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Lungs - FULL PLAY PDF
Lungs - FULL PLAY PDF
A Paines Plough and Sheffield Theatres production of Lungs by This play is written to be performed on a bare stage. There is no
Duncan Macmillan was first performed on Wednesday 19 October scenery, no furniture, no props and no mime. There are no costume
2011 at the Crucible Studio Theatre, Sheffield as part of The changes. Light and sound should not be used to indicate a change in
Roundabout Season with the following cast: time or place.
w Kate O'Flynn A forward slash mark ( / ) marks the point of interruption in over
lapping dialogue.
M Alistair Cope
M no, that's, wel I yes but that's not A conversation I'm, yes, that I'm
M
w okay. trying to start.
w No.
M I hadn't planned to.
The one to say it, yes. To say yes, w No. Okay. Yes. Okay.
M yes okay, I'm ready, yes, let's do M Do you want some water/ or
it, yes. w that kid with the panda is staring.
w That's M You're hyperventilating.
M to put the pressure on, yes, / to w Don't exaggerate.
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M freaked out. a
M It's a conversation.
w What's wrong?
w shit.
M Yeah.
M You said ten minutes.
w I needed to think.
M good.
w Because, fuck, we're not getting people were staring and I was
Touche.
Yes.
So.
Go on.
Where do we go from here?
M With what?
Well, we should try to leave the
M
With, you were saying, with, you car park.
w know, what? What were you
Sarcasm? Right now? You think
saying? w
that's going to
M I've said it all.
M I'd like to hear your opinion.
Then say it again because I
w w Yes.
couldn't hear you before because
Lungs
Alright, M Right.
w
it's this it's Look, alright, listen, you have to
the face then asked me a maths through out loud please alright
to and not that I ever thought about it being a boy or girl just
about it like that it's only now small and soft and adorable and
because you're asking or not with that milky head smell and
asking but mentioning, starting the tiny socks and giggles and
the conversation only because of yes vomit even it's all part of it,
that that I'm now even thinking looking after it, caring for it
about it but it's always sort of that's I think that's the impulse
been a given for me an and there's always been a father
assumption ever since I was a in the picture but sort of a blurry
little girl playing with dolls I background generic man, I'm
mean long long long before I sorry, it's just this picture of my
met you, it's never been what I life I've always had since I was
guess it should be which is a a a able to think and I've never ever
a a a an extension of an questioned it . Never.
expression of you know, fucking
And I've pushed it all down and
love or whatever, a coming focussed on my career, on my
together of two people it's studies, on myself and now it's
always been this alright and this becoming, potentially becoming
sounds stupid and na"ive but it's a bit real I'm going to have to
always been an image, think about it for a second
I guess, of myself with a bump please just a a a a a a or much
and glowing in that motherly or longer in fact because well
pushing a pram or a cot with a because I'm not an idiot, I'm a
mobile above it or singing to it thoughtful, very thoughtful
reading Beatrix Potter or Dr person and I want to do
Seus, I don't care, never cared everything for the right reason or
Lungs
this tiny, but that's not the whole w And the planet.
thing,
M I don't want ice. Take my ice.
M breathe.
The planet. Because you worry
This is what I'm saying this is w about the same things I do, you
what I'm saying because they care about the same
don't stay small, they grow up
M right, yes.
and become people, they
And they say don't they that if
become grown-ups like everyone
w you really care about the planet,
else, they become their own
grown-up people and they think
w if you really care about the future
of mankind then don't have
their own thoughts and they buy
children.
their own clothes and they leave
home and they hate you. M Do they?
Alright, because I'm thinking out I mean, they actually say if you
I mean, that's what's wrong with no. Of course not I'm not
M
everything isn't it? I don't have the answers.
sounds reactionary but let's not just a cuddle and shut up for a
be politically, you know, correct w bit I think would be good
about this for a second, there are actually.
some people who just shouldn't
M Is that okay?
have children. They just
shouldn't.
You're absolutely right. The best mothers who only lives through
thing to do, absolutely, with the their children. I want to still read
world as it is would be to books and do things. I will not
w Okay.
w Let's go to bed.
M Okay.
w
My feet still hurt. Used to love w I think I just need
those boots.
M it's been weeks.
M Look at those llamas.
w I'm sorry I'm just
w Everyone here has a pram.
M not again.
