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The night the former little Nazi Fred Evander Wayne had
a wet dream, in which was bizarre and melancholic, as if
something epidemic finally cursed on him and he said, I
no longer give a damn if I die, nonetheless, afterwards
shivered as he did of course, for he, whom had been
forbidden to say the very word by himself for the last
two months, suddenly realized that he did mean it,
which was, he no longer gave a damn if he died. Hence
during this peculiar summer, Fred Evander Wayne’s daily
routine was as still as faith, masturbating before getting
up; then brushing his teeth. Having breakfast. Viewing
newspapers. Reading. Lunch. Nap. Swimming along the
stream back in the wood. Supper. Reading. Crying,
crying, crying till he felt no adjunction between he
himself and the enormous boiling mouthes of this world,
till he was too tired to think of anything else and finally
every single object stopped functioning. Meanwhile he
touched his vulnerable little self underneath the faint
blonde curly hair and started to weep again. That was
the time he had a wet dream.
The talk ended with the dawn and Andreas Christ, thank
Melin, ultimately revealed his intention for coming. It
turned out that our little Christ was eerily afraid of
compliments and flowers sent to his door every day. So
Fred, all-messed-up Fred, smashed all the four bottles
they’d drank to the dregs in the past three hours with his
wand and sweared, screw you; you’re drunk, Fred; I may
be drunk, but you are a prick, literally, the end of the
conversation, now sleep.
The true end of this story went like this. Andreas Christ
asked, would you come back to school next semester?
And Fred Evander Wayne replied, I don’t know. I don’t
know either, said Andreas Christ, I’m not sure I can
handle all the gazes and lights. Whatever, for me, from
now on, all places shall be no man’s land. Maybe I
should go, Andreas bent. You shall go, hours ago.