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fiodor dostoevski

TeTri Rameebi

sentimentaluri romani

(meocnebes mogonebebidan)

"...iyo is Seqmnili misTvis,

rom Tundac wamiT egrZno
SenTan siaxlovis xibli?.."

iv. turgenevi

Rame pirveli

saocari Rame iyo. ase mxolod maSin Ramdeba, rodesac Zalian

axalgazrdebi varT, Zvirfaso mkiTxvelo Cemo. ca iseTi naTeli, ise savse
iyo varskvlavebiT, rom Tu Sexedavdi, uneblieT gaifiqrebdi: nuTu
SesaZlebelia, am cis qveS anCxli da braziani adamianebi cxovrobdnen? es
SekiTxvac axalgazrdulia, Zvirfaso mkiTxvelo Cemo, Zalian
axalgazrduli, magram gisurveb, RmerTi Segewios da xSirad moawydes is
Sens suls!.. rodesac anCxl da brazian batonebze vsaubrobdi, namdvilad ar
SemeZlo, ar gamexsenebina, raoden Rirseulad viqceodi Tavad mTeli am
dRis ganmavlobaSi. dilidan Semomepara ucnauri sevda. uecrad momeCvena,
raoden martosuli var, yvelam mimatova, yvela gamirbis. bunebrivia,
TiToeul Tqvengans aqvs ufleba, dainteresdes: vin aris es yvela? imitom,
rom ukve rva weliwadia peterburgSi vcxovrob da arc erTi nacnobi ar
myavs. magram raSi mWirdeboda nacnobebi? gana Cemi nacnobi da axlobeli
Tavad mTeli peterburgi ar iyo? hoda, rodesac peterburgis mosaxleoba
uecrad daiZra agarakebisken, momeCvena, rom yvelam mimatova. martoobis
SemeSinda, sami dRis ganmavlobaSi dadardianebuli davxetialobdi qalaqis
quCebSi, verafriT vigebdi ra damemarTa, saidan gaCnda es sevda. mniSvneloba
ar hqonda, sad mividodi... anu gavivlidi nevis gamzirs, Sevidodi baRSi Tu
sanapiros mivadgebodi, yvelgan sicariele mxvdeboda. arc erTi nacnobi
saxe (romelTa danaxvasac erTsa da imave dros, erTsa da imave adgilas,
mTeli wlis ganmavlobaSi ukve SeveCvie) ar Canda. isini, rasakvirvelia, ar
micnobdnen, magram me xom vicnobdi maT, TiTqmis Seviswavle TiToeuli
maTganis fizionomia - vuyurebdi da rodesac mxiarulobdnen - vtkbebodi,
Tu maT saxeebs sevda da dardi Rrublavda, mec cud xasiaTze vdgebodi.
erT moxucebuls, romelsac yovel cismare dRes vxvdebodi fontankaze,
TiTqmis davumegobrdi. mas iseTi Cafiqrebuli, iseTi didebuli
gamometyveleba hqonda... mudam raRacas dudRunebda, marcxena xels iqnevda,
marjvenaSi ki xis totis skiptra eWira mooqruli bunikiT. moxucmac
SemamCnia, ufro metic, monawileobda kidec Cems sulier cxovrebaSi. diax,
swored amitom drodadro TiTqmis vesalmebodiT kidec erTmaneTs,
gansakuTrebiT maSin, rodesac orive karg xasiaTze viyaviT. Tu mTeli ori
dRis ganmavlobaSi moxucs ver Sevxvdebodi, mesame dRes uneblieT
gagvirboda Slapisken xeli, magram, kidev kargi, droulad gvaxsendeboda,
rom namdvili nacnobebi ar viyaviT da xelebic haerSi gviSeSdeboda.
samagierod TanagrZnobiT aRsavse gamometyvelebiT avuvlidiT xolme
erTmaneTs gverds. CemTvis saxlebic ki Cveulebrivi nacnobebi iyvnen. quCaSi
mivdiodi da TiTqos vgrZnobdi, rogor miswrebda romelime nacnobi saxli.
rogor miyurebdnen fanjrebi da melaparakebodnen: "gamarjoba, xom kargad
xarT? RvTis wyalobiT, mec kargad var, maisSi axali sarTulis Sematebas
veli." an: "rogor brZandebiT? me ki xelosnebi Semomesivnen~, an: "kinaRam
daviwvi da Zalian SemeSinda" da a.S. am saxlebidan zogi metad miyvars, zogi
ki Cveulebrivi nacnobia. erT-erT maTgans ganzraxuli aqvs, am zafxuls
arqiteqtorTan imkurnalos. yovel dRe Sevivli masTan - saSineleba ar
moswion am mkurnalobis dros, RmerTo, daifare!.. magram arasdros
damaviwydeba erTi mSvenieri, Ria vardisferi saxlis istoria. iseTi
sayvareli saxli iyo, qvisgan nagebi. piradad me sagangebod zrdilobianad
mxvdeboda, Tavis uxeiro mezoblebs ki cxvirs ubzuebda. guli sul
siamayiTa da sixaruliT mevseboda, rodesac am saxls Cavuvlidi xolme.
wina kviras gaviare im quCaze, Sevxede sayvarel, Ria vardisfer saxls da
ras vxedav!.. ra mesmis: "mavneblebi! borotmoqmedebi! yviTlad mRebaven!
araferi daindes: arc svetebi, arc rafebi!" - kioda saxli. da... megobari
iadoniviT gamiyviTlda. amis gamo kinaRam naRveli Cameqca. dRemde ar
SemiZlia Cemi sawyali, damaxinjebuli megobris danaxva, romelsac
cisqveSeTis imperiis (CineTi sqolioSi) feri miaRebines.
axla, xom gesmis, rogor vicnob peterburgs, Zvirfaso mkiTxvelo Cemo.
ukve vTqvi, rom mTeli sami dRis ganmavlobaSi ucnauri sevda
maforiaqebda. anu manam, sanam ar mivxvdi, ra iyo am wuxilis mizezi. quCaSic
cudad vgrZnobdi Tavs (is ar aris, es wasula, isini mainc sad gaqrnen?) -
saxlSic ver visvenebdi. ori saRamo tvins viWyletdi: ra aklia Cems binas,
ra ar makmayofilebs? ratom ar vgrZnob Tavs myudrod? da dauRalavad
vaTvalierebdi mwvane, Wvartlian kedlebs, obobis qselebiT (romlebsac
rudunebiT amravlebda matrena) mofenil Wers. Seviswavle sakuTari aveji,
TiToeuli skami - iqneb aq imaleboda aseTi uecari dardis mizezi?
(vinaidan, Tu Cemi romelime skami dRes ise ar idga, rogorc guSin, wyobidan
gamovdiodi), fanjaraSi viyurebodi... yvela Cemi mcdeloba amao gaxldaT,
araferi mimsubuqebda mdgomareobas! matrenasac ki mama-Svilurad avuxseni,
rom namdvili feTxumia da rom ukve obobis qselebTan brZolis
gamocxadebis droa! magram mas xmac ar amouRia, mxolod gakvirvebuli
mzera momapyro. ase rom obobis qselebi kvlav mSvidad amSveneben Cemi
saxlis Wers. da, ai, swored dRes dilas mivxvdi, ra xdeboda! aha! es xom
vedebi garbian Cemgan agarakebisken. momiteveT, trivialuri gamonaTqvamia,
magram, merwmuneT, namdvilad ar mqonda literaturulad Rirebul
bgerebTan Serkinebis Tavi... radgan yvelaferi, rac peterburgSi iyo an ukve
gaemgzavra agarakebze, an axla miemgzavreboda. yvela soliduri, pativsacemi
batoni ojaxis mzrunvel mamad gadaiqca. isini Cem Tvalwin qiraobdnen
etlebs, raTa yoveldRiur rutinul cxovrebas gasclodnen da sakuTari
ojaxebis wiaRSi daesvenaT. axla maT sul sxvagvari gamometyveleba
hqondaT, raRac gansakuTrebuli, TiTqos yovel Semxvedrs erTsa da imaves
eubnebodnen: "batonebo, aq mxolod CamoviareT, or saaTSi ki ukve agarakze
viqnebiT." Tuki fanjaraze SaqariviT TeTri, Txeli TiTebi daakakunebdnen,
Semdeg es fanjara gaixsneboda da im lamazi gogonas Tavi gamoCndeboda,
romelic yvavilebis gamyidvels ixmobda, me maSinve warmovidgendi, rom es
yvavilebi gazafxulis surneliT dasatkbobad ki ar arian Setanili qalaqis
CaxuTul oTaxSi, aramed sul male patronebTan erTad gaemgzavrebian
agarakze. metsac getyviT, imdenad davostatdi Cems axal, gansakuTrebul
saqmianobaSi, rom erTi SexedviT vxdebodi - vin romel agarakze apirebda
cxovrebas.
kamenovosa da aptekarskoes kunZulis, aseve, petergofis gzis
mcxovreblebi gamoirCeodnen kargad aTvisebuli daxvewili manerebiT,
moxdenili sazafxulo kostiumebiTa da SesaniSnavi ekipaJebiT. am ekipaJebiT
isini uTuod pargolovis mTebisken miiCqarodnen da qalaqs moSorebulni,
sakuTari keTilgonierebiT, diadi solidurobiT pirvelive mzeriT
"daipyrobdnen" mTebis mosaxleobas. krestovskis kunZulis mkvidrni mSvidi
da, imavdroulad, mxiaruli gamometyvelebiT gamoirCeodnen... Tuki rogorme
movaxerxebdi da saforne cxenebis meetleTa grZel procesias movkravdi
Tvals, anu cxenebs, maT gverdiT zoziniT mimaval sadaveebiT SeiaraRebul
meetleebs, etlebze axorxlil avejis mTebs (magidebi, skamebi, Turquli
taxtebi, araTurquli bargi-barxana, bargi-barxanis kortoxze uxSiresad
keTilSobili mzareuli aRmarTuliyo, romelic batonebis qonebas Tvalis
CiniviT ufrTxildeboda) meCveneboda, rom yvelaferi daiZra da erT did
qaravnad miizlazneboda agarakebisken. igive grZnoba meufleboda, Tu nevasa
da fontankaze molivlive, saojaxo nivTebiT datvirTul navebs vxedavdi.
ufro metic, erTi navi aTad meCveneboda. TiTqos mTeli peterburgi did
udabnod gadaqcevas apirebda! bolos da bolos Semrcxva, cota ar iyos
moviwyine kidec: me ratom ar mivdiodi, ratom ar mWirdeboda da ar mqonda
agaraki? ukve mzad viyavi nebismier pativsacem batons, romelic etls
qiraobda, agarakze gavyolodi, magram arc erTi maTgani ar mepatiJeboda.
TiTqos yvelas davaviwydi, TiTqos marTlac ucxo viyavi maTTvis!
imdeni viare, imden xans viare, rom, ukve Cveulebisamebr, saerTod
amomivarda Tavidan, sad vimyofebodi... uecrad saguSagosTan aRmovCndi.
maSinve gavmxiaruldi, Slagbaums gadavabije da naTesebiT savse vel-
mindvrebs gavuyevi. daRliloba didad ar mawuxebda, vgrZnobdi, rom mTeli
Cemi arseba raRac saSineli tvirTisgan Tavisufldeboda. gamvlelebi iseTi
keTilganwyobiT miyurebdnen, rom lamis Tavic ki daekraT. yvela raRacas
Sexaroda da yvela, gamonaklisis gareSe, sigaras abolebda. me ki ucnaurma
sixarulma amitana, msgavsi ram arasdros ganmicdia. Tavi italiaSi megona -
imdenad imoqmeda bunebam Cemze - naxevrad avadmyof qalaqelze, romelic
kinaRam daaxrCo am qalaqis buRma.
peterburgis bunebaSi raRac gansakuTrebuli, amouxsneli, saTuTi
arsi imaleba. rogorc ki gazafxuli mobrZandeba, es buneba uecrad
uzarmazar zvirTs emsgavseba da zecis mier boZebuli simZlavriT
afuSfuSebs, amSvenierebs, yvavilebiT aWrelebs aremares... is me sacodav,
TiTqosda avadmyofuri ieris qaliSvils magonebs, romelsac sinanuliTa da
drodadro TanagrZnobiT aRsavse siyvaruliT ucqerT. SesaZloa xandaxan
verc ki amCnevT, rom arsebobs da romelic erT mSvenier wams, gaugebaria
rogor, idumali, amouxsneli silamaziT ise gabrwyindeba, rom Tqven
gaocebuli Tavbrudaxveuli dadgebiT mis winaSe... verafriT axsniT - ra
moxda. amitom uneblieT SeekiTxebiT sakuTar Tavs: netav, ra Zalam
aabrWyviala es sevdiani, Cafiqrebuli Tvalebi? saidan gaCnda mimqral,
Cavardnil loyebze aseTi momxibvleli siwiTle? rogor daiRvara vneba
unazes nakvTebze? ratom iburceba ase Zlierad es mkerdi? saidan
gamobrwyinda sicocxle, silamaze da saocari Zala sawyali gogonas
saxeze? ram aiZula? da Rimili? brWyviala, kaSkaSa Rimili, aseTi mCqefare,
aseTi SuSxuna sicili?! irgvliv ixedebiT, viRacas eZebT, ukve yvelafers
xvdebiT... magram wami gaiqca da meore dRes, SesaZloa, kvlav Cafiqrebuli,
dabneuli qaliSvilis uwindeburad fermkrTali saxe, morCileba, gaubedavi
moZraobebi dainaxoT, ufro metic, sindisis qenjna, sinanuli,
momakvdinebeli dardisa da mwuxarebis waruSleli kvali im wuTieri
gatacebis gamo... da gecodebaT, gecodebaT, rom Zalian, Zalian male daWkna
mSveniereba, romelmac Tqven win ase macdurad, ase umiznod gaibrwyina, - ho,
gecodebaT imitom, rom ubralod droc ar mogecaT misi Seyvarebis...
da mainc, Cemi Rame gacilebiT sjobda dRes! ai, ra moxda:
 qalaqSi Zalian gvian davbrundi, ukve aTi saaTi iyo, rodesac saxls
mivuaxlovdi. Cemi saxlisken mimavali gza arxis napiras gadioda, aseT dros
iq suliers veravis Sexvdebi. me xom qalaqis ganapiras vcxovrob. mivdiodi
da vmRerodi. saerTod, yovelTvis vmReri, roca bednieri var, rogorc yvela
bednieri adamiani, romelsac arc megobrebi hyavs, arc moyvaruli nacnobebi
da, Sesabamisad, arc bednierebis gamziarebelni. uecrad saocari,
moulodneli Tavgadasavali gadamxda.
arxis moajiris kuTxes qali miyrdnoboda, rikulebze gadaxriliyo
da, rogorc Cans, didi yuradRebiT akvirdeboda amRvreul wyals. saocrad
lamazi, patara, yviTeli Slapa exura, Savi, TiTqosda kekluci, mokle manto
ecva. "qaliSvilia, Tan uTuod Savgvremani," - gavifiqre uneblieT. mgoni ver
gaigona Cemi nabijebis xma, radgan, rodesac gverdiT Cavuare, arc ki
ganZreula. me ki am dros sunTqvac Semekra da sastikad amiCqarda guli.
"ucnauria! albaT raRacaze Rrmad Cafiqrebula..." uecrad adgilze gavSeSdi.
yru qviTinis xma momesma. ho! namdvilad ar matyuebda smena, is tiroda,
ufro metic, qviTinebda. RmerTo! guli SemekumSa. da miuxedavad imisa, rom
qalebTan urTierTobaSi didi siTamamiT arasdros gamovirCeodi... Tumca, es
iseTi wuTebi iyo! mivedi masTan... uTuod ~qalbatonsac~! vuwodebdi, rom ar
