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ill of Claude Ashur
nor the strength requisite to make yet an-
other attempted break for freedom. They

T HEY have locked me in. A mo-


ment since, for what well may have
been the last time, I heard the
clanking of the triplerbolts as they were shot
into place. The door to this barren white
cannot understand that my freedom meant
something to me only so long as there was
hope of saving Gratia Thane from the hor-
ror that returned from the flesh-rotting
brink of the grave to reclaim her. Now,
chamber presents no extraordinary appear- that hope is lost; there is nothing left but the
ance, but it is plated with impenetrable steel. welcome release of death. I can die as well
The executives of the Institution have gone in an insane asylum as elsewhere.
to great pains to ensure the impossibility of Today, the examinations, both physical
escape. They know my record. They have and mental, were quickly dispensed with.
listed me among those patients who are
They were a formality; routine gone through
dangerous and "recurrently violent." I
"for the record." The doctor has left. He
haven't contradicted them; it does, no good
wasn't the man who usually examines me. I
to tell them that my violence is long since
presume he is new at the Institution. He
spent; that I have no longer the inclination
was a tiny man,' fastidiously dressed, with a

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' fear about his mouth from the nioment he
looked into the loathesome mask that, is my
HE !SSI.pSiJ5?^^^'55Sgi
face. Doubtless one of the white-suifed
attendants warned him of the particular
horror of my case. I didn't resent it when
he came no nearer me than necessary.
Rather, I pitied the poor devil for the awk-
wardness of his situation; I have known
men of obviously-stronger stomach to-stum-
ble away from the sight of .me, retching with
sick terror. My name, the unholy whisper-
ings of my story, the remembrance of the
decaying, breathing half-corpse that I am,
are legendary in the winding gray halls of
the Asylum. I cannot blame them for being
relieved by the knowledge that they will
soon shed the burden I have been—that,
before long, they will consign this unhuman
mass of pulsating flesh to maggots and
oblivion.
Before the' doctor left, he wrote some-
thing in his notebook; there would be the
name: Claude Ashur. Under today's date
he has written only a .few all-explanatory
words. "Prognosis negative. Hopelessly in-
sane. Disease in most advanced stage. De-
mise imminent." -. • .
Watching the slow, painful progress of
his pen across the paper, I experienced one
last temptation to speak. I was overwhelmed
with a violent need to scream out.my now-
familiar protest to this new man, in the des-
perate hope that he might believe me. The
blasphemous words welled fdi: an instant in
my, throat, sending forth a thick nasal sob.
Quickly, the doctor glanced up, and the ap-
prehensive loathing of his gaze told me the
truth. • It would. do no good to speak. He
was like all the rest, with their soothing
voices and unbelievable smiles. He would
listen to the hideous. nightmare that-is the
story of Gratia and my'brother and myself,
and, in the end, he would nod calmly, more
convinced than ever that I was stark, raving
mad. I remained, silent. The last flame of
hope guttered and died. I knew in that mo-

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ment, that no one would ever believe that I into ill-repute. Things were different in the
am not Claude Ashur. days before the coming of Claude Ashur.
Claude Ashur is my brother. My father, Edmund Ashur, was the pastor
of the Inneswich Lutheran Church; he had

D O N O T misunderstand me. This is no


mundane instance of confused identity.
It is something infinitely more evil. It is a
come to the Priory, a timid, middle-aged
man with his young bride, two years before
I was born. The night Claude 'Ashur was
horror conceived and realized-by a warped born Inneswich Priory became the house of
brain bent upon revenge; a mind in league death.
with the powers of darkness, attuned to the
whimpering of lost, forbidden rites and in-
cantations. No one ever could have mis-
taken me for Claude Ashuri To the contrary,
T HE night Claude was born. I have never
really thought of. it in that way; to me,
it has always been the night my mother died.
from . the earliest days of ~ our childhood, Even I, child that I was, had been caught in
people found it difficult to believe that we the web of the pervading sense of doom
were brothers. There could not have been that hung over Inneswich Priory all that day.
two creatures more unlike than, he .and I. If A damp sea-breeze', smelling of rain, had-
you will, imagine the ayerage boy and man, swept westward, arid perforce, I had spent
the medium-built creature of normal weight the day indoors. The house had been uncan-
and nondescript features, whose tempera- nily cjuiet, with only the muffled footfalls of
ment is safely,, if sorriewhit dully balanced my father, pacing in the library, trying to
—^in ^short, the product of normalcy—you smile when his-gaze chanced to meet mine.
