From the Closet of a Transgender: The Struggles of Wearing a Saree

Saree has been profoundly ingrained in the cultural fabric of India, draping Indian women with
fragility and femininity. It is an ode to our cultural transcendence and celebrations. The saree's
numerous textures and shades redefine a woman’s identity and pride. However, not everyone is
privileged to wear this magnificent nine-yard clothing. One such is the story of the transgender.

The history of the transgender community dates back to the 13th and 14th century in India;
From enjoying a prominent role during the Mughal period to having their status altered after the
British intervention in India, their legacy fell to a decline as they were started to be seen as "an
infringement of human morality." This gradually culminated in their exclusion and ostracisation
from the society, falling victim to regular violence and bigotry, even after the fall of British rule in
India.

In the present context, there are several social security challenges that threaten the
hijras/transgender community. Since most of the Hijras are absconded and driven away from
their homes, they are forced to fend for themselves in the long run. With limited income
opportunities and resources, complex challenges such as health insecurity, poverty, social
stigmatization further stifle their development as individuals. Lack of livelihood is one major
reason why they choose to be sex workers or resort to begging, often pushing them to the brink
of poverty. Their ordeal is further exacerbated by a blatant lack of social welfare schemes that
could potentially aid them. However, adorning the saree offers them a lingering sense of
comfort, allowing them to wither away from the lows of the society briefly.

For them, the Saree is a medium, a cultural and traditional identity that the transgender
community resonates with, a legacy dating back to around 4,000 years. It is a mark of respect
for their gurus. Sarees play an imperative role in every Indian woman’s life, serving as an attire
that defines the cusp of womanhood. Similarly, when hijras become a ‘disciple’, they are also
besotted with saris as gifts; there is also a puja held in their honor.

A simple piece of clothing that largely shapes their sense of individuality, the saree serves as a
celebration for their legacy, their contributions to society. The saree is more than just a saree for
them!