I like to remember my dreams, but when i discovered the thread i had a bad luck with being

unable to remember the ones in that period of time (busy time) or i hadn't the time to write
them here (or find again the thread), well I'm kinda copy pasting and adding some details to
what i wrote elsewhere, but this is the dream i had yesterday:

i just had some crazy dreams, I'm happy when i got some dreams that impacted me, and
they are quite realistic to some degree, i even breathed and swam in the sea (like in nagi no
asukara) and i was wandering in a huge ruined tower with my family, the important part:
but in the surface when i was in my uncle's car going to my house, there was a strange
looking guy in a corner, he stopped us to rob us, he was armed, my uncle stayed quiet until
he saw he got distracted and pulled out his gun, we hid in the floor of the car, as my uncle
was shooting, shortly the robber was dead. after that we went like nothing , took some stuff
and keep on traveling, doing all kinds of fun stuff with my family.

But after some days when we came back (and with another uncle and 3 more family
members in the back seat, cousins) there were 2 or 3 waiting our coming (the third stayed
afar), as i saw them i told my uncle to go back fast (in my mind i switched places between
co pilot and the back seat), he already was trying to, and they just started to shoot in
vengeance they noticed us, we couldn't escape in the car as they shoot all over and i got
shot in my left leg inside the car, we moved a little before the car couldn't move,, it stopped
(they shoot the tires) in the end we had to cover on the face of the car contrary to them, they
came and menaced my family but i could remain hidden, then in short time i resolved to act
(i thought we were dead if no one did anything, and thought that i would be still dead if i
didn't tried something or if i failed) and then jump in the back of 1 of them and attempted to
shoot the guy in front of him with the gun still in the robbers hand (or waste his shots), 1
mistake, i got my finger fired as he resisted more strongly than me and tried to point at me.

but i made him waste the lasts shoots, the other too fired his last shot (i don't think it hit me)
then as i was still struggling with the other, retaining him, i forced him and break his neck, i
don't know how, the other guy looked stronger than this one, but i managed to be on his
back and broke his neck too, then i fainted, when i woke up my wounds were treated and
healed

What i felt in my dream, when i woke up, it was like i had slept some days, i saw my body to see if
there was any injuries, but the only noticeable was my little finger in my hand that it was there but
wasn't exactly the same as before, i still thought it was all a dream when i killed those guys, trying
to lie to myself, then i just had some hysteric maniacal laugh about the fact of what just may had
happened, then i went looking for people.

My grand mother was sitting on a chair, and i asked her what happened, and if i had killed the
felons, she like in silent said yes, i just went to the bathroom (a public one, i think it was a hospital)
and saw myself in the mirror to have an authentic maniacal laugh with my wide eyes open, and i
was kinda in anxiety, then i think i appeared again with my grand mother and i just begun to cry and
dropped myself in the floor punching it, saying that i didn't knew what else to do, that i hadn't other
choice, that there wasn't other way but i felt other wise, some more peaceful human way, but in my
mind came again the image of those guys simply trying to kill us, then i just resigned myself to the
idea that there wasn't a peaceful way, my grandmother just said for supporting me that i may did
right, "they were going to kill you (all of you in that car)".
I felt kinda relieved of the guilt, and the following sequences was me with some members of my
family, some giving supporting messages, and going to various places.

Edited

I like to remember my dreams, but when I discovered the thread I had a bad luck with being
unable to remember the ones in that period of time (busy time) or I hadn't the time to write
them here (or find again the thread), well I'm kinda copy pasting and adding some details to
what I wrote elsewhere, but this is the dream I had yesterday:

I just had some crazy dreams, I'm happy when I got some dreams that impacted me, and
they are quite realistic to some degree, I even breathed and swam in the sea (like in Nagi no
asukara) and I was wandering in a huge ruined tower with my family, but now to the
important part: but in the surface when i was in my uncle's car going to my house, there
was a strange looking guy in a corner, he stopped us to rob us, he was armed, my uncle
stayed quiet until he saw he got distracted and pulled out his gun, we hid in the floor of the
car, as my uncle was shooting, shortly the robber was dead. After that we went like nothing,
took some stuff and keep on traveling, doing all kinds of fun stuff with my family.

But after some days when we came back (and with another uncle and 3 more family
members in the back seat, cousins) there were 2 or 3 waiting our coming (the third stayed
afar), as I saw them I told my uncle to go back fast (in my mind I switched places between
co pilot and the back seat), he already was trying to, and they just started to shoot in
vengeance when they noticed us, we couldn't escape in the car as they shoot all over and I
got shoot in my left leg inside the car, we moved a little before the car couldn't move, it
stopped (they shoot the tires) in the end we had to cover on the face of the car contrary to
them, they came to menace and pointed at my family but I could remain hidden, then in
short time I resolved to act (i thought we were dead if no one did anything, and thought that
I would be still dead if i didn't tried something or if I failed) and then jumped in the back of
1 of them and attempted to shoot the guy in front with the gun still in the guy's hand (or
waste his shots), I could waste his shoots, but none hit the other guy, then he fired at us
pointing at me, he hit my little finger on my left hand.

That was his last shot, and I was still struggling with the first one, I could restrain him, and
with my hands in one movement I broke his neck, I was kinda impacted; the other guy
looked stronger than this one, and he was coming just right at me, I somehow slipped to his
back, forced him in a quick move and it cost me more but I broke his neck too, suddenly
when I was still, all agitated while looking a their dead corpses, I just collapsed, I fainted.

When I woke up, I was in a white small bed in a room lighted with a tenuous yellow light, I
searched if i had any injuries, searching for proof if what i just saw earlier was real, but l
felt like I had slept some days, and the only noticeable was my little finger in my hand that
it was there but it wasn't exactly the same as before, I thought it was all a dream when I
killed those guys, trying to lie to myself, then I just had some hysteric crazy laugh about the
fact of what just may had happened, then I got up and went looking for somebody.

My grand mother was sitting on a chair, and I asked her what happened, and if I had really
killed the felons, she in silent said yes, I just went to the bathroom (a public one, i think it
was a hospital) and saw myself in the mirror to have an authentic maniacal laugh with my
wide eyes open looking at my reflection on the large mirror, and I was kinda in anxiety, all
i could think is that this time i really surpassed my borderlines, i couldn't believe it myself...
I appeared again with my grand mother and I just begun to cry and dropped myself in the
floor punching it, saying that I didn't knew what else to do, that I hadn't other choice, that
there wasn't other way but I felt otherwise, that there could be a more peaceful way to solve
the situation, searching in my mind how it could have been, i found nothing, in my mind
there was the image of those guys simply trying to kill us, then I just resigned myself to the
idea that there wasn't a peaceful way, that it was the only way to survive, my grandmother
just said for supporting me that I may have done right, "they were going to kill you (all of
you in that car)".
 
I felt kinda relieved of the guilt, and the following sequences was me with some members
of my family, some giving supporting messages, and going to various places, reunions
between us, just having a good time after living episode.
Marcx – 03-11-14