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Mayate: The Queerest Queer
‘This chapter discusses three novels ofthe so-called Mexican gay
literature from the 1960s through the 1980s: Despuis de todo
(1968) [After Al] by José Ceballos Maldonado, El vampire de le
colonia Roma (1379) [The Vampire of Roma Neighbortoos] by
Las Zapata and Paberescandforas (1985) (Adolescent Canephor)
by José Joaquin Blanco, as well a Aimor Chaca! (2000) by Jose,
Catlos Bautista and Victor Jaramillo, a touristethnographic Gos:
lumentacy on coastal homoerotic. This chapter focuses on tae
characterization of the “mayate," a character whose resistance to
ing himself as homosexual, despite his home
‘ies, challenges the concept of denticy ade
relevant object of queer analysis.
Wishing to Be Desired: Ceballos Maldonado
In che novel Después de todo (After All] by José Ceballos
Maldonado (1968), che protagonist Javier Lavalle, a mature
homosexual man, tries to fill the emptiness of his boredom, onesn
Ployment, and solitude by writing his memoirs in 3 moder room
he rents in the Colonia Roma, a middleclass neighborhood te
Mexico City. From this setting e imagines his past in Guanajuat
where he spent his youth, His tory unfolds as a conseane tension
between the invisibility and the exposure of his sexual relation,
ships with other men. Lavalle calks about his seductive sratges
such as furtive adveneues, always under the threat of discovery,
The most outstanding actions in his remembrances—to hide ty132 Poncan Hepreseratene of Mazcuny
denounce, to watch over, to expose to blackmail, ro simvlate, and
to dissimulate—refer 10 his meticulous escape from the social
kaze. Lavalle develops two daring skills: to seduce men who do
‘ot consider chemselves homosexuals and to hide from the gaze of
those who could condemn him. Lavalles power can destabilize
both the narm that prohibits homoeroicism and the masculine
hegemony that presumes itself impenetrable by seduction, He
seciuces what is considered unsodueible, turing upside davwn the
patriarchal rules, Lavalle lars that he can achieve this destab-
lization by cultivating the art of secrecy. He confirms Annick
Prieur’ insight that Mexican society tolerates homoerotic encown=
ters, provided they say invisible, in @ homosocial masculine con-
‘and perfectly dssimulaced with euphemisms and absolute
8-189).
Critics of this novel have emphasized the selaéfirmation of
¢ homosexual middle-class man. The protagonistnarrator
eractrizes himself as a homosexual, throughout an episodic
citain of sexual encounters with men who are ostensibly hetero
xual. Lavale goes bck to his childhood ro remember his rela
nships with pederast priests, classmates, and his assistants in
‘he schoo! laboratory where he used 10 work. Aevording to Mario
‘Mufoz, Javier Lavalle “en el decarso de los acontecimientos evo
cados va asumiendo sin ninguna eulpabilidad a condivion homo:
sexual pete alos desagradables contratiempos que esta forma de
conciencia le cartes" (15} {in the development of the remem:
bered events assumes his homosexual condition without guilt,
even though this consciousness brings unpleasant setbacks). Luis
Mario Schneider, on his pat, observes that Ceballos Maldonado
“descubre los mecenismos dl cinismo como fnien poribilidad de
autoafirmacin para salvar de los preuicios que una sociedad
ingolerante exige a la marginaci6n homosexual” (7S) [discovers
the mechanisms of eynicism as the only form of selraffrmation
to liberate oneselé ftom prejudices that an intolerant society
demands from the homorext! marginlity). The sell-affirmation
Schneider refers to results from associating guilt with seduction,
2 combination whose rooss we can find in the bypermasculine
myth of Don Juan, where seduction challenges the role of guilt in
the moral system of the Catholic Church. Seduction focuses on
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men who, despite their participation in mele-to-male sexual
contacts, reject identifying shemselves as homatexvale or biexi-
als. Ths lack of definition characterizes the mayate,chichifo, ot
chacal, a subject thats prevalent bus inssible in the panorama of
‘Mexican masculinites, These three terms traditionally name the
person who plays the penetrating role in homoerotic intercourse,
Who is characterized further by his reluctance to express attrac:
tion rowaed his sexual partner (Prieue 189)
Meyate, chicbifo, and ehscal are words that belong to the
discourses of the joto (the man who playt the pasive roe in
Jhomoerotic intercourse; 9 whom we usally algo ascribe feminine
characteristics). The joto objectities bis “top” partner with these
designations and thus the effeminace man claims his subject pos
tion and wses the power of representation over his object of dese.