mcodnoda, ramdeni aTasjer aris gamoyenebuli es mimarTva ganurCevlad
yvela rusul elitarul romanSi. mxolod aman SemaCera, magram sanam
Sesaferis mimarTvas veZebdi, qaliSvili TiTqos gamofxizlda, mimoixeda,
gons moego, Tvalebi daxara da gverdiT Camiara. maSinve davedevne. is
mixvda, rom mivdevdi, amitom sanapiro gadakveTa da trotuars gauyva. ver
gavbede trotuarze gadasvla. guli ise micemda, rogorc maxeSi gabmul
Cits da... uceb "SemTxveva" gamomecxada mxsnelad.
trotuaris meore mxares, Cemi ucnobi qaliSvilis gverdiT, frakSi
gamowyobili, soliduri asakis (magram arc Tu ise soliduri siarulis
maneris mqone) mamakaci gaCnda. is mTvraliviT dadioda, frTxilad
eyrdnoboda kedels. qaliSvili isariviT miqroda, Tumca odnav gaubedavad,
anu ise, rogorc yvela gogona, romelsac ar surs, Sua Ramisas vinmem
saxlamde miacilos. da, rasakvirvelia, moqanave vaJbatonic ver daeweoda,
bedisweras rom ar Seesxa CemTvis frTebi. uecrad, es vaJbatoni ise, rom
aravisTvis arafris Tqmac ar ikadra, adgils mowyda da Tavqudmoglejili
gaekida qaliSvils. gogona qariviT miqroda, magram moyanyale vaJbatoni
mainc daewia, qaliSvilma daiyvira. da... didad madlobeli var gangebis,
radgan swored am dros marjvena xelSi ubralod uzado, SesaniSnavi joxi
meWira. wamic ar damWirda, ise aRmovCndi trotuarze. daupatiJebeli
stumari myisve mixvda, rac eloda, ucbad gaiTvaliswina, raoden
dauZleveli sirTuleebs unda Serkineboda, dadumda, gogonas CamorCa da
mxolod mas mere, rac Cvengan sakmaod moSorebiT aRmoCnda, energiuli
terminebiT Seudga Cemi saqcielis gaprotestebas, magram Cvenamde verc ki
aRwevda misi sityvebi, haerSi ifanteboda.
- xeli momkideT, is veRarasodes verafers gagibedavT, - vuTxari
Cems ucnob qaliSvils.
xmaamouReblad gamomiwoda xeli, jer kidev kankalebda SiSisa da
mRelvarebisgan. oh, daupatiJebelo vaJbatono! rom icode, rogor glocavdi
im wuTebSi! qaliSvils Sevxede: lamazi iyo da Savgvremani - sworad
gamomicnia; mis Sav wamwamebze jer kidev brwyinavdnen cremlebi, romlebic
an uecarma SiSma datova, an ki warsulma mwuxarebam. es me ar vicodi.
samagierod tuCebze ukve aTamaSdaERimili. Semomxeda, odnav gawiTlda da
Tvalebi daxara.
- ai, xom xedavT, ratom gamagdeT maSin? iq rom vyofiliyavi,
araferi moxdeboda...
- ho, magram ar gicnobdiT: megona, Tqvenc iseTive...
- axla micnobT?
- cota. ai, magaliTad, ratom kankalebT?
- zustad gamoicaniT, droc ar dagWirdaT! - vupasuxe
aRfrTovanebulma, radgan davaskveni, rom Cemi ucnobi qaliSvili Wkviani
iyo: es ki arasdros uSlis xels silamazes. - ho, droc ar dagWirdaT ise
gamoicaniT, rogori var. namdvilad merideba qalebTan urTierToba,
yovelTvis vnerviulob, ar vkamaTob, ai, zustad iseTi var, rogoric Tqven
iyaviT wuTis win, im kacma rom SegaSinaT... axla me meSinia. TiTqos sizmaria.
ara, sizmradac ver vnaxavdi, rom odesme romelime qalTan laparaks
SevZlebdi.
 - rogor? nuTu marTla asea?..
- ho, xeli imitom mikankalebs, rom am xels jer arasdros Sexebia
aseTi lamazi, aseTi patara xeli. sruliad gadaveCvie qalebs, ki ar
gadaveCvie, ubralod arasdros SevCvevivar. me xom sul marto var... isic ar
vici, rogor unda velaparako maT. ai, axlac - sisulele xom ar vTqvi?
miTxariT, ar damimaloT, ar mewyineba, ar var gulboroti...
- ara, ras ambobT, piriqiT. Tu Cemgan gulaxdilobas iTxovT,
getyviT, rom qalebs Zalian moswonT amgvari gaubedaoba, Tu metis codna
gindaT... mec momwons, uflebas gaZlevT saxlamde mimaciloT.
- Tqven axla me, - Zlivs vlaparakobdi, aRfrTovaneba maxrCobda, -
saocrebas mCuqniT, anu rogorc ki gaqreba es ridi, maSin - yvela xriks
unda davemSvidobo!..
- ra xrikebs? raSi gWirdebaT isini? es ukve cudi saqcielia.
- damnaSave var, aRarafers vambob, ubralod wamomcda, magram
rogor gesaxebaT, rom aseT dros ar gaCndes survili...
- anu, mowoneba?.. Tu ra?
- diax, rasakvirvelia, RvTis gulisaTvis ar gamkicxoT. Tavad
gansajeT - vin var me! ukve ocdaeqvsi weli Semisrulda da jer arasdros
aravin minaxavs. rogor SevZleb normalurad saubars? TqvenTvisac ase
ajobebs... kargia, rodesac yvelaferi iciT, yvelaferi naTelia... ar SemiZlia
dumili maSin, rodesac guli boboqrobs. Tumca, ra mniSvneloba aqvs...
damijerebT? arc erTi qali, arasdros, arasdros! aranairi nacnoboba!
mxolod vocnebob, yoveldRe vocnebob, rom odesme, bolos da bolos,
viRacas Sevxvdebi. rom icodeT, ramdenjer vyofilvar Seyvarebuli ase!..
- ho, magram, vin giyvardaT?..
- aravin, mxolod ideali, ideali, romelic mesizmreboda.
ocnebebSi uzarmazar romanebs vTxzav. ara, Tqven ar micnobT! or-sam qals
Sevxvedrivar, magram iciT, rogorebi iyvnen isini? raRac diasaxlisebi, ai,
iseTebi, rom... axla Zalian gagecinebaT - ramdenjerme vcade, quCaSi
gamovlaparakebodi romelime aristokrat qalbatons, ra Tqma unda, im dros,
rodesac marto seirnobda. mindoda davlaparakebodi gaubedavad,
zrdilobianad, imavdroulad, sakmaod mgznebared. kargad amexsna
qalbatonisTvis, raoden martosuli viyavi da rogor viRupebodi, rogor ar
mqonda qalebis gacnobis aranairi saSualeba. isic gadavwyvite,
STamegonebina misTvis, rom zogadad qalebi ubralod valdebulni arian, ar
uaryon Cemnairi ubeduri mamakacis vedreba. bolos da bolos, erTaderTi,
rasac viTxovdi, TanagrZnoba iyo, anu - ar gavegde, ubralod moesmina
CemTvis, mxolod oriode sityva eTqva, raRacis imedi moeca, Tundac
daecina, mere ki... mere, SesaZloa arc aRarasdros SevxvedrodiT erTmaneTs!..
gecinebaT... Tumca, mec swored imisTvis vlaparakob, rom Tqven gaicinoT...
- nu ganicdiT; vicini, radgan kargad vxedav, rogor ebrZviT
sakuTar Tavs, sakuTari Tavis mteri xarT. erTxel mainc rom gecadaT,
uTuod gamogividodaT, ai, Tundac quCaSi, rac ufro martivia yvelaferi,
miT ukeTesia... arc erTi keTili qali, Tu Zalian suleli, an im wuTebSi
vinmeze sastikad ganrisxebuli ar aris, ar daiSurebda TqvenTvis im oriode
sityvas, romlis gagonebazec ocnebobT... Tumca, ra meTqmis! mec xom uTuod
vifiqrebdi, rom SeSlili xarT, anu sakuTari Tavis mixedviT vimsjelebdi,
radgan SesaniSnavad vici, rogor cxovroben adamianebi!
- rom icodeT... uzomod madlobeli var! - wamoviZaxe me, - arc ki
warmogidgeniaT, ra gaakeTeT CemTvis!
- kargi, kargi! magram, Zalian gTxovT miTxariT, ratom ifiqreT,
rom me iseTi qali var, romelic... Rirsi Tqveni yuradRebisa da megobrobis...
erTi sityviT, raRac diasaxlisi ki ar var, aramed... ratom gadawyviteT
CemTan moaxloeba da gamolaparakeba?
- ratom? ratom? ubralod marto iyaviT, is vaJbatoni ki Zalian
Tamami brZandeboda, axla Ramea: dameTanxmeT, rom es Cemi movaleoba iyo...
- ara, ara, manamde, trotuaris mopirdapire mxares. maSinac xom
apirebdiT CemTan mosvlas?
- meore mxares? arc ki vici, ra gipasuxoT, meSinia... iciT, dRes
bednieri viyavi. mivdiodi da Tan vmRerodi, qalaqgareT aRmovCndi... aseTi
bednieri wuTebi jer ar ganmicdia. Tqven... SesaZloa, momeCvena... mapatieT,
magram momeCvena, rom tirodiT da me... ver gavuZeli... guli SemekumSa...
RmerTo Cemo! gana ar SeiZleba, Sevwuxde, avRelde Tqven gamo? nuTu
TanagrZnoba codvaa?.. erTi sityviT, miTxariT: gawyenineT? me uneblieT
movedi TqvenTan... gawyenineT?..
- sakmarisia, nuRarafers meubnebiT... - miTxra qaliSvilma, Tvalebi
daxara da xelze xeli momoWira. - TviTon var damnaSave, tyuilad wamoviwye
es saubari, magram mainc mixaria, rom ar Sevcdi - swored iseTi xarT,
rogoric megoneT... magram ukve saxlTan varT. am gzajvaredinidan ori
nabijia... mSvidobiT, gmadlobT...
- rogor, rogor... nuTu aRarasdros vnaxavT erTmaneTs?.. nuTu
yvelaferi Zveleburad darCeba?
- ai, xedavT? - gaicina qaliSvilma, - Tavdapirvelad oriod
sityvas iTxovdiT, axla ki... Tumca... iqneb, SevxvdeT...
- zustad aq moval xval. mapatieT, me ukve viTxov...
- ho, mouTmeneli xarT... TiTqmis iTxovT...
- momismineT, momismineT! - laparaki Sevawyvetine, - mapatieT, Tu
isev raRac sisuleles getyviT... magram ar SemiZlia, ar movide xval aq. me
meocnebe var, Cems cxovrebaSi imdenad cota ramaa realuri, rom aseTi
wuTebi... aseTi wuTebi TiTqmis ar arsebobs da ar SemiZlia, ar SemiZlia, ar
viocnebo maTze. am wuTebs ocnebiT gavimeoreb, mTeli Rame Tqvenze
viocnebeb... mTeli kvira, mTeli weli. aucileblad moval xval aq, zustad
am adgilas, zustad am dros, guSindels gavixseneb da bednieri viqnebi. es
adgili ukve miyvars. aris peterburgSi CemTvis aseTive sayvareli ori-sami
adgili. erTxel vitire kidec, rodesac momagonda, rogorc Tqven... vin icis,
iqneb aTi wuTis win Tqvenc mogonebebma agatiraT... mapatieT, kvlav davibeni.
iqneb odesme swored aq iyaviT gansakuTrebulad bednieri.
- kargi, - mipasuxa qaliSvilma, - xval, aT saaTze moval, zustad aq.
vxedav, ukve veRar agikrZalavT... saqme is aris, rom me aucileblad unda
movide aq, magram ar ifiqroT, TqvenTan Sesaxvedrad ki ara... asea saWiro
CemTvis. ho... ar dagimalavT: cudi ar iqneba, Tu Tqvenc moxvalT. pirvel
yovlisa, dRevandeli usiamovnebis msgavsi aRaraferi ganmeordeba, magram es
ar aris mniSvnelovani... erTi sityviT, ubralod Tqveni naxva minda... raRac
maqvs saTqmeli. xom ar gamkicxavT? xom ar fiqrobT, rom paemanze
gepatiJebiT... TqvenTan paemanze uars ar vityodi, magram... iciT, es Cemi
saidumlo iqneba! mxolod erT rameze winaswar SevTanxmdeT...
- SevTanxmdeT! yvelaferi miTxariT, winaswar miTxariT. yvelaferze
Tanaxma var, yvelafrisTvis mzad var! - vyvirodi aRfrTovanebuli, -
TiToeul saqcielze pasuxs vageb, winaaRmdegobas araferSi gagiwevT,
pativiscemas ar mogaklebT... Tqven xom ukve micnobT...
- ho, gicnobT da swored amitom gepatiJebiT xval aq, - gaicina
qaliSvilma, - SesaniSnavad gicnobT. magram Tu moxvalT, erTi ram icodeT
(gulwrfelad gafrTxilebT, amitom - kargad daimaxsovreT da SeasruleT!)
- ar unda SemiyvaroT... damijereT, Cemi Seyvareba ar SeiZleba. garwmunebT, es
marTla SeuZlebelia. megobrobaze Tanaxma var... SeyvarebiT ki... Zalian
gTxovT, ar SemiyvaroT! Cemi Seyvareba ar SeiZleba!
- vficav! - kvlav wamoviyvire me da xelze xeli movkide...
- ara, ra saWiroa fici, ukve vici, rom denTiviT SegiZliaT afeTqeba.
xom ar gewyinaT? rom icodeT... mec aravin myavs, aravin, visTanac Tundac
erTi sityvis Tqma SemeZlos, ubralo rCevasac ki veravis vTxov. es
bunebrivia, quCaSi xom ver vipovi megobrebs, Tqven gamonaklisi xarT. ukve
ise gicnobT, TiTqos oci welia, rac vmegobrobT... xom arasdros
miRalatebT?..
- ai, naxavT... oRond ar vici, rogor gavZlo Tundac ocdaoTxi saaTi.
- daiZineT, rac SeiZleba Rrmad. Zili nebisa - da gaxsovdeT, rom me
Tqven ukve gendobiT. magram ra SesaniSnavad TqviT: rogor gavZlo Tundac
ocdaoTxi saaTi... nuTu, yoveli grZnobis gadmocema SeiZleba? aseTi
ubralo TanagrZnobisac ki... da mainc, Tqven es ise miTxariT, rom mzad var
gagandoT...
- RmerTo Cemo, aseTi ra? ra unda gamandoT?
- xvalamde. jerjerobiT saidumlod darCes. TqvenTvisac ase ajobebs.
Soridan mainc daemsgavseba romans. SeiZleba xvalve giTxraT, SeiZleba arc
giTxraT... bevrs vilaparakebT da ukeT gavicnobT erTmaneTs...
- ho, xval mec yvelafers giambobT Cem Sesaxeb! magram ra xdeba? raRac
saocreba memarTeba... RmerTo Cemo, sad var? ara, miTxariT, nuTu
ukmayofilo xarT imiT, rom ar gabrazdiT da sxvebis msgavsad pirvelive
wuTebSi ar momiSoreT Tavidan? zustad or wamSi samudamod gamabedniereT.
diax! gamabedniereT. aravin icis, ra moxda, iqneb sakuTar TavTan SemarigeT,
eWvebi gafanteT Cemi... SeiZleba... aseTi wuTebic ganmicdia. kargi, yvelafers
giambobT xval, xval...
- mesmis, misaRebia; Tqven daiwyebT...
- Tanaxma var.
- naxvamdis!
- naxvamdis!
da erTmaneTs davSordiT. mTeli Rame davdiodi, ver gadamewyvita Sin
dabruneba. iseTi bednieri viyavi... xvalamde!

