The poem explores themes of self-harm, vulnerability, and trust. The speaker asks if another would hurt or break them if asked nicely, handing over instructions or a blade. While used to their own pain, the speaker's wounds run deeper than visible blood. They question if another could comply and cut through their flesh, holding the pieces of their puzzle together, or build lies to put them to sleep.
The poem explores themes of self-harm, vulnerability, and trust. The speaker asks if another would hurt or break them if asked nicely, handing over instructions or a blade. While used to their own pain, the speaker's wounds run deeper than visible blood. They question if another could comply and cut through their flesh, holding the pieces of their puzzle together, or build lies to put them to sleep.
The poem explores themes of self-harm, vulnerability, and trust. The speaker asks if another would hurt or break them if asked nicely, handing over instructions or a blade. While used to their own pain, the speaker's wounds run deeper than visible blood. They question if another could comply and cut through their flesh, holding the pieces of their puzzle together, or build lies to put them to sleep.
If I asked nicely? Would it be enough? If I handed you the instructions The threatening point of a knife To cause wreckage and destruction Manipulated by an acquiescent hand Would you break me? To fracture a broken soul
A surgeon would try to fix my wounds When you puncture my shell
But you’re not a doctor. Do not be afraid And sometimes damage runs deeper You won’t see the redness of my pain Than the thick, rubescent blood As I have taught myself not to bleed That mocks my cuts And dampens my bones You’ll get a glimpse of it all The scars and the bones Could you bring yourself to oblige? But never the blood Bring your delicate hands Because I’m used to it by now To move to the dull rhythm of the The feeling of the cut Humming of my human heart beating Poked and prodded and clawed The everlasting thumping Pulled apart by a beast called love Of my mind Tangled thoughts like constellations A soft compliant touch Uncertainty and doubt and limitations Handling a hostile defiant blade All coursing through my veins like Would you make the cut? inspiration Would you pierce my skin It can all be mistaken for beauty Like I did so many times before? Oh, how blind sight can be When it is in the eye of a friend If I handed you a scalpel I wouldn’t hold you to blame When you cut through the flesh That held all the pieces together Like parts of a puzzle What an intricate game Would you like to play?
Given the chance
Of piercing my husk Would you look me in the eye And sing me a cradlesong?
Would you lie?
Mask the blade with flowers And build with lies A handsome tower Just to put me to sleep