Don't think I can take it With every drama a piece of me dies Like some kind of sadist I think that he likes to see the pain in my eyes He knows that I'm lovesick He kissed me and promised I will be alright We both know it's bullshit The longer I'm with him the less I'm alive Doctor's on the other line 'Cause he's not coming home tonight And I just took my very last pill Need something to numb the pain Demons knocking on my brain I think they coming in for the kill Nine one wanna need some While my baby plays me like a game I'm not having fun Nine one want to leave him Why my heart is always aching And I gotta be done 'cause I, I, I gotta lose my guy Oh I, I'm, I'm gonna lose my mind You must think that I'm crazy Well he does too so I…