Rame meore

- ai, gavida ocdaoTxi saaTi! - icinoda da orive xeliT miWerda xelebs.

- ukve ori saaTia aq var, ver warmoidgenT, ra mWirda mas aqeT, rac
dagSordiT!
- vici, vici... magram saqmeze unda vilaparakoT. axla agixsniT, ratom
movedi. guSindeliviT sisuleleebis laparakis dro aRar aris. momavalSi
ufro Wkvianurad unda moviqceT. RamiT Zalian bevri vifiqre.
- ufro Wkvianurad? mzad var, magram ase mgonia cxovrebaSi araferi
gadamxdenia ufro Wkvianuri, vidre is, rac axla xdeba.
- marTla? pirvel yovlisa, gTxovT, ase Zlierad nu miWerT xelebs da
meore - geubnebiT: Zalian bevri vifiqre Tqvenze.
- riTi damTavrda es fiqrebi?
- riTi damTavrda? damTavrda imiT, rom davaskveni - me Tqven sruliad
ar gicnobT, guSin bavSviviT moviqeci, amis mizezi Cemi sikeTea, anu
sakuTari Tavis gandideba mominda... ho, ase mTavrdeba zogadad yoveli
gulaxdili saubari. imisTvis, rom es Secdoma gamovasworo gadavwyvite
yoveli wvrilmani Sevityo Tqven Sesaxeb. magram radgan SeuZlebelia sxva
adamianebisgan Tqvenze raimes gageba, Tavad unda miTxraT yvelaferi,
yvelaferi daufaravad. ras warmoadgenT, vin xarT? daiwyeT, saswrafod
miambeT Tqveni istoria.
- istoria! - wamoviyvire SeSinebulma, - istoria! vin giTxraT, rom
saerTod maqvs istoria?..
- ki magram, ranairad icxovreT istoriis gareSe? - siciliT
Semawyvetina saubari.
- vicxovre, yovelgvari istoriis gareSe vicxovre! rogorc CvenSi
amboben - Caketili... sruliad marto viyavi. Tqven gesmiT, ras niSnavs -
sruliad marto?
- rogor? arasdros aravin ginaxavT?
- minaxavs... da mainc marto viyavi.
- nuTu aravis esaubrebiT?
- aravis.
- gamagebineT, vin xarT! mgoni vxvdebi: namdvilad bebia gyavT, CemsaviT.
is brmaa da mTeli cxovrebis ganmavlobaSi arsad miSvebda - TiTqmis
gadamaCvia laparaks. daaxloebiT ori wlis win mixvda, rom veRarafriT
damakavebda da Cemi kabis kalTa qinZisTaviT gamoaba sakuTars. ase
vsxedvarT mas aqeT mTeli dReebis ganmavlobaSi. is windebs qsovs,
miuxedavad imisa, rom brmaa, me ki gverdiT vuzivar - an raimes vkerav, an
wignebs vukiTxav. ucnauri yofa Semeqmna, ukve ori weliwadia qinZisTaviT
mibmuli vcxovrob...
- RmerTo Cemo, ra ubedurebaa! ara, me ar myavs aseTi bebia.
- maSin ar vici. ratom, rogor SegiZliaT sul saxlSi jdoma?
- momismineT, Tqven gainteresebT vin var, xom asea?
- ho, ho, ho!
- vin - am sityvis sruli mniSvnelobiT?
- sruli!
- hoda, neba miboZeT, warmogidginoT sakuTari Tavi, Tqven winaSea - tipi.
- tipi, tipi! rogor tipi? - wamoiZaxa qaliSvilma da ise axarxarda,
TiTqos mTeli welia ar gaucinia. - ho, TqvenTan ver moiwyen! SexedeT, iq
patara skamia, wavideT, davsxdeT! aravin dadis, veravin verafers gaigonebs,
ase rom miambeT Tqveni istoria! darwmunebuli var, namdvilad arsebobs es
istoria, ubralod mimalavT. pirvel yovlisa, ras niSnavs tipi?
- tipi? tipi originaluri, sasacilo adamiania! - vupasuxe da TviTonac
avxarxardi, misi bavSvuri sicili gadamedo. - xasiaTia erTgvari. momismineT:
iciT Tu ara, ra aris meocnebe?
- meocnebe? rogor ar vici, me TviTon meocnebe var! bebiasTan vzivar
xolme da raRas ar warmovidgen! ocnebaSi CineTis princsac ki gavyolivar
colad... ocneba SesaniSnavia! Tumca, ar vici, erTma RmerTma icis!
gansakuTrebiT Tu ocnebis garda sxva safiqralic gaqvs, - es bolo fraza
qaliSvilma Zalian seriozulad warmoTqva.
- brwyinvalea! radgan CineTis RvTiur monarqsac ki gahyolixarT
colad, namdvilad mixvdebiT, vin var me. aba, kargad mismineT, viwyeb...
mapatieT, magram saxeli rom ar vici Tqveni?
- rogorc iqna! sakmaod adre gagaxsendaT!
- RmerTo Cemo! saxelis gareSec ise kargad vgrZnobdi Tavs, rom
azradac ar momsvlia...
- nastenka.
- nastenka? sxva araferi?
- ras niSnavs sxva araferi? cotaa Tu ra? ver gavige, ra sixarbea!
- cotaa? ara, piriqiT, bevria, Zalian bevri. yvelaze keTili xarT,
swored imitom, rom pirvelive wuTebSi nastenka gaxdiT CemTvis.
- aha! daiwyeT!
- kargi nastenka, mismineT, sakmaod sasacilo istoria gamodis.
mis gverdiT Camovjeqi, pedanturobamde seriozuli poza miviRe da ise
daviwye, TiTqos raRac nawers vkiTxulobdi.
- Tu ar iciT, axlave SegatyobinebT nastenka, rom peterburgSi
sakmaod ucnauri adgilebia. am adgilebs is mze ar anaTebs, romelic
peterburgis mosaxleobis cxovrebas aciskrovnebs, mnaTobi am adgilebisa
TiTqos specialurad SeuqmniaT da is savsebiT gansxvavebul,
gansakuTrebul sinaTles aSuqebs. am adgilebSi, Cemo nastenka, sxvagvarad
miedineba wuTisofeli, is sruliad ar hgavs peterburgis mCqefare
cxovrebas, SesaZloa, ase cxovrobdnen ocdaaT mTasa da ocdaaT bars miRma
arsebul uCinar samefoSi da ara CvenTan, Cvens seriozulze seriozul
epoqaSi. am cxovrebaSi Sezavebulia fantastika, mgznebare ideali da,
imavdroulad (samwuxarod asea, nastenka!), mkrTali proza, Cveuli yofa, anu
Cveulebrivi, romelsac saswaulebrivad uxamsic ki SeiZleba ewodos.
- oho! RmerTo Cemo! rogori winasityvaobaa! kidev ras gavigoneb,
netav?
- gaigonebT, nastenka (ase mgonia arasdros mombezrdeba Tqveni
saxelis gameoreba) gaigonebT, rom am adgilebSi ucnauri adamianebi
cxovroben da maT meocnebeebi hqviaT. meocnebe - Tuki am mcnebis zusti
gansazRvra saWiroa - adamiani ar aris, is mxolod arsebaa saSualo sqesis.
is ZiriTadad miudgomel kuTxeebs irCevs sacxovreblad, TiTqos unda, rom
mzis Suqsac daemalos da daidebs Tu ara sadme binas, ise miejaWveba
sakuTar samyofels, rogorc lokokina ekvris Tavis niJaras - am
TvalsazrisiT Zalian hgavs sakmaod saintereso arsebas, romelic
erTdroulad cxovelic aris da saxlic da romelsac ku hqvia. rogor
fiqrobT, ratom uyvars meocnebes ase Zlierad Tavisi oTxi kedeli, oTxive
uTuod mwvaned SeRebili, Wvartliani, TiTqos mowyenili da ubralod
dauSveblad gabuRuli? rogor fiqrobT, ratom ibneva, ratom ecvleba saxe
am sasacilo vaJbatons maSin, rodesac mis sanaxavad romelime nacnobi
modis (es nacnobebi isedac Zalian cota hyavs da sabolood vinc hyavs
imaTac kargavs). ratom? gana man Tavis oTx kedelSi danaSauli Caidina?
yalbi sabuTebi gaamzada? an Jurnalis redaqciaSi gagzavna leqsebi
anonimuri weriliT, am werilSi ki dawera, rom leqsebis avtori mokvda da
megobari Tavis wmidaTawmida movaleobad miiCnevs, gamoaqveynos
gansvenebulis poezia? miTxariT nastenka, ratom ver axerxebs sxva
adamianebTan saubars? ar aRelvebs Tanamosaubris sicili, xumroba, sxrati
gamonaTqvamebi, laparaki mSvenieri sqesis warmomadgenlebis Sesaxeb da sxva
mxiaruli Temebi? bunebrivia, Tanamosaubrec (romelic, rogorc Cans, erT-
erTi nacnobTagania) pirvelive vizitis dros - meore viziti, rasakvirvelia,
aRar iqneba - iSmuSneba, TiTqosda erT adgilze qvavdeba da kargavs
iumoris grZnobas (Tuki mas es grZnoba aqvs), gakvirvebuli uyurebs
maspinZlis ukan gadaweul saxes - im maspinZlis, romelic aRarc ki
cdilobs, mxari aubas stumars, rogorme gaaxalisos saubari,
aristokratuli manerebi warmoaCinos, Tavadac alaparakdes mSvenieri sqesis
warmomadgenlebze da amgvari morCilebiT mainc moawonis Tavi gzaabneul
nacnobs, romelmac ukve zustad icis, rom vizitisTvis araswori misamarTi
airCia. bolos da bolos, am nacnobs uecrad axsendeba - gadaudebeli saqme
aqvs! aseTi mniSvnelovani saqme jer arasdros hqonia! Slapas iRebs da
damSvidobebis dros Zlivs iTavisuflebs xelebs maspinZlis mxurvale
xelebisgan, romelic cdilobs daanaxos stumars, rogor nanobs da raoden
Zlier surs, gamoasworos Cadenili danaSauli. ratom nastenka, gamagebineT
ratom icinis kars miRma ase xmamaRla meocnebis nacnobi? ratom aZlevs
pirobas sakuTar Tavs, aRarasdros estumros am ucnaur adamians? es
ucnauri adamiani xom SesaniSnavi pirovnebaa, mxolod erTi nakli aqvs -
sakuTar Tavs patara kaprizze uari ver uTxra. da, ai, ra iyo es kaprizi:
meocnebe mTeli vizitis ganmavlobaSi, aw ukve yofili Tanamosaubris
fizionomias sacodav, gawurul katas adarebda, romelic bavSvebma
muxanaTurad daatyveves da sastikad SeaSines, axla ki, rodesac Tavi
gaiTavisufla, skamis qveS SeiyuJa, sibneleSi zis - erTi saaTi mainc
dasWirdeba gonze mosasvlelad, manamde ki iZulebulia, bewvi gaisworos,
ifrutunos, TaTebiT gaiwmindos saxe da gamwarebuli, mrisxane TvalebiT
uyuros mTel samyaros - Tavad batonebis sadilis narCenebsac ki, romelic
misi ubedurebiT aRelvebulma gasaRebebis mcvelma moutana.
- momismineT, - Seawyvetina nastenkam. is mTeli am xnis
ganmavlobaSi gakvirvebuli, farTod gaxelili TvalebiT mismenda. -
momismineT: sul davibeni, ar vici, ratom xdeba ase da ratom misvamT aseT
sasacilo SekiTxvebs. erTaderTi, raSic namdvilad darwmunebuli var, aris
is, rom es yvelaferi Tqven gadagxdaT Tavs.
- ra Tqma unda, - vupasuxe ramdenadac SemeZlo seriozuli
gamometyvelebiT.
- Tu asea, ganagrZeT, - mipasuxa nastenkam, - Zalian minda gavigo,
rogor damTavrdeba Tqveni monaTxrobi.
- anu, gindaT icodeT, ras akeTebda Cveni gmiri Tavis kuTxeSi,
ufro sworad rom vTqvaT - me, radgan gmiri swored me var - Cemi
mokrZalebuli persona. gindaT, icodeT, ratom amimRvria goneba nacnobis
uecarma vizitma? ratom gavwiTldi, rodesac Cemi oTaxis kari gaaRes, ratom
ver miviRe stumari da ase samarcxvinod gamsrisa sakuTari
stumarTmoyvareobis simZimem?
- ho, ho, ho! - mipasuxa nastenkam, - momismineT: Tqven brwyinvaled
miyvebiT yvelafers, magram ar SeiZleba, cota naklebad brwyinvaled
momiyveT? ase mgonia, wigns mikiTxavT.
- nastenka! - vupasuxe mkacri xmiT, Tan Zlivs vikavebdi sicils, -
nastenka, Cemo kargo, vici, rom brwyinvaled vyvebi, magram damnaSave var -
sxvanairad moyola ar SemiZlia. me axla mefe solomonis suls vgavar,
romelic aTasi wlis ganmavlobaSi Svidi luqiT dabeWdil doqSi iyo
gamomwyvdeuli da uceb Svidive luqi axsnes. axla, Cemo nastenka, rodesac
xangrZlivi ganSorebis Semdeg me da Tqven kvlav SevxvdiT erTmaneTs... kvlav
- imitom, rom didi xania gicnobT... ufro sworad... didi xania viRacas veZeb,
Cveni Sexvedra ki niSania imisa, rom swored Tqven geZebdiT, anu ase ineba
bedisweram, Cems tvinSi aTasi sarqveli erTad gaixsna da yvelaferi, rasac
es sarqvlebi gulmodgined ketavdnen, sityvebis niaRvrad unda afeTqdes...
sxvagvarad davixrCobi. hoda, Tu SeiZleba, nastenka, aRar SemawyvetinoT,
momismineT Cumad da morCilad, Torem davdumdebi.
- ara, ara, ara! araviTar SemTxvevaSi! ilaparakeT! sityvasac aRar
davZrav.
- vagrZeleb: nastenka Cemo megobaro, mTeli dRis ganmavlobaSi
arsebobs erTi saaTi, romelic gansakuTrebulad miyvars. es is saaTia,
rodesac adamianebi TiTqmis yvela saqmianobas amTavreben, saxlebisken
miiCqarian, raTa isadilon, daisvenon da taxtebze wamowvnen - Tan ki
fiqroben, rogor SeZlon, rac SeiZleba sasiamovnod gaataron saRamo, Rame
da saerTod darCenili Tavisufali dro. swored am saaTze Cveni gmiri, -
nastenka, axla neba miboZeT Txroba mesame pirSi gavagrZelo, radgan pirvel
pirSi laparaki ukve Semrcxveba, - ho, Cveni gmiri, romelic sulac ar
gaxlavT usaqmod, quCaSi miabijebs samuSao adgilebidan dabrunebulTa
kvaldakval. mis gaTeTrebul, TiTqosda mimqral saxeze ucnauri
kmayofileba liclicebs. axla sulac ar uyurebs gulgrilad Camavali mzis
sxivebs, romlebic nel-nela fermkrTaldeba peterburgis gayinul caze.
uyurebs, ar uyurebs - cota ar iyos xmamaRali naTqvamia. ara, is arafers
uyurebs, magram uneblieT aRiqvams am mSvenierebas - ai, rogorc daRlili
da, imavdroulad, sxva ufro saintereso saqmiT dakavebuli adamiani,
misdauneburad Seavlebs xolme Tvals yovelives, rac misi mxedvelobis
areSi eqceva.
is kmayofilia, radgan xvalamde Tavisufalia yoveldRiuri, rutinuli
saqmianobisgan da iseTi gaxarebulia, rogorc skolis mowafe, romelic es-
es aris klasidan gamovida, axla ki sayvarel TamaSobebsa da celqobas
daubrunda.
- nastenka, SexedeT meocnebes da myisve mixvdebiT, rogor
daamSvida sixarulma misi susti nervebi, rogor gaasxivosna avadmyofurad
aRgznebuli fantazia. xedavT? axla raRacaze dafiqrda... ggoniaT sadilze?
dRevandel saRamoze? ras uyurebs? nuTu im soliduri garegnobis
vaJbatons, romelmac ase "TvalismomWrelad" daukra Tavi brwyinvale,
cigurebian karetaSi dabrZanebul qalbatons? ara nastenka, es misTvis
wvrilmania!.. is xom axla ukve mdidaria sakuTari gansakuTrebuli
cxovrebiT. ho, uecrad gamdidrda da Camavali mzis TiTqmis mimqrali
sxivebic swored amitom brwyinaven ase mxiarulad, gamTbar guls sasiamovno
STabeWdilebaTa mTeli gundi acekvebs. veRarc ki amCnevs im gzas, romlis
TiToeuli detali adre emociebis qariSxals iwvevda. ho, nastenka, misma
"qalRmerTma fantaziam" (Tu wagikiTxavT Jukovski) uCinari xeliT mouqsova
oqros saZirkveli da axla lamaz-lamazi maqmanebiT amkobs - afens da afens
mis winaSe saucxoo, ucnauri, arnaxuli cxovrebis xaliCas da vin icis,
iqneb uCinarma xelma am SesaniSnav granitis trotuars moaSora da brolis
meSvide cis kamaramde azida? aba, scadeT da SeaCereT, hkiTxeT sad imyofeba
am wuTas, ra quCa gaiara? is albaT verc imas gaixsenebs, sad dgas axla da
verc imas, ra gza gamoiara - sibrazisgan gawiTldeba, zrdilobis
gulisTvis aucileblad raRacas moityuebs. ai, ratom SekrTa da kinaRam
iyvira SiSisgan, rodesac erTma Rrmadpativcemulma moxucebulma mowiwebiT
SeaCera da hkiTxa - gza amebna, xom ar damakvalianebT - axla sad varo.
nawyenia, Subli eWmuxneba, winsvlas ganagrZobs da verc ki amCnevs, rom
gamvlelebi icinian, rodesac uyureben, rom patara gogonam SiSiT dauTmo
gza da xmamaRla gadaixarxara, dainaxa Tu ara misi ucnauri Rimili,
ucnauri Jestikulacia. magram fantaziam arc axla umtyuna - sadRac
gafanta cnobismoyvare gamvlelebic, moxarxare gogonac, mamakacebic,
romlebic barJebiT mofenil fontankaze aRameben (davuSvaT, am dros Cveni
gmiric iq imyofeboda) - uecrad yvelafers komikurad moxvia Tavisi
jadosnuri bade, ai, ise, rogorc oboba abams qselSi buzebs da Cveni
ucnauri meocnebec, axali STabeWdilebebiT datvirTuli, Sevida sayvarel
bunagSi, sadilic miirTva... mxolod maSin gamofxizlda, rodesac mudam
Cafiqrebulma, sevdianma matrenam (qali, romelic emsaxureba) magida
gadawminda da Cibuxi miawoda. gamofxizlda, gakvirvebulma gaixsena, rom
ukve usadilia kidec... ar axsovda, rodis da rogor moxda es. oTaxSi
dabnelda. uceb sulieri sicariele igrZno, sevda Semoawva. ocnebis samyaro
ingreoda, yovelgvari xmaurisa da nel-nela rRvevis gareSe, kvalsac ar
tovebda, sizmariviT qreboda... mas ki saerTod ar axsovda, raze ocnebobda