M Shall I grow a beard?
w If we're/ going to do this
Yes okay yes it's yes let's make
there's no if there's no so don't
another person. I gave myself a M
please don't/ start with that.
w week to think it through and yes I
I'm not starting I'm just
think we should do it. I think we
w
should try. I'm talking, I'm saying that if
M we are we are
You're not sure or you wouldn't
need to
w you're going to have to
Lungs
Let me finish, you're going to w I'm tense and it's not just your
w Yes. Yes.
Yes I know.
And you've got that porno look
I know and I'm sorry.
in your eyes.
I know.
M I can't help the way I look.
I'm concentrating.
it's about making a person. What
w Scares me.
we're doing. It's
M Really?
about this amazing
miracle, not miracle but you w No.
know what I mean, miracle yes No of course it doesn't.
miracle it's about this miracle But yes, a bit.
happening and it
M Fucking hell.
I want it to
Don't feel bad about it I don't
need it to feel w
I don't know want you to
w Sometimes but
M you so much, want to open you
up, split you apart/ like you're a
you've mentioned it. It's one of
M okay okay okay and that's
your things.
w in the right context that's fine ,
Only sometimes it
w that's more than fine that's
things? One of my things?
but this is different, this is
I want you. Sometimes I get this
when I want you I'm thinking about
M Fucking hell.
M No.
We won't sleep now will we? Not
w I should have just for a bit.
M no it's
w shit.
w No. Okay.
M No.
w Okay.
Get some sleep.
M Good morning.
Okay.
w w You're cheerful.
Sweetheart,
M I think spring's here.
just, w You made breakfast.
We should move.
sorry but
Go to Brighton. Isn't that what
don't people do?
you know. Get some outdoor space. Fresh
w You don't want to? Sorry. I didn't mean that. It's just
lot of that first year and we're You make it sound like a
going to need to I don't know
M you see it as
I'll stretch, expand, become a a a
w yes.
a a house, my breasts will swell,
M Threatening. ache, hurt like hell then get
M That's I mean,
that's bound to change with
it's a shame.
what it has to go
w It's realistic. I'm trying to be through.
I'm readying myself. Have you ever seen a real birth?
It's not like TV. It's blood and
Yes I'm excited about growing
shit and mess and I'll be torn
bigger and getting scans and yes
and bruised like I've gone under
giving birth as well of course but
a truck.
it's going to be painful and
uncomfortable and my feelings, This must be how a caterpillar
my thoughts are going to be all feels as it cocoons itself.
over the place. I'm sorry I can't
And I've got anxiety about that.
M
that I can't do it.
Of course I do.
w You don't have a womb.
M yes.
w
you're over-thinking it. This is
w you've never been addicted to
delicious, is there more? anything.
M Have mine. Those two impulses seem to me
M
w No. to be completely
M Nothing.
Good luck.
w For us.
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M M two/ thousand
Find out Monday.
w Keep checking your email. I could fly to New York and back
every day for seven years and
M Here goes. w
still not leave a carbon footprint
w Well? as big as if I have a child.
You're looking at the newest cog M You're having second thoughts.
M
in the corporate machine.
Ten thousand tonnes of CO .
2
w I'm so proud of you. T hat's the weight of the Eiffel
w
M Will you drive me? Tower. I'd be giving birth to the
Eiffel Tower.
w How many do you think?
M You/ wouldn't be giving
M Left here. How many
and if we had a second it doesn't
trees. Few weeks ago you said
just double because the chances
about planting trees. Do you
of them reproducing and how
w know? I do. How many trees
many they might have and how
would we have to plant to
counteract the
w many their children's children
might have and how many their
M left again.
children's children's children
I did some maths. How many might have that goes up
w
plane trips? London to New exponentially.
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Fuck recycling or electric cars, know you know all of that. You
fuck energy efficient fucking light tell me off for the stuff I read
bulbs, unless educated, because it's too too too I don't
thoughtful people like us stop know.
making babies the world is Fucking, hurricanes. Floods.
totally fucking fucked. w Fucking volcanoes. Earthquakes.
M We should talk about this. Tsunamis. Bring it on.
What have you been reading? w That doesn't mean I'm not right.
M Because really it's important to M I know.
check your sources thoroughly.
I'm going to smoke a cigarette
There's a lot of scaremongering
and I know you know that, I
w and I don't need you judging me,
alright? I'm going to smoke 'til I
Lungs
w I missed you. w
Didn't make it. Bought it. Got
you a donut and a Ribena too.
Why? I mean, thanks, you too,
M M I forgot, I'm sorry.
but
lately it's feeling more and more And an apple to counteract the
w w donut. What do you mean
odd when we're apart.
forgot? It's Tuesday.
