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GKwU M‡elYvg~jK Dcb¨vm
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উৎসর্গ:
KIwg gvìvmvi me wbh©vwZZ wkï‡K
hv‡ì fqsKi wbh©vZb K‡i Lyb Kiv n‡jI Zv‡ì Rb¨ nq bv †Kv‡bv †kvK
cÖ¯Íve, †KD ùvovq bv gvbeeÜ‡b, R¦‡j bv †Kv‡bv †gvgevwZ, bv‡g bv
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eva¨ nq bv †KD...
Dcb¨vmwU †jLvi Rb¨ M‡elYv Ki‡Z wM‡q †jL‡Ki Dcjwä,

Ôag© gvbyl‡K KL‡bvB ˆbwZK I gvbweK Ki‡Z cv‡i bvÕ|
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{ইিু কবি ইন্টারঅ্যাকবিভ বলিংক ও িু কমাকগ যু ক্ত, পিগ িাইফিল িা িু কমাফকগ মাউস বিক/িাচ কফর
সরাসবর পিগ-পৃ ষ্ঠা ও সূ বচপফে আসা-যাওয়া করা যাফি}
উৎসর্গ: ০৪
সূ বচপে: ০৫
ললখফকর কথা: ০৬
বিষফ াোঁড়া: ১০
লেষ পৃষ্ঠা: ১১৬
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 †jL‡Ki K_v 
GwU †Kv‡bv KíKvwnbx bq| wewfbœ mg‡q cÖvß KIwg gvìvmvq wkï al©‡Yi I kvixwiK
wbh©vZ‡bi msev`¸‡jv we‡kølY K‡i wjwLZ GKwU M‡elYvag©x Dcb¨vm| ejv †h‡Z cv‡i
GB Dcb¨v‡mi cuPvwk kZvsk NUbvB G‡Kev‡i mwZ¨| ïay ¯’vb-Kvj-cv‡Îi bvg
cwieZ©b K‡i †Ìqv n‡q‡Q| hLb gvìvmvq wkï al©Y gnvgvwi‡Z iƒc wbw”Qj, ZLb
Avwg wm×všÍ wbB welqwU wb‡q GKwU M‡elYvg~jK Dcb¨vm †jLvi| KvR ïiæ Kijvg|
†h‡nZz mvaviY gvby‡li A‡b‡KiB GLb cÎcwÎKv †_‡K Av¯’v P‡j †M‡Q, ZvB Avwg
cÖwZwU msev` hvPvB Kivi †Póv K‡iwQ| †dvb K‡iwQ NUbv¸‡jv wb‡q †hme _vbvq
gvgjv n‡q‡Q, †mB me _vbvi Iwm‡ì Kv‡Q| †Póv K‡iwQ mivmwi fz³‡fvMx‡ì m‡½
K_v e‡j NUbvi LyuwUbvwU Z_¨mgyn Rvb‡Z| welqwU wb‡q KvR Ki‡Z wM‡q Avgvi
†ekf~lv cwieZ©b Ki‡Z n‡q‡Q|
XvKv kn‡ii Avkcv‡ki †ek wKQy gvìvmvq Avwg wM‡qwQ| †evSvi †Póv K‡iwQ
†mLvbKvi cwi‡ek Avm‡j †Kgb nq| Gici Avgvi g‡b n‡jv, nq‡Zv XvKv ev XvKvi
Avkcv‡ki KIwg gvìvmvi cwi‡ek GKiKg Avi MÖvgvÂ‡j wfbœiKg| wKš‘ Avm‡j Zv
bq| nq‡Zv Ae¯’v‡bi Kvi‡Y mvgvb¨ cv_©K¨ _vK‡Z cv‡i wKš‘ †fZ‡ii Mí Avm‡j
Ny‡iwd‡i me KIwg gvìvmvqB GK|
cy‡iv welqwU wb‡q KvR Ki‡Z wM‡q LyeB Avðh© njvg| ej‡j Avcbv‡ì Kv‡Q
Awek^vm¨ g‡b n‡e, Avm‡j mviv evsjv‡`‡ki me KIwg gvìvmvq cÖwZw`b †h cwigvY
wkï al©‡Yi wkKvi nq, Avgiv Zvi gvÎ 0.01 fvM msev` cvB wKbv, Zv‡ZI Avgvi
h‡_ó m‡›`n i‡q‡Q| GKUz e¨vL¨v Ki‡j eyS‡Z cvi‡eb| welqwU Avgvi Kv‡Q cwi®‹vi
n‡q‡Q hLb Avwg msev`¸‡jv we‡kølY Kijvg Avi ev¯ÍeZv †`Ljvg| Avwg msev`
we‡kølY K‡i hv †cjvg Zv n‡jv, hZ¸‡jv al©‡Yi NUbv mvg‡b G‡m‡Q ev cwÎKvq
msev` n‡q‡Q, me NUbvi wkïi evev-gv i‡q‡Q, A_©vr Zviv †KD GwZg wkï bq| wKš‘
gvìvmvi QvÎ-wkÿK‡ì fvl¨g‡Z GwZg wkïivB †ewk al©‡Yi wkKvi nq| A_©vr
Avcwb GUv mn‡RB Abygvb Ki‡Z cv‡ib †h, hZ GwZg wkï al©‡Yi wkKvi nq,
Zv‡ì GKwU NUbvI Avgiv Rvb‡Z cvwi bv ev msev` nq bv| KviY, KIwg gvìvmv
w`b w`b G †`‡k GKwU eo kw³‡Z iƒc wb‡q‡Q Avi GwU cwiYZ n‡q‡Q ag©xqfv‡e
LyeB ¯úk©KvZi wel‡q| †mLv‡b al©Y †nvK ev hv †nvK, Zv‡ì weiæ‡× cviZc‡ÿ †KD
K_v ej‡Z Pvq bv| ZvQvov mvaviY gvby‡li g‡a¨ GKwU welq KvR K‡i Zv n‡jv
nv‡dR, Av‡jg, Bgvg, gyqvw¾b, gynZvwgg -Giv KL‡bv †Kv‡bv Ab¨vq Ki‡Z cv‡i
bv| Giv †h †KejB Avgv‡ì agx©q Kv‡R mnvqK wKsev evsjv-Bs‡iwR-AsK wkÿ‡Ki
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gZ agx©q wkÿK Ges m‡ev©cwi Avgv‡ì gZB †`v‡l-¸‡Y mvaviY gvbyl Zv Avgiv fz‡j
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KIwg gvìvmvi GwZg wkïwUi ¯^Rb ej‡Z _v‡K Zvi `v`v-`vw`, bvbv-bvwb, gvgv,
PvPv, dzcy, gvgv, Lvjv-Giv| Giv KL‡bvB IB wkïi Rb¨ KIwg KwgDwbwUi weiæ‡×
†h‡Z Pvq bv| †hLv‡b gv-evevB †h‡Z Pvq bv, †mLv‡b Ab¨vb¨ AvZ¥xqiv †Kb †h‡Z
PvB‡e? A_©vr cv‡K-P‡µ g~j eo AskUv Avgv‡ì Rvbv‡kvbv ev aiv‡Quvqvi G‡Kev‡iB
evB‡i †_‡K hvq| Gici Av‡iv GKwU eo Ask Av‡Q, hviv GwZg bq wKš‘ Zviv Zv‡ì
m‡½ N‡U hvIqv NUbv j¾v ev f‡q KL‡bv-B KvD‡K e‡j bv| GB †Mj wØZxq eo
al©‡Yi wkKvi wkïiv| GiciI †hme awl©Z wkïiv welqwU e‡j, Zv‡ì †ewkifvM
gxgvsmv nq gvìvmvi †fZ‡iB| A_©vr QvÎ-wkÿ‡Ki evB‡i GB wefrm NUbvmgyn
cÖKvk nIqvi †Kvb my‡hvMB †bB| †m wel‡q Bmjvg ag© e‡j, Ôgymjgvb n‡q Av‡iK
gymjgv‡bi †`vl †Mvcb Ki‡Z n‡e, Zv‡Z K‡i Avjøvn&I †Kqvg‡Zi w`b Zvi †`vl
†Mvcb ivL‡ebÕ| GZ me wdëvi nIqvi ci †hUv evB‡i hvq Zvi 80 kZvsk msev‡`
¯’vb cvq bv| gvìvmv KwgwUi †jvKRb, †h †Kv‡bv g~‡j¨B †nvK, †mUv msev` n‡Z †`q
bv| Zv‡Z gvìvmvi `yb©vg|
msev` we‡kølY Ki‡Z wM‡q Avgvi AviI GKwU welq bR‡i G‡m‡Q, Zv n‡jv hZ
msev` Avgiv cvB ev †c‡qwQ, Zvi meB n‡jv wkÿK KZ…©K QvÎ al©‡Yi NUbv| eo
QvÎ KZ…©K †QvU QvÎ al©‡Yi †Kv‡bv msev` Avgiv G ch©šÍ cvBwb ej‡jB P‡j| wKš‘
cÖK…Zc‡ÿ AviI fqsKi Z_¨ n‡”Q eo QvÎ KZ…©K †QvU QvÎ al©‡Yi NUbv me‡P‡q
†ewk N‡U, hv gvìvmvi †fZ‡iB avgvPvcv _v‡K| KL‡bvB evB‡i hvq bv|Avcbviv
nq‡Zv Rv‡bb, KIwg gvìvmvq co‡Z eqm †Kv‡bv evuav bq| †mLv‡b †h‡Kv‡bv eq‡mi
QvÎB fwZ© n‡Z cv‡i| Rxe‡bi bvbv iKg Amyweav, evavwecwË, AmdjZv, AcKg©
†k‡l GKRb †jvK Avjøvn&i ˆbKU¨ jv‡fi Rb¨ 40 eQi eq‡m gvìvmvq fwZ© n‡q hLb
Ae`g‡bi wkKvi nq, ZLb †m n‡q I‡V weK…Zgbv wkïal©Kvgx| Bmjvg a‡g©
n¯Í‰g_ybI nvivg| wKš‘ wkÿK I eq‡m eo QvÎ‡ì Kv‡Q ¯§vU©‡dvb _vKvq Zviv
wbqwgZ c‡b©v †`‡L Avi cÖwZw`b G‡ì jvjmvi wkKvi nq nvRvi nvRvi wkï| Zviv
bvbv iKg fq fxwZ †`wL‡q wkï‡ì al©Y K‡i|
KIwg gvìvmvq wkï al©Y nIqvi nvRvi KviY i‡q‡Q| i‡q‡Q AbyK~j cwi‡ek| Zvi
g‡a¨ me‡P‡q eo KviY †QvU-eo me QvÎ‡KB gvìvmvq _vK‡Z nq ivZw`b 24 NÈv|
A_©vr cy‡iv wkÿveë¯’vUvB AvevwmK| cvkvcvwk wkÿK‡ì †L`gZ Kiv cÖwZwU Qv‡Îi
Rb¨B eva¨Zvg~jK| GKUv MYiæ‡g Mv`vMvw` K‡i Miæ-QvM‡ji †Luvqv‡oi g‡Zv _v‡K
A‡bK QvÎ| Avwg GgbI †`‡LwQ, 10 dzU evB 6 dzU iæ‡g GKRb gvbyl wPZ n‡q
ï‡Z hZUzKz RvqMv jv‡M, IB mvB‡Ri weQvbv K‡i A‡bK QvÎ _v‡K| cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki
weQvbvi m‡½ cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki weQvbv jvMv‡bv _v‡K| GQvov ag©xq Ae`gb †Zv i‡q‡QB|
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†gvÏv K_v, cÖwZw`b hZ wkï al©‡Yi wkKvi nq, Avgiv Zvi 0.01 fvM msevÌ cvB
bv| wKš‘ f‡qi welq n‡jv, mvaviY gvbyl GBme wKQyB Rv‡b bv| Zv‡ì hLb ejv nq
gvìvmvq Gme nq, ZLb Zviv AK_¨ fvlvq MvjvMvj K‡i, cwÎKvi msev‡ì wb‡P
cwÎKv‡K Avi mvsevw`K‡ì bvbv iKg †bvsiv-Akøxj fvlvq MvjvMvj K‡i gšÍe¨ K‡i|
†mLv‡b Zviv cÖvqB †j‡L, ÔGB¸jv Bûw`-bvmvivi lohš¿Õ| Zv‡ì GZUzKz aviYv †bB
Bûw` Kviv, G‡ì emevm †Kv_vq| †mB my‡hvMUv Avevi K‡i †`q G †`‡ki
IqvRKvixiv| hviv AvgRbZv‡K gvìvmvi QvÎ-wkÿ‡Ki †Kv‡bv Aciva wek^vm Ki‡Z
†`q bv| †Kv‡bv wKQy n‡jB e‡j, Gme Bûw`-bvmvivi lohš¿| Avwg GmewKQy GB
Dcb¨v‡m ms‡ÿ‡c Zz‡j aivi †Póv K‡iwQ| Gme we¯ÍvwiZ e‡j‡Z †M‡j Ggb eB
kÕcuv‡PK wjL‡Z n‡e|
f‡qi K_v n‡jv, w`b w`b †e‡oB P‡j‡Q GB wkï al©‡Yi nvi, †mB m‡½ cvjøv w`‡q
†e‡o Pj‡Q KIwg gvìvmvi cwigvY| G‡ì Ici †bB †Kv‡bv miKvwi wbqš¿Y|
AvIqvgx jxM miKvi weÁvb I ev¯ÍeZvwegyL GB KIwg wkÿv‡K ¯^xK…wZ †Ìqvi ci
KIwg gvìvmv †e‡o P‡j‡Q MvwYwZK nv‡i Avi wkï al©Y †e‡o P‡j‡Q R¨vwgwZK
nv‡i|
G †`‡ki †gvU Qv‡Îi GK-Z…Zxqvsk GLb gvìvmvq co‡Q ev c‡o‡Q| hviv w`‡bi ci
w`b al©Y I Ab¨vb¨ wbh©vZ‡bi wkKvi n‡q cwiYZ n‡”Q G‡KKRb gvbwmK †ivMx‡Z,
wb‡RB n‡q DV‡Q GKRb al©K I wbh©vZK, hviv †KD Avgv‡ì `~‡ii bq, Zviv GB
mgv‡RiB e„nr GKUv Ask| G‡ì †KD nq‡Zv Avgvi fvB, †KD fvwZRv, †KD
Avcbvi mšÍvb, †KD Avcbvi fvB| Zviv gvìvmv †_‡K cvm K‡i †KD n‡e Avcbvi
evwoi cv‡ki gmwR‡ì Bgvg wKsev gvìvmvi wkÿK A_ev Bmjvwg e³v| me‡P‡q
nvm¨Ki I GKB m‡½ gg©vwšÍK welq GB †h GivB Avevi eo Mjvq mgKvwgZvi
we‡ivwaZv K‡i, Rygvi LyZevq wKsev Iqv‡R GB al©K‡kÖwYB Avevi mgKvgx‡ì nZ¨vi
d‡Zvqv †`q| †h d‡Zvqvi wkKvi Ryjnvm gvbœvb I gvneye Zbq|
KIwg gvìvmvq †h ïay wkï al©YB GKgvÎ mgm¨v, Zv bq| wkï‡ì fqvbK kvixwiK
I gvbwmK wbh©vZb, wkÿvRxe‡bi ïiæ‡ZB Zv‡ì nv‡Z wfÿvi Szwj awi‡q †Ìqv,
Kg©gyLx I ev¯Íem¤§Z Bn‡jŠwKK †Kv‡bv wkÿvi avi bv avivÑGiKg nvRviI mgm¨v
i‡q‡Q| Avwg GB M‡elYvag©x Dcb¨v‡m †mm‡ei w`‡K †Zgb Av‡jvKcvZ Kwiwb, M‡í
M‡í ïay wkï al©‡Yi ev¯Íe iƒc Zz‡j aivi †Póv gvÎ|
GB Dcb¨vm †jLvi KvR AZ mnR wQj bv| Gi Rb¨ †h M‡elYv Ki‡Z n‡q‡Q, †mB
mgq Avwg Ab¨ †Kv‡bv KvR Ki‡Z cvwiwb| gvìvmvq gvìvmvq Nyi‡Z n‡q‡Q, cÖwZwU
Lei cy•Lvbycy•L we‡kølY Ki‡Z n‡q‡Q, Ki‡Z n‡q‡Q A‡bK cov‡kvbv, wKb‡Z n‡q‡Q
bvbv eBcÎ, †Nviv‡div Ki‡Z n‡q‡Q AvBb I mvwjk †K‡›`ª, wkï AwaKvi †dviv‡g,
†h‡Z n‡q‡Q g‡bv‡ivM wPwKrmK I AvBbRxex‡ì Kv‡Q|
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Dcb¨vmwU Avwg e‡mB LmLm K‡i wj‡L †dwjwb| Avgvi †j‡M‡Q `xN© `k gvm| Avwg
cÖ_‡gB AvšÍwiK abëv` I K…ZÁZv Rvbv‡Z PvB Rbve wiqvR Imgvbx‡K, whwb GB eB
†jLv I cÖKv‡ki Rb¨ me‡P‡q eo mgš^q‡Ki KvR K‡i‡Qb| abëv` I K…ZÁZv
RvbvB Zvmbyfv †di‡`Šmx, ZiæjZv Zvmwbg, dvnwiqv Kwei, kvšÍby Avwè, Avwidzi
ingvb, gvRnviæj Bmjvg, dqmvj MvRx, †gv. mv¾v`yj Bmjvg, †ZŠwn`yj Bmjvg,
Zzlvi cÖgyL‡K| G Qvov AviI Av‡Qb bvg cÖKv‡k Awb”QyK K‡qKRb mn‡hv×v eÜz|
G‡ì mnvqZv Qvov eBwU †jLv I cÖKvk cÖvq Am¤¢e n‡Zv ev A‡bK wejw¤^Z n‡Zv|
K…ZÁZv RvbvB †mB me gvìvmvi wkÿK‡ì cÖwZ, hviv Avgv‡K Zv‡ì gvìvmvq
cÖ‡e‡ki my‡hvM ˆZwi K‡i †fZ‡ii Avmj Lei Rvbvi my‡hvM K‡i w`‡q‡Qb wb‡R‡ì
ARv‡šÍB|
GwU †Kv‡bvfv‡eB Bmjvgwe‡ivax †Kv‡bv Dcb¨vm bq Ges KIwg gvìvmvi weiæ‡×I
bq, eis Dcb¨vmwU Bmjvg a‡g©i evsjv‡`‡k cÖPwjZ GK K~cgÐ~Kcðvrc`
wkÿveë¯’vi †fZ‡ii RÄvj wb‡q, bvbv AmsMwZ wb‡q, hv GLb wel‡duvov n‡q
mgv‡Ri Mv‡q cÖwZwbqZ †R‡M DV‡Q Ges GKmgq Zv K¨vbmv‡i cwiYZ n‡q G †`k‡K
aŸsm K‡i †dj‡e e‡j Avgvi aviYv|
GB Dcb¨v‡m Avwg †Kv_vI Gi mgvavbwelqK M‡íi AeZviYv Kwiwb| ev¯Í‡e GUvi
mgvavb Avgvi Øviv ejv ev cÖ¯Íve Kiv cÖvq Am¤¢e| KviY, †`‡ki Ab¨Zg cÖavb
wkÿveë¯’v GwU Ges Gi m‡½ RwoZ a‡g©i g‡Zv AwZ¯úk©KvZi GKwU welq| Avi hw`
welqwU‡K †iv‡Mi m‡½ Zzjbv Kwi †Zv ej‡Z n‡e, †ivM GZ Mfx‡i P‡j †M‡Q †h
ixwZg‡Zv †gwW‡Kj †evW© ewm‡q `xN©‡gqvw` wPwKrmv ìKvi| GK w`‡b PU K‡i
mgvavb Kivi g‡Zv mgm¨v bq| Z‡e GZUzKz ej‡Z cvwi †h GB gvìvmvq ag©xq wkÿK
Øviv wkï al©Y welqwU GB mgv‡R w`b‡K w`b K¨vbmv‡ii g‡Zv iƒc wb‡”Q| Gi Rb¨
ìKvi n‡j MY-Av‡›`vj‡b bvg‡Z n‡e| dz‡ji g‡Zv wkï‡ì my›ì fwel¨r Avgiv
†Pv‡Li mvg‡b Gfv‡e bó n‡Z w`‡Z cvwi bv|
kZfvM ï× e‡j wKQy nq bv| GB M‡elYvg~jK Dcb¨vmwUI kZfvM ï× †Kv‡bv wKQy
bq| Avwg GLv‡b GKwU KIwg gvìvmvi ev¯Íem¤§Z mvaviY wPÎ AuvKvi †Póv K‡iwQ|
Gi evB‡i †h †Kv‡bv KIwg gvìvmv †bB, Zv Aek¨ ejvi my‡hvM †bB| Z‡e Zv msL¨vq
GZB bMY¨ †h Zv D‡jøL Kivi g‡Zv bq| †m gvìvmv¸‡jvq mgv‡Ri AwZ D”P‡kÖwYi
gvbyl‡ì mšÍv‡biv c‡o Ges †mB gvìvmv¸‡jv mvaviYZ AvevwmK nq bv|
hw` †Kv‡bv eo ai‡bi fzjåvwšÍ †_‡K _v‡K, Zv Aek¨B Avgv‡K awi‡q †Ìqvi Rb¨
webxZ Aby‡iva iBj| Avkv Kwi cieZ©x ms¯‹i‡Y Zv ïa‡i †be|
mevi Rb¨ cÖxwZ, ï‡f”Qv I fv‡jvevmv|
mvBdzj ev‡Zb wU‡Uv
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†e‡Zi cÖwZwU evwoi m‡½ m‡½ mw¤§wjZ covi kã †e‡o †h‡Z _vKj| wKš‘ †mB covi
kãI Qvwc‡q hvq iwdKz‡ji AvZ©bv`| g‡b g‡b kZevi Avjøvn&‡K Wv‡K UMi| Avevi
kã nq †e‡Zi| UMi †PvL eÜ K‡iI e‡j w`‡Z cv‡i mvg‡b Kx n‡”Q| iwdKzj UM‡ii
wZbgvm Av‡M fwZ© n‡q‡Q| Zvi gv_vq wKQyB †Xv‡K bv| hZB c‡o, me fz‡j hvq|
AvR wRnvw` I¯Ív` Zvi cov a‡i‡Q| GZ w`b n‡q †Mj GL‡bv iwdKzj †`‡L co‡ZI
fzj K‡i| I¯Ív` Zv‡K Qq cviv †_‡K †`‡L co‡Z e‡jwQj| wKš‘ I¯Ív‡ì mvg‡b wM‡q
iwdKzj meB fz‡j †Mj| I¯Ív` Zvi wbqgg‡Zv iwdKz‡ji gv_vUv wb‡Ri `yB iv‡bi
wPcvq XzwK‡q †bq| nv‡Z Zz‡j †bq †¯úkvj †Rvov †eZ| Zvici †e‡Zi AvMv †_‡K
†Mvov ch©šÍ mhZ‡b GKevi nvZ eywj‡q †bq| †hb Avì Ki‡Q wb‡Ri m`¨ weevwnZ
†QvU wewe‡K| `yB cv‡qi gvSLv‡b QUdU Ki‡Q bq eQ‡ii wkï iwdKzj| mevB Rv‡b
Gici Kx n‡e| cuvP dzU AvU BwÂ j¤^v wRnvw` I¯Ív‡ì kixi-¯^v¯’¨ AZ¨waK fv‡jv|
Zvi LvbvLv`Ï †¯úkvj| cÖvqB Zvi wewfbœ evwo‡Z `vIqvZ _v‡K| Avi `vIqvZ
gv‡bB LvbvLv`Ï †¯úkvj| Av‡M I¯Ív` †h †Kv‡bv RvqMvq †hZ, GLb Avi hvq bv|
†e‡Q †e‡Q hvq| K‡e †Kv_vq `vIqvZ, Zv GLb Zv‡K Wv‡qwi †gb‡UBb Ki‡Z nq|
Gm‡ei Rb¨ I¯Ív‡ì Lv‡`g Av‡Q|
wRnvw` I¯Ív` Zvi †cwkeûj Wvb nvZ w`‡q †eZ Zz‡j gv_vi Ici †_‡K wb‡Ri wcV
ch©šÍ †VKvj| Zvici me©kw³ w`‡q evwo w`j iwdKz‡ji cðv‡Z| e¨_v mn¨ Ki‡Z bv
†c‡i iwdKzjI Zvi me©kw³ w`‡q wPrKvi K‡i DVj| Avevi m‡½m‡½ †e‡o †Mj covi
kã| Avwjd Rei Av, ev Rei ev, Zv Rei Zv, Qv Rei Qv...| iwdKz‡ji wPrKv‡ii
kã hv‡Z †ewk `~‡i bv hvq, G Rb¨ wRnvw` I¯Ív` †KŠk‡j iwdKzj‡K AviI †Rv‡i
wb‡Ri ivb w`‡q †P‡c a‡i| wKš‘ I¯Ív‡ì gvB‡ii †Rvi GZ †ewk †h iwdKz‡ji
wPrKv‡ii kã iv‡bi wPcv w`‡qI evB‡i †ewi‡q Av‡m LvwbKUv| evwo w`‡q I¯Ív` Zvi
nvZ eywj‡q †`q iwdKz‡ji cvQvq| †m nv‡Zi AvOz‡j _v‡K bv †Kv‡bv †¯œ‡ni cik|
_v‡K †KejB Kvg|
¸‡b ¸‡b †gvU `kUv evwo †`q wRnvw` I¯Ív`| Gevi UM‡ii cvjv| UMi fqsKi
Acivaxi g‡Zv wRnvw` I¯Ív‡ì mvg‡b wM‡q ùvovq| gy‡Li †fZiUv ïwK‡q †M‡Q Ii|
†e‡o †Mj †QvÆ ey‡Ki IVvbvgv| UMi Rv‡b bv Zvi Kcv‡j Kx Av‡Q| †m g‡b g‡b
Avjøv‡K WvK‡Z _vKj| Ôco|Õ evRLuvB Mjvq ûKzg Kij I¯Ív`| UMi wZb cviv co‡Z
ïiæ Kij Ges †Kv‡bv ai‡bi evavwecwË QvovB hZUzKz co‡Z e‡jwQj, †kl ch©šÍ c‡o
†Mj| ÔgvkvjøvnÕ e‡j cÖksmv Kij I¯Ív`| Zvici ejj,ÔGKUv evwo LvB‡ZB nBe|
ZvB‡j mvg‡bi w`‡b covqI fzj nBe bv|Õ GK_v e‡jB I¯Ív` UM‡ii gv_vUv wb‡Ri
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Bw÷kb BeyK
`yB iv‡bi wPcvq wb‡q wbj| ûRy‡ii Nvg Avi AvZ‡ii M‡Ü ewg Avm‡Q UM‡ii| Ii
`yB †Pv‡L AÜKvi| g‡b g‡b Avjøv‡K WvK‡Q UMi| KLb †h I¯Ív` ke©kw³ w`‡q evwo
†`q, †mB A‡cÿv‡ZB Av‡Q| wKš‘ I¯Ív` evwo †Ìqvi Av‡M nvZ eywj‡q w`j UM‡ii
my‡WŠj wbZ‡¤^| mvg‡b _vKv wkïiv †Rv‡i †Rv‡i co‡Q| wKš‘ UMi‡K AevK K‡i w`‡q
Lye Av‡¯Í GKUv evwow`j I¯Ív`| Zvici Avevi Wj‡Z jvMj UM‡ii wbZ¤^| wKš‘ wb‡Ri
iv‡bi wPcv †_‡K UM‡ii gv_vUv Avi †ei Kij bv| nVvr UM‡ii g‡b n‡jv UMi †hLvb
†_‡K nv¸ K‡i, I¯Ív` †mLv‡b Zvi AvOzj w`‡j Av‡¯Í K‡i †LuvPv w`j| Gici UM‡ii
gv_vUv Zvi `yB iv‡bi wPcv †_‡K †ei K‡i ejj, Ô†jLvcov fv‡jv KBiv Kwim|
hv...Õ|
UMi †hb cÖvY wd‡i †cj| g‡b g‡b fve‡Q, Avjøvn&‡K WvKvi d‡jB †m cov †c‡i‡Q|
wM‡q emj wb‡Ri Avm‡b| Gici I¯Ív` WvKj cv‡k emv Avey e°i‡K| UMi GLv‡b
fwZ© nIqvi Av‡M Kzmygcyi miKvwi cÖv_wgK we`¨vj‡q wØZxq †kÖwY‡Z coZ| †mB
w`b¸‡jvi K_v Lye g‡b c‡o UM‡ii| ¯‹z‡j Lye gRvq w`b KvUZ Ii| KË my›ì my›ì
eB wQj ¯‹z‡j! Kx my›ì Qwe! mevB wg‡j hLb GKm‡½ Qov coZ, ZLb Lye fv‡jv
jvMZ| ¯‹z‡ji mvg‡b GKUv †QvÆ gvV wQj| †mLv‡b mevB wg‡j KZ `yóvwg KiZ|
wµ‡KU †LjZ, dzUej †LjZ| †hw`b dzUej wgjZ bv, †mw`b Lo w`‡q dzUej evbv‡bv
n‡Zv| Avevi hLb wµ‡KU †Ljv fv‡jv jvMZ bv, ZLb wµ‡KU ej w`‡q mvZPvov
†LjZ| gvwUifvOv nuvwo-Kjwm-wKsev Uvwji UzK‡iv w`‡q evbv‡Z nq mvZ UzK‡iv Pvov|
†mB mvZ UzK‡iv Pvov GKUv RvqMvq ¯Í~c K‡i Zvi Ici †Uwbm ej Qy‡o ¯Í~c fvO‡Z
nq| †mB fvOv ¯Í~c mvRv‡Z Av‡m Av‡iKwU `j| Zv‡ì Mv‡q ej Qyu‡o gv‡i Ab¨ `j|
†m GK Acvi Avb‡›ì †Ljv| wKš‘ gvìvmvq †Kv‡bv †Ljv P‡j bv| ûRy‡iiv e‡j
w`‡q‡Q, Ime †Ljv GLv‡b Pj‡e bv| me ai‡bi †Ljvayjv nvivg| †mB cvc Ki‡j
Avjøv †hgb †`vR‡Li Av¸‡b †cvov‡e, †Zgwb BnRM‡Z I¯Ív‡ìv Zz‡j †b‡e wc‡Vi
Pvgov| wKš‘ UM‡ii ZviciI †Lj‡Z B”Qv K‡i| B”QvUv gvìvmvi evDÛvwii g‡a¨
cvK †L‡q GKmgq g‡i hvq| I¯Ívìv †mw`b e‡j‡Q wZi-abyK Pvjv‡bv, Zievwi
Pvjv‡bv, †Nvov Pvjv‡bv Avi gjøhy× Qvov Avi †h‡Kv‡bv †Ljv Bmjv‡g nvivg| Ab¨
†Kv‡bv †Ljvi RvqMv Bmjv‡g †bB| †hme †Ljv w`‡q kixiPP©vi gva¨‡g Avjøvn&i Rwg‡b
Øxb cÖwZôvi Rb¨ wRnv` Kiv hvq, †mme Qvov evwK me †Ljv wejKzj nvivg| G K_vi
ci UMi Avi †Ljvi K_v fv‡ewb| wKš‘ †Lj‡Z †Zv B”Qv K‡i|
UMi hLb ¯‹z‡j coZ, ZLb †Zv UM‡ii evev †eu‡P wQj| †hw`b A‡bK gvbyl GKUv
Kv‡Vi ev‡· GK`jv †cvov gvsm G‡b ivLj, †mBw`bB bvwK UMi Avi UM‡ii gv‡qi
Kcvj cy‡o‡Q| Zv UMi Ii gv‡K cÖvqB ej‡Z ï‡b‡Q|
†ewkw`b bq, eQiLv‡bK Av‡Mi K_v| A‡bK w`b a‡i UM‡ii evev evwo Avwm Avwm
K‡iI AvmwQj bv| Avi Zv wb‡q evev-†Q‡ji g‡a¨ †dv‡b †ek gvb-Awfgvb PjwQj|
UMi cÖvqB fveZ, AvR eywS AveŸv Avm‡e nVvr K‡i KvD‡K wKQy bv e‡j| evev G‡j
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Bw÷kb BeyK
Avb‡›ì mxgv _v‡K bv UM‡ii| evev †h Kw`b evwo‡Z _v‡K, †hb Drme e‡q hvq
evwoRy‡o| gv ZLb I‡K wKQyB e‡j bv| fv‡jv-g›` ivbœv nq| evev wKQy †Ljbv wb‡q
Av‡m, wb‡q Av‡m iwOb Qwei eB, KZ Kx! wKš‘ evev AvmZ A‡bK w`b cici|
UM‡ii evev XvKvq Mvwo PvjvZ| Mvwo gv‡b wi·v| MÖv‡gi †jvKRb wi·v‡KI †Kb Mvwo
e‡j Zv UMi eyS‡Z cv‡i bv| †mB Mvwo Pvwj‡q hv hv Avq n‡Zv, Zv w`‡q UMi,
UM‡ii gv Avi `vwì fv‡jvB PjZ|
†mB w`bwUi K_v AvRI g‡b Av‡Q UM‡ii| ¯‹zj †_‡K wdiwQj I| †bwf eøy nvdc¨v›U
Avi mv`v kv‡U©i ¯‹zj †Wªm-m¨v‡Ûj c‡i UMi ¯‹z‡j †hZ| mevB cv‡q †KWm ci‡jI
UM‡ii evev UMi‡K †KWm wK‡b w`‡Z cv‡iwb| e‡j‡Q, G eQi cixÿvq cÖ_g n‡Z
cvi‡j wK‡b †`‡e| ZLb Ii cixÿvi Aí wKQyw`b evwK| Mv‡q cv‡q GKivk ay‡jv
wb‡q Nv‡mi WMv wPey‡Z wPey‡Z UMi hLb RvgZwj evRvi cvi n‡q evwo wdiwQj, ZLb
UM‡ii gv‡qi PvPv‡Zv fvB ewki gvgv G‡m UMi‡K †cQb †_‡K †Kv‡j Zz‡j wbj| UMi
†Zv cÖ_‡g †f‡ewQj AveŸv| UMi‡K Kuv‡a Zz‡j wb‡q evwo wdi‡Z wdi‡Z ewki gvgv
e‡jwQj, Ô†Zvi AveŸvq GKwQwWb Ki‡QÕ| UMi ZLb ÔGKwQwWbÕ-Gi gv‡b cy‡ivcywi bv
eyS‡jI GUv ey‡S‡Q, AveŸvi m‡½ Lvivc wKQy n‡q‡Q| UMi evwo‡Z wd‡i †`‡L GKUv
_g_‡g cwi‡ek| †KD †Kv‡bv K_v ej‡Q bv| UM‡ii `vw` eyK Pvc‡o Kuv`‡Q Avi
ej‡Q, ÔI‡i Avgvi †mvbv Rv`y †i...Avgv‡i QvBov ZzB KB †Mwj †i...Õ| UMi gv‡K
†Kv_vI †`L‡Z †cj bv| mevB UMi‡K wN‡i Av‡Q| †KD I‡K †Zgb wKQy ej‡Q bv|
UMi GKmgq Rvb‡Z cvij, Ii PvPv Avi Ii gv evev‡K Avb‡Z _vbvq †M‡Q| †mw`b
UM‡ii mewKQy eyS‡Z eyS‡Z ivZ `kUv †e‡R wM‡qwQj| UM‡ii wiKkvPvjK evev
Ae‡iv‡a wc‡KUvi‡ì †Qvov †cUªj‡evgvq cy‡o gviv †M‡Qb| evevi †cvov kixiUv‡K
ev·e›`x K‡i wb‡q Gj cywjk, †g¤^vi PvPv, †Pqvig¨vb PvPvmn AviI A‡b‡K| evwoi
DVvb f‡i wM‡qwQj †jv‡K| evev †h Avi †Kv‡bvw`b I‡K Kuv‡a K‡i Nyi‡e bv,
wbRnv‡Z †Mvmj Kwi‡q †`‡e bv, RvgZwj evRv‡i wb‡q im‡Mvjøv Avi cvDiæwU wK‡b
LvIqv‡e bv, Zv eyS‡Z †QvÆ UM‡ii Lye †ewk mgq jv‡Mwb| evev‡K nviv‡bvi †e`bvUv
gvÎ bq eQi eq‡mB mn¨ K‡i wb‡Z n‡q‡Q I‡K| Avi evev‡K nviv‡bvi m‡½ m‡½
I‡K nviv‡Z n‡q‡Q A‡bK wKQy| GLv‡b fwZ© nIqvi gvm wZ‡bK Av‡M †W½y bvgK
†iv‡M gv gviv hvIqvi ci UMi n‡q hvq cy‡ivcywi GwZg| Zvi AvkÖq nq GKgvÎ dzcyi
evwo‡Z| †mB dzcyB hš¿Yv †S‡o †d‡j I‡K GB gvìvmvq fwZ© K‡i w`‡q|
GLv‡b fwZ© nIqvi ci UM‡ii cÖ_g cÖ_g †Zgb fv‡jv †Kv‡bv fv‡jv eÜz wQj bv|
mevi m‡½ fv‡jv K‡i K_vI e‡jwb cÖ_g cÖ_g| Ii Av‡M hviv fwZ© n‡q‡Q, Zviv
mevB Ii wmwbqi QvÎ fvB| PvB‡jI UMi mevi m‡½ fv‡jv K‡i K_v ej‡Z cv‡i bv|
GLvbKvi QvÎ fvBiv mevB ¯‹z‡ji g‡Zv bq| gv‡b AZUv gb †Lvjv bq| g‡b nq mevB
me mgq GKUv inm¨ jywK‡q iv‡L| mevi g‡a¨ me mgq GKUv Pvcv fq KvR K‡i|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
GgbUv †Kb, Zv UMi eyS‡Z cv‡i bv| UMi AvMevwo‡q `y‡qKR‡bi m‡½ K_v ej‡Z
†P‡q‡Q wKš‘ Zviv Aí¯^í K_v e‡j Gwo‡q †M‡Q me mgq|
`kUv-†mvqv `kUvi w`‡K I‡ì cov †kl nq| Gici wewfbœ GjvKvq hvq Znwej
msMÖ‡ni Rb¨| ejv nq, GB Znwej GwZg QvÎ‡ì Rb¨| wKš‘ UMi †`‡L‡Q, hviv
GwZg bq, †eZb-†LvivwK w`‡q GLv‡b c‡o, _v‡K, LvqÑZv‡ìI Znwej msMÖ‡ni Rb¨
†h‡Z nq| AvR UMimn PviR‡bi GKUv `j †ei n‡jv| GB Znwej msMÖn Ki‡Z †h‡Z
UM‡ii †Kgb GKUz j¾v j¾v jv‡M| gvby‡li `yqv‡i `yqv‡i wM‡q ej‡Z nq,
ÔAvmmvjvgy AvjvBKzg, Avgiv AgyK KIwg gvìvmvi QvÎ| Avgv‡ì gvìvmvwU weMZ
eQi¸‡jv‡Z eûZ nv‡d‡R †KviAvb I Øx‡bi Av‡jg ˆZwi K‡i‡Q| mvg‡bi gv‡m
Avjnvg`ywjjøvn AviI GZRb cvMwo †b‡e| Avgv‡ì gvìvmvq i‡q‡Q †gvU GZRb
GwZg QvÎ, hv‡ì _vKv-LvIqvi LiP †Ìqvi g‡Zv GB Avjøvn&i `ywbqvq †KD bvB|
Avcbv‡ì gvwmK `vb, RvKvZ, †dZiv, †Kvievwbi Pvgovi UvKvi Ici wbf©i K‡i
Avjøvi ing‡Z Avgv‡ì gvìvmv Pj‡Q, Øxb Bmjv‡gi †mev K‡i P‡j‡Q, evwb‡q
P‡j‡Q cweÎ †KviAv‡bi nv‡dR| †mB gvìvmvi Rb¨ AvR Avcbv‡ì `yqv‡i G‡m nvZ
†c‡ZwQ| Avjøvn&i Rwg‡b Øxb cÖwZôvi Rb¨ hvi hv mvg_©¨ Av‡Q, `vb K‡ibÕ|
UM‡ii ïay fv‡jv jv‡M GB Rb¨ †h †m GKUz evB‡i †h‡Z cv‡i| GQvov mvivÿY
gvìvmvi IB Pvi‡`qv‡ji g‡a¨B KvUv‡Z nq mevB‡K| eo QvÎ fvBiv evB‡i †h‡Z
cv‡i| †QvU‡ì †Kv_vI hvIqv Kov wb‡la| †Kej ïµevi AwffveK G‡j mKvj †_‡K
mÜ¨v ch©šÍ mg‡qi Rb¨ evwo †h‡Z cv‡i| UM‡ii Rb¨ †Zv Avi †Kv‡bv AwffveK Av‡m
bv| UMi Zvi gvìvmvi GKRb GwZg QvÎ|
gvwmK Znwej msMÖ‡ni mgq †h Gme K_v ej‡e, †m GKUz wmwbqi QvÎ n‡q _v‡K|
evwKiv me `v‡bi avb, Pvj, mycvwi BZ¨vw` Uvbvi Rb¨| eo QvÎ fvB‡qi nv‡Z GKUv
iwm` eB _v‡K| hw` †KD wek UvKvi Ic‡i †`q, Z‡e Zv‡K Zvi bvg wj‡L GKUv
iwm` w`‡q m¤§vb Kivi wbqg| avb, Pvj, mycvwii Rb¨ Avjv`v e¯Ív i‡q‡Q| MÖv‡g †M‡j
mvaviYZ avb, Pvj, mycvwi BZ¨vw` †g‡j| UM‡ii Kv‡Q †h e¯ÍvUv i‡q‡Q, Zv‡Z †KD
avb w`‡j Zv ivLv nq| K‡e †Kv_vq †Kvb `j hv‡e, Zv Av‡M †_‡KB wVK Kiv _v‡K|
Avevi wKQy wKQy evwo Av‡Q, †hLv‡b KL‡bvB hvIqv hv‡e bv| †hgb gvjvD‡bi evwo
hvIqv hv‡e bv KL‡bvB| gvjvDj gv‡b Awfkß g~wZ© c~Rvwi Kv‡di| Zv‡ì †Kej N„Yv
Ki‡Z n‡e| Avevi KwgwUi KviI evwo‡ZI hvIqvi ìKvi †bB| Zviv Ggwb‡ZB
A‡bK wKQy †`q| AvR UMi‡ì `jUv hv‡e ïfcyi MÖv‡g| UMi eo‡ì ejvewj KiZ
ï‡b‡Q, †mB MÖv‡gi †jvKRb Lye fv‡jv, `vb-`wÿYvq Zv‡ì D`vin¯Í| Avm‡j GB
MÖv‡gi †ewkifvM †jvK ga¨cÖv‡P¨ _v‡K|
UMiiv cÖ_g †h evwoUvq †Mj, †mB evwo‡Z wZbwU Ni| GK N‡ii ìRvB Lyjj bv|
†fZi †_‡K ejj, Ôgvd K‡iv|Õ Ab¨ `yB Ni †_‡K w`j cvwb LvIqvi Møv‡mi GK Møvm
K‡i Pvj| †`‡L †evSvB hvq, GB Pvj wfÿv †Ìqvi Rb¨ ivLv n‡q‡Q wVK K‡i|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
wfÿzK wKsev gvìvmv †_‡K G‡j †mLvb †_‡K †Ìqv nq| Iiv †m¸‡jv e¨v‡M XzwK‡q
cv‡ki evwoi D‡Ï‡k¨ nuvUv ïiæ Kij| UMi nuvU‡Q Avi fve‡Q,IB Ni †_‡K gvd
K‡ib ejj †Kb? GK_v †Zv wfÿzK‡K ejv nq| Iiv wK Zvn‡j wfÿzK? I‡ì m‡½
wfÿz‡Ki g‡Zv AvPiY Kij †Kb? kwid fvB hv-B ejyK bv †Kb, I‡ì Avm‡j wfÿzK
wn‡m‡eB †`‡L mevB| Gfv‡e hLb Kv‡jKk‡b bv‡g, ZLb UM‡ii wb‡Ri Kv‡Q
wb‡R‡K wfÿzK g‡b nq|
†ejv hZ evo‡Z jvMj, UMi‡ì e¯Ív¸‡jv ZZ fvix n‡Z ïiæ Kij| MÖvgvÂ‡ji gvbyl
GB wmR‡b avbB †ewk †`q| UM‡ii nv‡Z av‡bi e¯Ív| Ii †ek Kó n‡Z jvMj| wKš‘
gy‡L wKQy ejv hv‡e bv| Ii m‡½i †Q‡jwUi nv‡Z Pv‡ji e¯Ív| †mLv‡b GLb ch©šÍ `yB
†KwRI nqwb| A_P Ii e¯Ívi IRb mvZ-AvU †KwR n‡q †M‡Q| Gi g‡a¨ Avevi `yB
evwo †_‡K mycvwi w`‡q‡Q| Zv-I Xz‡K‡Q UM‡ii e¯Ívq| KviY, Pv‡ji m‡½ †Zv Avi
mycvwi ivLv hvq bv| UM‡ii Kv‡Q g‡b n‡”Q RxebUv †ei n‡q hv‡”Q| B”Qv _vK‡jI
wKQy ej‡Z cvi‡Q bv UMi| Gme Kv‡R hZB Kó n‡e, ZZB †mvqve| Iiv hZ †ewk
Nyi‡Z jvMj, `v‡bi ZZ iKg‡di n‡Z jvMj| †KD †KD UvKvI w`j| †m UvKv Av‡Q
wmwbqi QvÎ fvB kwi‡di Kv‡Q| mevi g‡bB DmLym Ki‡Z jvMj KZ UvKv n‡q‡Q
Rvbvi Rb¨| wKš‘ †mUv Rvb‡Z PvIqvi wbqg †bB| IB UvKv mviv w`b †k‡l Rgv n‡e
gvìvmvi †KvlvMv‡i| AviI K‡qKwU evwo Nyi‡Z Nyi‡Z †Rvn‡ii AvRvb w`‡q w`j|
UMi Avi cvi‡Q bv| Ii av‡bi e¯Ív µgk fvix n‡q DV‡Q| Zvi Ici cÖPÐ ÿzav †Zv
i‡q‡QB| Iiv wdi‡e mÜ¨vi ci| UMi g‡b g‡b Rvb‡Z PvBj Zviv †Kv_vq KLb
Lv‡e? wKš‘ GK_v wR‡Ám K‡i Ii agK LvIqvi †Kv‡bv B”Qv †bB| UMi av‡bi e¯ÍvUv
bvwg‡q †i‡L GKUz emj| Avi AvMv‡Z B”Qv Ki‡Q bv| ÔGB nvjvicyZ iv½v gyjv,
IBnv‡b eBQm K¨vb? mKv‡j Lvm bvB?Õ UMi AwZwi³ dimv e‡j I‡K gvìvmvq iv½v
gyjv WvKv nq| welqwU UM‡ii Kv‡Q GK`gB fv‡jv jv‡M bv| evev KË Avì K‡i
UMi bvgUv †i‡L‡Q! gv cÖvqB ejZ, ÔZzB nI‡bi ci †Zvi evc †Zvi w`‡K `k wgwbU
aBiv Lvwj PvBqvB AvwQj| Zvici Avgv‡i KBj, ÒAv‡jqv, †cvjv †Zv †Zvi PvB‡ZI
my›ì nB‡QÓ| Zvici Kcv‡j Pzgv w`qv KBj, Ò†cvjvi bvg ivLjvg UMi| fvjv bvg
c‡i _ygyÓ|Õ †mB †_‡K Ii bvg bvwK UMi| mevB hLb I‡K iv½v gyjv Wv‡K, ZLb Ii
Lye Lvivc jv‡M| AveŸvi K_v g‡b c‡o| AveŸv KË my›ì K‡i Uvb w`‡q WvKZ- ÔU-
M-i!Õ
e¯ÍvUv Kuv‡a Zz‡j Avevi nuvUv ïiæ K‡i mevi m‡½| Aí wKQy`~i †nu‡UB Iiv GKUv
evwo‡Z XzKj| nvd wewìs, Ic‡i wUb †Ìqv| †`L‡j g‡b nq bZzb Kiv evwo|
evwo‡Z †Zgb MvQcvjv †bB| evwoi D‡Vv‡b AviI K‡qKRb gvbyl Uzwc c‡i †Nviv‡div
Ki‡Q M¤¢xi gy‡L| I‡ì D‡Vv‡bi GK †KvYvq ùvo Kwi‡q kwid GK eq¯‹ †jv‡Ki
m‡½ wKQy GKUv ejj wbPz ¯^‡i| †jvKwU AvOz‡ji Bkvivq N‡ii `vIqvq emv KvD‡K
†`wL‡q w`j| kwid Zv‡KI †hb wKQy GKUv ejj| Gi wKQy mgq ci kwid I‡ì
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Bw÷kb BeyK
nv‡Zi Bkvivq WvKj| N‡ii `vIqvq emv †jvKwU I‡ì ejj, Ô†Zvgv‡Mv j‡M hv hv
Av‡Q, GK RvqMvq iv‡nv| Zvici MvgQv jBqv hvBqv †Mvmj KBiv ARy KBiv gmwR‡`
hvI mevBÕ| GKUz ci kwid I‡ì eywS‡q ejj welqwU| AvR GB evwoi gvwj‡Ki
evevi g„Zzëvwl©Kx| Zvi Rb¨ wgjv` Av‡Q| `ycy‡i LvIb Av‡Q| UMimn mevi g‡b
GKUv Avb›` †L‡j †Mj| Ggb `vIqvZ UMi gvìvmvq Avmvi `y‡qKw`b ci GK
evwo‡Z †L‡qwQj| Lvbvwcbvi Av‡qvRb _v‡K †ek fv‡jvB| Miæi †MvkZ _v‡K, fzbv
Wvj, fvZ LvI hZ B”Qv| Ggb g„Zzëvwl©Kx‡Z A‡b‡K GwZg LvIqv‡e e‡j gvbZ
_v‡K| Avi Iiv Zv‡Z hvq, †cU cy‡i †L‡Z cv‡i, G‡ZB Iiv †eRvq Lywk| hviv
nv‡dR n‡q †M‡Q, Zv‡ì †Zv cÖvqB `vIqvZ _v‡K| MÖvgvÂ‡j AvRKvj nvRvi nvRvi
eQ‡ii HwZn¨ D‡V wM‡q †mLv‡b ¯’vb K‡i wb‡q‡Q GK Aviweq ms¯‹…wZ| bZzb Ni
IVv‡j †KviAvb LZg, †KD we‡`k †M‡j mvwdbv cov‡bv nq, GgbwK we‡q‡ZI
AvRKvj †KviAvb LZg Kivi cÖPjb ïiæ n‡q‡Q| Avi Gme †KviAvb LZg w`‡Z n‡j
cy‡iv nv‡dR n‡Z nq, Ggb bq| nq‡Zv cuvPRb wKsev QqRb ev `kRb wg‡j wÎk
cviv †KviAvb fvM K‡i c‡o| wewbg‡q Zv‡ì fv‡jv-g›` †L‡Z †Ìqv nq, hvIqvi
mgq †Ìqv nq nvw`qv| †mB nvw`qv Avevi gvìvmvq wM‡q Rgv w`‡Z nq `vwqZ¡cÖvß
I¯Ív‡ì Kv‡Q| wKQyw`b Av‡M byivwb wefv‡Mi LyeB †QvÆ GKwU QvÎ wek UvKv Rgv
†`qwb e‡j Zv‡K †g‡i, wcwU‡q †k‡l K‡qKevi AvQvo †g‡iwQj nv‡dR gvIjvbv
†gv³vi ûRyi| †m K_v gvìvmvi mevB Rv‡b|
AvR A‡bKw`b ci Iiv fv‡jv-g›` wKQy Lv‡e| gvìvmvq cÖwZw`b GKB Lvevi Avi
fv‡jv jv‡M bv| mKv‡j Wvj, fvZ Avi AvjyfZ©v ev KjvfZ©v| `ycy‡i Wvj, fvZ,
mewR| iv‡Z mßv‡n `y‡qKw`b gvQ-gvsm cvIqv hvq| Z‡e hviv †LvivwKi UvKv w`‡q
Lvq, Zv‡ì Lvevi Avjv`v nq| Avi I¯Ív`‡ì Lvevi me mgqB Avjv`v nq| I‡ì
Kcv‡j †m Lvevi †g‡j bv KL‡bvB| ARy-†Mvmj K‡i Iiv gmwR‡` †Mj| gvSvwi
mvB‡Ri gmwR‡` A‡bK †jvK n‡q‡Q| †evSvB hvq †Rvn‡ii mgq GZ †jvK nIqvi
KviY `vIqvZ|
bvgvR †k‡l GB MÖv‡gi GK nvwdwRqv gvìvmvi gynZvwgg AvwRR ûRyi †Ku‡`‡K‡U
A‡bK mgq a‡i †`vqv Kij g„Z Avkivd Avjxi Rb¨| GB ûRyi‡K UMi ev‡` mevB
†P‡b| kwid Av‡M Ibvi gvìvmvq coZ| †m IB gvìvmvi GK †Q‡ji Kv‡b Kv‡b
ejj, Ô†Zv‡Mv I¯Ív‡ì GL‡bv jywZ KI‡gi Af¨vm Av‡Qwb?Õ Rev‡e †Q‡jUv ejj,
ÔAv‡Mi PvB‡Z evo‡Q|Õ mevB Pvcv nvwm‡Z †d‡U coj| jywZ KIg welqwU UMi Gi
g‡a¨B †R‡b †d‡j‡Q| G‡ì Avevi †KD †KD Zvnv¾y` ûRyi e‡jI Wv‡K| gv‡b iv‡Z
Zvnv¾y` bvgvR covi Q‡j QvÎ‡ì m‡½ Zviv jywZ KI‡gi KvR K‡i|
nv‡dR AvwRR g„Z Avkivd Avjxi †Q‡ji m‡½B evwo‡Z iIbv w`j| evwo‡Z Avmvi
ci mevB wg‡j Kei wRqviZ Kij| †mLv‡bI nv‡dR AvwRR †ek KvbœvKvwU Kij|
g‡b n‡jv Zvi wb‡Ri evc g‡i‡Q| Zvi KvbœvKvwU †`‡L gvìvmvi A‡bK QvÎB gyL
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Bw÷kb BeyK
wU‡c nvmvnvwm ïiæ Kij| wKš‘ evwoi †fZ‡ii gwnjvivI D”P ¯^‡i KvbœvKvwU ïiæ
Kij| ZLb †KD GKRb †gvbvRv‡Zi g‡a¨B wPrKvi K‡i e‡j DVj, ÔAv‡¯ÍÕ| gyn~‡Z©B
KvbœvKvwU †_‡g †Mj| Iiv PviRb †ek Z…wß K‡i †L‡jv| Miæi gvsm `yevi K‡i
w`‡q‡Q| hLb wØZxqevi †`q, ZLb Kwig UM‡ii Kv‡bi Kv‡Q gyL G‡b e‡j‡Q,
ÔAvkivd Avjxi `yB †cvjv †mŠw` _v‡nÕ| Gi gv‡b hviv LvIqv‡”Q, Zv‡ì †ek
UvKvcqmv Av‡Q| LvIqvi ci mevi mvivw`‡bi cwikÖvšÍ kixi †Q‡o w`j| B”Qv Ki‡Q
GKUz Nygv‡Z| A‡bK w`b ci Z…wßmnKv‡i †cUcy‡i †L‡q‡Q| fvZ LvIqv †k‡l Avevi
wdiwbi eë¯’vI wQj| GLb Avi nuvU‡Z B”Qv Ki‡Q bv Kv‡iviB| GB evwoi †jv‡Kiv
A‡bK fv‡jv| I‡ì avb-Pvj¸‡jv †i‡L w`‡q‡Q| mÜ¨v ch©šÍ AviI †ek wKQy evwo
†_‡K Znwej Kv‡jKkb K‡i Zvici wdi‡e| ZLb GB evwo †_‡K Av‡Mi cvIqv avb-
Pvj¸‡jv wb‡q hv‡e| GB my‡hvM me mgq nq bv|
Iiv hLb gvìvmvq wd‡i‡Q, ZL‡bv gvMwi‡ei AvRvb w`‡Z Avav NÈv evwK| AvR
†c‡q‡Q ev‡iv †KwRi g‡Zv avb, †KwR cuv‡Pi g‡Zv Pvj, `yBk mycvwi Avi GKk wek
UvKv| bvgvR †k‡l UMi †hLv‡b _v‡K, †mLv‡b wM‡q hv †`Lj, Zv‡Z Ii A‡bK fq
jvMj, KóI jvMj| Ii cv‡ki weQvbvq _v‡K bvRvivi mMxi Avjx| mMx‡ii gvìvmv
GK`gB fv‡jv jv‡M bv| †m ïay P‡j †h‡Z Pvq| G wel‡q UM‡ii m‡½ `y -wZbevi
K_vI e‡j‡Q| UMi †`Lj mMx‡ii cv‡qi m‡½ Kv‡jv wkKj euvav Avi wkK‡ji Ab¨
cÖvšÍ †d¬v‡ii m‡½ †h i‡Wi û‡Ki g‡Zv Av‡Q, Zvi m‡½ euvav| †mLv‡b GKUv Zvjv
†Ìqv| mMxi e‡m e‡m dzuwc‡q duzwc‡q Kuv`‡Q| UMi‡K †`‡L †hb GKUz j¾v †cj
mMxi| mMx‡ii GLb eqm `k eQi| †m UM‡ii †P‡q eQiLv‡b‡Ki eo| Ii evev _v‡K
we‡`‡k| Gi GK eo †evb Avi GK eo fvB i‡q‡Q| †evb K‡j‡R c‡o Avi fvB
¯‹z‡j| I‡K †Kb gvìvmvq †Ìqv n‡q‡Q, Zvi Rb¨ gv‡qi Ici Ii iv‡Mi mxgv †bB|
mMxi Ii gv‡K Qvov GK ivZI Nygv‡Z cv‡i bv| gvìvmvq iv‡Z cÖvqB gv gv e‡j
wPrKvi K‡i †Ku‡` I‡V| G wb‡q mevB mKv‡j nvmvnvwm K‡i| ZLb j¾vq mMx‡ii
g‡i †h‡Z B”Qv K‡i| mMx‡ii GLv‡b GK`gB fv‡jv jv‡M bv| fv‡jv jv‡M bv
GLvbKvi wkÿv| Ii gv I‡K A‡bK eywS‡q‡Q gvìvmvq †M‡j A‡bK †mvqve n‡e|
†KviAvb gyL¯’ Ki‡j mMxi †e‡nk‡Z †h‡Z cvi‡e, GgbwK ïay mMxi bv, I nv‡dR
n‡j Ii AviI cÂvkRb AvZ¥xq¯^Rb †e‡nk‡Z wb‡Z cvi‡e mMxi| mMxi Rv‡b bv
†e‡nkZ †Kv_vq, †mLv‡b K‡e †h‡Z cvi‡e| Z‡e gv e‡j‡Q †e‡nk‡Z †M‡j mMxi hv
Pvq, Zv-B cv‡e| AvBmwµg, wPcm, I‡qdvi, j‡RÝ, dj-d«zU meB Av‡Q| GgbwK
†mLv‡b †M‡j mMxi A‡bK¸‡jv my›ì my›ì eDI cv‡e, gv e‡j‡Q| wKš‘ mMxi Rv‡b bv
†mLv‡b K‡e Kxfv‡e hv‡e| Z‡e gv GKw`b e‡j‡Q, †mLv‡b †h‡Z n‡e givi ci|
mMx‡ii Gme K_v Lye GKUv cQ›` nqwb| cQ›` bv n‡jI A‡bK¸‡jv gvbyl‡K
†e‡nk‡Z †bIqvi `vwqZ¡ wb‡q Rxe‡bi me‡P‡q my›ì †mvbvwj mgq¸‡jv KvUv‡Z n‡e,
Ggb fqsKi GKUv RvqMvq, fqsKi me AwfÁZvi ga¨ w`‡q cvi Ki‡Z nq G‡KKwU
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Bw÷kb BeyK
w`b| mMxi Avjx Gi Av‡M `yevi cvjv‡Z †Póv K‡i‡Q| GKevi cvwj‡q †ewi‡q
wM‡qwQj| mMx‡ii †gR gvgv, gv Avi gvìvmvi ûRyi wg‡j a‡i G‡b‡Q| GKevi a‡i
G‡b‡Q evm÷¨vÛ †_‡K| Avi SzuwK wb‡Z ivwR bq gvìvmvi gynZvwgg| ZvB we‡K‡j
wbR nv‡Z mMx‡ii cv‡q wkKj jvwM‡q‡Q| KIwg gvìvmvq wkï‡ì cv‡q wkKj
jvMv‡bv Ggb †Kv‡bv welq bq| Ggb wkKj A‡b‡Ki cv‡qB jvMv‡bv Av‡Q GLv‡b|
GgbwK MjvqI cïi g‡Zv wkKj jvwM‡q †eu‡a ivLv n‡q‡Q A‡bK‡K|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
 02 
GB gvìvmv AvR GB GjvKvi wekvj †MŠie I weivU m¤§v‡bi welq| gvìvmvi
Avkcv‡ki †jvKRb wb‡R‡K gvìvmvi cv‡ki evwoi †jvK e‡j cwiPq w`‡q Me©‡eva
K‡i, m¤§vwbZ †eva K‡i| G gvìvmv GLb GB GjvKvi Me© n‡q ùvwo‡q‡Q| Avi
GmeB n‡q‡Q KwgwUi mfvcwZ AvjnvR bIkv` †PŠayix Ii‡d myw` bï I gynZvwgg
ûRy‡i Kj¨v‡Y| bIkv` †PŠayix GB gvìvmv †Ìqvi ci RbwcÖqZvi Kvi‡Y cÖ_‡g nq
GjvKvi †g¤^vi| GKUvbv wZbevi †g¤^vi _vKvi ci †m †Pqvig¨vb c‡` ùvwo‡q wR‡Z
hvq| ïay me©‡kl wbe©vP‡b †m †n‡i‡Q| Zv-I nvi‡Zv bv, wb‡R‡ì †jv‡Kiv †cQb
†_‡K Qywi †g‡i‡Q e‡jB †n‡i‡Q|
gynZvwgg ûRy‡ii evwo GL‡b bq| †m GB GjvKvi †jvKI bq| A‡bK `~‡i Zvi evwo|
†m GLv‡b Avmvi GK BwZnvmI i‡q‡Q| †m †Zv AvR‡Ki K_v bq| A‡bK A‡bK
Av‡Mi K_v|
Beªvwn‡gi GLb †Zi cviv Pj‡Q| †Zi cvivi †kl w`‡K Ii GKUz ev‡R jvM‡Q|
Ggwb‡Z fv‡jv QvÎ wn‡m‡e Ii mybvg Av‡Q| gvìvmvq G‡m‡Q GK eQi n‡q‡Q| Ii
wek^vm, mewKQy wVKVvK _vK‡j Avi gvm Q‡q‡Ki g‡a¨ I †ndR †kl Ki‡Z cvi‡e|
BeªvwngI GB gvìvmvi GKRb GwZg QvÎ| Beªvwn‡gi evev K…wlKvR KiZ| eQi
wZ‡bK Av‡M GK †Nvi †gNjv w`‡b mevi K_v AMÖvn¨ K‡i gv‡V wM‡qwQj exR jvMv‡Z|
evwo wdij †cvov jvk n‡q| G wb‡q Beªvwng Avi Ii gv‡K A‡bK K_v ïb‡Z n‡q‡Q|
Ôg‡ni †jvK fv‡jv nB‡j wK Avi Zvi Mv‡q Avjøv VvWv nvjvq|Õ ÔDci w`qv †Zv fv‡jv
†jvKB g‡b nBZ, wfZ&‡i wfZ&‡i KZ cvc KBiv †eovBZ †KWv Rv‡b? fvjv †jv‡Ki
Mv‡q VvWv c‡o †KD ûb‡Q †Kv‡bv w`b?Õ Ggb K_vi ev‡Y cÖvqB RR©wiZ n‡Z n‡Zv
I‡K Avi Ii weaev gv‡K| Ggb K_v GL‡bv Beªvwng‡K ïb‡Z nq| c‡ii Rwg‡Z
†L‡U LvIqv g‡n‡ii wZb Kz‡j †KD wQj bv †Q‡j Avi eD Qvov| _vKZ †g¤^v‡ii
†MvqvjN‡ii cv‡k Ni evwb‡q| g‡ni gviv hvIqvi ci Kvi‡Y-AKvi‡Y cÖvqB †g¤^vi
†hZ g‡n‡ii my›ìx eD AvKwjgvi N‡i| bvbv K_vq mivmwi wKQy bv ej‡jI Vv‡i Vv‡i
A‡bK wKQyB †evSv‡Z PvBZ| AvKwjgv ey‡SI bv †evSvi fvb KiZ| †KŠk‡j Gwo‡q
†hZ| GK S‡oi iv‡Z †Kv‡bv †KŠk‡jB Avi KvR n‡jv bv| Beªvwng bvbv evwo‡Z
_vKvq GKjv N‡i AvKwjgv‡K †V‡m aij ReŸvi †g¤^vi| Uvb w`‡q wQu‡o †djj Mv‡qi
eøvDR| nVvr GKUv AvOzj G‡m coj AvKwjgvi gy‡L| Avi hvq †Kv_vq? kix‡ii
me©kw³ w`‡q Kvg‡o aij †g¤^v‡ii AvOzj| RvšÍe wPrKvi w`‡q †Q‡o w`‡Z eva¨ n‡jv
AvKwjgv‡K| AvKwjgvI my‡hvM †c‡q †eovi m‡½ †MuvRv †LRyiMvQ KvUv `v wb‡q †Z‡o
†Mj †g¤^v‡ii w`‡K| S‡oi g‡a¨ cvwj‡q †Mj †g¤^vi| dR‡ii AvRv‡bi Av‡M AvKwjgv
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Bw÷kb BeyK
mewKQy ¸wQ‡q P‡j †Mj ev‡ci evwo| †mLv‡bI AvKwjgvi GK PvPv‡Zv fvB ivZ`ycy‡i
AvKwjgv‡K R¦vjv‡Z ïiæ Kij| †k‡l AvKwjgvi gv-evev wg‡j wm×všÍ wbj, †g‡q‡K
Avevi we‡q †`‡e| my›ìx AvKwjgvi cvÎ †c‡Z †`wi n‡jv bv| GKv n‡q †Mj Beªvwng|
n‡q †Mj GwZg| fwZ© n‡jv GB gvìvmvq| cÖ_g cÖ_g gv gv‡m GKevi K‡i AvmZ|
GLb Avi †KD Av‡m bv| bv gv, bv Ii bvbv-bvwb-gvgv-Lvjv| Zviv I‡K Lye GKUv
cQ›Ì K‡i bv| cÖ_g cÖ_g QywU †c‡j Beªvwng bvbvevwo‡Z †hZ| bvwb gviv hvIqvi ci
†`Lv †Mj I hvq wVKB wKš‘ I‡K †KD †L‡ZI Wv‡K bv| iv‡Z GKevi bvby wR‡Ám
K‡iwQj Beªvwng †L‡q‡Q wKbv| hLb ejj Lvqwb, ZLb bvbv Dëv Beªvwn‡gi Ici ivM
K‡iwQj| Ô†Zv‡i WvBKv WvBKv LvIqvBe †KWv? GB evwo‡Z †Zvi PvKi ivLv Av‡Q
bvwK? †`nm bv Avwg wb‡RB LvB‡Z cvwi bv|Õ Gici Beªvwn‡gi Avi KL‡bv bvbvevwo
†h‡Z B”Qv K‡iwb| gvìvmvq I †h Lye fv‡jv Av‡Q, Ggb bq| GLv‡bI fv‡jv jv‡M bv
Ii| Lvwj gv‡qi Rb¨ gbUv †Kgb K‡i| wKš‘ gv †Zv Avi av‡iKv‡Q _v‡K bv| _v‡K
A‡bK `~‡i, Zvi ¯^vgxi evwo‡Z| †mLvb †_‡K Avm‡ZB GKw`b †j‡M hvq|
gvìvmvUv‡K Ii †RjLvbv g‡bnq| Lvwj cvwj‡q †h‡Z B”Qv K‡i| wKš‘ hv‡eB-ev
†Kv_vq?
