrKvi Avi cvqLvbv-cÖmªve K‡i †d‡j|
Avgv‡`i‡K †Zv K¨v‡¤ú wdi‡ZB n‡e, Pjyb I‡KI m‡½ K‡i
wb‡q hvB|Õ
cÖ¯—veUv wb‡q K‡qK †m‡KÛ wPš—v Kij gviKvm, Zvici
146 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
ejj, Ônu¨v, †mB fvj|Õ
ivbv‡K a‡i †Pqvi †_‡K †Zvjv n‡jv| I fve‡Q, ZvivbvUv
†Mj †Kv_vq! wi‡mckb †W¯‹ †_‡K wdi‡Z GZ¶Y †Zv jvMvi
K_v bq| bvwK Zv‡KI a‡i‡Q Iiv? wKš‘ wR‡Ám Kivi †Zv
Dcvq †bB|
ivngvwbqvi cvwK©s GwiqvUv cÖ‡ekc_ †_‡K A‡bKUv `~‡i,
wbR©b GKUv RvqMvq| ILv‡b †cuŠ‡Q Qywii mvnvh¨ wb‡q
cvjvevi †Póv Ki‡e ivbv| Zviv hw` I‡K K¨v‡¤ú wb‡q †h‡Z
cv‡i, R¨vš— Avi wdi‡Z n‡e bv|
wKš‘ Qywi e¨env‡ii †KvbI my‡hvMB cvIqv †Mj bv|
gviKv‡mi ewWMvW© mviv¶Y Ii cuvR‡i wc¯—‡ji gvRj †VwK‡q
ivLj, GgbwK Mvwo‡Z IVvi ciI| ivbvi Aci w`‡K e‡m‡Q
gviKvm wb‡R| WªvBf Ki‡Q Avwg© Awdmvi|
kni †_‡K †ewi‡q cvnvox iv¯—v a‡i QyUj Kvi, ivbv
Zvivbvi K_v fyj‡Z cvi‡Q bv| †g‡qUvi wK n‡jv †evSv
hv‡”Q bv| Zvi †Zv Rvbvi K_v †h gviKvm wdi‡Q †`L‡j m‡½
m‡½ ivbvi cv‡k P‡j Avm‡Z n‡e|
kni †_‡K †ewi‡q gvBjLv‡bK GwM‡q‡Q Iiv, Aa©e„ËvKvi
GKUv euvK Nyi‡Q, nVvr wek MR `~‡i GKUv APj Mvwo‡K
`uvwo‡q _vK‡Z †`Lv †Mj mi“ iv¯—vi gvSLv‡b| ivbvi g‡b
coj, MvwoUv‡K †nv‡U‡ji mvg‡bi w`‡K †Kv_vI †`‡L‡Q I,
†nv‡Uj KZ…©c¶B m¤¢eZ IUvi gvwjK| Avwg© Awdmvi †eª‡K
Pvc w`j, wgwjUvwi Kvi no‡K G‡m APj MvwoUvi KvQ †_‡K
gvÎ K‡qK dzU `~‡i SuvwK †L‡q `uvwo‡q coj|
ÔwK NUbv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij gviKvm|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 147
 ÔAPj GKUv Mvwo, wbðqB hvwš¿K †Mvj‡hvM,Õ Awdmvi
ejj| ÔWªvBfvi m¤¢eZ †gKvwbK Avb‡Z †M‡Q|Õ
ÔeySjvg †Zv,Õ w¶ß †`Lv‡”Q gviKvm‡K| ÔGevi c_ †_‡K
IUv‡K mivevi e¨e¯’v Ki“b|Õ
I‡`i Mvwoi Wvb w`‡K Mfxi Lv`, D‡ëvw`‡K cÖvq Lvov
cv_y‡i Xvj| Awdmvi Mvwo †_‡K evg w`‡K bvgj; mveav‡b cv
†d‡j, ax‡i ax‡i wØZxq MvwoUvi w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q|
gviKvm e‡m Av‡Q ivbvi Wvb w`‡K| `iRv Ly‡j Lv‡`i
w`‡K bvgj †m, †cf‡g‡›U `uvwo‡q Awdmvi wK K‡i †`L‡Q|
Mvwoi †fZi GLb ivbv Avi gviKv‡mi ewWMvW©, ewWMv‡W©i
wc¯—j ivbvi cuvR‡i †V‡K Av‡Q|
I‡`i Mvwoi cvk †_‡K gviKvm Mjv Pwo‡q wb‡`©k w`j,
Ô†V‡j Lv‡` †d‡j w`b IUv‡K!Õ
Ô†m †PóvB Kie,Õ Awdmv‡ii Reve †f‡m Gj|
IUvB Zvi †kl K_v| wØZxq MvwoUvi cv‡k †hB †m
†_‡g‡Q Agwb ivbv †`L‡Z †cj Lv‡`i wKbviv †_‡K Zvivbvi
gv_v iv¯—vi †j‡f‡j D‡V Avm‡Q| †evSvB hv‡”Q †h †nv‡Uj
