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(Stormie Omartian) Lord, I Want To Be Whole (BookFi)
(Stormie Omartian) Lord, I Want To Be Whole (BookFi)
By Stormie Omartian
TABLE OF CONTENTS
Acknowledgements
THE FOUNDATION OF
ONGOING FORGIVENESS
Forgive someone who treated me with hatred and
abuse? Someone who has ruined my life by
making me into an emotional cripple? How can I?
I thought, overwhelmed at the prospect of so great
a task. I had already confessed my sins, and now
Mary Anne was asking me to forgive my mother -
all in the same counseling session. Shouldn't this
take months, even years, of therapy?
STAIRWAY TO WHOLENESS
Forgiveness leads to life. Unforgiveness is a slow
death. It doesn't mean you aren't saved, and it
doesn't mean you won't go to heaven. But it does
mean you cannot have all that God has for you and
you will not be free of emotional pain
The first step to forgiving is to receive God's
forgiveness and let its reality penetrate the
deepest part of our being. When we realize how
much we are forgiven, it's easier to understand
that we have no right to pass judgment on one
another. Once we are forgiven and released from
everything we've ever done wrong, how can we
refuse to obey God when He asked us to forgive all
others? Easy! We focus our thoughts on the person
who has wrong us rather than on that God who
makes all things right.
Forgiveness is a two way street. God forgives you,
and you forgive others. God forgives you quickly
and completely upon your confession of
wrongdoing. You are to forgive all others quickly
and completely, whether they admit failure or not.
Most of the time people don't feel they've done
anything wrong anyway, and if they do, they
certainly don't want to admit it to you.
If you forgive one day and then the next day you
find you are still angry, hurt, and intensely bitter
toward that same person, don't discouraged.
Continue to take it to the Lord again and again.
There are times we can forgive quickly, but usually
forgiving a person who has caused deep wounds is
an ongoing, step by step process. This is especially
true if there has been no reconciliation. You will
know the work is complete when you can honestly
say you want God's best for that person. If you are
living in a continually abusive relationship, find a
way to separate yourself from the abuser. The
antidote for poisoning doesn't work as well if you
are continuing to take the poison.
PRAYER
Lord, help me to let go of my past so that I can
move into all You have for me. I know that You
make all things new. Renew my mind and soul so
that I don't allow past experiences to color my life
today. Show me who I need to forgive, and help me
forgive them completely. Heal me of all the painful
memories in my life so that I can become all You
created me to be.
WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS
ABOUT RELEASING THE PAST
“Never!”
TACTICS OF WAR
The main weapon in mental warfare is to
deliberately feed your mind on God's truth and
power. Think about the greatness of the Lord. Fill
your mind with His Word. Seek out Christian
books and magazines. Play Christian music in your
home and in your car. Put on worship music and
turn it up loud enough to drowned out the
negative voices in your mind. There are movies,
music, books, and television programs that may
not be saying “Jesus is Lord” but that are based on
Christian principles and have a Christian spirit
behind them. Seek them out. Remember that what
ever goes into your mind becomes a part of you.
To control your emotions, you must control your
mind.
Those who have been severely abused often
struggle with the feeling that they are going crazy.
If there is mental illness in your family, you may
fear, as I did, that it will be passed on to you for
another family member. If so, you must come to
the full knowledge, without any doubt, that
anything other than a sound mind does not come
from God. Mental illness does not have to be
passed along from generation to generation
anymore than the sins of the parents have to be
visited upon the children to the third and fourth
generation if you have the authority of Jesus and
the power of the Holy Spirit to stop them.
If at any time you feel confused, disoriented, or
mentally fragile, say, “Thank you, Lord, that You
have given me love and power and a sound mind.”
Then praise God until those feelings lift. If you
have to say that prayer 100 times a day then do it.
At times I said over and over, “God has given me a
sound mind. God has given me a sound mind.” I
refuse to believe the lie that I would end up like
my mother. I refused to constantly replay the past
and live in dread of the future.
LIVE IN OBEDIENCE BY
CLEANING OUT YOUR HOUSE
SPIRITUAL CLEANING
But when you are speaking about the way you feel,
speak God's truth along with it . Rather than
saying, “Life is the pits,” say, “I feel sad today, but I
know God is in charge of my life and He'll perfect
all that concerns me” (Psalms 138: 8). If you can't
think anything positive, say, “Lord, show me Your
truth about my situation.”