Beªvwn‡gi eqm GMv‡iv| †`L‡Z †ek dzUdz‡U| mv`v cvRvgv-cvÄvwe Avi mv`v Uzwc‡Z
m`v nv‡m¨v¾¡j Beªvwng‡K †`L‡Z meviB fv‡jv jv‡M| wgïK Avi c‡ivcKvix wn‡m‡e
Ii cwiwPwZ i‡q‡Q gvìvmvq| wb‡Ri Kó wb‡Ri g‡a¨B jywK‡q iv‡L memgq| wKš‘
cov bv cvivi Kó Pvwc‡q ivLv m¤¢e nq bv| cov bv cvi‡j †h kvw¯Í I¯Ív‡ìv †`q, Zv
AeY©bxq, Amnbxq| MZ ciï Beªvwngmn 12 Rb‡K †iv‡ì g‡a¨ ùvo Kwi‡q †i‡LwQj
`yB nv‡Z BU w`‡q| Zvi g‡a¨ PviRb c‡o wM‡qwQj| ZviciI Qvqvq †h‡Z †`qwb|
mKvj bqUv †_‡K †Rvn‡ii AvRvb ch©šÍ mevB‡K cÖLi †iv‡ì g‡a¨B ùvwo‡q _vK‡Z
n‡qwQj| †h PviRb c‡o wM‡qwQj, Zvi g‡a¨ `yR‡bi R¦i G‡m‡Q| I¯Ív` e‡j‡Q Xs
Ki‡Q| wKš‘ mevB †`‡L‡Q cÖPÐ R¦‡i KuvcwQj Iiv| Beªvwng wb‡Ri Rb¨ Ggb kvw¯Í Pvq
bv KL‡bv| ZvB I Ave ye°i I¯Ív‡ì Kv‡Q Avjv`vfv‡e co‡Z †h‡Z Pvq| I¯Ív`
Aek¨ bv K‡iwb| `ycy‡i †L‡q hLb mevB Nygvq, ZLb †h‡Z e‡j‡Q| GB mgq
Beªvwn‡giI Nygv‡Z fv‡jv jv‡M| wKš‘ IB kvw¯Íi K_v g‡b DV‡j †Pv‡Li Nyg cvwj‡q
hvq| mvZ mvMi †Zi b`x cvi n‡q cvwj‡q hvq| `ycy‡ii Lvevi †L‡q mevB Nywg‡q‡Q
†ek wKQy mgq n‡jv| Beªvwng †KviAvb gwR` Avi †i‡nj wb‡q gmwR‡ì wZbZjvq
Avey e°i I¯Ív‡ì wgbv‡ii N‡i iIbv †`q| wM‡q †`‡L I¯Ív‡ì N‡ii ìRv †LvjvB
i‡q‡Q| mvjvg w`‡q iæ‡g XzKj Beªvwng| I¯Ív` ï‡q Av‡Q| I‡K †`‡L D‡V emj|
Beªvwng‡K em‡Z e‡j gv_vi Kv‡Q `wo‡Z Uvbv‡bv †Kviv †MwÄUv Avi †Uwe‡ji Ici
†_‡K UzwcUv wb‡q c‡i ejj, ÔKB, evBi KiÕ| Beªvwng †Zi cvivi †kl w`K †_‡K †ei
K‡i co‡Z ïiæ Kij| †hLvb †_‡K AvU‡K hvw”Qj, †mLvb †_‡K I¯Ív` e‡j †Ìqvi
ci mewKQy Ii Kv‡Q cvwbi g‡Zv †mvRv n‡q †Mj| Avm‡ii wKQy AvM ch©šÍ I¯Ív‡ì
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Bw÷kb BeyK
Kv‡Q covi ci I¯Ív` ejj, ÔAvgvi wcVUv †Kgb g¨vRg¨vR Ki‡Z‡Q| GKUz gvwjk
KBiv †` †Zv, BeªvwngÕ| e‡jB I¯Ív` Mv‡qi †Kviv †MwÄUv Ly‡j †djj| Awb”Qv m‡Ë¡I
Beªvwng gvwjk Kiv ïiæ Kij| I¯Ív`‡ì K_v bv ïb‡j †mvRv †`vR‡L †h‡Z n‡e, †m
eqvb Beªvwngmn Ab¨ QvÎiv kZmn¯ªevi ï‡b‡Q| gvwjk bv K‡i Dcvq Kx? †K cyo‡Z
Pvq IB †`vR‡Li Av¸‡b?
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Bw÷kb BeyK
 03 
cv‡q wkKj †Ìqv QvÎ‡ì GKRb gviæd| eqm gvÎ AvU| gviædI _vK‡Z Pvq bv
gvìvmvq| GLv‡b ûRy‡iiv K_vq K_vq gv‡i, †Lj‡Z †`q bv, ivZ wZbUvi mgq Nyg
†_‡K IVvq| gviæd gyjvi ZiKvwi †L‡Z KL‡bvB cQ›` K‡i bv, wKš‘ GLv‡b †ivR
gyjvi ZiKvwi ivbœv K‡i| me‡P‡q eo K_v, †gv³vi I¯Ív` gviæ‡di m‡½ A‡bK cPv
GKUv KvR K‡i‡Q| Zv‡Z gviæd A‡bK e¨_v †c‡q‡Q| †m mgq gviæd A‡bK wPrKvi
K‡iwQj| wKš‘ I¯Ív` gyL †P‡c a‡i †i‡LwQj| gviæ‡di ZLb Lye e¨_v jvMwQj, Kó
nw”Qj, k^vm wb‡Z cviwQj bv, j¾v jvMwQj| g‡i †h‡Z B”Qv KiwQj Ii| gviæd
GLvb †_‡K GKevi †ei n‡Z cvi‡jB gv‡K mewKQy e‡j †`‡e| GLv‡b _vK‡Z KvD‡K
wKQy ejv hv‡e bv| I¯Ív` Zvn‡j †g‡i †dj‡e| ZvB gviæd A‡bK e¨_v †c‡jI KvD‡K
wKQyB e‡jwb| wKš‘ I GLvb †_‡K Kx K‡i cvjv‡e, †mUvB ey‡S DV‡Z cvi‡Q bv| wKš‘
†h K‡iB †nvK, GKw`b bv GKw`b †m cvwj‡q hv‡eB| cvwj‡q hvIqvi ci AveŸy‡K
Avi fvBqv‡K ej‡e †gv³vi I¯Ív`‡K ai‡Z| †m gviæ‡di m‡½ A‡bK cPv KvR
K‡i‡Q, A‡bK cPv KvR| g‡b DV‡jB gviæ‡di ewg Av‡m| dR‡ii bvgv‡Ri ci
†_‡KB gvìvmvi gv‡Vi wVK gvSLv‡b bqwU wkï G‡K-Ac‡ii Kvb a‡i ùvwo‡q Av‡Q|
gv‡Sg‡a¨ GKRb Ab¨R‡bi Kvb a‡i †Rv‡i Uvb w`‡”Q| †Mvjvg cvi‡fR Avãyj
gwR‡ì Kv‡b GKUz †Rv‡i Uvb w`‡q ejj, Ôe°i I¯Ív` KB‡Q, Gici †h weQvbv
wfRvB‡e, Zv‡i L¨vZv †avqv cvwb Zv‡i LvIqvBeÕ| GB K_v ï‡b mevB †nv †nv K‡i
†n‡m DVj| †mB nvwm ï‡b †Rvov †eZ wb‡q gv‡Vi g‡a¨ †`Š‡o Gj e°i I¯Ív`| G‡mB
mevi cvQvq PUvm PUvm evwo gviv ïiæ Kij| Agwb mevi nvwm wPrKv‡i cwiYZ n‡jv|
m‡½ m‡½ K¬v‡m covi AvIqvR †e‡o †Mj| Avwjd Rei Av, ev Rei ev, Zv Rei Zv|
byivwb wefv‡M Ggb wb‡`©kbv †Ìqv _v‡K| hw` KL‡bv gv‡ii †Pv‡U †KD wPjøvq,
Zvn‡j mevB‡K GKm‡½ †Rv‡i †Rv‡i co‡Z n‡e| gv‡Vi g‡a¨ †iv` evo‡Q| †Rvov
†e‡Zi evwo LvIqvi ci Kvb a‡i ùvwo‡q _vKv wkï¸‡jvi g‡a¨ k„•Ljv G‡m‡Q| wKš‘
Nv‡g mv`v cvÄvwe wf‡R kix‡ii m‡½ wg‡k †M‡Q RvqMvq RvqMvq| Kcvj Pz‡q Nvg
co‡Q †Pv‡L| mevi †PvL R¦vjv Ki‡Q| G‡ì Aciva, Giv mevB iv‡Z Ny‡gi †Nv‡i
weQvbv wfwR‡q‡Q| GB me wkïi eqm Pvi †_‡K Qq| G‡ì GB kvw¯Í Pj‡e †Rvn‡ii
AvRv‡bi AvM ch©šÍ| Gfv‡e cÖwZw`b †Kv‡bv bv †Kv‡bv `j Kvb a‡i ùvwo‡q _v‡K
gv‡Vi gvSLv‡b| Gici Giv hLb K¬v‡m R‡qb K‡i, ZLb Avevi G‡ì †`‡L mevB
nv‡m wUUKvwi gv‡i|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
ïµevi AvUUvi ci †_‡K Avi cov‡kvbv Ki‡Z nq bv| gmwR`-gvìvmv †avqv-†gvQvi
KvR P‡j Rygvi bvgv‡Ri AvM ch©šÍ| cÖ_‡g Kv‡c©U Zz‡j fv‡jv K‡i wZbevi Svo– w`‡Z
nq| Zvici wWUv‡R©›U †Mvjv cvwb w`‡q †g‡S gyQ‡Z nq| gv‡m GKw`b K‡i me wmwjs
d¨vb gyQ‡Z nq| †`vZjv gmwR`, wZbZjvi KvR Pj‡Q| wZbZjvi GKcv‡k wgbv‡ii
KvR †kl| †mLv‡b gvìvmvi K‡qKRb wkÿK _v‡K| QvÎ‡ì †ewkifvM _v‡K
gvìvmvi fe‡b| wKQy _v‡K gmwR‡ì †`vZjvq| GLv‡b co‡Z n‡j cÖ_g kZ© n‡jv
GLv‡b PweŸk NÈv _vK‡Z n‡e| GLv‡b ïiæ byivwb †_‡K| Av‡Q bvRviv, †ndR,
nvw`mLvbv, wKZveLvbv, †kl ch©šÍ `vIiv‡q nvw`m| QvÎ‡ì g‡a¨ Pvi eQi eqm †_‡K
ïiæ K‡i Av‡Q Pwjøk eQ‡ii QvÎ ch©šÍ| Øxwb wkÿvq †Kv‡bv eqm †bB|
GB †h KIwg gvìvmv, wZbZjv gmwR`, GZ QvÎ, GZ m¤§vb, GZ †MŠieÑGme
GKw`‡b M‡o I‡Vwb| GLvbKvi gynZvwgg Gi wfwË ïiæ K‡iwQj AvR †_‡K eû Av‡M
KwgwUi AvRxeb mfvcwZ mv‡eK BDwbqb cwil` †Pqvig¨vb AvjnvR bIkv` †PŠayixi
KvQvwiN‡i gvÎ PviRb QvÎ w`‡q|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
 04 
†m A‡bK w`b Av‡Mi K_v| GKw`b `ycyi‡ejv Av`vj‡Z nvwRiv †k‡l Mv‡Qi Qvqvq
†Pqvi †c‡Z e‡m‡Q GjvKvi wewkó my‡ì Kvievwi myw` bï| ZLb †m bIkv` †PŠayixI
wQj bv| Avi AvjnvR¦I wQj bv| wQj myw` bï| †Pqv‡i e‡m †e‡ji kieZ Avi Kv‡Ri
†Q‡j Kvg fvwZRv †gv¯Ív‡Ki nvZcvLvi evZvm †L‡Z †L‡Z hLb Zvi †PvL m‡e ey‡R
AvmwQj, ZLb myw` bï †Ui †cj †KD GKRb mvjvg w`‡q evwoi g‡a¨ Xz‡K wKQy GKUv
ej‡Q IqvR Avi wfÿvi my‡i| †PvL Ly‡j ejj, ÔKx nB‡Q?Õ fv‡jv K‡i ZvwK‡q †`‡L
KvQvwiN‡ii †KvYvq ùvov‡bv 24-25 eQ‡ii GK hyeK| Pg‡K †Mj myw`| Zvi gv_vq
cvMwo, gyLfwZ© `vwo, cvÄvwe nuvUzi wbP ch©šÍ| UKU‡K dimv †Q‡jUvi †Pv‡Li g‡a¨
GK A™¢zZ m‡¤§vnbx ÿgZv i‡q‡Q| j¤^vq cuvPdzU Qq BwÂi AwaK ê Kg bq| †g`nxb
kixi| †Q‡jwU Avevi mvjvg w`‡q ejv ïiæ Kij, ÔRbve, Avwg GKRb gydwZ
gvIjvbv| wÎk cviv †KviAv‡bi nv‡dR| Rbve, b`xfvO‡b Avgvi me nvwi‡qwQ|
Avjøvi GB `ywbqvq Avgvi gv_v †MuvRvi †Kv‡bv RvqMv †bB, Rbve| ZvB Avcbv‡ì
`yqv‡i G‡m nvZ †c‡ZwQ, RbveÕ| myw` bï g~jZ my‡ì Kvievi K‡i Avi Rwgi `vjvwj
K‡i| Rwgi `vjvwj AvR †_‡K bv, †mB MÛ‡Mv‡ji mgq hLb wn›`yiv †`k †Q‡o
cvjvw”Qj, ZLb nv‡ZLwo| †m GLb wb‡R †h evwoUv‡Z Av‡Q, †mUvI eveyj K…ò
nvj`v‡ii evwo, Zvi evev `Lj wb‡qwQj gvÎ 780 UvKv Avi GK fwi †mvbvi
wewbg‡q| my‡ì Kvievi Avi Rwgi `vjvwj K‡i Lye Aí w`‡b †m AvOzj dz‡j KjvMvQ
bv, G‡°ev‡i eUMv‡Q cwiYZ nq| Gici hLb cvKvcvwKfv‡e my‡ì Kvievi ïiæ K‡i,
ZLb Zvi bvg n‡q hvq myw` bï| †m MÖv‡gi Mwie gvby‡li Rwgi `wjj †i‡L Pov my‡`
†jvb †`q| hvi Rwgi `wjj _v‡K bv, †m nv‡ji ej` †i‡L my` †bq| Z‡e †ewkifvMB
†mB Rwg ev nv‡ji ej` Avi †diZ wb‡Z cv‡i bv| KviY, w`b w`b evo‡Z _v‡K my`,
hv Avm‡ji wØ¸Y n‡q ùvovq| KviY, myw` bïi my` me©`v Pµe„w× nv‡i evo‡Z _v‡K|
d‡j myw` bïi RwgRgv GLb A‡bK| Zvi e³e¨ ÔAvjøvq Zv‡i w`‡QÕ|
Bmjv‡g my` LvIqv nvivg e‡j †m cÖwZ Iqv³ bvgvR †k‡l my` LvIqvi cv‡ci ÿgv
†c‡Z Avjøvi Kv‡Q KvbœvKvwU K‡i, ZIev K‡i, Avjøvi Kv‡Q gvd Pvq| gyywÝ-†gŠjwf,
Av‡jg-Ijvgv, GwZg LvIqvq wbqwgZ| `vb-LqivZ K‡i cÖPzi| `vb-LqivZ †Ìqvi
e¨vcv‡i myw` bï KL‡bv K…cYZv K‡i bv| Avjøvn& †Kvb Awmjvq KLb Kv‡K ÿgv K‡i
†`q, †K ej‡Z cv‡i? my` LvIqv Qvov Zvi Avi †Zgb †Kv‡bv †`vl †bB| gv‡Sg‡a¨
GKUz ÔcvwbcywbÕ Lvq| †m Avi Ggb Kx? Avi GKUz ÔKwP †cvjviÕ cÖwZ Pvwn`v Av‡Q|
†g‡qgvbylI Zvi Kg cQ›` bq| Z‡e cyiæl gvby‡li GB Af¨vm †Kv‡bv †`v‡li g‡a¨
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Bw÷kb BeyK
c‡o e‡j bï g‡b K‡i bv| wKš‘ mgm¨v n‡jv myw` bï wb‡Ri bvgUvI wjL‡Z cv‡i bv|
GRb¨ Zvi Svby †jvK wQj Av‡M| †m cÖZviYv Kivi ci GLb †m Zvi fvB‡cv
†gv¯ÍvK‡K G `vwqZ¡ w`‡q‡Q| †gv¯ÍvK‡K †m †jLvcov Kivq| †gv¯ÍvK Zvi Avcb
fvB‡qi †Q‡j| †gv¯Ív‡Ki evev-gv eQi Pv‡iK Av‡M Av¸‡b cy‡o gviv †M‡Q| GjvKvq
¸Re Av‡Q, myw` bï Zvi fvB‡qi N‡i Av¸b w`‡q cywo‡q †g‡i‡Q| †gv¯ÍvK bvbvevwo
wQj e‡j †eu‡P †M‡Q|
fv‡jv K‡i †PvL Ly‡j bï ejj, evwo KB?
Ñ †kicyi, Rbve|
Ñ †Kv_vq _v‡Kb?
Ñ Avjøvi Ni gmwR‡` _vwK, Rbve|
Ñ Av‡mb, Gw`‡K Av‡mbÕ| nv‡Zi Bkvivq gydwZ mv‡ne‡K Kv‡Q WvKj bï|
Ñ †gv¯ÍvK, gvIjvbv mv‡n‡ei Rb¨ GKUv †Pqvi Avb, Avi wKQy Lvbvwcbv Avb|
Ñ Kq fvB‡evb Avcbviv?
Ñ Avwg GKv, Rbve| Avgvi Avi †K‡bv fvB‡evb bvB|
Ñ evc-gv?
Ñ evev hLb gviv †M‡Q, ZLb Avgvi eqm GK eQi| Zvi †Pnviv Bqv` bvB, Avi
b`xfvO‡bi mgq gv P‡j †M‡Q, e‡j gydwZ gvIjvbv cvMwoi LuyU w`‡q †PvL gyQj|
Ñ Avnv †i..., cov‡jLv †Kv_vq K‡i‡Qb?
Ñ Avwg IgyK KIwg gvìvmv †_‡K †ndR K‡iwQ, Zvici ZgyK gvìvmv †_‡K
`vIiv‡q nvw`m †kl K‡iwQ, Gici mgyK gvìvmv †_‡K...
Ñ Avjnvg`ywjjøvn! gy‡L Avjnvg`ywjjøvn ej‡jI bï Avm‡j wKQyB †ev‡Swb| ïay
GZUzKz ey‡S‡Q, GB †Q‡j wÎk cviv †KviAv‡bi nv‡dR, AviI eo eo Bmjvwg
jvB‡bi wWwMÖ Zvi i‡q‡Q|
Ñ Kx KvR Ki‡Zb?
Ñ GKUv KIwg gvìvmvq covZvg Avi GKUv gmwR‡` BgvgwZ KiZvg, Avjøvi ûKz‡g
b`xfvO‡b gmwR`-gvìvmv me †M‡Q, e‡j gvIjvbv Avevi cvMwoi LuyU w`‡q †PvL
gyQj|
Ñ Avnv †i! hvK Avjøvq hv K‡i, fv‡jvi Rb¨B K‡i| GLb Kx Ki‡eb? GBfv‡e
gvby‡li Kv‡Q nvZ cvBZv LvBqv Avi gmwR‡` NygvBqv Rxeb cvi n‡e?
Ñ Kx Kie Rvwb bv, Rbve| Z‡e Avwg GKRb nv‡dR-G-†KviAvb| GKRb gydwZ|
gnvb Avjøvn&myevnbyZvAvjv Avgv‡K bv LvB‡q ivL‡e bv, Avgvi wek^vm| wZwb GKUv bv
GKUv eë¯’v Avgvi Rb¨ Ki‡ebB|
gvIjvbvi Bgv‡bi †Rvi †`‡L bï gy» n‡q †Mj|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
Avjøv KiæK Avi myw` bï KiæK, gydwZ gvIjvbvi GKUv myeë¯’v n‡j †Mj| myw` bïi
evwo‡Z RvqwMi wn‡m‡e _vKvi RvqMv n‡j †Mj gydwZ mv‡n‡ei| evwo‡Z hZ hyeK Avi
wkï i‡q‡Q, Zv‡ì cweÎ †KviAvb †kLv‡bvi `vwqZ¡ AvR †_‡K GB gvIjvbvi|
gwnjvivI wkL‡e, Z‡e c`©vi Avov‡j Avi evwoi cyiæ‡li Dcw¯’wZ‡Z| gydwZi _vKvi
RvqMv n‡jv myw` bïi KvQvwiN‡i| `yB w`b ci myw` bïi `yB wewe, Pvi mšÍvb, Kv‡Ri
†g‡q Avwmqv, Avwmqvi GK †g‡q bZzb wmcviv wb‡q co‡Z emj c`©vi Avov‡j| cyiæl-
†Q‡jiv co‡e Avm‡ii ci| gydwZ mv‡ne †hb †gN bv PvB‡Z So-eb¨v †c‡q †Mj|
ax‡i ax‡i Qv‡Îi cwigvY evo‡Z _vKj| myw` bïi KvQvwiNi cwiYZ n‡jv g³‡e|
evwo‡Z ÔA‡bK eo gvIjvbvÕ ivLvi ci myw` bïi my‡ì eëmvi `yb©vg wKQyUv ¤øvb n‡Z
ïiæ Kij| fv‡jvi w`‡K †h‡Z _vKj mgv‡R Zvi Ae¯’vb| ax‡i ax‡i MÖv‡gi A‡bK
wkï bïi KvQvwiN‡i Avmv ïiæ Kij| G‡Z MÖv‡gi †jvKRb †ek Lywk| GB MÖv‡gi
Av‡kcv‡k †Kv‡bv Rvb‡bIqvjv Ôeo gvIjvbvÕ wQj bv| welqwU MÖv‡gi Rb¨ g½jRbKB
g‡b Kij mevB| gvmLv‡bK ci GKw`b gvMwi‡ei mgq gydwZ mv‡ne KvQvwiN‡ii
`vIqvq ùvwo‡q `yB Kv‡b nvZ w`‡q AvRvb w`‡q w`j| Zvici evwoi me cyiæl‡K
WvKj bvgv‡R| †Q‡j-ey‡ov wg‡j †gvU mvZRb‡K wb‡q cÖ_g Rvgv‡Z bvgvR Av`vq
Kij gydwZ mv‡ne|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
 05 
wejwK‡mi gbUv mKvj †_‡K Lye Lvivc| gbUvi g‡a¨ Lvwj LPLP Ki‡Q| Kx n‡q‡Q
†Q‡jUvi? Kv‡iv m‡½ †Kv‡bv K_v ej‡Q bv| PzcPvc Av‡Q| Gi Av‡M hZevi gvìvmv
†_‡K evwo wd‡i‡Q, mviv evwo gvwZ‡q ivLZ †Q‡jUv| evwoi mxgvbvq XzK‡jB †evSv
†hZ ivqnvb evwo‡Z G‡m‡Q| GKUz Av‡M Ii †gR PvwP G‡m wR‡Ám Kij, ÔAvR
ivqnv‡bi evwo‡Z Avmvi K_v bv? Gn‡bv Av‡n bvB?Õ
Ñ AvB‡Q fvwe, g‡b nq kixjWv Lye GKUv fv‡jv bv| ïBqv iB‡Q|
ÔIgv, KI Kx? Kx nB‡Q?Õ ivqnvb bIkv` †PŠayixi KIwg gvìvmvq nv‡dwR c‡o|
_vKv-LvIqv meB †mLv‡b| `yB fvB‡qi g‡a¨ ivqnvb †QvU| eo †Q‡j nIqvi ci
`xN©w`b †gvRv‡¤§j-wejwK‡mi †Kv‡bv mšÍvb nqwb| AvU eQi ci wZbwZbevi g„Z ev”Pv
Rb¥ †Ìqvi ci †gvRv‡¤§j gvbZ K‡iwQj Gici RxweZ mšÍvb n‡j Zv‡K Avjøvn&i
†KviAv‡bi nv‡dR evbv‡e| †gvRv‡¤§‡ji Avjøvn& †gvRv‡¤§j‡K Ae‡k‡l RxweZ mšÍvb
w`j| †gvRv‡¤§jI Avjøvn&‡K †Ìqv K_v ivLj| Pvi eQi eq‡m ivqnvb‡K nv‡ZLwo
w`j gvìvmvi gynZvwgg| Gici †Q‡j‡K Zviv UzKUvK Avwjd ev Zv Qv cwo‡q‡Q| Qq
eQi nIqvi m‡½ m‡½ Zv‡K KIwg gvìvmvq fwZ© Kiv n‡jv Avjøvn&i †KviAv‡bi
nv‡dR evbv‡bvi Rb¨| fwZ© Kiv‡bvi mgq †gvRv‡¤§j e‡j‡Q, ÔûRyi, GB †Q‡j GZ
w`b Avgvi wQj| AvR †_‡K †m Avcbvi QvÎ, AvcbviB mšÍvb| Zv‡K GKRb
†KviAv‡bi nv‡dR, Øx‡bi †meK, mwZ¨Kv‡ii mwnn Av‡jg evbv‡Z hv hv Ki‡Z nq,
Zv Avcwb Ki‡eb| U¨vKvcqmvmn hv hv jvM‡e, Zv Lvwj Avc‡b ûKzg Ki‡eb, Avwg
nvwRi KieÕ| wejwKm †mevi nvDgvD K‡i govKvbœv †Ku‡`wQj| gv-†Q‡j †KD KvD‡K
Qvov GK ivZ Nygv‡Z cv‡i bv| GL‡bv cv‡i bv| wejwKm mviv ivZ †Pv‡Li cvwb
†d‡j| ivqnvb mßv‡n GKevi Av‡m, e„n¯úwZevi mÜ¨vq| ZLb wejwK‡mi g‡b nq
AvKv‡ki Puv` nv‡Z †cj| wKš‘ Avevi hLb ïµevi mÜ¨vq P‡j hvq, ZLb wejwK‡mi
eyKUv Luv Luv K‡i| wKš‘ GZ †¯œn-fv‡jvevmv cÖKvk K‡i bv wejwKm| cv‡Q †Q‡ji cÖK…Z
Av‡jg nIqv evavMÖ¯Í nq| wKš‘ w`bivZ PweŸk NÈv Zvi wPšÍvi g‡a¨ ïay ivqnvb ivqnvb
Avi ivqnvb| hLb †hLv‡b hvq, †mLv‡b ivqnv‡bi m‡½i ¯§„wZ Zvi g‡b c‡o| †Q‡jUvi
eqm G eQi AvU n‡jv| Zey weQvbv †fRvq| wejwKm ï‡b‡Q GRb¨ gvìvmvq I‡K
A‡bK kvw¯Í †Ìqv nq| GK_v g‡b DV‡jI wejwKm Kuv‡`|
ivqnv‡bi evev †gvRv‡¤§‡ji UvKvcqmvi Afve †bB| GB eq‡m hv Kvwg‡q‡Q, Zv AviI
mvZcyiæl e‡m e‡m †L‡Z cvi‡e e‡j g‡b K‡i GjvKvi †jvKRb| wbw`©ó †Kv‡bv †ckvq
†bB †m| Kx KvR K‡i, Zv wejwKm fv‡jv K‡i bv Rvb‡jI A‡b‡K Rv‡b| †gvRv‡¤§j
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Bw÷kb BeyK
KL‡bv we‡`‡k †jvK cvVvq, KL‡bv wm‡bgvq †g‡q‡Q‡j mvcøvB †`q, KL‡bv miKvwi
PvKwi †`q gvbyl‡K, Avevi †K‡mi `vjvwjI K‡i| Gme K‡iB e¨vs‡K †i‡L‡Q †KvwU
†KvwU UvKv| RwgwRivZ K‡i‡Q we¯Íi| Qq-QqwU B‡Ui fvUv i‡q‡Q Zvi| KvRKvg
Ki‡Z †M‡j GKUz ÔGw`K-†mw`KÕ Ki‡Z nq e‡j †gvRv‡¤§j g‡b K‡i| †mUv †Zgb
†`v‡li bv| †mB ÔGw`K-†mw`KÕ KvfvW© f¨vb fwZ© K‡i PvKwicÖv_©x ZiæYx, Aí eqmx
†g‡qivI _v‡K, hv‡ì †ewki fvMB wewµ n‡q hvq fvi‡Zi †mvbvMvwQmn wewfbœ
cwZZvj‡q| Gme †gvRv‡¤§j †R‡bey‡SB K‡i| ïµevi Avi `yB C‡ì bvgvR QvovI
†gvRv‡¤§j mgq-my‡hvM †c‡j bvgvR c‡o| †ivRv iv‡L bv| Zvi e`‡j mviv gvm GKRb
RvqwMi LvIqvq| wb‡Ri Av‡LivZ wb‡q †gvRv‡¤§j GLb Avi Lye GKUv wPwšÍZ bq|
wb‡Ri Rb¥ †Ìqv †Q‡j‡K †m nv‡dR evbv‡”Q| GKRb nv‡dR Zvi cwiev‡i cÖ_g
cÂvkRb‡K webv wnmv‡e †e‡nk‡Z wb‡Z cv‡i| GK_v †m A‡bKevi Iqv‡R ï‡b‡Q|
†mw`b †gvevB‡ji wfwWI‡Z ï‡b‡Q, Avjøvgv kdx ûRyiI GB IqvR K‡i‡Q| †gvRv‡¤§j
†h‡nZz ivqnv‡bi evev, †m‡nZz Zvi †e‡nk‡Z hvIqv AvUKvq †K?
Av‡Li ¸‡oi cv‡qm ivqnv‡bi Lye cQ›`| AvR ivqnvb Avm‡e e‡j wejwKm †ewk K‡i
`ya w`‡q cv‡qm †iu‡a‡Q| †hB †Q‡j cv‡qm LvIqv ïiæ Ki‡j wejwKm cv‡q‡mi cvwZj
wb‡q ùvwo‡q _vKZ, †mB ivqnvb AvR `yB PvgP †L‡q e‡j‡Q Avi Lv‡e bv, fv‡jv
jvM‡Q bv| †Kb Ggb Ki‡Q †Q‡jUv? Kx n‡q‡Q Ii? A‡bKevi wR‡Ám K‡i‡Q †mB
Avmvi ci †_‡K| wKš‘ ivqnvb wKQyB ej‡Q bv| `ycy‡ii ivbœv †k‡l †Mvmj Kiv‡Z wb‡q
†Mj wejwKm| Av‡M ivqnvb cyKzicv‡o wM‡qB Kvco‡Pvco Ly‡j b¨vsUv n‡q †hZ|
gvìvmvq hvIqvi ci Avi Zv K‡i bv| wejwKm gyL wU‡c nv‡m| GKUz VvÐv VvÐv e‡j
wejwKm cvwb Mig Kij| g‡bi LPLPvwbUv Avi `~i n‡”Q bv| Kx PÂj †Q‡jUv Ggb
n‡jv †Kb? ûRy‡iiv †g‡i‡Q? ûRy‡iiv †h gvi‡e, Zv †Zv Rv‡bB wejwKm| Avjøvn&i
cweÎ †KviAvb gyL¯’ Ki‡Z †M‡j GKUz-AvaUz Kó Ki‡ZB nq| GB mg‡q †h gvi Lvq,
Zv Avm‡j gvi bv, †`vqv| GK_v ivqnvb‡K A‡bKevi eywS‡q e‡j‡Q wejwKm| e‡j‡Q,
Ô†kvb evev, †KviAvb wkLvi Rb¨, nv‡dR nIqvi Rb¨, Av‡jg nIqvi Rb¨ I¯Ív‡ì
gvBi Avm‡j †Kv‡bv gvBi bv| GBWv †`vqv| ûRyi †h mg¯Í RvqMvq gvi‡e, †mB mKj
RvqMvi Rb¨ †`vR‡Li Av¸b nvivg n‡q hv‡e| †`vR‡Li Av¸‡b IB mKj RvqMv
cyo‡e bv| †`vR‡Li Av¸bmn Ab¨vb¨ fqven AvRv‡ei K_v ï‡b wkï ivqnvbI
I¯Ív`‡ì gvi †g‡b wb‡q‡Q| †m ïay Rv‡b Zv‡K nv‡dR n‡Z n‡e, Av‡jg n‡Z n‡e|
hvi w`‡j Avjøvi Kvjvg _v‡K, Zvi Rb¨ †`vR‡Li Av¸b nvivg n‡q hvq, Zvi Rb¨
i‡q‡Q †e‡nkZ| †Mvmj Kiv‡bvi mgq wejwKm Avevi wR‡Ám Kij, ÔAveŸv, KviI
m‡½ gvivgvwi KiQ?Õ
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Ñ ZvB‡j SMov nB‡Q?
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ivqnv‡bi m‡½ †h Kx n‡q‡Q, Zv †Kej ivqnvbB Rv‡b Avi Rv‡b †mv‡nj I¯Ív`|
ivqnvb †m K_v GB c„w_exi KvD‡KB ej‡Z cvi‡e bv| ej‡eI bv| Kxfv‡e ej‡e? Ii
Lye j¾v K‡i, fqI K‡i| I¯Ív` e‡j‡Q, ivqnvb hw` GK_v KvD‡K e‡j †Zv †m †Ui
†c‡q hv‡e, Avi PvKz Pvjvb †`‡e| Avi †m PvKz Pvjvb w`‡j ivqnvb †hLv‡bB _vKzb,
†mvRv wM‡q Xz‡K hv‡e ivqnv‡bi ey‡K| bv, ivqnvb G K_v KvD‡KB ej‡e bv| KvD‡K
bv|
†mw`b mÜ¨vi wKQy c‡ii K_v| †mv‡nj I¯Ív` I‡K iæ‡g †W‡K wb‡q †Mj| G iKg
cÖvqB WvKZ †QvULv‡Uv †L`g‡Zi Rb¨| KL‡bv iæg Svo– †Ìqv, cvRvgv-cvÄvwe
†avqv, RyZv gy‡Q †Ìqv ev Kvwj Kiv| Gme Kv‡Ri Rb¨ Ab¨‡ì g‡Zv ivqnv‡biI
WvK c‡o gv‡Sg‡a¨| †mv‡nj I¯Ív` Lye ivMx| mevB Zv‡K Avov‡j AveWv‡j R¦i I¯Ív`
Wv‡K| †m hv‡K GKevi Kvq`vg‡Zv gv‡i, Zvi R¦&i G‡m hvq| mnmv †KD R¦i I¯Ív‡ì
gvi †L‡Z Pvq bv| Zvi †Pv‡Li Pvnwb‡Z A‡b‡K cÖ¯ªve K‡i w`‡q‡Q, Ggb †iKW©I
Av‡Q| Zv‡K mvjvg w`‡q iæ‡g XzKj ivqnvb| I¯Ív` †Pqv‡i e‡m †gvevB‡j wKQy GKUv
†`LwQj Avi `yB cv‡qi gvSLv‡b nvZ w`‡q bvovPvov KiwQj| ivqnvb Avmvi ci
d¨vbUv Ad K‡i w`‡q ejj,ÒiægUv GKUz Svo– †`, ivqnvb|Ó ivqnvb I¯Ív‡ì Lv‡Ui
Zjv †_‡K Svo– †ei K‡i iæg Svo– †Ìqv ïiæ Kij| I¯Ív` GK cv‡k m‡i ùvovj|
Svo– †Ìqv †k‡l I¯Ív` ejj, ÔcvÄvweUv Ly‡j Svov †`Õ| ivqnvb Zv-B Kij| Gici
I¯Ív` ejj, Ôev_iæ‡g hv, mvevb w`‡q my›ì K‡i †Mvmj Ki| ivB‡Zi †ejv ayjv-gqjv
wb‡q Nygv‡bv hv‡e bv| cvc n‡e| bvcvK kixi wbqv Nygv‡bv wVK bv| Zv‡Z ing‡Zi
†d‡ikZv Av‡m bv, Av‡m kqZvbÕ| ivqnvb I¯Ív‡ì †Kv‡bv K_vi m‡½ wØgZ †cvlY
Ki‡Z Pvq bv| I¯Ív` wb‡RB wb‡Ri MvgQv ivqnvb‡K GwM‡q †`q| †Mvmj †m‡i †ei
n‡q †`‡L I¯Ív` Lvwj Mv‡q ï‡q Av‡Q| †Uwe‡j GKUv evwU‡Z mwimvi †Zj| ivqnvb
†Pqv‡i ivLv cvÄvweUv Mv‡q Pvcv‡Z hv‡e, Ggb mgq I¯Ív` ejjÑ ÔKx, kxZ jv‡M?Õ
Ñ bv, I¯Ív`|
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GBme KvR Ki‡Z ivqnv‡bi GK`gB fv‡jv jv‡M bv| Av‡iKR‡bi kixi WjvWwj
KPjvKPwj Ki‡Z †Kgb wNbwNb K‡i| wKš‘ ZviciI Ki‡Z n‡e| cÖ_gZ I¯Ív‡ì
†mev Ki‡j †e‡nk‡Zi c_ myMg n‡e| wØZxqZ I¯Ív‡ì K_v bv †kvbv cvc| Kcv‡j
RyU‡e KwVb †`vR‡Li Av¸b| me‡P‡q eo K_v, BnKv‡ji I¯Ív‡ì gvBi †Zv
i‡q‡QB| ivqnvb cÖPÐ AbvMÖn wb‡q †Z‡ji evwU nv‡Z wb‡q Lv‡U D‡V †Mj| I¯Ív`
Dcyo n‡q ï‡q ejj, Ôïiæ KiÕ| ivqnvb †Zj nv‡Z wb‡q I¯Ív‡ì wc‡V gvwjk Kiv ïiæ
Kij| ÔLvwj †Zj gvwjk Kwim bv, GKUz PvcUvcI w`m|Õ ivqnvb Pv‡c, W‡j Avi
†mv‡nj I¯Ív` Aviv‡g Dn&-Avn& Ki‡Z _v‡K| Ôïay wcV WjvWwj Ki‡j nBe? V¨vs-ivb
GmeI GKUz gvwjk Ki|Õ e‡j I¯Ív` Zvi ci‡bi jyw½ Zz‡j ¸n¨Øvi ch©šÍ wb‡q Gj|
ivqnvb AevK n‡jv| nuvUzi Ic‡i Kvco †Zvjv ¸bvn| GK_v A‡bKevi A‡bK I¯Ív`
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e‡j‡Q| ivqnvb wØavq c‡o †M‡Q, eyS‡Z †c‡i I¯Ív` ejj, ÔwPwKrmvi Rb¨ Kvco
nuvUzi Dc‡i DV‡j mgm¨v †bB| Zv‡Z cvc nq bv| my¯’fv‡e euv Pv diR| ZzB Anb †Zj
gvwjk KBiv Avgvi wPwKrmv Ki‡ZwQm| Gnb nuvUzi Dc‡i Kvco DV‡j mgm¨v bvB|
Zv‡Z ¸bvn nq bv| ìKvi nB‡j kB‡ji me Kvco LyBjv dvjvb hvBe| †Kv‡bv cvc
bvB Zv‡Z| wPwKrmvi Rb¨ A‡bK wKQy Kib hvqÕ| Gevi ivqnvb I¯Ív‡ì Eiæ‡Z-
cv‡qI †Zj gvLv‡bvi my‡hvM †cj| †ek wKQy mgq ci I¯Ív` ejj, ÔKvj ARy Ki‡Z
hvBqv cBov †MwQjvg| GB RvqMvq Lye e¨_v cvBwQÕ| e‡j †m Zvi wbZ¤^ †`Lvj|
Zvici Avevi ejj, ÔGBnv‡b GKUz †Zj gvwjk Ki‡Z cvi‡j fv‡jv nBZ| Zv‡Z wKš‘
Avgvi Dj½ nB‡Z nBeÕ| G K_v ï‡b ivqnvb LyeB j¾v †cj| e‡j Kx †mv‡nj
I¯Ív`? Dj½ n‡e †m? †Kgb †`Lv‡e AËeo gvbylUv‡K? Gici I¯Ív` ejj, ÔGB N‡i
hv nBe, Zv evB‡i KviI Kv‡Q Kwe bv †Zv?Õ
Ôbv I¯Ív`|Õ
Ôe¨_vi hš¿Yvq Avwg ivB‡Z NygvB‡Z cvwi bv| bvgv‡R wmR`v w`‡Z cvwi bv, iæKz Ki‡Z
cvwi bv GB e¨_vi R¦vjvq| GBLv‡b gvwjk Ki‡Z n‡e|Õ e‡j I¯Ív` Avevi Zvi wbZ¤^
†`Lvj|
ÔwKš‘ Dj½ nBqv †Zvi mvg‡b ûB‡j KvD‡i Kwe bv †Zv Avevi?Õ
ivqnvb Kx ej‡e eyS‡Z cvij bv| ZviciI †h‡nZz I¯Ív`|
ÔwR bv I¯Ív`, Kgy bv|Õ Ggb DËi Avkv K‡i, ivqnvb Zv-B ejj|
Ô†`L ivqnvb, Avwg Amy¯’, Avjøvi Gev`Z Ki‡Z cvi‡ZwQ bv|Õ ivqnvb GeviI eyS‡Z
cvij bv †m Kx ej‡e| I¯Ív`B ejj, ÔZzB ejwe bv GK_v Lvwj gy‡L ej‡j †Zv n‡e bv,
Avwg †cvjvcvBb wek^vm Kwi bv| cweÎ †KviAvb kwid Qyu‡q ej‡Z n‡eÕ| e‡j †mv‡nj
I¯Ív` Ii‡d R¦i I¯Ív` wb‡R wM‡q †Uwej †_‡K †KviAvb kwid G‡b kÖ×v-fw³i m‡½
Zv‡Z Pzgy †L‡q ivqnv‡bi nv‡Z w`j| ivqnvb f‡q-D‡ËRbvq Kuvc‡Q| I¯Ív` ejj,
ÔAvwg hv hv ewj, Avgvi j‡M j‡M K, ÒBqv Avjøvn&! †Zvgvi evYx cvK †KviAvb mvÿx
†i‡L ejwQ, GB N‡i hv hv nB‡Q ev nB‡e, Zv Avwg evB‡i KvD‡i eje bv| Avi
I¯Ív‡ì wPwKrmvi Rb¨ I¯Ív` hv hv Ki‡Z ej‡e, me Lywkg‡b Kie| hw` GK_v evB‡i
KvD‡i ewj, Zvn‡j †hb Avwg BnKvj-ciKvj `yB RvqMvq KwVb kvw¯Í cvBÓ|Õ wbiæcvq
ivqnvb †Kv‡bv wKQy bv ey‡S I¯Ív‡ì m‡½ m‡½ e‡j †Mj| ejvi ci ivqnv‡bi †Kgb
†hb fq fq Ki‡Z jvMj| Gici I¯Ív` †KviAvb kwid †Uwe‡ji Ici †i‡L Avevi
Dcyo n‡q ï‡q coj| ÔGevi Avq, fv‡jv K‡i †Zj gvLv|Õ e‡j wb‡Ri jyw½ Ly‡j
†djj| ivqnv‡bi fxlY A¯^w¯Í nw”Qj, Lvivc jvMwQj| I¯Ív` GKUz ag‡Ki my‡i ejj,
ÔKx nBj?Õ ivqnvb †mv‡nj I¯Ív‡ì D`vg wbZ‡¤^ mwimvi †Zj w`‡q QvbvQvwb-
KPjvKPwj ïiæ Kij| †ek wKQy mgq ci I¯Ív` wPZ n‡q †Mj| Agwb I¯Í v‡ì DwÌZ
wj½ †`‡L fxlY Pg‡K †Mj| GZ eo KviI byby nq, Zv †m KíbvI Ki‡Z cv‡i bv| nuv
K‡i †`L‡Q I| I¯Ív` ejj, ÔKx †`Lm?Õ ivqnvb †Kv‡bv K_v ejj bv| I¯Ív` ejj,
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Ôaiwe?Õ Rev‡e ivqnvb ejj, Ôbv I¯Ív`, Avwg hvBÕ| ZLb nv‡dR †mv‡nj ivqnv‡bi
nvZ a‡i Kv‡Q †U‡b ejj, Ôhvwe †Zv GBWv GKUz gvwjk K‡i w`‡q hvÕ| e‡j nv‡dR
gvIjvbv †mv‡nj Zvi †Q‡ji †P‡q `yB eQ‡ii †QvU ivqnv‡bi Bjvw÷K †Ìqv cvRvgv
GK Uv‡b Ly‡j †djj|
Zvici?
Zvici hv n‡q‡Q, Zv ivqnvb Avi KL‡bv g‡b Ki‡Z Pvq bv| Kx j¾v Avi e¨_v
†c‡qwQj, Zv †Kej ivqnvbB Rv‡b| ivqnv‡bi †Kej g‡b nw”Qj,GLbB eywS I g‡i
hv‡e| wPrKvi Ki‡Z wM‡qI wPrKvi Ki‡Z cviwQj bv| I¯Ív` gyL †P‡c aiwQj me©kw³
w`‡q| †Muv †Muv KiwQj ivqnvb| ZLb Ii g‡b n‡jv, I eywS GLbB g‡i hv‡e| ZvB
g‡b g‡b K‡jgv co‡Z ïiæ Kij Avi evievi Avjøvn&i mvnvh¨ PvBwQj| wKš‘ ivqnvb †h
hš¿Yvi K_v g‡b Ki‡Z bv PvB‡jI DV‡Z-em‡Z, Uq‡j‡U †h‡Z hLb Zxeª e¨_v Abyfe
K‡i, ZLbB IB exfrm †bvsiv mgqUvi K_v g‡b c‡o| wKš‘ I K_v KvD‡K ej‡e Kx
K‡i ivqnvb? I¯Ív` †h cweÎ †KviAvb kwid QyuB‡q kc_ Kwi‡q‡Q, iæ‡gi g‡a¨ hv
n‡q‡Q, Zv KvD‡K ej‡j BnKvj-ciKv‡j Pig kvw¯Ícv‡e ivqnvb|
iv‡Z hLb ivqnvb‡K wb‡q wejwKm Nygv‡Z †Mj, ZLb ey‡Ki g‡a¨ wb‡q ivqnvb‡K
Avevi wR‡Ám Kij, ÔKx n‡q‡Q AveŸy, Avgv‡K ej| †KD †g‡i‡Q?Õ
Ñ bv|
Ñ Kv‡iv j‡M SMov nB‡Q?
Ñ bv|
Ñ ûRyi gvi‡Q?
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Gici nvRviUv cÖkœ K‡iI Avi †Kv‡bv DËi cvIqv †Mj bv ivqnv‡bi KvQ †_‡K|
ciw`b evevi †gvUimvB‡K‡ji †cQ‡b P‡o Kuv`‡Z Kuv`‡Z ivqnvb †diZ †Mj
gvìvmvq| †_‡K †Mj A‡bK bv ejv hš¿Yvi K_v, hv nq‡Zv †Kv‡bvw`bI ejv n‡e bv|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
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nv‡dR gvIjvbv Kexi Avn‡g` Avm‡ii AvRv‡bi wKQy Av‡M †gvevB‡j GKUv wfwWI
†`LwQj| Ggb mgq †ndRLvbvi QvÎ †i‡Rvqvb G‡m Rvbvj, Gg`v`yj evwji gv‡V
¯‹z‡ji †Q‡j‡ì m‡½ wµ‡KU †Lj‡Q| m‡½ m‡½ Kexi gvIjvbvi gbUv PÂj n‡q
DVj| PU K‡i weQvbv †Q‡o cvÄvweUv Mv‡q w`‡q †dvb Kij nv‡dR gvIjvbv
†mv‡nj‡K| ejj, ÔAvc‡bi cvwL †Zv evwji gv‡V wµ‡KU †Lj‡Q| Rjw` Av‡nbÕ|
Gici `yR‡bB cvÄvwe-Uzwc c‡i †ei n‡jv| A‡bK w`b a‡i `yR‡bi B”Qv `yRb wg‡j
Gg`v`yj‡K g‡bi Svj wgwU‡q mvBR Ki‡e| wKš‘ cov‡jLvq fv‡jv Gg`v`yj‡K ev‡M
cvw”Qj bv| AvR †c‡q‡Q| wµ‡KU †Ljv Pig ¸bv‡ni KvR| GB gvìvmvi †Kv‡bv QvÎ
wµ‡KU †Ljvi K_v ¯^‡cœI fve‡Z cv‡i bv| KvD‡K hw` †Lj‡Z †`Lv hvq ev †KD hw`
nv‡Zbv‡Z aiv c‡o †Zv IB w`b I¯Ív‡ì gvB‡i Zv‡ì weQvbvq †h‡Z nq| wµ‡KU
†Ljv Ggwb‡ZB GKwU Bûw`-bvmvivi †Ljv| Gme QvovI gvIjvbv Kexi Avi gvIjvbv
†mv‡n‡ji GKUv we‡kl †ÿvf Av‡Q GB Gg`v`y‡ji Ici| Gg`v`y‡ji †ndR cÖvq
†kl| bv`ymby`ym Gg`v`y‡ji wcÖq †Ljv wµ‡KU| †m GK mgq ¯^cœ †`LZ mvwKe Avj
nvmv‡bi g‡Zv eo wµ‡KUvi n‡e| wKš‘ gvìvmvq fwZ© nIqvi ci †m ¯^cœ Pzc‡m †M‡Q|
evsjv‡`‡ki ci wcÖq `j cvwK¯Ívb n‡jI Zvi wcÖq †L‡jvqvo wek^ weL¨vZ AjivDÛvi
mvwKe Avj nvmvb Avi gvkivwd web gyZ©Rv| Zvi wcÖq `j cvwK¯Ívb| cvwK¯Ívb gymwjg
†`k| cÖvq me †L‡jvqvoB bvgvR-†ivRv K‡i, Zv †m A‡bK †LjvqB †`‡LQ|
GB gvìvmv jywZ KI‡g weL¨vZ| †m K_v GB gvìvmvi me QvÎ †Zv Rv‡bB, †mB m‡½
Avkcv‡k hZ gvìvmv Av‡Q, ZvivI Rv‡b| wewfbœ Abyôv‡b, gvnwd‡j, `vIqv‡Z †`Lv
n‡j Ab¨ gvìvmvi QvÎiv wUUKvwi gv‡i, Bkviv-Bw½‡Z bvbv K_v e‡j| ïay
wkÿ‡KivB †h jywZ KIg, Zv bq| wmwbqi QvÎivI me jywZ KIg| GgbwK gvìvmvi
eveywP©I †ek K‡qKevi Uq‡jU, ev_iæg, ivbœvN‡i, †÷viiæ‡g aiv c‡o‡Q| Ab¨vb¨
gvìvmvqI cÖPzi jywZ KIg, wKš‘ I‡ì gvìvmvi m‡½ Zviv †KD †c‡i I‡V bv|
wmwbqi QvÎiv †Zv cÖvqB †QvU QvÎ‡ì gkvwii g‡a¨ aiv c‡o| Zv wb‡q wePviI e‡m|
wKš‘ †mme K_v evB‡i hvq bv| I¯Ív`‡ì Kov wb‡`©kbv Av‡Q| ZvQvov †KviAvb-
nvw`‡m Av‡Q, gymjgvb nBqv Ab¨ gymjgv‡bi †`vl †Mvcb Ki‡Z n‡e| Zvn‡j †ivR
nvk‡ii w`‡b Avjøvn&I Zvi †`vl †Mvcb ivL‡e|
GKw`b cÖvq aiv c‡o wM‡qwQj GB gvIjvbv Kexi| Zvi Lye B”Qv wQj byivwb wefv‡Mi
QvÎ ZwiKzj Bmjvg‡K GKw`b...
GK `ycy‡ii w`‡K wnmve-wbKvk K‡i mewKQy eë¯’vI K‡iwQj nv‡dR Kexi| wKš‘ P~ovšÍ
mg‡q ìRvi duvK w`‡q †`‡L †d‡j GB Gg`v`yj| cÖvq aiv co‡Z co‡Z †eu‡P
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wM‡qwQj nv‡dR gvIjvbv Kexi Avn‡g`| ZwiKzj †ei n‡q mevB‡K e‡j‡Q, †m
I¯Ív‡ì N‡i wM‡qwQj Zvi Ni cwi®‹vi Ki‡Z| wKš‘ mevB hv †evSvi ey‡S wb‡q‡Q| Zv
Qvov Kexi gvIjvbv Av‡MI aiv †L‡q‡Q| bZzb e¨L¨vq jvf †bB| IB NUbvi ci †_‡K
Kexi gvIjvbv av›`vq Av‡Q K‡e Gg`v`yj‡K Kvq`vg‡Zv cvIqv hvq| wKš‘ Zv‡K ev‡M
cvIqv Lye GKUv mnR wQj bv| AvR Zv‡K Kvq`vg‡Zv cvIqv †M‡Q| gvìvmv †_‡K
evwji gvV †ek `~‡i| `yRb †nu‡U wM‡q †`Lj gnv Avb‡›` e¨vwUs Ki‡Q Gg`v`yj| wcP
gv‡Vi gvSLv‡b| `yRb cwiKíbv K‡i gv‡Vi `yB w`K w`‡q †b‡g †Mj| `yB I¯Ív` hLb
Gg`v`y‡ji KvQvKvwQ P‡j †Mj, ZLb GKwU †Q‡j e‡j DVj, ÔGg`v`yj, †Zv‡Mv ûRyi
AvB‡Q †Zv‡i ai‡ZÕ| GK_v †kvbvi m‡½ m‡½ kix‡ii me©kw³ w`‡q †`Šo jvMvj
Gg`v`yj| †cQ‡b QyU‡jv nv‡dR gvIjvbv Kexi I nv‡dR gvIjvbv †mv‡nj ivbv|
Gg`v`yj eyS‡Z cvij, AvR Zviv I‡K ai‡Z cvi‡j nq‡Zv †g‡iB †dj‡e| GKcÖKvi
Rxeb evwR †i‡L QyUj Gg`v`yj| gvV †cwi‡q †mvRv iv¯Ívq bv wM‡q QyUj evMvb a‡i|
†cQ‡b QyUj `yB nv‡dR gvIjvbv| wKQy `~i †h‡ZB GKUv KvUv Mv‡Qi †Mvovq av°v
†L‡q c‡o †Mj Gg`v`yj| cv‡q cÖPÐ e¨_v †cj| †Pv‡Li mvg‡b jvj-bxj †QvU †QvU
†RvbvwK †cvKvi g‡Zv wKQy GKUv Do‡Z †`L‡jv| m‡½m‡½ I‡K a‡i †djj Kexi
ûRyi| GK cvk w`‡q aij †mv‡nj ûRyiI| aivi m‡½ m‡½ gy‡Li Ici cÖPÐ †Rv‡i
†Rv‡i Po-Nywl †h hv cvij, gvi‡Z _vKj| e¨_vq wPrKvi K‡i DVj Gg`v`yj| m‡½
m‡½ jvw_ †g‡i gvwU‡Z †d‡j w`j †mv‡nj ûRyi| Ôwµ‡KU †LjvI, KzËvi ev”Pv? AvBR
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G K_v ï‡b Kexi gvIjvbvi ivM †hb AviI †e‡o †Mj| †di gy‡Li Ici Po ewm‡q
w`j †m| gyL †Nviv‡Z wM‡q PiUv jvMj Gg`v`y‡ji bv‡K| m‡½ m‡½ bvK †d‡U
MjMwj‡q i³ †ewi‡q Gj| `yRb wg‡j I‡K wnowno K‡i Uvb‡Z Uvb‡Z wb‡q Pjj
GKUv †Sv‡ci Avov‡j| Zvici GKUv k³‡cv³ †`‡L jvwV †f‡O wbj Kexi gvIjvbv|
†mv‡nj Gg`v`y‡ji gv_vUv AvU‡K †djj Zvi `yB cv‡qi gvSLv‡b| Zvici Kexi
kix‡ii me©kw³ w`‡q †cUv‡Z ïiæ Kij| Gg`v`yj evev †Mv-gv †Mv e‡j wPrKvi Ki‡Z
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Nywl gvi‡Z _vKj| gvi †L‡q GKmgq †eûuk n‡q †Mj Gg`v`yj| Zvici `yRb wg‡j
I‡K Zz‡j wb‡q G‡m gvìvmvi †÷viiæ‡g AvU‡K ivLj|
gvìvmvq wd‡i iv‡k`yj wfwWIUv GKevi Pvwj‡q †`Lj| wZb wgwb‡Ui wKQy †ewk|
Gg`v`yj‡K hLb gviwQj, ZLb †mLvb †_‡K wKQy Ask AZ¨šÍ †Mvc‡b wfwWI Ki‡Z
†c‡iwQj iv‡k`yj| iv‡k`y‡ji †ndR †kl n‡q‡Q A‡bK Av‡M| †m GLb nvw`mLvbvi
wmwbqi QvÎ| hwÌ Zvi †dvb ivLvi AbygwZ †bB| jywK‡q GKUv †dvb Pvjvq †m| †m
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Bw÷kb BeyK
GKUv D‡Ïk¨ wb‡qB wfwWIUv K‡i‡Q| hLb Gg`v`yj‡K cïi g‡Zv gviwQj, ZLb
iv‡k`y‡ji g‡b c‡o wM‡qwQj Zvi †ndR Rxe‡bi K_v| ZL‡bv †ndR †kl nqwb Ii|
GB †mv‡nj gvIjvbv GKw`b `ycy‡i I‡K †W‡KwQj Zvi iæ‡g| `ywU cvRvgv, `ywU
cvÄvwe, GKwU Uzwc Avi GKLvb Kvco †avqvi mvevb w`‡q e‡jwQj iv‡k`yj‡K ay‡q
w`‡Z| iv‡k`yj hLb ev_iæ‡g Xz‡K Kvco¸‡jvq mvevb N‡l wbw”Qj, ZLb ev_iæ‡gi
ìRv †V‡j †Xv‡K †mv‡nj gvIjvbv| Xz‡K ejj, Ôiv‡k`yj, GKUz m‡i em, Avwg †Mvmj
Kie| Avi PvB‡j ZzBI †Mvmj KBiv dvjvB‡Z cvim|Ó e‡jB †m evjwZ †_‡K cvwb
wb‡q Mv‡q Xvjv ïiæ Kij| Avi Zv‡Z iv‡k`y‡ji Mv‡q cvwb †Mj| Mv‡q mvevb
gvLv‡bvi mgqI iv‡k`y‡ji Mv‡q mvev‡bi †dbv jvMj| ZL‡bv ÔZzBI †Mvmj K‡i †djÕ
e‡j †mv‡nj gvIjvbv iv‡k`y‡ji Mv‡q GK gM cvwb †X‡j w`j| Gici nVvr iv‡k`yj‡K
†P‡c a‡i Pzgv w`‡Z ïiæ Kij nv‡dR †mv‡nj gvIjvbv| nVvr ûRy‡ii Ggb AvPi‡Y
_ZgZ †L‡q †Mj iv‡k`yj| wb‡R‡K Qvwo‡q †bIqvi AvcÖvY †Póv K‡ii e¨_© n‡jv †Zi
eQ‡ii wK‡kvi iv‡k`yj| †mB cÖ_gevi iv‡k`yj‡K al©Y Kij nv‡dR gvIjvbv
†mv‡nj| iv‡k`yj †MvmjLvbv †_‡K †ei n‡q GKv GKv †Ku‡`wQj ïay| KvD‡K wKQyB
ej‡Z cv‡iwb †Kv‡bvw`b| Kx ej‡e? Kxfv‡e ej‡e Ggb j¾vi K_v!