Sorry I've barely been here. My
M M There's a meeting.
appraisal's coming up.
actually though?
M Yes we are.
M Alright. w How?
w Well. M How?
w Was I loud?
w
I think it's okay to ask the
question.
M Where did that come from?
M
w What does that mean?
So do I.
w
doesn't everybody think that w Okay. Good.
they're good? Doesn't everyone
M I'm going back to work now.
believe they're
I'll see you tonight. I'll run you a M I didn't say/ anything.
M bath and we can sit and talk. You gave five hundred pounds to
How's that? the crisis appeal when that
w
w More hot. horrible thing happened. Okay
M We ride bikes. We buy fair trade. not too far beyond our means
it's not swimming pools and
w We give to charity.
sports cars and
Let's leave it for three just to This isn't one of the special bits.
w w Pissing on a plastic stick isn't
make sure.
one of the sacramental
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M how's that?
How long's that been?
w Ssshhh.
M Thirty seconds.
M Gush or a trickle?
w Really? Wow.
w Please.
M A minute.
M Sorry.
w How about
M two minutes.
w Right.
Shouldn't keep it running like
M Three.
this.
M Sorry.
Okay that's
w I think M Where's my phone?
yes,
w You hate your parents.
w
You look normal or is it just that
w Right.
I'm not seeing clearly?
Getting everything from you,
No, I feel M
M you're
I'm happy. I'm ecstatic.
w buzzing.
w Good. Good.
M Should we call your parents?
M It's not sunk in yet I don't think.
w Okay.
No. I know. I know. What do you
w M No, I mean, should we?
mean it's not sunk in?
M Nothing, it's
w Because
speck.
M Okay.
w The thought of our offspring
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necks. Can we
I need to just put this on pause,
M Right. M
just put this argument/ on
w Don't you feel that way?
pause and say I love you.
M What, about your parents?
Not an argument it's a/
w No, about
w
conversation.
why would you feel that way if we're going to be tearing bits
M
about my parents? off each other it's good that we
Lungs
Let's call your mum and dad. M What did she say?
M
Thinks I'm boring that's what w I know you will.
you said.
w No.
Death.
I wish I'd read more when I was If it's going to happen, the
When we're talking I can't take I dreamt that the baby had been
my eyes off you. You're so born but it was just a cloud. A
honest with me and it hurts little thunder cloud. Or a
sometimes but I remind myself squirming little creature with
you only say these things fangs and claws and flashing
because you trust me. That I'm eyes.
an anchor or something, I'm a
nucleus to your proton, is that I'II take a book off the shelf, any
right? I think sometimes you book and you'll have turned
think we're having a down the pages and underlined
conversation and that I'm things. Put stars in the margins.
listening and responding but And I stare at the sentence
really I'm only silent because I you've highlighted. I'll reread the
have no idea what to say. paragraph. I'll think what has she
seen that I can't see? What is it
You're like an animal, a hungry,
that I don't understand?
wild animal and you're circling
me and snarling and you're w Go to sleep.
beautiful and exciting and you're M What time is it?
trusting me because I'm
w You've been snoring.
standing still but really I'm just
frozen to the spot, really I just M What are you doing?
M no, you are I can see it. 'Baby is the size of a lentil.'
w Much.
At least I can start smoking
M Yes. w
again.
w I'll be a planet.
Oh sweetheart.
M
So Shit.
M Don't be silly.
You fell asleep. it and felt it but it's not there and
it makes me feel desperate, feel
I woke up and you were gone.
alone and abandoned and like I
want to stop breathing.
You've not said a word to me for
days. M You're angry with me.
w No.
What's wrong?
I can't bear it.
w Please don't. Don't ask me that.
Sorry.
M I want to know.
M sorry.
M
Fucking apologising you don't
I'm not saying this because I
w want to break up. I don't know
w know do you what you're
apologising for, so
what I want.
I need some
I just think it would be
I think it's a good opportunity for just space.
us to M Space?
you know,
Space. Fucking space. Yes. The
talk.
w fucking final frontier why are you
Have a conversation.
/ repeating things I'm saying?
Ask ourselves some serious
you know, Sorry I'm
difficult just
M getting my head around it that's
M opportunity?
all. Just trying to catch up a bit,
You know what I'm saying please
w trying to fucking
fucking help me out here.
w get your head around it.
M No. I know what I want.