will have before you a portrait of myself. I did not know, then, that the time for the •
My brother, Claude," was the precise an- accouchement was- near. I knew only that,
tithesis of all these things. ., in the last weeks, my mother had been too
He was always extremely delicjite of pale, and the huge, cold rooms seemed
health, and given to strange moodiness. His lonely for her laughter. Toward niglitfall,
head,seemed too large for the fragility, of his the village physician, a round apple-cheeked
body, and his face was constantly shadowed man named EUerby, was' summoned; he
by a' pallor that worried my father dread- brought me taffy from the general store as
fully. . • • ' he always did; and shortly after he disap-
peared up the jwide staircase, I was packed
His nose was long'and thin with super-
off to bed. For what seemed like.hours I lay.
sensitive nostril-volute's, and his. eyes, set
in the dark, while "a leaden bulwark of
well aJ3art in deep sockets, held a sort of
clouds rolled inland with the storm. Rain
mirthless brilliance. From the outset, I was
lashing against my casement, I fell to- sleep
the stronger as well as the elder, and yet it
at last, crying because my mother hadn't
was always Claude with his frail body and
come to kiss me goodnight.
powerful will who ruled Inneswich Priory.
At a certain-point in the road that fingers I thought it was the screaming that woke
its way along the lifeless, Atlantic-clawed • me. I know, now, that the pain-torn cries
stretches of the Northern New Jersey coast, •had died long-since with my mother's last
the unsuspecting traveler may turn off into a- shuddering breath. , Perhaps some final
brarnble-clotted byway. There is (or was, at plaintive echo had slithered along the black-
one time), a signpost pointing inland that ened halls finding my sleep-fogged, child's
proclaims: "INNESWICH—1/2. MILE." brain at last. A cold, nameless terror
Not.many take that path today. People who numbed me as I crept down the. winding
know that part of, the country, give, wide carpeted stairs. At the" newelpost, a soft,
berth to. Inneswich and the legends that desperate lost sound stopped me. And then,
hang like a slimy caul over the ancient through the. open-library door, I saw them.-
coastal village. They have heard iiifamous My father was sunken in a leather arm-
tales of-the Priory tliat lies on the northern- chair by the fireless grate; candlelight wav-
moat edge of' Inneswich, and of "late years, ered on the hands that covered his face.
the town, the Priory, the few intrepid vil- 'Uncontrollable sobs wracked his bowed
lagers who ding to their homes, have fallen shoulders. After a moment, his face more

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solemn an.d pallid than I had ever seen it, Ashur was coldly self-sufficient, and com-
Dr. Ellerby came from the shadow beyond pletely capable of getting anything he
my view. His thin, ineffectual hand touched wanted.
Father's arm gently. His voice was thick. Worry over the dubious condition of
"I . . . I know how little words help, Claude's health led my father into further
Edmund. . . . I just want you to know, I extravagances. Rather than send Claude to
did all I could. Mrs. Ashur was . . ." He school, which would necessitate his leaving
shrugged his plump shoulders in impotent the gloomy protection of the Priory, Father
rage at fate. "She just wasn't strong enough. brought in a series of tutors. The plan was
It was odd; as if the baby were toomuchfor never a success. Time and again, it started
her—-too powerful—taking all the strength, off well, and some bookish, middle-aged
the will from her. It was as if . . ." man or woman would think that he or she
His words withered into nothingness, and had a perfectly priceless berth at the Priory.
crawling abysmal darkness clawed at me. I The tutelage of one boy seemed like the
wanted to. cry, but I couldn't. Fear and . easiest job in the world. But, invariably, the
loneliness knotted in my chest. I could tutors eventually developed a violent dislike,
barely breathe. Years later, the completion
of that last unfinished sentence of Ellerby's
became more and more horribly clear to me.
"It was as if he had killed her, so that he
could live. . . . "
They buried Mother in a shaded corner of
the graveyard behind the church. The vil-
lagers came and stood in the needling down-
pour, their heads bowed in voiceless grief.
And through all of it, irreverent and de-
manding, came the belligerant howling of
the infant Claude; there was something
blasphemous and terribly wrong about those
dominant cries. It was as though, somehow,
this dark-browed brawling child was an in-
timate of death and felt no need^to grieve
or be frightened in the face of it.