Kvgivi evB‡i †_‡K I‡`i K_v ïbwQj †m, ivbv‡K K¨v‡¤ú
wb‡q hvIqv n‡e ï‡b †nv‡U‡ji Mvwo Pzwi K‡i I‡`i Av‡M GB
iv¯—vq †cuŠ‡Q‡Q| G-I †evSv hv‡”Q †h Lv‡`i wKbviv †_‡K
K‡qK dzU wb‡P Kvwb©m ev IB iKg wKQy GKUv Av‡Q, †hLv‡b
cv †i‡L `uvwo‡q _vK‡Z Zvivbvi †Kvb Amywe‡aB n‡”Q bv|
Ômveavb!Õ Awdmv‡ii D‡Ï‡k †PuwP‡q DVj gviKvm, †`Lj
Zvivbv j¶¨w¯’i Ki‡Q|
MÖxK Awdmvi Nvo wdwi‡q ZvKv‡Z hv‡e, GB mgq M‡R©
148 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
DVj Zvivbvi A¯¿| Awdmv‡ii Kcv‡j †QvÆ jvj GKUv
†egvbvb wUc †`Lv †Mj| wcQbw`‡K wQU‡K APj Mvwoi Ici
coj †m, †mLvb †_‡K iv¯—vq| BwZg‡a¨ Zvivbvi wc¯—j
gviKv‡mi w`‡K Ny‡i †M‡Q| gviKvmI wb‡Ri wc¯—j †ei
Ki‡Q| Awdmvi‡K Av‡M Uv‡M©U Kivq g‡b g‡b Zvivbvi
cÖksmv Kij ivbv, KviY Rv‡b gviKvm‡K gvivi R‡b¨ †Kgb
Aw¯’i n‡q Av‡Q †m|
gviKvm‡K nvwi‡q w`j Zvivbv; Avevi M‡R© DVj Zvi
†QvÆ Av‡Mœqv¯¿, gviKvm‡K jvMv‡ZI †c‡i‡Q|
Mvwoi †fZi gviKv‡mi ewWMvW© ivbvi w`‡K wc¯—j a‡i
Av‡Q, Rv‡b bv GB Pig msK‡U cÖ_‡gB Zvi wK Kiv DwPZ|
gviKvm‡K ¸wj †L‡Z †`‡L Zvi wØav †K‡U †Mj, wm×vš— wbj
cÖ_‡g ivbv‡K ¸wj Ki‡e, Zvici Mvwo †_‡K †ewi‡q Zvivbvi
e¨e¯’v| wc¯—‡j †cuPv‡bv Zvi AvOy‡ji wMuU mv`v n‡q hv‡”Q|
fuvR Kiv KbyB w`‡q Zvi A¯¿ aiv nv‡Z ¸u‡Zv gvij ivbv| ¸wj
n‡jv, ivbvi cv‡ki Rvbvjvi KuvP †f‡O †ewi‡q †Mj ey‡jU|
Ii Aci nv‡Z †ewi‡q Avmv Qywi Nu¨vP K‡i †muwa‡q †Mj
†jvKUvi cuvR‡ii †fZi| Zvi †Ljvi GLv‡bB mgvwß|
¸wjUv gviKv‡mi Kuv‡a †j‡M‡Q, Z‡e nvo fvO‡Z cv‡iwb;
ïay mvgvb¨ Pvgov Avi gvsm Lvg‡P Zz‡j wb‡q †M‡Q|
†cf‡g‡›U ï‡q Zvivbvi ¸wji Rev‡e †m-I ¸wj Ki‡Q| jvd
w`‡q Mvwo †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡jv ivbv, gv_v wbPz K‡i Av‡Q,
MvwoUv‡K e¨envi Ki‡Q Kvfvi wn‡m‡e| nv‡Z wc¯—j wb‡q
wØZxq MvwoUvi w`‡K hv‡”Q I| gviKvm BwZg‡a¨ Zvivbv‡K
Lv‡`i wb‡P jyKv‡Z eva¨ K‡i‡Q|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 149
 wØZxq MvwoUvi Kv‡Q †cuŠQvj ivbv, GB mgq gviKvm †`‡L
†djj I‡K| cici `yÕevi M‡R© DVj Zvi wc¯—j, ivbvi cv‡k
iv¯—vi Qvj ¸u‡ov n‡q wQUKvj| WvBf w`‡q MvwoUvi Avov‡j
P‡j G‡jv ivbv| Qy‡U G‡m wgwjUvwi Kv‡i D‡V coj gviKvm|
Lv‡`i wKbviv †_‡K Avevi gv_v Zzjj Zvivbv, ¸wjI Kij,
wKš‘ gviKvm‡K jvMv‡Z cvij bv| gviKvm WªvBwfs wm‡U D‡V
e‡m‡Q| GwÄb M‡R© DVj|
wm‡a n‡q gviKvm‡K GKUv ¸wj Kij ivbv| nVvr SuvwK
†L‡q mvg‡b evoj Kvi, mivmwi ivbvi w`‡K Avm‡Q|
Av‡iKUv ¸wj K‡i Qy‡U Avmv Kvi-Gi c_ †_‡K WvBf w`‡q