GLb †m nvw`mLvbvq co‡Q| B”Qv Av‡Q GKRb Bmjvwg e³v n‡e| iv‡k`y‡ji GKUv
¯§vU©‡dvb Av‡Q| Kg `vwg n‡jI †gvUvgywU KvR Pvwj‡q wb‡Z cv‡i| iæg †_‡K ev_iæ‡g
wM‡q †m Zvi Ô†mvbvjx ¯^cœÕ bv‡gi †dmeyK AvBwW †_‡K IB fqven wbh©vZ‡bi wfwWIUv
Avc‡jvW K‡i w`j| Zvici †gvevBj †_‡K wfwWIUv wWwjU K‡i w`‡q kvšÍfv‡e
Avm‡ii mvjvZ Av`vq Ki‡Z P‡j †Mj| cÖwZw`b Ggb AmsL¨ `„k¨ †`L‡Z nq
iv‡k`yj‡K| wKš‘ wKQyB Ki‡Z cv‡i bv| AvR Avi my‡hvMUv nvZQvov Ki‡Z Pvqwb|
iv‡k`yj Rv‡b, GB wfwWI fvBivj n‡e| Avi fvBivj n‡j gvbyl GB `yB nvivgRv`vi
wePvi PvB‡e| GB mg¯Í Rv‡bvqv‡ii wePvi †nvK, †mUv iv‡k`yj g‡bcÖv‡Y Pvq| I Pvq
bv Ggb Avi KviI m‡½ †nvK|
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 07 
gvìvmvi GKwU eo Av‡qi Drm evwl©K IqvR gvnwdj| GB IqvR gvnwdj Dcj‡ÿ
bvbvfv‡e Avq nq| evRv‡i evRv‡i Kv‡jKkb, iv¯Ívq n¨vÛgvBK w`‡q Kv‡jKkb,
MÖv‡g MÖv‡g Kv‡jKkb, eo eo eëmvqx‡ì eo `vb, gvby‡li gvbZ -Ggb bvbv LvZ
i‡q‡Q Av‡qi| G eQ‡ii gvnwdj Dcj‡ÿ wgwUs e‡m‡Q gvìvmvi mfvcwZ bIkv`
†PŠayixi LvmKvgivq| wgwUs‡qi welq Gevi Iqv‡R Kv‡K cÖavb e³v K‡i Avb‡j Avq-
evwYR¨ fv‡jv n‡e| gynZvwgg ejj, Ôgv‡K©‡U GLb †nwj‡KÞvi ûRy‡ii Lye Pj, Zv‡i
Avb‡Z cvi‡j wKš‘ jv‡j jvjÕ| gynZvwg‡gi †Kv‡bv K_vq AvRKvj bIkv` †PŠayix
†Zgb `vg †`q bv| wKš‘ GB K_vUv Zvi g‡b aij| ZviciI GKUz Zvw”Q‡jï my‡i
ejj, Ôeo eo K_v †Zv KI, Zv‡i Avb‡Z cviev? Zvi †iU Rv‡bv?Õ Zvi †iU †ewk,
GUv mevB Rv‡b| Zvi eZ©gvb †iU `yB jvL| evqbv Kivi mgq GK jvL cvwV‡q w`‡Z
nq, Gici Iqv‡R emvi Av‡M cÂvk nvRvi Avi Iqv‡Ri gaëZ©x GK mg‡q evwK
cÂvk| †nwjKÞvi fvov Avjv`v| G UvKv †Ìqv Zvi GB gvìvmvi Rb¨ †Kv‡bv welq
bv| welq n‡jv GB wmR‡b Zvi bvMvj cvIqv| GLb Zvi eëmv igigv| gynZvwgg
ejj, ÔAvgiv †Zv Avi UvKv Kg w`gy bv| †m hv Pvq, ZvB w`gy| †Póv Ki‡Z †`vl Kx?Õ
mßvnLv‡bK †ek KvVLo cywo‡q †nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii †m‡µUvwi gydwZ AvjgMx‡ii
bvMvj cvIqv †Mj| gydwZ AvjgMxi GB gvìvmv †_‡KB †ndR K‡i‡Q| Zvi †WU
cvIqv †Mj mvg‡bi gv‡mi 17 ZvwiL| nv‡Z GK gv‡mi g‡Zv mgq Av‡Q| AvMvgx `yB
w`‡bi g‡a¨B †cv÷vi-e¨vbvi BZ¨vw` K‡i cÖPv‡i bvg‡Z n‡e| Kv‡jKk‡b bvg‡Z
n‡e| Kv‡jKk‡bi eo Ask Ki‡e gvìvmvi QvÎiv|
G eQi gvnwdj Dcj‡ÿ 25 jvL UvKv Av‡qi jÿ¨gvÎv wb‡q ciw`b †_‡KB
Kv‡jKk‡b QvÎiv †b‡g coj| fvM K‡i †Ìqv n‡jv †Kvb `j K‡e †Kv_vq KvR
Ki‡e| GB GKgvm gvìvmvq †Zgb cov‡kvbv n‡e bv| hv n‡e iv‡Z| w`‡b ïayB
Kv‡jKkb| w`‡bi †ejv mKvj QqUv †_‡K ïiæ K‡i †Kv‡bv w`b ivZ `kUv ch©šÍ Pj‡e
Kv‡jKkb| gvìvmvi Avkcv‡k wZb w`‡K wZbUv evm÷¨vÛ i‡q‡Q| †mLv‡b QvÎiv
n¨vÛgvBK-e¨vbvi Avi wjd‡jU wb‡q _vK‡e ivZ `kUv ch©šÍ| evwo evwo hv‡e `yB -
wZbR‡bi †QvU †QvU `j|
cÖ_g `yBw`‡bi Av‡q GKUz nZvkB n‡jv gvìvmvi †Kvlva¨ÿ bIkv` †PŠayixi fvwZRv
†gv¯ÍvK| ivZ GMv‡ivUvi ci ÔcvwbcywbÕ †L‡Z †L‡Z AvR‡Ki w`‡bi Av‡qi †LuvR wbj
bIkv` †PŠayix| †gv¯ÍvK Rvbvj †Zgb fv‡jv bv| gynZvwgg ejj, ÔKvBj mBÜ¨vi
gB‡a¨ wjd‡jU-e¨vbvi nv‡Z cvqv hv‡e me QvÎ| ZLb †`Lwe gvBb‡l U¨vKv w`‡ev
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Bw÷kb BeyK
†ewk| Lvwj nv‡Z U¨vKv w`‡Z Pvq bv| ev½vwj nBj mvR‡Mv‡R wek^vmx| e¨vbv‡i hnb
†nwj‡KÞvi ûRy‡ii Qwe †`Le, Znb `v‡bi nvZ LyBjv hvBeÕ|
gvnwd‡ji e¨vbvi-wjd‡jU-†cv÷vi Ki‡Z †Kv‡bv LiP nq bv| wZb †cÖm wg‡j Gme
Qvwc‡q †`q webv cqmvq ÑwKQyUv †mvqv‡ei Avkvq, wKQyUv bv‡gi Avkvq Avevi wKQyUv
cvc KvUv‡bvi Rb¨|
mKvj †_‡K gvngy‡ì †cU fxlY e¨_v Ki‡Q| wKš‘ wKQyB Kivi †bB| gvnwd‡ji
Kv‡jKk‡b †h‡ZB n‡e| Zv‡ì `‡j AvR c‡o‡Q †ndRLvbvi QvÎ Ry‡qj fvB| †m
KwgwUi mnmfvcwZ Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvixi `~im¤ú‡K©i k¨vjK| GB †Rv‡i †m mviv
gvìvmvq gv¯Ívwb K‡i †eovq| Zvi eqm m‡Z‡iv AvVv‡ivi †ewk| cuvP eQi a‡i †m
†ndRLvbvq co‡jI GLb ch©šÍ `k cvivI gyL¯’ Ki‡Z cv‡iwb| Zv‡K †Kv‡bv ûRyi
wKQy e‡j bv| cÖvqB Zv‡K †QvU QvÎ‡ì gkvwii g‡a¨ bvbv Kvq`vq cvIqv †M‡jI Zvi
†Kv‡bv wePvi nq bv| gvngy‡ì cÖwZ Ry‡q‡ji Avjv`v Lv‡qk Av‡Q| G ch©šÍ gvngy‡ì
m‡½ †ek K‡qKevi †m IB †bvsiv KvRwU K‡i‡Q| bv Ki‡j gv‡i, nvZ a‡i †gvPo
†`q, Av‡Rev‡R K_v e‡j| gvngy` g‡b g‡b wVK K‡i‡Q, GKw`b eo n‡q †m GB
Ry‡qj nvivgRv`v‡K Lyb Ki‡e| Avi hw` wb‡R bv-I Ki‡Z cv‡i †Zv †hw`b gvngy‡ì
UvKv n‡e, †mw`b UvKv w`‡q Lyb Kiv‡e Ry‡qj‡K| gvngy‡ì †ndR †kl| Avi wKQyw`b
ci †m cvMwo †b‡e| wKš‘ ZviciI Ry‡qj nvivgRv`v gvngy‡ì m‡½ †bvsiv KvRUv
Ki‡eB| †bvsiv gvby‡li †bvsiv KvR| Ggb †bvsiv gvby‡li c„w_ex‡Z †eu‡P _vKv DwPZ
bq e‡j g‡b K‡i gvngy`| †eu‡P _vKv DwPZ bv nvw`mLvbvi gydwZ †gv³vi ûRy‡iiI|
†m-B †Zv Avjv`v cov †`Lv‡bvi K_v e‡j gvngy‡ì m‡½ IB RNb¨ KvRUv K‡i‡Q|
Zvi `yBw`b ci GK mÜ¨vq GB Ry‡qj G‡m Ii nvZ †P‡c a‡i ejj, ÔZzB †mw`b
†gv³vi ûRy‡ii j‡M hv hv KiQm, me wKš‘ Avwg †`LwQÕ| GK_v ï‡b _ZgZ †L‡q †Mj
gvngy`| Kx ej‡e ey‡S DV‡Z cvij bv| ÔKx KiwQ Avwg? Avwg †Zv ûRy‡ii Kv‡Q cov
†`L‡Z †MwQjvg| mvZvBk cvivq Avgvi GKUz ev‡R, ZvB †MwQ|Õ Gi Rev‡e Ry‡qj Ii
nvZ gyP‡o a‡i ejj, ÔI‡i LvbwK gvwM, ZzB wK g‡b KiQm Avwg wKQy †`wn bvB? ZzB
ci_g...Õ Gici nv‡dR †gv³vi ûRyi Ii m‡½ hv hv K‡i‡Q, meB e‡j †Mj G‡K
G‡K| me ï‡b gvngy` füv füv K‡i †Ku‡` w`j| eyS‡Z cvij I aiv c‡o †M‡Q| Ry‡qj
Ii Kvbœv _vwg‡q w`‡q ejj, ÔGnb Avi KvB›`v Kx AB‡ev? Avwg †Zv mevB‡i KBqv
w`gyÕ| G K_v ï‡b Kvbœv AviI †e‡o †Mj| Ry‡qj Gw`K-†mw`K ZvwK‡q gvngy‡ì Mv‡j
PKvm K‡i GK Pzgy w`‡q ejj, Ô†gv³vi ûRy‡ii j‡M hv hv KiQm, ZvB ZvB Avgvi
j‡M GKevi Kiwe, ZvB‡j Avi KvD‡i Kgy bv| Avi hw` bv Kim, ZvB‡j û`v
gvìvmvi QvÎiv bv, AvKvk-cvZvj, MvQcvjv, cvLcvnvwj mevB RvBbv hvBe,
wnwnwn...Õ| †mB †_‡K ïiæ| Gici AšÍZ wekevi Ry‡qj gvngy`‡K al©Y K‡i‡Q|
GKevi †f‡e‡Q †gv³vi ûRyi‡K me e‡j †`‡e| wKš‘ Zv‡Z Sv‡gjv AviI evo‡Z
cv‡i| Zvn‡j Kx Ki‡e GLb gvngy`? G Kó †Zv Avi mn¨ nq bv| GKw`‡K †gv³vi
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Bw÷kb BeyK
ûRyi, Av‡iKw`‡K Ry‡qj| Ry‡qj Ime Kivi mgq gvngy`‡K A‡bK e¨_v †`q|
gvngy‡ì g‡b n‡q‡Q Ry‡qj B”Qv K‡iB e¨_v †`q gvngy`‡K| Z‡e GLb e¨_v µgk
Amn¨ n‡q DV‡Q Ii Kv‡Q| I bv cv‡i KB‡Z, bv cv‡i mB‡Z| gvngy` wVK K‡i‡Q,
Gici Ggb Ki‡j Avi †Q‡o †`‡e bv| wKQy GKUv Ki‡e GKw`b| GwZg n‡jI †Zv
gvngy` gvbyl| Ry‡qj †Kb Ii m‡½ Ggb AvPiY Ki‡e? †KD wK Rv‡b gvngy`‡K KË
hš¿Yv †fvM Ki‡Z nq? cÖwZevi wn°v Zz‡j Kuv‡` I| Uq‡jU Ki‡Z Kó nq| wKš‘ Ry‡qj
wKQyB †kv‡b bv| †m IB me Kivi Av‡M B›Uvi‡bU †_‡K IB me wfwWI †`‡L †bq,
gvngy`‡KI †`Lvq| Zvici gvngy‡ì m‡½ IB iKg Ki‡Z PvcvPvwc K‡i| bv Ki‡j
bvbv iKg fqfxwZ †`Lvq, gv‡i| ZLb gvngy‡ì AviI †ewk Kó nq| wKš‘ KvD‡K
wKQyB ej‡Z cv‡i bv I| KviY, gvngy‡ì GB gvìvmv Qvov `ywbqvq Avi †KD †bB|
m‡½ K‡i wb‡q Avmv GKUv cøvw÷‡Ki †dvwìs †Uwej, `ywU †Pqvi, e¨vbvi, wKQy
wjd‡jU, GKUv n¨vÛgvBKÑGme mvwR‡q Iiv emj evm÷¨v‡Û| GLv‡b e‡m gvB‡K
UvKv PvB‡e gvby‡li Kv‡Q, Avi hLb evm _vg‡e, ZLb ev‡m D‡V hvÎx‡ì Kv‡Q PvB‡e
`yRb| GUv †Kv‡bv evm÷¨vÛ bq| _vbv mì †_‡K †Rjvq hvIqvi GKUv ÷‡cR gvÎ|
hvÎx IVvbvgv K‡i ïay| wek wgwbU, cuwPk wgwbU cici `yB w`K †_‡K evm Av‡m|
Ry‡qj n¨vÛgvB‡K ej‡Q, ÔBmjvgìw` †ZŠwnw` gymjgvb fvB‡qiv, Avm‡Q AvMvgx
17B...Õ
Kv‡jKkb fv‡jvB n‡”Q| e¨vbvi UvOv‡bv n‡q‡Q GKUv| GKRb gvby‡li nv‡Z wjd‡jU
w`‡q hv‡”Q| †nwjKÞvi ûRyi Avm‡e e‡j MZev‡ii †P‡q Gev‡ii Kv‡jKkb fv‡jv
n‡”Q| †KD †KD ùvwo‡q eo mvB‡Ri e¨vbviUv †`L‡Q| Iiv `‡j wZbRbÑ Ry‡qj,
gvngy` Avi Avwid bv‡gi GKUv †Q‡j| Z‡e Avwid †hgb eq‡m gvngy‡ì †P‡q eo,
†Zgwb Mv‡q-cv‡q-eyw×‡ZI AvMv‡bv| GLv‡b †h UvKv Rg‡e, †m UvKv Iiv ¸‡bI
†`L‡Z cvi‡e bv| wbqg †bB| G UvKv mivmwi P‡j hv‡e †Kvlva¨‡ÿi Kv‡Q| †h
Kqw`b gvnwd‡ji Rb¨ Kv‡jKkb Pj‡e, †m Kqw`b `ycy‡ i I‡ì †L‡Z GKUz Kó
n‡e| G K_v eo ûRyi e‡j w`‡q‡Q| `ycy‡i I‡ì †Kv‡bv w`b iæwU-Kjv Avevi †Kv‡bv
w`b wPov-¸o †Ìqv nq| AvR `ycy‡i I‡ì cvDiæwU Avi Kjv †Ìqv n‡q‡Q| Zv‡Z
gvngy‡ì †c‡Ui †KvYvI f‡iwb| GKRb GKRb †L‡q cv‡ki gmwR‡` mvjvZ Av`vq
K‡i K‡i Avm‡Q| mvjvZ Av`vq Kivi ci gvngy` †Ui †cj Ii Avevi ÿzav †j‡M‡Q|
Z‡e Ii G‡Z †Kv‡bv mgm¨v †bB| I Rv‡b GB K‡ói wewbg‡q Ii Rb¨ wPikvwšÍi
RvbœvZ i‡q‡Q g„Zzï ci| Avm‡ii bvgv‡Ri wKQy Av‡M Ry‡qj Avi Avwid †Kv_vq †hb
†Mj| A‡bK mgq ci hLb wdij, ZLb gvngy` eyS‡Z cvij `yR‡bB †cU cy‡i †L‡q
G‡m‡Q| gvngy‡ì KvQ †_‡K n¨vÛgvBK wb‡q Ry‡qj ej‡Z ïiæ Kij, ÔBmjvgwcÖq
†ZŠwnw` RbZv...Õ
Avwid‡K GK duv‡K GKv †c‡q gvngy` ejj, ÔKx LvBqv AvBjv `yBRb wgjøv?Õ Ggb cÖkœ
ï‡b †L‡c †Mj Avwid|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
Ñ †Zv‡i †KWvq KB‡Q LvBqv AvBwQ? ZzB LvB‡Z †`LQm?
Ñ bv, LvB‡Z †Zv †`wL bvB, Zq †Zvgvi ùv‡Zi duv‡K gvsm nvB›`v iB‡Q, IBWv evBi
K‡iv| cvDiæwW Avi Kjvq †Zv Avi gvsm _vn‡bi KZv bv|
gvngy‡ì Ggb K_vq j¾v †c‡q †Mj Avwid| wb‡Ri ARv‡šÍB ILv‡b wRe P‡j †Mj
Ii| LvIqvi mgqB Avwid ey‡SwQj GB iM UvB‡ci gvsm I‡K †ek R¦vjv‡e| †ei
nw”Qj bv wKQy‡ZB|
Ñ Av‡i Ry‡qj fvB wbqv LvIqvBj, Kx Kiæg KI?
Avwid gvngy‡ì KvQvKvwQ mg‡qB †ndR fwZ© n‡q‡Q| `yRb eÜz| Z‡e GZ fv‡jv eÜz
bv †h Ry‡q‡ji AZ¨vPv‡ii K_v †m Avwid‡K ej‡Z cv‡i| Ry‡qj Avevi G‡m gvBK
†U‡b wb‡q ej‡Z ïiæ Kij| ivZ `kUvi w`‡K Iiv hLb wdi‡e, ZLb †`Lj A‡bK
UvKvB D‡V‡Q| Avwid ejj, Ô`k-c‡b‡iv nvRvi UvKv †Zv n‡eBÕ| GK_v †kvbvi
m‡½m‡½ Ry‡qj GKUv K‡l Po ewm‡q w`j Avwi‡di Mv‡j| ÔGB gvDjøvi ev”Pv, `k-
c‡b‡iv AvRvi U¨vKv Rxe‡b PD‡ÿ †`LQm? GB¸‡jv †Zv cÖvq meB `yB U¨vKvi †bvU|Õ
Gici gvìvmvq †div ch©šÍ †KD Avi Ry‡q‡ji m‡½ †h‡P K_v ejj bv|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
 08 
gvnwd‡ji Znwej msMÖ‡ni Rb¨ mevB †ei n‡q hvq mKvj QqUv †_‡K mv‡o QqUvi
g‡a¨| Gici gvìvmv GK`g duvKv n‡q hvq| ïay eveywP© g›Uz ivbœv K‡i `ycy‡i ûRyi‡ì
Rb¨ Avi iv‡Z mevi Rb¨| wKš‘ gvìvmvq Avi †KD bv _vK‡jI K‡qKwU wkï Av‡Q,
hv‡ì K‡qKR‡bi cv‡q Avi K‡qKR‡bi Mjvq wkKj w`‡q cïi g‡Zv †eu‡a ivLv
n‡q‡Q| I‡ì Aciva, Iiv †KD GB gvìvmvq _vK‡Z Pvq bv| G‡ì mevi eqm AvU
†_‡K GMv‡ivi g‡a¨| Giv mevB GK RvqMvq bv| †KD †`vZjvq, †KD GKZjvq,
†KDev Avjv`v we‡kl iæ‡g|
bq eQ‡ii mMxi †hLv‡b euvav Av‡Q, †mLv‡b Ab¨ †KD †bB| Ggwb‡ZB mevB Znwej
msMÖ‡n wM‡q‡Q| iæ‡g I GKvB Av‡Q GLb| mvivÿY PzcPvc e‡m _v‡K Avi gv‡Sg‡a¨
†Pv‡Li cvwb †d‡j| covi mgq mK‡ji m‡½ c‡o| GLb Znwej msMÖ‡ni mgq e‡j
mvivw`b GKv GKv e‡m _v‡K| GKUz Av‡M Kuv`‡Z Kuv`‡Z Nywg‡q c‡owQj mMxi| Nyg
†_‡K D‡V †`‡L Zvi cv‡qi wkKj †Lvjv! LyeB AevK n‡jv I| Avkcv‡k ZvwK‡q
†`‡L †KD †bB| wkKjUv GK cv‡k mwi‡q †i‡L D‡V ùvovj I| mwZ¨B wK gvìvmvq
†KD †bB? Gw`K-†mw`K DuwK †g‡i †`Lj, bvn&, †Kv_vI †KD †bB| Zvn‡j wK Ii
†mB Kvw•ÿZ gyn~Z© G‡m †M‡Q? AvR wK mMxi GB ew›``kv †_‡K gyw³ †c‡Z cv‡i?
eyKUv `yiæ`yiæ K‡i Kuvc‡Q Ii| †`vZjv w`‡q bvgvi mgq wmuwo LyuR‡Z wM‡q †`‡L I
GKZjv‡ZB Av‡Q| Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í mMxi †ewi‡q †Mj gvìvmvi mxgvbv †cwi‡q| Avm‡jB
wK ZvB? mwZ¨B cvjv‡Z †c‡i‡Q I? mMxi Gevi Avi evwo‡Z hv‡e bv| †M‡j I‡K
Avevi w`‡q hv‡e| evwoi wVK D‡ëv w`‡Ki iv¯Ívq w`j †fuv †`Šo! †`Šov‡Z †`Šov‡Z
AvgevMvb Qvovj, cÖvBgvwi ¯‹zj Qvovj, evRv‡ii KvQvKvwQ G‡m gbUv Avb‡›` †b‡P
DVj Ii| GLb I A‡bK gvby‡li wf‡o wg‡k hv‡e| ZLb I‡K Avi cvq †K? wKš‘
mMxi Avi †ùŠov‡Z cvi‡Q bv| cv a‡i G‡m‡Q| Avi Aí wKQy mvg‡bB evRvi| GZUzKz
RvqMv †hb Avi dziv‡”QB bv| hZB †`Šovq, c_ †hb Avi AvMvq bv| cv GK`g a‡i
G‡m‡Q| Avi cvi‡Q bv| GKUv Mv‡Qi Qvqvq emj| VvÐv evZvm w`‡”Q| MvUv Rywo‡q
†Mj Ii| Ggb mgq †K †hb g„`y ¯^‡i WvK w`j I‡K| mMxi †mw`‡K wd‡i ZvKv‡Z Pvq
bv| Ii A‡bK cÖ¯ªve cv‡”Q| Avevi WvKj †KD| Avevi... Gevi Zvi w`‡K wd‡i
ZvKvj| ZvwK‡q †`‡L mMx‡ii gy‡Li Ici Suz‡K Av‡Q Kexi ûRyi, hvi Av‡iK bvg
AvRivBj ûRyi, †h wKbv gvìvmvi k„•Ljvi we‡kl `vwq‡Z¡ i‡q‡Q| †K †Kv_vq †Lj‡Z
hvq, Kv‡K Ab¨ Qv‡Îi gkvwii g‡a¨ cvIqv †Mj, †K wUwf †`Lj, †K †Lj‡Z †Mj, †K
†K SMov Kij, †K cvjv‡Z Pvq ÑGB me †`Lvi `vwqZ¡ GB AvRivBj ûRy‡ii Ici
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Bw÷kb BeyK
b¨¯Í| nv‡dR gvIjvbv Kexi I¯Ív`‡K mevB †Mvc‡b Wv‡K AvRivBj ûRyi| †m QvÎ‡ì
gvivi mgq iv‡M wnmwnm K‡i Avi e‡jÑ G°v‡i Rvb K‡evR KBiv dvjvgy|
Kexi gvIjvbv‡K †`‡L D‡V emj mMxi| Ii gv_vq cig ggZv wb‡q nvZ †i‡L
AvRivBj gvIjvbv ejj, ÔKx †i? R¦i Avm‡Q bvwK?Õ
Ñ bv ûRyi|
Ñ GB iKg Avi Kqw`b cv‡q wkKj wbqv _vKwe?
Ggb cÖ‡kœi Kx DËi †`‡e †f‡e cvq bv mMxi| GB Kexi gvIjvbvi Kv‡Q wkKj †Ìqv
QvÎ‡ì Pvwe _v‡K, †m K_v mMxi Rv‡b| Z‡e wK AvR Ii wkKj Ly‡j w`‡Z G‡m‡Q
Kexi gvIjvbv? n‡ZI cv‡i| ZvB nq‡Zv Avjøvn& cvK mMxi‡K ¯^‡cœi gva¨‡g
†`wL‡q‡Q| ûRy‡ii K_vi †Kv‡bv Reve bv w`‡q mMxi ejj, ÔûRyi, GKUz G‡¯ÍbRvq
hveÕ|
Kexi gvIjvbv †d¬v‡ii ûK †_‡K wkKj Ly‡j wbj| Zvici GK gv_v a‡i mMx‡ii
†cQ‡b nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z ejj, Ô†Zvi wkKj LyBjv w`‡j Avevi cvjvBqv evwoZ hvBwe bv
†Zv?Õ Kexi †cQ‡b gyL Nywi‡q Kuv‡`v Kuv‡`v n‡q ejj, ÔûRyi, Avwg †Kv_vI hvgy bv,
Avgv‡i GBevi QvBov †`b, Avgvi Lye Kó nqÕ|
Ñ Av”Qv QvBov w`gy, GKUv kZ© Av‡Q|
Ñ Kx kZ©? e‡jb ûRyi, Avwg me kZ© gvBbv Pjyg|
Ñ Av‡M G‡¯ÍbRv KBiv Avq, c‡i KBZvwQ|
ev_iæ‡g Xz‡K D‡ËRbvq mMx‡ii cÖ¯ªve-cvqLvbv eÜ n‡q hvIqvi †RvMvo| Avn&! gyw³!
cÖ¯ªve †kl K‡i evB‡i †ei n‡q Avevi mMxi‡K Ii wb‡Ri RvqMvq wb‡q †Mj Kexi
gvIjvbv| Zvici wkK‡ji gv_v AvsUvi m‡½ jvMv‡Z jvMv‡Z ejj, ÔKx †i? wkKj
_vK‡e Ggb? bv †Lvjvwe?Õ
Ñ wR¦ ûRyi, e‡jb Kx kZ©? Avwg me kZ© gvb‡Z ivwR|
Ñ me kZ©?
Ñ wR¦ ûRyi|
Kexi gvIjvbv mMx‡ii KvQvKvwQ G‡m ejj, ÔKvD‡i ejwe bv †Zv?Õ †QvÆ mMx‡ii g‡b
gyw³i Avkv| Zvi mvg‡b GLb Kíbvi Db¥y³ cÖvšÍi| ûRy‡ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q ejj,
Ôgnvb Avjøvn& cv‡Ki Kmg ûRyi, KvD‡i wKQy Kgy bvÕ|
Ñ Av”Qv, ZvB‡j GKUz Dcyo nBqv †kv|
gyw³i Avkvq wkï mMxi Zv-B Kij| nv‡dR gvIjvbv Kexi mMx‡ii Kv‡Q wM‡q wb‡Ri
kw³kvjx cv w`‡q Ii `yB cv †P‡c a‡i Uvb w`‡q Ii Bjvw÷K †Ìqv cvRvgv bvwg‡q wbj
†Mvovwj ch©šÍ| wb‡Ri jyw½Uv Ly‡j ivLj cv‡k| GKUv RvšÍe wPrKv‡i we`xY© n‡jv kvšÍ
`ycyi| wKš‘ mMx‡ii Avi gyw³ NUj bv| KvR †k‡l nv‡dR gvIjvbv Kexi ûRyi Rvbvj,
wkKj AviI c‡i †Lvjv n‡e| Z‡e hv n‡q‡Q, Zv hw` KvD‡K e‡j Z‡e Rxe‡bI gyw³
wgj‡e bv| Avi mMxi †Zv gnvb Avjøvn&cv‡Ki bv‡g Kmg †L‡q‡Q| KviI Kv‡Q Gme ej‡j
mMx‡ii fxlY ÿwZ n‡e, Zv ûRyi hvIqvi Av‡M mMxi‡K g‡b Kwi‡q w`‡q †Mj|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
 09 
gvnwdj Dcj‡ÿ gvìvmv cÖv½‡Y GKUv Drme Drme cwi‡ek weivR Ki‡Q, hv UM‡ii
fv‡jvB jvM‡Q| UMi cÖwZw`b mevi m‡½ Znwej Kv‡jKk‡b hvq| nuvU‡Z GKUz Kó
nq e‡U, ZviciI fv‡jv jv‡M| †nwjKÞvi ûRyi †nwjKÞvi wb‡q I‡ì gvìvmvi
gv‡V bvg‡e, GUv fve‡ZB Ii Mv Lywk‡Z wkD‡i DV‡Q| g‡b g‡b fv‡e, eo n‡j †m-I
GKRb e³v n‡e| A‡bK eo e³v| Zvici †m-I GKUv †nwjKÞvi wKb‡e| wewfbœ
RvqMvq wM‡q IqvR Ki‡e| UMiiv AvR GKUv evRv‡i G‡m‡Q Kv‡jKk‡b| GLv‡b
AvR evRv‡ii w`b| Iiv h_vixwZ evRv‡ii GK cÖ‡ekc‡_ e‡m‡Q| gvB‡K †h K_v
ej‡Q, †m I‡ì A‡bK eo QvÎ fvB| bvg Avãym mvjvg| †KZveLvbvi QvÎ| †m LyeB
fv‡jv gvbyl| mevB e‡j cy‡iv gvìvmvq GKgvÎ GB Avãym mvjvg fvB‡qi jywZ
KI‡gi Af¨vm †bB| mKv‡j evRv‡i Avmvi ci †m mevB‡K im‡Mvjøv Avi c‡ivUv
LvB‡q‡Q| †m KL‡bv KvD‡K MvjvMvj K‡i bv| I‡ì `‡j Av‡iK eo fvB Av‡Q, Zvi
bvg Avey BDmyd| †m-I gvB‡K e‡j| Z‡e mvjvg fvB‡qi g‡Zv AZ my›ì K‡i ej‡Z
cv‡i bv| ÔØxwb fvB‡qiv AvgviÕ e‡j mvjvg fvB myi K‡i GKUv Uvb †`q, hv UM‡ii
Lye fv‡jv jv‡M| AvR GLv‡bi Kv‡jKkbI †ek fv‡jv| ÔGB †ejyb †ejybÕ e‡j GK
†jvK XzKj evRv‡i| Zvi nv‡Z A‡bK¸‡jv bvbv i‡Oi †ejyb| jvj, bxj, njy` Kgjv
bvbv i‡Oi †ejyb| Bk&&, UM‡ii hw` UvKv _vKZ, Zvn‡j me¸‡jv †ejyb wK‡b †djZ|
evev evwo‡Z Avmvi mgq Ii Rb¨ KZ Kx wb‡q AvmZ! Zvi g‡a¨ Ggb A‡bK †ejybI
_vKZ| ciÿ‡YB UM‡ii g‡b coj eo ûRy‡ii K_v| eo ûRyi e‡j‡Q, †ejyb wb‡q
†Ljv †Zv `~‡ii K_v, †h †ejyb wb‡q †Ljvi K_v wPšÍv Ki‡e, †m Rvnvbœvwg Rvnvbœvwg
Rvnvbœvwg| UMi g‡b g‡b ZIev K‡i wbj| ZIev co‡jI UMi †mB me w`‡bi K_v
fzj‡Z cv‡i bv| fzj‡Z cv‡i bv evevi K_v| evev cÖwZevi Avmvi mgq A‡bK wKQy
wb‡q AvmZ| Mvwo, w¯úbvi, †Uwbm ej...| GKevi GKUv gvwUi †Nvov G‡bwQj| jvj
i‡Oi| Kx my›ì †`L‡Z! UMi mvivÿY m‡½ m‡½ ivLZ| Avi g‡b g‡b fveZ, eo
n‡q GKUv R¨všÍ †Nvov wKb‡e| Zvici †NvovUv Pvwj‡q hv‡e A‡bK `~i...|
GLb Avi Ime fv‡e bv| fv‡e bv wUwf †`Lvi K_vI| Ime nvivg| Bûw`-bvmviviv
Ime evwb‡q‡Q ïay gymjgvb‡ì Bgvb bó Kivi Rb¨| wUwf †`Lv Kweiv ¸bvi KvR|
Aek¨ Kweiv ¸bv n‡jI GL‡bv gv‡Sg‡a¨ Zvi †`L‡Z B”Qv K‡i| GKmgq gUz -cvZjy
bv †`L‡j, Wwigb bv †`L‡j fvZ †L‡Z cviZ bv UMi| †hw`b Kv‡i›U _vKZ bv,
†mw`b gv A‡bK gRvi gRvi Mí e‡j UMi‡K fvZ LvIqvZ| GLb Avi Ime †gv‡UI
fv‡e bv †m| Ime fve‡jI GLb Zvi Kvbœv cvq|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
GLb Zvi fvebv †m nv‡dR n‡e| Zvici n‡e A‡bK eo gvIjvbv, n‡e e³v|
†nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii g‡Zv GKUv eo †`‡L †nwjKÞvi wK‡b †`‡k †`‡k Nyi‡e Avi
IqvR Ki‡e|
`ycy‡ii ÿzavq UM‡ii †cU †Puv †Puv Ki‡Q| mviv w`‡b mKv‡j IB c‡ivUv Avi im‡Mvjøv
Qvov Avi wKQyB Lvqwb| GLb hZ `ªæZ cv‡i gvìvmvq †h‡Z Pvq I| †mLv‡b wM‡q
iv‡Z fvZ Lv‡e| mÜ¨vi m‡½ m‡½B evRvi †f‡O hvq| MÖvgvÂ‡ji evRvi, Zvi Ici
†bB we`y¨r| Iiv †`Lj †ek fv‡jvB UvKvcqmv D‡V‡Q| UMi Rxe‡bI GZ¸‡jv UvKv
GKm‡½ †`‡Lwb| GK UvKvi K‡qb †_‡K ïiæ K‡i nvRvi UvKvi †bvU ch©šÍ Av‡Q|
GLb Iiv mewKQy ¸wQ‡q wb‡”Q iIbv n‡e e‡j| I‡ì gvìvmv GLvb †_‡K cÖvq wZb
wK‡jvwgUvi `~‡i| AZLvwb c_ †nu‡U †h‡Z n‡e fve‡ZB UM‡ii Kó n‡jv| ZviciI
wmwbqi QvÎ fvB Avãym mvjv‡gi †bZ…‡Z¡ `jwU gvìvmvi w`‡K GwM‡q Pjj|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
 10 
mÜ¨vi ci gvìvmvq †ek _g_‡g cwi‡ek weivR Ki‡Q| eo ûRy‡ii iæ‡gi mvg‡b Qq-
mvZRb wmwbqi QvÎ ùvov‡bv| iæ‡gi g‡a¨ KwgwUi mfvcwZ bIkv` †PŠayix‡K †`Lv
hv‡”Q| gv‡Vi GK †Kv‡Y ùvwo‡q Av‡Q GKUv †gvUimvB‡Kj| †mLv‡b GKRb †mcvB
nv‡Z e›`yK wb‡q wmMv‡iU Uvb‡Q| gvIjvbv Kexi Avi gvIjvbv †mv‡nj eo ûRyi,
A_©vr gynZvwg‡gi †cQ‡b ùvwo‡q Av‡Q| mfvcwZ bIkv` †PŠayixi mvgbvmvgwb emv
†PK nvdkvU© Mv‡q †Ìqv †jvKUv ejj, ÔbIkv` fvB, Avc‡b GKUz †evSvi †Póv
K‡ib| Avgvi †Zv wKQyB Kivi bvB| Avwg AvBR ch©šÍ Avcbvi m‡½ Ggb wKQy KiwQ?
Avcwb ìKvi n‡j Iwm m¨v‡ii m‡½ GKUz K_v e‡jb| Zq g‡b nq bv Iwm m¨vi wKQy
Ki‡Z cvi‡e| Dci †_‡K g¨vjv Pvc Avm‡QÕ|
Ñ †`‡Lb `v‡ivMv mve, Avc‡b Avgvi j‡M †RvivRywi KB‡ib bv, KBiv cvi‡eb bv|
Avcbvi Kx g‡b nq? Avgvi GB GZ¸jv Qv‡Îi mvg‡b Avc‡b GB `yB gvIjvbv‡i wb‡Z
cvi‡eb? Avi K‡qKw`b ci gvnwdj| GB mgq gvìvmvi gvb-B¾Z jBqv Avc‡b
UvbvUvwb Ki‡eb? K‡ib...eyB‡Sb, AvwgI QvBov w`gy bv| Lvwj Iwmi j‡M bv, ìKvi
nB‡j Avwg mv‡K©j Gmwci j‡M K_v Kgy|
Gici †m †gvevBj †ei K‡i AvjZvd e¨vcvix‡K †dvb Kij| AjZvd e¨vcvix GB
gvìvmvi KwgwUi †m‡µUvwi| NUbv n‡jv, GB gvìvmvi Gg`v`yj bv‡gi GK QvÎ‡K
fqsKifv‡e wbh©vZb K‡i‡Q `yB wkÿK| †K ev Kviv †mB wbh©vZ‡bi wfwWI †dmey‡K
†Q‡o w`‡q‡Q| GK mßvn a‡i †mB wfwWI fvBivj n‡q‡Q| XvKv †_‡K †Kv‡bv GK
gvbevwaKviKg©x †mB wfwWI †`‡L †mB `yB wkÿK nv‡dR gvIjvbv Kexi Avn‡g` Avi
nv‡dR †mv‡nj ivbvi cwiPq †ei K‡i gvgjv K‡i‡Q| A‡bK¸‡jv AbjvBb cwÎKv Zv
msev` AvKv‡i cÖKvkI K‡i‡Q, hvi m‡½ †mB wfwWI †Ìqv n‡q‡Q| Av`vjZ gvgjvwU
Avg‡j wb‡q †mB wbh©vZK `yB wkÿK‡K †MÖßv‡ii wb‡`©k w`‡q‡Q| gvgjvwU bvix I wkï
wbh©vZ‡bi AvIZvq c‡o| Rvwgb-A‡hvM¨ gvgjv| bIkv` †PŠayix AvjZvd e¨vcvix‡K
w`‡q G‡K G‡K mv‡K©j Gmwc, Dc‡Rjv †Pqvig¨vb, Ggwc, gš¿x, gwš¿cwil` mwPe,
GgbwK cÖavbgš¿xi Kvh©vjq ch©šÍ K_v ewj‡q‡Q| Gici Iwmi w`‡K ZvwK‡q ejj,
ÔAvwg †iwW, †`wL Avgvi Qv‡Îi mvg‡b Avcwb `yBRb‡i K¨vg‡b wbqv hvb| nBqv hvDK
ÿgZvi †kvWvDb| Kvi KZ ÿgZvÕ|
Gi g‡a¨ gv‡V GK Mvwo cywjk G‡m ùvwo‡q‡Q| wKš‘ GZme ûgwK-agwK Avi †dv‡bi
Kv‡Q Amnvq GmAvB wd‡i †Mj| hvIqvi Av‡M e‡j †Mj, ÔAvcvZZ Avwg Avi Iwm
m¨vi Dci mvgvj w`‡ZwQ| Avwg hvBqv Kgy Avmvwg cvB bvB| ZZ w`b Avc‡b
cvwievwiKfv‡e †KmUv wgUvBqv dvjvB‡Z †Póv K‡ibÕ|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
GK_v ejvi ciI bIkv` †PŠayix Zv‡ì G‡Kev‡i Lvwj nv‡Z cvVvj bv| cywjk we`vq
†bIqvi ci gyL QyUj bIkv‡ì| AZ¨šÍ RNb¨ fvlvq MvjvMvj Ki‡Z _vKj mevB‡K|
wKš‘ cÖkœ n‡jv, wfwWIUv †dmey‡K Qvoj †K? gvìvmvq †Zv Gi †P‡qI KwVb kvw¯Í
†Ìqv nq cÖvqB| †mUv wfwWI Kij †K? mevB aviYv Kij, †h‡nZz evB‡i e‡m Gme
n‡q‡Q, ZvB evB‡ii †KD wfwWI K‡i Avc‡jvW K‡i‡Q| Gici KwVb wb‡`©kbv Gj,
gvìvmvi evB‡i Gici Avi †hb †Kv‡bv Qv‡Îi Mv‡q dz‡ji †UvKvI bv †Ìqv nq|
mewKQy VvÐv n‡Z ivZ ev‡ivUv †e‡R †Mj| nv‡dR gvIjvbv Kexi Avi nv‡dR gvIjvbv
†mv‡nj ivbvi ¯’vb n‡jv bIkv` †PŠayixi Avwjkvb evwoi GK N‡i| cywjk‡K wek^vm
K‡i bv bIkv`| †h †Kv‡bv mgq hw` I‡ì a‡i †bq, Zvn‡j gvìvmvi gvb-m¤§vb Avi
_vK‡e bv| GB gvìvmv Zv‡K m¤§v‡bi P~ovq Zz‡j‡Q| myw` bï †_‡K evwb‡q‡Q
AvjnvR bIkv` †PŠayix| †m n‡q‡Q Bmjv‡gi †meK| GB gvìvmvi Kj¨v‡Y †m
BDwbqb cwil‡ì †g¤^vi n‡Z †c‡i‡Q, n‡Z †c‡i‡Q †Pqvig¨vb| †kl eQi bv nq
wb‡Ri †jv‡Ki K~UPv‡j †n‡i‡Q| †mB gvìvmvi m¤§vb †m †Kv‡bvfv‡eB Lv‡Uv Ki‡Z
cvi‡e bv| †Kv‡bv Kvwj jvM‡Z †`‡e bv gvìvmvi Mv‡q| Gi Rb¨ Zvi hv ìKvi, †m
Zv-B Ki‡e| hZ wb‡P bvg‡Z nq, bvg‡e| Gi Av‡MI †b‡g‡Q|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
 11 
†m A‡bK w`b Av‡Mi K_v| ZviciI cy‡iv NUbv g‡b Av‡Q bIkv` †PŠayixi| ZLb
kxZKvj| ivZ ev‡ivUvi Ic‡i ev‡R| MÖvgvÂ‡j ivZ AvUUvi ciB mybmvb bxie n‡q hvq|
govi g‡Zv Nygvq cy‡iv MÖvg| wØZxq ¯¿xi m‡½ Nygvw”Qj bIkv` †PŠayix| nVvr Zvi iæ‡gi
ìRvq AvNv‡Zi k‡ã Nyg fvOj Zvi| wei³ n‡q ìRv Ly‡j †`‡L Lvm PvKi †mvevnvb
ùvwo‡q| ÔKx welq? GZ ivB‡Z ìRv av°vI K¨v?Õ Ôeo ûRyi AvB‡Q, Avcbv‡i †evjvq,
Riæwi KZv Av‡Q|Õ bIkv` †PŠayix eyS‡Z cvij bv GZ iv‡Z gynZvwgg Kx Pvq| Avevi
†Kv‡bv `yN©Ubv? Avevi †Kv‡bv QvÎ AvZ¥nZ¨v K‡i‡Q? †Kv‡bv wKQy ey‡S DV‡Z bv †c‡i
bIkv` †PŠayix evwoi mì ìRv Ly‡j †`‡L GB kx‡Z gyZnvwgg GKUv jyw½ Avi GKUv
†Kviv †MwÄ c‡i ùvwo‡q Av‡Q| nvwi‡K‡bi Av‡jvq bIkv` †PŠayix †`L‡Z †cj gvIjvbv
ìì K‡i Nvg‡Q Avi _i_i K‡i Kuvc‡Q|
Ñ Kx nB‡Q gvIjvbv?
Ñ GKUz AveWv‡j Av‡nb, ¸‡dvb KZv Av‡Q|
Ñ †Kv‡bv Sv‡gjv?
Ñ n, bvB‡j GZ ivB‡Z Avcbv‡i R¦vjvB?
†mvevnvb‡K evwoi g‡a¨ cvwV‡q w`‡q bIkv` gynZvwgg‡K wb‡q mvg‡bi w`‡K GwM‡q †Mj|
MjvUv GKUz Lv‡` bvwg‡q wR‡Ám Kij, ÔKx nB‡Q gvIjvbv, KI †Zv?Õ
Ñ Avc‡b †Zv Rv‡bb ivB‡Zi †ejv Avgvi †L`g‡Zi Rb¨ GKRb QvÎ Avgvi j‡M _v‡n|
Ñ n, Rvwb, Avmj KZv KI|
Ñ AvBR †Zv GKUz †ewk VvÐv, ZvB Zv‡i Avwg gvwW‡Z bv ivBL¨v Avgvi Lv‡U DVvBqv
†kvqvBwQ|
Ñ Av‡i nvDqv, Avmj KZv nI| Kx nB‡Q?
gynZvwgg ZLb Kuv‡`v Kuv‡`v Mjvq ejj, ÔAvwg Bgvb aBiv ivL‡Z cvwi bvB, û û û,Õ
gvIjvbv †Rv‡i †Ku‡` DVj|
Ñ Av‡i Xs †Pv`vB‡qv bv, Zzwg †h Bgvb wVK ivL‡Z cv‡iv bv, †nBWv †Zv cyivb K_v, KwP
†cvjv †Zvgvi †Kvb †L`gZ K‡i, †nBWv †Zv Rvwb, Avmj KZv KI| Kx nB‡Q? evB‡ii
†KD †`BL¨v dvjvB‡Q?
Ñ bv, Zvi PvB‡ZI Lvivc NUbv|
Ñ Av‡i PzZgvivwbi †cvjv, Kx nB‡Q, †nBWv Kwe †Zv? †eqvb ivBZ Avwg ivgvqY ûb‡Z
Avwn bvB|
Ñ Kvg †k‡l IB †cvjv KvbœvKvwU ïiæ Kij, Avi KBj mKvj‡ejv †m mevB‡i KBqv wè|
Avwg Lye fq cvBqv †MwQjvg| GjvKvq Avcbvi Awmjvq Avjøvn&cv‡Ki B”Qvq Avgvi KZ
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Bw÷kb BeyK
gvb-m¤§vb! Zv Qvov Avgvi msmvi Av‡Q, Avjøvq Avgv‡i `yBWv mšÍvb w`‡Q| Ii KZvq
Avwg LyeB fq cvBqv †Mjvg|
Ñ Zvici?
Ñ c‡i...gv‡b Avwg...nB‡Q wK, †ev‡SbB †Zv, Avwg Lye fq cvBqv †MwQ| Avwg Ii gy‡Li
Dci evwjk PvBcv aijvg| KZÿY QUdU Kij| Zvici Avi †Kv‡bv mvovkã bvB| g‡b
nq I G‡šÍKvj digvB‡Q|
G K_v †kvbvi m‡½m‡½ bIkv` †PŠayix gv_vq nvZ w`‡q ac K‡i gvwU‡Z e‡m coj| Gevi
bIkv` †PŠayixi `yB cv Rwo‡q a‡i nvDgvD K‡i Kuv`‡Z ïiæ Kij gvIjvbv|
Ñ Avc‡b Avgv‡i euvPvb, Avc‡b Avgvi AveŸv| AvRxeb Avcbvi †Mvjvwg Kiæg, AveŸv|
Avgv‡i duvwmi nvZ _vBKv euvPvb, AveŸv|
bIkv` †PŠayix Svby gvj| Rxe‡b LybLvivwe K‡i bvB, Ggb bv| Z‡e wb‡Ri nv‡Z wKQyB
K‡i bvB| nvZ †bvsiv Kivi g‡Zv gvbyl myw` bï bv| gv_v wbPz K‡i wKQy mgq fvej|
Zvici wR‡Ám Kij, ÔQvÎ wK GwZg?Õ
Ñ wR¦ wR¦ GwZg|
Ñ jI Avgvi j‡M| gv_v VvÐv iv‡nv| Avwg †Zv AvwQ, bvwK?
gynZvwgg K…ZÁZvq Avevi bIkv` †PŠayixi `yB cv Rwo‡q a‡i Nb Nb Pzgy †L‡Z jvMj|
ZLb gynZvwgg gmwR‡ì †`vZjvq GKUv N‡i _v‡K| iæ‡gi KvQvKvwQ wM‡q Kuvcywb †e‡o
†Mj gynZvwg‡gi| bIkv` †PŠayixi nv‡Z iæ‡gi Pvwe w`‡q ejj, ÔAvc‡b †Lv‡jb, Avgvi
Lye fq KiZv‡QÕ| ìRvi Lyj‡Z wM‡q bIkv` †`Lj Zvi wb‡RiI nvZ Kuvc‡Q| ìRv
†Lvjvi ci `yR‡biB bv‡K GKUv `yM©Ü G‡m jvMj, gvby‡li weôvi MÜ| N‡ii nvwi‡K‡bi
Av‡jvq †`Lj AvU-bq eQ‡ii GKwU dzUdz‡U wkï g‡i c‡o Av‡Q| Mv‡q wKQy †bB, ci‡b
GKUv Bjvw÷K †Ìqv cvRvgv| wkïwU g„Zzï mgq cvqLvbv K‡i w`‡q‡Q| Ôme©bvk! Kx
KiQ gvIjvbv? †Zvgvi KwjRvq wK GKUz `qvgvqvI bvB? †Zvgvi wb‡Ri bv `yBWv mšÍvb
Av‡Q?Õ gvIjvbv bIkv` †PŠayixi `yB cv Rwo‡q a‡i Avevi nvDgvD K‡i †Ku‡` w`j| Avi
ej‡Z _vKj, ÔAvgv‡i euvPvb, Avgvi Dci Bewjk kqZvb fi KiwQ‡jv, Avgv‡i euvPvb|
Avgvi duvwm nBe, Avgv‡i duvwmi nvZ _vBKv euvPvbÕ|
Gici `yRb wg‡j gvìvmvi cyKz‡ii cwðg cv‡k nvjKv Puv‡ì Av‡jvq †ek Mfxi K‡i
GKUv Kei UvB‡ci MZ© Lyuoj| Gici `yR‡b RvbvRv w`‡q wkïwU‡K gvwUPvcv w`‡q gvwU
mgvb K‡i w`‡q Zvi Ici ïKbv cvZv Qwo‡q w`j| gynZvwg‡gi w`‡K ZvwK‡q ejj,
Ô†Lqvj ivB‡Lv gvIjvbv, †Zvgvi QvÎiv †hb GB w`‡K bv Av‡n| Avi mgq KBiv GKw`b
Gi Dci cvwK¯Ívwb jZv jvMvBqv w`‡qv| cvwK¯Ívwb jZv a¨vi a¨vi KBiv ev‡o|
ciw`b ïµevi mKv‡j gvìvmvi QvÎiv Rvbvj bv‡Riv wefv‡Mi QvÎ Ggivb‡K †Kv_vI
Lyu‡R cvIqv hv‡”Q bv| IB w`b ¯’vbxq evRv‡ii w`b| mviv evRv‡i Ggbiv‡bi wb‡LuvR
msev` cÖPvi Kij gvìvmv KZ…©cÿ| Rygvi bvgv‡Ri mgq gynZvwgg GwZ‡gi cÖwZ †Kgb
AvPiY Ki‡Z n‡e, Zv wb‡q †ek eqvb Kij| †Kviv‡b Avi mwnn& nvw`‡m †Kv_vq †Kv_vq
GwZ‡gi wel‡q Kx ejv Av‡Q ZvI eqvb Ki‡jv| eqvb Kij w`‡bi bexi GwZg Rxeb
wb‡q| Avi †mme eqvb Ki‡Z wM‡q †Ku‡`‡K‡U gynZvwgg Zvi `vwo †gveviK wfwR‡q
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†djj| gymwjøqvbGKivgivI †m Kvbœvq hy³ n‡qwQj| Avm‡ii w`‡K gynZvwg‡gi g‡b
n‡jv, Avjøvi A‡kl ing‡Z †m †eu‡P †M‡Q| Avi Sv‡gjv †bB| Gkvi bvgvR †k‡l †m
fi‡cU †L‡q bZzb GK Lv‡`g wb‡q wb`ªv †Mj|
Gi gvmLv‡bK ci wkïwUi wfÿzK bvwb G‡mwQj Ii †Luv‡R| ZLb D‡ëv Zv‡K ag‡K
†Ìqv n‡q‡Q| Ô†ZvgivB I‡i gvìvmv _vBKv wbqv †MQ| GLb Avevi AvB‡Qv wRMvB‡Z?