From that day forth,' Inneswich Priory
was Claude Ashur's private domain. It is
true that the howling, open belligerence
soon-quieted, and even in his early boyhood,
Claude's voice attained an unusually sibilant
modulation. But, never.did it become less
dominant. On the contrary, the very calm
softness of it seemed to lend it more
strength, more power to influence the lis-
tener. It was Claude's will, not his voice,
that ruled the Priory and everyone in it. The
voice was merely an instrument of the will.
My father was Claude's slave. All the
tender unpretentious love he had given my
mother before her death was now lavished
on Claude. I believe Father saw in him a
final remembrance of the gentle creature
whose grave was never bare of flowers.- I
was sorry for Father. For, from the outset,
that brooding, frail creature, seemed not to
need love or help. All his life, Claude

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hidden or overt, for Claude. They never re- ancient-fireplace, and, swinging noiselessly
V mained at Inneswich Priory more than a from one ,of the massive, hand-squared ceil-
fortnight. Often, wlien one of them had ing beams, was the corpse of the pastor of
just gone, I would diance to look up from Inneswich Church. Next day, the bodies
the garden to find Claude's pale, thin face were removed and buried, and the room was
Jramed in a window. The colorless lips were, sealed. .When Claude Ashur was twelve
always haunted by a satisfied, malignant" years of age, he claimed that chamber for
smile. And, once more, the brash intruder his own.
cast out, the furtive shadow of my brother's Father was more worried than ever; at
isolationism would settle, shroud-like, over last, he" openly admitted that he was fright-'
• the Priory. -' . ened of Claude's tendency to isolationism.
With the acquisition of the room in the East -
II Wing, Claude . withdrew almost . entirely
from the outer world. There was something,
I N" THE Eastern Wing of Inneswich- alarming and unhealthy in the way he spent
Priory, beyond a massive, baroque door, whole days and nights alone in his inviolable
/ l a y a, diamber I had never seen.' Unholy sanctum. The heavy, exquisitely carved door
stories of that room have haunted the hamlet was kept locked at all times. Occasionally,
of Inneswich since one ghastly night late in on clear, dry days, Claude would wander
the 18l.h Century. My father never spoke of aimlessly for hours along the bleached desert
the awespriftis legends ,that cluttered, - mur- of the .beach; he afways carried the key to
muring obscenely, behind that carven portal. . that door with him. Prompted by my own
It was enough for him that, for more than a curiosity and my father's concern, I tried
hundred, years, the room hadbeen sealed ofif often to find some basis of mutual interest
and forgotten. But, Claude and I had heard that would draw me closer ,to Claude—that
others—the hired help who came by day '•would put me in aposition where I might
from the village to the Priory—whisper the learn. the nature of the secrets h'e hid ;S0
hideous details many times, seeming, to rel- jealously in his lonely, ghost-ridden room.
ish' the vicarious thrill they experienced Once or twice, J even.made a move to join
while discussing past and hidden evil. ^ him in his solitary expeditions along the
In tlie year 1793, one Jabez" Driesen, edge of the sea. His dark, resentful tacitur-
then pastor of Inneswich Church, returned- nity soon made it obvious that L wasn't wel-
frorn a sabbatical spent in Europe. He come. In the end, nagged by a vague sense
brought with him the woman he had met of frustration, I gave it up. I.should prob-
and married on the. Continent. There are ably never have had the courage to defy
written-reports of her'beauty in the archives Claude, and break into the forbidden cham-
of the library at Inneswich, but, for the most ber, had it not been' for my Irish Setter,
• part, they are at cross-purposes and garbled. Tam.