In her ethnographic work on tranwestites in Mexico Ciry, Priewt
finds that these labels are exclusively used in homosexual jargon
(189) In general, these three corms are synonyms, although they
can be nuanced as follows: chichifo connotes prostiution oF giving
sex for favors; mayate describes the top position, not necestarily
related to expressed prostittion; and chacale applied t individu
als who are uncultured and mostly marginal and from the coutry-
Side, These differences are anything but fixed. The word mayate,
the most common, comes from mayatl, 2 ndbuatl word (the lan”
‘guage of the Aztecs) for a species of bright green beetle whore la-
ae grow in manure, Mayate chen is an allusion co the col
proletarian man's ess, as well a 2 feal metonym to describe his
Sexuality. Chacal comes from chacal, also from aihvatl, which
refers to species of slrimp that has a scorpion form, The fro:
cious appearance ofthe chacel and ie edibty connotes a savage
Sensuality. On the other hand, she word joto and eho (whose
oot seems to be the Gypsy verb chotear, to make fan oto mock)
define an effeminate man who i sciallyeignatzed
“The main difference berweea the mayate and the foto i the lack
of self-definition in the former andthe derogatory visibility ofthe
later In the presence of those meeyates who reject identification
and expression of deste, the cynicism of Javier Lavalle enables his
self-afhrmation and produces their desie for im. In the novel the
moments of edvetion become a struggle between the lack of desire134 MesicanReprsartatins of Masclsyy
and its provocation. For instance, in an episode in which Lavalle
stops bombarding Gaston—one of his seduced mayates—with exe
ual insinuations, he describes how Gastn's desie emerges af
lows: “mientras charlamos él ie, muere la cabera, xe contonca y
hasta me aprieta el brazo con la mano. Pero sobre todo siento que
ime reprocha: ‘Eh, tonto, no quisist, Por fin, zeres 0 no eres” ™
(90-91) [White we char he laughs, nods his head, swapgers, and
ven squeezes my arm, Most important, [fel he teprosehes te!
‘Hey foolish one, you didn't want, #0... are you (oto) of
not...) Although Lavalle hae produced a desize in Gaston by
suppressing the courcshp, thir identity situations are the semis
Lavalle has to define himself and Gattn has to remain undefined
‘0 keep the mayateoro relationship intact. Nevertheless, she pre
tence of being desieless person that Gastén is supposed t9 keep is
ruined. Possibly being desired by the mayzte is an invention of
Lavalles nostalgia that his solitude and poverty foster The nara.
tive construction of the mayate's desire would then be a strategy of
the nareator’ self affirmation,
In juxtaposition with this nostalgic aecount, unexpectedly may
ates erupt inthe preset tense narration, While Lavalle wetting
his memories, many knock et his window. They are poor yout
men, who are nor allowed ro enter as Lavalle has nothing to give,
They ask for money and offer “lo que uated quiera” [whateve you
want]. These interruptions reat fisures inthe plot that allow us
fo sec an aspect ofthe novel thatthe narrator hesitates to cou
‘Whereas ths narrator is meticulous in constructing his own pase,
‘dealzing bis sexual encounters and calling them tomaness, when
‘alking about the narration inthe present, he shows his cscomfort,
‘with his visitors. The late reside on the margins ofthe story they
lack citizenship in the narrative of desire that, projected onto the
Past, ecount what the homorexual would lke to be. Ths lack of
‘codification less us see the mayatc' lack of identity Lavale dose
‘ot fel deste for these young men, aor they do fel deste for him,
The narrative interest dissolves as the dynamics of seduction,
‘cancelled. Precisely in these absences of desire we find the most rel.
evant tats of machismo, at lease in the field of homoerotic elas
Sionships. The disruptive actions, she brief visits and calls from
those men ouside the window, function as counterpoints to the
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plan of se affirmation ofthe homosexual character underlined by
Mario Mufoz and Luis Mario Schneider,
Rather than follow the narrative plan of Lavalle’s storycleasly
foFiented to conceive 2 homosexal identity that departs fom
esitanoe against the forces cha matginalize him, guilt and macho
supremacy—I want to emphasize the liminal’ postion of the
‘mayate, whose chacacterization denies homoerotic deste. Lavalle
repeatedly avoids being identified or named as « homosexual,
which contrasts with the homosexual identity that Lavalle oulnes
in his “romances.” The episodic seuctuce is periodically in
rupted by a mayate, establishing « naratve plan based on Fiera
sion. A transversal reading of Lavalle's various romances and the
intermittent vignertes of rejected mayates opens the way to a dis:
cession of an economy, a morality, and strategic set of skills of
domination that are developed by the individuals involved in
homoerotic relationships,
Throughout his life, Lavale generously gives presents or money
to his sexual pariners. To give something for intimate contact
shows an economy established around the exchange value of sex.
