Dear second ate👱,

5.21.18 💓💓🎂🎉🎉🎉

Makatoona tabo bulayokaaa.

Sangkay a masosowaaaa. 🎶🎶

Alam mo na bridging indaii. Hahaha. Alam na alam ko naman na sobrang dami kong atraso at sa dami
nalilimutan ko na yung iba. 😂 pero I dont tolerate my lapses and mistakes but sometimes we intended
to do it again proving that we are just all barely human. Nasasaktan, nakakasakit. Nakakalimot,
kinakalimutan. Nagmamahal, Pinapaasa. May sumusugal, may natatalo at may hindi deserving manalo.
Ganyan ang buhay give and take pero di lahat ng na give mo mati-take mo rin. We should be selfish
sometimes for us to protect ourselves or what we called "OURS". As I go thru the past, I
think I was never been an ate to the group but I do share A LOT thoughts and perspectives pag
nagkakausap tayong lahat. Coz u know, alam mo naman na expressive ako. Mas ate ka pa nga sakin
umasta e at nagpapasamat ako para jan. U fill what I blindly cant fulfill. Syempre 20th birthday mo na.
Kelan mo kaya mararanas magka boyfriend? Choosy ka lang kasi, nanjan naman si SHY na handang
maghintay ng magpakailan man makuha ka lamang. Hahaha! 😂😍😚😚😘👫 pero syempre bilang ate
pagsasabihan kita na sige lumadi kana, nasa tamang edad kana! Lol 😂Di ko na alam pinagsasabi ko
hahahaha.

Serious mode:

Di porket karamihan ng lumalabas sa bibig ko e joke lahat nalang joke. Naba langon a oras na kasandag.
(Nabilah, 2018) naadapt ko na to e. Hahaha! Sa totoo lang, hiyang-hiya na buto't balat ko sayo
haima sa dami ng requests at favors ko, daig mo pa si omekulay ko. 😂 And I always thought na baka
sabihin mo abusive ako or taking advantage of our friendship (well sometimes lang naman talagaaa). Di
mo lang alam na I feel blessed kasi kaibigan ko kayong lahat at mapagpasensya kayo sa kabastusan at
nakakainis na ako. Sometimes I thought to myself, what if they get tired of me? Will I ever find people
like them or will they be the ones thay got away? 😢 I feel like ateng walang alam/kuwenta that I dont
belong to you guys. Sometimes I feel isolated but who does not? We all have different personalities so
we should understand that some can blend with others and some just cannot like heterogenous. A stone
will never be a sand. Wala na ata akong nagawa para sayo instead, I bring you anger and
dissapointment. I have nothing to brag, there is no such talent/skill Im good at. But I know how to
comfort a friend, how to wipe her tears and somehow giving advices (that mostly I didnt apply to
myself). Salamat sa pagpapahiram ng laptop at sometimes pagawa ng mga gawain dapat ako gagawa. I
love and treasure all of you so if oneday some of u may become the TOTGA, the feelings and experience
of friendship will be forever fresh in my heart, mind and soul. Ling ng buhay namin I want to say sorry
for everything, every bad feelings I let you feel and thank you for all the things you've done for me
and foe this group thats standing until now. Im always trying to give and treat you all fairly. Let other
experience what I did to the other one but as I try I sometimes fail. As I say there are heterogenous
people. Salamat sa tiwala, pagmamahal, pagkakaibigan at tunay na saya.

HAPPY 20TH EID MILAD REYHAIMA CAHAR "LING" MOHAMMAD HADI 👧👱💖😆🎂🎉🎉🎉

With love,

1st ate 💖