Hi

This is probably the worst idea ever but hey when has that ever stopped me. I am a
sucker for happy endings (obviously because I am a Shahrukh khan fan) but
ironically I have never really cared about having one in any of my previous
relationships, I don’t know what’s wrong with me, it’s never been this difficult for
me before, I don’t even know what the whole deal is, we have had this conversation
before and I don’t even know what I want, in a perfect world I would want to date
you again but we do not live in perfect world although things might be much
different if we dated now but I don’t think that’s a possibility you are willing to
explore (which sucks btw). I did come to realize something that I care about you a lot
and that I am very possessive about you, which doesn’t help in this whole situation I
am used to having exclusive rights over you and well this whole changed scenario
just annoys me.

I want to ask you something, which I already have in the past, which is “will you
marry me” and hold on before you jump to say “No” again consider this, I am not
going to be in Delhi for a year so you can continue doing whoever you are doing and
once you are done with that, maybe then we can get married? I am probably going
to get a very good job after my course and I am sure I can probably convince your
family to let me marry you and I know your sister hates me but I gues si can turn it
around and again I know I am not a marvadi but I am sure I can find a way around
that, and all of this is contingent on me getting a very good job, so ya if I don’t get
one you don’t have to worry about all of this.

I know all of what I said is a “little too late” “doesn’t make sense” and all of that, as I
have told you before I am aware of everything that I say or that you will say in reply
to all of this, but for some reason I just don’t want to give up on us, and let me tell
you this has happened time and again when people breakup and then get back
together after year long gaps “the big bang theorey” “love aaj kal” just to name a few
:P.

We both will live a very normal life even if don’t get back or get married because we
are mature adults and life moves on, but I am BIG BABBY and I don’t want to give
up on something that means so much to me. I don’t know if you still have any sort of
feelings for me, because if you do this all will make sense and if not, well then this
isn’t worth the paper that it will be printed on. I find it very hard to believe that all
that love would just go away and I know you told me that when you fall in love it’s
all in and when you are done you are all out, but hey it’s us, we have been through a
lot to just forget about all those feelings and moments. Relation in college didn’t
work out that doesn’t mean that we will fail as a couple in the real life. I don’t want
to come in the middle of whatever you have with whoever it is but maybe we can
give each other a shot after you are done with that. I am willing to stay celebet till
then if you want me to :P.

I hope you know this is not because I can’t get a girl and its only because I want to be
with you.

You literally know everything about me and I promise not to fuck up again, I just
want one more shot at this because people like you are one in a lifetime thing and I
would be willing to do anything to not lose you again. There is a ring in this
envelope I don’t know what you should do with it, wear it, keep it, I have no clue, I
just wanted you to have it.