On one issue alone, every report is in accord. Aware, as he was, of rhy afifection for
• 'The wife of Jabez Driesen was a secret dogs, on the eve of iny twenty-second birth-
disciple of witchcraft; she had been born in day. Father presented me with Tam. Then
some obscure Hungarian village of ill-re- little more than a year old, thevdog was al-
pute, and it -was whispered through' the ready well-trained; he had the keen intelli-
streets of Inneswich that this sorceress-—this ^gence, the.-gentle eyes, the shining russet
consort of the darkness—must die. The hair that somehow set his breed in a special
whispering grew to an open protest that niche. In no time at all, Tam and I were
reached Jabez Driesen's ears, and, one night inseparable companions. Wherever I went,
a frantic, witless crone who served the Tam was at my heels. His coltish, often
Driesens ran screaming from the Priory. In- hilarious adventures, served to lighten some-
. vestigating the reason for her babbling hys- what the gloom that had coated Inneswich
teria, the villagers found the answer in that Priory like some loathesome, smothering
chamber in the East Wing. The charred re- scum that happiness and sunlight could not
mains .of Jabez^Driesen's bride were discov- penetrate... And, from the moment he laid
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As though by some inborn instinct, the blood that oozed obscenely from the wicked
dog avoided my brother on every possible gashes that scored the back of his white-
occasion.' It was nothing new. Without ex- skinned hand. When his eyes shifted to the
ception, animals of every sort displayed an shuddering beast at my side, they were
often vicious aversion to Claude. It was as seething with a pent-up malevolence that
if their antidiluvian sensitiveness warned whispered of satanic hatred older than man
them against some buried evil of which the himself; a fury born of lost eons when such
duller senses of humans were unaware. Gen- hatred ruled the world. After a long.mo-
erally, this open enmity caused nothing but ment, Claude turned on his heel, and disap-
a rather sardonic amusement on Claude's peared through the French windows into the
part. But, in the case of Tarn, he seemed murky dimness of the library. The hand
unusually irritated. Perhaps it was because, with which I gave Tam a reassuring pat
unwittingly, the dog was violating the do- trembled. I told myself I was being foolish;
rhaiii so long controlled by Claude's will there was no need to be afraid. But, the
alone. In any event, in a manner that some- following evening, Tam disappeared.
how roused uneasy suspiciot? in me, he made At dusk, I had gone to the kennel to un-
an unwonted effort to befriend .Tam. ' leash Tam and take him for his_ nightly run
• into the village. I had found only the
N T H A T particular afternoon, Tam and ragged end of the leash tethered to a metal
O I had been having our habitual romp in ring by the kennel door. And standing there,
the ash-shaded, quiet of the Priory garden. in the gathering, mist-choked darkness, I
I remember laughing at tlie way Tam had a sudden vision of the controlled rage
bounded off after an autumn-decayed twig in Claude's bloodless face, and that forbid-
of ash I had tossed in the direction of the ding, truth-hiding door in the East Wing.
flagstone terrace that lay just without the I shuddered. I argued that I was letting my
French casements of the library. Then, imagination run away with me. It was pos-
abruptly, before he had reached the twig, sible that Tam had gnawed his way to free-
the setter stopped short. I saw his lean dom, and dashed on to the village ahead of
rusty body, dappled by late-afternoon sun, me. But, even before I walked the night-
grow tense; his muzzle trembled, baring vi- road to Inneswich; before I made inquiries
cious canines. The frolicsome, gentle Tam at the.tavern, and questioned the children
of a moment before had turned into a terri- who played Lie-Low-Sheepy in the streets, I
fied animal at bay. knew what the answers would be. No one
had seen or heard of Tam since last night
I looked up and saw Claude standing over when he'd been to the village, with me. A
the ash-twig Tam had been chasing. He was strange, frozen anger took possession of me
smiling, his pale lips warped, showing small as I returned to Inneswich Priory that night.
white teeth, but there was no humor in his I knew that I was going to violate Claude
eyes. Behind them lay the shadow of angry Ashur's sanctuary,.
annoyance. I thought he winced at the
snarl that sounded in Tam's throat. And Before retiring, the housekeeper had left
then, before I could interfere, with a harsh a tray in the library for me. There were
furious laugh, Claude made a wild grab for sandwiclies and scones and, a pot of choco-
the dog. I heard him say, "Come here, you late. I didn't touch any of it. Strangely
little devil!" I heard Tam's hysterical yelp, wary, I" crept through the catacombs of
and then, a sharp exclamation of, pain. lower hall, and in the sepulchral gloom of
"Tam!" I cried. "Down, Tam! Down!" the pantry, found what I wanted. From a
As suddenly as it had begun, the terrible rusty, seldom-used tool-chest, I extracted a
furor quieted. A pregnant, awful stillness length of heavy wire; I bent one end of it
settled on the ash-grove. A single leaf quiv- into a neat hook, then, soundlessly, tensely,
ered to the chilled stones at my feet. Tam as before, I went back along the hall and
whimpered plaintively as he slunk toward climbed the wide, winding staircase. Some-
me, and cowered, shivering, against my leg. where in the house, a weary joist groaned
Claude didn't swear; he didn't even speak. eerie, century-old protest. From his room at
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reassuringly human ,snDre, A little further knotting, my 'stomach, and I thought of


on, tlie door to Claude's bedchamber was Tam, alone somewhere, whimpering away
ajar. There was no light. I-paused, not the last of his brief life. At breakfast the
breathing, and stared into the stygian black- next morning, the housekeeper bustled in to
ness of the room. Slowly, cold watery moon- say that a fisherman from.the village wanted
light picked: out Claude's form sprawled urgently to speak with me. They had found
across the great canopied bed. His breathing Tam.
