Get the fuck out of here

This time, with no kidding. She is very seriusbut I cant blame anything on her.
I left the house, the best thing I can do for her at present.
Take a light and see the dark sky, seem like there are no star up there but in this city there are
so many thing which are fake and replace them in “light in night”. Let them can not show off
how beautiful they are.
“wow, what am I thinking” I just let them go in a lane, so smoth and easy.
I grap my phone and text to my buddy:
-hey guy
-can I help you?
- who are you?
-of course im your friend. Why you ask so?
-when is the first time we do a dump thing together?
-with all my respect, you mean your bad thing? Because I don’t remenber any bad thing I
have done, cause I am forgiven by God.
-wow, your girl did a maverlous training to you, what a kind guy.
-that is my pleasure, The God sent an angel to me.
-where did you learn it?? The way you talk???
-I always like this, what are you talking about?
-okay, see you at the old place.
-no no, it’s too late now and it wont be good for my heath.
-bring holy bible with you.
-that sounds good, see you there.
-…
Then, I turn off my phone, took my bike to see that gentleman.
what people will do in a bar? Well, I had not known since I am 22 years old, I come there in a
worry mentality. But it’s not bad at all, not like in the movie, people drunk then they go to a
fight and it’s not noise, music is fine (Mozart and Bethoveen) Why? Maybe this place is
different and Im belong here. Everyone is just drinking and talking, caring to their business.
That night was crazy to me, I did not remember a thing when I wake up. That’s not my style,
I have my own rule and follow it to the death.
but now, im lying in someone’s bed and did not remember a damn thing about last night. I
cant find my phone. But the shine is light to the all room. I think it is about ten. I looked
around. Well, I don’t know this room, it’s so “men”. I relize something’s wrong here,
someone lying in the bed, with me and in a “men” room. What can be worse?
Then I took my shirt which is on the ground, hide my face and come close to the bed. At
least, imazing when we meet each other somewhere and he would say: “you was a beast that
night”. Believe me, I will read Conan over and over then no one know he used to exist.
I show only me eyes, grap the blanket. That momemt is the biggest momemt just after the
moment I hear my best friend can get a scholarship from his university.
I pull down the blanket and…
-???
If this were a man, I can fuck off here right away without any responsibility because im a
victim too. Fortunately and unfortunaly is a girl.
-Hmmm, who is she…im trying to recall what happened while studying her face, short black
hair, a V-line face and the lips…if I have to describle it, I will search google about “how
beautiful is the lips” make that face’s more muliebrity. It is too opposite to this room. the wall
is grey, furnitures is too mess, just like a thief did a visit last night. I don’t think this is our
consequence. Bad new is I don’t remember any thing, good new is she’s still sleeping.
Because after all, even I hire a best lawer, the verdict of the jury still is guilty.
I try to pull down the blanket, her body is showed and predictably she is naked. So problem
is hopeless now, guilty, case close.
The shape of body is pretty nice, plus that face would make many men have to say: “Im ready
to die to stay a night with her”
Hmm, sound like: “I cant live without you”
But I can not see her breasts because of her hands is lying on them accidentally, what a
watse!.
Nevermind, im not the guy will be ciurious about something like boobs. I used to suck on
them many times when I was a kid and maybe saw it in “Titanic”.

I found my phone, it’s 11:17 am, there is no message or no notification.

-AGRRR…a headache comed without a fucking signal. I still can not deal with this shit over
and over. The familiar ceiling and aroma, I think I drunk too much but luckily, somehow I
got home safely.