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Midnight Musings
-A poetry collection
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BRINDA MANUEL
MIDNIGHT MUSINGS
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Book Title: Midnight Musings
Book Author: Brinda Manuel
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For every person who deserves to be
found, loved, and cared for.
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To the reader
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is an important book for me because
this is the first book I am publishing. I
don’t use much rhymes and rhythm in
poetry, but there is a tune in all my
poems which I can feel. So, these
poems will be scattered words, which
reflect emotions and thoughts which
were only mine, but I have decided to
let them out through words. I would
like to know if my writings made any
changes in you, you can write to me to
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be waiting to hear from you.
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Poems:
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Lost
The rose in the garden of weeds
Till I start writing
Dialogue of a baby’s soul
I know I will never succumb to
death
Sleepless nights
Dream Immortality
Stardust
In her empty palace
In love with letters
Let them
You only keep growing
A silent conversation with
Nature
Dwelling in the depths
Morning rain
Like Eden
The hidden stardust
Buried wounds
The rainy night
A Caterpillar dream
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The Queen and the little stubborn
girl
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Riding over the clumsy clouds,
She wanted to play hide and seek
With the stars
Catching them before they could
disappear
Atop the hill, still, the Queen was
away
Out of reach for the little girl, very sad
The Queen but swiftly rose a little
She was watching the pretty little
munchkin
She rose a little
Above the clouds, they seemed to be
resisting
She spread her warm rays around her
And smiled softly, for she knew that
love was precious
Pure, curious and innocent
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She rested over her favourite naughty
cloud
Who seemed a little possessive
The girl looked at her in an awe
Wide-eyed and satisfied
Even if she couldn’t have the ride
Sometimes love does give warmth
Even from some miles away.
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Raindrops
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Invisible after the rains
When the wild pack of clouds
Move with war messages
Like a lost star hidden somewhere
Amidst the dark masses
I crave for a soft ray,
A voice calling out for me,
A torch searching for me,
A soul that wants me back.
So, I tried reaching out
And shouting amidst the chaos
Disappointed then I chose
To remain hidden and tranced
Getting lost within the dark
Behind the clouds,
Invisible after the rains
Disappearing forever.
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For one more night, so dark
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Waiting for that sharp nib,
A tiny drop of ink, to fall on me
I feel so frozen, motionless
And dazed, for one more night, so
dark.
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Where she always wanted to be
She didn’t know where to she was
rowing her boat
Darkness, waves, wind, and monsters
tried pushing her down
She had to choose the direction each
time a divide came
She had to wait for the light every
night
She sometimes felt very directionless,
sometimes felt too tired to keep rowing
But the little voice from her heart told
her to keep moving
The boat sometimes let her rest and
just floated ahead
Deep inside she always knew
One day she will reach the land
Where she always wanted to be
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She flew again, with broken wings
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She opened her eyes, she wanted to
once again feel the fly
She fought back, more ferociously that
if it frees her, she was ready to die
Her wings broke a little, but she broke
the cobweb strings too
She flew again with broken wings
happily into the blue.
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Without leaving me fall
I am a tree branching out there, into
the sky
Into the heavy air
Withstanding the cold winter nights
and hot summer winds,
And there are my parents – my Roots,
branching out into the thick soil
Nurturing me with everything I need.
When you see me,
You just see me and not the roots
Because they’re buried deep inside
there
Without whom I’ll wither out.
They never left me, always holding me
Straight above the ground, firm and
tight.
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When my dreams are somewhere high
in the sky,
Their dreams lie deep within the Earth
Without leaving me fall, ever.
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I belong to the woods
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No crowd No indifference
Pure love, Innocent life
Where I feel more than I think
The raw and naked fragrance of the
Forest
Yeah, I belong to the Woods!
I know I belong to the Woods!
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Stupid silly dreams
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The hilltop tree
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She thinks about her struggles when as
a seedling,
Between the thorny shrubs, so delicate
so thin
And how she grew slowly, very
slowly,
Strongly she smiles again.
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Flowing aimlessly
Like a raindrop from a random nimbus
cloud
Falling on a river
Which keeps moving with no fixed
aims.
Like that drop which mixes into,
An infinite number of drops
Forced to forget who she is
Suffocated amidst the alien water
drops
Trying to flow together,
There I am flowing aimlessly again
Sometimes like that drop,
Which sees up to the sun
Beseeching to take it back home
Sometimes trying to adjust to the flow.
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The river keeps flowing
And the drop too doesn’t stop moving.
So, I’m here flowing aimlessly.
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The unnoticed artist
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But as she added colours to the canvas
It always gave back happiness
And when each painting became
complete
She felt complete once again.
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One world, only love
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The poem “Love” is a tribute to Mother Teresa.
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Love
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Her touch made him open his eyes
Who had by now hated the light too
She looked at his eyes, it was poetic
And told him, ”You’ll see life once
again”.
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He felt life is giving him one more
chance
He realised life is not that dark
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Dream
I feel the real freedom
When I dream
Because when I dream
I travel to places I’ve never seen
Without money and energy
I can create my own memories
Which I couldn’t live
I can hold the hands of the one
Who never smiled at me.
I am the storyteller there and
I am the character there
My dreams are my living space
Where every night
I live with my fullest freedom.
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What the soul really needs
This planet is a wonder
It created your body and offers you
You have your time to find the reason
why
Then it consumes the body back
And sends you along with Death
In its cycle which is a secret
Hidden in Space and Time
You play a little part before parting
And call yourselves master
It could be funny for the animals and
plants
Looking at you, “Oh Human, where
are you striding to?”
Pause for a while and ask your soul
What it really needs.
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Lost
It was a continental winter night
And the stars seemed to be
Yearning for a little warmth.