came-slow and'deep. With a painstaking A dank mist fingered inland" from the
fiirtiveness that somewhat surprised me, I bleakness of the Atlantic. It swirled like ^
closed his door and moved on through cloy- seance-conjured ectoplasm among the dew-
ing shadows toward the chamber in the chilled fronds that spiked the crest of the •
East Wing.- dune. I knelt for a time beside thepitiful,
I was hot sure I could do it. The twisted limp form that lay half-covered with wind-
wire wavered in my unsteady fingers, - rat- blown sand. The rioh rusty hair at Tarn's
tling like "hell-wrought ghost chains in the throat was matted with a darker crimson
antiquated lock. I don't know how long I stickiness. The «horrid slit gaped redly,
manipulated the wire before I was rewarded like the grotesque smile of a cretin. Tam
by the. sullen, rasping click of reluctant had been dead for hours. I stood erect and
tumblers. Under the pressure of my sweat- the little • fisherman wiped a furtive tear
damp hand-, the massive door swung inward. from the salt-burned seams of his face.
At first, there was nothing but a swimming, "Us at the village liked Tam, sir. He
thickened darkness that seemed to suck me was so gentle-like with the children. . . .''
into the vortex of a black whirlpool. Then, H e snuffled and shook his head.- "Musta
I felt suddenly sick. A horrible, grave-smell- been a awful big beast as could make such
ing effluvium pressed in- upon me from a. tear in his' gullet.' . . . " ;
every quarter. It was the stench of lost ages, I didn't say. anything. I sent' the little .
the" noisome, ectoplasmic aura of carrion- man for a spade and a length of tarpaulin.
flesh.' -,-!-. We wrapped Tam in the canvas and buried
I lit a candle and by its luminance saw him there on the dune. The sand was damp
in a small cleared circle, surrounded by the and cold; icy mist settled in the shallow pit
baleful, winking-glass anachronism of test- of the grave. When we had filled it in, I
tubes and retorts, a statuette that seemed marked it with a single, bleached seashell.
to have been carved from damp, half-rotten AH. the time'' we worked, 1 thought of the
wood. I took a step forward and stared fisherman's words, and I knew that nothing
down at a form of craftsmanship that was natural, neither beast, nor human, had de-
at once exquisite and indescribably evil; I stroyed Tam.
had the feeling that the hands which chis- Father never knew the truth; L let him
eled this thing must have been directed by believe the story that circulated among the
some unholy genius. N o hurrian art could villagers—the tale of some wandering ani-
ha-ve wrought so uncannily" perfect an image mal that had fought with Tam and killed
of Tam>, Sprawled on its side, the miniature him. I had no desire to aggravate my fath-
animal gazed into the candleglow with hide- er's growing uneasiness in connection with
ously blank eyes. There was an ugly gash Claude. H e was getting on in years and
in the full throat that ran from ear had not been really well since Mother's
to ear, and from that carven wound pulsed death, and T wanted him to spend his de-
the vile, greenish ichor that spread in a slow clining days in peace.
pool upon the scarred surface of the table! When, shortly after dinner, I decided to
retire, Claude climbed the long stairway at
C A N N O T say for certain how long I my side. H e didn't speak but at my door"
stood staring at that fetid, putrescent he paused. Involuntarily, I looked at him.