m‡i †Mj| weKU k‡ã wØZxq Mvwoi m‡½ av°v †L‡jv †mUv|
msN‡l©i G‡Kev‡i KvQvKvwQ ï‡q Av‡Q ivbv, nvZ w`‡q gyL
†X‡K cÖv_©bv Ki‡Q wQbœwfbœ †jvnv †hb Ii gvsm wP‡i bv †`q|
ûBj Nywi‡q, wifvm© wMqvi w`‡q, wb‡Ri MvwoUv‡K Avjv`v
Kij gviKvm, euvK wb‡q kn‡ii w`‡K wd‡i hv‡”Q| Avi GK
†m‡K‡Ûi g‡a¨ cvjv‡e †m; GUvB †kl my‡hvM a‡i wb‡q
mveav‡b j¶¨w¯’i Kij ivbv, GKUv PvKv dvwU‡q w`j|
ZviciI Mvwo wb‡q QyU‡Q gviKvm| Zvivbv ci ci `y‡Uv ¸wj
Kij| Mvwoi Mv‡q kã Kij ey‡jU¸‡jv, gviKvm‡K jv‡Mwb|
wm‡a n‡q m`¨ †Zveov‡bv MvwoUvi `iRv Lyjj ivbv| Ii
nvZ †_‡K L‡m †cf‡g‡›U c‡o †Mj †mUv| †fZ‡i Xy‡K ÷vU©
†`qvi †Póv Kij I| wZbev‡ii ci mvov w`j GwÄb|
QyUš— Mvwo‡Z jvd w`‡q D‡V coj Zvivbv| ïi“ n‡jv
avIqv| kni ch©š— I‡`i `„wómxgvi †fZiB _vKj wgwjUvwi
Kvi| Zvici nvwi‡q †dj‡jI GKUz †LuvRvLyuwR Ki‡ZB Avevi
150 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
†`L‡Z †cj IqvUvid«‡›U| Lvwj Mvwo, †fZ‡i gviKvm †bB|
ÔLye †ewk `~i †h‡Z cv‡iwb,Õ ejj Zvivbv| ÔAvwg Gw`‡Ki
Kv‡d¸‡jvq †`‡L Avwm|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvwg †`wL †evU¸‡jv| mveav‡b,
nu¨v?Õ
ÔZzwgI wKš‘,Õ gv_v SuvwK‡q ejj Zvivbv, nb nb K‡i
Kv‡d¸‡jvi w`‡K G‡Mvj| Iw`‡K jywK‡q _vKvi gZ RvqMvi
†Kvb Afve †bB|
j¤^v GKUv †RwU a‡i G‡Mvj ivbv| Uz¨wi÷‡`i †QvULvU
GKUv wfo i‡q‡Q Gw`‡K, †evU Avm‡e Zvi A‡c¶vq `uvwo‡q
i‡q‡Q Zviv| gviKvm m¤ú‡K© cÖkœ Ki‡Z hv‡e, GB mgq
GKUv †gvUi j‡Âi MR©b ïb‡Z †cj I| †RwUi gv_vq IB
j‡Â gviKvm‡K †`Lv hv‡”Q| GiB g‡a¨ iIbv n‡q †M‡Q †m|
QyUj ivbv| hLb eyS‡Z cvij jvd w`‡qI j‡Â IVv hv‡e
bv, wc¯—j Zz‡j j¶¨w¯’i Kij| ¸wj Ki‡Z wM‡qI Kij bv I,
KviY †`L‡Z †cj Ii cv‡kB cvwb‡Z †QvU GKUv †evU
fvm‡Q| jvd w`‡q †evUUvq bvgj I, nuv K‡i `uvwo‡q _vKv
gvwjK‡K ejj, Ô÷vU© `vI!Õ
Ii nv‡Z wc¯—j i‡q‡Q, †jvKUv cÖwZev` bv K‡i ÷vU© w`j
†evU|
ÔGevi †b‡g hvI|Õ
ÔwKš‘...Õ
Ôbv‡gv ejwQ!Õ cÖvq †L‡c DVj ivbv|
†jvKUv †evU †Q‡o †b‡g †h‡ZB gviKv‡mi wcQy wbj ivbv|
wcQb wd‡i ZvKv‡Z Zvivbv‡K †`L‡Z †cj, W‡Ki †kl gv_vq
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 151
`uvwo‡q wPrKvi K‡i Ii bvg a‡i WvK‡Q| wKš‘ GLb Avi
wd‡i wM‡q Zv‡K wb‡q Avmv m¤¢e bq| nvZ Zz‡j bvoj ivbv|
Ômveav‡b!Õ Gwćbi AvIqvR‡K Qvwc‡q IVv Zvi wPrKvi
ïb‡Z †cj ivbv|
gviKvm hLb gviv hv‡e, Ii m‡½ Zvivbv _vK‡e bv,
fve‡Z LvivcB jvM‡Q ivbvi| evKviv‡K wb‡q †m-I †Zv
cÖwZ‡kva wb‡ZB G‡m‡Q| wKš‘ wbqwZi weavb nq‡Zv