sul cota xnis win. magram raRac ucnaurma SegrZnebam, TiTqosda odnav
mtkivneulma, amaRelvebelma Seutia guls, aaforiaqa fantazia da
SeumCnevlad gamoiZaxa axal zmanebaTa gundi. patara oTaxSi siCume gamefda.
ganmartoebam da sizarmacem moaduna, gaanebivra warmosaxva.
is mxolod odnav CuxCuxebda, rogorc wyali moxuci matrenas
(romelic udrtvinvelad fusfusebda samzareuloSi) yavis maduRaraSi.
magram, ai... afeTqebas iwyebs... am dros Cveni meocnebe sruliad umiznod im
wigns iRebs xelSi, romelic yvelaze axlos devs - Semdeg wigni xelidan
uvardeba ise, rom sami gverdis wakiTxvasac ver aswrebs. tvini kvlav
aRigzno. warmosaxvam brwyinvale cxovrebis brwyinvale perspeqtiva daxata.
axali sizmari - axali bedniereba! is ukve xarbad svams utkbiles sawamlavs!
ra darCenia am realur cxovrebaSi! nastenka, misi azriT, me da Tqven ise
duned, ise uazrod, ise gazuluqebulad vcxovrobT! miaCnia, rom yvelani
ukmayofilo varT sakuTari bediT, cxovrebas mZime tvirTiviT vezidebiT!
asec aris, SexedeT, erTmaneTs uzarmazari yinuli gvaSorebs, mwuxareba da
TiTqos braziani sibnele gamefebula... "sawylebi!" - fiqrobs Cemi meocnebe.
arc aris gasakviri, rom ase fiqrobs! SexedeT am saocar aCrdilebs, ra
momxibvlelia isini! ra advilad ufenen ferxTiT ukidegano, jadosnur
sivrceebs, xataven amaRlebuli sulierebiT gajerebul suraTebs. am
suraTebis mTavari gmiri, rasakvirvelia, Cveni meocnebis brwyinvale persona
gaxlavT. SexedeT, ramdeni Tavgadasavali gadaxda, rogor amoxeTqa
aRtacebul zmanebaTa Sadrevanma. albaT gainteresebT, raze ocnebobs?
sakiTxavic ar aris! yvelaferze... moswons poetis roli, romelic
Tavdapirvelad ar aRiares, mere ki didebiT Seamkes. arc hofmanTan
megobrobaze ityoda uars, barTlomes Rames daeswreboda, xelze
eamboreboda diana vernons, ivan vasilis ZesTan erTad aiRebda yazans...
klara movbrai, evfia densi, prelatebisa da husebis taZari - yvela da
yvelaferi misia! - roberti, micvalebulTa amboxi (gaxsovT musika? ifrqveva
sasaflaos surneli!), mina da brenda, berezinis brZola, poemebis
deklarireba grafis meuRlis salonSi, kleopatra da e i suoi amanti (misi
sayvarlebi, ital.), patara saxli kolomnaSi, sakuTari kuTxe... zamTris civ
saRamos mSvenieri qalwuli Camomjdara mis gverdiT da farTod gaxelili
TvalebiT usmens, ai, rogorc Tqven mismenT axla, Cemo angelozo, Cemo
nastenka...
ara, nastenka, raSi sWirdeba am netar, uzarmaces adamians iseTi
cxovreba, romliskenac me da Tqven viswrafiT? is fiqrobs - realoba
uferuli da erTferovania, ver warmoudgenia, rom dadgeba dro, rodesac
mzad iqneba, am uferuli, erTferovani cxovrebis Tundac erTi dRis
dasabruneblad gaiRos mTeli Tavisi fantastikuri wlebi... es wlebi ar
daenaneba, araTu sixarulisa da bednierebis realurad gancdisTvis, aramed
Tundac wamieri mwuxarebis, sinanulisa da didi ubedurebis gansacdeladac
ki. magram es sastiki dro jer ar damdgara, meocnebe jer arafers nanobs.
is axla yvela survilze maRla dgas - kmayofilia, radgan Tavad aris
sakuTari cxovrebis Semoqmedi da am cxovrebis yovel saaTs TviTonve
ganagebs, ganagebs ise, rogorc mas surs. saocrad advilad da bunebrivad
iqmneba zRapruli, fantastikuri samyaro! TiTqos bundovani aCrdili ki ara,
marTlac SiSveli realobaa! swams, rom misi cxovreba ar Seuqmnia
grZnobaTa aRrevas! ar aris miraJi, ara, ar aris moRalate warmosaxva! is
namdvilia, realurad arsebuli! magram, nastenka miTxariT, ocnebis dros
ratom exuTeba suli? ratom veRar eteva guli saguleSi, ratom usveldeba
cremlebiT saxe? almuri TiTqosda wvavs fermkrTal loyebs da raRac
saocari netarebis zRva iRvreba sulSi? ratom miqrian ase swrafad
amouwuravi sixaruliTa da bednierebiT aRsavse uZilo Rameebi? da rodesac
vardisfrad feTqdeba ganTiadi, mze saeWvod fantastikuri sxivebiT anaTebs
oTaxis pirquS kedlebs (rogorc CvenTan peterburgSi), Cveni daRlili,
natanji meocnebe logins exeTqeba... iZinebs. guli ki TiTqos Camkvdaria
avadmyofurad SeZrwunebuli sulis marwuxebSi, imavdroulad,
aRfrTovanebulia da susti, sasiamovno tkivili aforiaqebs. ratom xdeba,
ase?
ho, nastenka, motyuvdebi, uneblieT daijereb, rom vneba marTla
arsebobs, marTla aRelvebs mis suls... rom aris raRac cocxali,
xelSesaxebi am uxorco zmanebebSi! da rogoria es tyuili! ai, magaliTad -
siyvarulma aitaca, grZnobs did sixaruls, damTrgunvel dards... kargad
SexedeT da darwmundebiT! nuTu gjeraT, rom mas marTlac arasdros
unaxavs is, vinc ase uyvars Tavis gaSmagebul ocnebebSi? nuTu arasdros
useirniaT xelixelCakidebulT da es mxolod mSvenieri sizmari iyo? nuTu
wlebis ganmavlobaSi erTad ar ucxovriaT, samyarosgan ganmartoebulT?
nuTu maSin, rodesac ganSorebis Jami dadga, ar exuteboda, ar tiroda mis
mkerdze da am tirilis dros ar esmoda qarbuqis mrisxane Rriali,
romelic cremlebs misi Savi wamwamebidan sadRac Sors miaqrolebda? nuTu
es mxolod ocneba iyo?
da baRi?.. mowyenili, mitovebuli, moxavsuli bilikebiT, martoxela,
pirquSi... ramdenjer useirniaT am baRSi, erTad augiaT imedis koSkebi,
erTad daumarcxebiaT sevda... o, rogor uyvardaT erTmaneTi - "ra didxans,
ra faqizad!" ...ucnauri mamapapiseuli saxli, romelSic wlebis ganmavlobaSi
cxovrobda mowyenili da ganmartoebuli, mudam gabrazebul, mudam mdumare,
mudam RvarZlian qmarTan erTad. is ar iyo Zlieri qali, eSinoda qmris da
bavSviviT malavda Tavis siyvaruls... rogor itanjebodnen, rogor
rcxvenodaT, erTmaneTisac rcxvenodaT. siyvaruli maTi marTlac wminda da
umanko iyo, nastenka, magram adamianebi! adamianebs boroteba ar asvenebdaT!
RmerTo Cemo, mogvianebiT xom swored mas Sexvda sakuTari samSoblosgan
Sors, ucxo cis qveS! es moxda umSvenieres maradiul qalaqSi. Sua dRis
mwveli mze dedamiwas SanTavda, brwyinvale mejlisis Tavbrudamxvevi hangebi
zRvaSi iZireboda, laJvardovan talRebze rampebis TvalismomWreli
sinaTle liclicebda... da palacos (uTuod palacos, nastenka) aivanze,
romlis kedlebsac vardebi amSvenebda, man is icno! uecrad moixsna niRabi -
Tavisufleba meRirsao - CasCurCula, Semdeg mTeli sxeuliT acaxcaxda da
mis gaSlil mklavebSi gadaeSva. bednierebisgan Tavbrudaxveulebi
erTmaneTs exutebodnen da sul gadaaviwydaT is mwuxarebac, is ganSorebac,
is moxuci qmaric, Soreul samSobloSi datovebuli, mrisxane baRi...
gadaaviwydaT patara skamic, romelzec bolo Sexvedris dros Camosxdnen,
ukanaskneli vnebebi, ukanaskneli kocna... am kocnis Semdeg gaiqca da datova
sasowarkveTilebisagan gaqvavebuli... merwmuneT, nastenka, saSinlad
SecbundebiT, ai, im skolis mowafesaviT gawiTldebiT, romelmac mezoblis
baRidan es-es aris vaSli moipara, Tuki erT mSvenier dRes Tqveni saxlis
kars daupatiJeblad SemoaRebs zorba, mxiaruli, axalgazrda kaci da viTom
araferi momxdara, ise daiyvirebs: "am wuTas Camovedi pavlovskidan, unda
mimiRoo." RmerTo Cemo! moxuci grafi momkvdara, eniT aRuwereli
bednierebis dro dgeba, pavlovskidan Camosulis ambavs hgavs!
paTetikuri SeZaxilebi paTetikuradve davasrule. maxsovs, rom Zalian
mindoda, rogorme momexerxebina gadaxarxareba, magram vigrZeni - rogor
Zlierad Seirxa Cems sulSi Cabudebuli saSineli eSmaki. sunTqva Semekra,
vixrCobodi, cremlebi momawva...
megona nastenka, romelic farTod gaxelili TvalebiT sulganabuli
mismenda, bavSviviT gadaikiskisebda, sixarulis sicils ver Seikavebda da
ukve vnanobdi, rom yvelaferi vuambe, anu is, rac didi xania duRda Cems
gulSi... vnanobdi, rom ase xatovnad wavukiTxe ganaCeni, romelic Tavad
gamovutane sakuTar Tavs. darwmunebuli viyavi - verasdros veravin
gamigebda... magram Cemda gasaocrad, nastenkas xma ar amouRia, xeli xelze
odnav momiWira da TiTqosda gaubedavad, TanagrZnobiT mkiTxa:
- nuTu marTla ase gaatareT mTeli cxovreba?
- ho, nastenka, mTeli cxovreba... da vfiqrob, aseve davasruleb!
 - ara, ar SeiZleba, - miTxra Sewuxebulma, - ase ar moxdeba... anu,
SesaZloa, mec bebiis gverdiT amomxdes suli... momismineT, iciT, rom Zalian
cudia ase cxovreba?
- vici, nastenka, vici! - wamoviZaxe. ukve aRar vmalavdi grZnobebs. -
axla namdvilad vici - sulelurad davkarge saukeTeso wlebi! guli mtkiva,
rodesac vacnobiereb, rom RmerTma Tqveni saxiT keTili angelozi
gamomigzavna, raTa yvelaferi meTqva, yvelaferi amexsna, damemtkicebina.
axla, rodesac Tqven gelaparakebiT, momavalze fiqric ki meSinia. momavalSi
xom kvlav, obmokidebuli martooba melis, iseTi cxovreba, romelic aravis
sWirdeba! saocneboc araferi mrCeba, radgan axla bednieri var, TqvenTan
yofna mabednierebs da es cxadSi xdeba! RmerTma daglocoT, nastenka, Cemo
mSveniero nastenka, imisTvis, rom ar gamagdeT, rom ase guldasmiT
momismineT. ukve Tamamad SemiZlia vTqva - Cemi cxovrebis Tundac ori
saRamo cocxali viyavi!
- ara, ara, ara! - nastenkas TvalebSi cremlebi abrWyvialda, - ase
ar moxdeba! ase ar davSordebiT! ori saRamo ra aris!
- nastenka, nasteka! minda icodeT, ra didi xniT SemarigeT sakuTar
TavTan! axla ukve aRarasdros vifiqreb, rom saSineli pirovneba var.
aRarasdros vifiqreb, rom danaSauli Cavidine... ocnebebiT cxovreba
danaSauli megona. RvTis gulisTvis, ar ifiqroT nastenka, raimes
vaWarbebde, xandaxan iseTi sevda mTrgunavs, iseTi Zlieri dardi... aseT
dros mgonia xolme, rom veRarasodes SevZleb adamianuri cxovrebis
dawyebas, radgan ukve davkarge realuri samyaros aRqmis unari, sakuTar
Tavs vwyevli, vinaidan Cemi fantastikuri Rameebis Semdeg gamofxizlebis
dro dgeba da es gamofxizleba namdvili koSmaria. yurSi Camesmis, rogor
grialebs musika, rogor trialebs adamianTa cxovrebis ferxuli. ho, vxedav
da mesmis, rom adamianebi cxovroben, cocxlebi arian! es sicocxle ar aris
gamogonili, amitom arasdros gaqreba sizmariviT... piriqiT! maTi cxovreba
mravalferovania, savse, mudam axalgazrda, mudam axal-axali ferebiT
Wreldeba, mudam sasurveli, mudam axalgazrduli da arc erTi dRe ar
hgavs meores... fantazia ki ubralod bilwi, saSinlad mosawyeni da saSiSia.
is aCrdilebis, ideebis, im pirvelive Rrublebis tyvea, romlebic uecrad
bindaven mzes da adamians (Seyvarebuls Tavisi peterburgis mzeSi) gulSi
wveT-wveTad asxams Sxamian naRvels. fantazia ki ara - mwuxarebaa mxolod!
ho, Semdeg grZnob, rogor daiRala, rogor gamoifita amdeni
daZabulobisgan es amouwuravi fantazia. mudmivad daZabuli ki imitom
gaxlavT, rom Zveli idealebi axalma unda Caanacvlos: Zveli idealebi xom
imsxvreva! amitom saWiro xdeba misi natexebisgan axali zmanebebis Seqmna!
suli ki raRac sxvas iTxovs, sadRac sxvagan miiswrafis. meocnebe amaod
iqeqeba warsuli fantaziebis nacarSi, amaod eZebs am nacarSi naperwkals,
raTa suli Seuberos, gaaRvivos, cecxlad aanTos, ipovos raRac axali -
Tavisi gayinuli gulis gasaTbobad. magram es SeuZlebelia. is, rac adre
aRelvebda, is, rac mSvenieri egona, rac mis ZarRvebSi sisxls mZlavrad
aCuxCuxebda, Tvalebs cremlebiT avsebda, Turme fufunebiT Semosili
tyuili yofila! iciT nastenka, erTxel ra gadavwyvite? mindoda sakuTari
SegrZnebebis wlisTavi aRmeniSna, anu mezeima is, rac adre mSveniereba
megona, is rac arasdros yofila! uxorco, suleli ocnebebis wlisTavi...
mxolod imitom, rom isini verafriT Cavanacvle... da... ocnebebic xom
ifanteba, inavleba, qreba odesme! miyvars gaxseneba im adgilebisa, sadac
odesRac bednieri viyavi, ufro sworad, megona, rom bednieri viyavi... xSirad
davxetialob aCrdiliviT peterburgis quCebSi uazrod, umiznod, saSinlad
dardiani da vcdilob, ganumeorebeli warsulis msgavsi awmyo Sevqmna.
uamravi mogoneba erTad awydeba gonebas! kargad maxsovs - zustad erTi
wlis win, zustad am trotuarze, zustad am dros, am saaTze aseve
davseirnobdi, aseTive mowyenili! maxsendeba, rom Cemi ocnebebi arc maSin
iyo mxiaruli, magram vgrZnob, rom maSin ufro mSvidad vcxovrobdi, maSin
ar mTrgunavda es raRac yovlismomcveli bneli fiqrebi, romlebic saSvels
ar maZleven axla. arc sindisis qenjnas vgrZnobdi... vekiTxebi sakuTar Tavs:
sad arian Seni ocnebebi? ratom migatoves? Semdeg Tavs viqnev da vCurCuleb:
ra swrafad miqrian wlebi! isev ar masvenebs kiTxva: ratom daamaxinje, sad
daasamare saukeTeso wlebi? erTi dRe mainc Tu gicxovria adamianurad
amqveynad? Sexede, male acivdeba... gaivlis wlebi da maT gahyveba martoobis
sevdiani aCrdili, dro eklian, saSiS siberes moitans, romelsac mxolod
dardi da naRveli mohyveba. fantastikuri samyaro gaxundeba da Cakvdeba,
totidan mowyvetili yviTeli foTlebiviT daenarcxeba dedamiwas...
nastenaka, ra saSinelebaa martooba, miT umetes maSin, rodesac aRaraferi
ginda - aRaraferi... imitom, rom yvelaferi dakarge da is yvelaferic
realurad ar arsebobda - nuli iyo... mxolod ocnebebi!
sakmarisia, aRar SemiZlia! - Cailaparaka nastenkam da cremlebi
moiwminda. - damTavrda! dReidan erTad viqnebiT. rac ar unda moxdes Cems
cxovrebaSi, arasdros davSordebiT erTmaneTs. momismineT. me erTi
Cveulebrivi gogo var, swavliTac cota ram Tu miswavlia, Tumca bebiam
maswavlebeli amiyvana. magram mainc kargad mesmis Tqveni, radgan yvelaferi,
rac axla miambeT, ukve gadavitane maSin, rodesac bebiam Tavis kabas
mimajaWva. ra Tqma unda, ase xatovnad ver aRvwerdi... me xom gaunaTlebeli
var, - gaubedavad daamata nastenkam, romelic Cemi paTetikuri metyvelebisa
da zeaRmatebuli bgerebis mimarT didi pativiscemiT ganmsWvaluliyo. -
magram mixaria, rom guli gadamiSaleT. axla ukve gicnobT, Zalian kargad
gicnobT. iciT, ra? minda Cemi istoria giamboT, arafers, arafers
dagimalavT da... Tqveni rCeva mWirdeba. Zalian Wkviani xarT! mpirdebiT, rom
gulwrfelad mirCevT, rogor moviqce?
- nastenka, - vupasuxe me, - marTalia mrCeveli arasdros
vyofilvar, magram vxedav, rom Tu mudam ase vicxovrebT, SevZlebT uamravi
Wkvianuri rCeva mivceT erTmaneTs! kargi, Cemo nastenka, Cemo mSveniero, ra
rCeva gWirdebaT? yvelaferi miambeT... axla iseTi mxiaruli, bednieri, mamaci
da Wkviani var, rom rCevis mocema namdvilad ar gamiWirdeba.
- ara, ara! - Seawyvetina nastenkam da gaicina, - me ara mxolod
rCeva mWirdeba, anu... ho, rCeva, magram gulisxmieri, ai, viTom Zma xarT Cemi,
TiTqos saukunea giyvarvarT!
- Tanaxma var, nastenka, Tanaxma var! - wamoviZaxe aRfrTovanebulma,
- iciT, oci welic rom myvarebodiT... ra mniSvneloba aqvs dros! me Tqven
ise miyvarxarT!.. SeuZlebelia, ufro Zlieri siyvaruli aRar arsebobs!
- xeli gamomiwodeT! - miTxra nastenkam.
xeli gavuwode.
- viwyeb Cemi istoriis Txrobas.
 nastenkas istoria

