I feel like I wish I had never had sex.

I just think about myself, like, before I had sex, like, I was so happy.
Like, I remember it.
I was just, like, so pure and, like, and I just, like like, I loved, like, every movie.
You know? Like, if there was a movie on, I was just, like, "Look at that.
They did it.
" Like, I was just happy for, like, the production, you know? And then I has sex and I just started to,
like, hate everything, and I just started seeing all these plot holes, 'cause it's, like, once you have
sex, you just you just care about plot. And umm, yeah. So I don't know, I I just feel like I, um I wanna
get back to that, I wanna I wanna just, you know, spend some time with me and then figure out what
I want from someone else.