hvI, fv‡Mv! dwnwbœ †KvnvbKvi!Õ Gici †ek K‡qKevi Ggiv‡bi bvwb‡K gvìvmvi
Avkcv‡k Nyi‡Z †`Lv †M‡Q wKQyw`b| Zvici Avi bv|
GB NUbvq gvSLvb †_‡K bIkv` †PŠayixB †ewk jvfevb n‡q‡Q| gvIjvbv‡K w`‡q bvbv
iKg Ô†`v‡li KvgÕ Kwi‡q wb‡Z †c‡i‡Q| Gici mwZ¨B gynZvwgg bIkv` †PŠayixi cv-PvUv
†Mvjvg n‡q †Mj| Gici hLb gvìvmv eo n‡jv, †mLv‡b bIkv` †PŠayixi Rb¨ Avjv`v Ni
n‡jv| †mLv‡b bIkv` †PŠayix wekÖvg K‡i, ÔcvwbcywbÕ Lvq| ZLb Zvi †L`g‡Z _v‡K 8-10
eQ‡ii †Kv‡bv QvÎ| Zv‡ì †KD wPrKvi K‡i, †KDev gyL ey‡R mn¨ K‡i| Z‡e †KDB
evB‡i gyL †Lv‡j bv| †hb GgbUv nIqv LyeB ¯^vfvweK|
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 12 
bIkv` †PŠayix Avi AvjZvd e¨vcvix Lye mn‡RB QvÎ wbh©vZ‡bi †Km nvIqv K‡i w`j|
nv‡dR Kexi gvIjvbv Avi nv‡dR †mv‡n‡ji bv‡g †Kv‡bv †Km †Zv bvB-B, D‡ëv †h
†Km K‡iwQj, †mB gvbevwaKviKg©x‡K cywj‡k a‡i‡Q 500wU Bqvevmn| Gi †cQ‡b
Ab¨Zg f~wgKv cvjb K‡i‡Q AvjZvd e¨vcvixi GK cywjk fvMwb RvgvB| Kexi
gvIjvbv Avi †mv‡nj gvIjvbv GLb gy³| bIkv` †PŠayixi evwo †_‡K Zviv gvìvmvq
P‡j G‡m‡Q|
µ‡gB gvnwd‡ji w`b Nwb‡q Avm‡Q| †mB m‡½ evo‡Z _vKj Kv‡jKk‡bi Rb¨
QvÎ‡ì cwikÖg| Kv‡jKkb `‡ji eo QvÎ fvBiv ejvewj Ki‡Q, Gev‡ii Kv‡jKkb
†h‡Kv‡bv ev‡ii †P‡q †ewk| Gi me‡P‡q eo KviY †nwjKÞvi ûRyi Avm‡e| QvÎiv †h
mKj RvqMvq e‡m n¨vÛgvB‡K e‡j e‡j Znwej msMÖn K‡i, †mLv‡b c¨vbv mvB‡bi
†ek eo AvKv‡ii GKUv e¨vbvi _v‡K| Zv‡Z bvbv iKg †jLv i‡q‡Q| Bmjv‡gi
weKv‡ki Rb¨, Avjøvn&i Rwg‡b Bmjvg cÖwZôvi Rb¨ `v‡bi dwRj‡Zi Ici †QvÆ
GKUv nvw`mI †jLv i‡q‡Q| Avi i‡q‡Q †nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii Qwe| Zv‡Z †m
†nwjKÞv‡ii ìRv Ly‡j Kv‡jv Pkgv cwiwnZ AvPKvb Mv‡q nv‡m¨v¾¡j PKP‡K Qwe,
hv e¨vbv‡ii wZb fv‡Mi `yB fvM RvqMv `Lj K‡i Av‡Q|
GKRb cÖL¨vZ Bmjvwg e³v Avm‡e IqvR Ki‡Z| Zv‡K †Kb †nwjKÞvi fvov K‡i
Avm‡Z n‡e, †mB cÖkœ KviI gv_vq Av‡m bv| eis Zvi †nwjKÞv‡i Avmv Dcj‡ÿ
`v‡bi cwigvY evwo‡q †`q BmjvgwcÖq †ZŠwnw` RbZv| MÖvg †_‡K QvÎiv Av‡M Znwej
msMÖn K‡i‡Q, GLb gvnwdj Dcj‡ÿ we‡kl Znwej msMÖ‡n bv‡g QvÎiv| Zviv f¨vb
wb‡q ÔgvbZÕ msMÖ‡n hvq| MÖv‡gi wewfbœR‡bi wewfbœ gvbZ _v‡K| †hgb KviI Rwg‡Z
dmj n‡”Q bv, †m gvbZ Kij, ÔBqv Avjøvn&, fv‡jv dmj `vI, IgyK gvìvmvi
gvnwd‡j `yBgY avb †èÕ| wKsev KviI Mv‡Q cÖ_g KuvVvj n‡q‡Q, †m-I nq‡Zv gvbZ
K‡i †i‡L‡Q cÖ_g KuvVvj gvìvmvi GwZgLvbvq †`‡e| gvìvmvi wbR¯^ PviwU f¨vb
Av‡MB wQj| gvnwdj Dcj‡ÿ bIkv` †PŠayixi GK kvjv AviI `ywU f¨vb w`‡q‡Q|
hviv gvbZ msMÖ‡n hvq, Zv‡ì m‡½ wKQy ZvwjKv _v‡K, hv gvbZKvixiv Av‡MB w`‡q
hvq| †mB †gvZv‡eK QvÎiv f¨vb wb‡q bv‡g Zv msMÖn Ki‡Z| †ZgbB GKwU `‡ji
m‡½ AvR UMi Av‡Q| AvR UM‡ii gb Lye Lvivc| MZKvj QeK †Ìqvi mgq Avey
†gv³vi ûRyi Lye †g‡i‡Q| UMi wPrKvi K‡i †Ku‡`‡Q| mKv‡j Uq‡j‡U em‡ZI Kó
n‡q‡Q Ii| ûRy‡iiv me mgq cvQvi Ic‡i gv‡i, hv‡Z KvD‡K †`Lv‡ZI bv cv‡i|
Z‡e Avkvi K_v, UMi Lye `ªæZ AvMv‡”Q| Ab¨ mevB hZ gvi Lvq, I ZZUv gvi Lvq
bv| Iiv mKv‡j Mig fvZ-Wvj Avi AvjyfZ©v †L‡q †ewi‡q‡Q| mvivw`b gvbZ msMÖn
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K‡i mÜ¨vq wdi‡e| †mB mÜ¨vi A‡cÿvq Av‡Q UMi| A‡cÿvi KviY `ywU| cÖ_gZ
msMÖn †k‡l gvìvmvq wM‡q GKUz Lv‡e, Avivg Ki‡e Avi wØZxqZ Kexi ûRyi Zv‡K
wRb †`Lv‡e e‡j‡Q| wRb m¤ú‡K© UMi Lye †QvU‡ejv †_‡K A‡bK wKQy ï‡b‡Q| wR‡bi
A‡bK ÿgZv| Zviv hLb †hgb B”Qv AvKvi aviY Ki‡Z cv‡i| gvby‡li Rb¨ fv‡jv-
g›` meB Ki‡Z cv‡i Zviv| G-I ï‡b‡Q †h gvby‡li g‡a¨ †hgb fv‡jv gvbyl Lvivc
gvbyl _v‡K, †Zgwb wR‡b‡ì g‡aÏ fv‡jv wRb Lvivc wRb _v‡K| Z‡e wRb‡ì hZ
ÿgZvB _vKzK, gvbyl Zv‡ì e‡k Avb‡Z cv‡i| Aek¨ mevB cv‡i bv| Gi Rb¨
gvby‡li _vK‡Z nq we‡kl ÿgZv| mevi †mB ÿgZv _v‡K bv| hviv Lye fv‡jv gvbyl,
hviv Avjøvn&i Lvm †cqv‡ii ev›`v, ZvivB †Kej wRb e‡k Avb‡Z cv‡i| Kexi ûRyi
Avjøvn&i †mB we‡kl †cqv‡ii ev›`v| Zv‡K Avjøvn& wRb e‡k Avbvi †mB we‡kl ÿgZv
w`‡q‡Q| Zvi i‡q‡Q wRb RvwZi Ici we‡kl `Lj| GUv ïay gvìvmvi †jv‡K Rv‡b
bv, Avkcv‡ki MÖv‡gi gvbylI Rv‡b| hw` KvD‡K `yó wR‡b Avmi K‡i, Z‡e Kexi
ûRy‡ii WvK c‡o †mB wRb Qvov‡Z|
UMi GKw`b ûRy‡ii N‡i wM‡qwQj Zvi †L`g‡Z| ZLb ûRyi Zv‡K e‡jwQj wmwjs
d¨v‡bi cv‡k Qv‡` AvqvZzj Kziwm †jLv Av‡Q| gvKomvi Rvj cwi®‹vi Ki‡Z wM‡q
IBLv‡b †hb Svo– bv jv‡M| UMi ZZw`‡b †h‡Kv‡bv Aviwe †jLv †`‡L †`‡L co‡Z
cv‡i| I †`Lj †mLv‡b †jLv i‡q‡Q,ÒAvjøvûjv Bqv nvBqyj KvBqyg jvZv LyRûy †mbvZz
Avjv bvDg| jvûgv wdmmvgvIqvwZ...|Ó UM‡ii gv_vq wKQy‡ZB XzK‡Q bv ILv‡b AZ
DuPz‡Z ûRyi Kx K‡i wjLj| ûRy‡ii iæ‡g GKUv LvU Avi †`vKv‡bi K¨vkev‡·i g‡Zv
GKUv ev· Qvov Avi DuPz wKQyB †bB| Gm‡ei Ici ùvwo‡q ILv‡b †jLv m¤¢e bq
†gv‡UB| UMi †KŠZ~nj †P‡c ivL‡Z bv †c‡i ûRyi‡K wR‡Ám Kij, ÔûRyi,IBLv‡b
Kxfv‡e wj‡L‡Qb?Õ Kexi ûRyi †ek M¤¢xifv‡e ejj, ÔAvwg wjwL bvB, wR‡b wjL‡QÕ|
K_vUv †kvbvi m‡½ m‡½ UM‡ii eyKUv aK K‡i DVj| g‡b g‡b Ôjv nvIjvÕ c‡o ey‡K
dzu w`j| GZ w`b †m wR‡bi K_v ï‡b‡Q †Kej| AvR wbR †Pv‡L wR‡bi KvR †`Lj|
†`‡L †m AevK I wew¯§Z nIqvi cvkvcvwk LvwbKUv fqI †cj| Kexi ûRyi‡K
Ggwb‡ZB mevB fq cvq, Avov‡j-AveWv‡j Zv‡K AvRivBj ûRyi Wv‡K| Zvi Ici
†m wRb w`‡q KvRKg© Kivq| welqwU wb‡q GKUz fvej UMi| UM‡ii g‡bvfve †`‡L
Kexi ûRyi wb‡RB ejj, ÔAvwg †Zv wRb cywl, Rvbm bv? wRb w`‡q bvbv iKg KvRKg©
KivBÕ| ZLb UM‡ii g‡b cÖkœ †R‡MwQj, Zvn‡j †L`g‡Zi Rb¨ †Kb GB †QvU †QvU
QvÎ‡ì Wv‡K? wRb w`‡q †L`gZ Kiv‡jB †Zv cv‡i| cÖkœUv gv_vq Avmvi m‡½ m‡½
wM‡j †djj UMi| I¯Ív`‡ì QvÎ w`‡q KvR Kiv‡bvi GKUv eo KviY, hv‡Z QvÎiv
Rvbœv‡Z †h‡Z cv‡i| Ggb K_v ûRy‡iiv A‡bKevi e‡j‡Q| ÔGB †h †Zvgiv Avgv‡ì
†L`gZ K‡iv, G‡Z Avgv‡ì †P‡q †Zvgv‡ìB DcKvi †ewk nq| †Zvgiv hLb
Avgv‡ì †L`gZ K‡iv, ZLb †Zvgv‡ì Rb¨ Rvbœv‡Zi evMv‡b GKwU mykxZj Qvqv`vqK
mywgó d‡ji e„ÿ †ivcY Kiv nq| †Zvgiv Avgv‡ì †hme KvR K‡iv, Zv wK Avgiv
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wb‡Riv Ki‡Z cvwi bv? Aek¨B Ki‡Z cvwi| ZviciI †Zvgv‡ì my‡hvM †`B, KviY,
Avgv‡ì †L`gZ Ki‡j †Zvgv‡ì RvbœvZ wbwðZ| †Zvgv‡ì evev-gv‡qiv hLb
Avgv‡ì nv‡Z †Zvgv‡ì cweÎ †KviAv‡bi nv‡dR evbv‡Z w`‡q hvq, ZLb wKš‘ e‡j,
ûRyi, Avgvi †Q‡jUv‡i Avcbvi Lv‡`g evbvBqv †b‡eb| †Kb e‡j? KviY, ZvivI Pvq
†Zvgiv hv‡Z I¯Ív‡ì †mev KBiv RvbœvZ wbwðZ Ki‡Z cv‡iv| Avi AvgivI †Zvgv‡ì
†mB my‡hvM †`B, hv‡Z †Zvgiv Avgv‡ì †L`gZ K‡i †Zvgv‡ì RvbœvZ wbwðZ Ki‡Z
cv‡ivÕ| †L`g‡Zi e¨vcv‡i me ûRyiB Ny‡iwd‡i GKB IqvR K‡i| ÔAvgiv hLb QvÎ
wQjvg, ZLb cÖwZ‡hvwMZv KBiv I¯Ív`‡Mv †mev KiZvg| †K KZ Av‡M I¯Ív`‡Mv Rb¨
wKQy Ki‡Z cvwi| bvmviv‡Mv †Ljv wµ‡KU, hv †Zvgv‡Mv †Lj‡Z wb‡la Kwi, †`L‡Z
wb‡la Kwi, ZviciI †Zvgiv †`‡Lv, †mB †Ljvq †`LQ bv e¨vUg¨vb hLb e¨vU w`qv
ejUv gv‡i, Znb GK cvwU© K¨vg‡b †`ŠovBqv hvq ejUv ai‡Z, AvgivI IB iKg
†`ŠovBqv hvBZvg I¯Ív`‡Mv †L`gZ Ki‡Z, †K Kvi Av‡M hvB‡Z cvwi| Avi G‡nvb
†Zvgv‡Mv †Zv wPjøvBqvI dvIb hvq bvÕ| I¯Ív‡ì †L`gZ wbqv Ggb eqvb †i¸jvi
I¯Ívìv †`q| d‡j bvgvR-†ivRv GB wkï‡ì Kv‡Q hZUv bv diR, Zvi †P‡q †ewk
diR I¯Ív‡ì †mev Kiv, I¯Ív` hv e‡j, Zv Aÿ‡i Aÿ‡i cvjb Kiv| Avi †mB
†L`g‡Zi g‡a¨ _v‡K I¯Ív‡ì Kvco‡Pvco †avqv, Zvi Rb¨ Lvevi wb‡q ivLv, Zv‡ì
RyZv cwi®‹vi Kiv, Ni‡`vi cwi®‹vi K‡i †Ìqv, ¸wQ‡q ivLv me| Gme QvovI
I¯Ív`‡ì bvbv iKg `yóz Pvwn`vI _v‡K| Avi †mme †mevI Ki‡Z nq gyL ey‡R| bv n‡j
ciKv‡j RvbœvZ †Zv wgj‡eB bv, Dciš‘ BnKv‡j wgj‡e fqsKi kvw¯Í|
UMi‡ì cÖvß `vb-LqivZ Rgv Ki‡Z Ki‡Z Gkv n‡q †Mj| Gkvi bvgvR †k‡l Kexi
ûRyi UMi‡K Avjv`v K‡i †W‡K wb‡q ejj, ÔKx †i? wRb wK AvBRB †`nv jvMe?Õ UMi
gyPwK †n‡m ejj, ÔwR¦ ûRyiÕ| Kexi ûRyi Gw`K-†mw`K ZvwK‡q ejj, ÔwRb †`nvi K_v
Avi KvD‡i KBQm bvwK?Õ
Ôbv ûRyi, Avcwb †Zv KB‡Z wb‡la Ki‡jb|Õ Gici Kexi ûRyi UMi‡K †ekwKQy
wb‡`©kbv w`‡q w`j| Lye fv‡jv K‡i cweÎ n‡Z ejj| e‡j w`j fv‡jv K‡i mybœ‡Zi
m‡½ †Mvmj Ki‡Z| kix‡ii bvcvK RvqMv, G‡¯ÍbRv Kivi RvqMv fv‡jv K‡i ay‡Z
ejj| ARy K‡i me‡P‡q fv‡jv cvRvgv-cvÄvwe-Uzwc c‡i Avm‡Z ejj| kix‡i ev g‡b
GKUv wQ‡U cwigvY AcweÎZv wb‡q wR‡b‡ì kZ WvK‡jI mvov †`‡e bv, GK_vI e‡j
w`j| Avi hwÌ †Kv‡bv wRb Av‡m, Zv Avm‡e e`wRb, `yó wRb, hv gvby‡li ÿwZ K‡i
me mgq| UMi ûRy‡ii K_vg‡Zv cvKcweÎ n‡q Rygvi Rb¨ ivLv cvRvgv-cvÄvwe c‡i
hLb Kexi ûRy‡ii ìRvq Zweq‡Zi m‡½ g„`y AvNvZ Kij, ZLb ivZ `kUvi
KvQvKvwQ| Kexi ûRyi AwZ mveav‡b UMi‡K iæ‡g XzwK‡q ìRv jvMv‡Z jvMv‡Z cÖvq
wdmwdm K‡i wR‡Ám Kij, ÔKvD‡i KI bvB †Zv?Õ
Ñ wR¦ bv, ûRyi|
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AwZwi³ cweÎZvi Rb¨ Kexi ûRyi UMi‡K Av‡iKevi ARy Ki‡Z ejj| ARy K‡i
G‡m UMi †`‡L I¯Ív` Lv‡Ui Ici †KviAvb kwid wb‡q e‡m‡Q| UMi‡K Zvi mvg‡b
em‡Z ejj| GKUv evwU‡Z ivLv cweÎ cvwb Nigq wQwU‡q w`j| Zvici ejj, ÔGK`g
fq cvwe bv| GB wRb Avgvi †cvlv wRb| LyeB fv‡jv, f`ªÕ| Z‡e UM‡ii g‡b ev
kix‡i hw` GKUzI AcweÎZv _v‡K, Zvn‡j `y‡qKUv `yó wRb N‡i Xz‡K c‡o Lvivc wKQy
Ki‡ZB cv‡i| mvi K_v n‡”Q, Lvivc-fv‡jv hv-B †nvK, iæ‡gi g‡a¨ hv wKQy n‡e, Zv
evB‡i KvD‡K wKQyB ejv hv‡e bv| Zvn‡j wRb ivM K‡i UMi‡K ev Kexi ûRyi‡K
†g‡iI †dj‡Z cv‡i| Ggb A‡bK wb‡`©kbv †k‡l Kexi ûRyi iæ‡gi jvBU wbwf‡q myiv
wRb cov ïiæ Kij| cov †kl n‡ZB Avkcv‡k Rvbvjv-ìRvq kã n‡Z jvMj| f‡q
UM‡ii Mv‡qi me KwU ckg ùvwo‡q †Mj| Kexi I¯Ív` UMi‡K wdmwdm K‡i ejj,
ÔwRb AvB‡Q, mvjvg †`Õ| UMi f‡q R‡g †Mj| ZviciI mvjvg w`j| GKUz mgq wb‡q
GKwU LbL‡b Mjv UM‡ii wVK gv_vi Ici †_‡K mvjv‡gi Reve w`j| UM‡ii †m Reve
ï‡b f‡q mewKQy R‡g †Mj| †m _i_i K‡i Kuvc‡Q| ûRyi †mUv †Ui †c‡q ejj, Ôfq
cvBmbv, Avwg †Zv AvwQÕ| Gici wRb gv_vi Ici †_‡K ejj, Ôej UMi, †Zvi wcÖq
dzj Kx?Õ UMi †Kv‡bv wKQy bv †f‡eB ejj, Ô†Mvjc dzjÕ| Agwb GKwU †Mvjvc dzj
coj UM‡ii gv_vi Ici| Gevi UM‡ii f‡qi m‡½ we¯§q hy³ n‡jv| †m Kx Ki‡e,
ey‡S DV‡Z cvi‡Q bv| Kexi I¯Ív` UM‡ii Kv‡bi Kv‡Q wdmwdwm‡q ejj,
Ô†Kv‡nKv‡di wgwó Lvwe?Õ UMi ejj, ÔwR¦ I¯Ív`,LveÕ| ZLb Kexi I¯Ív` M¤¢xi Mjvq
wRb‡K ûKzg Kij, ÔAvgvi QvÎ wgwó Lv‡e, hvI, Ii Rb¨ †Kv‡nKvd †_‡K my¯^v`y wgwó
wb‡q G‡mvÕ| m‡½ m‡½ wRb wgwó wb‡q nvwRi n‡jv| †mB wgwó †L‡q UM‡ii g‡b n‡jv,
Ggb ¯^v‡ì wgwó †m Rxe‡bI Lvqwb| Gici wRb LbL‡b Mjvq UM‡ii gv_vi Ici
†_‡K ejj, ÔûRyi, hw` Avcbvi Avi wKQy PvIqvi _v‡K †Zv e‡jb, Avgvi nv‡Z †ewk
mgq bvBÕ| Kexi I¯Ív` Avevi UMi‡K ejj, ÔwR‡bi Kv‡Q wKQy PvB‡j GLb PvÕ| UMi
Kuvcv Kuvcv Mjvq ejj, ÔAvgvi Rb¨ †`vqv Ki‡eb †hb Avwg ZvovZvwo †ndR †kl
Ki‡Z cvwiÕ| Rev‡e wRb Av‡Mi RvqMv †_‡K GKBfv‡e ejj, Ôme mgq Kexi
I¯Ív‡ì K_v ïbev, †m hv e‡j, Zv-B gvb¨ Kiev| Zvi †Kv‡bv K_vB Agvb¨ Kiev bv|
Zvn‡jB †Zvgvi g‡b Avkv c~iY n‡e| ZvovZvwo †ndR †kl Ki‡Z cviev| Kexi
I¯Ív‡ì †Kv‡bv K_v KL‡bv Agvb¨ Ki‡j A‡bK wec`, A‡bK wec`| K_v ïb‡j
A‡bK jvf, A‡bK jvf| AvR Avwm, Avmmvjvgy AvjvBKzgÕ| I¯Ív‡ì iæg †_‡K wd‡i
UM‡ii mviv ivZ Nyg n‡jv bv| gv_vq †Kej wR‡bi welqwU NyicvK †L‡Z _vKj| KË
ÿgZv! gyn~‡Z©i g‡a¨ †KvwU †KvwU gvBj `~‡ii †Kv‡nKvd †_‡K UM‡ii Rb¨ wgwó G‡b
w`j| GZ ÿgZvai wRb‡K Kexi ûRyi †cvl gvwb‡q †i‡L‡Q, ZvB‡j ûRy‡ii KZ
ÿgZv! UMi g‡b g‡b fve‡Q, I hLb eo n‡e, ZLb †m-I Kexi I¯Ív‡ì g‡Zv wRb
cyl‡e|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
UM‡ii cv‡ki †e‡W `yB w`b n‡jv ivqnvb G‡m‡Q| Zvi m‡½ BwZg‡a¨ GKUz eÜzZ¡I
n‡q‡Q| cv‡k weQvbv Avbvi ci eÜzZ¡UvI GKUz †e‡o‡Q| UMi Nygvqwb †Ui †c‡q
ivqnvb wdmwdm K‡i UMi‡K ejj, ÔGZ iv‡Z RvBMv AvQ? wmwbqi QvÎ fvBiv Rvb‡Z
cvi‡j wcWvBqv cvQvi Pvgov jvj KBiv wèÕ| I‡ì _vKvi RvqMvi k„•Ljvi `vwq‡Z¡
Av‡Q Rwmg bv‡gi `vIiv‡q nvw`‡mi GK QvÎ| Lye Lvivc †jvK †m| †mw`b Rwmg
ivqnv‡bi gkvwii g‡a¨ Xz‡K I‡K †Rvi K‡i Pzgy w`‡q‡Q| Avi e‡j‡Q, Ô†Zvi m‡½ †K
†K †cÖg †Ljvq, Zv Rvwb| Avgv‡i †cÖg †LjvB‡Z bv w`‡j Avwg wKš‘ mevB‡i KBqv
w`gyÕ| e‡j ùvZ †ei K‡i ï‡qv‡ii g‡Zv †Nuvr †Nuvr K‡i †n‡m‡Q| †cÖg †Ljv Kx, Zv
Rv‡b ivqnvb| GKw`b †gv³vi ûRyiI †Rvi K‡i Ii m‡½ †cÖg †L‡j‡Q| ivqnvb Lye
e¨_v †c‡q‡Q| ivqnv‡bi Wv‡K Ii g‡ZvB wdmwdm K‡i K‡i mvov w`j| GKUz GwM‡q
wM‡q UM‡ii Kv‡b Kv‡b ivqnvb ejj,ÔAvwg Avi GB gvìvmvq cogy bv| Av¤§v‡i
KBwQ| hw` Av¤§v Ab¨ gvìvmvq bv †`q, ZvB‡j Avwg cvjvBqv hvgy| Avgv‡i GKUz
†ní Kiev?Õ K_vwU †kvbvi m‡½ m‡½ AšÍivZ¥v †Ku‡c DVj UM‡ii| gvìvmv †_‡K
cvjv‡Z PvIqv LyeB fqsKi Aciv‡ai g‡a¨ c‡o| hviv cvjv‡Z wM‡q cvjv‡Z cv‡i bv,
Zv‡ì mevB‡K wkKj w`‡q †eu‡a ivLv nq| GB Znwej msMÖ‡ni g‡a¨ Bgvg †nv‡mb
bv‡g bv‡Rivi GK QvÎ cvjv‡Z wM‡q aiv c‡o‡Q| Zvi cwiYwZ †`‡L eveywP© g›Uz fvB
ch©šÍ †Ku‡`‡Q| cvKv †Rvov †e‡Zi evwo‡Z Zvi Pvgov D‡V G‡m‡Q| gv‡ii ci R¦‡i
mviv ivZ KvZiv‡jI Zv‡K bv †bIqv n‡q‡Q Wv³v‡ii Kv‡Q, bv †Ìqv n‡q‡Q GKUv
U¨ve‡jU| gvi †L‡q †Kv‡bv QvÎ Amy¯’ n‡j Zv‡K Wv³vi †`Lv‡bvi wbqg †bB GLv‡b|
†k‡l Bgvg †nv‡mb‡K mMxi, bvBgmn AviI A‡b‡Ki m‡½ wkKj w`‡q †eu‡a ivLv
n‡q‡Q| Z‡e Bgvg †nv‡m‡bi wkKj †Ìqv n‡q‡Q Mjvq| cÖ_‡g aivi ci Bgvg
†nv‡mb‡K Kexi I¯Ív` Avi wRnvw` I¯Ív` `yB w`K †_‡K a‡i wQj Avi gynZvwgg ûRyi
wbR nv‡Z †gvUv jvwV w`‡q wcwU‡qwQj| †cUv‡Z †cUv‡Z hLb Bgvg †nv‡mb Ávb
nvwi‡q †d‡j, ZLb mevB †f‡ewQj †m g‡i †M‡Q| gvìvmvq †KD Ab¨vq Ki‡j Zv‡K
mevi mvg‡b kvw¯Í †Ìqv nq, hv‡Z Ab¨ mevB †mB kvw¯Íi fqvenZv †`‡L IB Ab¨vq
Ki‡Z Avi mvnm bv cvq| Bgvg †nv‡mb‡K †cUv‡Z ivqnvb wb‡RI †`‡L‡Q| ZviciI
†m †Kvb mvn‡m gvìvmv †_‡K cvwj‡q hvIqvi K_v e‡j, Zv UM‡ii gv_vq Av‡m bv|
UMi ivqnv‡bi †Kv‡bv K_vi Reve w`j bv| ivqnvb hLb K_vwU Avevi ejj, ZLb
UMi ejj, ÔGme wPšÍv gv_vq RvqMv w`‡qv bv, ivqnvb| kqZvb †Zvgv‡i IqvmIqvmv
w`‡Q| Zzwg g‡b g‡b ZIev c‡ovÕ| UM‡ii Ggb Kov Dc‡`‡ki mvg‡b ivqnvb G
wel‡q Avi †Kv‡bv K_vB ej‡Z cvij bv| wKš‘ ivqnvb g‡b g‡b wm×všÍ wb‡q †d‡j‡Q,
†m GB gvìvmvq Avi co‡e bv| Zvi m‡½ †mv‡nj ûRyi, wRnvw` I¯Ív` cÖwZw`b †cÖg
†Lj‡Z Pvq| nvw`mLvbvi `yRb eo QvÎ GKw`b Zv‡K a‡i wb‡q wZbZjvq Gme KvR
K‡i‡Q| ivqnv‡bi †h Kx Kó nq, Zv †Kej ivqnvbB Rv‡b| †m K‡ói K_v ivqnvb
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Bw÷kb BeyK
Avi KvD‡K ej‡Z cvi‡e bv| AveŸy-Av¤§y‡KI bv| ìKvi n‡j g‡i hv‡e, ZviciI
KvD‡K ej‡e bv| wKš‘ GB gvìvmvq ivqnvb co‡e bv|
ivqnv‡bi AveŸy-Av¤§yi B”Qv ivqnvb nv‡dR †nvK| ivqnvb Ii Av¤§y‡K fxlY
fv‡jvev‡m| I Pvq Av¤§yi ¯^cœ c~iY †nvK| wKš‘ Zv GB gvìvmvq c~iY nIqvi bq|
GLv‡b _vK‡j ivqnvb GKw`b g‡i hv‡e| wKš‘ KvD‡K †Kv‡bv w`b wKQy ej‡Z cvi‡e
bv| Zvi †P‡q eis Ab¨ gvìvmvq hv‡e I|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
 13 
gvnwd‡ji Avi wZbw`b evwK| gv‡V wekvj †÷R evbv‡bvi KvR Pj‡Q| †W‡Kv‡iUi †_‡K
Avbv mvjy Kvco w`‡q ax‡i ax‡i evbv‡bv n‡”Q gvnwd‡ji gÂ| gvìvmvq gvnwdj gv‡b
GK Drme| †nwjKÞvi ûRyi Avm‡e e‡j †mB Drm‡ei cv‡j AwZwi³ evZvm †j‡M‡Q|
GeQi Znwej msMÖn n‡q‡Q weMZ eQi¸‡jvi †P‡q A‡bK A‡bK †ewk| †mK_v wmwbqi
QvÎfvBiv ejvewj Ki‡Q| †mB Znwej wb‡q KwgwUi †jv‡K‡ì m‡½ gvìvmvi wkÿK‡ì
m‡½ nvjKv g‡bvgvwjb¨ Pj‡Q, Zv QvÎiv †Ui †c‡q‡Q| gvìvmvi †cQ‡b euvav Av‡Q 45wU
Miæ, k Lv‡bK QvMj, †MvUv wÎ‡kK †fov| GmeB gvnwd‡j `vb K‡i‡Q gvbyl| Miæ-QvMj-
†fov QvovI `v‡bi g‡a¨ A‡bK wKQyB i‡q‡Q| avb, Pvj, nuvm, gyiwM, mycvwiÑKx †bB?
gvìvmvi eo ¸`vgNi QvovI AviI Pvi-PviwU N‡i Qv` ch©šÍ DuPz K‡i ivLv n‡q‡Q †mB
me `v‡bi mvgMÖx| GeQ‡ii `vb †h BwZnv‡mi mKj gvnwd‡ji `vb‡K Qvwo‡q †M‡Q, Zv
mevB ejvewj Ki‡Q| we‡kl K‡i wkÿ‡Kiv| MZeQi †hLv‡b Miæ `vb K‡iwQj gvÎ 9wU,
GeQi †mLv‡b 45wU| fvev hvq? cÖvq cuvP ¸Y! †m Miæi me‡P‡q †QvUwUiI evRvig~j¨
Av‡Q Kg K‡i n‡jI Pwjøk nvRvi UvKv| †h avb Pvj D‡V‡Q, Zv GB gvìvmvi me QvÎ
†L‡q AvMvgx wZb eQ‡iI †kl Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv| GjvKvi `yB-`yBUv PvZv‡ji gvwjK wgjb
ZvjyK`v‡ii bv‡g PvZv‡ji gwnjv al©‡Yi †Km Av‡Q wZb-wZbUv| wgjb ZvjyK`v‡ii
e³e¨, Zv‡K duvmv‡bv n‡q‡Q| GUv Zvi Rb¨ Avi Zvi PvZv‡ji Rb¨ GK fqsKi evjv-
gywmeZ| GB evjv-gywmeZ †_‡K euvPvi Rb¨ †m-I gvìvmvq 50 e¯Ív Pvj w`‡q‡Q|
gvnwd‡ji `yB w`b Av‡Mi NUbv| Avm‡ii bvgv‡Ri ci mevB KvR Ki‡Q| gv‡V kvwgqvbv
jvMv‡bvi KvR| †KD euvk KvU‡Q, †KD euvk †cuvZvi Rb¨ MZ© Lyuo‡Q, †KD `wo w`‡q euvavi
KvR Ki‡Q| bvbv Kv‡R mevB gnv e¨¯Í| eo eo fvixfvix KvR Ki‡Q wmwbqi QvÎ
fvBiv| GjvKvi †hme RvqMvq evRv‡ii w`b, AvRI †mme RvqMvq Znwej msMÖn Ki‡Z
†M‡Q †ek K‡qKwU `j| Kv‡Ri cÖPzi Pvc| Avi †m Rb¨ eo ûRyi Z_v gynZvwgg ûRyi
KwgwUi gva¨‡g Ab¨vb¨ gvìvmv †_‡KI QvÎ Avwb‡q‡Q| gvMwi‡ei bvgv‡Ri †k‡lI A‡bK
KvR n‡e| GB Dcj‡ÿ fv‡jv Lvbvwcbvi Av‡qvRb Av‡Q| K_vq e‡j, †c‡U †L‡j wc‡V
mq| d‡j GKUz fv‡jv Lvev‡ii wewbg‡q QvÎiv gyL ey‡R KvR K‡i hv‡”Q|
gvngyÌ KvR Ki‡Q GKwU `‡ji m‡½| Ggb mgq Ry‡qj Zv‡K nv‡Zi Bkviv w`‡q
WvKj| Kv‡Q hvIqvi ci ejj, ÔwZbZjvi Qv‡` Avwmm, Riæwi K_v Av‡QÕ| ÔwZbZjvq
GLb KvR Pj‡Q| †mLv‡bi Qv‡` †h cvwbi U¨vsK n‡e, †m RvqMvq mnmv †KD hvq bv|
wKš‘ Ry‡qj gvngy`‡K †mLv‡b wb‡q †ek K‡qKevi al©Y K‡i‡Q| AvRI †Zgb wKQy GKUv
Ki‡e †f‡e gvngy` ÔKvR Av‡Q, †h‡Z cvie bvÕ e‡j w`j| Rev‡e Ry‡jq Rvbvj, hw` bv
hvq †Zv gvngy`‡K c‡i fqsKi Avd‡mvm Ki‡Z n‡e| Ôhv fveQm, †mme wKQy bv| kwdcyi
Avi evey bMi gvìvmv _vBKv Avgvi †h e›`yiv AvB‡Q, Zviv bZzb wKQy wfWz w`‡Q| Z‡i
†`nvgy eBjvB AvB‡Z KBZvwQ| Gnb wPšÍv KBiv †`L Avwe, bv Avwe bv| bv AvB‡j wKš‘
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Bw÷kb BeyK
†ZviB jmÕ| Ry‡qj GKB K_v ejvi ci gvngy` Avi bv Ki‡Z cvij bv| gvngy` Rvbvj,
ev` gvMwie †m wZbZjvq hv‡e| gvngy`‡K Rxe‡b cÖ_g ÔIB meÕ wfwWI Ry‡qjB
†`wL‡q‡Q| ÔIB meÕ wfwWI †`L‡Z gvngy‡ì A‡bK fv‡jv jv‡M| gvìvmvq †gvevBj
Pvjv‡bv Kweivn ¸bvi kvwgj| wKš‘ Ry‡qj †gvevBj Pvjvq| †m gvìvmvi mnmfvcwZ
Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvixi `~im¤ú‡K©i kvjv e‡j Ry‡q‡ji Rb¨ meB nvjvj| Ry‡qj †Kv‡bv
Aciva Ki‡j Zv‡Z wkÿ‡Kiv †Zgb ¸iæZ¡ †`q bv| Lye †ewk gvivZ¥K †Kv‡bv Ab¨vq
Ki‡j eo‡Rvi agKUgK †`q| d‡j gvìvmvRy‡o Ry‡qj bvbv ai‡bi gv¯Ívwb K‡i †eov‡Z
cv‡i| ïay Ry‡qjB bq, Ggb GLv‡b A‡b‡KB Av‡Q| †KD eo ûRy‡ii kvjv, †KD AgyK
ûRy‡ii fvqiv‡cv, †KD IgyK I¯Ív‡ì fvM‡b, †KD KwgwUi AvZ¥xq| G‡ì hš¿Yvq
gvìvmvi mvaviY QvÎiv memgq AZxó _v‡K| we‡kl K‡i †QvU QvÎiv| G‡ì iv‡Z
A‡bï gkvwii g‡a¨ cvIqv †M‡jI †Zgb †Kv‡bv kvw¯Í nq bv| eo ûRy‡ii fvqiv‡cv
dwi`‡K A‡bKevi A‡bï gkvwii †fZ‡i cvIqv †M‡Q| wKš‘ Zvi †Kv‡bvw`b †Kv‡bv wePvi
nqwb| †mB dwi` GLb `vIiv cvm K‡i cv‡ki GKwU gvìvmvq wkÿKZv K‡i| †mB
dwi`‡K †klevi hvi weQvbvq cvIqv wM‡qwQj, †mB †Q‡jwU‡K wcwU‡q nvZ †f‡O
w`‡qwQj| Zvici †ei K‡i w`‡qwQj gvìvmv †_‡K| Ggb nvRviI D`vniY Av‡Q
gvìvmvq|
ev` gvMwie Avi Z¡i mBwQj bv gvngy‡ì| ÔIB meÕ wfwWI †`L‡Z kZ fv‡jv jvM‡jI
gvngy` †`L‡Z cv‡i bv Zvi †gvevBj †bB e‡j| Ggb AviI A‡bK QvÎ i‡q‡Q hv‡ì ÔIB
meÕ wfwWI †`L‡Z fxlY fv‡jv jv‡M wKš‘ wb‡Ri Kv‡Q †Kv‡bv wWfvBm bv _vKvq †`L‡Z
cv‡i bv| ZLb ¯§vU©‡dvbIqvjv wmwbqi QvÎ fvBiv †QvU‡ì ÔIB meÕ wfwWI †`Lvq Avi
wewbg‡q Zv‡ì m‡½ KL‡bv KL‡bv ÔIB meÕ KvR K‡i| Avi †m KvR †h me mgq
†Rvic~e©K nq, Ggb bq|
cÖ_gevi †`Lvi Av‡M gvngy` KíbvI Ki‡Z cv‡iwb Ggb †Kv‡bv wfwWI _vK‡Z cv‡i|
gvngy` I¯Ív`‡ì Kv‡Q ï‡b‡Q, mneZ ïay wb‡Ri weevwnZ ¯¿xi m‡½ Kiv hvq, Avevi Zv-
I †`b‡gvni Av`vq Kiv ¯¿xi m‡½| †`b‡gvni Av`vq bv K‡i ¯¿xi m‡½ mneZ Ki‡j †h
mšÍvb n‡e, Zv n‡e RviR| wKš‘ †gvevB‡j ÔIB meÕ wfwWI †`‡L gv_v bó n‡q †Mj
gvngy‡ì| Kviv Gme K‡i? Avevi K‡qKwU wfwWI‡Z †`‡L‡Q, GKRb cyiæl `y -wZbR‡bi
m‡½ K‡i Avevi GKRb gwnjv `y-wZbR‡bi m‡½ K‡i| Avevi G-I †`‡L‡Q, cyiæl cyiæ‡l
K‡i| IB me wfwWI‡Z hv †`‡L‡Q, Zv Kíbv‡Z Avb‡Z cv‡i bv gvngy`| gvbyl Gme K‡i
Kx K‡i? Z‡e †h hv-B ejyK, gvngy‡ì †`L‡Z fv‡jvB jv‡M| ï‡b‡Q gvìvmvq A‡b‡Ki
Kv‡Q jyKv‡bv †gvevBj Av‡Q Avi Zv‡Z i‡q‡Q IB me wfwWI| †mme wb‡q gv‡Sg‡a¨
aivI c‡o A‡b‡KB| GKevi GK QvÎ aiv covi ci wRnvw` I¯Ív` †eZ w`‡q LyuwP‡q Ii
†PvL bó K‡i w`‡qwQj| †gvevBjUv wb‡q wM‡qwQj aŸsm K‡i †dj‡e e‡j| wKš‘ †ek wKQy
w`b ci IB †gvevBj wb‡q Zvi †Q‡j‡K evRv‡i nuvU‡Z †`‡L‡Q gvìvmvi QvÎivB|
gvngy`‡ì ÔIB meÕ wfwWI †`Lvi GKUv BwZnvm Av‡Q| BwZnvmUv A‡bKUv G iKgÑGK
ïµevi Iiv ïbj †h we‡ÿvf wgwQj Av‡Q| Ggb we‡ÿvf wgwQj cÖvqB nq Avi Zv meB
Avjøvn&i Øxb iÿv‡_©| d‡j GBme we‡ÿvf wgwQ‡j hvIqv, bv hvIqv wb‡q QvÎ‡ì †Kv‡bv
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Bw÷kb BeyK
cÖkœ Kivi my‡hvM _v‡K bv †Kv‡bvKv‡jB| wKQyw`b Av‡MI Iiv Avmv` b~i bv‡gi GK
bvw¯Í‡Ki duvwmi `vwe‡Z c‡_ †b‡gwQj| wgwQj K‡iwQj bvw¯ÍK Avwmd gwnDwÏb bv‡g
GKR‡bi duvwmi `vwe‡Z| †jvcv ingvb bv‡gi GK bvw¯ÍK gyiZv` gwnjvi duvwmi `vwe‡Z|
Zviv Kviv, †Kv_vq _v‡K, Kx K‡i, Gme Iiv wKQyB Rv‡b bv ev Rvb‡Z PvqI bv| I¯Ívìv
e‡j‡Q ZvB Zv‡ì duvwmi `vwe‡Z Iiv c‡_ bv‡g| I¯Ívìv e‡j‡Q, hviv bvw¯ÍK gyiZv`,
Zv‡ì KZj Kiv diR| G wel‡q me‡P‡q †ewk P¨vZv wRnvw` I¯Ív`| †m cÖvqB GB KZj
wel‡q mwnn& nvw`m c‡o ïwb‡q _v‡K| wKš‘ GLb †h‡nZz GB mKj bvw¯ÍK gyiZv`‡K nv‡Zi
Kv‡Q cvIqv hv‡”Q bv, ZvB KZj KivI m¤¢e n‡”Q bv| ZvB ïay we‡ÿvf wgwQj K‡iB kvšÍ
_vK‡Z nq| wVK †ZgbB GK we‡ÿvf wgwQ‡j hvIqvi m~Î a‡iB gvìvmvi †KvgjgwZ
QvÎ‡ì nv‡Z nv‡Z P‡j hvq ÔIB meÕ mne‡Zi wfwWI| †mevi Rygvi ci Iiv hvi weiæ‡×
wgwQj K‡iwQj, Zvi bvg Ômvwb wjIbÕ| †K mvwb wjIb, †m †Kv_vq _v‡K, Zvi Kx Aciva,
Zv †QvUiv wKQyB RvbZ bv| wKš‘ Rygv bvgv‡Ri ci ïay Iiv bq, cy‡iv _vbvi me gvìvmvi
QvÎiv G‡mwQj we‡ÿvf wgwQ‡j Ask wb‡Z| we‡ÿvf wgwQ‡ji g~j welq wQj mvwb wjIb‡K
93% gymjgv‡bi gvwU‡Z cv ivL‡Z †Ìqv hv‡e bv| wKš‘ †QvUiv †Ui cvw”Qj mvwb wjIb
†jvKUvi bvg †bIqvi mgq eo QvÎ fvB‡qiv Lye nvmvnvwm KiwQj| Avevi †KD †KD
j¾vI cvw”Qj| wKš‘ gvngy‡ì mvnm nqwb KvD‡K mvwb wjIb m¤ú‡K© wKQy wR‡Ám Kivi|
Z‡e welqwU wb‡q we‡ÿ‡fi evB‡i GKai‡bi Pvcv †KŠZzK KvR KiwQj mevi g‡a¨| †KD
†KD kqZvwb nvwm †n‡m ejwQj, I¯Ívìv GZ fv‡jv nB‡j Zviv mvwb wjIb‡i wPbj Kx
K‡i? ZLb nvw`mLvbvi GK wmwbqi QvÎ fvB ejj, Ôgvìvmvi Ggb †Kv‡bv I¯Ív` bvB,
hvi †gvevB‡j mvwb wjIb Avi wgqv Lwjdvi wfwWI bvBÕ| GB Ry‡qjB ZLb gvngy`‡K
mvwb wjIb‡K wPwb‡qwQj| wewbg‡q GKevi-`yevi bq, A‡bKevi Ry‡qj gvngy`‡K...
Gici Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í wgqv Lwjdv‡K wP‡b‡Q, bvZvkv gvj‡Kvfv‡K wP‡b‡Q, wP‡b‡Q Rwb
wmÝ‡KI| IB iv‡ZB gvìvmvi †QvU QvÎiv mevB mvwb wjIb‡K wP‡b †djj| GgbwK cÖwZ
iv‡Zi †P‡q IB iv‡Z †ewk K‡i wmwbqi QvÎ fvB‡ì †QvU QvÎ‡ì gkvwii g‡a¨ cvIqv
wM‡qwQj| wKš‘ †h †h K_vB ejyK bv †Kb, gvngy‡ì ÔIB meÕ mne‡Zi wfwWI †`L‡Z
fv‡jv jv‡M| GgbwK Ry‡q‡ji gvidZ gvngy` †Q‡j †Q‡j †Rbvi wfwWII †`‡LwQj| AvR
nq‡Zv Ry‡qj IB iKg bZzb †Kv‡bv wfwWI wb‡q G‡m‡Q| gvngy` diR bvgvR Rvgv‡Z
†kl K‡i myiv KvImvi Avi GLjv‡mi g‡Zv †QvU myiv w`‡q `ªæZ mybœZ bvgvR †kl K‡i
wZbZjvi Qv‡ì D‡Ï‡k¨ †ewi‡q †Mj gmwR` †_‡K| †fZ‡i Ii Ab¨ iKg GK D‡ËRbv
KvR Ki‡Q| Qv‡` DV‡Z wM‡q wmuwo‡Z †`Lj KvR Ki‡Z Avmv Ab¨ GK gvìvmvi `yB
QvÎmn Ry‡qj ùvwo‡q Av‡Q| ZvivI Ry‡q‡ji eqmx| Ry‡q‡ji g‡Zv Zv‡ì gy‡LI
wdbwd‡b cvZjv `vwo| GB `yRbB Av‡M GB gvìvmvq coZ| eQi `yB Av‡M Zv‡ì
`yRb‡K G‡K A‡bï gkvwii g‡a¨ ÔAvcwËKiÕ Ae¯’vq cvIqv wM‡qwQj e‡j wcwU‡q
gvìvmv †_‡K †ei K‡i †Ìqv n‡qwQj| `yR‡bi nv‡ZB ¯§vU©‡dvb| †m †dvb †`‡L
gvngy‡ì gbUv Lvivc n‡q †Mj| Ii hw` Ggb GKUv †dvb _vKZ! Iiv PviRb Qv‡` D‡V
†Mj| wZbZjvi Qv‡` IVv AZ mnR bq| wmuwo‡Z iW †ei n‡q Av‡Q| wmuwo‡Z Qwo‡q-
wQwU‡q Av‡Q k¨vUvwis‡qi euvk, KvV, †c‡iK IVv Z³v| cvwbi U¨vs‡Ki cv‡k hvIqv †Zv
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AviI KwVb| A‡bK KmiZ K‡i DV‡Z nq| µgk AÜKvi n‡q Avm‡Q| Ry‡qj‡K Ab¨
gvìvmvi QvÎ bKxe ejj, ÔKB, evBi KiÕ| Ry‡qj Zvi cvÄvwei c‡KU †_‡K †gvevBjUv
†ei Kij| mevB gv_v †_‡K Uzwc Ly‡j c‡K‡U †XvKvj| Gme wfwWI †`Lvi mgq Uzwc
gv_vq ivL‡Z †bB| Zv‡Z AviI †ewk cvc nq e‡j I‡ì aviYv| ZvB Kg ¸bvi Avkvq
mevB Gme †`Lvi mgq Uzwc Ly‡j †bq| Pvi‡U gv_v Szu‡K Av‡Q Ry‡q‡ji †gvevB‡ji w¯Œ‡bi
w`‡K| Ry‡qj †cø evU‡b Pvc †Ìqvi m‡½ m‡½ †h wfwWIUv Pvjy n‡jv, Zvi Rb¨ gvngy`
†Kv‡bvfv‡eB cÖ¯‘Z wQj bv| †m AevK n‡q †`Lj, wfwWI‡Z Av‡Q Ry‡qj Avi gvngy`
wb‡R| gyn~‡Z©B cwiw¯’wZ cwi‡ek cv‡ë †Mj| wfwWI †`‡L gvngy` nvDgvD K‡i †Ku‡`
DVj| gvngy‡ì m‡½ ÔIB meÕ KvR Kivi mgq Ry‡qj wb‡RB †KŠk‡j wfwWI K‡i‡Q| GB
wfwWI †`‡L hviv Ry‡qj‡K †P‡b bv, Zviv eyS‡Z cvi‡e bv †h IUv Ry‡qj| wKš‘ gvngy‡ì
†Pnviv cy‡ivcywi †evSv hvq| gvngy‡ì Kvbœv †`‡L Iiv wZbRb †nv †nv K‡i †n‡m DVj|
gvngy‡ì gv_v wSgwSg Ki‡Q| †m eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv Kx Ki‡e, Kx ej‡e| †Kv‡bv wKQy bv
ey‡SB I Ry‡q‡ji `yB cv Rwo‡q a‡i AveviI nvDgvD K‡i †Ku‡` DVj| Rev‡e Ry‡qj
ejj, ÔAvgvi e›`y‡Mv j‡M Zzwg †cÖg †cÖg †LjvBev| Avi bv †LjvB‡j GB wfwWI †b‡U
QvBov w`gyÕ| gvngy` Rv‡b, GB wfwWI †b‡U Qvo‡j Ry‡q‡ji †Kv‡bv mgm¨v bvB| KviY,
Ry‡q‡ji gyL ILv‡b Ggbfv‡e Av‡mwb, hv †`‡L Ry‡qj‡K †Pbv hvq| ïay Ry‡qj‡K hviv
fv‡jvfv‡e †P‡b, ZvivB eyS‡Z cvi‡e GUv Ry‡qj| ev‡iv eQ‡ii wK‡kvi gvngy` Pig
Amnvq n‡q coj wZbR‡bi Kv‡Q| Zvi GKgvÎ Lvjv Qvov Ii GB `ywbqvq Avi †Kv‡bv
¯^Rb †bB| †mB Lvjvi Kv‡Q Av‡M gv‡Sg‡a¨ †hZ †m| MZ eQi Lvjvi ¯^vgx gviv hvIqvi
ci AvkÖqnxb Lvjv Zvi †g‡qi evwo MvRxcy‡ii †Kvbvevox P‡j †M‡Q| A_©vr GB gvìvmv
Qvov gvngy‡ì Avi hvIqvi †Kv‡bv RvqMv †bB| Aí mg‡qi g‡a¨ A‡bK wKQy fvej
gvngy`| eyS‡Z cvij, GLv‡b _vK‡Z n‡j Ry‡q‡ji K_v †g‡b †bIqv Qvov Avi †Kv‡bv
Dcvq †bB| wZbRb wg‡j gvngy`‡K †gvU Qqevi al©Y Kij| cÖPÐ e¨_v wb‡q gvngy` iv‡Z
wKQy bv †L‡q ï‡q coj| wKš‘ g‡b g‡b GKUv KwVb wm×všÍwbj I| hv nIqvi n‡e| R¦‡ii
K_v eo ûRyi‡K Rvbv‡j †m gvngy`‡K D‡ëv agK w`‡q ejj, ÔKvg bv Kivi av›`v, ZvB
bv?Õ gvngy` GKmgq Nywg‡q coj|
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 14 
†mw`b myw` bïi Kv‡Q wg_¨v ej‡Z GKUzI eyK Kuv‡cwb AvR‡Ki gynZvwg‡gi| ¸wQ‡q
wg_¨v ejvq †m †QvU‡ejv †_‡KB I¯Ív`| gvìvmvi I¯Ív`‡ì Kv‡Q hZUv ¸wQ‡q wg_¨v
ej‡Z nq, mvaviY gvby‡li Kv‡Q AZ ¸wQ‡q wg_¨v ejvi ìKvi nq bv, Zv Rv‡b
gynZvwgg| GKRb `vwo-Uzwc-cvÄvwe civ †Kv‡bv ûRy‡ii K_v wb‡q †KD m‡›`n K‡i
bv, ZvI Rv‡b gynZvwgg| mvaviY gvbyl Zv‡ì K_v †KviAvb-nvwm‡ì †P‡q †ewk
wek^vm K‡i, †mUv gynZvwgg †QvU‡ejv †_‡K †`‡L‡Q| Awek^vm †Zv `~‡ii K_v, Awek^vm
Kiv †h‡Z cv‡i, Ggb K_vI Zviv wPšÍv K‡i bv|
Zvi evwo Avm‡j †kicyi bq, Ab¨ †Kv_vI| GLv‡b Avmvi Av‡MI †m GKUv KIwg
gvìvmvi gynZvwgg wQj, GK_v wVK, wQj GKUv gmwR‡ì BgvgI| Z‡e Zvi †Kv‡bv
wKQyB b`xfvO‡b hvqwb| †m †h KIwg gvìvmvq covZ, Zvi Avkcv‡k 10 gvB‡ji
g‡aÏ †Kv‡bv b`-b`x †bB| †gv‡UB Mwie N‡ii mšÍvb †m bq| Zvi evev Aek¨ †bB,
Z‡e gv Av‡Q| Zvi evev wQj BDwbqb cwil‡ì †g¤^vi| Zvi †Kv‡bv fvB‡evb †bB, G
K_vI Wvnv wg_¨v| Zvi R‡b¥i AvM ch©šÍ Zvi evev Aveyj nv‡mg‡K WvKv n‡Zv AuvUKzov
nvDm¨v| nv‡mg †g¤^vi AuvUKzov ZKgv †NvPv‡Z GK-GK K‡i cuvP-cuvPwU we‡q
K‡iwQj| cici wZbwU we‡q K‡iwQj AweevwnZ †g‡q| AuvUKzov nvDm¨vi aviYv wQj,
Zvi wewe‡ì †`v‡li Kvi‡YB †m evev n‡Z cvi‡Q bv| es‡ki cÖ`xc eywS wb‡f †Mj|
GB †h wekvj mnvq-m¤úwË, Zv†K Lv‡e? †K a‡i ivL‡e Zvi wmjwmjv? ZvB †m wZb
wewe‡KB ZvjvK w`‡q PZz_©evi hv‡K we‡q Kij, †m A‡bï ZvjvK †Ìqv ¯¿x, hvi `y-
`ywU mšÍvb i‡q‡Q| †mB cixwÿZ bvix hLb Zvi N‡i wewe n‡q wM‡q †m-I nvDm¨v
†g¤^v‡ii AuvUKzov ZKgv †NvPv‡Z cvij bv, ZLb A‡bK wkwÿZRb nvDm¨v †g¤^vi‡K
Wv³vi †`Lv‡Z civgk© †`b| ZLb nvDm¨v mevB‡K e‡j‡Q, mšÍvb †Ìqv bv †Ìqv
GKgvÎ Avjøvn&i B”Qv| G wb‡q Wv³v‡ii Kv‡Q hvIqv bvdigvb †jv‡Ki KvR| µgk
`ywðšÍv †c‡q emj nvDm¨v‡K| †m me©‡kl we‡q Kij GB gynZvwg‡gi gv ˆKZwi
†eMg‡K| ˆKZwi AZ¨šÍ my›ìx GK igYx| eqm gvÎ m‡Z‡iv| Avi nvDm¨v †`L‡Z
KzPKz‡P Kv‡jv GKRb gvbyl| cuvP dzU `yB BwÂ j¤^v| †PvL `y‡Uv †`L‡j g‡b nq †KD
m‡Rv‡i Zvi Mjv †P‡c a‡i‡Q, GLbB Zvi †PvL`y‡Uv †d‡U †ewi‡q Avm‡e| †m †Pv‡L
†cÖgI †bB, †µvaI †bB| Zvi gy‡Li AvK…wZ A‡bKUv Mwijvi g‡Zv| nvDm¨v Lvm †`‡j
Zvi m‡½ mneZ ïiæ Kij| wKš‘ †m-I hLb nvDm¨viAuvUKzov ZKgv †NvPv‡Z e¨_©
n‡jv, ZLb A‡b‡Ki civg‡k© kiYvcbœ n‡jv Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwd ûRy‡ii| wM‡q Zvi
cv Rwo‡q a‡i ejj, ÔûRyi, Avgv‡i euvPvb, Avgv‡i GB AuvUKzov `yb©vg †_‡K euvPvbÕ|
Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwd nvDm¨vi Av‡Mi me BwZnvm ï‡b †evSvi †Póv Kij Zvi mgm¨v
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Kx| Gici †m nvDm¨v‡K Avk^vm w`j, Avjøvn&i ing‡Z †m mšÍv‡bi evev n‡Z cvi‡e|
Ggb KvR †m f~wi f~wi K‡i‡Q| GBUv †Kv‡bv NUbvB bv| Gici Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwd
Zv‡K †ek wKQy civgk© w`j, w`j wKQy kZ©| Zvi LvbKv I GwZgLvbvi bv‡g 10 weNv
Rwg wj‡L w`‡Z n‡e, m¦vgx-¯¿x `yRb‡KB n‡Z n‡e Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwdi Lvm gywi`|
Avi Avjøvi ing‡Z nvDm¨vi wewei †c‡U †h mšÍvb Avm‡e, †mB mšÍvb‡K ZviB
gvìvmvq cwo‡q evbv‡Z n‡e nv‡d‡R †KviAvb, Øx‡bi Lvm †meK| AuvUKzov nvDm¨v
webv evKë¨‡q me kZ© †g‡b wbj| wPwKrmvi Rb¨ Zv‡ì hvZvqvZ ïiæ n‡jv Avjøvgv
Avng` Kvwd ûRy‡ii ìev‡i| Z‡e nvDm¨vi †P‡q ˆKZwi‡KB †ewk wPwKrmv wb‡Z
n‡Zv| nvDm¨v‡K ïay cvwb cov †L‡jB PjZ| Gfv‡e gvm wZ‡bK wPwKrmv †bIqvi ci
GKw`b ˆKZwi nvDm¨v‡K Rvbvj †m gv n‡Z P‡j‡Q, nDm¨vi AuvUKzov †LZve GBevi
eywS NyPj| ixwZg‡Zv Drme ïiæ n‡jv nvDm¨vi evwo‡Z| wZb-wZbUv Miæ RevB K‡i
cy‡iv MÖv‡gi gvbyl‡K LvIqv‡bv n‡jv| †m †hB-†mB LvIb bq, G‡Kev‡i KewR Wzwe‡q
f~wi‡fvR|
Ae‡k‡l nvDm¨vi GKwU †Q‡jmšÍvb n‡jv| UKU‡K dimv| dimv †nvK Kv‡jv †nvK,
KzrwmZ wKsev mykÖx, Zv‡Z nvDm¨vi wKQy Av‡m-hvq bv| ˆKZwi †h Zv‡K AuvUKzov
†LZve †_‡K gyw³ w`‡Z †c‡i‡Q, †mBUvB nvDm¨vi mePvB‡Z eo cÖvwß| GLb †_‡K
Avi †KD Zv‡K AuvUKzov nvDm¨v e‡j WvK‡e bv| Gi †P‡q Avb‡›ì Avi Kx _vK‡Z
cv‡i? †Q‡ji AvwKKvqI GKBfv‡e LvIqv‡bv n‡jv| †mLv‡b cÖavb †gngvb wQj Avjøvgv
Avng` Kvwd ûRyi|
ˆKZwii mšÍvb nIqvi ci †m Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwd ûRy‡ii ìev‡i hvIqv eÜ Kij bv,
eÜ Kij bv Zvi †L`gZ Kiv| eQi Nyi‡Z bv Nyi‡ZB †m nvDm¨v‡K Avevi mymsev`
w`j| AveviI Lywk n‡jv nvDm¨v| Zvi A‡bK mnvq-m¤úwË| eû mšÍv‡b Zvi Amyweav
Kx? mšÍvbB †Zv m¤ú`| MÖv‡gi gvbylRb AuvUKzov e‡j cwiwPZ nvDm¨vi mšÍvb
Rb¥`v‡bi ÿgZv †`‡L ixwZg‡Zv wew¯§Z! Zviv ej‡Z jvMj, meB Zvi B”Qv| Zvi
ûKzg Qvov Mv‡Qi cvZvUvI b‡o bv| mvZ eQ‡ii gv_vq nvDm¨v Pvi †Q‡j Avi GK
†g‡qi Mwe©Z wcZv n‡jv| G‡Z nvDm¨v gnv Lywk| wZb †Q‡j‡K †m Avjøvgv Avng`
Kvwd ûRy‡ii †ndRLvbvq cweÎ †KviAv‡bi nv‡dR evbv‡Z w`‡q‡Q| B”Qv Av‡Q GB
†Q‡j‡ì †m A‡bK eo Av‡jg evbv‡e, Zvi evwoi mvg‡b gmwR` n‡e, gvìvmv n‡e|
wKš‘ †m Avkv c~iY Ki‡Z w`j bv `yó wRb| GKw`b we‡ji g‡a¨ D‡ëv K‡i †cuvZv
Ae¯’vq cvIqv †Mj nvDm¨v‡K| Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwd ûRyi kZfvM wbwðZ n‡q e‡j
w`j, G KvR `yó wR‡bi| ˆKZwi AvQ‡o c‡o Kuv `j wKQyw`b| Kw_Z Av‡Q, ˆKZwii
Kvbœv †`‡L e‡bi cÿxI †Ku‡`‡Q| Zvi `ytL cÖKvk †`‡L A‡b‡K ejvewj K‡i‡Q, ¯^vgxi
Rb¨ GZ ì`, GZ fv‡jvevmv Zviv Av‡M KL‡bv †`‡Lwb| KvD‡K †`‡Lwb GZ
†kvKvnZ n‡Z|
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nvDm¨v‡K gvivi gvm `yB ci †mB `yó wRb G‡m nvbv w`j nvDm¨vi evwo‡ZI| †QvU
†QvU `ywU mšÍvb wb‡q ˆKZwi evwo‡Z _v‡K| eo wZbwU †Q‡j _v‡K Avjøvgv Avng`
Kvwd ûRy‡ii gvìvmvq| Zv‡ì †Kv‡bv mgm¨v nq bv| mgm¨v hZ me nvDm¨vi
evwo‡Z| wR‡bi Dc`ªe hLb gvÎv Qvovj, ZLb †mB wRb Zvov‡Z g„Z nvDm¨vi
evwo‡Z Gj Avjøvgv Avng`Kvwd ûRyi| mvivw`b bvbv iKg †Póv Kiv n‡jv wRb
Zvov‡bvi| wKš‘ iv‡ZB Avevi `yó wRb PovI n‡jv nvDm¨vi evwo‡Z| ciw`b AveviI
mviv w`b a‡i Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwd wRb Zvov‡bvi †Póv Pvwj‡q †Mj| hLb fqsKi e`
wR‡bi m‡½ †c‡i DVj bv, ZLb †m ˆKZwi‡K cÖ¯Íve w`j, †m PvB‡j Zvi mšÍvb‡ì
wb‡q Avjøvgv Kvwdi †Ljvd‡Z wM‡q AvkÖq wb‡Z cv‡i|
Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwdi †Ljvd‡Zi A›`‡i G‡m ˆKZwi Kvwd ûRy‡ii Pvi wewe, `vmx,
Lv‡`g, †RŠjyk BZ¨vw` †`‡L †m Pg‡K †Mj| me †k‡li `yB mšÍvb ev‡` evwK me KwU
gvìvmvq c‡o, †mLv‡b _v‡K, †mLv‡b Lvq| Zv‡ì A›ìgn‡j hvIqv wb‡la| gv‡qi
m‡½ Zv‡ì K_v nq mßv‡n GKevi, ìRvi duvK w`‡q|
wKš‘ gvìvmvq †gv‡UB gb wUKZ bv Zvi| GK weRvZxq K‡Vvi KwVb fvlv co‡Z wM‡q
Zvi wRe †ei n‡q †hZ| Avi hv-B †nvK, †m GUv †ek fv‡jvfv‡e eyS‡Z ciZ †h Zvi
evev gviv hvIqvi ci Zvi cÖwZ mevi AvPi‡Y GK weivU cwieZ©b G‡m †M‡Q| cov Zvi
g‡b a‡i bv| byivwb †kl Ki‡Z Ki‡ZB Zvi eQi †j‡M †Mj| gvìvmvq †m cÖPzi gvi
†LZ| GB gvi LvIqvi Kvi‡Y Zv‡K gvìvmvq mevB WvKZ wejvB Qu¨vPv e‡j| wejvB
Qu¨vPv gv‡b n‡jv, wejvB †hgb cÖPzi gvi †L‡Z cv‡i, †m-I †Zgb cÖPzi gvi †L‡Z cviZ
wKš‘ Zvi wKQyB n‡Zv bv| Zvi Aek¨ gvi LvIqvi nvRviI KviY wQj| Zvi g‡a¨
Ab¨Zg KviY wQj †m gv‡mi wÎk w`b weQvbv †fRvZ| Avi GB weQvbv †fRv‡bvq
me‡P‡q eo my‡hvMUv wbZ cv‡ki weQvbvi eq‡m eo QvÎ fvB Avey Avbvm| cÖ_g w`b
†m hLb weQvbv wfwR‡qwQj, GB Avey AvbvmB wPrKvi K‡i mevB‡K e‡jwQj| Avi
ûRy‡iivI A‡bK †g‡iwQj Zv‡K| Ggb gvi †g‡iwQj †h Zvi kix‡i R¦i G‡m
wM‡qwQj| wKš‘ Zvi weQvbv †fRv‡bv _v‡gwb| cÖwZw`b weQvbv wfwR‡qB hvw”Qj Avi
cÖwZw`b gvi †L‡qB hvw”Qj| GKw`b †mB Avey Avbvm Zv‡K ejj, Avwg †Zv‡i GB
gvB‡ii nvZ _vBKv euvPvB‡Z cvwi|
Ñ K¨vg‡b?
Acgvb Avi kvw¯Íi nvZ †_‡K gyw³i Avkvq GKUz Avkvi Av‡jv †`L‡Z †c‡q Avkvwš^Z
n‡q †m Avey Avbv‡mi nvZ †P‡c a‡i ejj, `hw` cv‡ib, ZvB‡j Avc‡bi †Mvjvg nBqv
_vKgy, hv KB‡eb, Zv-B KiægÕ| Gici Avey Avbvm Zv‡K we‡Ái g‡Zv cÖkœ Kij,
ÔZzB wK weQvbvq cÖmªve Kivi mgq ¯^‡cœ †`‡Lvm? gv‡b Ggb wKQy †`‡Lvm †h †Zvi
A‡bK gyZvq ai‡Q Avi ZzB gyZ‡Z eB‡Qvm †Kv‡bvnv‡b, wKš‘ †`Lwj weQvbvq gyBËv
w`‡QvmÕ|
Ñ n n n, Zzwg K¨vg‡b eySjv?
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Ñ eywS eywS, GB †iv‡Mi †Zv Avwg wPwnrmv KiwQ A‡bK| ZzB eySwe bv| Avwg wVK
KBiv w`ZvwQ| wKš‘ K_v nB‡jv Avwg hv Pvgy, w`‡Z nBe, cviwe?
Ñ Zzwg hv PvBev, Avbvm fvB, ZvB w`gy, †Lv`vi Kmg!
†mB iv‡Z I hLb ¯^cœ †`Lj I L‡oi Mv`vi mvg‡b cÖ¯ªve Ki‡Z e‡m‡Q, wVK ZLbB
Avbv‡mi av°vq Ii Nyg †f‡O †Mj| aogo K‡i D‡V emj| †Kv_vq L‡oi Mv`v?