tableau «f death. - Disjointed, unbearable H e was smiling, his pallid, mature visage
visions of the- gentle animal that had come' an odd contrast against the boyishness, of
to rneanso much to me infested the dark- his clothes; I had seen that face before. It
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smile that had been framed in the window my sitting room, I realize, now, thatj had
t!ie day the last tutor deserted Inneswich we not been blinded by our wish to bdieve
Priory. Once again, Claude Ashur's will something good of Claude," Father and I
li-.d conquered the transgressor. After a should have guessed at the odious* truth
iciig moment, softly, he said, "Goodnight," from the beginning. As things were, we
and walked off along the shade-slotted cor- were only too anxious to accept my brother's
.ridor that led to the room in the East Wing. - soft-voiced, • trite lecture about having de-
I didn't see him again for nearly four years. cided that he could best serve humanity
through medicine. Happy for the first time
Ill in years. Father drank in every syllable of
Claude's blasphemous lies. Before he re-
HE, following morning, before Claude tired, he told me confidentially, that he
T was up and about, I bade goodbye to would be grateful if I* advised Claude on
my father, and, as I'd been planning to do the choice of, the most suitable university.
for some time, left for Princeton to study It wasn't the sort of job one looked forward
journalism. For several months the dark- to; giving advice to my brother seemed like
ling memory of those last hours at ^the a rather pretentious idea. I was not at all
Priory hovered always at the rim of con- sure he wouldn't laugh at me. x
sciousness, but, . gradually, forgetfulness I returned to the sitting room to find
pressed the horrible fate of Tam into a Claude slouched in a battered leather arm-
cobwebbed niche of the past. My life at chair by the fireplace. Even in the roseate
the university became a comfortably mun- glow of a log-fire, his face seemed excep-
dane round that was far removed from the tionally pallid. I remember reflecting'that
existence I had led under the shadow of it was as though he were suffering a blood-
my brother at Inneswich Priory. My sole draining chill; a CliiU that went deeper than
material connection with Claude during flesh to clutch the soul in icy fingers. His
those four happily crowded years was the eyes came up quickly as I took the chair
correspondence I carried on with Father. opposite him and lit my pipe. I fancied
With the passage of time his letters grew in- that the ancient, cryptic malevolence of the
creasingly strained; try, as he obviously did, the smile he turned on me was inexplicably
to seem cheerful and satisfied, he could tinged with anxiety. It gave me rather a
never quite keep apprehensive references start, when, while I was. still searching for
to Claude from slipping into them. Those a proper approach to the subject, he said,
scant phrases, hinting that Claude was be- softly:
coming more and more secretive and un- "I've already decided on the college, you
manageable, invariably cast, me backward know. . . ."
through endless corridors of gloom, evoking "Well. . . . No. . . . I didn't know. . . ."
a terrible picture of the loathsome, grinning "Yes. . . . " Quite suddenly the opaque
face I.wanted only to forget. Then, too, cold eyes glinted with quiet ciihning. In
beyond the transient uneasiness caused by that moment I should have sensed the ma-
my father's restrained messages, there were lefic import of Claude's choice. .1 confess
moments when I felt certain that,'even here, I felt nothing but a vague uneasy puzzle-
the fetid spectre of Claude's influence could ment at his next words. "I've decided to
touch me. To certain more conservative go to Miskatonic University. . . . "
elements at the university, groups that num-
He. spoke the name with an unusually
bered among them students indigenous to
resonant 'clarity, and as he did, I saw again
Inneswich or its surrounding country, I
the unwonted hint of anxiety that seethed
had become an object of rather distasteful
behind his reserved smiling mask. One
curiosity. - I was- avoided as "that fellow
would have said that Claude was afraid
from Inneswich Priory—Claude Ashur's
I might recognize that name; that it bore
brother. . . ."
some corrupt connotation of which he hoped
When Father came down to Princeton I was ignorant. Almost imperiieptibly, whe^i.
for my commencement, Claude came, with I asked where Miskatonic was located and
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In sibilant, strangely hypnotic tones; he stared silently at the raw orange corpse of
drew a pleasant picture of a, well-endowed a dying log in the fireplace."
coUf.ge, abounding in charming tradition, : "Claude " My father spoke thickly, ..
nesded in the domed hills of Arkham, in as though some insupportable burden
Northern New England. He did not speak, crushed his chest. ""You must try to under-
that night, of what obnoxious horrors "lay stand. . . ." ' ..
hidden within the ivy-strangled walls of "'I understand," Claude's voice was barely
the Library of Miskatonic. ,He told his audible, yet brutally hard.