- TiTqmis naxevari ukve iciT. iciT, rom moxuci bebia myavs...

- Tu meore naxevaric ase moklea... - vuTxari siciliT.
- gaCumdiT da momismineT. unda SevTanxmdeT, rom Txrobas ar
SemawyvetinebT, Torem ver SevZleb, ena damebmeba. ho, axla mismineT: moxuci
bebia myavs, Zalian patara viyavi, rodesac ded-mama damexoca. vfiqrob,
warsulSi bebia mdidari iyo, radgan axlac mudam im saukeTeso dReebs
ixsenebs. man maswavla franguli ena, Semdeg maswavlebelic amiyvana.
rodesac TxuTmeti wlis viyavi (axla Cvidmetis var) swavla-ganaTleba
davasruleT. swored am dros cudad moviqeci. ra Cavidine, ar getyviT.
mxolod... danaSauli ar iyo maincdamainc mZime. oRond... erT mSvenier dRes
bebiam damiZaxa, miTxra, rom ukve sruliad dabrmavebuliyo, axalgazrda
gogos qmedebebis gakontroleba aRar SeeZlo... qinZisTavi aiRo da Cemi kaba
sakuTar kabas gamoaba. Semdeg kategoriulad mibrZana, rom ai, ase erTad
visxdebodiT mTeli cxovrebis ganmavlobaSi, Tuki me ar gamovswordebodi.
erTi sityviT, pirvel xanebSi ganZrevasac ver vaxerxebdi. bebiis kabas
mijaWvuli vmuSaobdi, vkiTxulobdi, vswavlobdi. erTxel vieSmake da fekla
(Cveni yru mosamsaxure) daviTanxme, Cems adgilas damjdariyo. feklac
dajda. bebias am dros eZina. me nacnob gogonasTan wavedi stumrad. es
gaseirneba Zalian cudad damimTavrda. bebias gaRviZebia da raRac kiTxva
dausvams. mas xom egona, rom savarZelSi me vijeqi! fekla xedavda, rogor
laparakobda bebia... vinaidan TviTon arafris Tqma ar SeeZlo, bevri ifiqra,
ifiqra... qinZisTavi gaxsna da Tavqudmoglejili gavarda gareT!
nastenka SeCerda, sicilma laparaki Seawyvetina. mec gamecina.
nastenkam maSinve Sewyvita sicili.
- momismineT: nu dasciniT Cems bebias. me mxolod imitom vicini,
rom es marTlac sasaciloa... ho, bebia marTla aseTia, magram mainc miyvars,
odnav miyvars. yvelaferi imiT dasrulda, rom kvlav damsva erT adgilas da
ukve ganZrevac amikrZala. ho, damaviwyda meTqva - Cven, ufro sworad bebias,
sakuTari saxli aqvs. saxli pataraa, xis, mxolod sami fanjriT, zustad
bebiasaviT beberi... samagierod zemodan mansardaa daSenebuli. hoda, am
mansardaSi sacxovreblad gadmovida axali mdgmuri...
- es mdgmuri albaT moxuci iyo, ara? - viTomda sxvaTaSoris
vikiTxe me.
- ra Tqma unda, - mipasuxa nastenkam, - da Tqvenze ukeT SeeZlo
mdumared esmina adamianisTvis. Tumca, sxva gza arc hqonda, Zlivs
atrialebda enas pirSi. is germaneli gaxldaT - beberi, xmeli, yru, brma da
koWli. sicocxle ar undoda da kidec gardaicvala. amitom axali mdgmuris
moZebna gaxda saWiro, radgan mdgmuris gareSe Cveni arseboba
warmoudgeneli iyo, mxolod bebias pensiiT ver SevZlebdiT Tavis
gamokvebas. axali mdgmuri (TiTqosda gangeb) ucxoeli, axalgazrda mamakaci
aRmoCnda. arc ki SevaWrebia bebias da bebiamac sixaruliT SeuSva oTaxSi.
is ukve dabinavebuli iyo, rodesac bebiam mkiTxa: "nastenka, Cveni mdgmuri
axalgazrdaa?" tyuilis Tqma ar mindoda da vupasuxe: "Zalian axalgazrda
ar aris, magram arc moxucia." "lamazia?" - kvlav mkiTxa bebiam. gadavwyvite
arc axla mecrua: "sasiamovno garegnoba aqvs-Tqo" - vupasuxe. bebiam viSviSi
daiwyo: "ai, sasjeli! sasjeli! Sen gamo vnerviulob! Tvali ar gageqces.
saSineli droa! maincdamainc kargi Sesaxedaobis aRmoCnda. Zveli dro mainc
iyos!"
bebiasTvis yvelaferi saukeTeso Zvel droSi CarCeniliyo! is Zvel
droSi axalgazrdac iyo, mzis sxivebic ufro mcxunvared aTbobda dedamiwas
da naRebic ar mJavdeboda ase male! uneblieT gavifiqre: netav, ratom
mabnevs bebiaCemi, risTvis mekiTxeba, aris Tu ara axalgazrda da lamazi
Cveni mdgmuri? gavifiqre da Tvlebis amoyvana gavagrZele. male saerTod
gadamaviwyda mdgmuri.
erTxel, diliT adre, is TviTon gveaxla. ainteresebda, rodis
gaakravdnen misi oTaxis kedlebze dapirebul Spalers. bebiaCemi xom
verasdros aCerebda enas! axlac gamomZaxa: "nastenka, Sedi saZinebelSi,
saangariSo gamomitane." maSinve wamovxti, ar vici ratom, magram uecrad
gavwiTldi... sruliad gadamaviwyda, rom bebiis kabas viyavi mijaWvuli.
mindoda ise gamexsna qinZisTavi, mdgmurs araferi daenaxa, magram... avdeqi Tu
ara, bebiis savarZelic daiZra. rogorc ki gavacnobiere, rom mdgmurma
dainaxa, ra mdgomareobaSi vcxovrobdi, saxeze almuri momedo, adgilze
gavSeSdi da tirili daviwye. ise Semrcxva, ise daviTrgune! dRis sinaTlis
danaxva ar mindoda! "ras gaSeSebulxar?" - gahkioda bebia. me ki ukve
magiJebda sircxvili... mdgmuri mixvda, rom swored misi mrcxvenoda, Tavi
damikra da maSinve gavida Cveni oTaxidan!
mas aqeT winkarSi gafaCunebis xmazec ki mkvdariviT vSeSdebodi da
yoveli SemTxvevisTvis Cumad vixsnidi qinZisTavs. magram amaod. mdgmuri
aRar gamoCenila. ori kviris Semdeg fekla gamogzavna imis saTqmelad, rom
uamravi, SesaniSnavi franguli wigni aqvs da Tu bebias surs, me mas es
wignebi wavukiTxo, SeuZlia gvaTxovos. bebia sixaruliT daTanxmda. mxolod
erTi ram ainteresebda - xom ar ewera am wignebSi raime amoraluri? "Tu
asea, nastenka SenTvis maTi wakiTxva ar SeiZleba, cudad imoqmedebs." -
viSviSebda Taviseburad.
- ra imoqmedebs cudad? aseTi ra unda eweros? - vkiTxe bebias.
- ras ambob! zogierT wignSi aRwerilia, rogor Seacdines
mamakacebma umanko gogonebi, viTomda maTi colad moyvana surdaT!
sinamdvileSi, saxlidan mihyavdaT da am ubedur gogonebs bedis anabara
tovebdnen quCaSi. ho, Secdenili gogonebi ki iRupebodnen! bevri aseTi wigni
maqvs wakiTxuli. yvelaferi ise kargadaa aRwerili, rom SesaZloa, mTeli
Rame kiTxvaSi gaaTeno. hoda, Sen ar waikiTxo, nastenka. ra wignebi
gamogzavna?
- valter skotis romanebi, bebia.
- valter skotis romanebi! xom ar moswonxar? aba erTi kargad
naxe sasiyvarulo baraTi ar gamoayola mag wignebs?
- ara bebia, aq baraTi ar devs.
- kargad naxe, ydaze gadasakravis qveS. eg avazakebi swored mand
malaven werilebs!..
- ara bebia, arc aq ar aris.
- ho, kargi!
da daviwyeT valter skotis kiTxva. daaxloebiT erT TveSi TiTqmis
naxevari wavikiTxeT. Semdeg mdgmurma kvlav gamogvigzavna wignebi. amJamad
puSkinis nawarmoebebi. is gauTaveblad gvawvdida literaturul Sedevrebs.
bolos da bolos, ise SeveCvie kiTxvas, rom wignebis gareSe sicocxle aRar
SemeZlo. CineTis princis colobazec ki Sevwyvite ocneba.
erTxel ise moxda, rom kibesTan Sevxvdi Cvens mdgmurs. raRacis
mosatanad gamgzavna bebiam. mdgmuri SeCerda, me gavwiTldi, isic gawiTlda,
gaicina, momesalma, bebiis janmrTeloba moikiTxa da mkiTxa:
- waikiTxeT wignebi?
- wavikiTxe, - vupasuxe me.
- yvelaze metad romeli mogewonaT?
- "aivengo" da puSkinis nawarmoebebi.
sxva araferi uTqvams.
erTi kviris Semdeg kvlav kibesTan Semxvda. amjerad bebias ar
gavugzavnivar, TviTon mWirdeboda winkarSi gasvla. sami saaTi iyo, am dros
mdgmuri Sin brundeboda xolme. daminaxa Tu ara momesalma.
- gamarjoba!
- gamarjoba! - vupasuxe me.
- davijero, ar gwyindebaT mTeli dReebis ganmavlobaSi bebiasTan
jdoma? - mkiTxa man. TviTonac ar vici ratom, magram saSinlad Semrcxva,
gavwiTldi, TiTqos mewyina kidec, rom ukve sxvebmac SeniSnes da ukvirdaT,
ratom vcxovrobdi ase. pasuxis gacema ar mindoda, Tumca wasvlac ar
SemeZlo, uecrad gamomecala Zala.
- mismineT, amboben, keTili gogo xarT! mapatieT, ase rom
gelaparakebiT, magram garwmunebT Tqveni kargad yofna bebiaTqvenze metad me
msurs. nuTu ar gyavT megobrebi, romlebTanac stumrad wasvlas
isurvebdiT?
- ara. maSenka myavda, magram fskovSi gadavida sacxovreblad.
- iqneb TeatrSi wamoxvideT CemTan erTad?
- TeatrSi? mere bebia?
- bebias gaeparebiT...
- ara, bebiis motyueba ar minda. mSvidobiT!
- kargi, mSvidobiT.
 sxva aRaraferi uTqvams. mxolod sadilis Semdeg movida CvenTan.
didxans esaubra bebias, ekiTxeboda - hyavda Tu ara nacnobebi, dadioda Tu
ara vinmesTan stumrad... da uceb uTxra:
- dRes operaSi loJa davjavSne, "sevelieli dalaqis" premieraa,
nacnobebTan erTad vapirebdi wasvlas, magram maT uari Tqves da bileTebi
miuqmdeba.
- "sevelieli dalaqi!" - wamoiyvira bebiam, - ho, es is "dalaqia" Zvel
droSic rom dgamdnen, ara?
- diax, swored is "dalaqia," - uTxra bebias da me Semomxeda.
gavwiTldi, molodinma da sixarulma saocrad amiCqara guli!
- vici, vici, Tumca vin ar icis. axalgazrdobaSi saxlis TeatrSi me
TviTon vTamaSobdi rozinas!
- hoda, ar gindaT dRes wamosvla? - hkiTxa mdgmurma, - bileTi mainc
miuqmdeba.
- wavideT, ratomac ara? Cemi nastenka arasdros yofila TeatrSi.
RmerTo, rogor gamexarda! maSinve gamovewyveT da wavediT. miuxedavad
imisa, rom bebia brmaa, mainc Zalian undoda musikis mosmena, garda amisa, is
zogadad keTili adamiani gaxlavT - ufro metad Cems gaxalisebaze
fiqrobda, Cven TviTon xom verasdros SevZlebdiT TaetrSi wasvlas. ra
STabeWdileba moaxdina "sevelielma dalaqma," amas ver getyviT, magram Cveni
mdgmuri mTeli saRamos ganmavlobaSi iseTi TvalebiT miyurebda, ise
melaparakeboda, rom mivxvdi, raRac ainteresebda, albaT undoda, rom
diliT masTan erTad gaseirneba SemoeTavazebina. rogor mixaroda! iseTi
amayi viyavi, iseTi mxiaruli, ise micemda guli, rom sicxemac ki amiwia,
mTeli Rame "sevelieli dalaqi" mesizmreboda.
megona, amis Semdeg ufro xSirad ivlida CvenTan, magram ara! ufro
metic, TiTqmis Sewyvita vizitebi. TveSi erTxel Tu Semovidoda, isic
TeatrSi dasapatiJeblad da orjer wagviyvana operaSi. Zalian ukmayofilo
viyavi. vxedavdi, rom mas mxolod vecodebodi imis gamo, rom bebia ase
meqceoda. vecodebodi da sxva araferi! dro gadioda, gancdebi mZafrdeboda:
aRarc jdoma SemeZlo mSvidad, wignebsac veRar vkiTxulobdi, ver
vmuSaobdi, xan vicinodi (bebias jinaze), xan ki umizezod vtirodi. wonaSi
ise davikeli, rom avadmyofs davemsgavse. saopero sezoni damTavrda,
mdgmurma saerTod Sewyvita CvenTan siaruli. rodesac erTmaneTs
vxvdebodiT, rasakvirvelia, kvlav SemTxveviT da kvlav kibeebTan, mxolod
mdumared mikravda Tavs, Tan ise seriozulad, TiTqos laparakic ar undoda
CemTan... is midioda, me ki alubaliviT wiTeli (mis danaxvaze sisxli
TiTqos tvinSic ki miduRda, araTu saxeze) didxans videqi xolme kibesTan.
axla dasasruli. zustad erTi wlis win, maisSi, mdgmuri Semovida da
bebias acnoba, rom aq ukve daasrula saqmeebi da axla erTi wliT moskovSi
miemgzavreboda. es rom gavigone, gavfiTrdi, mkvdariviT davvardi skamze.
bebiam veraferi SemamCnia. man ki... Tavi damikra da wavida.
namdvilad ar vicodi, rogor movqceuliyavi. vfiqrobdi, vdardobdi...
da bolos gadavwyvite. xval unda wavides... daiZinebs Tu ara bebia masTan
mival! asec moxda. yvela kaba erTmaneTs gadavabi, TeTreulic gamovkvanZe
da patara tomriT xelSi cocxal-mkvdari mivadeqi mansardas. ase megona,
erTi saaTi mivdiodi. rodesac oTaxis kari gavaRe da daminaxa, xmamaRla
Sehyvira. egona, moCveneba gamoecxada, wylis mosatanad gaiqca. me ki Zlivs
videqi fexze. guli amiCqarda, Tavi tyviasaviT damimZimda, ver vazrovnebdi.
gons rom movedi. Cemi tomara saswrafod davagde mis sawolze, Semdeg
davjeqi, saxeze xelebi avifare da tirili daviwye. is yvelafers mixvda,
gafiTrebuli idga Cem win da iseTi sevdiani TvalebiT miyurebda, rom
vgrZnobdi, rogor meglijeboda guli.
- momismineT, - wamoiwyo man, - momismineT nastenka, me araferi
SemiZlia, Raribi var, samsaxuric ki ar maqvs normaluri, colad rom
mogiyvanoT, rogor SevZlebT arsebobas?
didxans visaubreT, bolos sasowarkveTilebaSi Cavvardi. vuTxari, rom
aRar SemeZlo bebiasTan cxovreba, rom uTuod unda gavqceodi mas, ar
mindoda, bebiis kabaze gamobmuls gametarebina axalgazrdoba. Sevexvewe,
waveyvane moskovSi, radgan mis gareSe ver warmomedgina arseboba. siyvaruli,
sircxvili, sevda - TiTqos me ki ara, es grZnobebi laparakobdnen! ise
meSinoda uaris!
ramdenime wuTis ganmavlobaSi xma ar amouRia, Semdeg momiaxlovda da
xeli xelze momkida.
 - momismineT, Cemo keTilo, Cemo mSveniero nastenka! - laparakobda
da cremlebi axrCobda, - kargad momismineT, geficebiT, Tu odesme
daqorwinebis saSualeba meqneba, uTuod Tqven mogiyvanT colad, garwmunebT,
Cemi gabedniereba mxolod Tqven SegiZliaT, mxolod Tqven da sxvas aravis!
magram axla erTi wliT moskovSi unda wavide. imedi maqvs, rom am erTi
wlis ganmavlobaSi movagvareb saqmeebs. Semdeg davbrundebi da Tu Tqven
kvlav geyvarebiT, geficebiT... geficebiT, Cvenze bednieri aravin iqneba! axla
es SeuZlebelia, ar SemiZlia, imis uflebac ki ar maqvs, raime dagpirdeT...
davuSvaT, erTi wlis Semdeg ver movaxerxe... icodeT, odesme... dadgeba dro
da mainc mogiyvanT colad! rasakvirvelia, im SemTxvevaSi, Tu kvlav
geqnebaT amis survili, radgan me axla TqvenTvis pirobis CamorTmevis
uflebac ar maqvs.
es miTxra da meore dRes gaemgzavra. gadavwyviteT, bebiisTvis araferi
meTqva. ase isurva man. ho, TiTqmis dasrulda Cemi istoria. zustad erTi
weli gavida. is Camovida. ukve sami dRea aq aris da, da...
- da ra? - wamoviyvire. me xom mouTmenlad velodi nastenkas
istoriis dasasruls.
- CemTan ar mosula! - ise mipasuxa nastenkam, TiTqos cdilobda,
Zala moekriba, - misgan araferi ismis...
Semdeg xma aRar amouRia, Tavi daxara, uecrad aifara xelebi saxeze
da ise aqviTinda, rom aSkarad vigrZeni, rogor gadamiqanda guli. aseT
dasasruls arafriT velodi.
- nastenka! - wamoviwye gaubedavad, Semparavi intonaciiT, -
nastenka! RmerTo Cemo, SewyviteT tirili! saidan iciT? iqneb is ar...
- ara! aq aris! aq aris! namdvilad vici. Cven jer kidev maSin
SevTanxmdiT, misi wasvlis wina saRamos... rodesac erTmaneTs yvelaferi
vuTxariT (anu, rac giambeT) swored am sanapiroze gamovediT saseirnod. aTi
saaTi iyo. skamze CamovsxediT. ukve aRar vtirodi, vusmendi mis saubars da
msiamovnebda... maSin miTxra, rom rogorc ki Camovidoda, im dResve movidoda
CemTan da yvelafers vetyodiT bebias. axla Camovida, magram ar Cans, ar
modis! - Tqva da kvlav tirili daiwyo.
 - RmerTo Cemo! nuTu gamosavali ar arsebobs? - sasowarkveTili
wamovxti skamidan. - iqneb me mivide masTan?..
- gana es SesaZlebelia? - uecrad aswia Tavi.
- ara, rasakvirvelia, ara! - maSinve ukan davixie, - ai, ras girCevT,
- werili miswereT!
- amis gakeTeba ar SeiZleba! - mtkiced warmoTqva nastenkam da
Tavi daxara. is ukve aRar miyurebda.
- rogor? ratom ar SeiZleba? - menaneboda am ideis
ugulebelyofa. - iseTi werili unda daiweros... werilebi erTmaneTisgan
gansxvavdeba da... marTla asea, nastenka! damijereT! cuds arafers girCevT.
amis mogvareba SeiZleba. pirveli nabiji xom Tqven gadadgiT... ratom ar
SeiZleba axlac...
- ara, ar SeiZleba! gamodis, rom Tavs vaxvev...
- ras ambobT, nastenka! - arc micdia damemala, rogor mecineboda,
- ara, ras ambobT. Tqven sruli ufleba gaqvT, is xom dagpirdaT! da... isedac
aSkaraa, rom delikaturi pirovneba brZandeba, kargad moiqca, -
vlaparakobdi da sul ufro da ufro mitacebda axali argumentebis Zieba.
ubralod aRfrTovanebuli viyavi sakuTari logikiT, - daukvirdiT, rogor
moiqca: TviTon mogcaT piroba, giTxraT, rom Tqven garda aravis SeirTavda
colad, Tqven ki ar SegzRudaT, anu - colad mogiyvanT, Tu isev
geyvarebiTo - dagibaraT... hoda, Tamamad SegiZliaT, gadadgaT pirveli
nabiji, namdvilad gaqvT amis ufleba. ai, magaliTad, SesTavazeT, rom
aTavisuflebT yovelgvari valdebulebisgan...
- rogor dawerdiT?
- ras?
- ai, am werils.
- hoooo... ase daviwyebdi: "mowyaleo batono..."
- es "mowyaleo" aucilebelia?
- ki, aucilebelia. ratomac ara? vfiqrob...
- kargi! Semdeg?
 - "mowyaleo batono! mapatieT..." Tumca ara, ra saWiroa bodiSebi!
dawereT ubralod: "imedia, momitevebT, rom moTmena aRar SemiZlia. mTeli
wlis ganmavlobaSi TqvenTan Sexvedris imedi mabednierebda. axla TiToeuli
dRe mtanjvelia CemTvis, radgan eWvebi ar masvenebs. iqneb SecvaleT
gadawyvetileba? Tu es asea, icodeT - araferSi gadanaSaulebT. ver iqnebiT
damnaSave imaSi, rom aRar giyvarvarT. ra gaewyoba, aseTi yofila Cemi bedi!
vici, keTilSobili pirovneba brZandebiT da ar damcinebT. gaixseneT,
rom am werils sawyali gogona wers, romelsac aravin hyavs amqveynad. mas
veravin verafers urCevs, TviTon ki arasdros SeeZlo sakuTari grZnobebis
moTokva. mapatieT es wamieri eWvianoba. vici, rom arc ki gaifiqrebT
awyeninoT imas, visac ase TavdaviwyebiT uyvardiT da uyvarxarT."
- ho, ho! mec zustad ase vfiqrob! - sixarulma gaanaTa nastenkas
Tvalebi. - Tqven SeZeliT!.. gafanteT es sazizRari eWvebi! namdvilad
RmerTma gamoggzavnaT CemTan! madlobeli var, uzomod madlobeli!
- risTvis? risTvis gamomgzavna RmerTma TqvenTan? - vekiTxebodi
da aRfrTovanebiT vakvirdebodi mis bednierebiT gasxivosnebul saxes.
- ai, Tundac amitom.
- nastenka! zogadad adamianebi madlierni varT sxva adamianebis...
Tundac imitom, rom isini arseboben. me Tqven unda gadagixadoT madloba! am
Cveni Sexvedris gamo... imis gamo, rom aRarasdros, aRarasdros
damaviwydebiT!
- kargi, sakmarisia! axla ki mismineT: Cven maSin SevTanxmdiT -
rogorc ki Camovidoda, maSinve macnobebda... anu werili unda daetovebina
Cems nacnobebTan - keTili, ubralo xalxia, maT araferi ician - an: Tu
werils ver momwerda, radgan yvelafris dawera Znelia, Camosvlis
pirvelive dResve, zustad aT saaTze, daTqmul adgilas unda SevxvedrodiT
erTmaneTs. danamdvilebiT vici, rom ukve sami dRea aq aris, magram arc
Tavad Cans da arc werili dautovebia. bebiasgan gamoparva dilaobiT
SeuZlebelia. iqneb Tqven gadasceT es baraTi ai, im xalxs, visTanac mas
unda daetovebina werili. isini uTuod miawodeben. Tu raimes mipasuxebs, es
pasuxic momitaneT xval, saRamos aT saaTze.
 - ho, magram werili! jer werili unda daiweros! albaT yvelafris
gasarkvevad ori dRe mainc dagvWirdeba.
- werili... - nastenka daibna, - werili...
aRar daasrula. Tavi daxara da saxe damimala, Semdeg vardiviT
gawiTlda... uecrad vigrZeni, rom Cems xelSi baraTi aRmoCnda... rogorc Cans,
es werili didi xnis win dauweria da dauluqavs kidec. raRac Zalian
nacnobma, graciozulma da mSvenierma mogonebam gaielva!
- R,o -- Ro, s,i -- si, n,a -- na, - wamoviwye.
- Rosina! - sul ramdenime wamSi erTad vmRerodiT. aRfrTovanebuli
TiTqmis gulSi vixutebdi, is ki wiTldeboda, icinoda, cremlebi
margalitebiviT brwyinavdnen Sav wamwamebze.
- kargi, sakmarisia! naxvamdis! - swrafad Cailaparaka nastenkam, -
ai, werili da im xalxis misamarTi. mSvidobiT! naxvamdis! xvalamde!
orive xeli CamomarTva, Tavi damiqnia da gasrolili isariviT gaqanda
Tavisi saxlis gzajvaredinisken. didxans videqi, TvalebiT vacilebdi...
nastenka ukve aRar Canda... me ki Cumad vimeorebdi: "xvalamde! xvalamde!"