Pviw`K mybmvb bxie| Rvbvjv w`‡q g„`y Puv‡ì Av‡jv G‡m co‡Q| Avbvm I‡K
wdmwdm K‡i ejj, Ôj, evB‡i jÕ| I wKQy bv e‡j Avbv‡mi m‡½ evB‡i †Mj| evB‡i
hvIqvi ci Avbvm ejj, ÔGnb GBnv‡b gyBËv †`Õ| I Zv-B Kij| ivZ KqUv ev‡R
eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv I| Pviw`K mybmvb bxie| K‡qKwU wSuwS †cvKv WvK‡Q ïay| GKUz
fq †c‡q g‡b g‡b jv nvIjv c‡o ey‡K dzu w`j| AvbvmI cÖ¯ªve Kij| Zvici G‡m
`yR‡biB Nywg‡q coj| ciw`b mKv‡j cÖ_g I weQvbv †fRv‡bvi Aciv‡a gvi †Lj bv|
wKš‘ iv‡Zi K_v wKQyB g‡b Ki‡Z cvij bv| G NUbvq I †hgb wew¯§Z n‡jv, †Zgb
Avbw›`Z| Avm‡ii wKQy ci evwZ †Ìqvi wKQy Av‡M cyKzicv‡o gvQ cvnviv †Ìqvi
N‡i I‡K †W‡K wb‡q Avbvm ejj, ÔKx †i? †`L‡Qvm AvBR Avi weQvbv wfRvBm bvB|
GBevi Avwg hv Pvgy, w`‡Z cviwe?Õ
Ñ n, KI Kx PvI, Avbvm fvB|
Ñ ZvB‡j GKUz cvBRvgvWv †Lvj|
wKQy eyS‡Z cvij bv| Z‡e †ek j¾v †cj| wKš‘ GK wbwl× Avb‡›ì Uv‡b
K…ZÁZv¯îƒc †m cvRvgv bv Ly‡jI cvij bv| GB cvRvgv †Lvjvi Mí †m G‡Kev‡iB
Rv‡b bv, Zv-I bv| cvRvgv †Lvjvi ci hv Kivi AvbvmB Kij, I ïay ùvZ-gyL wLu‡P
c‡o _vKj Dcyo n‡q| †ek Kó n‡q‡Q, †Pv‡L cvwb P‡j G‡m‡Q| Z‡e Lye GKUv
Lvivc jv‡Mwb| ciw`b Zviv wb‡Riv wb‡R‡ì weQvbvi Ae¯’vb cv‡ë †djj| Gici
†_‡K Avbvm I‡K Gfv‡e †W‡K ZzjZ Avi mgq-my‡hvM †c‡j gvQ cvnviv †Ìqvi N‡i,
†MvmjLvbvmn bvbv RvqMvq Zviv cvRvgv †LvjvLywj KiZ| †hw`b I Lyj‡Z PvBZ bv,
Zvi ciw`b weQvbv †fRvZ Avi gvi †LZ, mevB nvmZ| Gici g‡b g‡b wm×všÍ wbj,
Avi bv Ki‡e bv| GLb Ii Av‡Mi g‡Zv Kó nq bv| eis GKUz GKUz fv‡jv jvM‡Z
ïiæ K‡i‡Q|
meB wVKVvK PjwQj wKš‘ Sv‡gjv n‡jv nvw`mLvbvi AvdMvwb ûRyi †hw`b I‡ì
`yRb‡K gvQ cvnviv †Ìqvi N‡i cvRvgv †Lvjv Ae¯’vq †`‡L †djj| †`‡L wKQyB ejj
bv, ïay ejj, I †hb mÜ¨vi ci Zvi N‡i hvq| AvdMvwb ûRyi‡K mevB fxlY fq
cvq| Zvi Avmj bvg gydwZ †gv. Rvjvj DwÏb gvIjvbv| wKš‘ †m AvdMvwb¯Ív‡b
ivwkqvi bvmviv‡Mv weiæ‡× wRnv` K‡i‡Q e‡j mevB Zv‡K AvdMvwb ûRyi Wv‡K|
†Kv_vq ivwkqv Avi †Kv_vq AvdMvwb¯Ívb, Zv Iiv wKQyB Rv‡b bv| ïay GZUzKz Rv‡b,
ivwkqvi bvmviviv gymwjg D¤§vni wekvj kÎæ| Zv‡ì KZj K‡i Avjøvn&i Rwg‡b Øxb
cÖwZôv KivB I‡ì Bgvwb `vwqZ¡| Avi †m wel‡q I‡ì I¯Ívìv cÖvqB IqvR KiZ|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
GB AvdMvwb ûRyi †mB Øxb cÖwZôvi GK mv”Pv wRnvw`| wbR nv‡Z ¸wj K‡i A‡bK
†mvwf‡qZ †mbv gvivi gyL‡ivPK M‡í hLb AvdMvwb ûRyi †g‡Z DVZ, ZLb Zvi
Mv‡ji `yB cvk †e‡q cv‡bi im KuvPv-cvKv `vwo‡Z coZ| Avevi hLb †i‡M wM‡q
Rv‡bvqv‡i g‡Zv nuvK w`Z, ZLb Zvi wekvj fzuwo b‡o DVZ| Zv †`‡L QvÎiv gyL wU‡c
nvmZ| †mB nvwm †m †`‡L †dj‡j QvÎ‡ì Kcv‡j †b‡g AvmZ nvweqv †`vR‡Li
AvRve| wKš‘ QvÎiv wb‡Riv ejvewj KiZ, ÔG‡Ëveo c¨vU jBqv ûRyi K¨vg‡b hy×
Ki‡Q?Õ Zvi gv‡ii Mí gvìvmvi mevi gy‡L gy‡L| cÖPwjZ Av‡Q, AvdMvwb ûRyi Uvb
w`‡q Qv‡Îi Kjøv wQu‡o †d‡j| cy‡iv‡bv QvÎiv gvìvmvq G‡j ZvivI AvdMvwb ûRy‡ii
fqsKi gv‡ii Mí KiZ| †mB AvdMvwb ûRyi GB Ae¯’vq I‡K †`‡L †d‡j‡Q| AvR
Zv‡K LybI K‡i †dj‡Z cv‡i| f‡q iv‡Z †cU f‡i †L‡ZI cvij bv| bv‡K-gy‡L
†MvUvPv‡iK fvZ ¸u‡R P‡j †Mj ûRy‡ii N‡i| ûRyi Zvi mvg‡b †ek †gvUv Avi PIov
GKUv wKZve wb‡q myi K‡i cowQj| mvjvg w`‡q N‡ii ìRvq ùvovj| ûRyi mvjv‡gi
Reve w`‡q nvwi‡KbUv Zz‡j ejj, Ô†KWv?Õ I †Kv‡bvfv‡e wb‡Ri bvg ejj| Ôwf‡Î
AvqÕ e‡j mvg‡bi wKZveLvbv eÜ Kij| Ôwf‡Î Avq jywZ KIg, wf‡Î AvqÕ| Ii eyKUv
aK K‡i DVj| AvR nq‡Zv ûRyi I‡K †g‡iB †dj‡e, GUv I g‡b g‡b evievi
fve‡Q| axicv‡q GwM‡q †Mj †Uwe‡ji w`‡K| nvwi‡K‡bi Av‡jvq †`Lj ûRy‡ii
†PvL`y‡Uv †Kgb PKPK Ki‡Q| AvdMvwb ûRyi Lv‡Ui Ici ùvwo‡q Zvi Mv‡qi
cvÄvweUv Ly‡j `wo‡Z ivLj| AvZ‡ii MÜ G‡m jvMj Ii bv‡K| ÔìRvWvq wLj
jvMvqv Gw`‡K Avq|Õ Gevi I AviI fq †cj| gyL i³k~b¨ d¨vKv‡k n‡q †Mj| ìRvq
wLj jvwM‡q I ûRy‡ii w`‡K GwM‡q hvIqvi mgq ûRyi ejj, ÔKx †i, AZ fq
cvBZv‡Qvm K¨vb? Avwg wK evN bv fvjøyK? AvKvg Ki‡bi mgq g‡b AvwQj bv?Õ GK_v
ï‡b g‡b g‡b Avjøvn&‡i WvKj Avi †XuvK wMjj GKUv| ÔD‡cÖ Avq|Õ e‡j I‡K Lv‡Ui
Ici WvKj| Lv‡Ui Ic‡i IVvi mgq †`Lj GB LvULvbv GKmgq I‡ì evwo‡Z
†gngvbLvbvq wQj| Ii gv G‡m Avjøvgv Kvwd ûRy‡ii GLv‡b AvkÖq †bIqvi ci ax‡i
ax‡i A‡bK wKQyB P‡j G‡m‡Q Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwd ûRy‡ii ìev‡i| Gi Av‡M hLb
I AvdMvwb I¯Ív‡ì †L`g‡Z G‡mwQj, ZLb GLv‡b wQj mvaviY GKv †PŠwK| ÔGnb
_vB°v Avgv‡i GKUz †ewk KBiv ZzB †L`gZ Kwim| nB‡Qvm †Zv ivOv wgwó Kzgovi
g‡Zv †MvjMvj|Õ wePvi Ki‡Z G‡m AvdMvwb ûRyi †Kb Ggb K_v ej‡Q, gv_vq XzK‡Q
bv Ii| Z‡e GKUz mvnm n‡jv| gv_v wbPz K‡i I Reve w`j, ÔwR ûRyi, Avgv‡i gvd
KBiv †`b, Avgvi fzj nB‡Q| Avbvm fvB Avgv‡i †Rvi KBiv gvQ cvnviv †Ìqvi N‡i
jBqv †MwQjÕ| GK_vi †Kv‡bv Reve bv w`‡q AvdMvwb I¯Ív` ejj, ÔG‡nvb Avq, Avgvi
wcVUv GKUz gvwjk KBiv †`Õ| ïay I bv, gvìvmvi me QvÎB Ggb gvwjk K‡i Af¨¯Í|
†m wbweó g‡b I¯Ív‡ì wcV gvwjk Ki‡Z Ki‡Z fvej, ûRyi g‡b nq Zv‡K gvd K‡i
w`‡q‡Q| ûRy‡ii Mv‡q A‡bK eo eo ckg| mviv kixi †gveviK †_‡K cweÎ AvZ‡ii
MÜ Avm‡Q| A‡bK mgq wcV gvwjk Kivi ci ûRyi wb‡Ri nvZ w`‡q Ii nvZ Zvi `yB
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Bw÷kb BeyK
cv‡qi gvSLv‡b wb‡q ejj, Ô†b, Gnb GBWv fvjv KBiv gvwjk KiÕ| I ûRy‡ii ÔIBUvÕ
†`‡L Pg‡K †Mj| GZ eo Avi †`‡Lwb| wb‡RiUv nv‡Zi AvOz‡ji g‡Zv Avi
Avbv‡miUv Zvi †P‡q GKUz eo| AvdMvwb ûRy‡iiUv ïay eo bq, wekvj! †hgb †gvUv,
†Zgwb j¤^v| wknwiZ n‡q I AvdMvwb ûRy‡ii ÔIBUvÕ gvwjk Ki‡Z ïiæ Kij|
GKmgq ûRy‡ii wbk^vm Nb n‡q Gj| Zvi cvnvomg fzuwo Zv‡j Zv‡j IVvbvgv Ki‡Z
ïiæ Kij| ûRyi cÖvq nuvwc‡q ejj, ÔcvBRvgv †Lvj!Õ Ii g‡b Av‡Q, Ii cvqLvbvi
iv¯Ív wb‡q Lye wekvj †gvUv wKQy GKUv Xz‡KwQj| I hLb cÖPÐ wPrKvi Kivi †Póv
KiwQj, ZLb ûRyi m‡Rv‡i Ii gyL †P‡c a‡iwQj| Zvici Avi Ii wKQy g‡b †bB|
dR‡ii w`‡K I wb‡R‡K wb‡Ri weQvbvq Avwe®‹vi Kij| dR‡ii bvgv‡Ri ci I‡K
Avbvm †`‡L gyPwK †n‡mwQj| †`‡L iv‡M Mv R¦jwQj Ii| G‡¯ÍbRvq wM‡q A‡Sv‡i
†Ku‡`wQj| f‡q KzuK‡o wM‡qwQj i³ †`‡L| `yB w`b †ek PzcPvc iBj| †Zgb
LvIqv`vIqvI Ki‡Z cvij bv| gv‡qi m‡½ †`Lv Kij| ˆKZwi †eMg I‡K †`‡L Pg‡K
D‡VwQj|
Ñ Kx nB‡Q †Zvi?
Ñ wKQy bv|
wKš‘ gv‡qi †PvL Gov‡bv gykwKj| †m Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwd ûRyi‡K e‡j `yB w`b
wb‡Ri Kv‡Q G‡b †i‡LwQj| GB `yB w`‡b e¨_v K‡g †Mj| wKš‘ gv‡K wKQyB ejj bv|
gvìvmvq wd‡i Gj `yB w`b ci| A™¢zZ welq n‡jv, Gici Avbvm hLb Ii m‡½ ÔIB
KvgÕ Kij, ZLb Avi Av‡Mi g‡Zv e¨_v cvqwb| Avi wb‡RiI GKUz GKUz fv‡jv
jvMwQj| Gi K‡qKw`b ci Avevi WvK coj AvdMvwb ûRy‡ii N‡i Zvi †L`g‡Zi
Rb¨|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
 15 
ˆKZwi Zvi wekvj ¯Íbmg„× ey‡Ki eøvD‡Ri †evZvg jvMv‡Z jvMv‡Z ejj, ÔGBfv‡e Avi
KZ w`b? Avc‡b wKš‘ K_v w`qv K_vi ei‡Ljvc Ki‡Z‡QbÕ| GB K_v ejvi m‡½ m‡½
Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwd ûRyi Suvwc‡q coj ˆKZwii Ici| `yB nv‡Z wKj-Nywl-_vào
gvi‡Z _vKj ˆKZwii †Pv‡L-gy‡L-bv‡K| †kl iv‡Zi msMg †k‡l nVvr Ggb Avµg‡Y
w`‡knviv n‡q†Mj ˆKZwi| wekvj †`‡ni Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwd ûRy‡ii gvi †L‡q
wPrKvi K‡i Kuv`‡Z †M‡j ˆKZwii gyL †P‡c aij| Gici Lv‡Ui †Kv‡Y e‡m nuvcv‡Z
jvMj| Zvici MRiv‡Z MRiv‡Z ejj, ÔIB LvbwK gvwM, †ek¨v gvwM, ZzB Avi Kx
Pvm? †Zv‡i _vKvi RvqMv w`wQ, wZb †ejv LvB‡Z cvi‡Z‡Qvm †cvjv-gvBqv jBqv, †Zvi
wZb †cvjv‡i wbLiPvq covB‡ZwQ, Avi Kx PvBm †i †Qbvj gvwM?Õ Avi mn¨ n‡jv bv
ˆKZwii| GZ w`b gyL ey‡R A‡bK mn¨ K‡i‡Q| †`L‡Z †`L‡Z `yB eQi †K‡U †M‡Q|
GB `yB eQ‡i Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwd ûRyi nvDm¨vi mnvq-m¤úwË me `Lj K‡i wb‡q‡Q|
w`‡bi ci w`b †m ˆKZwi‡K †fvM Ki P‡j‡Q| K_v wQj gvm Q‡qK †M‡j †m we‡q
Ki‡e ˆKZwi‡K| wKš‘ Qqgvm hvq, eQi hvq, †h‡Z †h‡Z `yB eQi †K‡U †Mj| wKš‘
we‡q Kivi bvg †bB| D‡ëv hv hv wQj, meB †KŠk‡j gvìvmv, GwZgLvbv Avi
gmwR‡ì bv‡g wjwL‡q wb‡q‡Q| Av‡Q ïay evwoi RwgUzKz| Zv-I wj‡L †Ìqvi Rb¨
ˆKZwi‡K Pvc w`‡”Q| GLb Avi Pzc K‡i _vKv hvq bv| gv‡ii Rev‡e GB cÖ_gevi
ˆKZwi gyL Lyjj, ÔAvc‡b GKUv fÐ! weqv bv KBiv cibvixi m‡½ mneZ K‡ib,
Avevi wb‡R‡i e‡jb Avjøvi Lvm ev›`vÕ| GK_v ejvi ci Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwd ûRyi
Avevi Suvwc‡q coj ˆKZwii Ici| wKQyUv cÖ¯‘Z wQj ˆKZwi| Zv‡K †Quvqvi Av‡M †m
m‡i †Mj| Lv‡Ui †Kvbvq aovg K‡i evwo †L‡q gv_v †d‡U †Mj Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwd
ûRy‡ii| i³ Kcvj †e‡q †Pv‡L hvIqvq †PvL R¦vjv Ki‡Q| kix‡ii me©kw³ w`‡q †m
ˆKZwii Mjv †P‡c aij| Rxeb euvPv‡Z ˆKZwi cÖvYcY j‡o P‡j‡Q| wKš‘ muvovwki
g‡Zv kw³kvjx `ywU nv‡Zi m‡½ †c‡i DV‡Q bv ˆKZwi| g‡b g‡b Avjøv‡K WvK‡Q †m|
nVvr Kx g‡b K‡i ˆKZwi‡K †Q‡o w`j Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwd ûRyi| ˆKZwii dimv
Mjvq `vM e‡m †M‡Q| Avjøvgv Avng` Kvwd ûRy‡ii fqsKi †bvsiv iƒc Gi g‡a¨B
†`‡L‡Q ˆKZwi| †m Avjøvgv Kvwd ûRy‡ii `yB cv Rwo‡q nvDgvD K‡i Kvbœv ïiæ Kij|
Avng`Kvwd ûRyi Lv‡U e‡m nvc‡ii g‡Zv nuvcv‡”Q| Zvi i³ †_‡g †M‡Q| ˆKZwii
Kvbœvi `gK wKQyUv K‡g G‡j †m duzwc‡q duzwc‡q ejj, ÔKx bv wQj Avgvi? ¯^vgx,
msmvi, mnvq-m¤úwË| ïay wQj bv Avgvi †Kvjfiv mšÍvb| ZvB Avgvi ¯^vgx wek^vm
KBiv gvIjvbvi Kv‡Q wbqv AvmwQj wPwKrmvi jvBMv| †mB wek^v‡mi N‡i Av¸b w`qv
Avgvi c¨v‡W nv›`vB‡jb wb‡Ri mšÍvb| GKUv-`yBWv bv, cuvP-cuvPUv| Znb Kx
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Bw÷kb BeyK
KB‡Zb? Avgvi †QvW wewe, †Zvgv‡i Avwg nvDm¨vÌb ZvjvK jBqv wb‡Ri wewe gh©v`v
w`gy| Avi †KD bv RvbyK, Avwg †Zv Rvwb Avgvi ¯^vgx‡i wR‡b gvi‡Q bv †KWvq gvi‡Q|
Zv‡i gvivi ci KB‡jb, Av‡i Gûwb †Zvgv‡i weqv Ki‡j gvBb‡l m‡›`n Kie| gvm
Q‡qK hvDK| AvBR `yB eQi| GB `yB eQi aBiv Avc‡b Avgv‡i Lvwj eënvi
Ki‡Qb| Avcbvi K_vq Avwg Kvi j‡M ïB bvB? †Pqvig¨vb, cywjk, GgwcÑ†K ev`
†M‡Q? Avgv‡i fvov LvWvBqv Avc‡b Avc‡bi Kvg nvwmj KBiv wb‡Qb| Avwg Kx
cvBwQ? Avc‡b Kx g‡b K‡ib? gvBb‡l wKQy †ev‡S bv? me †ev‡S| Avwg bvgvR cwo bv
eBjv Avc‡b Avgv‡i A‡bKw`b Miæi g‡Zv wcWvB‡Qb| bvgvR bv co‡j Avjøvq
†`vR‡Li Av¸‡b †cvovBe Avi c‡ii eD‡i weqv Qvov Pz`‡j Avjøvq Zv `¨v‡n bv?
Avgvi mšÍvb¸‡jv Avcbvi Ji‡m nB‡Q, Zviv Gnb GB wekvj ìev‡i KzËv-wejvBi
QvIi g‡Zv GwZg †LZve jBqv eo nB‡Z‡Q| Gi wePvi †KWvq Kie? Bqv Avjøv, Zzwg
KB eBqv GBme †`‡nv? †Zvgvi nv‡Z wK †Kv‡bv MRe bvB?Õ GKbvMv‡o K_v¸‡jv e‡j
nuvcv‡Z jvMj ˆKZwi| Avjøvgv Kvwd ûRyi LvU †_‡K D‡V wcZ‡ji RM †_‡K cvwb
wb‡q Kcv‡ji i³ ay‡q Ni †_‡K †ei n‡Z n‡Z ejj, ÔBmjv‡g `vmx mneZ nvjvj|
ZzB Avgvi `vmx Qvov Avi wKQyB bv, gvwMÕ| GB K_v e‡j nbnb K‡i †ewi‡q †Mj|
ˆKZwi `yB nv‡Z gyL †P‡c a‡i govKvbœvq †f‡O coj|
GB NUbvi w`b c‡b‡iv ci wR‡b ˆKZwi‡KI †g‡i †djj| Zvi cuvP mšÍvb cy‡ivcywi
GwZg †LZve wb‡q mwZ¨ mwZ¨ KzKz‡ii g‡Zv eo n‡Z _vKj Avjøvgv Kvwd ûRy‡ii
ìev‡i|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
 16 
gvnwd‡ji Av‡Mi w`b gvìvmvq me©‡kl cÖ¯‘wZ Pj‡Q| ïay gvìvmvqB bq, Avkcv‡ki
evwo¸‡jv‡ZI mvRmvR ie c‡o †M‡Q| we`y¨r Awdm †_‡K wd« jvBb †bIqvi eë¯’v
n‡q †M‡Q| mevB bvbv Kv‡R e¨¯Í| GB e¨¯ÍZvi g‡a¨ Gkvi bvgv‡Ri †eZi †kl nIqvi
ci UM‡ii WvK coj wRb m¤ªvU Kexi ûRy‡ii N‡i| LyeB Lywk n‡jv UMi| I g‡b g‡b
A‡cÿvq wQj KLb Kexi ûRyi I‡K †L`g‡Zi Rb¨ Wv‡K| Zvi †L`gZ Ki‡Z cvi‡j
wb‡R‡K ab¨ g‡b K‡i UMi| wRb ûRyi e‡j‡Q, UM‡ii †ndR †kl n‡j Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í
I‡KI wRb bvgv‡bv †kLv‡e †m| †m K_v fve‡ZB UM‡ii gbUv Avb‡›` †b‡P I‡V|
ûRy‡ii iæ‡g wM‡q †`Lj, ûRyi myi K‡i †KviAvb kwid co‡Q| ZvB UMi mvjvg w`j
bv| ûRyi GKmgq Q`vKvjøv ûj AvwRg c‡o e‡j †KviAvb kwid eÜ K‡i wb‡RB
UMi‡K mvjvg w`j| UMi DËi w`‡q Kv‡Q GwM‡q †Mj| ûRyi UMi‡K A‡bK wKQy
†L‡Z w`‡q ejj, ÔAvgvi GK QvÎ †Zvgvi Rb¨ wbqv Avm‡QÕ| K_vUv bv ey‡S ûRy‡ii
w`‡K ZvwK‡q iBj UMi| Gici wRb ûRyi Ii‡d nv‡dR gvIjvbv Kexi ejj, ÔAvgvi
†Zv A‡bK QvÎ Av‡Q, hviv wRb| Avwg Zv‡ì covB| †Zvgvi K_v Zv‡ì e‡jwQ|
Zviv GBme Lvevi †Kv‡nKvd †_‡K wbqv Avm‡Q †Zvgvi Rb¨Õ| UMi Lvevi¸‡jv
kÖ×vf‡i gRv K‡i †Lj| UM‡ii LvIqv †kl n‡j ûRyi I‡K fv‡jv K‡i ARy K‡i
Avm‡Z ejj| Zvici wRb ûRyi myiv wRb cov ïiæ Kij| Gici `yRb Lv‡Ui Ici
gy‡LvgywL emj| ÔAvwg GLb wRb bvgve| Zzwg †`Lev| Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í ZzwgI wkL¨v hvev|Õ
GK_v ï‡b GKUv wkniY †L‡j †Mj UM‡ii g‡b| UMi Lv‡Ui Ici emvi ci ûRyi †eZ
w`‡q jvBU Ad K‡i w`j| Nigq wQwU‡q w`j †MvjvcRj| wRb ûRy‡ii Lv‡Ui DuPz
As‡ki Avov‡j AZ¨šÍ my‡KŠk‡j GKUv `wo evuav i‡q‡Q| †m `wo i‡q‡Q A‡bK¸‡jv
kvLv-cÖkvLv| †mB kvLv-cÖkvLv¸‡jvi gv_vq euvav i‡q‡Q B‡Ui UzK‡iv, Kv‡Vi UzK‡iv,
iW BZ¨vw`| IB iwki gv_v a‡i Uvb w`‡j GKm‡½ A‡bK RvqMvq A‡bK¸‡jv kã
nq| †ek wKQy mgq PzcPvc mvabv Kivi ci wRb ûRyi iwk a‡i Uvb w`j| m‡½ m‡½
bxieZv †f‡O XbXb-UbUb K‡i †ek K‡qK RvqMvq kã n‡jv| †ek fq †c‡q †Mj
UMi| wRb ûRyi †Rv‡i †Rv‡i myiv-Kvjvg co‡Z jvMj| GKUz ci †_‡g ejj, ÔAvBR
g‡b nq Zzwg Lye GKUv cvK-cweÎ wQjvbv| N‡i K‡qKUv `yó wRb AvB‡Q| Zzwg fq
cvB‡qv bv| Avwg †Zv AvwQB| Kz‡bv fq bvBÕ| wKš‘ ûRy‡ii fimvq †Kv‡bv KvR n‡jv
bv| wRb ûRy‡ii Avgš¿‡Y †Kv‡nKvd †_‡K Avmv †Kv‡bv GK `yó wRb wbKl AÜKvi
UM‡ii m‡½ Lye Lvivc wKQy GKUv Kij, hv LyeB j¾vi, e¨_vi I gbtK‡ói| wPrKvi
Kivi †Póv Ki‡Z wM‡qI cvij bv UMi| `yó wRb Zvi gyL †P‡c a‡i †i‡LwQj| wRb
ûRyi wKQyB Ki‡Z cvij bv| ïay UMi iæg †_‡K †ei nIqvi mgq evievi e‡j w`j,
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Bw÷kb BeyK
GB K_v evB‡i KvD‡K ej‡j UM‡ii wekvj ÿwZ n‡e| Ii gyL w`‡q i³cov ïiæ
Ki‡e, Zvici I gviv hv‡e| GK_v ï‡b UMi AviI fo‡K †Mj| wRb ûRyi‡K
wbwðZKij, I GK_v KvD‡KB ej‡e bv| Z‡e wRb ûRyi I‡K K_v w`j, Gi wePvi †m
Aek¨B Ki‡e Avi wbR nv‡Z Ki‡e| ìKvi n‡j IB `yó wRb‡K †m †KqvgZ ch©šÍ
†evZje›`x K‡i ivL‡e|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
 17 
gvnwd‡ji Av‡Mi w`b gvngy‡ì R¦i A‡bKUvB K‡g †Mj| gv_ve¨_vI †bB| GKUz
Av‡M wRnvw` ûRyi Ii R¦i †`Lvi Q‡j Ii cvqLvbvi iv¯Ívq Avj‡Zv K‡i GKUv †LuvPv
w`‡q †M‡Q| Avi e‡j †M‡Q, bvgvR-†ivRvi MvwdjwZi Kvi‡Y GBme R¦iRvwi nq|
gvngy` G K_vi †Kv‡bv Reve †`qwb| wRnvw` ûRyi bvbv Q‡j I‡K Qq-mvZevi al©Y
K‡i‡Q| GB wRnvw` ûRyi‡K GKevi cywj‡k a‡iwQj| KviY, †m eo QvÎ fvB‡ì wb‡q
Mfxi iv‡Z Kx me †Uªwbs Kivq| GB gvìvmvi mevB Rv‡b GB wRnvw` ûRy‡ii m‡½
AvdMvwb¯Ívb, wjweqv, wmwiqvi eo eo wRnvwì m¤úK© Av‡Q| K¬v‡m A‡bK‡K †mB me
QweI †`wL‡q‡Q| wRnvw` ûRy‡ii K_v n‡jv, gvby‡li RxebB n‡jv GB Rwg‡b Avjøvn&i
Øxb cÖwZôvi Rb¨| Aek¨ †m K_v ïay wRnvw` ûRyi GKvB e‡j bv, me ûRy‡iivB e‡j|
Z‡e wRnvw` ûRyi GKUz †ewk e‡j| Avi †m K_v gvngy` wek^vmI K‡i| Rxeb w`‡q
wKsev wb‡q †hfv‡e †nvK, GB c„w_exi cÖwZwU BwÂ‡Z Bmjvg cÖwZôv Ki‡Z n‡e| wKš‘
gvngy‡ì gv_vq †Xv‡K bv GZ cvc K‡iI Zviv Kxfv‡e wb‡R‡ì fv‡jv gvbyl `vwe
K‡i? GB gvìvmvq †m †`‡L‡Q me ûRy‡iivB jywZ KIg| Zv‡Z wK Zv‡ì cvc nq bv?
Avi me ûRy‡iivB e‡j, hZ ai‡bi e¨wfPvi Av‡Q, Zvi g‡a¨ me‡P‡q †ewk cvc †Rbv
Kiv| Avi †mB me †Rbvi g‡a¨ me‡P‡q †ewk cvc cyiæ‡l cyiæ‡l †Rbv Kiv| Gi kvw¯Í
LyeB fqvbK| G wel‡q A‡bK mwnn& nvw`m Av‡Q| wKš‘ †mUv †Zv GB gvìvmvqB †ewk
nq| Avi Zv †ewk K‡i gvìvmvi wkÿ‡Kiv| QvÎivI K‡i| †QvU QvÎ‡ì †P‡q eo
QvÎiv Avevi †ewk K‡i| Gme †Kgb wePvi, †ev‡S bv gvngy`|
AvR iv‡Z meviB ï‡Z †`wi n‡jv| Kvj gvnwdj| †hB-†mB gvnwdj bq, †nwjKÞvi
ûRy‡ii gvnwdj| gvngy‡ì m‡e †PvL ey‡R G‡m‡Q, Ggb mgq Ry‡qj G‡m Kv‡b Kv‡b
ejj, ÔQv‡` jÕ| gvngy` D‡V Ry‡q‡ji cv a‡i nvDgvD K‡i Kvbœv K‡i ejj, ÔfvB,
Avgvi Lye e¨_v Ki‡Z‡Q| Mv‡qI Lye R¦i| AvBR Avgv‡i gvd K‡i †`b| KvBj
Aek¨B hvgy, fvBÕ| Ry‡qj †Kv‡bv K_v bv e‡j PzcPvc P‡j †Mj| wKš‘ gvngy` mviv
ivZ Nygv‡Z cvij bv| Kvj †m wKQy GKUv Ki‡e| Avi mn¨ nq bv| G Rxeb Avi
fv‡jv jv‡M bv| hv nIqvi Zv-B n‡e|
†Rvn‡ii bvgv‡Ri ciciB gvBK †e‡R DVj| wewfbœ RvqMvq †gvU GK‡kvi Ic‡i
gvBK jvMv‡bv n‡q‡Q| cÖwZwU Lv¤^vi m‡½ `ywU K‡i| gvnwd‡ji †K›`ª¯’j †_‡K AviI
Avav wK‡jvwgUvi `~i ch©šÍ gvBK jvMv‡bv n‡q‡Q| QvÎ‡ì g‡a¨ hv‡ì KÉ fv‡jv,
Zv‡ì w`‡q †KivZ, Bmjvwg msMxZ MvIqv‡bv n‡”Q| Gm‡ei k‡ã GjvKv cÖKw¤úZ|
gvnwd‡ji gq`v‡b ax‡i ax‡i †jvKmgvMg ïiæ n‡q‡Q| nv‡Z jvBU wb‡q wewfbœ GjvKv
†_‡K †jvKRb Avmv ïiæ K‡i‡Q| gvMwi‡ei AvRv‡bi Av‡MB †nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii
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†nwjKÞv‡i ivRwmK cÖ‡e‡ki K_v ejv n‡q‡Q| GB gv‡VB bvg‡e †nwjKÞvi|
†nwjKÞvi ûRyi Bgvg n‡q gvMwi‡ei bvgvR cov‡bvi K_v Av‡Q| GjvKvi †jvKRb
Zvi †cQ‡b bvgvR co‡e e‡j G‡m‡Q| gvìvmvi A‡cÿvK…Z eq‡m eo QvÎiv `vwqZ¡
†c‡q‡Q †¯^”Qv‡me‡Ki| Zv‡ì nv‡Z euv‡ki jvwV, gv_vq jvj Kvco Avi ey‡K Szj‡Q
e¨vR| Zv‡Z Qwemn bvg †jLv, Avi eo eo Aÿ‡i †jLv †¯^”Qv‡meK| Zv‡ì fveB
Avjv`v| AvR GLv‡b cÖavb e³v †nwjKÞvi ûRyi| G Qvov eo eo gvìvmvi
gynZvwggivI e³e¨ ivL‡e| Zvi Av‡M GB gvìvmvi wkÿ‡Kiv e³e¨ †i‡L wb‡R‡ì
fwel¨r e³v nIqvi welqwU SvjvB K‡i wb‡”Q| Avm‡ii wKQy ci eo ûRyi, A_©vr GB
gvìvmvi gynZvwgg ûRyi †dvb Kij †nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii †m‡µUvwii Kv‡Q| †Kv_vq
KZ`~i KLb iIbv †`‡e, Gme Rvbvi Rb¨| cvkvcvwk G-I Rvbvj, jvL jvL ag©cÖvY
gymwjøqv‡b †Kivg A‡cÿv Ki‡Q †nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii †cQ‡b bvgvR co‡e e‡j| wKš‘
GB K_vi Rev‡e †m‡µUvwi hv Rvbvj, Zv‡Z gv_vq i³ D‡V †Mj gynZvwg‡gi| ûRyi
bvwK Gkvi bvgv‡Ri Av‡M iIbvB w`‡Z cvi‡e bv| KviY, †m GLb wm‡j‡U IqvR
Kivi Rb¨ †nwjKÞv‡i DV‡e| †mLv‡b KuvUvq KuvUvq `yB NÈv IqvR K‡i Zvici
GLv‡bi D‡Ï‡k¨ †nwjKÞv‡i DV‡e| GB K_v e‡j gynZvwgg‡K †Kv‡bv my‡hvM bv
w`‡qB †dvb †K‡U w`j| Zvici kZevi †dvb Kivi ciI Icvk †_‡K Zv †KD aij
bv| GLb A‡cÿgvY gymwjø‡ì Kx ej‡e gynZvwgg? Aek¨ †m me wKQy‡ZB PgrKvi
wg‡_¨ e‡j Ôg¨v‡bRÕ Ki‡Z cv‡i| ïay bIkv` †PŠayix‡K g¨v‡bR Ki‡Z GKUz Kó
n‡”Q| †m mÜ¨vi m‡½ m‡½ Zvi ÔcvwbcywbÕi †evZj Ly‡j e‡m‡Q| wKQyÿY cici †dvb
K‡i AK_¨ fvlvq MvjvMvj Ki‡Q| mgq hZB Mov‡”Q, DrmvwnZ RbZvi cwigvY
ZZB evo‡Q| GUv †`‡LI wekvj Lywk gynZvwgg| gvnwd‡ji GKch©v‡q wbwg©Ze¨
gvìvmv Avi gmwR‡ì Rb¨ mvnvh¨ PvIqv n‡e| ZLb n‡e `v‡bi cÖwZ‡hvwMZv, †K
KZ w`‡Z cv‡i| GRb¨ wbR¯^ †jvK wVK Kiv Av‡Q, †h ej‡e, Avwg GZ jvL| GKevi
jv‡Li N‡i DV‡jB †Kjøv d‡Z| Zvici Zvi †`Lv‡`wL A‡b‡KB jvL UvKv †`‡e| GB
gmwR`-gvìvmvi Rb¨ mvnvh¨ PvIqv‡bv n‡e †nwjKÞvi ûRyi‡K w`‡q| GB ejvi Rb¨
†m Avjv`vfv‡e cÂvk nvRvi †P‡q‡Q| KviY, †m bvwK †`‡L‡Q, Gi Av‡M hZ
gvnwd‡j †m mvnvh¨ †P‡q‡Q, †mLv‡b †KvwU UvKvI D‡V‡Q| gynZvwgg Avi bIkv`
†PŠayix †nwjKÞvi ûRyi‡K †nwjKÞvi fvov Avi Zvi nvw`qvi evB‡iI GB cÂvk
nvRvi UvKv w`‡Z mvb‡›` ivwR n‡q‡Q|
ax‡i ax‡i †nwjKÞv‡ii Rb¨ Aw¯’i n‡q D‡V‡Q gvbyl| gvMwi‡ei wKQy Av‡M gynZvwgb
gvB‡K †NvlYv w`j, ÔwcÖq gymwjø fvB‡qiv, GKUv NUbv N‡U‡Q, †mUv Avcbv‡ì Rvbv
ìKvi| Avgv‡ì gnvgvb¨ cÖavb e³v hLb GLv‡b Avmvi D‡Ï‡k¨ †nwjKÞv‡i
D‡V‡Qb, ZLb †nwjKÞv‡i mvgvb¨ hvwš¿K ÎæwU n‡q‡Q| Rvwb bv Avjøvn& cvK Avgv‡ì
†Kvb cixÿvi g‡a¨ †d‡j‡Qb| GLb †nwjKÞvi †givg‡Zi KvR Pj‡Q| hLbB wVK
n‡e, ZLbB iIbv †`‡e| Dwb GKUz Av‡M Avgv‡K †dvb K‡i welqwUi Rb¨ `ytL cÖKvk
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K‡i‡Qb| Avcbv‡ì mevB‡K e‡j‡Qb Ibvi Rb¨ †`vqv-Lv‡qi Ki‡ZÕ| e‡jB
gynZvwgg gybvRv‡Zi Rb¨ Avjøvcv‡Ki ìev‡i nvZ Zzjj| †mB †gvbvRvZ `xN© n‡jv
gvMwi‡ei AvRvb ch©šÍ| †gvbvRv‡Z Avjøvi ìev‡i KvbœvKvwUI Kij †ek wKQyÿY|
gvMwi‡ei bvgv‡Ri ci †jv‡K †jvKviY¨ n‡q †Mj gvìvmvi gvV| Avkcv‡k †Kv‡bv
†gvUimvB‡Kj Pjvi kã †c‡jI †KD †KD Ô†nwj‡KÞvi †nwj‡KÞviÕ e‡j wPrKvi w`‡q
DV‡Q| wKš‘ mwZ¨Kv‡ii †nwjKÞvi †hb Avi Avm‡ZB PvB‡Q bv| gynZvwgg G‡Ki ci
GK †dvb K‡iB hv‡”Q †nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii †m‡µUvwi‡K| wKš‘ †dvb Avi wiwmf n‡”Q
bv| bIkv` †PŠayix G‡Ki ci GK Mvwj w`‡q hv‡”Q †dv‡b| GUv Zvi gvb-m¤§vb-
B¾‡Zi cÖkœ| †nwjKÞvi ûRyi G‡m bv †cuŠQv‡jI LyPiv e³viv gvV †ek Mig K‡i
†i‡L‡Q| wRnv` KZUv ìKvi, †ec`©v bvixi Kvi‡Y mgv‡Ri Kx Kx ÿwZ n‡”Q, c`©v
bv _vKvq Kx cwigvY al©Y †e‡o‡Q, Bûw`-bvmviviv cÖwZw`b lohš¿ K‡i Bmjv‡gi Kx
cwigvY ÿwZ Ki‡Q, GmeB †mB R¦vjvgqx e³‡eï welq| e³‡e¨ GK ch©v‡q mevB
wRnvwì Kv‡Q Iqv`v Kij, Zviv Avi †KDB KL‡bv gvjvDb‡ì ms¯‹…wZ cqjv êkvL
cvjb Ki‡e bv| KviY, ûRyi e‡j‡Q, †h ev hviv cqjv êkvL cvjb Ki‡e, Zvi nvki
n‡e wn›`y‡ì m‡½| Gi gv‡b wbwðZ †`vRL| wRnvw` ûRyi IVvi ci g‡b n‡jv gv‡V
Av¸b †j‡M‡Q| Av‡jvPbvi Ab¨Zg eo welq bvw¯ÍKZv I mgKvwgZv|
ÔIB †h †`‡Lbœv kvnvevwM, wPi Rvnvbœvwg! KZ¸‡jv †ek¨v gvwM bvB”Pv bvB”Pv Avjøvn&i
†cqv‡ii ev›`v‡Mv wg_¨v gvgjvq duvwm PvB‡Q! IB¸‡jv Kx? IB¸jv nBj bv‡¯ÍK!
IB¸jv Kx?Õ mevB mg¯^‡i Reve w`j, Ôbv‡¯ÍK!Õ
ÔIB¸jv mgKvgx, IB¸jv Kx?Õ mevB Avevi mg¯^‡i Avevi Reve w`j, ÔmgKvgx!Õ
ÔmgKvgx Kx, ey‡”Qb? †ev‡SbœvB! hyeK fvBiv nq‡Zv †dBmey‡Ki Kj¨v‡Y wKQyUv ey‡”Q,
gyiweŸiv †ev‡SbvB...Õ Gevi gv‡V GKUz ¸Äb DVj|
ÔmgKvgx Kx, LyBjøv KBZvgwb?Õ
gvnwd‡ji mvg‡b e‡m _vKv K‡qKRb e‡j DVj, ÔKb ûRyi, KbÕ|
Ôbv _vK! Agb K_v gy‡L Avb‡j Avgvi ewg Av‡n! ZviciI ewj, KviY, Avgv‡ì
Rvbvi ìKvi Av‡Q| mgKvgx nB‡jv cyiæ‡l cyiæ‡l †Rbv Kiv! e‡jb bvDRywejøvn!Õ
gv‡V bvDRywejøvn ejvi ciI GKUv ¸Äb DVj| KviY, B`vbxs GB NUbv gvìvmvi
wkÿ‡Kiv GZ †ewk NUv‡”Q †h hviv cwÎKv c‡o bv, Zv‡ì Kv‡bI NUbv hv‡”Q| Avi
GB wRnvw` ûRy‡ii bv‡g †h Ggb K_v cÖPwjZ, Zv ¯’vbxq A‡b‡KB Rv‡b| GB wRnvw`
Av‡M †h gvìvmvq wQj, †mLvb †_‡K GB †`v‡lB Zvi PvKwi †M‡Q, †mUvI Kg‡ewk
A‡b‡KB Rv‡b, ZvB GB ¸Äb| wRnvw` ûRyi MjvLuvKvwi w`‡q ¸Äb _vwg‡q w`‡q ejv
ïiæ Kij, ÔwcÖq gymwjø fvB‡qiv Avgvi! GB mKj bqvbv‡¯ÍK gyiZv`‡ì KZj Ki‡Z
n‡e| †h bv‡¯ÍK n‡e, ZviB Kjøv †d‡j w`‡Z n‡e, †h bv‡¯ÍK n‡e, ZviB Kjøv †d‡j
w`‡Z n‡e| e‡jb wVw°bv!Õ
ÔwVK!Õ
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Bw÷kb BeyK
ÔAvcbviv Rv‡bb, GB mgKvwgZv gnvb AvjøvcvK iveŸyj Avjvwgb wb‡Z KZUv AcQ›`
Ki‡Zb? jyZ AvjvBwn Iqvmvjøv‡gi cy‡iv KIg aŸsm K‡i w`‡jb GB mgKvwgZvi
Aciv‡a| Zviv mevB GB RNb¨ K‡g© wjß wQj| Avjøvn& Zvi MRe †gveviK †d‡j cyiv
RvwZ aŸsm KBiv w`‡jb| †mLv‡b Avwg-Avcwb GB mgKvwgZv †g‡b wb‡Z cvwi?Õ
Ôbv!Õ
ÔAvR GBLv‡b Gÿzwb mevB GB †bvsiv Kv‡Ri weiæ‡× wRnv` †NvlYv K‡ib! GBmKj
bv‡¯ÍK, gyiZv`, mgKvgx‡ì GB mgv‡R †Kv_vI ¯’vb n‡e bv| G‡KKUv‡K a‡i a‡i
RevB K‡i Rvnvbœv‡g cvVvBqv †`‡eb| Avi bvn‡j Avjøvn&i Rwg‡b Øxb cÖwZôv Ki‡Z
cvi‡eb bv| e‡jb Avgiv G‡ì Kjøv dvjvBqv Avjøvn&i Rwg‡b Øxb cÖwZôv Kie wKbv!Õ
cy‡iv gvV Mig n‡q †Mj| †÷‡R GKRb wPrKvi K‡i ejj, Ôbviv‡q ZvKwei|Õ
D‡ËwRZ RbZv ejj, ÔAvjøvûqvKei!Õ K‡qKevi †¯øvMvb †Ìqvi ci hLb _vgj, ZLb
†m IqvR ïiæ Kij bvixi c`©v wb‡q|
GLv‡b IqvR GB cÖ_g bq| ev‡iv eQi a‡i GLv‡b mdjZvi m‡½ IqvR n‡q Avm‡Q|
Z‡e †nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii g‡Zv nvB †cÖvdvBj e³v GB cÖ_g| wKš‘ GZ eo bvgx`vwg
e³v †h GZ ayiÜi Avi evUcvi n‡e, Zv †Kv‡bvfv‡eB eyS‡Z cv‡iwb gynZvwgg|
gvMwie cvi n‡q‡Q, Gkv n‡e GKUz ci| Kx Ki‡e eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv gynZvwgg| Lye
VvÐv gv_vq †m †÷‡R e‡m Av‡Q| †nwjKÞvi ûRyi hw` bv Av‡m †Zv Kx Ki‡e †m?
bvn&! Ggb K_v fve‡ZB cvi‡Q bv gynZvwgg| mvg‡bi jvL jvL bv †nvK, AšÍZ K‡qK
nvRvi gymwjø i‡q‡Q, hviv GB Iqv‡Ri Rb¨ UvKvcqmv, avb-Pvj, Miæ-QvMj, mycvwi,
nuvm-gyiwM A‡bK wKQy w`‡q‡Q| GeQi Znwej msMÖnI n‡q‡Q gvkvjøv| GL‡bv gvnwdj
†_‡K gvìvmv Avi gmwR‡ì K_v e‡j UvKv IVv‡bv evwK| GB gvnwdj gvìvmvq
Av‡qvwRZ me©e„nr gvnwdj| fvM¨ fv‡jv _vK‡j ïay gvnwdj †_‡KB cÖavb e³vi K_vq
wek-cuwPk jvL UvKvI D‡V †h‡Z cv‡i| wKš‘ mewKQy fÐzj n‡q hv‡e hw` †nwjKÞvi
ûRyi mwZ¨B bv Av‡m| GB fvebvi g‡a¨B nVvr ûRy‡ii †m‡µUvwi †dvb w`j| `ªæZ †m
†dvb wb‡q †÷‡Ri evB‡i P‡j †Mj| GK Kv‡b AvOzj w`‡q ïbj Icvk †_‡K ej‡Q,
ÔAvgiv iIbv w`‡qwQ| Avi wek-cuwPk wgwbU jvM‡eÕ| e‡jB †dvb †K‡U w`j| Nvg
w`‡q R¦i Qvovi g‡Zv Ae¯’v n‡jv gynZvwg‡gi| †`Š‡o wM‡q †÷‡Ri GKUv
gvB‡µv‡dvb nv‡Z wb‡q ejj, ÔDcw¯’Z gymwjøqv‡b †Kivg, gnvb Avjøvcv‡Ki A‡kl
ing‡Z Avgv‡ì cÖavb e³vi †nwj‡KÞvi fv‡jv n‡q‡Q, Ibviv iIbv w`‡q‡Qb, mevB
e‡jb Avjnvg`ywjjøvn!Õ GZUzKz e‡jB gynZvwgg †÷R Z¨vM Kij| †÷‡Ri †cQ‡b
ùvov‡bv Zvi `yB Lv‡`‡gi g‡a¨ dvwng‡K ejj, ÔAvgvi iæ‡g Avq, Rjw`Õ| Lywk‡Z
gbUv †hb dwo‡Oi g‡Zv bvPvbvwP Ki‡Q gynZvwg‡gi| †m a‡iB wb‡qwQj †kl ch©šÍ
†nwjKÞvi ûRyi Avm‡e bv| hw` bv-B AvmZ Zvn‡j KwgwUi Kv‡Q Kx Reve w`Z? Kx
ejZ GB Dcw¯’Z nvRvi nvRvi gymwjø‡K? GB Kw`b a‡i jvL jvL UvKv Zz‡j‡Q QvÎiv|
GLb gynZvwgg gvnwdj PjvKv‡j Kv‡jKkb wb‡qI h‡_ó Avkvev`x| wbwg©Ze¨ gvìvmv
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feb I gmwR‡ì K_v e‡j fv‡jv UvKvB DV‡e hw` †nwjKÞvi ûRyi e‡j †`q| e‡j
†m †`‡e wbðqB| †h‡nZz GB ejvi Rb¨B †m Avjv`v cÂvk nvRvi UvKv wb‡q‡Q|
†mLv‡b †KD wbg©vY LiP †`‡e, †KD e¯Ívq e¯Ívq wm‡g›U, Ub‡K Ub iW, evwj BZ¨vw`
†Ìqvi cÖwZkÖæwZ †`‡e| Z‡e welqUv †h‡nZz gmwR`-gvìvmvi Avi Gi †cQ‡b i‡q‡Q
bIkv` †PŠayixi g‡Zv GK mv‡eK my‡ì Kvievwi ayiÜi e¨w³, ZLb bv w`‡qI Avi
Dcvq _vK‡e bv| GB mewKQyB fÐzj n‡q †hZ hw` †nwjKÞvi ûRyi bv AvmZ|
gynZvwg‡gi g‡b n‡”Q, Zvi duvwmi ivq evwZj n‡q‡Q| GB Lywk‡Z gynZvwgg GKUz
evowZ Avb›` Ki‡Z Pvq| ZvB Zvi ÔBkwckvjÕ Lv‡`g dvwng‡K iæ‡g †W‡K‡Q| Zv‡K
GB we‡kl †mev`v‡bi Rb¨ dvwng QvovI AviI Rbv Q‡qK dzUdz‡ U wkï i‡q‡Q| Zviv
G‡KKw`b G‡KKRb Zvi m‡½ wb`ªv hvq| A_©vr ejvi m‡½m‡½ cvRvgv Ly‡j ï‡q
c‡o|
gvìvmvq covKv‡j †m hLb w`‡bi ci w`b al©‡Yi wkKvi n‡Zv, ZLb †m ¯^cœ †`LZ
GKw`b †hfv‡eB †nvK, †m gvìvmvi wkÿK n‡e| n‡e eo ûRyi ev gynZvwgg| Zvici
cÖwZ‡kva †b‡e| Ggb fvebv A‡b‡KiB QvÎve¯’vq ˆZwi nq| †mUv †m-I Rv‡b| GLb
hviv awl©Z n‡”Q, ZvivI n‡q DV‡Q G‡KKRb wkï al©K| GUv hyM hyM a‡i P‡j
Avm‡Q| gvìvmvq covKv‡j I‡KB e‡j‡Q Ii A‡bK mncvVx| Zv‡ì e³e¨ n‡jv,
Avwg gviv LvBwQ, Avwg bv gvBiv Qvwo Kxfv‡e? A‡b‡K Avevi gvìvmvq _vKvKv‡j
hLb eo nq, ZLb gvìvmvi †QvU QvÎ‡ì al©Y K‡i cÖwZ‡kva †bIqv ïiæ K‡i| †hgb
wQj Avbvm| Avbvm Zvi m‡½ cÖ_g †hw`b GB KvR K‡i, †mUv wQj ¯^vfvweK| wKš‘ gvQ
cvnviv †Ìqvi UsN‡i AvdMvwb ûRy‡ii mvg‡b AvPgKv c‡o wM‡qwQj, Zv †gv‡UB bq|
IUv wQj Avm‡j Avbvm Avi AvdMvwb ûRy‡ii cwiKíbvi Ask| †hUv Avbvm I‡K
wb‡RB e‡j‡Q| Avbvm‡K gvìvmvi cÖvq wkÿKB wbqwgZ al©Y KiZ| I‡K AvdMvwb
ûRy‡ii nv‡Z Zz‡j †Ìqv wQj †mB cÖwZ‡kv‡aiB GKUv Ask| wKš‘ I hZ eo n‡Z
_v‡K, ZZ Ii `y‡UvB fv‡jv jvMv ïiæ K‡i| A_©vr gvi‡ZI fv‡jv jv‡M, gviv †L‡ZI
fv‡jv jv‡M| Z‡e GLv‡b I‡K gvi‡e, Ggb †jvK cvIqv hvq bv| I‡K †g‡iB ÿvšÍ
_vK‡Z nq| Z‡e nu¨v, †c‡qwQj GKRb| ew`D¾vgvb bv‡gi 14-15 eQ‡ii GK QvÎ|
†hwQj Ii g‡ZvB A_©vr wb‡RI †L‡Z fv‡jvevmZ Avevi gvi‡ZI Lye cQ›` KiZ|
Avnv, †mB me w`b! GL‡bv ew`D¾vgv‡bi K_v cÖwZ iv‡Z g‡b c‡o gynZvwg‡gi| Kx
GKUv mgq wQj gynZvwgg Avi ewì! GKRb Ab¨Rb‡K ¯^vgx-¯¿x g‡b KiZ| †Q‡jUv
Lye Av‡eMcÖeY wQj| Av‡e‡Mi ekeZ©x n‡q GK fqsKi Aciva K‡i cvwj‡q †Mj GB
gvìvmv †_‡K| ZL‡bv gynZvwgg KvD‡K wKQy bv ej‡jI Ii eyKUv †f‡O LvbLvb n‡q
wM‡qwQj|
gynZvwgg hLb Avjøvgv Kvwd Avng` ûRy‡ii gvìvmv †_‡K `vIiv‡q nvw`m cvm Kij,
ZLb Zvi eqm †ZBk| PvKwi n‡jv cv‡ki _vbvi GKUv gvìvmvq wkÿK wn‡m‡e|
ZZw`b †m wbqwgZ QvÎ al©Y ïiæ K‡i‡Q| Zvi mvg‡b kZ kZ †Mjgvb| PvB‡jB
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Zv‡ì cv‡”Q wb‡Ri †L`gZKvix wn‡m‡e| wKš‘ GKw`b nv‡Zbv‡Z aiv c‡o †Mj|
†jvf mvgjv‡Z bv †c‡i gvìvmv KwgwUi GK †Q‡j‡K al©Y K‡i emj| Avi †mUvB Zvi
Kvj n‡q ùvovj| ZLb Gme wb‡q cywj‡k †Ìqvi Pj wQj bv| RbZv a‡i †g‡iwQj
Lye| AvRI Agvem¨v-c~wY©gvq †mB gv‡ii e¨_v †Ui cvq| RyZvi gvjv cwi‡q gy‡L
PzbKvwj †g‡L †ei K‡i w`‡qwQj GjvKv †_‡K| Gici b`xfvOvi Mí †du‡` †ewi‡q
c‡o †m| G‡m c‡o GB myw` bï Ii‡d bIkv` †PŠayixi nv‡Z| Zvici †_‡K Av‡Q,
Pj‡Q|
gynZvwgg mv‡ne iæ‡g G‡m dvwn‡gi we‡kl †L`gZ †bIqv ïiæ Kij| †L`gZ MÖnY
hLb cÖvq †kl ch©v‡q, ZLb avg avg K‡i †KD GKRb jvw_ gvi‡Z ïiæ Kij Zvi
N‡ii ìRvq| gynZvwgg wePwjZ bv n‡q ax‡imy‡¯’ †mev MÖn‡Yi KvR †kl K‡i cvRvgv
c‡i wb‡q dvwng‡K cvwV‡q w`j ev_iæ‡g| gynZvwgg Rv‡b †K Zvi ìRvq jvw_
gvi‡Q| GB GjvKvq Z_v GB BDwbq‡b GgbwK †MvUv _vbvq Kv‡iv mvnm †bB
gynZvwg‡gi ìRvq jvw_ gv‡i| ïay GKRbB GB mvnm I ÿgZv iv‡L| Avi †m n‡jv
gvìvmv KwgwUi AvRxeb mfvcwZ myw` bï Ii‡d bIkv` †PŠayix| wKš‘ ZvI me mgq
K‡i bv †m| hLb IB ÔcvwbcywbÕ Lvq, ZLb Zvi gv_vq gvj D‡V hvq, Avi Ggb K‡i|
ìRv †Lvjvi ci bIkv` †PŠayix ejj, ÔIB wgqv, Zzwg iæ‡g ûBqv †cvjv jvMvI, A¨v?
cÖavb e³vi Lei wK, A¨v?Õ gynZvwgg gv_v VvÐv †i‡L ejj, Ôgv_v VvÐv K‡ib| †cvjv
Avc‡bI jvMvB‡eb, mgm¨v wK? e³v jBqv wPšÍv KB‡ib bv| †m †nwjKÞv‡i DV‡QÕ|
ÔAv‡i LvbwKi †cvjv, †Zvi †nwj‡KÞv‡ii ¸wó Pzw`, †Zvi ¸wóI Pzw`| Avgvi e³v KB?