Ab¨iKg| gviKvm‡K cÖ‡ekgy‡Li †fZi w`‡q Bbvi nviev‡i
XyK‡Z †`Lj ivbv, wcQ‡b gm„Y Rjc_ †i‡L hv‡”Q| GB
myiw¶Z Rjmxgvi evB‡i †QvU A_P PÂj †XD i‡q‡Q| ivbvi
†QvU †evU ILv‡b †cuŠQv‡Z jvMvg Uvbv †Nvovi gZ DuPz n‡jv
evievi, †Pv‡L-gy‡L †jvbv cvwbi wQUv jvM‡Q| e¨vcviUv GLb
cwi®‹vi, †W‡jvm AvBj¨v‡Ûi KvQvKvwQ RbemwZnxb GKUv
Øx‡c †cuŠQv‡Z PvB‡Q gviKvm|
gviKv‡mi Pzwi Kiv j‡Âi †P‡q ivbvi †ev‡Ui ¯úxW †ewk|
†QvU †ev‡Ui wKbviv a‡i cÖvq Sz‡j ev ï‡q Av‡Q ivbv, ax‡i
ax‡i Kwg‡q Avb‡Q `~iZ¡| GB mgq Avevi Zvivbvi K_v g‡b
coj Ii| gvB‡Kv‡bv‡m †ek Sv‡gjv †cvnv‡Z n‡e †ePvwi‡K|
hZB e¨vL¨v w`K, cywjm nq‡Zv Zv mwZ¨ e‡j wek¦vm Ki‡Z
PvB‡e bv| Z‡e †Rbv‡ij †mivd‡K †dvb Ki‡j KZ…©c¶
Zv‡`i me cÖ‡kœiB DËi †c‡q hv‡eb| ivbv gvB‡Kv‡bv‡m wd‡i
nq‡Zv †`L‡Z cv‡e Zvivbv‡K †g‡Wj civ‡bv n‡”Q| Kcv‡j
hw` †div _v‡K Avi wK|
nVvr K‡iB gviKvm‡K k~wUs †i‡Äi g‡a¨ †c‡q †Mj ivbv,
Z‡e I‡K nvwi‡q w`‡q gviKvmB Av‡M ¸wj Kij| cici
152 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
`y‡Uv, `y‡UvB DBÛkx‡ì †j‡M dvBevi M−vm dvwU‡q w`j|
ivbvi †QvU †evU mviv¶Y jvdv‡”Q, Kv‡RB wKQy GKUvq
jvMv‡Z cvivI `¶Zvi cwiPq enb K‡i| wc¯—j †ei K‡i
gviKv‡mi KvVv‡gvq j¶¨w¯’i Kij ivbv| ¸wjUv jvMj bv|
wc¯—‡j Avi gvÎ `y‡Uv ey‡jU Av‡Q|
Øx‡ci †QvÆ I cwiZ¨³ GKUv GjvKvi w`‡K QyU‡Q Iiv|
Gw`‡Ki cvwb kvš—| DËß, †iv‡` dvUv, fMœcÖvq GKUv W‡Ki
w`‡K hv‡”Q gviKvm| Zv‡K wc¯—jUv wi‡jvW Ki‡Z †`Lj
ivbv| evowZ A¨vgywbk‡bi mywe‡aUv †mB cv‡e| W‡K jÂ
_vgvevi wVK Av‡M ivbvi w`‡K `y‡Uv ¸wj Kij †m, D‡Ïk¨
`~‡i mwi‡q ivLv| eo GKUv e„Ë ˆZwi K‡i G‡Mvj ivbv,
gviKvm‡K mn‡R Øx‡c DV‡Z w`‡Z ivwR bq| Z‡e ¸wj Ki‡Q
bv I| GLb ey‡jU AcPq Kiv hv‡e bv|
j‡Â Szu‡K i‡q‡Q gviKvm, wK †hb Ki‡Q| j GiB g‡a¨
W‡K wf‡o‡Q| ivbv fvej, GUvB †evanq Ii my‡hvM| †evU
GKUz Nywi‡q W‡K XyK‡Z hv‡”Q| †hB wc¯—‡ji †i‡Ä P‡j G‡jv
jÂ, wm‡a n‡q `„wóc‡_ †ei“j gviKvm, wK †hb GKUv Qyu‡o
w`j ivbvi †evU j¶¨ K‡i|
wRwbmUv †ev‡Ui KKwc‡U coj| wdDR cyo‡Z †`‡L ivbv
eySj, j †_‡K wWbvgvBU †c‡q‡Q gviKvm| gvB‡Kv‡bvm
Øx‡ci Ab¨ GK gv_vq cvnvo †K‡U iv¯—v ˆZwi Kivi Kv‡R GB
wWbvgvBU e¨envi Kiv n‡”Q| Zz‡j †ev‡Ui evB‡i †d‡j †`‡e,
AZ mgq †bB nv‡Z, wdDRUv †QvU| wc¯—j †e‡ë ¸u‡R †evU
†_‡K WvBf w`‡q cvwb‡Z coj I, Zvici `ª“Z muvZiv‡Z ïi“
Kij|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 153
 we‡ùvi‡Yi AvIqvR Kv‡bi c`©v dvwU‡q †`qvi Dcµg
Kij, So DVj Mig evZv‡m, cvwb‡Z ˆZwi n‡jv eo AvKv‡ii