Rame mesame

wvimiani, naRvliani, moqufruliDdRe iyo... albaT, aseTi iqneba Cemi

sibere. ucnauri azrebi amekviata, sibneliT moculma SegrZnebebma erTianad
Seutia tvins, uamravi SekiTxva qaosurad datrialda - me ki arc Zala
mqonda da arc survili dameSoSminebina aforiaqebuli suli. ara, es
ubralod aRemateboda Cems SesaZleblobebs!
dRes nastenkas ver Sevxvdebi. guSin, swored damSvidobebis dros, cas
Rrublebi gadaefara da nislma dabinda dedamiwa. maSinve vTqvi, rom xval
cudi dRe gvelodeboda. man araferi mipasuxa. tyuilis Tqma ar surda.
misTvis xom es dRe naTeli da gasxivosnebuli gaxldaT. verc erTi
Rrubeli ver moaxerxebda mis bednierebasTan Sexebas.
 - Tu iwvimebs, erTmaneTs ver SexvdebiT. ar moval. - miTxra
nastenkam.
megona, verc ki SeniSnavda, rom usaSvelod wvimda. Sevcdi, wvimam
SeaSina da ar movida.
guSin mesamejer SevxvdiT erTmaneTs. guSin Cveni mesame TeTri Rame
miiwura...
gasaocaria, rogor akeTilSobilebs adamians sixaruli da bedniereba!
rogor afrTianebs siyvaruli guls. TiTqos zedmeti sixarulisgan guli
duRs... ginda, rom es ulevi sixaruli sxvasac gaunawilo, sxvis gulSic
CaRvaro... ginda, rom yvela mxiaruli iyos, yvela da yvelaferi icinodes. ra
gadamdebia bedniereba! guSin mis sityvebSi imdeni sikeTe igrZnoboda. is
ocnebobda, aseTive netarebiT gamTbariyo Cemi gulic... rogor mevleboda
Tavs, mamxnevebda, manebivrebda - Cems guls anebivrebda! ra saocrad
keklucia bedniereba! me ki... es yvelaferi realoba megona. vfiqrobdi, rom
mas...
magram, RmerTo Cemo, ram damabrmava? ratom warmovidgine, rom is, rac
didi xania sxvas ekuTvnis, SesaZloa, Cemi gamxdariyo. es misi sinazec,
mzrunveloba da siyvaruli... ho, Cemdami siyvarulic ki mxolod sxvasTan
Sexvedris bednierebis molodini gaxldaT... sxva araferi, an... iqneb surda,
sakuTari bedniereba Tavs moexvia CemTvis?
rodesac davrwmundiT, rom nastenkas saqmro ar movida da fuWi
aRmoCnda Cveni molodini, moiRrubla, Secba, SeSinda. misma moZraobebma
maSinve dakarges simsubuqe, sityvebic aRar iyo mxiaruli da
varskvlavebiviT mocimcime... ucnauria, magram swored am dros gaamZafra Cem
mimarT yuradReba. instinqturad cdilobda, eCuqebina CemTvis is, rac
sakuTari TavisTvis surda, is - risic eSinoda, rom arasdros
ausruldeboda. Cemi nastenka imdenad SeSinda, imdenad daiTrguna, ubralod
iZulebulic ki gaxda, mimxvdariyo, rogor Zlier miyvarda da Seecoda es
Cemi sabralo siyvaruli. ho, rodesac Tavad ubedurebi varT, ufro Zlierad
vgrZnobT sxvaTa ubedurebas. aseT dros grZnobebi ki ar qreba, piriqiT
erTiandeba da mZafrdeba...
 gaxarebuli viyavi, erTi suli mqonda, rodis Sevxvdebodi. maSin ar
vicodi, ver warmomedgina, es yvelaferi rogor damTavrdeboda. nastenka
bednierebisgan brwyinavda, pasuxs eloda. pasuxi ki Tavad is kaci gaxldaT...
is unda mosuliyo. nastenka Cemze erTi saaTiT adre gamocxadda. Tavidan
icinoda, TiToeuli sityva amxiarulebda. mindoda, laparaki damewyo, magram
gavCumdi.
- iciT, ratom var ase bednieri? ratom mixaria TqvenTan yofna?
ratom miyvarxarT dRes ase Zlier?
- ratom? - vkiTxe da vigrZeni, rogor gadamiqanda guli.
- imitom, rom Tqven me ar SegiyvardiT. Tqven adgilas viRac sxva
Semawuxebda, sakuTar grZnobebs Tavs momaxvevda, daiwyebda oxvra-godebas,
Tqven ki... ra sayvareli xarT!
da man ise mZlavrad momiWira xeli, rom kinaRam viyvire. nastenkam
gadaixarxara.
- RmerTo! uecrad momeCvena... TiTqos raRac sxvanairi xarT! -
miTxra sakmaod seriozulad. - ara, namdvilad ufalma gamoggzavnaT... arc ki
vici, ra meSveleboda am wuTebSi Tqven rom ar iyoT CemTan! Tan rogor
uangarod mexmarebiT! dasaviT SegiyvardiT! rodesac gavTxovdebi, uTuod
vimegobrebT, namdvil da-Zmaze metad erTgulni viqnebiT erTmaneTisTvis.
TiTqmis ise meyvarebiT, rogorc is miyvars...
uecrad saSinelma sevdam gamikawra guli, imavdroulad, sxeulSi
raRac sicilis msgavsi Seirxa.
- Seteva gaqvT, geSiniaT, fiqrobT, rom is ar mova.
- ara! - mipasuxa nastenkam, - axla iseTi bednieri var! Torem
namdvilad vitirebdi... Tqveni undoblobisa da sayveduris gamo. Tumca
safiqrali gamiCineT, magram mogvianebiT vifiqreb. ho, vaRiareb, marTals
ambobT! marTlac ver vcnob sakuTar Tavs, sul velodebi. kargi, sakmarisia,
davaneboT Tavi, grZnobebze nuRar vilaparakebT!..
am dros nabijebis xma gavigoneT. sibneleSi mamakacis silueti
gamoikveTa, is Cvenken modioda. orive kankalma agvitana, nastenkam kinaRam
wamoiyvira. xeli gavuSvi, mindoda marto dametovebina... SevcdiT: viRac sxva
iyo.
 - risi SegeSindaT? ratom gamiSviT xeli? - nastenkam xeli
gamomiwoda, - ra moxda? bolos da bolos erTad SevxvdebiT, Zalian minda
dainaxos, rogor gviyvars erTmaneTi!
- rogor gviyvars erTmaneTi! - wamoviZaxe uneblieT.
"nastenka, nastenka! ramdeni ram miTxari am sami sityviT! aseTi
siyvaruli xandaxan yinulis loluad ekideba guls da usaSvelod amZimebs
suls. xelebi Seni civia, Cemi ki cecxliviT mcxunvare. namdvilad brma xar!
zogjer bednieri adamiani saSinlad autanelia! magram me ar SemiZlia
gabrazeba Senze!.."
bolos da bolos gulma veRar gaZlo!
- momismineT, nastenka! - TiTqmis davuyvire, - iciT, ra mWirda?
rogor gavatare mTeli dRe?
- ki magram ra moxda? saswrafod miambeT! aqamde ratom araferi
miTxariT?
- rodesac Tqveni yvela davaleba Sevasrule - mivedi im keTil
adamianebTan, gadaveci werili, Semdeg... Semdeg Sin davbrundi da
dasaZineblad gavemzade.
- mxolod es aris? - gaicina nastenkam.
- ho, TiTqmis mxolod es aris, - vuTxari mtkiced, magram
vgrZnobdi, rom Tvalebi dabinda sulelurma cremlma. - Cvens Sexvedramde
erTi saaTiT adre gameRviZa. Tumca, Tavs ise vgrZnobdi, TiTqos sul ar
miZinia. ar vici, ra damemarTa. movdiodi da vfiqrobdi, rom yvelafers
giambobdiT, giambobdiT, rogor gaCerda CemTvis dro, da am drom rogor
datova grZnoba... ho, datova! samaradisod datova... wuTi saukuned gaiwela,
sicocxle SeCerda... gameRviZa da momeCvena, TiTqos viRac musikas ukravda,
didi xnis win mosmenil melodias, umSvenieress, magram ukve gadaviwyebuls.
vgrZnobdi - es musika mudam budobda sulSi da mudam cdilobda am
sulidan hangebad gadmoRvriliyo... oRond, mxolod axla SeZlo...
- RmerTo Cemo, RmerTo Cemo! - Semawyvetina nastenkam, - es ra
xdeba? verafers vigeb!
 - nastenka! Cemi ucnauri vnebebi mindoda TqvenTvis gameziarebina, -
wamoviwye sacodavi xmiT. am xmaSi imedi imaleboda, Tumca Soreuli, Zlier
bundovani.
- sakmarisia, SewyviteT, sakmarisia! - mipasuxa saswrafod. wuTic
ar dasWirda! yvelafers mixvda! namdvili grZneuli!
uecrad sul sxvanairi gaxda - uCveulod ybedi, mxiaruli, erTi
sityviT, celq gogonas daemsgavsa. xeli momkida, icinoda da Zalian undoda,
mec gavecinebine. Tu raimes seriozulad vetyodi, ufro Zlierad da
Zlierad icinoda, kiskisebda... ukve vbrazobdi, nastenka keklucobda.
- momismineT, - miTxra man, - cota ar iyos mwyins, rom ar
SegiyvardiT. ra Znelia adamianis Secnoba! magram qeduxrelo vaJbatono,
aRiareT, rom Cemi gulwrfeloba namdvilad imsaxurebs qebas... me xom
yvelafers geubnebiT, arafers vitoveb gulSi, TiToeul naazrevs
giziarebT... yvelaze sulelursac ki.
- Tu ar vcdebi, TerTmeti saaTia, ara? - vuTxari, rodesac qalaqis
koSkis saaTis zarebis guguni gavigone. is uecrad SeCerda, sicili Sewyvita
da Tvla daiwyo.
- ho, TerTmetia, - Tqva gaubedavad, TiTqos SeSinebulma.
saSinlad Semawuxa sindisma. ratom Semomitia borotebam! ratom
Sevaxsene! vaiZule, daeTvala saaTebi... sakuTar Tavs vwyevlidi. ise
Semecoda... aRar vicodi, rogor gamomesyida danaSauli. misi damSvideba
gadavwyvite. aTasi mizezi movigone, ris gamoc SesaZlebeli iyo, adamiani
ver misuliyo daTqmul dros, daTqmul adgilas... albaT aravis motyueba
iqneboda ise advili, rogorc am dabneuli qaliSvilis. zogadad aseT
wuTebSi yvelas siamovnebs damamSvidebeli sityvebis mosmena, Tu am
sityvebSi simarTlis Tundac aCrdili imaleba.
- bolos da bolos, sasaciloa! - mgznebared avlaparakdi, radgan
sakuTari mtkicebulebebi marTlac utyuari, uzado meCveneboda! Tavadve
matkbobda Cemi oratoruli niWi. - ho, mosvlas verafriT SeZlebda. mec ki
damabnieT, nastenka, drois SegrZneba damakargvineT... dafiqrdiT: is mxolod
axla miiRebda werils. davuSvaT, ver axerxebs mosvlas, davuSvaT werilis
moweras apirebs, werils xom xvalamde veravin mogawvdiT. gaTendeba Tu ara,
im xalxs mivakiTxav, yvelafers gavigeb da pasuxs SegatyobinebT. aTasi ram
SeiZleboda momxdariyo... iqneb saxlSi ar iyo, rodesac Tqveni werili
miutanes? iqneb jer arc waukiTxavs? asec xdeba xolme.
- ho, ho! rasakvirvelia, yvelaferi xdeba, - meTanxmeboda nastenka,
magram mis xmaSi imedgacrueba igrZnoboda... anu fiqrebi aSkarad
ewinaaRmdegebodnen sityvebs. nastenkas undoda, raRac sxva gza moeZebna... -
iciT, ra unda gaakeToT? xval, rac SeiZleba adre midiT, Tu raimes
gaigebT, maSinve SematyobineT. xom iciT, sad vcxovrob? - mkiTxa da Tavisi
misamarTi gamimeora.
uecrad kvlav alersad daiRvara, iseTi nazi, iseTi mokrZalebuli
Seiqna... TiTqos yuradRebiT ismenda Cems TiToeul sityvas, magram, rodesac
raRac vkiTxe, ar mipasuxa, daibna da Tavi mxrebSi Camala. TvalebSi Cavxede
- tiroda.
- es rogor SeiZleba? bavSviviT iqceviT! axlave SewyviteT
tirili!
cdilobda, damSvidebuliyo, gaecina, magram nikapi ukankalebda, verc
mkerds imorCilebda, saocari siswrafiT sunTqavda.
- Tqvenze vfiqrob, - miTxra mcire dumilis Semdeg, - iseTi keTili
xarT, albaT qvis guli unda mqondes, rom am sikeTes ver vgrZnobde. iciT,
axla ra vifiqre? mas SegadareT... ratom is da ara Tqven? ratom ar aris is
Tqvennairi? gacilebiT Tqvenze uaresia da mainc... Tqvenze metad miyvars.
araferi vupasuxe. rogorc Cans eloda, rom raRacas vetyodi.
- SesaZloa, kargad ar vicnob. TiTqos yovelTvis meSinoda misi.
mudam Zalian seriozuli, zedmetad amayi adamianis STabeWdilebas axdenda.
ara, me vici, rom ase mxolod erTi SexedviT Canda, sinamdvileSi Cemze
gacilebiT keTili da alersiania... maxsovs, rogor Semomxeda maSin,
rodesac tomriT xelSi mivadeqi. da mainc mis mimarT usazRvrod did
pativiscemas vgrZnob... rogor fiqrobT, gamodis, rom ar varT Tanasworni,
erTmaneTs ar SeveferebiT?
- ara, nastenka, ara. es mxolod imas niSnavs, rom yvelaze metad
giyvarT amqveynad, sakuTar Tavze gacilebiT metad.
 - davuSvaT asea, - mipasuxa gulubryvilo nastenkam, - magram iciT,
ra minda giTxraT? mxolod axla konkretulad mis Sesaxeb ki ar
vilaparakeb, ise zogadad... adrec xSirad mifiqria amaze. momismineT, netav
ratom ar Camoyalibda Cven Soris WeSmaritad da-Zmuri urTierToba? ratom
xdeba ise, rom saukeTeso adamianic ki meore adamians raRacas umalavs?
Tundac am wuTas ratom ar unda vTqvaT is, rasac marTla vgrZnobT? yvela
cdilobs imaze gacilebiT sastiki gamometyvelebis miRebas, vidre
sinamdvileSia, TiTqos grZnobebis gamoxatva am grZnobebis Seuracxyofas
niSnavs...
- marTali xarT, nastenka! magram amas mravali mizezi aqvs, -
Sevawyvetine saubari, radgan swored am wuTebSi yvelaze metad sakuTari
grZnobebis gamJRavnebis mrcxvenoda.
- ara, ara! - mgznebared mipasuxa nastenkam, - ai, magaliTad Tqven -
srulebiT ar hgavxarT sxvebs! ar vici, rogor gadmogceT is, rasac vgrZnob,
magram meCveneba... Tundac axla, am wuTebSi... TiTqos Cem gamo raRacas
TmobT, TiTqos msxverpli gaiReT, - daamata nastenkam da gaubedavad
amomxeda. – mapatieT, ase rom gelaparakebiT: me xom ubralo gogona var,
bevri araferi minaxavs da gamigia, amitom wesierad laparakic ar vici, -
gaRimebas cdilobda, magram raRac farulma grZnobebma xma aukankala. - me
mxolod imis Tqma mindoda, rom madlobeli var da... rom mec yvelafers
vgrZnob... RmerTs Sevavedreb Tqvens bednierebas... amis gamo. rac maSin
miambeT meocnebeze, simarTle ar aris, anu Tqven ar xarT aseTi. sakuTari
Tavi ki ara, sruliad sxva adamiani daaxasiaTeT. Tu odesme vinme
SegiyvardebaT, bednierebas gisurvebT! mas ki, visac SeiyvarebT, arafers
vusurveb, radgan is isedac bednieri iqneba. me qali var, amitom zustad
vici es da rasac geubnebiT, uTuod unda daijeroT...
gaCumda, Zlierad momiWira xeli. mRelvarebisgan xmas ver viRebdi. ase
gavida ramdenime wuTi.
- rogorc Cans, dRes ar mova! ukve gviania!.. - bolos da bolos
daarRvia dumili nastenkam.
- xval mova, - ganvacxade mtkiced.
 - ho, - maSinve gamxiarulda, - axla CemTvisac cxadia, rom
xvalamde mosvlas verafriT SeZlebda. kargi, naxvamdis! xvalamde! Tu
iwvimebs, SesaZloa aqamde ver movaRwio, magram zeg uTuod gamovCndebi, rac
ar unda moxdes, mainc moval. aucileblad damelodeT. minda gnaxoT, minda
yvelaferi giamboT.
damSvidobebisas xeli gamomiwoda, naTeli Tvalebi aukaSkaSda da
mkiTxa:
- xom mudam erTad viqnebiT? xom asea?
nastenka, nastenka! rom icode, rogori martosuli var axla!
rodesac cxra saaTi gaxda oTaxSi veRar gavCerdi. miuxedavad wvimiani
amindisa, mainc quCaSi gavedi. Cvens patara skamze davjeqi. nastenkas
gzajvaredinisken wavedi, magram ise davbrundi ukan, rom misi saxlis
fanjrebisTvisac ar Semixedavs, Tumca zustad ori nabiji maSorebda am
fanjrebs. rodesac sakuTar oTaxSi Sevedi, gulze lodiviT damawva sevda,
es iseTi gausaZlisi sevda iyo! rogori nestiani, naRvliani Ramea! kargi
amindi rom yofiliyo, mTel Rames quCaSi gavatarebdi, viseirnebdi...
magram xvalamde, xvalamde! xval is yvelafers miambobs.
dRes ar gamogzavna werili. ra mniSvneloba aqvs. asec unda iyos. isini
ukve erTad arian...