†nwj‡KÞvi KB? mÜ¨v _vBK¨v ûbZvwm AvBZv‡Q AvBZv‡Q| U¨vKv wK ej‡ì †cv‡›`
w`qv c‡o? LvbwKi †cvjv, Knb AvB‡ev?Õ gynZvwgg bIkv` †PŠayix‡K wb‡q Lv‡U
emvj| Zvici ejj, ÔAvc‡b gv_v VvÐv KBiv e‡nb| Dwb AvB‡Z Avi wgwbU we‡kK
mgq jvM‡e| Avc‡b ZZÿY †i÷ K‡ib, QvÎ GKUv Av‡Q, Zvi †L`gZ MÖnY K‡ib|
c‡i †Mvmj-†Uvmj KBiv AvZiUvZi w`qv †÷‡R Av‡nb, †nwj‡KÞvi ûRy‡ii GKcv‡k
Avc‡b eB‡eb, GK cv‡k AvwgÕ|
GK_v †kvbvi ci bIkv` †PŠayix LvwbKUv VvÐv n‡jv| evRLuvB Mjvq ejj, ÔˆK, QvÎ
ˆK?Õ bïi û¼vi ï‡b dvwn‡gi eyKUv aK K‡i DVj|
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 18 
Ae‡k‡l AvKvk-cvZvj Kuvwc‡q ivZ bqUvi wKQy ci †nwjKÞvi G‡m bvgj| ûRyi
G‡m bvgvi ci Zvi bv‡gi Av‡M-c‡i bvbv we‡klY jvwM‡q †¯øvMvb †Ìqv ïiæ n‡jv|
cy‡iv GjvKv cÖKw¤úZ n‡jv †¯øvMv‡b| Av‡›`vwjZ n‡jv cy‡iv GjvKv| †ek K‡qKRb
mvsevw`K‡K QyU‡Z †`Lv †Mj K¨v‡giv wb‡q †cQb †cQb QyU‡Q| †nwjKÞvi ûRyi mvD`
wKs wcÖÝ †gvnv¤§` web mvjgvb‡e‡k AvPKvb Dwo‡q, cvMwo `ywj‡q, gÂ Kuvwc‡q
ivRwmK cÖ‡ek Kij| mvg‡bi †¯øvMvb AviI †Rviv‡jv n‡jv| †¯øvMvb AviI wKQy mgq
Pj‡Z w`‡q †nwjKÞvi ûRyi gyLUzL gy‡Q, `vwo †gvevi‡K AvOzj mÂvjb †k‡l mevB‡K
`yB nvZ w`‡q _vgvi Bkviv w`‡jb| Bgvwb e‡j ejxqvb D‡ËwRZ †ZŠwnw` gymwjg
RbZv AviI †Rv‡i †Rv‡i gvivZ¥K gvivZ¥K we‡klY jvwM‡q †¯øvMvb w`‡qwU‡q GKmgq
K¬všÍ n‡q _vgj| GKUv ÔBkwckvjÕ Kv‡c Zvi Rb¨ Pv Avbv n‡jv| gynZvwgg ïiæ
†_‡KB †nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii m‡½m‡½B Av‡Q| Gevi mÂvjK gvB‡µv‡dvb nv‡Z wb‡q
ûRyi Avmvq †`wi wb‡q mevi Kv‡Q ÿgv PvBj| Gici ûRy‡ii bvg †NvlYv Kij|
Iqv‡Ri gvV Gevi cy‡ivcywi R‡g D‡V‡Q| †jvKmgvMg AviI †ewk n‡q‡Q BwZg‡a¨B|
†nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii Iqv‡Ri m‡½ mvg‡bi gymwjøqv‡b‡Kivg û, nv, Avjnvg`ywjjøvn,
†mvevbvjøv BZ¨vw` e‡j Iqv‡R AskMÖnY Ki‡Z jvMj|
gvngy` mÜ¨v †_‡K Ry‡qj‡K †Svjv‡”Q| hZeviB Ry‡qj‡K e‡j‡Q ÔPj Qv‡` hvBÕ,
ZZeviB gvngy` e‡j‡Q IqvR AviI R‡g DVzK| mÜ¨v †_‡K gvngy`‡K †Pv‡L †Pv‡L
†i‡L‡Q Ry‡qj, Avovj n‡Z †`qwb| †nwjKÞv‡ii gyL w`‡q hLb Av¸b Si‡Q, ZLb
gvngy` wb‡RB Ry‡q‡ji nv‡Z Pvc w`‡q Bkviv w`j| m‡½m‡½ Ry‡qj gvngy`‡K wb‡q
Qv‡` iIbv w`j| gvìvmvi bZzb feb Iqv‡Ri gvV †_‡K wgwbU wZ‡b‡Ki nuvUvc_|
gvB‡Ki wPrKv‡i cy‡iv GjvKv cÖKw¤úZ| GK‡kv-†ò‡kv MR cici gvBK emv‡bv
i‡q‡Q| Ry‡qj Avi gvngy` †`Lj Avkcv‡k †KD †bB| gvngyÌ g‡b nq Ggb GKUv
cwi‡ekB †P‡qwQj| wmuwo †e‡q cvwbi U¨vs‡Ki Kv‡Q hvIqvUv AZ mnR bq| wmuwoRy‡o
†ei n‡q _vKv iW, k¨vUvwis‡qi euvk, †c‡iKIqvjv KvV BZ¨vw` cvi n‡q Iiv DVj
Qv‡`| †mLv‡bI PviUv gvB‡Ki nb© jvMv‡bv Av‡Q| †nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii ûsKvi Avi
gymwjø‡ì mg_©‡bi wPrKv‡i Ab¨ †Kv‡bv wKQy †kvbvi †Rv †bB| `yR‡bB DV‡Q Avi
D‡ËRbvq Kuvc‡Q| `yR‡bi `yB ai‡bi D‡ËRbv| Ry‡q‡ji `xN©w`‡bi B”Qv gvngy` Zvi
ÔIBUvÕ gy‡L wbK| wfwWI‡Z Ggb †`‡L‡Q †m| gvngy` GZ w`b ivwR wQj bv| †mw`b
wfwWI †`Lv‡bvi ci GLb Zv‡K hv ejv nq, †m Zv‡ZB ivwR n‡q hvq| IB w`bB Aí
GKUz mg‡qi Rb¨ wb‡qwQj| Ry‡q‡ji †ek †j‡MwQj| wKš‘ m‡½ m‡½ ewg K‡i w`‡qwQj
gvngy`| Zvici Iiv Avi †RvivRywi K‡iwb| `yR‡bB jyw½ c‡i Av‡Q| jyw½ c‡i Gme
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Bw÷kb BeyK
KvR Kiv fv‡jv| A‡cÿvK…Z wbivc` _vKv hvq| jyw½ Lyj‡Z-ci‡Z Kg mgq jv‡M|
Iiv Qv‡ì wKbviv a‡i cvwbi U¨vs‡Ki Avov‡j P‡j Gj| G‡mB Ry‡qj Kvco Zz‡j
gvngy`‡K ejj, Ôj, GBevi gy‡n jÕ| Ry‡qj Gevi †h‡Kv‡bv mg‡qi †P‡q †ewk
D‡ËwRZ n‡q Av‡Q| gvngy` Zvi ÔIBUvqÕ nvZ w`‡ZB exh©öjb n‡q †Mj Ry‡q‡ji|
`yR‡bB †n‡m †djj| Zvici Avevi gvngy` bvovPvov †Ìqvi wKQy mgq ciB Avevi
k³‡cv³ n‡q †Mj| ZLb Ry‡qj ejj, Ôj Gnb, jÕ| gvngy` nuvUz †M‡o emj Ry‡q‡ji
mvg‡b| Zvici gy‡L †bIqvi Av‡M ejj, ÔAv‡iKUz WvB‡b Av‡nv, iv¯Ív w`qv †KD jvBU
gvi‡j †Zvgvi wcV `¨vnv hvBeÕ| Ry‡qj Awb”Qv m‡Ë¡I GKUz Wv‡b †P‡c †h‡Z †h‡Z
ejj, ÔAvi hvIb hvBe bv, ZvB‡j cBov hvgy| Gnb gy‡n j, bKivwg Kwim bvÕ|
gvngy` Zv‡K Afq w`‡q ejj, ÔAv‡i, KB cBov hvBev? Avwg aiæg bv?Õ Ry‡qj
`yBw`‡K `yB cv nvjKv Qwo‡q w`‡q ejj, ÔAvqÕ| gvngy‡ì †fZiUvq ivBmwg‡ji g‡Zv
aK aK Ki‡Q| †m Ry‡q‡ji AviI Kv‡Q GwM‡q wM‡q ÔIBUvÕ aivi e`‡j †Kvg‡ii
eivei `yB nvZ w`‡q kix‡ii me©kw³ w`‡q w`j GK av°v! Ry‡qj AvUKv‡bvi †Kv‡bv
my‡hvMB †cj bv| ÔAvtÕ -e‡j GKUv wPrKvi w`j wZbZjvi Qv` †_‡K wb‡P co‡Z
co‡Z, †hLv‡b i‡q‡Q gvìvmvi bZzb ivbœvNi Kivi cÖv_wgK dvD‡Ûkb †kl Kiv iW
IVv wcjv‡ii Ask, fvOv BU, †c‡iK IVv Z³v, euvk BZ¨vw`| gvngy` Ry‡qj‡K Ggb
RvqMvq G‡b‡Q, hv‡Z wb‡P cov Ry‡q‡ji euvPvi †Kv‡bv m¤¢vebvB bv _v‡K| gvB‡Ki
cÖPÐ AvIqv‡R Ry‡q‡ji wPrKv‡i kã me‡P‡q wbKUeZ©x Kv‡iv Kv‡bI †cuŠQvj bv|
gvngy` axicv‡q bvg‡Z jvMj| ey‡Ki g‡a¨ Av‡Mi †P‡qI †ewk aK aK Ki‡Q| hLb
†`vZjvq, ZLb GKUv jvB‡Ui Av‡jv †Pv‡L coj| †KD iv¯Ív w`‡q jvBU †g‡i hv‡”Q|
†m Avevi Ici-wbP me RvqMvq jvBU gvi‡Z gvi‡Z hv‡”Q| gvngy` myweavg‡Zv GKUv
wcjv‡ii Avov‡j jywK‡q coj| jvBU A‡bK `~‡i P‡j hvIqvi ci †b‡g wM‡q gvnwd‡j
I‡ì gvìvmvi QvÎ‡ì g‡a¨ wgwj‡q †Mj|
Pj‡Q IqvR, Pj‡Q †nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii R¦vjvgqx e³e¨| GLb †m IqvR Ki‡Q Øx‡bi
bexi `vwi`ª¨ wb‡q| `qvj bex GKUv Lyigv LvBqv w`‡bi ci w`b cvi Ki‡Q BZ¨vw`
BZ¨vw`| me †k‡l IqvR ïiæ Ki‡j Bmjv‡g `v‡bi gwngv| w`‡bi †L`g‡Z †Kvb †Kvb
Lwjdv Kx me©¯^ wewj‡q w`‡q‡Q, Avjøvn&i Ni gmwR` wbg©v‡Y `v‡bi mydj, wZb‡kv †Zi
mvnvwei Kvwnwb Gme| Gici †m eû gynZvwgg Avi bIkv` †PŠayixi eû Kvw•ÿZ
welqwU mvg‡b wb‡q Gj| mevB‡K nvZ Ly‡j `vb Ki‡Z ejv n‡jv wbwg©Ze¨ gmwR`-
gvìvmvi Rb¨| ïiæ n‡jv `vb Kivi cÖwZ‡hvwMZv| GjvKvi †g¤^vi cÖ_g w`j GK jvL
UvKv| gvB‡K Zvi bvg †NvlYv Kiv n‡jv| wKš‘ KviI gv_vq cÖkœ Gj bv GKRb
BDwbqb cwil‡ì mvaviY †g¤^vi `vb Kivi g‡Zv GK jvL UvKv KB †cj| w`‡bi
†L`g‡Z †m GKjvL UvKv `vb K‡i‡Q, G-B eo K_v| †Kv‡Ì‡K †m UvKv Avm‡Q, †mUv
†gv‡UB we‡eP¨ welq bq| me© wb¤œ †h GK nvRvi UvKv †`‡e, Zvi bvgI gvB‡K †NvlYv
Ki‡e †nwjKÞvi ûRyi| †nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii gy‡L wb‡Ri bvg †kvbvi †jv‡f A‡b‡KB
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`vb Kij| †m bvg wj‡L ivL‡Q bIkv` †PŠayixi fvwZRv †gv¯ÍvK| bM` UvKv QvovI
†KD w`‡”Q wm‡g›U †Kbvi cÖwZkÖæwZ, †KDev iW †`‡e, †KD evwj| hZ mgq †h‡Z
jvMj, `vb MÖn‡Yi ZvwjKv ZZ j¤^v n‡Z jvMj|
gvnwdj †kl n‡Z n‡Z ivZ ev‡ivUv †e‡R †Mj| †nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii Kvj cv‡ki _vbvq
gvnwdj Av‡Q e‡j †m AvR KwgwUi mfvcwZi evwo‡Z †_‡K hv‡e| dR‡ii bvgvR †kl
K‡iB P‡j hv‡e| GK_v ï‡b bIkv` †PŠayix AvKv‡ki Puv` nv‡Z †cj| G‡Z K‡i
bIkv` †PŠayixi gvb-B¾Z-m¤§v‡bi gyKz‡U Av‡iKwU cvjK hy³ n‡jv| IqvR
gvnwd‡ji duv‡K wM‡q gynZvwgg hLb bIkv` †PŠayix‡K K_vUv ejj, ZLb bIkv`
†PŠayix Lywk‡Z gynZvwgg‡K Rwo‡q a‡i PKvm K‡i GKUv Pzgv w`‡q emj| gynZvwgg
†Kgb †hb GKUz †Ku‡c DVj| †nwjKÞv‡ii Rb¨ ÔBkwckvjÕ ivbœv n‡q‡Q Av‡MB|
GKUv Lvwm R‡en n‡q‡Q, LuvwU MvIqv wN w`‡q KvwjwRivi †cvjvI, cyKz‡ii KvZj
gvQ, Ggb bvbv wKQy| †nwjKÞv‡ii †m‡µUvwi nv‡dR gvIjvbv †mv‡n‡ji Kv‡b Kv‡b
ejj, Ô†mv‡nj fvB, mvivw`b Avgvi LvUvLvUwb Kg hvq bv| kixjWv g¨vRg¨vR
KiZv‡m, nvZ-cv wel KiZv‡Q, fvB| ÔBkwckvjÕ †mevh‡Zœi Rb¨ GKUv QvÎ †Ìqv
hvq?Õ †m‡µUvwi hLb GB gvìvmvq coZ, ZLb †mv‡nj gvIjvbv wQj Zvi wmwbqi
QvÎ fvB| †mv‡nj Zv‡K wbwðZ K‡i ejj, ÔGKRb bv, †h KqRb ìKvi, †è|
wPšÍvi †Kv‡bv KviY bvB| †Zvgvi I¯Ív‡ìI jvM‡e?Õ Gi Rev‡e †m‡µUvwi ÔwQ! wQ!Õ
e‡j wRf KvUj| †mv‡nj Zvi †Pv‡L me‡P‡q my›ì, mykÖx, dimv ¯^v¯’ëvb QvÎ UMi‡K
eë¯’v K‡i ivLj|
mKvj AvUUvi w`‡K ivRwgw¯¿ Ave`yj nvwKg Zvi †njcvi ev`j‡K cvVvj wbwg©Ze¨
bZzb ivbœvN‡ii cvk †_‡K iW euvKv Kivi hš¿ Avb‡Z| †mLv‡b G‡mB ev`j ÔLyb Lyb
jvk jvkÕ e‡j wPrKvi Ki‡Z jvMj| m‡½ m‡½ †mLv‡b †`Š‡o Gj AviI K‡qKRb
ivRwgw¯¿| wM‡q †`‡L †KD GKRb Dcyo n‡q g‡i c‡o Av‡Q| Zvi wcV †_‡K †ewi‡q
G‡m‡Q GKUv iW| †mLvb †_‡K i³ c‡o RgvU †eu‡a †M‡Q| Zv‡Z fbfb K‡i gvwQ
Do‡Q| Gi g‡a¨B gvìvmvi QvÎivI Qy‡U G‡m‡Q| G‡m‡Q gvìvmvi wkÿK Avey
e°i| G‡m †`Lj wbnZ QvÎ †ndRLvbvi Avwidzj nK Ry‡qj, †h wKbv gvìvmv
KwgwUi mnmfvcwZ Ave`yj Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvixi `~im¤ú‡K©i kvjv| m‡½ m‡½ †m †`Š‡o
†Mj gynZvwg‡gi Kv‡Q| ìRvq ùvwo‡q nuvcv‡Z ïiæ Kij| iæg AÜKvi| gkvwi
Uvbv‡bv| dR‡ii mvjvZ Av`v‡qi ci †nwjKÞvi ûRyi‡K we`vq w`‡q †m Avevi GKUz
ï‡qwQj| D‡V em‡Z em‡Z ejj, ÔKx e¨vcvi, Avey e°i? mvZmKv‡j nuvcvI K¨vb?Õ
Ñ GKUv fqsKi NUbv NBUv †M‡Q, ûRyi| Avc‡b P‡jb Avgvi j‡M| mfvcwZ‡i Lei
†`b, _vbvq †dvb K‡ib|
Ñ Av‡i, Kx nB‡Q, Kev †Zv!
Ñ Lyb ûRyi! Lyb nB‡Q!Õ gynZvwg Zvi LvU †gveviK †Q‡o wb‡P †b‡g Gj|
Ñ KI Kx? †K Lyb nB‡Q? †Kv_vq?
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Ñ bZzb ivbœvN‡ii cv‡k|
Lvwj Mv‡qi Ici †Kviv †MwÄUv Pvwc‡q `ªæZ cÖvq †`Š‡o Avey e°‡ii m‡½ †ewi‡q Gj
gynZvwgg| Zvi iæ‡gi g‡a¨ _vKv QvÎwU Bjvw÷K †Ìqv cvRvgv c‡i, cvÄvwe Mv‡q
w`‡q †ei n‡jv bZzb ivbœvN‡ii D‡Ï‡k¨| BwZg‡a¨ AviI †jvKRb G‡m R‡ov n‡q‡Q|
Zvi g‡a¨ gvìvmvi QvÎB †ewk| GK †Kv‡Y gvngyÌ Av‡Q| mevB G‡m Ry‡qj‡K
wPb‡Z †c‡i‡Q| Aí wKQy mg‡qi g‡a¨ bIkv` †PŠayixI G‡m nvwRi n‡jv| G‡m †Pv‡Li
Bkvivq gynZvwgg‡K wR‡Ám Kij Kxfv‡e Kx n‡jv? ax‡i ax‡i AviI †jvK G‡m Rgv
n‡Z ïiæ Kij| meviB aviYv, MZKvj iv‡Z hLb IqvR PjwQj, ZLb nq‡Zv Ry‡qj
wmMv‡iU †L‡Z Qv‡` D‡VwQj| †mLvb †_‡K AmveavbZvi Kvi‡Y c‡o †M‡Q| Ry‡q‡ji
wmMv‡iU, GgbwK MuvRv-Bqvev LvIqviI Af¨vm Av‡Q, Zv GB gvìvmvi QvÎ-wkÿK
mevB †gvUvgywU Rv‡b| wKš‘ KwgwUi AvZ¥xq nIqvi Kvi‡Y Zv‡K †KD †Zgb wKQy ejZ
bv| bIkv` †PŠayix Gi g‡a¨B _vbvi Iwm‡K †dvb K‡i‡Q| †m †dvb ai‡Q bv| †dvb
K‡i‡Q gvìvmv KwgwUi †m‡µUvwi AvjZvd e¨vcvix‡K, GK b¤î mnmfvcwZ, A_©vr
Ry‡q‡ji `yjvfvB Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix‡KI| Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix‡K †dvb K‡i e‡j‡Q,
Ô†Zvgvi nvjv KvBj Iqv‡Ri mgq Qv‡` MvÄv Uvb‡Z hvBqv cBov wMqv G‡šÍKvj
Ki‡QÕ| Iwmi GZ mKv‡j †dvb aivi K_v bq, Zv bIkv` †PŠayix Rv‡b| Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í
GjvKv †f‡O gvbyl G‡m‡Q jvk †`L‡Z| bIkv` †PŠayix mevB‡K Kov K‡i e‡j
w`‡q‡Q, †KD †hb jv‡ki Mv‡q nvZ bv †`q| †nvK Ry‡qj Qv` †_‡K c‡o wM‡q g‡i‡Q,
Zvi ciI welqwU cywjk †Km| †KD nvZ w`‡j †du‡m hv‡e| Gi g‡a¨ Ry‡q‡ji gv P‡j
G‡m‡Q| Zvi evev we‡`‡k _v‡K| Ry‡q‡ji gv eyK Pvc‡o Kuv`‡Q Avi †Q‡ji Kv‡Q
†h‡Z PvB‡Q| wKš‘ Zv‡K †h‡Z †Ìqv n‡”Q bv| PviRb gwnjv Zv‡K a‡i †i‡L‡Q|
cywjk Avm‡Z Avm‡Z mv‡o bqUv †e‡R †Mj| ZvI Iwm wb‡R Av‡mwb| GKRb GmAvB
Avi wZbRb Kb‡÷ej G‡m‡Q GKUv wcKAvc wb‡q| hviv GZÿY Qwe ZzjwQj, wfwWI
KiwQj, Zviv cywjk Avmvi ci ÿvšÍ n‡jv| Qv‡` wM‡q cywjk A‡bK¸‡jv wmMv‡i‡Ui
wdëvi, wmMv‡i‡Ui ZvgvK Lyu‡R †cj| Avi †cj Ry‡q‡ji Uzwc| GmAvB myiZnvj †kl
K‡i †gvUv cvZvi †nvMjvq jvk gywo‡q Mvwo‡Z DwV‡q _vbvq cvwV‡q w`‡q bIkv`
†PŠayixi Kv‡Q †Mj gynZvwgg Avi bIkv` †PŠayixi m‡½ ÔBkwckvjÕfv‡e †`Lv Ki‡Z|
†Kv‡bv iKg fwYZv bv K‡i GmAvB bIkv` †PŠayix‡K ejj, ÔKx Kie e‡jb| Iwm
m¨vi Avgv‡i me wkÿK‡Mv _vbvq wbqv hvB‡Z KB‡Q| Pv‡qi `vIqvZ w`‡QÕ| _vbvi
Pv‡qi `vIqvZ ï‡b bIkv` †PŠayixi eyKUv aK K‡i DVj| GB Pv‡qi A_© †m Rv‡b|
Ggb `vIqvZ Av‡MI †Ìqv n‡q‡Q mevB‡K|
ZvI wb‡Ri gvìvmvi Rb¨ bv| cv‡ki _vbvi nv‡dR gvIjvbv nvwdRyi ingvb bv‡gi
GK wkÿK Zvi gvìvmvi kvncivb bv‡gi GK Qv‡Îi †cQ‡b jvMj| wZb-wZbevi
wkïwU‡K al©Y K‡iI e¨_© nq| Zvici Zv‡K †KŠk‡j †eov‡Z wb‡q hvq Zvi evwo|
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Gici nvZ-cv †eu‡a wkïwU‡K al©Y K‡i k^vm †iva K‡i nZ¨v K‡i| Zvici †m
wkïwU‡K wb‡Ri evwoi Lv‡Ui wb‡P jywK‡q †i‡LwQj| Gici jyKv‡Z hvq ZviB GK eÜz
GB gvìvmvi mv‡eK wkÿK jyrdi gvIjvbvi Kv‡Q| c‡i Avkcv‡ki †jvKRb †mB
nvwdRy‡ii evwo †_‡K cPv MÜ †c‡q cywj‡k Lei †`q| c‡i G‡m kvnciv‡bi jvk cvq
cywjk| kvncivb LyeB fv‡jv QvÎ wQj| gvìvmvi mevB Zv‡K Lye cQ›Ì KiZ|
cywjk †kl ch©šÍ ai‡Z †c‡iwQj nv‡dR gvIjvbv nvwdRyi‡K| †m Zvi †`vlI ¯^xKvi
K‡iwQj| wKš‘ ZviciI mevB‡K _vbvq Pv †L‡Z †h‡Z n‡qwQj|
bIkv` †PŠayix eyS‡Z cvi‡Q GLb hw` GB GmAvB‡qi nv‡Z Pv-cvwbi LiP †Ìqv bv
nq †Zv mevB‡K _vbvq †b‡e Pv †L‡Z| gynZvwgg bIkv` †PŠayixi Kv‡b Kv‡b wKQy
GKUv ejj| GBme Sv‡gjv memgq AvjZvd e¨vcvix †`‡L| †m MZKvj GKUv †K‡mi
e¨vcv‡i RR Av`vj‡Z †M‡Q e‡j Avm‡Z cv‡iwb| AvjZvd e¨vcvix _vK‡Z Gme wb‡q
fve‡Z n‡Zv bv bIkv` †PŠayix‡K| bIkv` †PŠayix GmAvB‡K wb‡q wb‡Ri evwo‡Z
†Mj| †mLv‡b wM‡q Pv‡ji AvUvi iæwU Avi Miæi fzbv gvsm w`‡q bvkZv Kwi‡q cÂvk
nvRvi UvKvi GKUv ev‡Ûj Qyu‡o w`j, †hfv‡e ÿzavZ© KzKzi‡K gvbyl Lvevi Qyu‡o †`q|
†mB ev‡Ûj †`‡L GmAvB nvq nvq K‡i DVj|
ÔGBWv Kx w`‡jb, fvB? ¯úó †evSv hvB‡Z‡Q ejvrKvi †k‡l Qv` †_‡K †d‡j w`‡q
nZ¨v Kiv n‡q‡Q| Avwg GZ wPKb evwÛj w`qv K¨vg‡b Kx Kiæg? Avc‡b Avi eo
ûRyi GKUz _vbvq P‡jbÕ|
bIkv` †Kv‡bv K_v bv e‡j cvÄvwei c‡KU †_‡K AviI GKwU cÂv‡ki ev‡Ûj Qyu‡o
gvij GmAvB‡qi w`‡K| Zvici ejj, ÔGB †cvjvi `yjvfvB Avg‡Mv gvìvmvi KwgwUi
GK b¤î mnmfvcwZ| gvgjv-gygjv hv Kivi †nB Ki‡e| Avc‡b †Ubkb wb‡qb bv|
ìKvi nB‡j gynZvwgg‡i wbqv hvb| Avwg Gnb Nygvgy| Avgv‡i Avi R¦vjvB‡eb bv|
Avmmvjvgy AvjvBKzgÕ| Gici bIkv` †PŠayix A›`‡i P‡j †Mj| GmAvB eyS‡Z cvij,
GLv‡b KPjvKPwj K‡i Avi jvf †bB| bIkv` †PŠayix‡K †m †Kb ¯^qs IwmI _vbvq
wb‡q hvIqvi ÿgZv iv‡L bv| Z‡e †h K‡iB †nvK, GmAvB GB †K‡mi AvBI n‡Z
Pvq| †m AvOzj euvKv Ki‡Z Rv‡b| †mvRvAvOz‡j GLb wN DV‡e bv, eyS‡Z †c‡i †m
bIkv` †PŠayixi M„n Z¨vM Kij|
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 19 
cy‡iv gvìvmvq _g_‡g cwi‡ek weivR Ki‡Q| AvR Avi weQvbvq cÖ¯ªve Kiv `j Kvb
a‡i ùvwo‡q †bB| gvìvmvq GLb cywj‡ki Avbv‡Mvbv n‡e, mvsevw`K Avm‡e|
D‡ëvcvëv wKQy n‡j Sv‡gjv| Z‡e †KD gy‡L wKQy bv ej‡jI Ry‡q‡ji Ggb AvKw¯§K
g„Zz¨‡Z wbh©vwZZ A‡bK QvÎB g‡b g‡b Lywk| gynZvwgg †evSvi †Póv Ki‡Q †h KvRUv
†KD NwU‡q‡Q, bv Ry‡qj mwZ¨ mwZ¨ Qv` †_‡K c‡o gviv †M‡Q| gqbvZ`‡šÍi Av‡M
wKQyB †evSv hv‡e bv| Ry‡qj AvVv‡iv-Dwbk eQ‡ii GKUv wK‡kvi †Q‡j| Zv‡K †KD
ejvrKvi K‡i‡Q e‡j g‡b n‡”Q bv| eis Ii weiæ‡× A‡b‡K A‡bKevi QvÎ
ejvrKv‡ii Awf‡hvM G‡m‡Q| Z‡e Av‡M †_‡KB wKQyB ejv hvq bv| Ry‡qj KwgwUi
mnmfvcwZ Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvixi `~im¤ú‡K©i kvjv| †Kv‡bv wkÿK Ry‡q‡ji m‡½ Gme
Kivi mvnm †`Lv‡e e‡j g‡b nqbv gynZvwg‡gi| jvk cÖ_g †`Lv ivRwgw¯¿ †Q‡jUv‡K
_vbvq wb‡q †M‡Q cywjk| gynZvwgg‡K †bqwb| ivRwgw¯¿ †Q‡jUv‡K nq‡Zv †Q‡o †`‡e|
Z‡e G KvR hw` †KD K‡i _v‡K, Z‡e Zv hZ mn‡R †ei n‡e, ZZB fv‡jv| bv n‡j
cvwb †Nvjv n‡ZB _vK‡e| Avi cywjk †Nvjv cvwb‡Z gvQ wkKv‡i I¯Ív`|
`ycyi ev‡ivUvi w`‡K Ry‡q‡ji gv _vbvq GKwU nZ¨v gvgjv Kij| Ry‡q‡ji gv Md&dvi
cv‡Uvqvixi `~im¤ú‡K©i Lvjvkvïwo| Zvi ¯^vgx, A_©vr Ry‡q‡ji evev _v‡Kb †mŠw`
Avi‡e| Ry‡q‡ji gv Avi Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix‡K wb‡q GjvKvq A‡bK gyL‡ivPK K_vevZ©v
Pvjy Av‡Q| G gvgjvq AÁvZbvgv Avmvwg †Ìqv n‡q‡Q| gqbvZ`‡šÍ hw` †`Lv hvq
Ry‡qj‡K al©Y Kiv n‡q‡Q, Zvn‡j gvìvmvi wkÿK‡ì †MÖßvi K‡i Zv‡ì g‡Zv K‡i
Z`šÍ Pvwj‡q hv‡e cywjk| mfvcwZ bIkv` †PŠayixi m‡½ mnmfvcwZi m¤úK© Lye GKUv
fv‡jv bq| we‡kl K‡i gvnwd‡ji UvKvcqmv wb‡q GKUv `~iZ¡ m„wó n‡q‡Q| Z‡e
bIkv` †PŠayixi m‡½ Gÿzwb m¤ú‡K©i AviI AebwZ Pvq bv Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix| Md&dvi
cv‡Uvqvixi eëmv b`x †_‡K evjy D‡Ëvjb| GUvB mevB Rv‡b| Z‡e Zvi AviI GKUv
eëmv Av‡Q, †mUv Rv‡b bIkv` †PŠayix| d‡j GLb bIkv` †PŠayix‡K NuvUv‡j Sv‡gjv
Md&dv‡ii|
mKvj †_‡K UMi wKQyB Lvqwb| Ii R¦i R¦i jvM‡Q| cÖPÐ e¨_vq Uq‡j‡U †h‡Z fq
cv‡”Q| Ggwb‡ZI †QvU †_‡K Uq‡j‡U †h‡Z fq †cZ UMi| KviY, Ii cvBj‡mi
mgm¨v i‡q‡Q| hLb Ii evev †eu‡P wQj, ZLb K‡qKevi Wv³vi †`wL‡qwQj| †Zgb
†Kv‡bv dj bv cvIqvq GB gynZvwggB I‡K cvwb cov w`‡q wPwKrmv K‡iwQj| MZKvj
†nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii †m‡µUvwi hLb Ii m‡½ GB ÔLvivc KvRÕ K‡i‡Q, ZLb I a‡iB
wb‡qwQj I †evanq gviv hv‡”Q| `yB-`yBevi Ávb nvwi‡q‡Q UMi| UMi eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Q,
KvRUv †m‡µUvwi ûRyi K‡iwb| UM‡ii †cQ‡b †h `yó wRb †j‡M‡Q, †mB GB KvR
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Bw÷kb BeyK
Kwi‡q‡Q| †nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii g‡Zv AZ fv‡jv e³vi †m‡µUvwi Ggb KvR KL‡bvB
Ki‡Z cv‡i bv| GUv UMi wek^vm K‡i bv| ïay UMi †Kb, GB †`‡ki †KDB wek^vm
Ki‡e bv| nv‡dR gvIjvbviv Ggb KvR Ki‡Z cv‡i bv, Ggb wek^vm I aviYv GB
ûRy‡iivB mvaviY gvby‡li g‡a¨ †XvKv‡Z †c‡i‡Q| wKQyw`b Av‡M †Zv Pi‡gvbvB ûRyi
e‡j‡Q, Ô†KviAvb nvw`‡mi Av‡jv hvi g‡a¨ Av‡Q, †m KL‡bv al©K n‡Z cv‡i bvÕ| GUv
G †`‡ki 99.99% gymjgvb Zv wek^vm K‡i‡Q|
`ycy‡ii K¬v‡mi mgq UMi Uq‡j‡Ui Pvc Avi mn¨ Ki‡Z bv †c‡i D‡V ùvwo‡q `yB
AvOzj †`Lvj| `yB AvOzj †Zvjvi gv‡b n‡jv †m eoUv Kivi Rb¨ G‡¯ÍbRvq hv‡e| GK
AvOzj †Zvjv gv‡b †QvUUv, `yB AvOzj †Zvjv gv‡b eoUv Avi wZb AvOzj †Zvjv gv‡b
ARy Qy‡U wM‡q‡Q| †m GLb ARy Ki‡Z hv‡e| Gme UMi gvìvmvq fwZ© nIqvi ci
Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í wk‡L wb‡q‡Q| AvRKvj eoUvi K_v fve‡jB Kvbœv cvq Ii| cÖPÐe¨_vq
Uq‡j‡U wM‡q gyL †P‡c a‡i Kuv‡`| mKv‡j †`‡L‡Q ZvRv i³ co‡Q| GLb Kx nq †K
Rv‡b? mKvj †_‡K K¬v‡m I¯Ívìv _vKvi ciI A‡bK QvÎB Ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q gyPwK
†n‡m‡Q, wdmdvm K‡i wUàbx †K‡U‡Q| Lye j¾v †j‡M‡Q Ii| mevB wK Zvn‡j ey‡S
†M‡Q iv‡Z Ii m‡½ Kx n‡q‡Q? wKš‘ welqwU †Zv NwU‡q‡Q wRb| Iiv eySj Kx K‡i?
Uq‡j‡U wM‡q †`Lj Ae¯’vi †Kv‡bv cwieZ©b nqwb| i³ Si‡Q| AveviI e¨_vq gyL
†P‡c a‡i †Ku‡`‡Q| †Pv‡L hv‡Z Kvbœvi cvwb bv _v‡K, †m Rb¨ fv‡jv K‡i ARy K‡i
K¬v‡m †hvM w`j| iv‡Z Kuvcywb w`‡q R¦&i Gj UM‡ii| gynZvwgg‡K Rvbv‡bvi ci †m
I‡K cvwbcov w`j| †mB cvwbcov †L‡q `yBevi ewg n‡jv| iv‡Z Avi wKQyB †L‡Z
cvij bv|
Lv‡e Kxfv‡e? kxZKvj Avmvi Av‡M Av‡M ivbœvNi f‡i hvq gyjvq| Kg `v‡g cvIqv
hvq| ivbœv †`L‡j Kvbœv cvq QvÎ‡ì| g‡b nq njy` †Mvjv cvwbi g‡a¨ wKQz gyjv †Mvj
†Mvj K‡i †K‡U †Q‡o w`‡q‡Q| GLb Pj‡Q gyjvi w`b, K‡qKw`b Av‡M wQ‡jv jvD‡qi
w`b| w`‡bi ci w`b jvD| Zvici nq‡Zv Avm‡e evuavKwc, dzjKwc, kvjMg GBme|
evRv‡i hLb †h mewRi `vg me‡P‡q Kg _v‡K †m¸‡jv evRvi fvOvi ci bvg gvÎ `v‡g
f¨vb Mvwo f‡i gvìvmvq wb‡q Av‡m eveywP© g›Uz Avi Hw`‡bi Rb¨ ivbœvi Kv‡R g›Uz‡K
mvnvh¨ Kvivi Rb¨ QvÎiv|
Lvevi welqwU wb‡q Ôwkïal©‡YiÕ GKwU eo my‡hvM †bq eveywP© g›Uz| gvìvmvq `yB ai‡Yi
QvÎ i‡q‡Q| GK`j †LvivwK A_©vr Lvev‡ii UvKv w`‡q Lvq, Av‡iK `j GwZg| hviv
†LvivwK w`‡q Lvq Zv‡ì Lvevi GKUz Avjv`v nq| GKUv AvB‡Ug nq‡Zv †ewk _v‡K|
GKUv wW‡gi A‡a©KUv ev n¨vPvwii gvQ| g›Uz gv‡S g‡a¨ wKQz GwZg QvÎ‡K †LvivwK
†`qv QvÎ‡ì Lvev‡ii †_‡K Pzwi K‡i †`q A_ev GKUv wWg †f‡R †`q| wewbg‡q g›Uzi
†÷v‡i H QvÎ‡K cvRvgv Lyj‡Z nq m‡½vc‡b| g›Uz‡K wb‡qI gvìvmvq Kg NUbv bvB|
A‡bKevi wePvi e‡m‡Q Zv‡K wb‡q| wKš‘ Zv‡K PvKwi †_‡K †ei K‡i w`‡Z cv‡iwb
KLbI| KviY g›Uz A‡b‡Ki A‡bK wKQz Rv‡b| Avi †mB Rvbvi my‡hvMUv †m cÖvqB
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†bq| Zv‡K nUv‡bv A‡Zv mnR bv| ZvQvov †Rnvw` I¯Ív`, Kwei ûRyi, †gv³vi
I¯Ív`‡K wK †m †÷vi iæ‡gi Pvwe w`‡q Kg DcKvi K‡i‡Q? †mLv‡b P‡Ui e¯Ív weQv‡bv
Av‡Q| †Rnvw` I¯Ív` cÖvqB Zvnv¾y` bvgv‡Ri ci bv`ym by`ym GK QvÎ wb‡q †÷vi iæ‡g
hvq| GKw`b Pvwe PvB‡Z Avm‡j g›Uz gv_v PzjKv‡Z PzjKv‡Z ejj ÔûRyi AvwgI †Zv
A‡bKw`b evwo hvB bv, AvBR GKUz AvwgI...Õ Gici †_‡K †Rnvw` I¯Ív‡ì †kl
nIqvi ciciB Xz‡K hvq g›Uz| wKš‘ GKw`b aiv c‡i wM‡qwQ‡jv QvÎ‡ì Kv‡Q| Avi Zv
wb‡q KZ ˆn‰P| Z‡e gynZvwgg NUbv gvìvmvi evB‡i †h‡Z †`qwb| wePv‡ii `vwqZ¡
c‡owQj †Rnvw` I¯Ív` Avi Kwei ûRy‡ii Dci| Zvici †_‡K mveavb n‡q hvq g›Uz|
wKš‘ wKQz e¾vZ QvÎ me mgq Z‡° Z‡° _v‡K Avi Sv‡gjv cvKvq| g›Uz †f‡e‡Q
GKw`b GB e¾vZ‡ì Rvgvj †MvUv LvIqv‡e| wKš‘ msMÖn Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv e‡j
LvIqv‡bv n‡”Q bv|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
 20 
`yBw`b ci Ry‡q‡ji †cv÷g‡U©g wi‡cv‡U© hv Gj, Zv‡Z f¨vev‡PKv †L‡q †Mj Md&dvi
cv‡Uvqvix| Ry‡qj‡K †Zv †KD al©Y K‡iBwb, eis Ii wj‡½i gv_vq Avi Kvc‡o IiB
exh© cvIqv †M‡Q| iv‡Zi †ejv cÖvqB †QvU QvÎ‡ì gkvwii g‡a¨ cvIqv †hZ, †m Lei
Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvixi Kv‡b K‡qKevi †M‡Q| G wb‡q wePv‡i gynZvwgg, GgbwK bIkv`
†PŠayixI Dcw¯’Z wQj GKw`b| Md&dvi †f‡ewQj, GB my‡hv‡M nq‡Zv bIkv` †PŠayix‡K
LvwbKUv mvBR K‡i †bIqv hv‡e| wKš‘ GK gqbvZ`šÍ mewKQy IjUcvjU K‡iw`j|
†Mvjøvq †Mj Iwm‡K †Ìqv bM` cuvPjvL UvKv| `yt‡L-K‡ó wb‡Ri gv_vi Pzj wQuo‡Z
B”Qv Ki‡Q Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvixi| †gRvRUv Am¤¢e weM‡o Av‡Q|
†nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii gvnwd‡j A‡bK UvKvcqmv D‡V‡Q| ïay gvnwd‡ji w`bB D‡V‡Q
AvVv‡iv-wek jvL| Zvi Kv‡Q †fZ‡ii Lei Av‡Q| me wgwj‡q GB gvnwd‡j GK †_‡K
†ò †KvwU UvKv D‡V‡Q| GjvKvi †ek¨vi `vjvj †_‡K ïiæ K‡i wQuP‡K †Pvi ch©šÍ
weivU A‡¼i Puv`v w`‡q‡Q| iv¯Ívi K›UªvKUi, Rwgi `vjvj, wm‡bgv n‡ji gvwjK,
PvZv‡ji gvwjK, evjy eëmvqx, †K bv w`‡q‡Q UvKv? †mLvb †_‡K †nwjKÞvi ûRyi
wb‡q‡Q e³‡eï Rb¨ `yB jvL, †nwjKÞvi fvov cÂvk nvRvi Avi gvnwd‡j gmwR`-
gvìvmvi Rb¨ `v‡bi K_v e‡j †Ìqvi Rb¨ wb‡q‡Q cÂvk nvRvi| GB †Mj †gvU wZb
jvL| Avi UvKv †Kv_vq? †cv÷v‡i, gvB‡K, †W‡Kv‡iU‡i, Kv‡i‡›U, LvI‡bÑ†Kv_vI
GKUv UvKvI LiP nqwb| Gme Ggwb Ggwb‡Z †h hvi RvqMv †_‡K gvnwd‡j `vb
wn‡m‡e w`‡q‡Q| evwK UvKv †Mj †Kv_vq? Md&dvi Lye fv‡jv K‡i Rv‡b, gmwR`-
gvìvmvq GKUv UvKvI LiP Ki‡e bv myw` bï| ev”Pv ev”Pv †cvjv¸‡jv w`qv wfÿv
Kiv‡e Avi †mB UvKv w`qv wcucovi MwZ‡Z KvR Kiv‡e| †KD UvKv w`‡q RvqMvq
ùvwo‡q KvR Kiv‡Z PvB‡jI myw` bï Kiv‡Z †`‡e bv| Zvn‡j Av‡qi c_ eÜ n‡q
hv‡e| nvivgRv`v‡K A‡bKw`b a‡i mvBR Kiviav›`vq wQj Md&dvi| wKš‘ †Kv‡Ì‡K Kx
n‡q †Mj?
mßvnLv‡bK ci gvngy`mn AviI Rbv K‡qK QvÎ gvìvmv †_‡K cvwj‡q †Mj| GUv
gvìvmvi Rb¨ bZzb wKQy bq| m‡½ m‡½ IB w`bB bZzb K‡i AvVv‡ivRb‡K wkKj
w`‡q †eu‡a †djv n‡jv| AviI w`b Pv‡iK ci ïiæ n‡jv bZzb ivbœvN‡ii KvR| †mLv‡b
fvOv BU, wUb, KvV BZ¨vw` miv‡Z wM‡q `yjvj bv‡gi GK †jevi Ô†gvevBj Kvi
†gvevBj KviÕ e‡j wPrKvi ïiæ K‡i w`j| cÖvß †gvevBjwU wbnZ Ry‡q‡ji, Zv
Aíÿ‡Yi g‡a¨B †evSv †Mj| GK Kvb `yB Kvb n‡Z n‡Z †m Lei †Mj gynZvwg‡gi
Kv‡b| †gvevBj wb‡q gynZvwgg Kx Ki‡e, ey‡S DV‡Z cvij bv| GKmgq
†gvevBjcÖvwßi Lei P‡j †Mj Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvixi Kv‡b, †mLvb †_‡K _vbvi Iwmi
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Bw÷kb BeyK
Kv‡b| Iwm †gvevBj Rã K‡i †mLvb †_‡K †ek wKQy cb© wfwWI D×vi Kij| Zvi
g‡a¨ GKwU wfwWI cy‡iv †K‡mi †gvo Nywi‡q w`j| Avi †mUv n‡jv gvngy`‡K al©‡Yi
wfwWI| †K‡mi †gvo G‡Kev‡iB Ab¨w`‡K Ny‡i †Mj|
UMi kvixwiKfv‡e LvwbKUv my¯’ n‡jI fv‡jv †bB Ii gvbwmK Ae¯’v| mevB Zv‡K GLb
`yó wR‡bi eD e‡j Wv‡K| Zvi j¾vq g‡i †h‡Z B”Qv K‡i| nq‡Zv †m AvZ¥nZ¨vB
KiZ wKš‘ ûRy‡iiv e‡j‡Q, AvZ¥nZ¨vKvix wPiRvnvbœvwg| †m Rvbœv‡Z †h‡Z cvi‡e bv|
gv‡Sg‡a¨ fv‡e, GLvb †_‡K gvngy` fvB, KvIQvi fvB, ZwiKzjÑG‡ì g‡Zv UMiI
cvwj‡q hv‡e| wKš‘ I cvwj‡q hv‡e †Kv_vq? Ii †Zv hvIqvi †Kv‡bv RvqMv †bB|
mvivw`b †Pv‡Li cvwb †d‡j| Gi g‡a¨ Avevi GKw`b wRb ûRy‡ii N‡i WvK Gj| GLb
Avi wRb ûRy‡ii N‡i †h‡Z fv‡jv jv‡M bv| wKš‘ †m †h‡Z eva¨| bv n‡j †m wRb
Pvjvb w`‡q UMi‡K †g‡i †dj‡e e‡j‡Q| UMi A‡bK ïwK‡q †M‡Q| Ii i³ cov eÜ
nqwb| †c‡U ÿzav _vK‡jI Lvq bv| KviY, Zv‡Z Ii Uq‡j‡U †h‡Z n‡e, †mB f‡q|
Kg †L‡j hw` Kg Uq‡j‡U wM‡q cv‡i, †mB Rb¨B Kg Lvq, cviZc‡ÿ Lvq bv|
gvìvmvq i‡U hvq, UM‡ii Lvivc evZvm †j‡M‡Q| Avi GUv `yó wR‡bi KvR|
gvìvmvi Ab¨ QvÎiv GB `yó wRb‡K mevB †P‡b| wKš‘ †KD fz‡jI †Kv‡bv K_v e‡j
bv|
Ry‡q‡ji †Km w¯ÍwgZ n‡q Avmvi ci bIkv` †PŠayix gvnwd‡ji hveZxq Avq wb‡q emj
gynvZwgg Avi †gv¯Ív‡Ki m‡½| bIkv` †PŠayix GB c„w_ex‡Z KvD‡KB wek^vm K‡i bv|
†m wb‡Ri bvg wb‡R wjL‡Z bv cvi‡jI wnmve-wbKv‡k †m LyeB cvKv| `xN©w`b a‡i
my‡ì Kvievi K‡i G‡m‡Q| †KD Zv‡K GK cqmv duvwK †Zv w`‡Z cv‡iBwb, eis †m
A‡bK‡K duvwK w`‡q †ò¸Y my` wb‡q‡Q, nvwZ‡q wb‡q‡Q A‡b‡Ki RvwgRgv|
B‡Zg‡a¨ †m †gv¯Ív‡Ki KvQ †_‡K cy‡iv wnmve †c‡q‡Q| bM` UvKv, avb-Pvj, gvbZ,
Miæ-QvMj, gwnl, nuvm-gyiwMÑGme wewµ Kiv n‡q‡Q ax‡i ax‡i| GLb hv Av‡Q, meB
bM` UvKv| mewKQy wb‡q ev` gvMwie emj gvìvmvq bIkv` †PŠayix Ii‡d myw` bïi
Lvm Kvgivq| gvnwd‡j hviv cÖwZkÖæwZ w`‡qwQj, Zvi g‡a¨ gvÎ `yRb GL‡bv †`qwb|
k¨v¤úy, Uq‡jU wUmy¨ Avi PKcvDWvi w`‡q `ya evbv‡bv `y‡ai Kvievwi dviæK †`qwb
Zvi cÖwZkÖæwZi Avwk nvRvi UvKv Avi Av`g eëmvqx Lwjj †`qwb Zvi cÖwZkÖæwZi `yB
jvL UvKv| `yR‡bB e‡j‡Q, mvg‡bi ïµev‡ii g‡a¨ w`‡q †`‡e| UvKvi †gvUvgywU
GKUv †QvULv‡Uv e¯Ív wb‡q emj wZbRb| me wgwj‡q †gvU Avq n‡q‡Q GK †KvwU
m‡Z‡iv jvL Dwbk nvRvi `yB‡kv Qvàvbœ UvKv| †mLvb †_‡K †nwjKÞvi ûRyi‡K me
wgwj‡q w`‡q‡Q wZb jvL| LyPiv AviI LiP n‡q‡Q nvRvi `‡k‡Ki g‡Zv| †mLvb †_‡K
gynZvwg‡gi nv‡Z cuvP jvL UvKv w`‡q ejj, ÔGBUv Zzwg Avi †Zvgvi evwK gvIjvbviv
fvM‡hvM KBiv wb‡qv| eveywP©‡iI w`‡qv wKQyÕ| m‡½m‡½ gynZvwg‡gi gyL cvsï n‡q
†Mj| GeQi gvnwd‡j hv Avq n‡q‡Q, Zv MZ eQ‡ii †P‡q `k¸‡YiI †ewk| MZeQi
me wgwj‡q D‡VwQj GMv‡iv jv‡Li g‡Zv| †mLvb †_‡K gynZvwgg‡K w`‡qwQj †ò jvL
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Avi Ab¨ wkÿK‡ì `k nvRvi K‡i| GeQi GUv Kx Kij? GUv w`‡q gynZvwgg Kx
†b‡e Avi evwK wkÿK-eveywP© G‡ìB-ev Kx †`‡e? Gici †gv¯Ív‡Ki nv‡Z 2 jvL 19
nvRvi 256 UvKv w`‡q ejj, ÔGUv w`qv gvìvmv Avi gmwR‡ì Kvg PvjvB‡Z _vKÕ|
gynZvwg‡gi eyKUv †f‡O †Mj| gvnwd‡ji Rb¨ gynZvwgg Avi Ab¨ wkÿ‡Kiv Kg
Lv‡Uwb| hZ UvKv D‡V‡Q, Zvi cy‡ivUvB ej‡Z †M‡j D‡V‡Q †nwjKÞvi ûRy‡ii
Kj¨v‡Y| Avi Zv‡K GB gynZvwggB eë¯’v K‡i w`‡q‡Q| Gi Rb¨ Zv‡K Kg LvU‡Z
nqwb| Zvi wewbg‡q GB cÖvwß? GB cÖ_g gynZvwgg bIkv` †PŠayixi Ici gvivZ¥Kfv‡e
bv‡Lvk n‡jv| GgbUv †m †gv‡UB Avkv K‡iwb| Z‡e g‡b g‡b GKUv ÿxY Avkv GB †h
nq‡Zv †gv¯Ív‡Ki mvg‡b e‡m GUv w`‡q‡Q, c‡i gynZvwgg‡K Avjv`v K‡i †`‡e|
gvìvmv †_‡K †ewi‡q bIkv` †PŠayix Avi Zvi fvwZRv evwoi D‡Ï‡k iIbv w`j|
Av‡M fvwZRv †gv¯ÍvK Avi †cQ‡b bIkv` †PŠayix| fvwZRvi gv_vq UvKvi e¯Ív| bIkv`
†PŠayix KvD‡K wek^vm Ki‡Z Pvq bv| UvKvi e¯Ívmn fvwZRv †`Š‡o cvjv‡ZB cv‡i|
GUv †f‡e †m wb‡Ri c‡K‡U GKUv wc¯ÍjI †i‡L‡Q| Avi †mUv †cU PzjKv‡bvi Q‡j
fvwZRv‡K †KŠk‡j †`wL‡qI w`‡q‡Q| bIkv` †PŠayixi GLb eqm lv‡Ui Ic‡i|
mvg‡bi msm` wbe©vP‡b †m Ggwc B‡jKkb Ki‡e| miKvwi `j bwg‡bkb bv w`‡j †m
¯^Zš¿ cÖv_©x wn‡m‡e ùvov‡e| Avi GBme UvKv †m B‡jKk‡bi Kv‡R LvUv‡Z Pvq|
B‡jKk‡bi †Zv †ewk †`wi †bB| myw` bï wb‡R GZ eo gvìvmv w`‡jI wb‡Ri †Kv‡bv
†Q‡j‡g‡q‡K gvìvmvq cov‡bvi g‡Zv fzj KvR K‡iwb| †Q‡j‡g‡q‡ì cwo‡q‡Q ¯‹zj -
K‡jR-wek^we`¨vj‡q| Pvi †Q‡j‡g‡qi wZb †Q‡j _v‡K A‡÷ªwjqvi wmWwb kn‡i|
†mLv‡b cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki evwo Av‡Q| Avi †g‡qI _v‡K we‡`‡k| RvgvB wb‡q KvbvWvq Av‡Q|
AviI GKUv †g‡q n‡qwQj Zvi wØZxq eD‡qi N‡i| GK gvgjvq †RZvi Rb¨
cÖwZcÿ‡K duvmv‡Z wbR nv‡Z RevB K‡i Zv‡K cÖwZc‡ÿi cvU †L‡Z hLb †d‡j
†i‡LwQj, ZLb †g‡qUvi eqm Qq eQi| RwgRgvi †mB †K‡m wR‡ZwQj bï|
GB gvìvmv †Ìqvi ci †m cÖKv‡k¨ my‡ì eëmv K‡i bv wVKB wKš‘ e¨vs‡K Zvi †KvwU
†KvwU UvKv Av‡Q| Avi Zv †_‡K myÌ Av‡m †KvwU UvKv| GB gvìvmv Zvi Av‡qi
Ab¨Zg GKUv eo Drm| †m Zvi †Kv‡bv Drm‡K †QvU K‡i †`‡L bv| A‡b‡KB e‡j
myw` bïi GKUv UvKv hw` ¸‡qi g‡a¨ c‡o †Zv †m IB UvKvUvI Zzj‡Z wØav K‡i bv|
GB gvìvmv Zv‡K BDwbqb cwil‡ì †g¤^vi evwb‡q‡Q, †Pqvig¨vb evwb‡q‡Q| GLb ¯^cœ
†m Ggwc n‡e| Zvi UvKvcqmvi Afve KL‡bvB wQj bv, GL‡bv †bB, †bB m¤§v‡bi
KgwZ| KgwZ †bB †jvf-jvjmviI| Pvi-PviUv we‡q K‡i mybœZ cvjb K‡i‡Q| wKš‘
mšÍvb wb‡q‡Q eo eD‡qi N‡i| Avi †h †h eD‡qi hLb †cU n‡q‡Q, Wv³v‡ii Kv‡Q
wb‡q †cU cwi®‹vi K‡i G‡b‡Q| Lvwj GKevi wØZxq eD‡qi †c‡U GB †g‡qUv n‡q
wM‡qwQj|
Z‡e KwP †cvjvi cÖwZ Zvi GKUv wfbœ iKg Lv‡qk †mB hyev eqm †_‡KB| w`b w`b eo
n‡”Q gvìvmv| AvRKvj ¯‹z‡j †jLvcov nq bv e‡j mevB †cvjvcvb gvìvmvq cov‡Z
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Bw÷kb BeyK
Pvq| gvìvmvq cov‡bvi Ab¨Zg eo KviY Zviv g‡b K‡i †Kv‡bv evev-gv‡qi GKUv
mšÍvb hw` †KviAv‡bi nv‡dR _v‡K, †Zv cy‡iv cwiev‡ii RvbœvZ wbwðZ| G wel‡q
†`‡ki wewkó Av‡jg‡ì jvL jvL IqvR i‡qQ| AvRKvj bIkv` †PŠayix hLb
gvìvmvi cvk w`‡q hvq, ZLb Zvi g‡b nq †m Zvi wbR¯^ e¨vs‡Ki cvk w`‡q hv‡”Q|
eQi eQi Qv‡Îi cwigvY †e‡oB P‡j‡Q| G‡KKUv QvÎ Zvi Kv‡Q wd·W wW‡cvwR‡Ui
mgvb| UvKvi MvQ| gvìvmvi g‡a¨ hLb †`‡L QvÎiv gv_v `ywj‡q `ywj‡q †KviAvb
co‡Q, hLb cy‡iv gvìvmv MgMg K‡i, ZLb †m Zvi A_© bv eyS‡jI g‡b g‡b fv‡e,
GUvB cÖK…Zc‡ÿ Rvbœv‡Zi evMvb| †h evMv‡bi dj AwZ wgó| AvjnvR¦ bIkv`
†PŠayixi Av‡qi A‡bK c_ _vK‡jI w`b w`b gvìvmv GKUv eo Av‡qi Drm n‡q
DV‡Q| mviv eQi GwZgLvbvi bv‡g UvKv Avm‡ZB _v‡K| QvÎiv †h ïay evwo evwo wM‡q
UvKvcqmv, Pvj-Wvj Av‡b, Zv-B bq, Zvi RvgvBmn AviI A‡bK †jvK bvbv RvqMv
†_‡K †gvUv A‡¼i Aby`vb cvB‡q †`q| Zvi g‡a¨ ga¨cÖvP¨ me‡P‡q eo Drm|
N‡i wM‡q UvKv¸‡jv wm›`y‡K ivLvi ci †gv¯ÍvK‡K GK nvRvi UvKvi `y‡Uv †bvU w`‡q
e‡j, Ô†b, nvZLiPv †ZviÕ|
evev-gv nviv †gv¯ÍvK‡K †Zv bIkv` †PŠayixB eo K‡i‡Q| AvBG ch©šÍ cwo‡q‡Q|
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 21 
mÜ¨vi ci gynZvwgg AZ¨šÍ Avkv wb‡q bIkv` †PŠayixi Kv‡Q wM‡q ejj, ÔGB mvgvb¨
KqUv UvKv w`qv Kx Kiæg? Avi wKQy w`‡eb bv?Õ
Ñ Avi wKQy gv‡b? †Zvgv‡i Avi U¨vKv w`gy K¨vb?
Ñ GBWv GKUv K_v KB‡jb? GBLv‡b Avgvi nK bvB?
Ñ †Zvgvi Avevi wK‡mi nK? GBWv Avgvi gvìvmv| U¨vKv DV‡Q| †Zvgiv Kó KiQ
eKwkk w`wQ, Avi wK‡qi nK? gv_v wVK Av‡Q?
mvg‡b †_‡K GZ¸‡jv UvKv wb‡q bIkv` †PŠayix c‡K‡U fi‡Q, GUv †Kv‡bvfv‡eB †g‡b
wb‡Z cvi‡Q bv gynZvwgg| †m ejj, ÔGBWv wKš‘ Bbmvd nB‡Z‡Q bv nvwR mve| Kó hv
Ki‡Yi AvgivB KiwQ| GË¸‡jv gvby‡li nK wbqv Avc‡b GKv c‡K‡U fi‡eb, GBWv
†Kgyb K_v?Õ GBevi myw` bï Zvi Avmj iƒ‡c Gj, Ô†Zvgv‡i GK KzwV U¨vKv w`‡j Lywk
nBZv? Avgv‡i Bbmvd wkLvI? Avgv‡i Bbmvd wkLvI? GË Rjw` wb‡Ri RvqMv fzBjv
M¨vjv? AvwQjv iv¯Ívi dwni| wfÿv KBiv LvBZv Avi gw”Q‡` NygvBZv| †nB RvMvBÏv
ZzBjv AvBbv †Zvgv‡i Avgvi N‡i _vK‡Z w`wQ, gvìvmv KBiv w`wQ, GB¸jv wK wb‡Ri
ev‡ci m¤úwË g‡b KiQ? †ewk †jvf KB‡iv bv, gvIjvbv| †Zvgvi gvìvmvi gv÷‡iiv
G‡Ki ci GK Sv‡gjv K‡i| aBiv aBiv †cvjv‡Mv cyUwK gv‡i Avi Avgv‡i †nB
Sv‡gjv wgUvB‡Z nq| Avi Avgv‡i nK wkLvI? Avgv‡i Bbmvd wkLvI? gvìvmv KBiv
w`wQ, gmwR` KBiv w`wQ, †Kv‡bvWvB †Zv K‡›Uªvj Ki‡Z cv‡iv bv| Avevi AvB‡Qv
U¨vKvi fvM PvB‡Z? wcQ‡bi K_v fzBjøv hvI K¨vg‡b? †Zvgv‡i Avwg Kx †`B bvB?
Avevi gy‡L gy‡L ZK© K‡iv? jvwÌ gvBiv gyL fvB½v w`gy| wbgKnvivg †KvnvbKvi!
ivB‡Zi †ejv Lyb KBiv Avgvi Kv‡Q AvBqv Avgvi cvI RovBqv aiwQwj g‡b AvQ?Õ
bIkv` †PŠayix †L‡c Av¸b n‡q †Mj|
ÔwZbgvm Av‡MI cyUwK gvBiv GK QvÎ‡i wcWvBqv V¨vs fvOQ| Avgvi †nBme U¨v‡Kj
w`‡Z nq bvB? GK nvivgRv`v e¨vZ w`qv Qv‡Îi †PŠL bó KBiv w`‡jv| Kx g‡b KiQ?
Avwg Avi KZ Sv‡gjv V¨vK w`gy? Gnb AvBQ U¨vKvi fvM wb‡Z? wcQ‡bi K_v fzBjøv
hvI? cyûicv‡o GnbI †LuvPv w`‡j †Zvgvi Lyb Kiv Qv‡Îi jvk evBi nBe| Avgv‡i
AvBQ nK wkLvB‡Z? Bbmvd wkLvB‡Z? GBme _vbv-cywjk †KvU©-KvQvwi mvgjvq †KWv?