†XD| ivbvi Pviw`‡K AveR©bv S‡i co‡Q, Z‡e muvZ‡i †ewi‡q
Avm‡Z cvij I| Nvo wdwi‡q ZvKv‡Z †`Lj mvi‡d‡m Av¸b
R¡j‡Q, KzÊjx cvKv‡bv Kv‡jv †auvqv DV‡Q AvKv‡k|
fvM¨¸‡Y †eu‡P †M‡Q ivbv| muvZ‡i W‡Ki cv‡ki ˆmK‡Z
†cuŠQv‡Z PvB‡Q I| I‡K †`L‡Z †c‡q Avevi `y‡Uv ¸wj Kij
gviKvm| `yÕnvZ mvg‡bi cvwb‡Z WvBf w`j ey‡jU¸‡jv|
Av‡iKUv ¸wj Kij gviKvm| Gevi jvMj|
evg evûi Ici w`‡K Pvgov Qyu‡q †ewi‡q †M‡Q ey‡jUUv|
g‡b g‡b Ô`uvov kvjvÕ e‡j Mvwj w`‡jI GKUv K_v †f‡e
kw¼Z †eva KijÑZx‡i hw` †cuŠQv‡Z cv‡iI, Ii Kv‡Q nq‡Zv
†Kvb A¯¿ _vK‡e bv, KviY cvwb‡Z †fRv wc¯—‡ji KvZz©R KvR
bvI Ki‡Z cv‡i|
ivbv GLbI Zx‡ii w`‡K Avm‡Q †`‡L Ny‡i AvMvQv fwZ©
WK †_‡K QyUj gviKvm| ØxcUvi wbPz I mgZj GKUv
GjvKvi w`‡K hv‡”Q †m, Iw`‡K eûKvj Av‡M cwiZ¨³ wKQy
Kzu‡oNi Av‡Q †R‡j‡`i| ivbvi R‡b¨ m¤¢eZ ILv‡bB IZ
†c‡Z _vK‡e †m|
Xvj †e‡q ax‡i ax‡i DVj ivbv| mvg‡bi †Lvjv RvqMvi
†Kv_vI gviKvm‡K †`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv| Mig †iv‡` Mv‡qi †jvbv
cvwb ïKv‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q| GLvb †_‡K cÖvq wZb‡kv MR mvg‡b
Rwgb Gw`‡Ki †P‡q wbPz, cÖvq mgZjB, Z‡e gvwU dzu‡o
†ewi‡q Av‡Q †QvUeo cv_i| AvjMv †evìviI AmsL¨|
GKmgq cv_i w`‡q wKQy `vjvbI evbv‡bv n‡qwQj, A‡bK
154 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
Av‡M a‡m co‡jI bgybv wn‡m‡e wKQy wcjvi I cuvwPj GLbI
`uvwo‡q Av‡Q| I¸‡jvi wcQ‡b cvnvo, Xvj¸‡jv LvovB ejv
hvq, D‡V †M‡Q ØxcUvi ga¨we›`yi w`‡K| IB P~ovq, AvKv‡k,
Av‡iKUv `vjvb †`Lv hv‡”Q| evwoUv †`vZjv, Qv` I
GKw`‡Ki †`qv‡ji †Kvb Aw¯—Z¡ †bB|
†iv‡` `uvwo‡q †PvL KzuP‡K gviKvm‡K LyuR‡Q ivbv|
†hLv‡bB jywK‡q _vKzK, DuwK-SzuwK gvi‡Q bv| wc¯—j †_‡K
KvZz©R †ei K‡i GKUv †evìv‡ii Ici ivLj I| wmwjÛvi
Ly‡j e¨v‡i‡ji †fZi ZvKvj| †gUvj wUD‡ei Mv‡q cvwbi
†duvUv †j‡M i‡q‡Q, cÖwZdwjZ †iv‡`i Avfvq PKPK Ki‡Q|
gy‡Li †fZi gvRj cy‡i cvwb †ei Kivi R‡b¨ dzu w`j| GZ
mZK©Zvi m‡½ euvwP‡q ivLv KvZz©R Kv‡Ri mgq wgmdvqvi
Ki‡Z cv‡i| Iqvj_viUv i‡q †M‡Q †nv‡U‡j Avi wgwjUvwi
K¨v‡¤ú hvevi c‡_ A¯¿ev‡Ri cuvR‡i Muv_v Av‡Q QywiUv,
Kv‡RB Kzwo‡q cvIqv GB wc¯—jUv Qvov Ii Kv‡Q Avi †Kvb
A¯¿ †bB| I¸‡jv nq‡Zv D×vi Ki‡e Zvivbv, wKš‘ GLb †Zv
Kv‡R jvM‡Q bv|
Z‡e gviKv‡mi fq wQj †h ivbv ¸wj Ki‡e, Zv bv n‡j
Ifv‡e cwogwi K‡i †`ŠovZ bv †m| KvZz©R ïwK‡q †Mj|
ey‡jU `y‡Uv wc¯—‡j f‡i iIbv n‡jv ivbv, †f‡O cov
`vjvb¸‡jvi w`‡K hv‡”Q|
Pviw`‡K j¤^v Nvm| DVvb I †f‡O cov †`qv‡ji †fZi