. fetching lies with brilliant ease. And,, re- "No.". . .. You don't. . . . " Father waved .
spite the warning voice of danger that had an ineffectual,- blue-veined hand. ""You've'
nagged me from the outset, in the end I got to-see that I'm doing this for your own
sanctioned Claude's choice.- For, watching good. " • "Yes; your niother' left you some
the frozen, grinning determination of his money in her will—she left equal amounts
face, I knew I could never change his .to you and your brother—but, it was put in
mind. trust, to be' controlled by me, until you
come of age, or . . . or, until I die . . . .

T HAT- first year at Miskatonic- was a


brilliant success; Claude's grades were so
far above average as to exact an enthusiastic,
Claude, you must stay at Miskatonic.
You..:."
"I tell you I'm sick of college! I've
complimentary letter from the Dean of learned all I can, there. I've got to have
Men. I remember how the pallor of doubt the money! I want, to travel. I want to see
ebbed from Father's face as he read that Tibet and China. I want to live in the
- message; there was a child-like pride in the Bayous and the Indies. . . ." Abruptly,
way he handed it to me. I myself, was in- Claude spun to face Father. For the first,
ordinately pleased by this unqualified praise I saw the feverish, seething hate, he un-
of Claude; the apprehension that had tor- controllable rage in his , eyes. I watched
tured me all that year, began 'to melt away. my father wilt before, the power of un
- Then, I read the list of subjects-in which my human gaze., Claude's voice rose to a de-
brother had excelled, and the warm glow mented,' grinding cry. He lurched'toward
of the library hearth seemed to smother sud- the cowering form in the chair. "1 tell you,
'' denly under an intangible, chill blanket of I've got-to have that money!"
corruption. ""Medieval Lore; Ancient Cults' ""Claude!",
and Sects; History of Necromancy; Exami- As I stumbled into the room, bundles
nation of Extant Literature on Witchcraft." spilled from my arms. Tree-decorations '
The vile titles floated, smiling evilly, in the crashed to the floor, splintering into myriad
shadowed corners of the room. It was then scarlet and green slivers. Claude stood
that I realized the gross impudence, the frozen, only a few feet from the easy-chair.
monstrous significance of Claude's selection Terrified, prayerful relief flooded the wide
of Miskatonic University. eyes Father turned on me. He raised that
In his second. year at-Miskatonic, Claude hopeless,^ gentle hand as though he would
came home for the Christmas holidays- He speak, then suddenly sank back, death-p le
had been at the Priory only three days when and senseless, against the cushions of the
Father suffered a sudden and irreparable chair. Choking with sick fur}', I brushed
, relapse. past Claude, and knelt at my father's side..
It was the argument that brought it on; The pulse in his withered wrist was piti-
, I was passing the half-open library door fully feeble.
when I heard. Father's voice. I turned in ""Why caii't you let him be?" I said
at the threshold, my cold-stiffened face had hoarsely. "Why can't you get. the hell out
already wreathed in a holiday grin; then, I of here, and let him alone?"
stopped. They had not heard me. Father ."'One way or the^other," he said softly,
sat slumped in a chair by his reading-table; •"I mean to have what .1 want."
• in the lamplight his mouth looked twisted, Only the terrible urgency of Father's con-
his eyes anxious. A sickly pallor coated his dition enabled me to struggle to sanity
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Claude's words had woven. Almost before strangely self-conscious. They said little,
the library door closed behind my brother, and yet, they hinted strongly at some dark-
I had rung Dr. EUerb'y's number on the ling fear that haunted the mind 'of the
desk-'phone. He came at once. He had writer. Jonathan Wilder confessed that
grown fatter and nearly bald with the pcs- what he had to say was not meant to be
sage of years, but that night, as he prescribed committed to paper. He said he would be
a sedative and several days in bed for my grateful if Father would visit him in his
. father, there was in his jowly, florid visage office on tlie campus at Miskatonic, so that
the same impotent puzzlement I had seen they might discuss in private the strange cir-
there the night Mother died. In a profes- cumstances which had brought about this
sional, matter-of-fact tone, he advised that unfortunate turn of events in the college
Father should have as little excitement as career of his son, Claude.
