Doctor: what was happening why did you come into the hospital?
Doctor: were there some problems?
Patient: hmmm… Doctor: what were some of those problems? Patient: I was having some problems believing in myself Doctor: I'm sorry? Patient: mm-hm believing Doctor: believing in yourself in what way Patient: you know I was depressed and Doctor: can you tell me something more about that? Patient: I wasn't working Doctor: had you been working? Doctor: was that a change Patient: well I graduated from college I didn't know what I was gonna do with my life Doctor: mm-hmm Patient: I went to Colorado Doctor: how much time did you spend in Colorado Patient: seven months Doctor: were you working in Colorado mm-hmm? Patient: I was a waitress but I quit Doctor: why did you quit Patient: and why did I quit the job? Doctor: mm-hmm Patient because I decided to go see my boyfriend Doctor where was he Patient: he was here in Indiana Doctor: did you move in with him Patient: yeah Doctor:how has that been Patient: not very good Doctor: you said before that you're living by yourself now did you move out Patient: yeah Doctor :When did you decide to do that? Patient: about a week ago Doctor: did some major event affect that decision? Patient:and there's always something major surrounding any decision isn't there Doctor: well was everything going smoothly before you moved out? Patient: I don't think it was going real smooth, I don't think I really tried hard enough at making the relationship work Doctor: but you felt everything was okay when you first moved out was your mood depressed then? Patient: how didn't I I guess I was depressed Doctor: when would you say things in your life changed that you noticed a difference in your mood Patient: difference in my mood? Doctor: mm-hmm Patient: my moods always changed don't yours? Doctor: yours always change? Patient: yeah Doctor how do you feel now is it like you might feel if someone close to you died Patient: No Doctor: how is it different Patient: justice Doctor: how Patient: when my grandmother died I just felt sad, now I feel he useless, I'm shame Doctor: is there a time during the day when that feeling is worse than other times Patient: when I wake up hi there on my bed, sometimes I just can't bear it Doctor: after you moved out of your boyfriend's place did you find a place of your own or move in with friends? Patient: they don't deal with a friend Doctor: are you trying to find a place? Patient: not really Doctor: how do you see your future Patient: I'd like to Doctor: like to find a place? mm-hmm Doctor: how do you see your situation you see things getting better? Patient: No Doctor:have you been spending your time lately, what do you enjoy doing Patient: nothing really Doctor: how would you say your energy level has been Patient: down Doctor: have you been eating? Patient: in the past month? Doctor: mm-hmm Patient: not really Doctor: have you had much of an appetite? have you been hungry Patient: no Doctor: how is your sleep bin have you been sleeping Patient: not really Doctor: do you worry very much? Patient: yeah a lot I guess Doctor: what kinds of things do you worry about? Patient: just normal things Doctor: do you blame yourself for something you've done or something you haven't done? Patient: yeah Doctor: what things do you blame yourself For? Patient: I'm out I was doing the right thing you know Doctor: are you down on yourself Patient: yes Doctor: would you describe yourself as worthless as a failure? Patient: I say that Doctor: is that how you feel mm-hmm?