Rame meoTxe

RmerTo, rogor damTavrda es yvelaferi! riT damTavrda! cxra saaTze

mivedi. is ukve iq iyo. Soridanve davinaxe. zustad ise idga, rogorc maSin
pirvelad rom Sevxvdi. sanapiros moajirs dayrdnobili... verc ki SeniSna,
rogor mivuaxlovdi.
- nastenka! - davuZaxe. ise vRelavdi, Zlivs vimorCilebdi sakuTar
Tavs.
saswrafod motrialda Cemken da mkiTxa:
- ra? ra xdeba? Cqara! miTxariT!
gakvirvebuli vuyurebdi.
- werili, sad aris werili? - moajirs mZlavrad CasWida xeli.
 - ara, werili ar maqvs. TqvenTan... ar mosula?
gafiTrda, TiTqosda gaqvavda, didi xnis ganmavlobaSi ar maSorebda
Tvals. ukanaskneli imedi davumsxvrie.
- kargi daviviwyoT! - amoTqva bolos da bolos, - daviviwyoT...
Tuki mimatova.
Tvalebi daxara, Semdeg undoda CemTvis Semoexeda, magram ver SeZlo.
ramdenime wuTis ganmavlobaSi sakuTar mRelvarebas ebrZoda... uecrad xidis
rikulebs daemxo da tirili daiwyo.
- sakmarisia, sakmarisi! - vTqvi da vigrZeni, rom Zala ar myofnida,
ar SemeZlo misi damSvideba... ar vicodi, ra meTqva.
- ara, ar aris saWiro Cemi damSvideba, - meubneboda nastenka da
cremlebi axrCobda, - araferi miTxraT mis Sesaxeb, aRar miTxraT, rom mova,
rom sastikad da araadamianurad ar mivutovebivar. ratom? risTvis? nuTu im
werilSi, im bedkrul werilSi raime gamaRizianebeli davwere?..
qviTinma laparaki Seawyvetina. vuyurebdi da guli meglijeboda.
- ra araadamianuri sisastikea, - gaimeora kvlav, - erTi sityvac ar
momwera, erTi striqonic ver gaimeta! pasuxi mainc gaeca! eTqva, rom aRar
vWirdebi! sami dRea tyuilad velodebi! rogori advilia misTvis awyeninos,
Seuracxyofa miayenos sacodav, miusafar gogonas, romelic mxolod imaSia
damnaSave, rom ase TavdaviwyebiT Seuyvarda! ramdeni ram gadavitane am sami
dRis ganmavlobaSi! RmerTo Cemo! RmerTo Cemo! rodesac maxsendeba, rogor
mivedi masTan, rogor davimcire Tavi, vtirodi da siyvaruls vevedrebodi...
sul mcire siyvaruls mainc... da amis Semdeg!.. mismineT, - uecrad aucimcimda
Savi Tvalebi, - ase ar unda momxdariyo! arabunebrivia! an Tqven motyuvdiT,
an - me. iqneb saerTod ar miuRia werili? iqneb araferi icis? rogor
SeiZleba! Tavad gansajeT, miTxariT, RvTis wyalobiT, amixseniT! me araferi
mesmis! SeiZleba ase barbarosulad moqceva?! raime xom ar gaigo? iqneb
vinmem raRac cudi uTxra Cem Sesaxeb? Tqven ras fiqrobT?
- momismineT, nastenka, xval mival masTan.
- mere?
- yvelafers gamovkiTxav da yvelafers vuambob.
- mere?
 - werili dawereT. vaiZuleb, pativi sces Tqvens saqciels,
yvelafers gaigebs da Tu...
- ara, araviTar SemTxvevaSi, sakmarisia! sityvasac aRar davZrav,
striqonsac aRar mivwer! sakmarisia! me mas ar vicnob, aRar miyvars,
davi...vi...wyeb...
- dawynardiT, dawynardiT! ai, aq dajeqiT nastenka, - vuTxari da
skamze davsvi.
- Zalian mSvidad var! ho, namdvilad! cremlebi?.. cremlebi
amoSreba! fiqrobT, rom Tavs moviklav?..
guli damimZimda. mindoda, raRac meTqva, magram ver SevZeli.
- momismineT! - nastenkam xeli momkida, - miTxariT: Tqven ase ar
moiqceodiT? ar dascinebdiT imas, vinc TviTon movidoda TqvenTan? ar
gakicxavdiT amgvari suleluri saqcielis gamo? Tu SeifarebdiT,
ifiqrebdiT, rom is martoa da ver SeZlo, gaqceoda siyvaruls? rom
udanaSauloa, udanaSaulo!.. cudi araferi gaukeTebia! RmerTo! RmerTo
Cemo!..
- nastenka! - wamoviyvire, aRar SemeZlo, veRar vimorCilebdi
sakuTar Tavs. - nastenka! saSinlad vitanjebi! guls miwamlavT, maxrCobT!
ukve veRar gavCumdebi! bolos da bolos unda giTxraT, rogor miduRs
guli...
skamidan avdeqi. xeli momkida da gakvirvebulma Camxeda TvalebSi.
- ra gemarTebaT?
- momismineT! - mtkiced mivuge me, - kargad momismineT, nastenka!
rasac axla getyviT, SesaZloa arasdros moxdes, magram moTmena aRar
SemiZlia. Tqven itanjebiT da am tanjvis gamo, vici, mapatiebT!.. gTxovT
mapatioT!..
- ki magram, ra xdeba? - tirili Sewyvita da dakvirvebiT
Semomxeda. mis TvalebSi raRac ucnauri cnobismoyvareoba akiafda. - ra
dagemarTaT?
- es ocneba auxdenelia... magram me Tqven miyvarxarT! ho, ukve
yvelaferi vTqvi! - xeli Caviqnie. - axla, Tavad gansajeT - SegiZliaT Tu
ara mesaubroT ise, rogorc wuTis win mesaubrebodiT da momisminoT...
 - mere ra moxda? - Semawyvetina nastenkam, - ra moxda? didi xania
vici, rom giyvarvarT, ubralod meCveneboda... TiTqos zerele iyo es
grZnoba... RmerTo Cemo, RmerTo Cemo!
- ho, Tavidan zerele iyo, axla ki, axla... zustad imave
mdgomareobaSi var, rogorSic Tqven iyaviT... ai, maSin, rodesac tomriT
xelSi mixvediT masTan. ara, uaresSi, radgan mas maSin aravin uyvarda, Tqven
ki ukve Seyvarebuli xarT, nastenka.
- ras ambobT! veraferi gavige. ratom... ho, Tumca, ratom ki ara... ai,
ase uecrad... RmerTo, ra sisuleleebs vlaparakob! magram Tqven...
nastenka saSinlad daibna. loyebi auwiTlda, Tvalebi daxara.
- ra SemiZlia gavakeTo, nastenka?Aar vici, rogor moviqce!
damnaSave var, borotad gamoviyene... da mainc... ara! ar var damnaSave!
merwmuneT, guli meubneba, vgrZnob, rom arasdros gawyeninebT, ubralod ver
SevZleb Seuracxyofis moyenebas TqvenTvis! mudam Tqveni megobari viyavi,
axlac megobrad vrCebi, arasdros aravisTvis, arafrisTvis miRalatia.
metireba, cremlebi maxrCobs nastenka... Tumca, vis ras uSavebs Cemi
cremlebi... cremlebi? cremlebi amoSreba...
- dajeqiT, - miTxra da ZaliT damsva skamze, - RmerTo Cemo!
- ara! ar davjdebi. aq darCena aRar SemiZlia, Tqven Cemi danaxvac
ar gindaT, ubralod yvelafers getyviT da waval. ar mindoda gagegoT, rom
miyvarxarT, es Cemi saidumlo unda yofiliyo, sakuTari egoizmi Tavs ar
unda momexvia TqvenTvis. ara! ver moviTmine. Tqven TviTon daiwyeT amis
Sesaxeb laparaki, yvelaferSi Tqven xarT damnaSave. da... ar gaqvT ufleba
gamagdoT...
- ara, arc vapireb, ara! - ambobda nastenka, sawyals ise uWirda
sakuTari dabneulobis damalva.
- ar gamagdebT? ara? me ki TviTon mindoda gaqceva. aucileblad
waval, oRond jer yvelafers vityvi, radgan, rodesac Tqven laparakobdiT,
erT adgilze ver vCerdebodi, rodesac tirodiT, imitom (momiteveT, magram
davarqmev saxels), rom uaryves Tqveni siyvaruli, vigrZeni, rogor
miyvarxarT, ra Zlier miyvarxarT, nastenka!.. ise gavmwardi! gavmwardi imitom,
rom Zalian miyvarxarT da mainc verafriT gexmarebiT... guli mewureba,
grZnobebis damalva aRar SemiZlia, yvelaferi unda meTqva, nastenka!..
- ho, ho! miTxariT, araferi damimaloT! - Tqva nastenkam da ucnaurad
aiqnia xeli. - albaT gikvirT... magram ilaparakeT... da mere me getyviT! mec
yvelafers getyviT!
- vici, rom gecodebiT, nastenka, ubralod gecodebiT! dakargulis
povna SeuZlebelia! erTxel naTqvams veRar damalav! ase ar aris? axla ukve
iciT. wertili dasmulia. kargia, Zalian kargi! samyaro mSvenieri gaxda!
oRond momismineT. rodesac tirodiT, vfiqrobdi (RmerTo, momeci Zala
amovTqva is, rasac vfiqrobdi!). ho, vfiqrobdi (rasakvirvelia, es arasdros
moxdeba), vfiqrobdi, rom Tqven... is ukve aRar giyvarT. maSin... sami dRea
mxolod momavalze vocnebob! maSin... Zal-Rones ar daviSurebdi da
mivaRwevdi mizans - uTuod SegayvarebdiT Tavs. gaxsovT? TviTonve miTxariT,
rom ukve TiTqmis giyvarvarT. ho, sul es aris, risi Tqmac mindoda. mxolod
isRa darCa saTqmeli, ra moxdeboda maSin, Tuki Tqvenc SegiyvardebodiT.
sxva aRaraferi! nastenka, Cemo megobaro, - mimaCnia, rom vagrZelebT
megobrobas, - me, rasakvirvelia, erTi ubralo, Cveulebrivi adamiani var,
imdenad ususuri, zogadad veravin mamCnevs... raRac uazrobas vlaparakob...
dabneulobis bralia. erTi sityviT, im, CemTvis ucxo, adamianSi
Seyvarebulic ki ise meyvarebodiT, ise meyvarebodiT, rom... arasdros
dagamZimebdaT Cemi siyvaruli. mxolod erT rames igrZnobdiT, igrZnobdiT
yoveldRe, yovel wams... rom Cemi siyvaruliT anTebuli guli...
keTilSobili, madlierebiT aRsavse guli mxolod TqvenTvis feTqavs. oh,
nastenka, nastenka! ar vici, ras merCodiT!..
- nu itirebT, gTxovT, ar minda, rom tirodeT, - miTxra nastenkam da
saswrafod wamodga, - wamodiT, adeqiT, wamomyeviT, SewyviteT tirili, -
meubneboda da Tavisi cxvirsaxociT mwmendda cremlebs, - ho, wavideT,
raRac unda giTxraT... davuSvaT, mimatova, davuSvaT, ukve davaviwydi... ar
mogatyuebT - me is jer kidev miyvars... magram, momismineT da mipasuxeT. ai,
Tuki Tqven SemiyvardebiT, ufro sworad, Tuki mxolod... RmerTo Cemo! axla
rom maxsendeba, rogor gayenebdiT Seuracxyofas maSin, rodesac davcinodi
Tqvens siyvaruls, rodesac gaqebdiT imitom, rom ar SegiyvardiT!.. RmerTo
Cemo! rogor ver warmovidgine, ratom ver warmovidgine, ra suleli viyavi...
kargi, ukve gadavwyvite da yvelafers getyviT...
- momismineT nastenka, me axla waval! waval, radgan vxedav...
gawvalebT. vxedav, sindisi gqenjniT imitom, rom damcinodiT. me ki ar minda,
ar minda Tqveni isedac damZimebuli guli ufro metad... damnaSave var,
mSvidobiT!
- SeCerdiT, momismineT: cota xans daicadeT! ar SegiZliaT?
- ras velodo, rogor?
- me is miyvars, magram es gaivlis, unda gaiaros, ar SeiZleba ar
gaiaros, ukve vgrZnob, rom male gaivlis... arc ki vici, SesaZloa dResve
damTavrdes yvelaferi, radgan me is mZuls. maSin rodesac Tqven CemTan
erTad tirodiT, is damcinoda! Tqven xom arasdros gamimetebdiT... ar
gamimetebdiT, radgan giyvarvarT, mas ki ar vuyvardi... bolos da bolos mec
miyvarxarT... ho, miyvarxarT! ise miyvarxarT, rogorc Tqven giyvarvarT...
adrec xom giTxariT, gaxsovT? miyvarxarT imitom, rom masze ukeTesi xarT,
masze keTilSobili, imitom rom, rom, rom is...
- imdenad Relavda, saTqmeli veRar daamTavra, Tavi mxarze damado,
Semdeg mkerdze da mwared aqviTinda. vamSvidebdi, vexvewebodi, Seewyvita
tirili, magram ar SeeZlo. xels miWerda, amoisunTqavda Tu ara, meubneboda:
"damacadeT, damacadeT, axlave! aRar vitireb! minda giTxraT... ar ifiqroT...
imitom ki ar vtiri, rom mecodebiT... ho, male gaivlis..."
- rogorc iqna Sewyvita tirili, cremlebi moiwminda da isev
gavuyeviT sanapiros. mindoda, davlaparakebodi, magram mexveweboda, cota
xans ar amomeRo xma. ase mdumared davdiodiT... bolos da bolos, Zal-Rone
moikriba da laparaki daiwyo...
- ho, ai ra, - wamoiwyo susti, akankalebuli xmiT, magram am xmaSi
uecrad iseTi siTbo vigrZeni, ucnaurad amiCqrolda guli, - ar ifiqroT,
rom Tavqariani var, rom advilad SemiZlia daviviwyo da vuRalato... mTeli
wlis ganmavlobaSi miyvarda, RmerTs geficebiT, fiqrebSic ki arasdros
miRalatia misTvis. man es ar daafasa, ufro metic, abuCad aigdo Cemi
grZnobebi, guli matkina, Seuracxyofa momayena. ara! aRar miyvars! me