God calls all who are able to fast and pray - not
just pastors, not just elders, not just authors or
teachers, not just men and women over 50, but all
the adults who acknowledge Jesus as the Son of
God. Ask God what He is saying to you about
fasting - He is saying something. Remember that
“No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but
painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest
of righteousness and peace for those who have
been trained by it.” (Hebrews 12: 11)
NOTHING TO FEAR
1. CONFESSING
The devil has a hook in you wherever there is
unconfessed sin. The fact that you keep returning
to the same sin is no excuse for not confessing. You
must keep your life totally confessed before the
Lord so as not to block the deliverance process.
2. RENOUNCING
You cannot be delivered from something you have
not put out of your life. Confessing is speaking the
whole truth about your sin. Renouncing is taking a
firm stand against it and removing its right to stay.
It’s possible to renounce without confessing, and
many people confess without renouncing.
4. SPEAKING
When we have been delivered from anything, our
joyful proclamation clements in our minds what
God has done in our souls. The Bible says, “let the
redeemed of the Lord say so, whom He has
redeemed from the hand of the enemy, (Psalms
107:2). This keeps the enemy from trying to steal
away what God has done. Say, “Jesus has delivered
me from this, and I refuse to give place to it any
more.”
5. PRAYING
Your prayers are more affective when you fill your
mind with the Word of God. Letting it penetrate
your heart will increase your knowledge of the
truth that can liberate you: “You shall know the
truth, and the truth shall make you free” (John
8:32). The Bible also says, “Through knowledge the
righteous will be delivered.” (Proverbs 11:9). It’s
easier to stand on God’s promises when you know
what they are.
6. PRAISING
Worship invites God’s presence, and in the
presence of God deliverance happens. The Bible
tells how Paul and Silas were in prison and were
singing praises to God when suddenly the prison
doors flew open and their chain fell off (Acts
16:26). Chains can also fall away from us in the
spirit realm.
7. WALKING
If you have been delivered, you have to walk like
it. Refuse to be drawn back into the same error.
Deliverance means severing bad habits and
establishing new ones, so set your mind that you
will not to be tempted back into the old ways of
thinking and doing.
The devil will always try to kill the work God has
done in you and destroy your hope for life ever
being any different, so be ready to combat the
attack by deliberately and carefully walking God’s
way. If you’ve been delivered from a spirit of lust,
refuse to succumb to it again. Stay far away from
anything that tempts you. And say, “I will not be
tempted by you, satan, for I have been delivered
through Jesus Christ the Deliverer. You may have
controlled me before, but now that spirit has been
broken in my life and I have the power to
withstand it. I praise God for His delivering power.
“God doesn’t give up on us when we fail to walk in
the deliverance He has given us, but we will suffer
because our wholeness is delayed. Psalm 106:43-45
PRAYER
PRAYER
BELIEVING IS RECEIVING
NOT AS WE DESERVE
RESTING IN HIM
Jesus says, “Come to me, all you who labor and are
heavily laden, and I will give you rest “ (Matthew
11:28). He instructs us not to allow our hearts to be
troubled but to resist it by deciding to rest in Him.
We must say, “God, I choose this day to enter into
the rest You have for me. Show me how.”
When we do that, God reveals all that stands in
our way. Resting is “casting all your care upon
Him, for He cares for you”. (1 Peter 5:7) and
learning to be content no matter what the
circumstance (Philippians 4:11) - not necessarily
being delighted with those circumstances but
being able to say, “God is in charge, I have prayed
about it, He knows my need, I am obeying to the
best of my knowledge. I can rest.”
PRAYER
BLAMING GOD
PERFECT IN LOVE
SPIRITUAL APATHY
“Oh, no,” the friend said, “He felt you were the girl
for him. In fact, he planned to ask you to marry
him that summer. He couldn't never figure out
why you walked out on the relationship.”
FOCUSING ON GOD
Also, resolve that you will not sin with your mind
or your mouth. Say aloud, “I refuse to sit around
thinking about what I need and want and feel. I
refuse to mourn and moan about the past, present,
and future. I deliberately choose to think about only
You, Lord, and Your goodness. I look to You to meet
all my needs. You know what they are better than I
do.”
PRAYER
“What?” I asked.
I did ask the Lord, just as she asked, and I did hear
the answer, just as she'd predicted. It was then I
knew without a doubt that I had everything I
needed for my life right within me. I just had to
stand strong in the Lord. I walked all little taller
after that.
PRAYER
“Eye has not seen, nor ear has heard, nor have
entered into the heart of man that things which
God has prepared for those who love Him.”
1 Corinthians 2:9
4. I am never alone.
6. I am loved.
7. I am a winner.