†ewk †Zwo‡ewo KB‡iv bv, gvIjvbv| wP‡bv Avgv‡i? cyUwK‡Z †PvZiv cvZv NBl¨v w`qv
jvwÌ gvBiv iv¯Ívq evBi KBiv w`gy| Avwg bï, fvZ weQvB‡j †Zvgvi g‡Zv nvRvi
nvRvi KvDqv AvBe| hvI, fv‡Mv| AvB‡Q Avgv‡i Bbmvd wkLvB‡ZÕ|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
†Kv‡bv K_v bv e‡j gv_v wbPz K‡i gynZvwgg bIkv` †PŠayixi Ni Z¨vM Kij| wKš‘
welqUv †gv‡UB nRg Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv| gy‡L wKQy bv ej‡jI kix‡i cÖwZwU †Kvl †hb
we‡`ªvn Ki‡Q gynZvwg‡gi| bIkv` †PŠayix Zvi Rb¨ Avi gvìvmvi wkÿK‡ì Rb¨
A‡bK Z¨vM ¯^xKvi K‡i‡Q, G K_v wg_¨v bq| _vbvq A‡bK UvKvcqmv w`‡Z n‡q‡Q,
†mK_vI mwZ¨| wKš‘ ZvB e‡j Ggb Acgvb? GLb Gi †Kv‡bv Reve bv w`‡jI
G‡Kev‡i †Q‡o †`‡e bv †m myw` bï‡K| w`b w`b Zvi AvPvi-eënvi Lvivc n‡q
hv‡”Q| hZB eqm evo‡Q, ZZB wLUwL‡U n‡q hv‡”Q| fvwM¨m, AvR Avkcv‡k †KD
wQj bv| AvR g‡b nq GKUz †ewkB ÔcvwbcywbÕ †L‡qwQj| gyL †_‡K †eRvq MÜ
AvmwQj| cÖ_‡g hw` eyS‡Z cviZ †m gvj †L‡q Av‡Q, Zvn‡j K_vUv GLbB ejZ bv|
gynZvwgg Avkv K‡iwQj GB gvnwdj †_‡K †m AšÍZ 25-30 jvL UvKv fv‡M cv‡e|
Ab¨ wkÿK‡ì nv‡Z jvLLv‡bK K‡i UvKv w`‡Z cvi‡e| GLb mevB Kx fve‡e?
fve‡e gynZvwgg UvKv wb‡q‡Q wKš‘ Avgv‡ì †`qwb, me GKv †g‡i †L‡q‡Q|
AviI gvmLv‡bK ci UMi wm×všÍ †bq †m gvìvmv †Q‡o cvjv‡e| wKš‘ gvngy` cvwj‡q
hvIqvi ci gvìvmvq †h KovKwo n‡q‡Q, Zv‡Z cvjv‡bv mnR bq| UMi g‡b g‡b
fv‡e, GKw`b bv GKw`b Zvi wVKB cvjv‡bvi my‡hvM Avjøvn& K‡i †`‡e|
ïay UMi bq, KIwg gvìvmvi cÖvq me wkï QvÎB g‡b g‡b fv‡e, GKw`b bv GKw`b
†m cvjv‡Z cvi‡e| Z‡e †KD cv‡i, †KD cv‡i bv| GwZg wkï‡ì cvwj‡q hvevi
†Kv‡bv RvqMv _v‡K bv e‡j Zviv w`‡bi ci w`b `ygy‡Vv fvZ Avi †kvqvi RvqMvi Rb¨
gyL ey‡R awl©Z n‡ZB _v‡K|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
 22 
bvBg Avi gvìvmvq †diZ hv‡e bv| †Kv‡bvfv‡eB hv‡e bv| Avi †mB Kvi‡Y gv‡qi
m‡½ g‡bvgvwjb¨ Pj‡Q Ii| GB †Q‡j †Kv‡bv gvìvmv‡ZB wUK‡Z Pvq bv| GB wb‡q
GUv Ii PZz_© gvìvmv Pj‡Q| bvB‡gi gv Av‡gbv ey‡S †d‡j‡Q †Q‡jUvi †cQ‡b
Bewjk kqZvb †j‡M‡Q| GUv GKgvÎ Bewj‡kiB KvimvwR| †Kv‡bv gvìvmvB fv‡jv
bv, GUv †Zv Avi n‡Z cv‡i bv| bvBg Ggwb‡Z LyeB AšÍg©yLx †Q‡j| mnmv gyL dz‡U
wKQy ej‡Z Pvq bv| Zvi gv Zv‡K evievi wR‡Ám K‡i‡Q, ÔZzB gvìvmvq †Kb hvwe
bv?Õ bvBg KL‡bv †Kv‡bv Reve †`qwb| gvìvmvq hv-B †nvK, †Q‡j‡K gvìvmvq
cov‡ZB n‡e Av‡gbv‡K, nv‡dR evbv‡ZB n‡e| bvn‡j †h Av‡gbvi gyw³ †bB| Zvi
aviYv, Rxe‡b †m A‡bK A‡bK cvc K‡i‡Q| Avi †mB me cv‡ci kvw¯Í †_‡K Zv‡K
gyw³ w`‡Z cv‡i Zvi GKgvÎ †Q‡j bvBg| †Q‡j nv‡dR n‡jB †Kej †m †`vR‡Li
Av¸b †_‡K gyw³ cv‡e| Avi bv n‡j Av‡gbv‡K wPiRvnvbœvwg n‡q _vK‡Z n‡e g„Zzï
ci|
Av‡gbvi eqm hLb bq, ZLb †m Zvi evev‡K nvivq| gv Avevi we‡q K‡i| Zvi gv‡qi
bZzb ¯^vgxi Kv‡Q Av‡gbviI _vKvi my‡hvM nq| Av‡gbvi gv evmvq KvR KiZ Avi
evev wiKkv PvjvZ| _vKZ †e¸bevwo ew¯Í‡Z| `ycyi‡ejv hLb Ii evev evmvq †L‡Z
AvmZ, ZLb Ii gv evmvq _vKZ bv| †mB my‡hv‡M Ii mrevev Ii gy‡L `yM©Ühy³ MvgQv
¸u‡R w`‡q al©Y KiZ| wKš‘ wKQyB Kivi wQj bv Av‡gbvi| GKw`b gv‡K me e‡j w`j|
ZZw`‡b Zvi gvwmK ïiæ n‡q‡Q| gv miKvwi nvmcvZvj †_‡K ÔmyLxÕ bvgK GK c¨v‡KU
ewo G‡b eywS‡q w`j KLb Kxfv‡e †L‡Z n‡e| wKš‘ IB ewo LvIqvi ciI Zvi mrevev
Zv‡K al©Y Ki‡ZB _vKj| Av‡gbv gv‡K Rvbvj, Ilya LvIqvq †Kv‡bv KvR nqwb, Zvi
mrevev GL‡bv cÖvq cÖwZw`b Zvi m‡½ ÔIB KvgÕ K‡iB hv‡”Q| ZLb Zv‡K gv eywS‡q
ejj, GB ewo ÔIB KvgÕ †div‡Z cv‡i bv| eis ÔIB KvgÕ Kivi d‡j hv‡Z †c‡U ev”Pv
bv Av‡m, †mB Rb¨B GB ewo| †mB gv hLb mvZ iv¯Ívi †gv‡o iv¯Ív cvi n‡Z wM‡q UªvK
Pvcv c‡o gviv †Mj, ZLb Av‡gbvi eqm †PŠÏ cvi n‡q c‡b‡iv‡Z c‡o‡Q| eyK DuPz
n‡q‡Q| ZLb †_‡K Ii mrevev iv‡Zi †ejv N‡i AviI wZbRb cyiæl wb‡q G‡m
ivZfi Ryqv †LjZ Avi mevB wg‡j Kwe‡ii evsjv g` †LZ| duv‡K duv‡K I‡K
G‡KKRb al©Y KiZ| GK iv‡Z Ryqvq nviv‡Z n‡jv GKgvÎ wiKkvUvI| ciw`b
Av‡gbv‡K wb‡q †ei n‡jv MÖv‡g †divi D‡Ï‡k¨| †`Šjw`qv bvgK GK ¯’v‡b GK †gvUv
cvb LvIqv gwnjvi N‡i I‡K ewm‡q †m †Mj Lvevi Avb‡Z| †mB †h †Mj, AvR ch©šÍ
Avi Zvi †`Lv †g‡jwb| Av‡gbvi wZb-Pvi w`b jvMj GUv eyS‡Z †h Ii mrevev I‡K
cwZZvj‡q wewµ K‡i w`‡q †f‡M‡Q| kKz‡bi nvZ †_‡K Kzwg‡ii gy‡L coj Av‡gbv|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
mviv w`‡b 10-15 Rb L‡Ïi‡K Lywk Kivi wewbg‡q wZb †ejv Lvevi Qvov Avi wKQyB
RyUZ bv| Gfv‡e wZb eQi KvUv‡bvi ci GKw`b ÔAvDU KjÕ-G †Mj XvKvq| L‡Ïi
eo‡jvK wKš‘ †m KbWg eënvi Ki‡e bv| wewbg‡q †gvUv UvKv w`‡Z PvBj| ivZ
AvUUvq `vjvj I‡K w`‡q †M‡Q, mKvj AvUUvq wb‡q hv‡e| AvDU K‡j mvaviYZ mvZ-
AvURb ev Zvi †ewk L‡Ïi _v‡K| wKš‘ GLv‡b GKRbgvÎ L‡Ïi| Lvjv me mgq e‡j
w`‡q‡Q KbWg w`‡q KvR Ki‡Z| GbwRIi AvcvivI e‡j‡Q| KbWg Qvov KvR Ki‡j
bvwK Kx †ivM nq, hvi †Kv‡bv wPwKrmv †bB, auy‡K auy‡K gi‡Z nq| Av‡gbv fvej,
GLb †hfv‡e AvwQ, Zvi †P‡q ayu‡K ayu‡K givB fv‡jv| †m KbWg Qvov KvR Ki‡Z
ivwR n‡jv, wewbg‡q AviI kZ© w`j L‡Ïi‡K| kZ© n‡jv, Zv‡K †h UvKvq fvov Kiv
n‡q‡Q, †mB UvKvUv `vjv‡ji nv‡Z bv w`‡q Ii n‡Z w`‡Z n‡e, m‡½ AviI cuvP nvRvi
UvKv| Avi `vjvj Avmvi Av‡MB I‡K †Q‡o w`‡Z n‡e| wewbg‡q L‡Ïi hv Lywk Ki‡Z
cv‡i, †hfv‡e Lywk Ki‡Z cv‡i| L‡Ïi eyS‡Z cvij, †g‡qwU cvwj‡q euvP‡Z Pvq|
L‡Ïi A‡bK UvKvi gvwjK, wKš‘ †ePvivi eD `xN©w`b a‡i c¨vivjvBRW n‡q c‡o
Av‡Q| GLb ev‡ci evwo‡Z Av‡Q e‡j †m KvD‡K evmvq Avb‡Z †c‡i‡Q| Ggb my‡hvM
bvwK †m eQ‡i `y‡qKevi cvq| `xN©w`b a‡i bvixm½ cvqwb †ePviv| eqm Pwjø‡ki
Ic‡i| †evSvB hvq GLbI †hŠe‡b GKUz NvUwZ nqwb GB mykÖx mycyiæ‡li| Zvi
K_vevZ©v-fvefw½‡Z eyS‡Z cvij, †m Avjøv‡Lv`v gv‡b bv, wek^vmI K‡i bv| wKš‘
gvbylUv A‡bK fv‡jv| iv‡Z `yR‡bB A‡bK Z…wß wb‡q hv Kivi Kij| mKv‡j hLb
†e‡Nv‡i Nygvw”Qj Av‡gbv, ZLb L‡Ïi wb‡RB I‡K †W‡K GKUv Lvg nv‡Z w`‡q ejj,
QqUv †e‡R †M‡Q| Av‡gbv hw` cvjv‡Z Pvq †Zv Zvi GLbB †ei nIqv DwPZ| †m
†hLv‡b †h‡Z Pvq, WªvBfvi Zv‡K bvwg‡q †`‡e| Av‡gbv Rvbvj, Zv‡K KviIqvb
evRv‡i bvwg‡q w`‡jB Pj‡e| Mvwo‡Z IVvi Av‡M GKUv e¨v‡M Av‡gbv‡K Zvi eD‡qi
cy‡iv‡bv wKQy Kvco‡Pvco f‡i w`j| GB bvw¯ÍK e¨vUvi AvPi‡Y gy» n‡q mviv c_
†Ku‡`wQj Av‡gbv| †mB iv‡Z Av‡gbv L‡Ï‡ii KvQ †_‡K GBWm bv wb‡q G‡jI wb‡q
G‡mwQj bvB‡gi åƒY| Mvwo †_‡K KviIqvb evRv‡i †b‡g Lvg Ly‡j †`Lj †mLv‡b 25wU
jvj‡P i‡Oi PKP‡K †bvU| †QvÆ GKUv KvM‡R †jLv,Òcvi‡j GUv w`‡q wKQy K‡iv, G
c_ †Q‡o `vI|Ó
gvbyl †Kb GZ fv‡jv nq! GKUv †i÷z‡i‡›U Xz‡K bvb Avi wMjv-KwjRv †L‡q †mvRv
P‡j †Mj †ZRMuvI †ij jvBjmsjMœ ew¯Í‡Z| †mLv‡b Ii gv‡qi `~im¤ú‡K©i GK †evb
_v‡K, bvwM©m Lvjv| bvwM©m Lvjv †ijjvB‡bi cv‡k e‡m evev, MuvRv Avi cvZv wewµ
K‡i| cvZv gv‡b †n‡ivBb| Lvjv Rvbvj, Zvi Kv‡Q _vK‡Z n‡j GmeB Ki‡Z n‡e|
Lvjv gvj †`‡e, Av‡gbv‡K †eP‡Z n‡e| ivwR bv n‡q Dcvq wQj bv Av‡gbvi| †eu‡P
_vK‡Z n‡j G Qvov Avi KxB-ev Kivi Av‡Q Ii? gvm `yB ci hLb bvB‡gi Aw¯ÍZ¡ †Ui
†cj, ZLb Lvjv‡K ejj GK wiKkvIqvjvi m‡½ we‡q n‡qwQj Av‡gbvi| A‡bK gviZ
e‡j †Q‡o P‡j G‡m‡Q| gv‡ii cÖgvY wn‡m‡e †`Šjw`qvi cwjøi Ôh~_xi gvÕ Lvjvi gv‡ii
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`vM¸‡jv †`wL‡q w`j| mewKQyB wVKVvK PjwQj, bvB‡gi Rb¥ n‡jv| wecwËUv evuaj
hLb bvwM©m Lvjv Avi Zvi Kw_Z ¯^vgx nvZKvUv AvdRvj cywj‡ki Kv‡Q aiv coj|
AvdRvj gviv †Mj Kw_Z e›`yKhy‡× Avi bvwM©m Lvjvi n‡jv wZb eQ‡ii †Rj|
Av‡gbvi gv`K eëmv eÜ n‡q †Mj| bvBg‡K wb‡q †eu‡P _vK‡Z Avevi Av‡Mi †ckvq
bvg‡Z n‡jv Av‡gbv‡K| KL‡bv dvg©‡MU Ifviweª‡Ri Ici, KL‡bvev msm` fve‡bi
mvg‡b ùvwo‡q hv Avq nw”Qj, Zv w`‡q eQi `yB gv-†Q‡ji P‡j hvw”Qj| P~ovšÍ wecwËUv
n‡jv hLb miKvi †ijjvB‡bi `yB cv‡ki ew¯Í †f‡O ¸uwo‡q w`j| GLb Kx Ki‡e
Av‡gbv? †Kv_vq hv‡e? †Q‡ji eqm Pvi| GZ eo †Q‡j _vK‡Z N‡i L‡Ïi IVv‡bvUvI
gykwKj| ïiæ Kij evmvq evmvq KvR Kiv| me evwoi mv‡neiv Ii m‡½ ïB‡Z Pvq|
Av‡gbvI ïB‡Z ivwR, wKš‘ Zviv ïB‡Z Pvq gvMbv| †KD UvKv w`‡Z Pvq bv| Zvici
evmvevwoi KvR †Q‡o KvR wbj †g‡m| Mv‡qi is dimv Avi kix‡i gvsm _vKvq
†mLv‡bI mevB ïB‡Z Pvq| Z‡e Zviv Aí wKQy n‡jI UvKvcqmv w`Z| AviI eo n‡Z
_v‡K bvBg| hLb bvB‡gi eqm Qq, ZLb GKw`b †m Iqv‡R ïbj hvi mšÍvb
†KviAv‡bi nv‡dR, Zvi Rb¨ †`vR‡Li Av¸b nvivg n‡q hvq| GKRb nv‡dR †gvU
cÂvkRb‡K Rvbœv‡Z wb‡q †h‡Z cv‡i| ZLbB Av‡gbv wm×všÍ †bq, †m †Q‡j‡K
nv‡dwR cov‡e| fwZ© Kivq XvKvi GKwU nv‡dwR gvìvmvq| †mLvb †_‡K w`b c‡b‡iv
ci cvwj‡q G‡m ejj †m Avi gvìvmvq hv‡e bv| Gfv‡e G‡K G‡K wZbUv gvìvmv
†_‡K P‡j Gj| †k‡l Av‡gbv wm×všÍ †bq MÖv‡g hv‡e †m| ZviciP‡j Gj MÖv‡gi evwo|
bvbvR‡bi bvbv K_v mn¨ K‡i MÖv‡g G‡m nuvm-gyiwM cvjb ïiæ K‡i| GbwRI †_‡K
mvgvb¨ †jvb wb‡q Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í nuvm-gyiwMi cvkvcvwk gvQ Avi QvMj PvlI ïiæ K‡i|
Zvici †Q‡j‡K fwZ© Kivq bIkv` †PŠayixi KIwg gvìvmvq| bvBg †hfv‡eB Rb¥ wbK
bv †Kb, †`L‡Z n‡q‡Q LyeB my›ì, mykÖx| UKU‡K Mv‡qi is, DbœZ ¯^v¯’¨| hLb Av‡gbv
†Q‡j‡K gvìvmvq fwZ© Kiv‡bvi wm×všÍ wb‡q †g‡mi KvR †Q‡o MÖv‡g hv‡e e‡j †g‡m
Rvwb‡qwQj, ZLb GK dvjZz Q¨vgiv e‡jwQj GZ my›ì †Q‡jUv‡K gvìvmvq cov‡eb,
†mLvbKvi nv‡dR-gvIjvbviv†Zv †Q‡jUvi m‡½ AvKvg-KzKvg Ki‡e| gvivZ¥K dvwRj
Q¨vgiv| bvgvR-†ivRv †Zv KL‡bvB KiZ bv, AviI ag© wbqv Av‡Rev‡R K_v ejZ|
Aek¨ IB Q¨vgiv Ii m‡½ †Kv‡bv w`bI Lvivc wKQy Ki‡Z Pvqwb| Avi hviv K‡i‡Q,
Zviv Aek¨ cÖ‡Z¨K ïµevi cvÄvwe c‡i gv_vq Uzwc w`‡q eM‡j RvqbvgvR wb‡q Rygv
co‡Z †hZ| wKš‘ hZ hv-B †nvK, Avjøvn&i wcÖq ev›`v †KviAv‡bi nv‡dR‡ì wb‡q Ggb
†bvsiv K_v ejvi Kvi‡Y †m †h Avmvi mgq bvBg‡K GK nvRvi UvKv w`‡qwQj, Zv-I
†bqwb Av‡gbv|
wKš‘ Av‡gbv †Kv‡bvfv‡eB eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv bvBg †Kb gvìvmvq wUK‡Z Pvq bv| cÖwZ
e„n¯úwZevi gvìvmv †_‡K wd‡i gb Lvivc K‡i e‡m _v‡K Avi e‡j gvìvmvq Avi
hv‡e bv|
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†Q‡j evwo‡Z Avmv Dcj‡ÿ mva¨g‡Zv fv‡jv-g›` ivbœv Kivi †Póv K‡i Av‡gbv|
†Q‡j‡K Avì K‡i LvIqv‡Z LvIqv‡Z ejj, ÔAvwg hw` g‡i hvB, Zvn‡j †Zvi fv‡jv
jvM‡e?Õ GK_v ï‡b gv‡K Rwo‡q †fD †fD K‡i †Ku‡` w`j bvBg| †Q‡j‡K ey‡K †P‡c
a‡i ejj, ÔZvB‡j ZzB Avgv‡i K, ZzB K¨vb gvìvmvq hvB‡Z PvBmbv| GB `yB eQ‡i
†Zv‡i PvBi-PvBiUv gvìvmvq fwZ© KiwQ| ZzB Kzby gvìvmvq _vK‡Z PvBm bv K¨vb,
Avgv‡i K| hw` bv KBm, ZvB‡j Avwg Mjvq `wo w`gyÕ| G K_v †kvbvi ci bvB‡gi
Kvbœvi MwZ AviI †e‡o †Mj| euvafvOv Kvbœv| wn°v w`‡Z w`‡Z ejj LvIqvi ci ej‡e
†m| iv‡Z †kvqvi ci bvBg Av‡gbv‡K hv ejj, Zv Av‡gbv †Kv‡bvfv‡eB wek^vm K‡i
bv| GgbwK wb‡Ri †Pv‡L †`L‡jI wek^vm Ki‡e bv| eyS‡Z cvij †Q‡j gvìvmvq
co‡e bv, GB Kvi‡YB Ggb K_v evwb‡q evwb‡q ej‡Q| gvìvmvi nv‡dR-gvIjvbviv
Av‡gbvi Kv‡Q me mgqB †d‡ikZvZzj¨| Zv‡ì m¤ú‡K© Ggb †bvsiv K_v bvBg e‡j
Kx K‡i? Av‡gbv wm×všÍ wbj, Gevi †m wb‡R wM‡q †Q‡j‡K gvìvmvq w`‡q Avm‡e|
GB †Q‡j‡K wbðqB e` wR‡b ai‡Q| mvÿvr Bewjk kqZv‡bi nvZ Av‡Q Gi †cQ‡b|
†Q‡j‡K gvìvmvq w`‡q Avm‡e Avi ej‡e †Q‡j‡K †hb wkKj w`‡q †eu‡a iv‡L|
Av‡gbv ï‡b‡Q A‡bK QvÎ‡K wkKj w`‡q †eu‡a ivLv nq| bvBg‡KI wkKj w`‡q †eu‡a
ivLv DwPZ e‡j g‡b n‡jv Av‡gbvi| Avi bv n‡j GB e`wRb Qvov‡bv hv‡e bv|
†KviAv‡bi nv‡dR nIqv GZ mnR bv| †m †Q‡j‡K †KviAv‡bi nv‡dR evbv‡Z Pvq
†R‡bB Bewjk AvµgY K‡i‡Q| †h K‡iB †nvK, GB kqZv‡bi nvZ †_‡K bvBg‡K
euvPv‡Z n‡e| Av‡gbvi Rxe‡b Avi †Kv‡bv Avkv †bB, †bB †Kv‡bv ¯^cœ| ¯^cœ ïay
GKUvB, †m †Q‡j‡K nv‡dR evbv‡e| Zv †h K‡iB †nvK| Zv‡Z hw` †Q‡ji GKUz Kó
nq n‡e| Av‡gbv †eviKv c‡i Zvi Ici eo GKUv eomo PIov Iobv Pvwc‡q †Q‡j‡K
wb‡q iIbv w`j gvìvmvq| G‡m Lyu‡R †ei Kij nv‡dR gvIjvbv Kexi ûRyi‡K|
wR‡bi Ici Zvi `Lj GjvKv weL¨vZ| †mB cvi‡e bvBg‡K wRbgy³ Ki‡Z| GB e`
wRb Qvov‡ZB n‡e, Zv †h K‡iB †nvK| bvn‡j GB wRb †Q‡j‡K nv‡dR n‡Z †`‡e
bv| †m Kexi ûRyi‡K hZ`~i m¤¢e welqwU Ly‡j ejj| Zvici AwZ K‡ó Rgv‡bv `yB
nvRvi UvKv Kexi ûRy‡ii nv‡Z w`j wRb Zvov‡bvi nvw`qv wn‡m‡e ûRyi †hb bvB‡gi
Ici †_‡K e`wR‡bi Avmi KvwU‡q GKRb cÖK…Z nv‡dR evwb‡q †`q| AviI e‡j Gj
Kexi ûRyi †hb bvBg‡K Zvi Lvm †L`gZ`vi evwb‡q †bq| ìKvi n‡j Ggb nvw`qv
Av‡gbv AviI †`‡e| †mB w`bB bvB‡gi cv‡q wkKj jvMj| Kexi gvIjvbv bZzb
Lv‡`g cvIqvq UM‡ii Ici †_‡K GKUz Pvc Kgj|
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GKw`b Avm‡ii bvgv‡Ri ci gynZvwg‡gi †gvevB‡j AcwiwPZ GKUv bv¤^vi †_‡K †dvb
Gj| †dvb a‡i †m mvjvg †Ìqvi Av‡M Icvk †_‡K myjwjZ K‡É mwnn& ï×fv‡e
mvjvg w`j GKwU cyiæl KÉ| mvjv‡gi Reve w`‡q gynZvwgg Rvb‡Z PvBj †K| Icvk
†_‡K ejj, Ôeo ûRyi, Avwg ew`, ew`D¾vgvbÕ| bvgUv †kvbvi m‡½m‡½ GKUv
wfbœiKg wkniY †L‡j †Mj gynZvwg‡gi kixiRy‡o| Zvi Kvb †gveviK Mig n‡q †Mj,
wb¤œv½ †gveviK k³ n‡Z ïiæ Kij, cvqyc_ †gveviK †Kgb †Kgb Ki‡Z jvMj|
ew`D¾vgvb Zvi GK cyivZb QvÎ| GLb †_‡K ev‡iv eQi Av‡M †m GLv‡b coZ|
Avnv †i ew`D¾vgvb! Zv‡K wb‡q KZ ¯§„wZ! KZ KZ fvebv i‡q‡Q, Zv ïay gynZvwgg
GKvB RvbZ bv, A‡b‡KB RvbZ| ew` hLb GLv‡b coZ, ZLb Zvi eqm 15-16|
UKU‡K dimv, gv_vfwZ© †KuvKov Pzj, jvj `y‡Uv †VuvU| me‡P‡q PgrKvi wQj Ii
XjX‡j wbZ¤^Lvbv| fivU ¯^v‡¯’ï ew` hLb gynZvwg‡gi mvg‡b w`‡q †nu‡U †hZ, ZLb
†m Mig n‡q †hZ| ew` cov‡kvbvq Lye GKUv fv‡jv wQj bv| gynZvwg‡gi w`‡K
ZvwK‡q me mgq †Kgb GKUz gyPwK nvmZ| fwel¨‡Z †cÖ‡g covi m¤¢vebv Av‡Q, Ggb
†Q‡j‡g‡q GKRb Ab¨R‡bi w`‡K ZvwK‡q †hgb K‡i nv‡m, ewÌ †Zgwb K‡i nvmZ|
ew`‡K cÖ_g †hw`b Zvi †L`g‡Z †W‡KwQj, †mw`bB gynZvwgg ey‡SwQj G cvKv
†L‡jvqvo| ew` wb‡RB D‡V †hZ gynZvwg‡gi Ici| cÖ_g w`b gynZvwg‡gi n‡q hvIqvi
ci ew` gynZvwg‡gi Kvb †gvevi‡K Avj‡Zv K‡i Kvgo w`‡q e‡jwQj, ÔAvwg GKUz
KieÕ| ï‡b †hb AvKv‡ki Puv` nv‡Z †cj gynZvwgg| KZw`b †bq bv! Zvi wb‡Ri
gvìvmv †Q‡o Avmvi ci Ifv‡e Avivg K‡i KL‡bv wb‡Z cv‡iwb| †mw`b Dcyo n‡q,
wPZ n‡q, KvZ n‡q, ùvwo‡q GKRb Ab¨Rb‡K †L`gZ K‡iwQj| gynZvwg‡gi g‡b
n‡Zv G‡K-A‡bï RvgvB-eD| Gici †_‡K gynZvwgg Ab¨ wkï‡ì †L`gZ wb‡j ew`
KvbœvKvwU ch©šÍ KiZ| Avevi ew`D¾vgvb Ab¨ †Kv‡bv Qv‡Îi cvk †Nu‡l em‡jI
gynZvwg‡gi KwjRvi g‡a¨ †LuvPv jvMZ| Ggb m½x gynZvwgg mviv Rxe‡bI cvqwb|
ew`D¾vgvb nvZ †K‡U gynZvwg‡gi bv‡gi A`¨ÿi wjLj| `yRb `yRb‡K K_v
w`‡qwQj, G Rxe‡b †KD Avi Ab¨ †Kv‡bv cyiæ‡li w`‡K ZvKv‡e bv| wKš‘ welqwU
GKmgq gvìvmvi QvÎiv †Ui †c‡q †Mj| Zviv ew`D¾vgvb‡K Vv‡i‡Vv‡i bvbv K_v
ej‡jI gynZvwgg‡K KviI wKQy ejvi mvnm wQj bv| eo ûRyi e‡j K_v| Zviv
Avov‡j-AveWv‡j I‡ì ¯^vgx-¯¿x ejv ïiæ Kij| Iqv`v f½ K‡i wbRvg bv‡gi GK
wK‡kv‡ii cÖwZ Szu‡K c‡o gynZvwgg| GKw`b ¯^qs ew`D¾vgv‡bi nv‡Z aiv c‡o hvq
`yRb| Avi †mUvB Kvj n‡jv| wZbw`b ch©šÍ fvZ †L‡jv bv ew`| †m Kx Awfgvb! †mB
Awfgvb iƒc wbj wRNvsmvq| wbRv‡gi m‡½ cÖvqB SMov-gvivgvwi jvMZ ewì| Avjøvn&i
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Rwg‡b Øxb cÖwZôvi D‡Ï‡k¨ wRnvw` I¯Ív‡ì Kv‡Q A‡b‡Ki m‡½ cÖwkÿY wbZ ewÌ|
Lvwj nv‡Z gjøhy×, Qywi-PvcvwZ Pvjv‡bvq †m wQj I¯Ív`‡ì mgKÿ| †mB we`¨v GKw`b
cÖ‡qvM Kij wbRv‡gi Ici| GK Mi‡gi iv‡Z gvìvmvi eviv›`vq NygšÍ wbRvg‡K RevB
K‡i ao †_‡K gv_v Avjv`v K‡i iv‡Zi Auvav‡i cvwj‡q hvq ew`| evB‡ii mevB ej‡Z
jvMj `yB Qv‡Îi Ø›Ø †_‡K GB Lyb| wKš‘ gvìvmvi A‡b‡K welqwU Av›`vR Ki‡Z
cvi‡jI evB‡i KvD‡K wKQy e‡jwb †KD| ew` †h †Mj Avi †Kv‡bv †LuvR †cj bv
cywjk| AvR GK hyM ci †dvb Kij gynZvwgg‡K| †dvbUv wb‡q GKUz `~‡i †Mj
gynZvwgg, Ôew`D¾vgvb! Avgvi gqbv cvwL, Avgvi KzUKzwU †mvbv, GZ eQi ci!
†Kv_vq Zzwg? †Kgb AvQ?Õ `xN© GK NÈv K_v n‡jv `yR‡bi| mewKQy Rvbvj †m
gynZvwgg‡K| Z‡e wKQy †i‡L wKQy †X‡K| ew` wQj wg_¨vi ivRv| AZ¨šÍ my›ì †Pnviv I
Awfb‡q cvi`k©x ew` Zvi a~Z©Zv‡K Kv‡R jvMvj| PÆMÖv‡gi cuvPjvB‡k GKwU gmwR‡`
wM‡q ejj †m GKRb bIgymwjg| gymjgvb nIqvi ci Zvi cwievi Zv‡K Lyb Kivi
Rb¨ n‡b¨ n‡q LyuR‡Q| e¨m, AvKv‡ki Puv` †cj Zviv| my›ì †Pnviv Avi bIgymwjg
cwiPq †Ìqvi Kvi‡Y Zvi cÖwZ `vwÿY¨ †`Lvj A‡b‡KB| †KD †KD Zv‡K mšÍvb
wn‡m‡e jvjb-cvjb Ki‡Z PvBj| n‡jvI ZvB| ew`‡K Øx‡bi wkÿv w`‡q GKRb LuvwU
Øxb`vi Bmjv‡gi †meK evbv‡bvUv n‡q DVj Zv‡ì Bgvwb `vwqZ¡| ew`‡K fwZ© Kwi‡q
w`j GKwU nv‡dwR gvìvmvq| †mLvb †_‡K ew` †ndR †kl K‡i‡Q| Gici G‡K G‡K
`vIiv‡q nvw`m cvm K‡i †klZK n‡q‡Q gydwZ| †k‡l PvKwiI n‡jv GKwU KIwg
gvìvmvq| wKš‘ K_vq e‡j bv, LvmjZ hvqbv ayB‡j, BjøZ hvqbv gB‡j| ew` †mLv‡b
GK QvÎ‡K al©Y Ki‡Z wM‡q nv‡Zbv‡Z aiv coj| GjvKvevmx Zv‡K a‡i w`j
MYwcUzwb| †Quov RyZvi gvjv Mjvq w`‡q †ei K‡i w`j GjvKv †_‡K| †m wM‡q VuvB wbj
K·evRv‡i GK mncvVxi Kv‡Q| †m-I GKwU gvìvmvi wkÿK| wKš‘ ew`‡K wkÿK
wn‡m‡e PvKwi Avi w`‡Z cvij bv| †mB eÜzi Kv‡QB †LuvR cvq Bqvev eëmvi| GKUz
SzuwKc~Y© eëmv n‡jI GLv‡b G‡Kev‡iB KuvPv UvKv eyS‡Z cvij ew`| gvìvmvq
wbqwgZ cvqyPP©vi d‡j mnRMg¨ cvqyc_ †m Kv‡R jvMvj Bqvev cvPv‡ii Kv‡R| wKš‘
ew` GLb Avevi wdi‡Z Pvq gynZvwg‡gi Kv‡Q, Zvi cy‡iv‡bv gvìvmvq| ew`
gynZvwgg‡K Afq w`‡q e‡j Zv‡K †`L‡j Avi †KD wPb‡Z cvi‡e bv| Avi ewì
bvgI GLb Avi ew` †bB| cuvPjvB‡ki gmwR` †_‡K Zvi bvg nq †gvnv¤§` Igi
Avjx| A_©vr †m GLb nv‡dR gvIjvbv gydwZ †gvnv¤§` Igi Avjx|
†mBw`b ev` gvMwie bIkv` †PŠayix‡K gynZvwgg Rvbvj, w`b w`b nvw`mLvbvi Qv‡Îi
cwigvY evo‡Q| GLb GKRb gydwZ wb‡qvM bv w`‡jB bq| Avi gydwZ wb‡qvM w`‡j
AviI bZzb QvÎ cvIqv hv‡e| bZzb QvÎ gv‡b Av‡qi bZzb Drm| m¤§wZ w`j bIkv`
†PŠayix| Z‡e GLbB Lye GKUv †eZb w`‡Z cvi‡e bv| Kg †eZ‡b †Kv‡bv gydwZ Av‡Q
wKbv, Rvb‡Z Pvq bIkv` †PŠayix| Zv‡K Afq †`q gynZvwgg| †m ivwR _vK‡j Aí
†eZ‡b fv‡jv gydwZ †m †RvMvo K‡i †dj‡e| bIkv` †PŠayixi KvQ †_‡K we`vq wb‡q
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†ei n‡qB ew`D¾vgvb Ii‡d †gvnv¤§` Igi Avjx‡K †dvb Kij gynZvwgg| Rvbvj,
†m PvB‡j †h †Kv‡bv mgq P‡j Avm‡Z cv‡i| Gw`‡K me eë¯’v K‡i †d‡j‡Q
gynZvwgg| mewKQy †MvQMvQ Ki‡Z wZb-Pviw`b mgq jvM‡e ewì| GiciB iIbv †`‡e
e‡j gynZvwgg‡K Rvbvj †m| wKš‘ gynZvwg‡gi †hb Avi Zi mBwQj bv| ¸n¨Øvi
†gveviK †hb †Kgb †Kgb KiwQj| ciw`b nvw`mLvbvq Rvwb‡q w`j, Zv‡ì Rb¨
GKRb AZ¨šÍ fv‡jv gv‡bi gydwZ I¯Ív` Avm‡Q|
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w`b Pv‡iK ci ew` Rvbvj, Zvi hv †MvQv‡bvi wQj, Zv †MvQv‡bv n‡q †M‡Q|
AvMvgxKvj †m iIbv †`‡e| Zvi m‡½ fvix fvix †ek K‡qKwU e¨vM _vK‡e| gynZvwgg
†hb K‡qKRb QvÎmn evm÷¨v‡Û Dcw¯’Z _v‡K| gynZvwgg Zv‡K Gme wb‡q wPšÍv bv
Ki‡Z e‡jw`j| †m Aek¨B _vK‡e Ges Zv‡K wb‡q Avm‡e| cuvP w`b ci XvKv †_‡K
Avmv evmwU †_‡K †h bvgj, Zv‡K †`‡L mevB †ek Pg‡K †Mj| cÖvq QqdzU j¤^v,
AZ¨šÍ ejkvjx GK wÎ‡ki †KvVvi g¯Í gvIjvbv, hvi eyK ch©šÍ GKUz †KuvKov‡bv Nb
K…ò `vwo †gveviK, Nvo ch©šÍ †KuvKov‡bv Pzj, UvKby Aewa aea‡e mv`v cvÄvwe, hv‡Z
jvMv‡bv Av‡Q †mvbvwj †evZvg, gv_vi cvMwo †b‡g †M‡Q wcV ch©šÍ| `y‡a AvjvZv Mv‡qi
eiY Zvi| Mv †_‡K Avm‡Q A™¢zZ my›ì myMÜ| †m †`L‡Z †mŠwì †h‡Kv‡bv wcÖ‡Ýi
†P‡q my›ì| Zvi ivRwmK cÖ‡e‡k Pg‡K †Mj cy‡iv GjvKv| Avi †KD wPb‡Z bv
cvi‡jI ew`‡K wPb‡Z GKUzI Amyweav nqwb gynZvwg‡gi| †mB nvwm, †mB †VuvU!
ev‡iv eQi ci †m cv ivLj Zvi cy‡iv‡bv gvìvmvq| GB ev‡iv eQ‡i Zvi †hgb
cwieZ©b n‡q‡Q, †Zgwb cwieZ©b n‡q‡Q gvìvmviI| gynZvwg‡gi N‡ii cv‡kB Zvi
Rb¨ †¯úkvj Ni wVK K‡i †i‡L‡Q gynZvwgg| †mB m‡½ wVK K‡i †i‡L‡Q Pvi-PviRb
Lv‡`g, hv‡ì mevi eqm ev‡ivi g‡a¨| GB nv‡dR gvIjvbv gydwZ †gvnv¤§` Igi
Avjx‡K †`‡L Kv‡iviB †evSvi Dcvq †bB GB †mB ew`, †h Zvi I¯Ív‡ì m‡½ †cÖ‡gi
m¤ú‡K©i †Ri a‡i GKRb‡K RevB K‡i ao †_‡K gv_v Avjv`v K‡i †d‡jwQj| Zvi
K_vq wPUMs‡qi Uvb AZ¨šÍ ¯úó| `ycy‡i Zvi Rb¨ †¯úkvj Lvbvwcbvi Av‡qvRb wQj
bIkv` †PŠayixi evwo‡Z| †mLv‡b `vIqvZ wQj KwgwUi Ab¨ m`m¨‡ìI| LvIqv`vIqv
†k‡l †ek wKQy mgq a‡i Avjvc-cwiPq n‡jv KwgwUi mevi m‡½| ewì AvPvi-AvPi‡Y
mevB †ek gy»| mevB Rvbj, ewì evwo PÆMÖv‡g| Gici wd‡i Gj gvìvmvq| G‡mB
gynZvwg‡gi iæ‡g Xz‡K m‡½ m‡½ ìRv jvwM‡q w`j| Gici Suvwc‡q coj GKRb
Ab¨R‡bi Ici| †ek wKQy mgq ïay PKvm PKvm kãB Avm‡Z _vKj| Zvici
PvUvPvwU, †PvlvPzwl Avi KvgovKvgwo‡Z AÜKvi| `yR‡bB †hb `yR‡bi Rb¨ Z…wlZ
Kv‡Ki b¨vq A‡cÿvq wQj| Igi Avjx †hb Av‡Mi †P‡q GKUz †ewkB Avb›` w`j
gynZvwgg‡K| So †_‡g hvIqvi ci GKRb Ab¨Rb‡K Rwo‡q _vKj †ek wKQy mgq|
Gici ev_iæ‡g wM‡q `yRb GKm‡½ diR †Mvmj mvij| Zvici cvkvcvwk ï‡q `yRb
A‡bK myL-`yt‡Li K_v ejj| gvìvmvq N‡U hvIqv A‡bK NUbv-`yN©Ubv A‡bK wKQy|
me †k‡l ejj bIkv` †PŠayix gvnwd‡ji UvKv wb‡q mevim‡½ Kx cÖZviYvUv K‡i‡Q|
†m K_v †kvbvi m‡½m‡½ †kvqv †_‡K D‡V e‡m ew`D¾vgvb Ii‡d Igi Avjx ejj,
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Bw÷kb BeyK
ÔI¯Ív`, Avcbvi Rb¨ wKQy Dcnvi AvbwQÕ| I¯Ív` ejvi m‡½ m‡½ gynZvwgg Igi Avjxi
gyL †P‡c a‡i ejj, ÔZzwg Avgv‡K mevi mvg‡b I¯Ív` WvKev bv| Zzwg Avgvi QvÎ Zv
†Zv Avi GLvbKvi †KD Rv‡b bvÕ|
Igi Avjx Zvi iæg †_‡K `ywU fvix fvix e¨vM wb‡q Gj| †`‡L gynZvwgg ejj, ÔGB
`yBUv e¨vM fiv Avgvi Rb¨ Dcnvi?Õ Rev‡e Igi Avjx ejj, Ô†`L‡Z _v‡Kb LvwjÕ|
cÖ_g e¨vMUv Ly‡j Igi Avjx G‡Ki ci GK fvix fvix wekvj mvB‡Ri †KviAvb kwid
†ei Ki‡Z _vKj| †`‡L gynZvwgg ejj, GZ¸‡jv †KviAvb gwR` †Kb?
Ñ ejwQ bv †`L‡Z _v‡Kb Lvwj|
wØZxq e¨vM †_‡K †ei Ki‡Z _vKj fvix fvix wmqvn& wmËvn nvw`m MÖš’| Zvici
gynZvwgg‡K ejj, ÔGKUv †KviAvb gwR` †Lv‡jbÕ|
gynZvwgg GKUv †KviAvb nv‡Z wb‡q cÖ_g K‡qKwU cvZv IjUv‡ZB †`Lj GKUv M‡Z©i
g‡Zv| Zvi g‡a¨ cwjw_b w`‡q cu¨vPv‡bv jvj i‡Oi c¨v‡KU ev Ggb wKQy GKUv|
gynZvwg‡gi †PvL eo eo n‡q †Mj| †m AevK n‡q ejj, ÔG¸‡jv Kx, ew`?Õ
ew`m‡½m‡½ gynZvwg‡gi gyL †P‡c a‡i ejj, Ôew` bv, nv‡dR gvIjvbv gydwZ †gvnv¤§`
Igi AvjxÕ| Gevi ew` wb‡RB me †KviAvb Ly‡j ivLj gynZvwg‡gi mvg‡b| me KwUiB
GKB Ae¯’v| Gici †Lvjv ïiæ Kij nvw`m¸‡jv| †mLv‡bI GKB NUbv| gynZvwgg
Avevi A‰ah© n‡q wR‡Ám Kij, ÔKx GB¸jv?Õ
Ñ GB¸jv me UvKv, KuvPv UvKv|
Ñ UvKv gv‡b?
Ñ UvKv gv‡b Bqvevi bvg †kv‡bb bvB? GB¸jv †mB Bqvev|
m‡½ m‡½ wekvj eo wRe †ei Kij gynZvwgg|
Ñ KI Kx? KB cvBQ Gme?
Ñ †mme A‡bK Mí, A‡bK K_v| eëmvi K_v ejwQjvg bv Avcbv‡i? GB †mB eëmv|
GLv‡b Lvwj UvKv Avi UvKv| Agb bIkv` †PŠayix‡K †Mvjvg evbvqv ivLe, BbkvAvjøv|
Ñ eySjvg, wKš‘ Zzwg GB¸jv KB cvBQ?
Ñ †mB me RvBbv Avc‡b Kx Ki‡eb? ïay Avgv‡i Kb, GB GjvKvi †cvjvcvb Kx
cwigvY Bqvev Lvq? †K †K †e‡P?
Ñ Av‡i, g‡b nq fv‡Zi PvB‡Z †ewk Lvq| ev”Pv †cvjvcvb nB‡Z ïiæ KBiv eyoviv
ch©šÍ Lvq|
Ñ †e‡P †K, wP‡bb?
Ñ A‡b‡KB †e‡P, K‡qKRb‡i †Zv wPwb|
Ñ LyPiv `yB-PvBi-cuvPUv hviv †e‡P, Zviv bv| g~j wWjvi †KWv,Rv‡bb?
Ñ g‡b nq wPwb GKRb‡i| wKš‘ GB¸jv †Zv gvivZ¥K fqsKi wRwbm, ew`|
Ñ Avevi ew`! Igi Avjx|
Ñ I, Igi Avjx| GB¸jv †eP‡j †Zv µmdvqvi †`q|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
Ñ †`q †Zv AvwgI Rvwb| wKš‘ mevB‡i †Zv Avi †`q bv| w`‡j †Zv Avi GB eëmv PjZ
bv| LyPivgyPiv hviv `yB-PvBi-cuvP‡kv †e‡P, Zv‡Mv‡i †`q| GBLv‡b KZ wcm gvj
Av‡Q, Avcbvi †Kv‡bv aviYv Av‡Q? cÖwZUv †KviAvb kwi‡di g‡a¨ Av‡Q wek nvRvi
KBiv| `k wcm †KviAv‡bi g‡a¨ Av‡Q `yB jvL| Avi nvw`‡mi g‡a¨ Av‡Q wek nvRvi
KBiv| †gvU PvBi jvL evev Av‡Q Avgvi Kv‡Q|
Ñ KI Kx! Avgvi †Zv gv_v NyiZv‡Q!
Ñ gv_v AviI Nyi‡e| Gevi †kv‡bb G‡Z jvf KZ| Avwg hw` DwLqv w_K¨v Avwb Avi
GBnv‡b cvBKvwiI †ewP, ZvB‡j cÖwZ wcm evevq Avgvi Kg KBiv GK _vBKv †ò‡kv
UvKv jvf _vKe| ZvB‡j Pvi jvL wcm evevq Avgvi Kx cwigvY jvf AvBe, GKevi
fv‡eb|
Gevi UvKvi wnmve Ki‡Z wM‡q gynZvwg‡gi gv_v mwZ¨ mwZ¨ Nyi‡Z jvMj| †m †Uwe‡j
ivLv RM †_‡K cvwb †X‡j †L‡jv GK Møvm| e‡j Kx Gme? G †Zv †KvwU †KvwU UvKvi
wnmve! mewKQy †`‡L gynZvwg‡gi wfgwi LvIqvi †RvMvo| †m _ZgZ †L‡q ejj, ÔAv‡M
e‡jv GB¸jv Zzwg KB cvBQ? GB¸jv †Kbvi UvKv †Zvgv‡i †K w`j?Õ
Ñ GK wWjv‡ii KvQ _vBKv evwK‡Z AvbwQ| †eBPv †eBPv UvKv w`‡Z n‡e|
ew` K·evRv‡ii gvìvmvi wkÿK eÜzi m‡½B Bqvev eëmvq Rwo‡q c‡o| Z‡e wb‡R
UvKv LvwU‡q KL‡bv eëmv K‡iwb| †m me mgq KvR K‡i‡Q K¨vwiqvi wn‡m‡e| GKRb
fv‡jv K¨vwiqvwi÷ n‡Z Zv‡K mnvqZv K‡i‡Q Zvi fv‡jv †Pnviv, Bmjvwg †cvkvK Avi
mnRMg¨ cvqyc_| †QvU‡ejv †_‡K evB †m·yqvj ewì cvqyc_ wQj mnRMg¨| †mLv‡b
†m cÖ_g †_‡K `yB-Pvi nvRvi, c‡i AviI †ewk K‡i Bqvev enb Ki‡Z ïiæ K‡i|
K·evRv‡ii DwLqv, †UKbvd, ýxjvmn wewfbœ RvqMv †_‡K Bqvev cvqyc‡_ K‡i XvKvq
†cuŠ‡Q w`Z| Agb my›ì †Pnviv †`‡L †KD m‡›`n KiZ bv| ax‡i ax‡i †m wek^¯ÍZv
AR©b K‡i| GB K¨vwiqv‡ii KvR K‡i hv Avq n‡Zv, Zv w`‡q gb fiwQj bv Zvi|
wKš‘ wb‡R ïiæ Kivi g‡Zv mvnm _vK‡jI cyuwR wQj bv| ax‡i ax‡i mvnm evo‡Z _vKj
ewì| cvqyc_ QvovI Ab¨vb¨fv‡e †m cvPvi Kiv ïiæ Kij|
Gev‡ii PvjvbUv wQj me‡P‡q eo| cuvP jv‡Li Pvjvb| GB Pvjv‡bi wel‡q hLb K_v
ïiæ nq, ZLb †_‡KB fve‡Z _v‡K Gevi GKUv SzuwK †b‡e ew`| cwë gvi‡e †m| wKš‘
cwë †g‡i †Kv_vq jyKv‡e? Zvi ìKvi GKUv wbivc` AvkÖq, ìKvi wewµ Kivi
RvqMv| ZLbB gv_vq Av‡m gynZvwg‡gi K_v| RvbZ gynZvwgg ivwR n‡eB| cvwU© ïiæ
†_‡KB e‡j‡Q, Gevi gvj wb‡q XvKvq hv‡e `yRb| GKRb †ivwn½v Avi ew`| ZLb
ew` cwë gvivi cwiKíbvUv AviI fv‡jvfv‡e ¸wQ‡q wbj| cwiKíbv gvwdK K·evRvi
†_‡K iIbv †`q `yRb| †ivwn½v byi mvwq`‡K emvq ev‡mi G‡Kev‡i mvg‡bi w`‡K Avi
I wb‡R e‡m †cQ‡bi w`‡K| Ii fvebv GKUvB, Rxe‡b eo n‡Z n‡j SzuwK wb‡ZB
n‡e| bv n‡j eo nIqv hv‡e bv| ìKvi n‡j GB Pvjvb †g‡i w`‡q GB jvBb †Q‡o
†`‡e †m| nq †m gvi‡e, bv n‡j gi‡e| byi mvwq‡ì cvqyc‡_I †ek wKQy Bqvev i‡q‡Q
96
Bw÷kb BeyK
KbW‡g †XvKv‡bv, ZvB Zvi evm †_‡K bvgv wb‡la| †m mviv c‡_ wKQy Lv‡e bv| XvKvq
†b‡g gvj Lvjvm K‡i Zvici hZ B”Qv Lv‡e| wKš‘ Igi Avjx Rv‡b, `wi`ª †ivwn½v
hye‡Ki Aek¨B ÿzav jvM‡e| hvÎx‡ì LvIqv‡bvi Rb¨ Kzwgjøvq hLb evm _vgj, ZLb
wb‡R †L‡q byi mvwq‡ì Rb¨ `ywU Mig c‡ivUv Avi Miæi gvsm †ivj K‡i wb‡q Rvbvjv
w`‡q nv‡Z w`j| iv‡Zi AÜKv‡i welqwU †Lqvj Kij bv †KD| Avi ev‡mi †h cv‡k
byi mvwq` i‡q‡Q, †mcv‡k †Kv‡bv wmwm K¨v‡givI †bB| †mB Miæi gvsm Avi c‡ivUv
byi mvwq‡ì nv‡Z w`j, †mLv‡b fv‡jv K‡i wel wgwk‡q w`‡qwQj ew`| evm Kzwgjøv
Qvovi Aí wKQy ciB g„Zzï †Kv‡j X‡j c‡o byi mvwq`| ciw`b cwÎKvq Av‡m cvqyc‡_
Bqvev cvPv‡ii mgq †c‡Ui g‡a¨ KbWg †d‡U wM‡q hye‡Ki g„Zz¨| wb‡Ri wbivcËv
cy‡ivcywi wbwðZ K‡i Igi Avjx P‡j Av‡m Zvi cy‡iv‡bv gvìvmvq| GLb Zvi m‡½
_vKv Bqvev †h UvKvqB wewµ KiæK bv †Kb, cy‡ivUvB Zvi jvf| GLb ax‡imy‡¯’
AvMv‡Z n‡e| Zvovûov Kiv hv‡e bv|
gynZvwg‡gi hLb ax‡i ax‡i GjvKvq cÖfve evo‡Z _v‡K, ZLb †_‡K bIkv` †PŠayix
Zvi m‡½ Lvivc eënvi Kiv ïiæ K‡i| Av‡MI †h †m Lye GKUv fv‡jv eënvi KiZ,
Ggb bq| Z‡e Zv Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í evo‡Z _v‡K| Avi †mB Kvi‡YB gynZvwggI Md&dvi
cv‡Uvqvixi mv‡_ m¤úK© fv‡jv Ki‡Z _v‡K| bIkv` †PŠayix Avi Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix
GKB gvìvmvi KwgwUi †jvK n‡jI `yR‡bi g‡a¨ m¤úK© mv‡c-†bD‡j| bIkv` †PŠayix
hLb †klevi wbe©vP‡b †n‡i hvq, ZLb Zvi cÖwZc‡ÿi n‡q KvR K‡iwQj Md&dvi
cv‡Uvqvix| Gici †m †NvlYv †`q, c‡iievi †m wb‡RB wbe©vPb Ki‡e| Avi bIkv`
†PŠayix †NvlYv †`q †m Ggwc wbe©vPb Ki‡e| `yR‡bi ga¨Kvi GB `v-Kzgov m¤úK©Uv‡K
Gevi Kv‡R jvMv‡Z Pvq gynZvwgg Avi ew`D¾vgvb| †`Lv hvK †Kv_vKvi cvwb †Kv_vq
Movq|
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Bw÷kb BeyK
 25 
`ycy‡ii w`‡K †Rvn‡ii bvgv‡Ri wKQy Av‡M gvìvmvq cÖvqB wePvi e‡m| AvRI e‡m‡Q|
nvw`mLvbvi `yRb wmwbqi QvÎ, †ndR wefv‡Mi wZbRb, byivwb wefv‡Mi `yRb| wmwbqi
QvÎ‡ì nvZ wcQ‡gvov K‡i euvav n‡q‡Q, Avi hv‡ì mvBR †QvU, IR‡b Kg, Zv‡ì
cv‡q `wo jvwM‡q Qv‡ì wmwjs‡qi m‡½ †Svjv‡bv n‡q‡Q| eo‡ì Aciva, Zviv
ÔAvDUeBÕ c‡o‡Q GKRb, GKRb iex›`ªmsMxZ ï‡b‡Q †gvevB‡j, †ndR wefv‡Mi
wZbRb GKm‡½ evB‡i wM‡q wm‡bgv †`‡L‡Q, byivwb wefv‡Mi GKRb Qwe AvuKvi g‡Zv
gvivZ¥K Ab¨vq K‡i‡Q, GKRb evB‡i wM‡q wµ‡KU †L‡j‡Q| kvw¯Í`v‡bi Rb¨
eive‡ii g‡Zv Av‡Q me‡P‡q kw³kvjx LZibvK wkÿK wRb ûRyi L¨vZ nv‡dR
gvIjvbv Kexi †nv‡mb, hv‡K QvÎiv jywK‡q jywZ KI‡gi ivRv e‡jI Wv‡K, Avevi
AvRivBj ûRyi e‡jI Wv‡K| Kw_Z Av‡Q, hviv GB gvìvmvq GKevi cv †i‡L‡Q,
Zv‡ì GKevi bv GKevi al©Y K‡i‡Q †m| kvixwiK kvw¯Íi Av‡M Zv‡ì eqvb w`‡”Q
gvìvmvi eo ûRyi Ii‡d gynZvwgg ûRyi| †KviAvb-nvw`‡mi †Kv_vq †Kv_vq Mvb
†kvbvi wel‡q wb‡lavÁv Av‡Q, weag©x Kv‡di gvjvDj iex›`ªbv_ VvKz‡ii Mvb †kvbv KZ
cvc, Qwe AuvK‡j g„Zzï ci Gi kvw¯Í Kx, Zvi eY©bv Ki‡Q| wm‡bgv †`Lv GZUvB cvc
†h GB †`‡k kwiqvn AvBb _vK‡j Zv‡ì nq‡Zv KZjB Kiv n‡Zv| Avi †h wkïwU
Qwe Gu‡K‡Q, †m †Zv †Kqvg‡Zi ci jÿ‡KvwU eQi c„w_exi †P‡q mËi ¸Y †ewk
Zvchy³ Av¸‡b R¦j‡e| Giv mevB Bmjvg †_‡K LvwiR n‡q †M‡Q, gyiZv` n‡q †M‡Q|
Avi gyiZv` nIqvi kvw¯Í KZj, hv mwnn& nvw`‡m K‡qK RvqMvq eY©bv Kiv Av‡Q| wKš‘
Zv‡ì eqm Kg Avi †`‡kI †h‡nZz GB gyn~‡Z© kwiqvn AvBb †bB, ZvB Zviv †eu‡P
†Mj| ZvQvov fwel¨‡Z Giv nv‡dR-Av‡jg n‡e, Avjøvi Rwg‡b Øxb cÖwZôvq f~wgKv
ivL‡e, ZvB GLb kvw¯Í cÖ`v‡bi gva¨‡g Zv‡ì ï× nIqvi GKUv my‡hvM w`‡”Q
I¯Ív‡ìv| kvw¯Í †Ìqvi ci cÖ‡Z¨K‡K Avevi K‡jgv c‡o cÖ_‡g gymjgvb n‡Z n‡e,
Zvici ZIev Ki‡Z n‡e| bvn‡j BnKvj-ciKvj †Kv_vI gyw³ †bB G‡ì| Zv‡ì
kvw¯Íi Rb¨ †eZ bq, †gnMwb Mv‡Qi †gvUv †gvUv Wvj †K‡U Avbv n‡q‡Q| †gnMwb
Mv‡Qi Wvj GB Kvi‡Y †h GB Wvj mn‡R fv‡O bv| mKj eqvb †k‡l gyn Zvwgg wba©viY
K‡i w`j mevB‡K 41wU K‡i evwo w`‡q ï× Kiv n‡e| D‡ëv K‡i †Svjv‡bv n‡q‡Q
wZbRb‡K| hv‡ì AvKvi-AvK…wZeo e‡j †Svjv‡bv hvqwb, Zv‡ì †`qv‡ji w`‡K gyL
Kwi‡q ùvo Kiv‡bv n‡q‡Q| jywZ KI‡gi ivRv †gnMwbi Wvj †gveviK w`‡q G‡KKUv
evwo †Ìqvi m‡½ m‡½ MMbwe`vix wPrKv‡i †d‡U co‡Q gyiZvìv| Avi †mB wPrKvi
ï‡b †Ku‡` w`‡”Q A‡cÿgvY gyiZvìv| gynZvwgg ûKzg w`j, Ôme evwo wèv cyUwK
eivei, hv‡Z KvD‡i †`nvB‡Z bv cv‡i| dvBRjvwg cvBQ?Õ †gnMwbi Wvj †c‡i DV‡Q
98
Bw÷kb BeyK
bv nv‡dR Kexi gvIjvbv Ii‡d wRb ûRyi Ii‡d AvRivBj ûRyiIi‡d jywZ KI‡gi
ivRvi m‡½| `k-ev‡ivUv wcUvb †Ìqvi ci jvwV †f‡O hv‡”Q| wKš‘ Zv‡Z mgm¨v †bB|
cv‡kB ¯Í~c Kiv Av‡Q Wvj| GKUv †f‡O hvIqvi ci Av‡iKUv Zz‡j wb‡”Q †m| GKmgq
nuvwc‡q DVj †m| ZR©bx w`‡q Kcv‡ji Nvg †d‡j w`‡q Avevi ïiæ K‡i‡Q bZzb
D`¨‡g| Gfv‡e Pjj NÈvLv‡bK| Avm‡ii Av‡MB cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki kix‡i 103 wWwMÖ R¦i P‡j
Gj| gynZvwgg ûKzg Kij, G‡ì KvD‡K †hb †Kv‡bv cÖKvi Ilya †L‡Z †Ìqv bv nq|
KviY, R¦i n‡jv Rvnvbœv‡gi DËvc| R¦i n‡j eis fv‡jv, Zv‡Z GB fqsKi
Acivax‡ì cvc wKQyUv KvUv hv‡e| †h I‡ì Bûw`-bvmviv‡Mv Ilya †L‡Z †`‡e, ZviI
GKB cwiYwZ n‡e|
†gvUvgywU mßvnLv‡b‡Ki g‡a¨ mevi R¦i †m‡i †M‡jI R¦i fv‡jv nqwb byivwb wefv‡Mi
QvÎ Avex‡ii, hv‡K Uvwb‡q wcUv‡bv n‡qwQj Qwe AuvKvi Aciv‡a| Zvi mviv kixi
dz‡j †M‡Q| R¦‡ii †Nv‡i cÖjvc eKv ïiæ K‡i‡Q| Ii eqm GMv‡iv| GB Avex‡ii Ici
wfbœ iKg Lv‡qk wQj nv‡dR gvIjvbv †gv³vi †nv‡m‡bi| wKš‘ Avexi gynZvwg‡gi
ÔBkwckvjÕ Lv‡`g wQj e‡j GZ w`b wKQy ej‡Z cv‡iwb †m| Avex‡ii Amy¯’Zv gvivZ¥K
ch©v‡q hvIqvi ci Zv‡K Avjv`v GKUv N‡i ivLv n‡q‡Q| `kg w`‡b nv‡dR †gv³vi
†nv‡mb gvIjvbv Avi wb‡R‡K a‡i ivL‡Z cvij bv| †Kv‡bv iKg evuavwecwË QvovB
Pzwcmv‡i wM‡q KvRUv †m‡i Gj| cici `yBevi al©Y K‡i wbj g„Zz¨c_hvÎx GMv‡iv
eQ‡ii wkï Avexi‡K| mKv‡j gvìvmv †_‡K Avex‡ii gv‡K Lei †Ìqv n‡jv Avex‡ii
R¦i G‡m‡Q, Zviv †hb Avexi‡K wb‡q wPwKrmv Kivq|
Avexi‡K hLb Ii gv Avi gvgv wb‡Z Gj, ZLb gynZvwg‡gi Kov wb‡`©k wQj, †Kv‡bv
QvÎB †hb Avex‡ii Awffve‡Ki m‡½ †Kv‡bv cÖKvi K_v ej‡Z bv cv‡i| _vbv mì
nvmcvZv‡ji wUGBPG Avex‡ii ïay †PvL Avi wRe †`‡LB ejj, ÔGLv‡b Avgv‡ì
†Kv‡bv wKQyB Kivi †bB, hZ `ªæZ m¤¢e I‡K wb‡q XvKv wkï nvmcvZv‡j iIbv w`b,
Avwg GKUv A¨v¤^y‡jÝ Avi GKRb bvm© w`‡q w`w”Q| GKUzI †`wi bv K‡i Gÿzwb iIbv
w`bÕ| ïay `ywU Bb‡RKkb w`‡q Avexi‡K DwV‡q †Ìqv n‡jv A¨v¤^y‡j‡Ý| Avexi‡K
wb‡q Ii gv, gvgv Avi GKRb bvm© iIbv n‡jv XvKv wkï nvmcvZv‡ji D‡Ï‡k¨|
cw_g‡a¨ Ii gv Avex‡ii A‡bK w`‡bi cvRvgv-cvÄvwe cvëv‡Z wM‡q †`Lj cvRvgvq
we‡kl wKQy †j‡M Av‡M, hv ïwK‡q PUP‡U n‡q Av‡Q| AviI †`Lj mviv kix‡ii
wcUv‡bvi `vM Kv‡jv n‡q Av‡Q| Gme †`‡L nvDgvD K‡i †Ku‡` DVj Ii gv| A¨v¤^y‡jÝ
Qy‡U P‡j‡Q XvKv cv‡b| wKš‘ mgm¨v n‡jv †`ŠjZw`qv †dwiNv‡U| Iiv cÖvq GK NÈv
A‡cÿv K‡i †dwi‡Z D‡V‡Q †ò NÈvi Ic‡i n‡jv| wKš‘ †dwi Qvovi bvgMÜI †bB|
Avex‡ii gv evievi AvqvZzj Kziwm co‡Q Avi Avwe‡ii ey‡K dzu w`‡”Q| AviI Avav
NÈv ci A¨v¤^y‡j‡Ýi WªvBfvi G‡m Rvbvj weAvBWweøDwUi GKRb DcmwP‡ei GB
†dwi‡Z hvIqvi K_v| wKš‘ †m Avwm Avwm K‡iI Avm‡Q bv, ZvB †dwi Qvo‡Z †`wi
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n‡”Q| wKš‘ Wv³vi †Zv e‡j w`‡q‡Q, Avexi‡K hZ `ªæZ m¤¢e AvBwmBD‡Z †XvKv‡Z
n‡e| Ab¨_vq P~ovšÍ Lvivc wKQy GKUv n‡q †h‡Z cv‡i|
DcmwPe Gj AviI NÈvLv‡bK ci| GB `xN© mg‡q Avex‡ii Ae¯’v AviI Lvivc n‡jv|
GLb Kv‡bi Kv‡Q gyL wb‡q WvK‡jI mvov †`q bv| gyL w`‡q d¨vbv fvO‡Q| wbk^vm
wb‡”Q LyeB axiMwZ‡Z| kix‡i R¦i †bB wKš‘ ¯^vfvwe‡Ki †P‡q †ewk VvÐv n‡Z ïiæ
K‡i‡Q| Ii gv Ii nv‡Zi Zvjy, cv‡qi Zvjy N‡l Mig ivLvi †Póv Ki‡Q Avi AvqvZzj
Kziwm c‡o evievi dzu w`‡”Q| Avjøvi Kv‡Q evievi ej‡Q, Ô†n Avjøvn&, Zzwg Avgvi
Rv‡bi wewbg‡q n‡jI Avgvi †mvbv Pvb gqbv cvwLi RxebUv wfÿv `vIÕ| wKš‘ Avjøvn&
Avex‡ii gv‡qi AviwR ivLj bv| KvR n‡jv bv AvqvZzj Kziwm‡ZI| †dwi Icv‡i D‡V
Avav NÈv Pjvi ci Ii bvwoi Avi Lyu‡R †cj bv bvm©| bv‡m©i †Q‡jUvI GKUv
gvìvmvq nv‡dwR c‡o| †m wm×všÍ wb‡jv wd‡i wM‡qB †Q‡jUv‡K gvìvmv †_‡K wb‡q
Avm‡e| Agb Rv‡bvqvi gvbyl‡K fv‡jv wKQy †kLv‡Z cv‡i bv| Avex‡ii Aw·‡Rb gv¯‹
Ly‡j wb‡q bvm© Kvucv Kvucv Mjvq ejj, ÔAvcv, XvKv hvBqv Avi jvf bvBÕ|
mßvnLv‡b‡K a‡i ew`D¾vgvb bvbvfv‡e †KŠk‡j GLvbKvi Bqvevi evRvi, Pvwn`v,
†fv³vi cwigvY, ì`vg BZ¨vw` m¤ú‡K© †LuvRLei wbj| LyPiv evRvi hZB fv‡jv
†nvK, †mLv‡b †Zv Avi ew` XzK‡Z cvi‡e bv| †m GB gvìvmvi nvw`mLvbvi GKRb
wkÿK, GKRb nv‡dR gvIjvbv, GKRb gydwZ| Zv‡K cvBKvwi †µZvB LyuR‡Z n‡e|
Zvici gynZvwgg Avi ew`D¾vgvb Ii‡d †gvnv¤§` Igi Avjx †Mj mnmfvcwZ Md&dvi
cv‡Uvqvixi evwo‡Z| mgqUv ivZ `kUvi Ic‡i| Gmgq GB GjvKv G‡Kev‡iB mybmvb
bxie n‡q hvq| bIkv` †PŠayixI †QvU wewe‡K wb‡q myLwb`ªvq hvq| gynZvwgg Avi Igi
Avjx‡K Wªwqsiæ‡g Pv-bv¯Ív w`‡q Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix e‡j‡Q, Zvi nv‡Z GKwU we‡kl
KvR Av‡Q| †mUv hZ `ªæZ m¤¢e †kl K‡i Zv‡ì Kv‡Q wdi‡e| Pv-bv¯Ív †kl K‡iI
†ek wKQy mgq cvi K‡i‡Q `yRb| cv‡Uvqvixi Aí wKQy KvR Avi †kl n‡”Q bv|
Avm‡j †m Kv‡Ri KvR wKQyB Ki‡Q bv| †kl wewe‡K wb‡q ÷vi Rjmvq wmwiqvj
†`L‡Q| `yRb `xN© mgq e‡m e‡m Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvixi kvbkIKZIqvjv Wªwqsiæg
†`L‡Q| eQi c‡b‡iv Av‡MI GB Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix wQj wQuP‡K †Pvi| Gici ïiæ Kij
mxgvbv wcjvi Pzwi K‡i cvPv‡ii KvR| Avi †mB eëmv Zv‡K GK av°vq jvLcwZ
evwb‡q w`j| Gici hLb ¸wUi eëmv ïiæ Kij, ZLb †m jvLcwZ †_‡K n‡jv
†KvwUcwZ| ¸wUi eëmv‡K †KD evevi eëmvI e‡j| evev gv‡b n‡jv Bqvev| MZ eQi
†m eoeD‡K wb‡q nR K‡i G‡m‡Q| wKš‘ bv‡gi Av‡M GL‡bv AvjnvR jvMvqwb| B”Qv
Av‡Q †Pqvig¨vb wbe©vP‡bi cÖPviYv wn‡m‡e B‡ì Av‡M †h ÔB` †gveviKÕ Rvwb‡q
†cv÷vi Qvcv‡e, †mLv‡b bv‡gi Av‡M AvjnvR¦ I wewkó mgvR‡meK K_vUv jvMv‡e|
mgvR‡meK †Zv †m Aek¨B, Bmjv‡gi †meKI e‡U| GjvKvi me‡P‡q eo gvìvmvi
mnmfvcwZ †m| Uªvw÷ †ev‡W©i m`mÏ e‡U| eQi wZ‡bK Av‡M †m bIkv` †PŠayix‡K
e‡jwQj gvnwd‡ji mgq †m cuvP jvL UvKv †`‡e, wewbg‡q Zv‡K gvìvmv KwgwUi
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†m‡µUvwi Kiv †nvK| UvKvi K_v ï‡b bIkv` †PŠayixi wR‡e cvwb Avm‡Z †`wi n‡jv
bv e‡U wKš‘ Md&dvi‡K †m †m‡µUvwi evbv‡Z cvi‡e bv| KviY, gvìvmv KwgwUi
†m‡µUvwi Zvi Lye Kv‡Qi †jvK, Kv‡Ri †jvK| †m †m‡µUvwi n‡Z UvKvcqmv †`qwb
e‡U wKš‘ †m hv Ki‡Q, Zv jvL UvKvi †P‡q A‡bK eo DcKvi| gvìvmvi †m‡µUvwi
AvjZvd e¨vcvix| AvjZvd e¨vcvix‡K w`‡q bIkv` †PŠayixi †h KvR nq, Zv
Md&dvi‡K w`‡q n‡e bv| AvjZvd e¨vcvix‡K mevB †P‡b †Kv‡U©i `vjvj wn‡m‡e|
†K‡mi Z`wei, _vbvq ga¨¯’Zv, eo miKvwi KvR cvB‡q †Ìqv, e¨vsK †jvb Kwi‡q
†Ìqv, wVKv`vwi KvR cvB‡q †Ìqv ÑGmeB Zvi g~j †ckv| Gme Kv‡R Zvi Rywo
†bB| GUvB Zvi GKgvÎ †ckv wKbv, Zv †evSv gykwKj| Gi evB‡i †m Aek¨ BDwbqb
cwil‡ì cv‡k K‡qKwU Ryqvi †evW© Pvjvq| AvjZvd e¨vcvix bIkv` †PŠayix Z_v
gvìvmvi Rb¨ †h KvR K‡i‡Q, Zvi wewbg‡q †Kv‡bv w`b GKUv cqmvI `vwe K‡iwb,
wKš‘ evwM‡q wb‡q‡Q †m‡µUvwii cÙv| GB c` bIkv` †PŠayix Ab¨ KvD‡K †`‡e bv|
Md&dv‡ii m‡½ 10 jvL UvKvq idv Kiv n‡jv| †m hw` `k jvL UvKv †`q, Zvn‡j
Zv‡K GK b¤î mnmfvcwZi c` †`‡e bIkv` †PŠayix| wKš‘ Gi g‡aÏ GKUv Dcidv
Kij Md&dvi| †m †`‡e `k jvL UvKv wKš‘ gvB‡K †NvlYv Kiv n‡e wek jvL UvKv|
Zv‡Z eis DcKviB n‡jv bIkv‡ì| †Rv‡k †Rv‡k †mevi A‡b‡KB A‡bK UvKv
w`‡qwQj| Avi mv‡eK wQuP‡K †Pvi eZ©gvb ¯§vMjvi I gv`K eëmvqx Md&dvi †PŠayix
†cj gvìvmvi GK b¤î mnmfvcwZ I Uªvw÷ †ev‡W©i †g¤^v‡ii c`|
AviI NÈvLv‡bK ci Md&dvi †PŠayix G‡m ÿgv PvBj gynZvwgg Avi †gvnv¤§` Igi
Avjx Ii‡d ew`D¾vgv‡bi Kv‡Q| Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix B`vbxs Avi `vwo †QvU K‡i
ivL‡Q bv| †Q‡o w`‡q‡Q| eo †nvK bexi mybœZ| Avjøv -bexi byi, bv †QvuqvBjvg ÿzi|
Z‡e †gvP †Pu‡Q †d‡j‡Q| gv_vq D‡V G‡m‡Q Uzwc| `vwo¸‡jv Av‡iKUz mv`v n‡j
†g‡nw` †`‡e Md&dvi| ï‡b‡Q bexRx `vwo‡Z †g‡nw` w`‡Zb|
gynZvwgg ejj, ÔfvBRvb, GKUz ¸‡dvb KZv AvwQjÕ| GK_v †kvbvi ci †fZi N‡ii
m‡½ emvi N‡ii ìRvUv jvwM‡q w`j| Gici jvMvj me Rvbvjv| Gici gynZvwgg Zvi
Mjvi ¯î wb‡P bvwg‡q ejj, Ô†KvZvBÏv K¨vg‡b ïiæ Kigy, eyS‡ZwQ bv, GKUz j¾vI
jvM‡Z‡QÕ|
Ñ Av‡i, wK‡mi j¾v? †Kv‡bv j¾v-ki‡gi ìKvi bvB| GBWv Avgvi evwo| g‡b
K‡ib Avcbvi wb‡Ri evwo| GBLv‡b Avc‡b hv B”Qv KB‡Z cv‡ib| j¾v-kig-f‡qi
†Kv‡bv KviY bvB|
Ñ bv, gv‡b ej‡ZwQjvg †h Avcbvi Av‡iKUv eëmv Av‡Q bv?Õ Rev‡e Md&dvi
cv‡Uvqvix gy‡L in‡mï nvwm Szwj‡q ejj, Ôgv‡b?Õ
Ñ gv‡b nB‡jv ¸wUi eëmv AviwK...|
GK_v †kvbvi m‡½ m‡½ Md&dvi ejj, ÔwQ wQ wQ, gvIjvbv mve, IB eëmv w`qv Avc‡b
Kx Ki‡eb?Õ e‡j Avevi wb‡RB †n‡m w`j| Rev‡e gynZvwgg ew` Ii‡d †gvnv¤§` Igi
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Avjxi w`‡K Avo‡Pv‡L ZvwK‡q Md&dv‡ii D‡Ï‡k¨ ejj, ÔAvgiv hw` Avcbvi j‡M GB
eëmv Ki‡Z PvB?Õ Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix AvU-`k †m‡KÛ Pzc †_‡K welqUv †evSvi †Póv
Kij| gvìvmvi gv÷viiv †ewk myweavi nq bv, Rv‡b Md&dvi| bvbv iKg †`vl _v‡K
Zv‡ì| we‡kl K‡i KwP †cvjvi †`vl| ZvQvov Giv †h B`vbxs Bqvev eëmvi m‡½
Rwo‡q‡Q, Zv Md&dv‡ii ARvbv bq| bxeiZv †f‡O Md&dviB ejj, Ôe‡jb Kx!Õ †ek
AevK nIqvi fve †`Lvj Md&dvi| gynZvwgg ejj, Zv‡i †Zv Avc‡b †P‡bbB| Zvi
GB wel‡q fv‡jv wj¼ Av‡Q|
Ñ ZvB bvwK?