mxolod amaRlebuli, keTilSobili adamianis siyvaruli SemiZlia, radgan
TviTonac aseTi var... is ar aris Cemi Rirsi, - kargi, davaneboT Tavi! ase
ukeTesia, momavalSi mainc gavicnobdi, ganvixiblebodi da es uaresi
iqneboda... yvelaferi damTavrda! vin icis, - xeli xelze momiWira, - iqneb
sinamdvileSi arc myvarebia? iqneb Cemi grZnoba warmosaxvam Seqmna, raRac
bavSvurma sisulelem... iqneb es grZnoba mxolod imitom gaCnda, rom bebiis
tyveobaSi vcxovrobdi? iqneb is ki ara, sxva unda miyvardes? adamiani,
romelic Semicodebs da, da... ho, aRar gvinda, sjobs aRar vilaparako, -
nastenkas nerviulobisgan suli exuTeboda, - anu, imis Tqma mindoda...
miuxedavad imisa, rom is miyvars (ara, miyvarda), miuxedavad am siyvarulisa...
Tu Tqven imdenad giyvarvarT... SeZlebT amoZirkvoT, damaviwyoT misi
siyvaruli... Tuki ar damtovebT marto... manugeSebT, gverdSi amomidgebiT...
geqnebaT survili. mudam ise giyvardeT, rogorc axla, geficebiT...
namdvilad gaxdebiT Cemi siyvarulis Rirsi... ho... axla SemirTavT colad?
- nastenka, - wamoviyvire. sixarulis cremlebi maxrCobda, -
nastenka!.. nastenka!..
- sakmarisia, sakmarisi! - meubneboda... uWirda sakuTar grZnobebTan
gamklaveba, - ukve yvelaferi naTqvamia; xom asea? asea? Tqvenc bednieri xarT
da mec. amaze nuRar vilaparakebT, Zalian gTxovT... aRar SemiZlia, Tu
RmerTi gwamT, sxva Temaze visaubroT!..
- kargi, nastenka, kargi! ubralod Zalian bednieri var, me... ho, aba
daviwyoT, Cqara daviwyoT sxva sakiTxebze laparaki! mzad var...
Cven ar vicodiT, raze gvesaubra... vicinodiT, vtirodiT, aTasobiT
sisuleles vambobdiT. xan win mivdiodiT, xan uecrad vbrundebodiT ukan.
erTi sityviT, quCac gadavsereT, trotuaric... mTeli sanapiro. ise
viqceodiT, rogorc patara bavSvebi...
- axla marto vcxovrob, nastenka. xval ki... Raribi var, Cemi
Semosavali orasi aTass ar aRemateba, magram es ar aris mniSvnelovani...
- rasakvirvelia, bebiasac xom aqvs pensia. bebiam CvenTan unda
icxovros, xels araferSi SegviSlis.
- bebiam? aucileblad... oRond, ai matrena...
- ho, Cvenc gvyavs fekla!
 - matrena keTilia, mxolod erTi nakli aqvs, warmosaxvis unari ar
gaaCnia. magram ara uSavs!..
- eg araferi! mSvenivrad icxovreben erTad, oRond xval
gadmodiT.
- gadmovide? anu, TqvenTan davsaxlde? kargi, Tanaxma var...
- Cveni mansarda daiqiraveT. iq axla aravin cxovrobs. erTi
mdgmuri gvyavda, didgvarovani moxuci qalbatoni da ukve gadavida. vici
rom bebias surs, mansarda axalgazrda mamakacs miaqiravos. sul vekiTxebi,
Tu ratom unda, misi mdgmuri maincdamainc axalgazrda mamakaci iyos.
mudmivad erTsa da imaves mpasuxobs: "ar ifiqro nastenka, saqmros ki ar
veZeb SenTvis, ubralod davberdio." hoda, mivxvdi, rom swored Cems
gaTxovebas cdilobs...
- nastenka!..
orives gagvecina.
- ho, marTla, Tqven sad cxovrobT? damaviwyda.
- iq, ... xidTan, baranikovis saxlSi.
- didi saxlia?
- ki, didia.
- ho, vici eg Senoba. kargi saxlia, magram Tqven mainc saswrafod
gadmodiT CvenTan...
- xvalve, xvalve gadmoval. marTalia, binis qira bolomde ar
damifaravs... ara uSavs, male xelfass aviReb da...
- me ki bavSvebs movamzadeb. TviTonac miviReb codnas da sxvebsac
vaswavli...
- SesaniSnavia... male mec damajildoveben...
- erTi sityviT, xval ukve Cemi mdgmuri gaxdebiT...
- "sevelieli dalaqis" warmodgenasac daveswrebiT!
- ra Tqma unda, - gaicina nastenkam, - ara, sjobs sxva speqtakli
vnaxoT...
- ho, rasakvirvelia, raime sxva ajobebs. daufiqreblad wamomcda...
ai, ase vlaparakobdiT da vseirnobdiT, TiTqos burusSi, sizmarSi
davabijebdiT... Tavadac ver vacnobierebdiT, ra xdeboda Cvens Tavs. xan erT
adgilas vCerdebodiT da didxans vsaubrobdiT, xan win da ukan davdiodiT...
sicili da cremlebi erTmaneTs cvlida... drodadro nastenka saxlSi
dabrunebas iTxovda, me ver vbedavdi SekamaTebas da saxlamde micilebas
vTavazobdi. wavidodiT gzajvaredinisken, TxuTmet wuTSi ki vxvdebodiT,
rom adgilidan ar davZrulvarT... kvlav sanapiroze, Cvens skamTan videqiT.
nastenka xSirad oxravda, cremlebi awveboda. aseT dros gaurkveveli SiSi
yinulad iRvreboda mTel Cems sxeulSi... magram maSinve xels mkidebda da...
kvlav davdiodiT, vlaparakobdiT, vicinodiT...
- axla namdvilad Sin dabrunebis droa, Zalian gviania, - Tqva
nastenkam, - sakmarisia, marTla bavSvebi xom ar varT!
- ho, magram ukve veRar daviZineb da aRarc waval saxlSi.
- albaT mec veRar daviZineb. gamacileT...
- aucileblad!
- axla ki namdvilad mivaRwevT Tqvens binamde.
- ho, namdvilad...
- aba, daificeT!.. odesme xom unda mivide saxlSi!
- vficav! - vupasuxe siciliT...
- maSin wavideT!
- wavideT.
- zemoT aixedeT nastenka, SexedeT, Cqara SexedeT cas! xval
araCveulebrivi dRe iqneba. ca - aseTi cisferi, mTvare - aseTi... odesme
ginaxavT? SexedeT: es yviTeli Rrubeli sacaa miswvdeba mTvares, SexedeT,
SexedeT!.. ara, gverdi auara. uyureT, nastenka, uyureT!..
magram is ar uyurebda Rrubels, dadumebuli idga, TiTqos
gaqvavebuli... Semdeg gaubedavad, Tumca mZlavrad momekro. uecrad
aTrTolda Cems xels CaWidebuli xeli, Sevxede... kidev ufro Zlierad
momekro.
swored am wuTebSi axalgazrda mamakacma Cagviara... SeCerda, daJinebiT
Semogvxeda. kvlav ramdenime nabiji gadadga. guli gadamiqanda...
- nastenka, - vuTxari CurCuliT, - vin aris?
- is aris! - CurCuliTve mipasuxa da ufro metad akankalda, ufro
Zlierad momekro... fexze Zlivs videqi, vgrZnobdi, male waviqceodi.
 - nastenka! nastenka! Sen xar?! - gaisma xma da axalgazrda mamakaci
Cvenken wamovida.
RmerTo! rogor iyvira! TiTqos Sezanzarda! rogor moswyda Cems
xelebs, sxeuls... rogor gafrinda misken!.. videqi da mkvdariviT vuyurebdi.
magram... gauwoda Tu ara xeli, Caexuta Tu ara, maSinve Cemken motrialda,
momiaxlovda, rogorc qariSxali, rogorc cas mowyvetili elva da sanam
gons movidodi, kiserze momxvia xelebi, mgznebared makoca. Semdeg usityvod
gaiqca misken, xeli mohkida da... wavidnen.
didxans videqi, didxans vuyurebdi... bolos da bolos, orive gaqra.

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Cemi Rameebi dilam daasrula. saSineli dRe iyo. wvimda da wvimis

sevdismomgvreli wveTebi fanjrebs exeTqeboda. oTaxSi bneloda, quCebi
burusSi gaxveuliyo. Tavi mtkioda, Tavbru mexveoda. cieb-cxeleba nel-nela
epareboda sxeuls.
- fostalionma werili mogitanaT, qalaqis fostaSi gamougzavnia
viRacas, - macnoba matrenam.
- werili! visgan aris? - saswrafod wamovxti skamidan.
- ar vici, aba, daxedeT, iqneb aweria.
luqi movaglije. werili misgan iyo!
"o, mapatieT, mapatieT!" - mwerda nastenka, - "muxlebze daCoqili
gevedrebiT, mapatieT! Tqvenc mogatyueT da sakuTari Tavic. es iyo sizmari,
moCveneba... mTeli dRea vitanjebi. mapatieT! mapatieT!..
ar gamkicxoT, Cemi grZnobebi marTla ar Secvlila. giTxariT, rom
mudam meyvarebodiT, axlac miyvarxarT, es ufro metia, vidre siyvaruli.
RmerTo! rom SeiZlebodes orive erTad miyvardeT! rom SeiZlebodes Tqven
iyoT is!"
uecrad gamaxsenda misive sityvebi: netav is iyoT Tqven! ho, nastenka,
maSin ase miTxari...
"RmerTia mowame, arafers daviSurebdi TqvenTvis! vici, rogor
gamZimebT dardi. ... Seuracxyofa mogayeneT, magram icodeT, Tu adamiani
WeSmaritad giyvarT, ver SeZlebT mudam nawyeni iyoT masze. Tqven ki
namdvilad giyvarvarT!
madlobeli var! diax... madlobeli var siyvarulisTvis. es siyvaruli
mudam memaxsovreba... rogorc tkbili sizmari, romelic gaRviZebis Semdegac
didxans gaxsovs... arasdros damaviwydeba is wami, rodesac sakuTari sulis
kari CemTvis gaxseniT, rodesac ase didsulovnad, Tavdauzogavad
cdilobdiT Cemi ganadgurebuli, TiTqmis mkvdari gulis gacocxlebas...
Tuki mapatiebT, amaRlebul, dauviwyar mogonebad darCebiT Cems
sulSi... am mogonebas saTuTad Sevinaxav... iseTive erTguli viqnebi misi,
rogorc sakuTari grZnobebis. guls ki arasdros vRalatob, arc SemiZlia -
am guls ar SeuZlia Ralati. is guSinve daubrunda imas, visac mudam
ekuTvnoda. Cven uTuod SevxvdebiT erTmaneTs, aucileblad gvestumrebiT...
yovelTvis Cemi megobari, Cemi Zma iqnebiT... xom gamomiwodebT xels, rodesac
mnaxavT? xom mapatieT? xom isev ise giyvarvarT, rogorc uwin? Zalian
gTxovT ar mimatovoT, ise miyvarxarT, rom namdvilad Rirsi var Tqveni
siyvarulis... me am siyvaruls davimsaxureb... Zvirfaso, Cemo Zvirfaso
megobaro! momaval kviras colad mivyvebi. Zalian vuyvarvar, Turme
arasdros davviwyebivar... xom ar mibrazdebiT mis Sesaxeb rom gwerT? magram
minda masTan erTad gewvioT stumrad. masac xom SeiyvarebT? xom
gulwrfelad SeiyvarebT?..
mapatieT da arasdros daiviwyoT Tqveni nastenka."
vkiTxulobdi da vkiTxulobdi... cremlebi exeTqebodnen Tvalebs.
bolos da bolos werili Zirs daeca... saxeze xelebi avifare.
- kasatik! kasatik! - damiZaxa matrenam.
- ra xdeba?
- Weri obobis qselebisgan gavwminde, ise krialebs, gind stumrebi
moiyvaneT, gind coli... ukve droc aris...
matrenas Sevxede... jer kidev mxne, ase vTqvaT "axalgazrda" moxuci
gaxldaT, magram ratomRac momeCvena, rom saxe naoWebiT daeRara da welSi
moxril, beber dedakacad iqca... uecrad matrenasaviT daberda Cemi oTaxic.
kedlebi da iataki Seilaxa, ucnaurad Camobnelda, obobis qselebma ki ise
imata, mTel Werze gaiwela. svetebze baTqaSi daskda da Camocvivda, fanjris
rafebi gaSavda, daibzara... Cemi oTaxis kedlebis naTeli siyviTle laqebma
aaWrela...
ar vici Rrublebidan mzis sxivma marTla gamoanaTa da male kvlav
wvimas Seafara Tavi, Tu ubralod TvalT damibnelda. an iqneb sakuTari
momavlis mwuxare perspeqtiva warmovidgine, anu rogori viqnebi TxuTmeti
wlis Semdeg... ukve daberebuli, imave oTaxSi, imave matrenasTan erTad,
romelsac mTeli am wlebis ganmavlobaSi odnavac ar momatebia Wkua.
magram nastenka... rogor SemiZlia nawyeni viyo Senze, rogor SemiZlia
Cemi mwuxarebiT Seni naTeli bedniereba gavafermkrTalo! dagamZimo
sindisis qenjniT im dros, rodesac Sav kululebSi unazes yvavilebs
Caiwnav da masTan erTad sakurTxevlisken waxval... gana SemiZlia gavsriso
am yvavilTagan Tundac erT-erTi... arasodes! arasodes! SenTvis ca
yovelTvis uRrublo iqneba, saxes ki mudam mSveniri da uzrunveli Rimili
gaanaTebs. Sen mudam dalocvili iqnebi Tundac im wamieri netarebisTvis,
wamieri bednierebisTvis, romelic Cems martosul guls aCuqe!
RmerTo Cemo! wuTi araamqveyniuri netarebisa! gana es cotaa? gana am
wuTs ar SeuZlia usasrulobad iqces da samaradJamod gaabrwyinos
adamianisTvis boZebuli wuTisofeli?..

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