‘This economy implies the existence of a market where pleasure
produces a relationship of power whece on the one hand, there i
Power in possessing a valuable piee of goods to offer and on the
‘other, there is power in the ability to purchase such a piece of
goods. While in Lavale’s narrations of the pas, he boasts an inex
!bausible purchasing power, nthe present, with scatceresourcesto
prtcipate in this sexual economy, he has to eject all ofers, This
ie seems that Lavalle’s sexuality depends on hie curent financial
Status. Payment is associated wih a lack of dest; therefore, the
‘more the mayate resets seduction, the more the joto has to pay for
sex. This fondness for prostiruted contact unmasks the story ofthe
homosexual Don Juan tha is revealed in che narration. The fina
fal decline that forces Lavalle into sexual absineace opens a deep
‘wound inthe novel: the protagonise-narator takes the perspective
of someone who is wrecked, having experienced a loss of purchas
ing power; he has also experienced decline in his capacity for
desire. I would seem thatthe nazrative strategy of selt-asirmacion
through seduction is ukimacely dependent on his acceptance of
economic defeat. The mayater, who lke Lavalle are unemployea,Representations of Masculinity
must look for other windows to knock on to maintain themselves,
The characterization of mayate as chihifo (a prostituted individe
ual as mentioned earlier recurs i the literature and ia a number
stimonial texts such as memoirs, chronicles, biographies, and
sogtaphic works! The fact thatthe mayate isa proletarian or
‘an unemployed young man, or somebody who hasta choose pron,
tution as a way of life, positions him as subaltern with respect co
the foto
Novertheess, the dominant position of the foto is neutralized if
we consider that what he is actually negotiating is his submission
to the symbolic domination of the mayate, The pact between the
joto and the mayateis based on symbolic and economic value of
the virile body; this relationship einforces and. maguies
‘machismo, The deste for virile domination support a social
dynamic thar takes place in the underground community, in a voce
«ty of enjoyment. There we can observe how a politics and econ
‘omy of the body is built on the socal structure of prestige that
defines subjects in the patriarchal system, reflecting the binagy clas
ship masculine-feminine,effeminizing the jote and masculaie,
ing the mayate. However, that it takes place in the margins
problematizes this replica of the patriarchal binary structuce As
this gender system is subjeced to the multiple simulation that
Prostitution effcs, ve can reflect against the grain on che implica,
tions of being marginalized.
The condition of marginalcy defines the mayate;oto relation-
ship as emergent. As Nely Richard states cheit identities would
claim the “derecho a I singularzacin dela diferencia contra la
represiva uniformidad stindard de laidentidad mayoritarie” {1
[the right to singularize their difference against the repressive unt
formity of the identity standards of the majors). Howeres, the
‘mayate’s determination to tarry inthe zone of the unnamed and
therefore remain invsible—and the oto’ fouinine stetegy of
Seduction lead us to realize that this kind of relationship diverges
fom the identity politics of gay and feminise activism,
seek liberation from oppression and invisibility. Thi is due
to the mayate’s lack of definition as one of his conditions of exss
tence. We have, then, to propose that the mayate's homoecotcism
's only possible by escaping signification Infact, i is significant
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that in the gay pride marches in Mexico City no sector has
‘represented itself o far as mayate,chihif, or chaca,
The episodic structure ofthe novel Después de todo makes the
mayatejoto encounter seem ephemeral and hazardous, which
explains thei resistance eo establishing a cleat ideatity. Sine the
‘mayne exists only by exception, his elf definition inludes nothing
bout his homoerotic adventure. This undefined sexuality, ss we
8s his resistance to expressing deste toward his male sexed paren
‘insalls the mayate in a doubeful heterosexualic, although this
oubt hes more o do with machismo chan with heterosexuality per
fs. The resistance once identified opens the way tan analysis ofthe
subjectivity of meyate atthe point zero of meaning. At he wanders
‘on the margins of che cartography of sexuality with especto iden
Sty designations) the mayate is always in tans; he never belongs
'o a fixed category. This contrast bewoen identity and resistance to
‘categorization suggests a distinetion between identity and subject.
ity. IF we accept Jorge Larrain’s cam, Ia consteueion dela lone
dad es un proceso intersujeivo de reconocimiento mueuo” (46) the
onstruction of identity is am inertubjetive process of mutual
when the oto defines the mayate as uch, by implice
rizs his heterosexuality, Yet when the mayate
defines himself as heterosexual, he recognizes himself within che
dominant norm. The obstacle to the recognition ofthe muayate as an
ty isthe articulation of is desire. Although his sexual practice
does nor express desire forthe efeminized to's masculine bop
‘we cannot interpret it as an absence of desire, but only a lack of