Chalky dense clouds moved softly
Above the stars
Gently covering them,
Perhaps to give them a warm hug
In the winter chills.
The stars slept beneath them in
comfort
And the moon seemed to whisper
something.
Trying to listen to the unheard song,
I lost myself
Amidst the stars,
Craving for a fleecy fur cuddle.
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The rose in the garden of weeds
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But finally, one day the bud came up,
And when it started to open,
It suffused a mild fragrance over the
air around.
A bee started visiting her
The first guest to the garden of the
weeds,
A celebration it was.
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Till I start writing
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Dialogue of a Baby's Soul
I could feel that I was something,
I could feel that I was existing
Inside my Mom’s womb, a magical
Existence
In a dome of water, she held me with a
soft thread
I couldn’t see anything
Underneath a coat of skin, I was kept
warm and firm
I could feel that I was in the safest
place
And she was longing so much to see
my face.
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I didn’t know anyone else, but only her
Only she and I in a World of Pain
Where pain becomes an Ecstasy
She sometimes felt dizzy, sometimes
puked out, and day by day she turned
weak
I was helpless, couldn’t do anything, I
whispered to her in an Unheard voice
“Mom, everything is going to be Okay
soon”, and she felt a magical peace
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Crying, biting her teeth and pushing
me out to the Earth
I saw great willpower in her to
withstand all pain, to just push and see
me once
But she also took great care, that I
shouldn’t be hurt even a little, she
loved me so much
I whispered again, “Sorry mom, I’ll try
my best too; I love you Mom”
I tried to come out, but couldn’t, but I
believed she can, 'Coz she is a
Supermom
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It was alien to me, and I heard a high-
pitched scream of my Mom
My heart just broke to see her pain,
and I was merely helpless
I cried and screamed, so someone
would help her out from the pain
But someone took me, held me and
showed me to her
And… She smiled, I looked at her with
an Awe, it was magical
And everything seemed so new,
beautiful and I felt I saw something
subliminal
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I smiled back, with tears in my eyes, I
looked at her eyes
I stopped crying and smiled nicely
seeing her sublime smile
That smile for the first time defined a
purpose for my existence
Yeah, Mom, you cared for me, you
nurtured me with your own body and
soul
and took me to this earth when I knew
only you, you were the Only Soul I
knew
She kissed on my forehead, it felt so
chill like a dew
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She’s the epitome of love, strength,
and willpower
She turned the egg into a baby
She nurtured it
She transformed the pain to a Beautiful
smile.
She’s never the symbol of weakness.
But Again,
The Epitome of love, strength, and
willpower.
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I know I will never succumb
Dark barrels of lies around me
suffocate me and press hard on me
I search for a little crack in the wall,
For a tiny streak of light,
So that I can see,
the place where I am trapped.
I know I belong to the outside world,
Somewhere so close from here.
But drained and tired,
Not want to even slumber
Like a piece of lifeless body, I lie,
Waiting for a tiny streak of light,
To light my soul a little,
So, I have some life in me.
I know I’ll never succumb to death,
When I have this hope of life in me.
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Sleepless nights
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They tell me that I don’t belong to
luxuries,
Luxuries like the warm cosy bed
And the privileges which I carry,
And that I am tranced in a black magic
Spewed by a wicked witch.
That like a genie sleeping inside a
lamp I am.
But when I get rid of these privileges,
I belong to the world of Magic.
I am the master of many wands,
Out there waiting for me to wake up.
But a lazy young woman, confused I
am
I would rather believe that this is my
world,
Enjoying the privileges and be so
sweet.
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But they pull and fight with me so that,
Every night I walk little steps to the
door
Of the magic lamp.
Somewhere before I sleep
They sleep well satisfied
Of making me reach a little closer
To the door which opens to the world
Where I belong to.
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Dream immortality
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Stardust
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In her empty palace
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In love with letters
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Let them
Let them belittle you,
Let them demotivate you,
Let them shut the door before you.
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You only keep growing
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A silent conversation with Nature
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Dwelling in the depths
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Morning rain
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Like Eden
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The hidden stardust
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Buried Wounds
When the darkness fills
The vacuum little by little,
The wounds unhealed
Buried there deep within,
Wakes up to remind her
Those old photographs and stories
Moments and dramas
Where she was happy once
Dreamt of a future afar -
Designed and well-pitched.
But then when it bothers her,
She shuts them down
And sinks to sleep.
For sleep could perhaps heal her.
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Born again
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The rainy night
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A Caterpillar dream
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Of many blossoms,
On the thick green backdrop.
There is a soothing sound of a
waterfall nearby.
There comes a breeze swaying the
flowers,
And some pollen falls on her eyes.
She shakes a little and turns down.
I could feel the pricking pain she has.
She bites a little of the deep red flower,
Then crawls over the petal,
twisting her torsos over the filament
she moves ahead poignantly.
She slowly moves over the flower
Back onto the mirror pane,
The mirror is a little more chill now.
She notices something suddenly,
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A reflection on the mirror.
A beautiful black butterfly with
Radiant deep blue patch on the back
And bright yellow spots on the wings.
It creeps slowly from the back of the
mirror,
Flies a little now and then,
And hops back to the crawl
She shakes a little and looks at the
butterfly
With an awe
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Of the alluring woven lines of the
wings,
And the tiny orange spot on one side.
A breeze comes again, with a little
chill drizzle,
And the insect shrinks a little
Holding onto the mirror tightly.
The reflection could be her own soul,
She smiles and moves on crawling,
The butterfly hops along,
The sound of waterfall and breeze
stays.
The caterpillar then slowly slept under
a leaf,
Dreaming about the butterfly.
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Thank you,
The stories which you crave to live might end incomplete,
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Acknowledgement
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