Hunter or Gatherer

My friend said that I am giving hope to them, which is a cruel thing. I couldn't tell him
that I am just trying to be kind to myself. They say I am hunting Jews to save them. I am
just gathering them to save my own shreds of humanity, for it should be lost in this
mayhem.

My accounts are getting dried up. I can't even wonder what more we have left to
witness. We were fed a lie that the Reich will break the wheel of suppression, hunger,
and pain. But, we were mistaken to follow suit; it's the death march of hopes, forget
metaphors, it's a literal death march. This era shall never be recalled with emotions, for
it has crossed that juncture, now it is just numbers.

Wishful, if I could do more, I am Oskar Schindler, and this is my story.