Kvgiv¸‡jv‡ZI AvMvQv fwZ©| DuPz Nvm evZv‡m `yj‡Q| `ywbqvi
†h-†Kvb RvqMvi †P‡q GLvbKvi †iv` wK †ewk Mig? nvwm
†cj ivbvi, Z‡e Rv‡b nvwmi mgq GUv bq| Nv‡mi †fZi
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 155
w`‡q mveav‡b G‡Mv‡”Q I| `y‡Uv wMiwMwU Wvq‡bvm‡ii gZ
†`L‡Z, Ii c_ †Q‡o m‡i †MjÑ`~‡i †_‡g Nvo euvKv K‡i
†`L‡Q I‡K| Mig evZv‡m f¨vcmv GKUv MÜ i‡q‡Q|
Avkcv‡k †Kv_vI gvwQ fb fb Ki‡Q| Ryjnvm Kvqmv‡ii
¶Zwe¶Z jvkUv wd‡i G‡jv †Pv‡Li mvg‡b| GB mgq
mvg‡bi GKUv `vjv‡bi Kv‡Q wK †hb GKUv boj|
nv‡Zi D‡ëvwcV w`‡q †PvL iM‡o Avevi ZvKvj ivbv|
GLb Avi wKQy bo‡Z †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| Z‡e Abyfe Kij,
Iw`‡KB NvcwU †g‡i Av‡Q gviKvm|
`vjvbUvi w`‡K QyUj ivbv, I‡K Avovj w`‡”Q GKUv
†evìvi| IUv eyK mgvb DuPz, wcQ‡b `uvwo‡q Kvb cvZj| gvwQ
Avi wSuwS †cvKvi WvK mœvqy‡Z †hb nvZzwoi evwo gvi‡Q|
†evìv‡i nvZ ivLj ivbv, nvZUv coj GKUv wMiwMwUi Mv‡q|
IUv jvwd‡q D‡V Pg‡K w`j ivbv‡K| Avi wVK GB mgq
wØZxq `vjv‡bi wcQb †_‡K gv_v †ei K‡i ¸wj Kij gviKvm|
ivbvi Wvb nv‡Zi KvQvKvwQ †evìv‡ii cv_i ¸u‡ov Kij
ey‡jUUv| cÖvq m‡½ m‡½ AviI GKUv ey‡jU Qy‡U G‡m IB
†evìv‡iB jvMj, wQU‡K G‡m ¸u‡ov cv_i jvMj ivbvi †Pv‡L
gy‡L| †PvL cwi®‹vi K‡i Avevi hLb ZvKvj, gviKvm ZZ¶‡Y
A`„k¨ n‡q †M‡Q| Z‡e Ii AviI KvQvKvwQ j¤^v Nvm¸‡jv‡K
bo‡Z †`Lj I, cÖ_g I wØZxq `vjv‡bi gvSLv‡b|
gviKvm a‡i wb‡q‡Q, ivbv ¸wj Ki‡Z PvB‡Q bv| d‡j
wkKvi bq, wkKvix n‡q D‡V‡Q †m| †mB GLb ivbv‡K ai‡Z
Avm‡Q|
w¯’i n‡q †M‡Q ivbv| Nv‡mi bovUv‡K m‡›`nRbK g‡b
156 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
nIqvUvB ¯^vfvweK, wKš‘ gviKvm ILv‡b GLbI Av‡Q e‡j
g‡b n‡”Q bv Ii|
Ônv‡Z IUv †kv cxm, ZvB bv?Õ cÖ_g `vjv‡bi GKUv Ni
†_‡K gviKv‡mi nvwmi kã †f‡m Gj| Ô¸wj †bB? bvwK wf‡R
bó n‡q †M‡Q?Õ
†evìv‡ii Avovj †Q‡o Av‡MB †ewi‡q c‡o‡Q ivbv, cÖ_g
`vjv‡bi Z…Zxq NiUv‡K cvk KvwU‡q Gj| ïK‡bv cvZvq cv
†dj‡Q bv, Nvm Gwo‡q fvOv cuvwPj Avi †`qv‡ji Avov‡j
_vKvi †Póv Ki‡Q| wKš‘ †Kv_vq gviKvm| cuvP b¤^i N‡iI †m
†bB|
ÔGevi?Õ
eb K‡i Nyi‡ZB wcQ‡b `uvwo‡q _vK‡Z †`Lj ivbv
gviKvm‡K| wKfv‡e Iw`‡K †Mj, GKgvÎ †mB Rv‡b| †jvKUv
kKzb †nvK ev Db¥v`, gv_vi njy` wNjy GLbI Zv‡K eyw×i
†hvMvb w`‡q hv‡”Q| nv‡Zi Av‡Mœqv¯¿ Zz‡jB ¸wj Kij †m|
gviKvm hLb ¸wj Ki‡Z hv‡”Q, WvBf w`‡q coj ivbv
cv_‡ii GKUv ¯Z‚‡ci cv‡k| I‡`i gvSLv‡b GLb †Kvb
†evìvi †bB| ey‡jUUv ivbvi kv‡U©i Avw¯—b wQu‡o wb‡q †Mj,
