The Pain Without You

I don't care how many girls like you or how

many guys may like me to, you will allways
be the one i love at the end of the day, but
if i ever think of the pain without you it
just kills me because i never wanna be apart
from you. You are my angel in my heart, you
have brought me wings to fly. Why would i ever
dream of being without you, belive when i say
this i dont ever wanna forget your voice sounds.
I need your voice to guide me through the day..
If you wern't here i wounder where i would be right now.
These words are all i have to prove that i love
you so...

You have broken me to ever love anyone else...

except for you. All i ever asked for i life was to love
someone and i found that person, i also only asked
for someone that would just give me there head and
there heart, but in return you gave me so much more.
My home is in your arms that is where i feel better,
in a world so hollow it's giving me pain just thinking
of the days without you in my heart.
Everytime we touch i feel like i am in heaven..your
love is like a razerblade that kills me happiley
everyday........

Midnight Without Love

I can hear the clock ticking midnight, I can hear the silent outside the streets that are
always crowded, the streets that have never been so quiet like this before.
I guess I’m not the only one alone tonight in the dark, gloomy midnight.
I’m waiting right here under the glaring moonlight, waiting for that someone to come into
the door.
I’ve been waiting forever but the door just doesn’t seem to open.
I’m just sitting here waiting for the moonlight to fade away with the morning hours, waiting
for nothing, waiting for no one but the emptiness.
Midnight without love, I can’t wait no longer, but without love there’s nothing left in my life
but a straight line of nothingness.
I can’t wait forever but what else can I do?
I can’t cry anymore, I can’t live anymore without you, without love.
 Missing Days

The days gone by, all happiness inside my heart, those missing days without you watching
the afternoons go by, sad memories without your love.
I wonder where you are right now, I wonder when you’ll come back and be with me.
I want to hear you sing, want to hear you breathing next to me.
When winter comes I hope you’ll be here to comfort me, when summer comes I hope you’ll
be here to hear the laughter, when the moon falls down I hope you’ll be next to be, I hope
your love will be here again.
When the leaves begin to fade away erasing all the pain in those missing days, the days
without you, I hope when I open my eyes you’ll be right here smiling and laughing along
with me.
When I cry I hope you’ll be here to comfort me, I hope to walk with you in the rain, kiss you
under the blue sky full of joy and happiness.

My Loneliness With You

I’ve never thought I’d fall in love, never thought I’d one day find someone special.
But here, I’ve found you, I’ve found someone who I really love, who I truly and want to
spend time with, someone who lives in my heart.
Every day, I wait for you to call, everyday, I sit in the empty space not listening, not
hearing anything, but to sit and watch as time flies by so I can walk home and be with you.
But when I get there you’re not at your place, what do you want me to do?
I wait for you to call me, wait for you to talk to me, I wait and wait, but I don’t get anything
from you.
Your heart’s empty, it doesn’t have me, it doesn’t have love, doesn’t have anything but
pain.
I never feel pain, my loneliness is from you, my loneliness comes when I’m not with you,
you’re my loneliness.
I don’t want to think about you, don’t want to hear you, but when I live without you I want
you more and more.
I can’t live like this, I can’t think, can’t see anything but you, always just you.
What happened

what happened
where did it go
why did we do the things we did
we will never know

why so much pain

why so much hurt
why so much love

what happened
where did it go
why did we do the things we did
we will never know

Now you know

There's something I’ve longed for my whole life

and that's to have someone hold me tight 
and tell me everything will be alright. 
I thought I had that, but I was wrong: it turned out to be a joke. 
He thinks it's so funny just wait till the cold hands grab his throat 
and he starts to choke. 
It’s not funny to mess with emotions 
would you like your body burnt to ash and thrown in the ocean? 
Playing with my emotions is killing me not physically, but mentally. 
So the next time you ask me why I’m crying 
remember you played with my heart and feelings and now I’m dieing

Until I Die..
Its a circle you'll never get round
Its a road that never ends
Its something you cant do alone
I don't know you anymore
You've left me lying on the floor
So one day you'll see me
All battered and scarred
From this battle of love that is so hard
You know my heart belongs to you
Well I really hope you do
But your a changed boy now, I know
So sooner or later I'll have to let you go
But right now I need a friend
Someone to take my hand
To let me cry
Until I die :(
Virtual Silence
Your virtual silence hurts... it's hurts in my brain, it drives me insane. Why don't you care?
To let me know that you are there...