Ñ n, †m wPUvMv‡O gvìvmvq co‡Q, K·evRv‡ii †cKzqv gvìvmvq PvKwi Ki‡Q|
Afv‡e cBov GB jvB‡b KvRKvg Ki‡Q wKQyw`b| GB e`...Igi Avjx mv‡ne Avc‡b
e‡jb|
Igi Avjx c‡KU †_‡K GKUv cøvw÷‡Ki †KŠUv †ei K‡i Zvi gyL Ly‡j Md&dvi
cv‡Uvqvix‡K ejj, ÔnvZ cv‡Zb RbveÕ| Md&dv‡ii nv‡Z †m †X‡j w`j 50Uv Bqvev|
gvj †`‡L Md&dvi †ek AevK| wb‡Ri ARv‡šÍB e‡j DVj, ÔG‡Ki gvj!Õ
Ñ Avcbvi hZ jv‡M w`‡Z cvie| GLb Avc‡b e‡jb wcm KZ KBiv w`‡eb Avgv‡i|
cvBKvwi †iU ej‡eb| LyPiv Avc‡b hv e¨v‡Pb †eP‡eb, Avgvi Amyweav bvB|
Ggb K_vq GKUz fvebvq c‡o †Mj Md&dvi| GBiKg gvj Zv‡i wPUvMs‡qi mvBdzjI
mnmv w`‡Z cv‡i bv| LyPiv evRv‡i Gi Pvwn`v-`vg `y‡UvB †ek fv‡jv| GB gvj †m
wb‡RB LyPiv we‡µZv‡ì Kv‡Q Pvi‡kv †_‡K mv‡o Pvi‡kv UvKvq wewµ Ki‡Z cvi‡e
†Kv‡bv iKg Kó-†K¬k QvovB| †m hw` Igi Avjxi KvQ †_‡K wZb‡kv ev mv‡o wZb‡kv
UvKvqI †K‡b, Zv‡ZI Zvi cÖwZwcm gv‡j GK‡kv †_‡K †ò‡kv UvKv jvf _vK‡e|
ZviciI GKUz nv‡Z †i‡L ejj, ÔAvcbv‡i AvovB‡kv KBiv w`‡Z cviægÕ| `vg cQ›`
n‡jv bv ewì| †m GB Kw`b ch©‡eÿY K‡i‡Q| LyPiv-cvBKvwi me evRviB †Nu‡U‡Q|
ejj, ÔRbve, GB `v‡g †Zv Avwg wKb‡ZI cvwibvB| _vK ZvB‡jÕ| Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix
ejj, ÔAv‡i fvB, e¨¯Í nb †Kb? Avc‡b KZ nB‡j Qvo‡Z cvi‡eb?Õ
Ñ mv‡o wZb‡kv|
Ñ bv fvB, AvgviI †Zv jvf Ki‡Z nBe| _vbv-cywjk-`‡ji †cvjvcvb KZ Kx! Avc‡b
wZb‡kv‡Z QvBov †`b|Õ ZLb ew` ejj, ÔAvcbvi K_vI _vKzK, Avgvi K_vI _vKzK|
wZb‡kv cuwPk KBiv †`b| Avc‡bi KZ wcm jvM‡e e‡jb, Avwg `yB w`‡bi g‡a¨
Avcbvi nv‡Z wb‡R gvj w`qv hveÕ|
Ñ `yB w`b?
Ñ gvj †Zv Avgvi m‡½ bvB| Avc‡b AwMÖg w`‡j Avwg AvBbv w`‡Z cvie| Avgvi gvj
AvB‡Z `yB w`‡bi †ewk jvM‡e bv| Zq gv_vq ivB‡Lb, Avwg mivmwi evg©v †_‡K gvj
AvbvB| Avgvi PvB‡Z fv‡jv gvj Avcwb Ab¨ †Kv_vI cv‡eb bv| G K_v Avwg
Avcbv‡i M¨vivw›U w`qv ej‡Z cvwi| wKš‘ Avgv‡i AwMÖg UvKv w`‡Z n‡e|
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Ñ Av”Qv, mgm¨v bvB, eo ûRyi gvSLv‡b _vK‡j Avwg Avcbv‡i KzwU U¨vKv w`‡Z
cviæg, †Kv‡bv Amyweav bvB| wKš‘ Avc‡b `yB w`‡bi †ewk wb‡qb bv|
Ñ `yB w`‡bi †ewk GK NÈvI wbe bv| `yBw`b ci wVK GB mgq GBLv‡b gvj cv‡eb
Bbkv Avjøv! GUv Avgvi Iqv`v|
Ñ wVK Av‡Q, ZvB‡j Avgv‡i cÖ_g cuvP nvRvi gvj †`b|
wWj dvBbvj n‡q †Mj| UvKv wnmve K‡i Md&dvi ewì nv‡Z 16wU GKnvRvi UvKvi
ev‡Ûj w`j|
Ñ LyPiv AviI wKQy cv‡eb, gvj †Ìqvi mgq wb‡qb, bvwK?
Ñ Av”Qv, wVK Av‡Q| ciï wVK GB mgq Avwg wb‡R Avcbvi nv‡Z gvj w`qv hve|
Avgvi †gvevBj b¤îUv iv‡Lb| Avi AvcbviUvI Avgv‡i †`b| b¤î wewbg‡qi ci ew`
Zvi nv‡Zi cøvw÷‡Ki †KŠUvwU Md&dv‡ii nv‡Z w`‡q ejj, ÔGB¸jv Avc‡b †U÷
KB‡ibÕ| mweb‡q †diZ w`‡q Md&dvi ejj, ÔfvBRvb, Avwg GZ †fv`vB bv †h GB
welv³ wRwbm Lve| Avc‡b wbqv hvbÕ|
Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvixi evwo †_‡K †ei n‡q `yRb Lywk‡Z †lv‡jvLvb n‡q †Mj| Zviv
fve‡ZI cv‡iwb GZ mn‡R GZ eo GKUv weR‡bm wWj n‡q hv‡e| gynZvwgg ew`‡K
†c‡U †LuvPv w`‡q ejj, ÔIB, gvj †Zv AvBRB w`qv AvB‡Z cviZv| `yB w`b mgq wbjv
†Kb?Õ
Ñ Av‡i I¯Ív`, Avc‡bI Av‡Qb...†ev‡Sb bv wKQyB| GZ mnR-mij nB‡j GB jvB‡b
eëmv Ki‡Z cvi‡eb bv| Avgvi ÷‡K †h gvj Av‡Q, GBWv Zv‡i eyS‡Z w`gy K¨vb?
me mgq g‡b ivL‡eb, GB jvBb GZ mnR bv| mn‡R KvD‡i wek^vm Kiv nvivg,
GKK_vq nvivg| K_vUv gv_vi g‡a¨ AvBR MuvB_v †bb|
iæ‡g wM‡q `yRb gv_v †_‡K Uzwc Ly‡j ïiæ Kij PKvm PKvm| mewKQy †kl nIqvi ci
ew` gynZvwgg‡K GKUv GK nvRvi UvKvi †bv‡Ui ev‡Ûj w`‡q ejj, ÔGBWv Avcbvi
KwgkbÕ| gynZvwgg wew¯§Z n‡q ejj ÔG‡Zv UvKv!Õ ÔAv‡i I¯Ív`, KBjvg bv, GB
jvB‡b Lvwj UvKv Avi UvKv| KuvPv UvKv| AviI KZ cvB‡eb! GBWv nBj UvKvi Lwb|
†`‡Lb Avwg Kx Kwi| Agb bIkv` †PŠayix Avwg Avcbvi cv‡qi Zjvq AvBbv dvjvgyÕ|
wb‡Ri iæ‡g wM‡q UvKv¸‡jv weQvbvq wewQ‡q Zvi Ici ï‡q coj ew`| Zvi wb‡Ri
GZ¸‡jv UvKv, Zv fve‡ZB Avb‡›` gbUv AvKv‡k Do‡Z Pvq| ew` cuvP nvRvi Bqvev
Avjv`v Kij| GB Bqvev ew` Kxfv‡e †c‡q‡Q, †mB mZÜv fv‡Owb gynZvwg‡gi Kv‡Q|
e‡j‡Q wewµ K‡i K‡i Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í UvKv w`‡Z n‡e|
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 26 
gviæ‡di Avi hš¿Yv mn¨ n‡”Q bv| Zvi cv‡q Nv n‡q‡Q wkK‡ji Nlvq Nlvq| `M`‡M
Nv| Zvi Ici GKevi wRnvw` I¯Ív`, GKevi Avey e°i I¯Ív` wkKj †Lvjvi †jvf
†`wL‡q Zvi m‡½ Lvivc KvR K‡iB hv‡”Q| cÖvqB Uq‡j‡U †M‡j Ii gjØvi †_‡K ZvRv
i³ S‡i| MZ ïµevi gv G‡mwQj Ii m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z| ZLb wkKj Ly‡j w`‡q wMÖ‡ji
duvKv w`‡q K_v e‡j‡Q| wKš‘ wRnvw` I¯Ív` eo GKUv Qywi wb‡q ùvwo‡q wQj, hv gv
Zvi cvk †_‡K †`L‡Z cvqwb| gv‡qi m‡½ K_v ejvi Av‡M I¯Ív` e‡j‡Q, gv‡K wKQy
ej‡j Zv‡K RevB K‡i †djv n‡e| d‡j gv‡K gviæd Avi wKQyB ej‡Z cv‡iwb|
wRnvw` I¯Ív` gv‡K e‡j‡Q, ÔAvcbvi †Q‡ji m‡½ e` wRb Av‡Q| fqsKi e` wRb|
Avgv‡ì wbqš¿‡Yi evB‡i †m wRb| Avgv‡ì wKQy Kivi bvBÕ| gv-I †m K_v wek^vm
K‡i‡Q| gv e‡j‡Q, ÔI R‡b¥i ci †_‡KB †Kgb †hb| I iv‡Z Ny‡gi g‡a¨ nuv‡U| ZLb
AvgivI m‡›`n KiwQ, Ii j‡M Lvivc wKQy Av‡Q| GLb wKQy Kivi bvB, ûRyi?Õ ÔAvgiv
†Póv Ki‡Z cvwi| IB †h Avc‡b ej‡jb iv‡Z Ny‡gi gB‡Ï nuv‡U, GBWv wK Avi I
nuv‡U? wRb wbqv hvB‡Z Pvq| Knb K‡b wbqv hvq, †KWv Rv‡b? Zq Avgiv †Póv Ki‡Z
cvwi| Avi †m †PóvI GZ mnR bv| GB e`wRb mn‡R mš‘ó nq bv| Avgv‡ì QvÎ,
Avgv‡ì mšÍvb| Aek¨B †Póv Ki‡Z n‡e| wKš‘ Zv‡Z LiPv Av‡Q, †evbÕ|
LiP hZB †nvK, Zv w`‡Z mgm¨v †bB gviæ‡di gv‡qi| gviæ‡di evev f~wg Awd‡mi
†Kivwb| Zvi UvKvcqmvi †Kv‡bv Afve †bB| hZ jv‡M w`‡Z cv‡i| gviæ‡di evevi †h
Dcwi KvgvB, Zv w`‡q Ii evev Ggb gvìvmv K‡qKUv w`‡Z cvi‡e| GB wRb Qvov‡Z
Avi Kq jvL UvKv jvM‡e? †m Zvi L‡qwi i‡Oi f¨vwbwU e¨vM †_‡K †ei K‡i `kUv
jvj‡P i‡Oi GKnvRvi UvKvi †bvU †ei K‡i wRnvw` ûRy‡ii nv‡Z w`‡q ejj,
ÔUvKvcqmv †Kv‡bv mgm¨v bv| jvM‡j AviI ej‡ebÕ| jvM‡e †Zv e‡UB| Agb e`wRb
Avq‡Ë Avbv wK Avi PvwÆLvwb K_v! †Kv‡nKv‡di m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z n‡e| we‡kl
mvabvi gva¨‡g K_v ej‡Z n‡e wR‡bi ev`kvi m‡½| gviæ‡di gv †hb Zvi cvi‡mvbvj
weKvk b¤^‡i AviI nvRvi `‡kK UvKv LiPmn weKvk K‡i †`q| gviæ‡di gv †m K_v
webv evKë¨‡q †g‡b wbj| gviæ‡di gv P‡j hvIqvi ci †mB ivZ †_‡KB we‡kl
wPwKrmv ïiæ n‡jv gviæ‡di| bvbv ai‡bi wPwKrmv K‡i dR‡ii Av‡M gviæd‡K Avevi
wkKj cwi‡q Zvi RvqMvq †i‡L w`j| wKš‘ ZvjvUv wUc w`‡q jvMv‡bvi mgq GKUz
Zvovûov Ki‡Z wM‡q ZvjvUv Avi wVKg‡Zv jvMj bv, †LvjvB i‡q †Mj| Avi †mB
†Lvjv ZvjvB Rxe‡bi Rb¨ Kvj n‡jv gviæ‡di| mKv‡ji A‡MvP‡i †m e¨_vhy³ cv wb‡q
†Luvov‡Z †Luvov‡Z A‡bK Kó K‡i DVj Qv‡`| D‡V jyywK‡q iBj| GLb GLvb †_‡K
†ei nIqv hv‡e bv| Kjvcwmej †M‡U Zvjv †Ìqv Av‡Q| †ei n‡e hLb mevB co‡Z
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em‡e| ZLb †ei n‡q gviæd gy³ n‡e GB eÜ N‡ii AÜKvi †_‡K, n‡e k„•Ljgy ³|
wKš‘ †mUv Avi n‡jv bv| †Lvjv Qv‡` w`‡bi Av‡jvq I‡K †`‡L †djj Avey e°i I¯Ív`|
†m WvKj wRnvw` I¯Ív`‡K| gvìvmvq ïiæ n‡jv wPrKvi-†PuPv‡gwP| K_v DVj,
gviæd‡K wR‡b wb‡q Qv‡` Zz‡j‡Q| m‡½ m‡½ gvìvmvi †ewkifvM QvÎ †m K_v wek^vm
Kij| wR‡b aiv gviæd‡K †`L‡Z wb‡P QvÎiv `j †eu‡a ùvwo‡q‡Q| wRnvw` I¯Ív`
nvw`mLvbvi `yB QvÎ wb‡q iIbv n‡jv Qv‡` Avi †Rv‡i †Rv‡i myiv wRb co‡Z ïiæ
Kij| gviæd Zv †`‡L wb‡RI wPrKvi-†PuPv‡gwP Ki‡Z jvMj| ejj, ÔAvgv‡i ai‡Z
AvB‡jB Avwg jvd w`gy| †Zviv Avgv‡i A‡bK Kó w`Qm| Avwg Avi mB‡Z cviwQ bv|
†KD Qv‡` AvB‡jB Avwg jvd w`gyÕ| wb‡P ùvov‡bv mevB kZfvM wbwðZ n‡jv, GK_v
gviæd ej‡Q bv, Zv‡K w`‡q wRb ejv‡”Q| wRnvw` ûRyi myiv wRb co‡Q e‡j gviæ‡di
m‡½ _vKv e` wR‡bi Mv‡q R¦vjv a‡i †M‡Q| myiv co‡Z co‡Z Kv‡Q Avm‡ZB gviæd
Qv` †_‡K evMv‡bi w`‡K w`j jvd| wb‡P c‡oB m‡½m‡½ Ávb nvivj †m| mevB g‡b
Kij †m gviv †M‡Q| wKš‘ ZLbI IVv-bvgv KiwQj gviæ‡di †QvÆ eyK| iv‡M wnmwnm
Ki‡Q wRnvw` I¯Ív`| GB QvÎ GLb gviv †M‡j Zvi wKQyB n‡e bv, KviY, mevB wR‡bi
KvÐKviLvbv †`‡L‡Q| wKš‘ gviv †M‡j †Zv Ii gv Avi evwK UvKv weKvk Ki‡e bv|
gviæd‡K Zz‡j wb‡q AvU‡K ivLv n‡jv GKwU e× N‡i| cv‡q Avevi jvMv‡bv n‡jv
wkKj|
cÖPÐ R¦‡i gviæd cÖjvc eK‡Z ïiæ K‡i‡Q| †_‡K †_‡K ej‡Q,Ôgv, Avwg gvìvmvq
_vKgy bv, Avwg gvìvmvq _vKgy bvÕ| mevB wbwðZ n‡jv, fqsKi `yó wRb GL‡bv
gviæd‡K †Q‡o hvqwb| c‡ii `yB w`b LvIqv`vIqv me eÜ n‡q †Mj gviæ‡di| gyL
†_‡K †ei n‡Z ïiæ Kij mv`v mv`v †dbv| †dvb K‡i WvKv n‡jv Zvi gv‡K| QvÎ-
wkÿK mevB wg‡j Ii gv‡K eY©bv Kij fqsKi wRb Ii m‡½ Kx Kx K‡i‡Q| Gevi
gviæ‡di gv‡qiI welqwU wb‡q Avi †Kv‡bv m‡›`‡ni AeKvk iBj bv| `yB cv dz‡j
†Xvj n‡q‡Q Ii| †mLv‡b †KD AvOzj †Quvqv‡jB †m wPrKvi K‡i DV‡Q| gynZvwgg
†`Lj, Ae¯’v LyeB Lvivc| G‡K GLb nvmcvZv‡j fwZ© bv Ki‡j nq‡Zv gvivB hv‡e|
fwZ© Kiv n‡jv nvmcvZv‡j| †mLv‡bI gviæ‡di gv wR‡b aivi eY©bv Ki‡Z †M‡j Zv‡K
cÖPÐ agK w`‡q G·-†ii wb‡`©k w`j Wv³vi| G·-†i‡Z †Kv‡bv wRb aiv bv co‡jI
aiv coj Zvi `yB cv wZb RvqMvq †f‡O‡Q| m‡Z‡iv w`b g„Zzï m‡½ cvÄv j‡o gviv
†Mj bq eQ‡ii wkï gviæd| Wv³viiv Ii gv‡K gvìvmvi ûRyi‡ì weiæ‡× gvgjv
Ki‡Z e‡j A‡bK Mvwj †Lj| Bmjv‡gi †Nvi kÎæ Bûw`-bvmvivi `vjvj bv n‡j
†KviAv‡bi nv‡dR‡ì weiæ‡× †KD gvgjv Ki‡Z e‡j? hv Kivi wR‡b K‡i‡Q| Øx‡bi
†L`gZ`vi, †KviAv‡bi cvwL, Avjøvn&i Lvm †cqv‡ii ev›`v nv‡dR‡ì Kx †`vl? Zviv
wK I‡K wR‡bi nvZ †_‡K euvPv‡Z Kg †Póv K‡i‡Q? hv n‡q‡Q, Zv Avjøvn&ZvAvjvi
wb‡`©‡k n‡q‡Q| Zvi ûKzg Qvov GKUv Mv‡Qi cvZvI b‡o bv|
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gvm Lv‡b‡Ki g‡a¨ ew`D¾vgvb Ii‡d †gvnv¤§` Igi Avjx gvìvmvq e¨vcK cÖfve
we¯Ívi K‡i †djj| gvìvmvq i‡U †Mj gydwZ Igi Avjx Avm‡j wekvj wkícwZi
GKgvÎ mšÍvb| UvKvi KzwgiUzwgi bq, G‡Kev‡i WvB‡bvmi| GgbwK KwgwUi mfvcwZ
bIkv` †PŠayix‡KI K‡qKevi †eP‡Z-wKb‡Z cv‡i †m| Ggb cvovMuv‡q gvìvmvq Zvi
PvKwi Kivi KviY Zvi cwiev‡ii †jvKRb wVK AZUv Bmjvwg gvbwmKZvi bq| Zviv
`ywbqvwe eëmv-evwYR¨ wb‡qB _v‡K| d‡j cwiev‡ii m‡½ Zvi Lye GKUv fv‡jv m¤úK©
†bB| wb‡Ri i‡³i wkivq wkivq eB‡Q Bmjv‡gi †PZbv| wKš‘ cwiev‡ii †mUv †Zgb
cQ›` bq| ZvB †m cwiev‡ii KvQ †_‡K `~‡i _v‡K| GLv‡b †m UvKvcqmvi Rb¨ bq,
eis Bmjv‡gi †mev Kivi Rb¨ G‡m‡Q|
gvìvmvi gynZvwgg ev‡` Avi †Kv‡bv wkÿ‡KiB A_©‰bwZK Ae¯’v fv‡jv bq|
gynZvwg‡gi ci m‡e©v”P †eZb cvq wRnvw` ûRyi, Qq nvRvi UvKv| me wkÿ‡KiB
A_©‰bwZK Amyweav i‡q‡Q| KviI gv‡qi wPwKrmv Kiv‡Z cvi‡Q bv, KviI nq‡Zv
mšÍvb Amy¯’, †KDev UvKvcqmvi ¯^íZvi ìæb we‡q Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv| Igi Avjx
mevB‡K Aí we¯Íi UvKvcqmv w`‡q‡Q| Z‡e `vb bq| wZb‡kv UvKvi ÷¨v‡¤ú †bvUvwi
K‡i avi w`‡q‡Q| Zviv mevB ew`D¾vgv‡bi GKcÖKvi †Kbv †Mvjvg n‡q hv‡”Q w`b
w`b| Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix `yB-wZb w`b cici gv‡ji AW©vi K‡i| Avi cÖwZevi wewµi
UvKv †_‡K gynZvwgg‡K GKUv fv‡jv A‡¼i Kwgkb †`q| Gi g‡a¨B GB gvìvmvi
Av‡qvR‡b GKevi weivU gv`Kwe‡ivax i¨vwj n‡q‡Q, n‡q‡Q we‡ÿvf wgwQj, hvi cÖ_g
mvwi‡Z wQj Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix, gynZvwgg, Igi Avjxmn gvìvmvi me wkÿK|
gvìvmvq nVvr Ggb cwieZ©b, Md&dv‡ii m‡½ gynZvwg‡gi NuvUvNuvwU †PvL Govqwb
bIkv` †PŠayixi| GKw`b ev` gvMwie gynZvwg‡gi WvK coj bIkv` †PŠayixi evwo|
†Kv‡bv iKg fwYZv QvovB wR‡Ám Kij, ÔKx gvIjvbv? mv‡ci cuvP cvI `¨vLQ bvwK?
ûbjvg Aveyj evkv‡iÌb 10 KvVv Rwg evqbv KiQ?Õ gynZvwg‡gi ej‡Z B”Qv KiwQj,
ÔKiwQ nvivgRv`v, Zv‡Z †Zvi Kx? †Zvi U¨vKv w`qv KiwQ?Õ wKš‘ gv_v VvÐv †i‡L
Av‡Mi g‡ZvB K_v ej‡Z Pvq gynZvwgg| KviY, †mB mgq GL‡bv Av‡mwb| ew` Zv‡K
e‡j‡Q bIkv` †PŠayix‡K wb‡q Avjv`v cø¨vb Av‡Q Zvi|
Ñ wR¦ Rbve, wKQy UvKv wQj, ZvB †Kbvi Rb¨ evqbv K‡i †d‡jwQ| Avc‡b †Zv Avgvi
meB Rv‡bb|
Ñ bv, Rvwb bv| Av‡M RvbZvg| GLb †Zv Avi wKQyB Rvwb bv| GLb †Zvgvi evÜe
nBj Md&dvBiv| wcjvi †Pvi Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix †Zvgvi Rv‡bi Rvb AveŸvRvb| mwZ¨
KBiv KI †Zv gvIjvbv, GZ U¨vKv Zzwg KB cvBjv?
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Ggb cÖ‡kœi Reve wVK KivB wQj gynZvwg‡gi Kv‡Q|
Ñ bZzb gydwZ mv‡n‡ei KvQ _vB°v avi jBwQ wKQy, wb‡Ri Kv‡Q AvwQj wKQy|
Ñ bZzb gydwZ GZ U¨vKv KB cvBj? †m GLv‡b PvKwi jB‡Q wZb gvmI nqbvB| Gi
g‡a¨ †m me gv÷vi‡Mv U¨vKv avi †`q| welq Kx? GB bZzb gv÷vi †KWv? Zv‡i KB
cvBQ? Zvi we¯ÍvwiZ Avgv‡i RvbvI †Zv| †m GZ UvKv KB cvBj?Õ gynZvwgg Zv‡i
ewì †kLv‡bv Mí ejj|
Ñ †n hw` wkícwZi †cvjvB nBe, ZvB‡j `¨vk-M¨viv‡g AvBqv gvìvmvq PvKwi jB‡Z
hvBe K¨vb? Avi Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvixi j‡M †Zvgv‡Mv nVvr GZ wcwiZ, NUbv Kx,
gvIjvbv? ivB‡Zi e¨vjv jyKvBqv jyKvBqv Zvi ewo‡Z hvI †Zvgiv, NUbv Kx?
Ñ jyKvBqv hve †Kb, Rbve? †m `vIqvZ w`wQj bZzb gydwZ mve‡i| Zv‡i GKw`b
WvBKv `vIqvZ LvIqvBj| AvwgI j‡M †MwQjvg| †m-I †Zv GB gvìvmv KwgwUiB
mnmfvcwZ|
Ñ KZvWv hZ mn‡R KBjv, KZvWv †Zv AZ mnR bv| Avgvi Kv‡Q g‡b nB‡Z‡Q
†Kv‡bv f¨vRvj Av‡Q|
GKUz †_‡g Avevi ejj, Ô†`‡Lv gvIjvbv, Avwg †Zvgv‡i iv¯Ív _vBKv ZzBjv AvBbv
Avgvi wb‡Ri evwo‡Z AvkÖq w`wQ| gvìvmv-gmwR` evbvqv w`wQ| me KiwQ wb‡Ri
Rwg‡Z wb‡Ri U¨vKv w`qv| GB †h `k M¨viv‡gi gvbyl †Zvgv‡i wP‡b, †Zvgv‡i eo ûRyi
KBqv Wv‡K, m¤§vb K‡i, B¾Z †`qÑGB meB †h Avgvi Rb¨, Zv Zzwg A¯^xKvi Ki‡Z
cviev?Õ
Ñ wQ wQ wQ, Rbve, A¯^xKvi Kie †Kb? GBme Avc‡b Kx e‡jb? Avc‡bB †Zv Avgvi
evc-gv| Avc‡b Qvov Avgvi Avi †Kv‡bv Aw¯ÍZ¡ Av‡Q?
Ñ GBme †Zvgvi g‡bi K_v bv, gvIjvbv| †Zvgv‡i Avwg wPwb bv g‡b KiQ? Zzwg nBjv
GKUv wgbwgbœv kqZvb| Avi †nBWv Avgvi PvB‡Z fv‡jv †KD Rv‡b bv| Zzwg Avgv‡i
wW½vBqv Nvm LvIqvi †Póv KB‡iv bv, gvIjvbv| Avwg wKš‘ meB eywS| †ewk jvdvB‡j
†Uswi fvB½v w`gy, ey”Q? †ewk Iovi †Póv KB‡iv bv| †Zvgvi bvUvB wKš‘ Avgvi nv‡Z|
myZv KvBÆv w`‡j †MuvËv LvBqv cBov _vKev| mviv Rxeb †R‡j cBPv giev| Znb
†Zvgv‡i KzËvqI Pzè bv| ey”Q?
Ggb AviI A‡bK K_v e‡j bIkv` †PŠayix Zv‡K ay‡q †Q‡o w`j| Pig Acgvb †eva
Kij gynZvwgg| B”Qv KiwQj eyBov nvivgRv`v‡i cv w`‡q wc‡l gv‡i| myw` bï Ggb
Acgvb-Ac`¯’ AviI eûevi K‡i‡Q| ZLb GZ Acgvb jv‡Mwb| wKš‘ GLb jvM‡Q|
ZLbKvi mgq Avi GLbKvi mg‡qi g‡a¨ AvKvk-cvZvj dvivK| GLb gynZvwg‡gi
Kv‡Q A‡bK UvKv| Avi Zvi gy‡Vvi g‡a¨ Av‡Q ew`D¾vgvb Ii‡d †gvnv¤§` Igi
Avjx| nu¨v, gynZvwg‡gi bvUvB bIkv` †PŠayixi nv‡Z †h wQ‡jv G K_v wg_¨v bq| Z‡e
GLb Avi bvB| †m gynZvwg‡gi A‡bK NUbv-`yN©Ubvi mvÿx e‡U| Avi GB `ye©jZvi
my‡hvM wb‡q †m gynZvwg‡gi KvQ †_‡K Kg dq`v †jv‡Uwb| bIkv` †PŠayix GL‡bv
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gynZvwgg‡K †mB Av‡M f~wgnxb iv¯Ívi wfÿzK fve‡Z Pvq| wKš‘ GLb †mB Av‡Mi w`b
†h Avi bvB! gynZvwgg Zvi †cÖwgK ev †cÖwgKv ew`D¾vgvb‡K me Rvbvj| ew` mewKQy
†R‡b ejj, Ô†gv¯ÍvK gvjUv‡i †Kbv hvq bv?Õ
Ñ †Kbv hv‡e bv †Kb? GjvKvi A‡b‡KB e‡j GB †gv¯Ív‡Ki evev-gv‡K myw` bïB
†cvovBqv gvi‡Q|
Ñ ZvB bvwK?
Ñ mZ¨-wg_¨v Rvwb bv| Avwg Avmvi A‡bK Av‡Mi NUbv| Z‡e GB Kvg Zvi Øviv
Am¤¢e bv| †h †K‡m †RZvi Rb¨ Zvi wb‡Ri GK gvBqv‡i wbR nv‡Z Lyb Ki‡Q, Zvi
¯^vÿx Avwg wb‡R|
Ñ Av”Qv, Avc‡b Avgv‡i †gv¯Ív‡Ki wKQy `ye©jZv Avi cQ‡›ì wRwbm e‡jb| evwKWv
Avwg †`LZvwQ|
Ñ †gv¯Ív‡Ki †g‡q‡Q‡ji †`vl Av‡Q, evev Lvq Avi gv‡Sg‡a¨ gÌ Lvq| Zvi PvPv
Zv‡i w`qv A‡bK Kvg KivB‡Q| †m Zvi PvPvi mewKQy Rv‡b| Zvi PvPvi mnvq-m¤úwË
UvKv cqmv e¨vsK e¨v‡jÝ †Kv_vq Kx Av‡Q, me GB †gv¯ÍvK Rv‡b, Avi †KD Rv‡b bv|
Zvi †cvjvivI Rv‡b bv, †Kv‡bv eDI Rv‡b bv|
Ñ evn&! †gv¯Ív‡Ki KwP †cvjvi kL bvB?
Ñ bvn| GBWv Zvi PvPvi Av‡Q|
Ñ Av”Qv, Avi wKQy jvM‡e bv| evwKUv Avwg †`LZvwQ|
Ñ Zq g‡b ivB‡Lv, Avgv‡Mv mePvB‡Z eo NyuwU wKš‘ Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix, Zvi kÎæ|
Ñ Kvi?
Ñ bIkv` †PŠayixi| Zzwg †Ui cvI bvB GZ w`‡b?
Ñ wKQyWv †Zv †Ui cvBwQ| Av”Qv, Avc‡b wKQyB wPšÍv KB‡ib bv| Avwg evwKWv
†`LZvwQ|
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myw` bï gynZvwg‡gi †h Ly‡bi ¯^vÿx Zv w`‡q bï GLb Avi wKQyB Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv|
KviY, hLb †_‡K bïi m‡½ Zvi m¤úK© Lvivc n‡Z _v‡K, hLb †m evievi IB welqwU
wb‡q ej‡Z _v‡K, Zvici GK iv‡Z gynZvwgg wbR nv‡Z IB wkïwUi nvo-Lywj-
†`nve‡kl wb‡q †K›`ªxq Kei¯’v‡bi GKUv fvOv Ke‡ii g‡a¨ †d‡j w`‡q G‡m‡Q| GLb
†mLv‡b Avi †KD wKQy Lyu‡RB cv‡e bv| myZivs myw` bï‡K fq cvIqvi †Kv‡bvB KviY
†bB|
†gv¯ÍvK‡K KeRv Kiv †Mj Lye mn‡RB| Zvi K_vevZ©vq †evSv †Mj, †m Ggb GKUv
my‡hv‡Mi A‡cÿvq wQj eûw`b a‡i| †m bvwK †QvU‡ejv †_‡KB m‡›`n K‡i AvmwQj,
ïay m¤úwË `L‡ji D‡Ï‡k¨ myw` bï Zvi evev-gv‡K N‡i AvU‡K cywo‡q †g‡i‡Q| wKš‘
mgq-my‡hvM cvqwb wKQy Kivi| KviY, †gv¯Ív‡Ki †KD †bB| †gv¯ÍvK eÇ GKv|
†gv¯ÍvK‡K GKUv cÖ¯Íve †Ìqv n‡q‡Q| Zv‡Z †m †Kv‡bv cÖkœ QvovB ivwR n‡q †Mj| Lye
ìKvi e‡j †m †gvnv¤§` Igi Avjxi KvQ †_‡K `k jvL UvKv wb‡q‡Q †Kej| Avi
LvIqvi Rb¨ Zv‡K cÖPzi Bqvev †Ìqv n‡q‡Q| †m ïay GKUv kZ© w`‡q‡Q| Zvi PvPvi
cZ‡bi ci †m GB gvìvmvi mfvcwZ n‡Z Pvq| gynZvwgg ejj, ÔAv‡i, GB gvìvmv
†Zv †Zvgvi Rwgi Dc‡iI Av‡Q, Av‡Q bv?Õ
Ñ Zv †Zv Aek¨B Av‡Q| †n †Zv Avg‡Mv me Rwg-evMvb `nj KBiv wb‡Q|
Ñ ZvB‡j? GB gvìvmv †Zv †ZvgviI| ZzwgB †Zv mfvcwZ nBev| Avgiv nBjvg
wkÿK| Avgiv †Zv Avi mfvcwZ nB‡Z hvgy bv, fvB| mfvcwZ †Zvgv‡iB evbvgy|
GBme wbqv Zzwg fvB‡ev bv|
UM‡ii kixiUv AvRKvj Avi fv‡jv hv‡”Q bv| mKvj †_‡K R¦i R¦i| Zvi cvBj‡mi
e¨_v †e‡o‡Q| wKš‘ cvBj‡mi e¨_v hZB evo–K, †m ey‡S †d‡j‡Q I¯Ívìv hLbB ej‡e
Ab¨ QvÎ‡ì g‡Zv ZLbB Zv‡K cvRvgv Ly‡j ï‡q co‡Z n‡e| UM‡ii gvìvmvRxeb
Avi fv‡jv jvM‡Q bv| exZkÖ× n‡q †M‡Q I| Ii aviYv, GLv‡b _vK‡j I g‡i hv‡e|
Zvi †P‡q fv‡jv †m `~‡i †Kv_vI cvwj‡q wM‡q wfÿv K‡i Lv‡e| ZvI GB gvìvmvq
Avi _vK‡e bv| GLvb †_‡K UMi cvjv‡eB cvjv‡e| Ggb Rxeb Avi GK gyn~Z©I Pvq
bv| UMi GZ w`‡b ey‡S †M‡Q, wRbwUb Avm‡j wKQyB bv| Kexi gvIjvbv hv K‡i‡Q,
me wg_¨v| Gi Av‡M hviv wRb ûRy‡ii jvjmvi wkKvi n‡q‡Q, Zviv A‡b‡KB welqwU
e‡j‡Q UMi‡K| wKš‘ UMi wek^vm K‡iwb| wKš‘ weMZ wZb gv‡m AšÍZ wekevi awl©Z
nIqvi ci †m mewKQy ey‡S †M‡Q| wRb ûRy‡ii N‡i †M‡j †m AvRKvj Avi wRbwU‡bi
K_v e‡j bv| mivmwi weQvbvq wb‡q cvRvgv Ly‡j ïiæ K‡i †`q| Avi UMi bv Ki‡j
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ciw`b K¬v‡m †b‡g Av‡m AgvbywlK wbh©vZb| Avm‡ii wKQy ci UMi KvD‡K wKQy bv
e‡j PzcPvc †ei n‡q †Mj gvìvmv †_‡K| wKš‘ †kl ch©šÍ Avi hvIqv n‡jv bv| wRnvw`
I¯Ív` Avi †gv³vi I¯Ív` ZLb wdiwQj evRvi †_‡K| Zviv UMi‡K †Rv‡i †Rv‡i nuvU‡Z
†`‡L Lc K‡i a‡i †djj| Zvici `yRb UMi‡K a‡i †Kvievwbi cïi g‡Zv Uvb‡Z
Uvb‡Z wb‡q Pjj gvìvmvi w`‡K| wKš‘ UMi †Zv Avi †h‡Z PvB‡Q bv| †m gvwU‡Z ï‡q
†Mj| `yB I¯ÍvÌ I‡K Uvb‡Z wM‡q nuvwc‡q DVj| UMi ÒAvjøv †Mv Avgv‡i euvPvIÓ e‡j
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Zvici Avevi Uvb‡Z jvMj| Gici Ii cv‡qi Ici D‡V ùvovj nv‡dR †gv³vi|
e¨_vq UMi ÒIevev Igv I AvjøvÓ e‡j wPrKvi K‡i Kuv`‡Q| †gv³v‡ii †`Lv‡`wL
wRnvwÌ I¯Ív` D‡V ùvovj Ii Ab¨ cv‡qi Ici| UMi AviI †Rv‡i wPrKvi w`‡q
DVj| Ggb mgq GK gwnjv GKwU ev”Pv †Kv‡j wb‡q G‡m ùvovj †mLv‡b| †m A‡bK
Aby‡iva-Dc‡iva K‡i Qvovj `yRb‡K| Gici Zviv Avi SzuwK wbj bv| `yR‡b P¨vs‡`vjv
K‡i UMi‡K wb‡q †Mj gvìvmvq| wb‡qB †Kv‡bv cÖKvi K_v bv e‡j cv‡q wkKj
jvwM‡q w`j|
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cÖwZevi †K‡mi Rb¨ nvwRiv w`‡q †divi c‡_ bIkv` †PŠayix Zvi gvìvmvi LvmKvgivq
GKRb Aí eqmx QvÎ Avi †evZj wb‡q wKQy mgq KvUvq| GeviI Zvi e¨Z¨q n‡jv
bv| wKš‘ e¨Z¨q NUj gynZvwgg, Igi Avjx, Ab¨vb¨ wkÿK, fvwZRv †gv¯Ív‡Ki Kv‡R|
m‡½ cÖ¯‘Z AvR Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix| †mB m‡½ cÖ¯‘Z Av‡Q GjvKvq bIkv` †PŠayixi
we‡ivax cÿ| †jvKvj cwÎKvi mvsevw`K Avi RvZxq cwÎKvi ¯’vbxq cÖwZwbwa, hviv
GZ w`b bIkv` †PŠayixi cqmv †L‡q gvìvmvi GKUv NUbviI msev` n‡Z †`qwb,
Zviv Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix Avi †gvnv¤§` Igi Avjxi KuvPv UvKvi M‡Ü Bgvb nvwi‡q
K¨v‡giv wb‡q A‡cÿv Ki‡Q gvìvmviB GKUv K‡ÿ| Gm‡ei †Kv‡bv wKQyB †Ui cvqwb
myw` bï| †m cÖwZev‡ii g‡Zv GeviI nvwRiv †k‡l †Kv‡U©i cv‡ki Ôwemwgjøvn Kveve
NiÕ †_‡K GKUv Av¯Í gyiwMi wMÖj Avi we‡kl mvcøvqv‡ii mvcøvB Kiv †g_icwÆi Ô†`wk
cvwbÕ wb‡q gvìvmvq P‡j Gj| Pvi-cuvP †XuvK LvIqvi ci Zvi †mevq P‡j Gj GK
KwP QvÎ| GKUz GKUz †bkv n‡”Q myw` bïi| QvÎwU‡K iæ‡g XzwK‡q ìRvi wQUKvwb
jvwM‡q w`j| wKš‘ wQUKvwb jvMv‡bvi mgq †Lqvj Kij bv †h wQUKvwbi iWUv †hLv‡b
XzwK‡q‡Q, †mUv LyeB AvjMv Gevi| Av‡Mi g‡Zv k³ bq| QvÎwU iæ‡g †XvKvi ci
bIkv` †PŠayix eive‡ii g‡Zv Kvco‡Pvco Ly‡j Dey n‡q ï‡q coj| QvÎwUI
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ax‡i wb¤œv½ Mig n‡Z ïiæ Kij myw` bïi| QvÎwU‡K wb‡P ïB‡q hLb P~ovšÍ KvR ïiæ
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DVj| m‡½ m‡½ ìRvq av°v w`‡q N‡i XzKj GK SuvK gvbyl, hv‡ì cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki nv‡Z
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PcPc Ki‡Q| GB duv‡K †KD GKRb g‡ì †evZjUv Dcyo K‡i †X‡j w`‡q‡Q Zvi
gv_vq| †`wk g‡ì `yM©Ü cwi‡ekUv‡K AviI †ewk myw` bïi wec‡ÿ wb‡q †Mj| Lvwj
Mv‡q Zvi †Zj-PKP‡K †cUwU †`Lvi g‡Zv GKUv e¯‘‡Z cwiYZ n‡q‡Q| gy‡Li †ewki
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Aí mg‡qi g‡a¨ gv‡V R‡ov n‡q‡Q kZ kZ gvbyl| cÖvq mevB †gvevBj w`‡q wfwWI
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myw` bï KwP †cvjv jBqv gvìvmvq j¨vsUv aiv LvB‡Q nv‡Zbv‡Z| Avi bï nZf¤^
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†bB gvìvmvi †Kv‡bv wkÿK, †bB Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix, †bB †gv¯ÍvK| †KD GKRb
GKUv cv‡Î Pzb Avi Kvwj wb‡q G‡m Zvi gy‡L N‡lw`j| GKRb G‡b cwi‡q w`j †Quov
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gvwim bv ev Av‡¯Í gvi| †KD Zv‡K euvPv‡Z GwM‡q Gj bv| GgbwK Zvi fvwZRv ev
¯¿xivI †KD bv| gvìvmvi QvÎ‡ì g‡a¨ Pvcv ¯^‡i A‡bK K_v n‡”Q| wKš‘ bï wKQyB
ej‡Q bv| ïay mevi w`‡K d¨vjd¨vj K‡i ZvKv‡”Q| QvÎ‡ì ga¨ †_‡K Qovj,
mfvcwZ Ggb cÖvqB g` Avi KwP †cvjv wb‡q gvìvmvq mgq KvUvZ| G iKg
NÈvLv‡bK Pjvi ci _vbv †_‡K Iwm G‡m Zv‡K †MÖßvi ev D×vi K‡i _vbvq wb‡q
†Mj| we‡K‡ji g‡a¨ GjvKvi mevi †gvevB‡j bvbv e¨vwßi bvbv A¨v‡½‡ji wfwWI
cvIqv †Mj| GKUv wfwWI‡Z cvIqv †Mj we¯ÍvwiZ meB| A_©vr myw` bïi iæ‡g †XvKv
†_‡K Zv‡K a‡i wb‡q hvIqv ch©šÍ mewKQyB Av‡Q| †evSv hv‡”Q, K¨v‡givUv N‡i Av‡M
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fve weivR Ki‡Q| evwo †_‡K P‡j †M‡Q Zvi `yB wewe| evwo GK`g Luv Luv Ki‡Q|
evwo `Lj K‡i wb‡q‡Q †gv¯ÍvK| `yB w`b ci †gv¯ÍvK Zvi PvPvi bv‡g Zvi gv-evev‡K
cywo‡q gvivi Awf‡hvM G‡b gvgjv Kij| G‡Kev‡i AvKvk †_‡K cvZv‡j cZb n‡jv
bIkv` †PŠayixi| kZ© Abyhvqx †gv¯Ív‡Ki mfvcwZ nIqvi K_v _vK‡jI †m mfvcwZ
n‡Z cvij bv| KviY, mfvcwZi AvPgKv c`öjb n‡j wKsev gviv †M‡j ev c`Z¨vM
Ki‡j KwgwUi AvBb Abyhvqx GK b¤î mnmfvcwZi mfvcwZ nIqvi K_v| †mB
Abyhvqx gvìvmvi mfvcwZ n‡jv GKmg‡qi wQuP‡K †Pvi, ¯§vMjvi I gv`K eëmvqx
Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix| †gv¯ÍvK‡K †evSv‡bv n‡jv, Lye kxNªB KwgwU †f‡O w`‡q Zv‡KB
mfvcwZ evbv‡bv n‡e| AvcvZZ Zv‡K g`, Bqvev Avi †g‡qgvbyl w`‡q kvšÍ Kiv †Mj|
Z‡e G K_v mwZ¨ †h †gv¯Ív‡Ki mnvqZv Qvov myw` bïi weQvbvi wbP †_‡K `k nvRvi
Bqvev cvIqv †hZ bv, †`wk aviv‡jv A¯¿, AmsL¨ wRnvw` eB, QqwU †`wk wc¯ÍjÑGme
wKQyB cvIqv †hZ bv| gvìvmv GLb cy‡ivcywi gynZvwgg Avi ew`D¾vgvb Ii‡d
†gvnv¤§` Igi Avjxi wbqš¿‡Y|
GB cÖ_g GB gvìvmvi †Kv‡bv wkï al©‡Yi msev` cÖKvwkZ n‡jv| wk‡ivbvg Ôwkï
ejvrKviiZ Ae¯’vq gvìvmv KwgwUi mfvcwZ nv‡Zbv‡Z a„ZÕ|
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wkKj c‡o‡Q| AvR iv‡Z UMi cÖ_g bZzb gydwZi †L`g‡Z hv‡e| †m Zvi Rxeb
Avjøvn&i Ici †Q‡o w`‡q‡Q| hv Kivi Avjøvn&B Ki‡e| GLb †Zv Avi cvjv‡bvi †Kv‡bv
c_ †bB| wKš‘ Avjøvn& Avi gyL Zz‡j PvBj bv †QvÆ UM‡ii w`‡K| ivZ wZbUvi mgq
wØZxqevi al©Y Kivi mgq cvBj‡mi cÖPÐ e¨_v mn¨ Ki‡Z bv †c‡i UMi cÖPÐ †Rv‡i
wPrKvi w`‡j ew` Zvi gyL †P‡c ai‡Z eva¨ nq| al©Y †k‡l ew` †Ui †cj, UMi Avi
bovPov Ki‡Q bv| eÜ n‡q †M‡Q Zvi wbk^vm| †PvL `y‡Uv †hb †V‡j †ewi‡q Avm‡Z
PvB‡Q| fq †c‡q †Mj ew`| Kx Ki‡e ey‡S DV‡Z cvij bv| †Uwe‡j ivLv RM †_‡K
cvwb G‡b †Pv‡Lgy‡L wQUv w`‡qI †Kv‡bv jvf n‡jv bv| †Kv‡bv mvov †bB| GLb? Igi
Avjx †`Š‡o wM‡q av°v w`j gynZvwg‡gi N‡ii ìRvq| ìRv nvjKv duvKv K‡i
gynZvwgg ejj, ÔKx n‡q‡Q ew`? †Kv‡bv mgm¨v?Õ ÔAvgvi iæ‡g Av‡mb, I¯Ív`|Õ iæg
†_‡K †ei nIqvi mgq wb‡Ri weQvbvi w`‡K GKevi wd‡i ZvKvj gynZvwgg| †mLv‡b
d¨v‡bi evZv‡m Do‡Q wdbwd‡b mv`v gkvwi| Zvi g‡a¨ †kvqv `k-GMv‡iv eQ‡ii GK
dzUdz‡U wkï| Zvi Mv‡q GKUv myZvI †bB|
gynZvwgg wM‡q †`Lj UM‡ii †`‡n Avi cÖvY †bB| Zvi cvqyc_ †e‡q i³ Si‡Q| Zvi
g‡b c‡o †Mj AvR †_‡K †ek K‡qK eQi Av‡Mi K_v| wVK GgbB GK cwiw¯’‡Z
Zv‡K euvwP‡q wQj bIkv` †PŠayix| Aek¨ wb‡Ri cÖ‡qvR‡bB euvwP‡qwQj| nu¨v, ew`‡KI
†m euvPv‡e| Avi †mUvI wb‡Ri cÖ‡qvR‡b| †m ew`‡K ejj, Ôhv nevi nB‡Q| GZ
`ywðšÍvi wKQy bvB| Avwg AvwQ bv| GB †cvjv Lv‡jm GwZg| evc gi‡Q VvWv cBov Avi
gv gi‡Q †W½y‡Z| I‡i †Zv‡jv| P‡jv Avgvi m‡½Õ| GZ †QvU UM‡ii †h GZ IRb
n‡e, eyS‡Z cv‡iwb ew`| Pviw`K mybmvb bxie| `yRb wg‡j jvk wb‡q gmwR‡` P‡j
†Mj| Zvici gv_vi cvMwo‡K duvm evwb‡q jvMvj UM‡ii Mjvq| Ab¨ cÖvšÍ Szwj‡q w`j
Rvbvjvi wMÖ‡ji m‡½| Zvici Igi Avjx‡K ejj,
Ñ wR‡bi Kvievi GBme, ey”Q?
Ñ n, GB gvìvmvq †Zv cÖPzi e`wRb| GjvKvi †jvKRbI †`Ljvg †m K_v Rv‡b|
Ñ Ii GK `~im¤ú‡K©i dzcy Av‡Q| Zv‡i KvBj Lei w`gy| g‡b nq bv †m wR‡bi
weiæ‡× †Km Ki‡e| me Qv‡Îi Awffve‡Kiv Rv‡b GB e` wR‡bi Lei|
gvìvmvi wR‡bi ev`kvn e‡j cwiwPZ nv‡dR gvIjvbv Kexi †nv‡mb| †m Lei ïay GB
GjvKv bq, `yB-Pvi-`k MÖv‡gi †jvKI Rv‡b| Zviv A‡b‡KB Kexi gvIjvbv‡K w`‡q
wRb Qvwo‡q‡Q| Kexi gvIjvbvi gv‡qi wPwKrmvi Rb¨ wKQyw`b Av‡MI ew` mËi nvRvi
UvKv w`‡q‡Q| e‡j‡Q jvM‡j AviI †`‡e| mKvj‡ejv wMÖ‡j SzjšÍ UMi‡K cÖ_g †`L‡Z
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cv‡k| Kv‡b Kv‡b ejj, ÔwR‡bB †Zv gvi‡Q, ZvBbv?Õ Kexi gvIjvbv †PvLgyL k³ K‡i
ejj, ÔG KvR wRb Qvov Avi †K Ki‡e?Õ gmwR`-gvìvmv Qwo‡q coj msev`|
gvìvmvq Avevi QvÎ gvi‡Q e` wR‡b| wbqg cvjb Ki‡Z _vbv †_‡K cywjk Gj|
gynZvwgg‡K ejj, ÔAvcbv‡ì gvìvmvq wR‡bi Dc`ªe GKUz †ewk| GLb Kx Ki‡eb?Õ
Ôn, Kx Avi Kivi Av‡Q? Avcbv‡i †Zj LiP Avi Pv-cvwbi LiP w`qv †`B? Kx e‡jb?
wR‡bi Kvg, †cv÷g‡U©g KBiv Kx Avi Ki‡eb?Õ cywjk jvk †b‡ewK †b‡e bv, Zv wbf©i
Ki‡e Pv-cvwbi †Kgb LiP cvIqv hvq, Zvi Ici| gvìvmv †_‡K `yB wK‡jvwgUvi
c‡_i †Zj LiP †Ìqv n‡jv `ywU GK nvRvi †bv‡Ui ev‡Ûj| UM‡ii `~im¤ú‡K©i dzcyI
mewKQy ï‡b eyS‡Z cvij, GUv mwZ¨B e`wR‡bi KvR| Zvi †PvLgyL fve‡jknxb| †m
gynZvwgg ûRyi‡K ejj, ÔI‡i Avcbviv GLv‡bB `vd‡bi eë¯’v K‡ib| Avgvi
k^ïievwo †Zv A‡bK `~i| gwnjv gvbyl, †Kg‡b Kx Kiæg? Ii evc-gv †KD bvBÕ| †kl
ch©šÍ Zv-B n‡jv|
AviI gvm wZ‡bK c‡ii K_v| gynZvwgg‡K fv‡jvfv‡e †mev †k‡l gyZvwg‡gi ¯Íb
PvU‡Z PvU‡Z ew` ejj, Avgv‡i wK mviv Rxeb nvw`mLvbvi wkÿK evbvBqv ivLev,
†mvbv?
Ñ KI, Zzwg Kx nB‡Z PvI?
Ñ gynZvwgg, †Zvgvi g‡Zv gynZvwgg nB‡Z PvB| GKUz fo‡K †Mj gynZvwgg|
k¼v wb‡q ejj, Ôgv‡b? Avgv‡i mivBqv w`qv Zzwg gynZvwgg nBevi PvI?Õ
Ñ Av‡i evj! Avwg wK ZvB KBwQ? Zzwg †Zv †Zvgvi RvqMv‡ZB _vKev| Avwg ne bZzb
gvìvmvi bZzb gynZvwgg!
Ñ GBnv‡b Zzwg bZzb gvìvmv KB cvI?
Ñ evbvgy|
Ñ gv‡b?
Ñ In&, Zzwg GK`gB wKQy †ev‡Sv bv| GjvKvq †Kv‡bv gwnjv gvìvmvi ìKvi bvB?
GBLv‡b GKUv gwnjv gvìvmv evbvgy| Rwg wè †gv¯ÍvK †PŠayix, mfvcwZI nBe †m|
Avgvi j‡M Zvi we¯ÍvwiZ Avjvc nB‡Q| Kx, cø¨vbWv †Kgb?
Ñ †mB iKg!
e‡jB gynZvwgg ewì `yB iv‡bi wPcv †gvevi‡K Zvi gyL †gveviK †i‡L Avevi ïiæ
Kij PKvm PKvm|
GKmßvn ci Rygv bvgv‡Ri ci wgjv` gvnwdj Avi ZeviK weZiY †k‡l gwnjv
gvìvmvi wfwËcÖ¯Íi ¯’vwcZ n‡jv| †mLv‡b Dcw¯’Z Av‡Q bZzb gvìvmvi mfvcwZ Rbve
†gv¯ÍvK Avn‡g` †PŠayix, Av‡Mi gvìvmvi mfvcwZ Kvg bZzb gvìvmvi †m‡µUvwi
AvjnvR¦ Ave`yj Md&dvi cv‡Uvqvix, bZzb gvìvmvi Dc‡`óv Kvg Av‡Mi gvìvmvi
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GjvKvi MY¨gvb¨ A‡b‡KB| c‡ii w`b mKvj †_‡K KvR ïiæ n‡e|
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Dcb¨vm| ejv †h‡Z cv‡i GB
Dcb¨v‡mi cuPvwk kZvsk NUbvB
G‡Kev‡i mwZ¨| ïay ¯’vb-Kvj-cv‡Îi
bvg cwieZ©b K‡i †Ìqv n‡q‡Q|
সিংগ্রহ করুন আজই GwU †Kv‡bvfv‡eB Bmjvgwe‡ivax †Kv‡bv

Dcb¨vm bq Ges KIwg gvìvmvi
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