†ek Mfxi GKUv AuvPo KvUj evg evû‡Z| gviKvm Avevi
¸wj Ki‡Z hv‡”Q †`‡L GKUv Movb w`j I| Ii cv‡k
we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv ay‡jv| gwiqv n‡q wc¯—j aiv nvZUv Zvi w`‡K
Zzjj ivbv, GB mgq Z…Zxqevi wUªMv‡i Uvb w`j gviKvm| Lvwj
†P¤^v‡i evwo gvij n¨vgvi| ivbv wb‡Ri wc¯—‡ji wUªMvi Uvb‡Q,
Ii w`‡K AevK n‡q ZvwK‡q _vKj gviKvm| wK¬K Kij ivbvi
wc¯—j, †Kvb ey‡jU QyUj bv|
RvZ‡Mv¶zi 157
 gviKv‡mi †Pnviv e`‡j †Mj| ax‡i ax‡i D”PwKZ n‡jv
Zvi AÆnvwmi kã| Zvici, nvwmi `g‡K cÖKvÊ I Avoó
kixiUv ZLbI Kuvc‡Q, wc¯—‡j GKUv KvZz©R fi‡Z ïi“ Kij|
nv‡Zi A¯¿ †d‡j w`j ivbv, ay‡jvq cv‡qi AvOyj †Wvevj,
Zvici jvd w`j k~‡b¨|
wc¯—jUv Ii w`‡K Zzj‡Q, GB mgq Zvi Mv‡q `yÕcv w`‡q
bvgj ivbv| k~b¨ †_‡K m‡e‡M Avmv †Rvov cv‡qi jvw_ ey‡K
jvM‡j Ab¨ †Kvb †jvK gviv †h‡Z †ewk mgq wbZ bv, wKš‘
wQU‡K gvwU‡Z c‡oB gviKvm w¯cÖ‡Oi gZ jvd w`‡q Avevi
wm‡a n‡Z †Kvb mgq wbj bv| c‡o wM‡qwQj ivbvI, Z‡e
gviKv‡mi m‡½B Zvj wgwj‡q D‡V `uvwo‡q‡Qц`Lj, kΓi
nv‡Z A¯¿Uv †bB|
ci¯úi‡K wN‡i Nyi‡Q Iiv| AK¯§vr Szu‡K gvwU †_‡K wK
†hb Kzovj gviKvm| Zvici wnsmª GKUv û¼vi †Q‡o ivbvi
w`‡K Qy‡U Gj| GZ¶‡Y Zvi nv‡Z D‡ëv K‡i aiv Lvwj wc¯—
jUv †`L‡Z †cj ivbv|
GK cv‡k m‡i Zv‡K j¨vs gvivi †Póv e¨_© n‡jv| ivbv
†Kvb w`‡K mi‡e eyS‡Z †c‡i †mw`‡KB wc¯—‡ji evwoUv gvij
†m, jvMj ivbvi gv_vi GKcv‡k| e¨_vq KvZ‡i DVj ivbv,
X‡j coj Nv‡mi Ici| GLbB `uvovI, ivbvi †fZi †_‡K †K
†hb ejj, bq‡Zv GLbB g‡iv| gv_v Nyi‡Q, em‡Z wM‡q KvZ
n‡q c‡o hv‡”Q, ZviciI `uvov‡Z †Póv Kij I| †Pv‡L `„wó
wQj bv, ax‡i ax‡i wd‡i Avm‡Q| gviKvm Svcmv GKUv g~wZ©,
Xvj †e‡q cvnvo P~ovq D‡V hv‡”Q| wcQy wb‡q Ic‡i ZvKvj
ivbv| `yÕZjv aŸsmve‡kl GLvb †_‡K AviI eo †`Lv‡”Q|
158 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
cyiv‡bv GKUv Kv‡Vi `iRv Kâvi m‡½ wZh©K fw½‡Z Szj‡Q,
evZv‡mi av°vq Ku¨vP-Ku¨vP Ki‡Q †mUv| †PŠKvV †cwi‡q
†fZ‡i XyKj ivbv| GB `iRv w`‡q gviKvm‡KI XyK‡Z
†`‡L‡Q I|
fvOv Qv` Avi †`qvj, AvMvQv Avi †Svc Gwo‡q mveav‡b
G‡Mv‡”Q ivbv| evB‡ii gZ †fZ‡iI cÖPzi Nvm| wKQy Nvm
GLbI wm‡a n‡Z cv‡iwb gviKvm gvwo‡q hvevi ci| ivbvi
g‡b coj, wK‡kvi eqm †_‡K avIqv †L‡q Avm‡Q GB †jvK,
Ges AvRI †eu‡P Av‡Q| fvOv GKUv †`qvj‡K Ny‡i cv
†dj‡ZB eb¨cÖvYxi wnsmª †PvL mn Zvi gyLUv cj‡Ki R‡b¨
†`L‡Z †cj I, cigyn~‡Z© Abyfe Kij gi‡P aiv †jvnvi
GKUv iW Ii gv_vi Ici †b‡g Avm‡Q| SU K‡i wbPz n‡jv