Yes. And it's taking me a second
We should, no, we should take so I'm sorry. I love you. I'm
some time and really think about M I don't know what you need or
this because right now I don't what you this is difficult for me
w want to look at you. I need you to too.
just fucking put your arms
Oh fuck off/ I'm not saying it's
around me but you're not and
w not, I'm not saying
don't, please, not now, not
it's easy for you I know it's
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I could see our future together, I've not been able to tell you
this picture of what our lives what I've needed. I don't know
and hold your hand. Run around from and I'm working hard.
Adopt maybe.
w thanks for meeting me. w with me? I mean, if/ you want
to.
Oh, it's
M no, of course. I was surprised M Really? Because
w It's good.
w Yeah.
M Yeah/ it's
you're okay.
temp
that didn't
you didn't
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M I don't mind.
fucking hell.
w I don't want to hear it.
That was this whole other
w right.
M Thing. So okay.
w Right. Yeah. This is horrible.
M How about you? I don't know what I was
Do we really want to talk about expecting.
this? I mean, I think I might leave before we
I don't want to talk about this. start talking about the weather.
w I know that we're not
M It's fucked.
that you and I are no longer
but I still don't want to hear It is. It's impossible. Sweat's
w
about your your your sex life or pouring off me like
No. Dehydration or
w Right. Okay.
w I carry a bottle around with me
but I just go through it like
M Now I'm with
M yeah.
w oh okay.
w So I take two but then I'm just
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w
we weren't right together were
w It's shit. I feel so much better.
we?
M I started.
We were good people, weren't
we, but
w You're kidding.
M I look cool.
it just wasn't meant to be.
w
Yes. w Technically.
No.
in the world. or
wonderful.
Now I'm here with you and
M Yeah.
Sometimes I'll be driving. No,
it's stupid.
w Well.
Fuck.
M Yeah.
Sometimes I'll have this thing,
I'll just sort of like I wake up. w Well.
Lungs
M What? It did.
w Nothing.
M What?
w Oh.
M Yeah.
What, more?
doesn't matter.
Lungs
w Oh.
M Yeah.
Lungs
M It's raining.
Anything.
w Do I look different?
Glowing maybe.
can we talk later? I'll come Will you just please, I'm sorry,
round, I'll but just be quiet because it's
M
w she's here isn't she?
you're making it impossible to
think and I really need to think.
Of course she is. I'm an idiot.
This is horrible. I'm going. No. I won't. You shouldn't need
to think. You shouldn't. You
M Wait, just
should just fucking know what to
w I can't do this.
w
do. Say what you want. Say what
M Please. you're feeling. Don't tell me what
I need to hear.
w Don't.
I don't know what you need to
M I knew I'd find you here. M
hear.
w How?
w Then it shouldn't be a problem.
M I looked everywhere else.
What I'm feeling, what I'm
w You know me so well.
thinking is there is no perfect
M
M Shouldn't be out here at night. outcome of this. I have to tell my
you seemed, how lonely and How did I become this person? I
desperate and how much you used to be a good person and
w missed me, how much I missed w now I'm evil. I'm actually evil.
you and how horrific this Give me the phone, I'm serious,
two-dimensional idiot fiancee of I want to talk to her.
yours must be but I bet she's
M That won't help.
lovely. I bet she's just extremely
w Give me the phone.
nice. M No.
Give me your phone.
M No.
This day this day this fucking No you're probably right. I don't
wedding day she's planned since w
think I'd handle it well.
she put a napkin on a Barbie and
I'm going to talk to her. Now.
w now here I am, my fucking belly, M
Face to face.
swelling by the minute, the
evidence that her entire world is Okay? I'm doing it.
bullshit.
M Yeah,
w Why?
I suppose.
M Because I want to.
No she deserved to. She
And I'll have nowhere else to go. w
deserved to really fucking
w Okay but
M yeah.
can we just have a second?
Without talking. You and me.
w Cripple you.
M Okay. M
w You're bleeding.
w
you're clearly unable to overrule
your prick.
M She was upset.
M I'm not entirely to blame for
w And there was
yes actually yes fucking yes you
M kicking. Screaming. Hitting. w
fucking are, yes.
w Did she hurt you?
M It was both of us who
M Scratching. She caught me on,
w I'm not engaged to her.
Lungs
w Do what?
w Here it comes.
M He's so beautiful.
w Thank you.
w Let me hold him.
I needed to hear that.
M Of course.
Lungs
M I forgot my camera.
M It's so hot.