“Biggest regrets”

By: J910

How I wished I never spoke,

the words I uttered the line I stroke.
How I wished I never broke,
your kindest heart and filtered throat.

How I wished I never sought,

You soaked in midst of thought.
How I wished we never fought,
So no more scars are caught.

Should I never said it right a way

just to pushed you to go a way
Out of my league you would stay
But then you are here night and day.

I hoped you won’t remember

nasty words that struck you like a dagger,
blasted moment of anguish and anger,
Such days our ought was endangered.

I knew I couldn’t take away the pain I cause,

But I promised to give you some pause,
and never to burst unreasonable fuss,
and gave the care and love you to the most.