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RvZ‡Mv¶zi 159
†_‡K ïay †`vZjvi †g‡Si fvOv LvwbKUv wKbviv †`Lv hv‡”Q|
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nu¨v| wKš‘ hZB K¬vš— nB, Avwg gvmy` ivbv AvKvwW©qv
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160 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
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fvO‡e| ÔAvq kvjv, †Zvi gMR †ei Kwi,Õ wnmwnm K‡i ejj
†m| ÔA‡bK R¡vwj‡qwQm...Õ
b‡o IVvUv `yÕRb GKB mg‡q †`Lj| Ii Kv‡Qi †evìvi,
†V‡Kv wn‡m‡e Zjvi cv_iUv mwi‡q †bqvq, cv_y‡i Kvwb©‡mi
Xvjy †g‡S †_‡K Mwo‡q bvg‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q| gviKv‡mi gv_v
†_‡K wVK GK dzU Ic‡i Kvwb©mUv| †evìviUv bo‡Q †`‡L
ZvKvj gviKvm| ZvwK‡qB _vKj| IUv †hb I‡K m‡¤§vwnZ
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IBUzKz mgq BZ¯—Z Kij IUv, Zvici Kvwb©‡mi wKbviv †_‡K
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G‡K †Zv nv‡Z fvix cv_i, Zvi Ici †Mvovwj fvOv,
gviKvm h‡_ó `ª“Z m‡i †h‡Z cvij bv| G‡Mv‡Z wM‡qI
cÖ‡hvRb †bB eyS‡Z †c‡i †_‡g †Mj ivbv| †evìviUv Zvi
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RvZ‡Mv¶zi 161
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A‡avMwZ †VKvevi mva¨ GLb KviI †bB| cÖKvÊ cv_iUv axi
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162 gvmy` ivbvÐ321
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†_‡K Zv‡`i GKUv ZvwjKv cvIqv †M‡Q| BwZg‡a¨ mevB‡K
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Z‡e †mUv G‡_‡ÝÑRbM‡Yi Zid †_‡K msea©bv Avi
miKv‡ii Zid †_‡K Avcbv‡`i `yÕRb‡K MÖx‡mi me‡P‡q eo
m¤§vwbZ c`K w`‡q...Õ
gv_v bvoj ivbv| ÔAvgvi Zid †_‡K ab¨ev` †`‡eb
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RvZ‡Mv¶zi 163
 †n‡m †djj ivbv| ÔwVK Av‡Q, Zv‡Z Avgvi †Kvb AvcwË
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cvi‡eb bv|Õ
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dvBf÷vi †nv‡Uj, mxexP wimU©, cuvPUv †RwU BZ¨vw` me
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Ki‡Z cvwi|Õ
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RvZ‡Mv¶zi 165
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wewb‡qvM Pzw³Uv P~ovš— Kivi R‡b¨|Õ
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RvZ‡Mv¶zi 167
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