o It’s not always my fault.

I can do all the right things but can’t control what happens next
o Do not confuse identity with what one can do
o Own the fact that at that time, I’ve done my best, I give my all.
How it intimidates me, how I tried when I don’t know anything about socializing, why
am I out there raising my hands
o I want it back
The trust
The sip of light beer in midnight
Afternoon playtime
Morning routine, preparing for what’s out there
Asking Him those prayers
Hopeful possibility
o Where God feed me in the famine…It was a dark place and I wouldn’t be this way if I haven’t
been there
o I want freedom
o but I tell the story of fear instead
o “Why have you stop telling the story of what I did for you, even to yourself?”
o Revel at your life
o Psalms 119:128 It is time for thee, Lord, to work: for they have made void thy law
o It’s not on my doing, it’s God this time
o He illustrates, and I was there
o Standing on a miracle because our time is in his hands