possible, and all the while I could feel him Father never saw the , letter. The next
thinking that, here, in this ancient Priory, Saturday, I was aboard the late evening
throve a malady that no worldly knowledge train bound for Arkham. I lay back wea:r-
of medicine could cure. ily against the dusty green Pullman seat, and
Doctor Ellerby called every evening; after stared into the square of impenetrable i.ight
each mechanical, forcedly-cheerful examina- that was rriy window. I saw nothing of the
tion of his patient, he could come down to spectral landscape through which the train
the library for a much-needed drink. I rattled like some phosphorescent worm
would watch the dejected slope of his shoul- crawling endlessly in the subterranean dark-
ders, as he stood, before the casement, gaz- ness of a tomb. Before my burning, sleep-
ing at the winter-mauve shadows of the ash- less eyes, only the final sentence of Jona-
grove. After a time, he would shake his than Wilder's message writhed in a de-
head slowly and his voice would be heavy praved, hypnotic da7ise macabre. "Believe
and beaten. me, I am indeed sorry to have to inform you
"It's so odd. ' 1 can't explain it. . I've that, after long deliberation, the Board .of
known your father ever since he came to Directors can see no other course. Claude
Inneswich; he never had a blood-condition. Ashur has been expelled from Miskatonic
He has none now. . . . A n d yet, it's as University."
though . . . well, as though, somehow, the
blood were being drained from his IV
body. . . . "
Sometimes his words varied; their hope-
less, frustrated meaning was always ihe
same. Ellerby's tones echoed softly in some
J O N A T H A N WILDER was a tall, cadav-
erous man who tried to hide the sombre
distaste in his eyes behind a blinking barrier
hidden corner of my brain, warping into of pince-nez. He made a bony steeple of
the cold, venomous cadences of another his fingers, and, for a long time, gazed word-
voice. Once more I heard the brittle snap- lessly at the barren expanses of the univer-
ping of splintered Christmas decorations, sity campus beyond the window. His eyes
under Claude's shifting feet. I listened as studied the distant, gray coldness of hills
the pale spectre of him murmured that hid- that hemmed in Arkham; they squinted
eous warning again and again. "One way against the icy glint of winter sun on the
or the other, I mean to have what' I sluggish, winding ribbon of the Miskatonic.
want. . . . " - _ . Then, abruptly, decisively, Jonathan Wilder
It was on a sleet-chilled morning in mid- turned bacli to me. He cleared his throat.
February that the letter arrived at Innes- "I do hope you'll appreciate our position
wich Priory. Addressed to Father, it was in this matter, Mr. Ashur. The Board has
Signed by one Jonathan. Wilder, Dean of bent over backward to be lenient with your
iMen, Miskatonic University. The expen- brother; they know what a brilliant mi.id
sive bond paper rustled faintly in my trem-. he has. But . . . ." He shrugged faintly,
bling fingers. Apprehension rose in a gela- wiping the pince-nez on the sleeve of his
tinous tide, clogging my lungs. It was a oxford-gray coat. "The fact is, from the
short letter; the sentences were cryptic end very beginning Claude has shown'a rather

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. . . shall we say, unwholesome?, .••_. . yes "Mr. Ashur's out," he,said flatly.
. . . a decidedly unwholesome interest in • '"'I ' see... . '. Well,' I'll wait in • his '
subjects that are directly opposed to the con- rooms! . . . " I took a step forward and
cepts of medical science. He has spent vir- the door all but slammed in my face. The
tually all his time in ' the University Li- jaundiced glow of a streetlamp'winked in
brary. . . .• the old man's hard, wary.eyes. I got out
"You . . . ah . . . You haven't heard about my-wallet. "It's all right. I'm his broth-
- the library here at Miskatonic, Mr. Ashur? er. . . .'•' He took the dollar bill without
.•. . No.' Lsee you haven't. . . .. Well, 1, thanking me.
might begin by saying that our library is "Top floor." He opened the door to let
reputed to contain the most extensive col- me pass.
lection of - forbidden and esoteric . lore in "Thanks. . . . " I paused.. "By the way,
existence today. Under lock-and-key,_ we Mr. Ashur will be leaving here tonight . . .
have the only extant copies of such things for good. . • ." , _
as the Unatissprechlichen Kulten of von • I couldn't be certain, but in the. dubious
Juntz, and the loathsome Book of Eibon. . . .. glare of a garish hall light, it seemed to me
Yes, even the- dreadful' Necronomi- that the old man's face grew suddenly soft
con. . . . " I fancied that I saw an irrepres- with unspoken relief. As I moved'care-
sible shudder pass through Jonathan Wilder fully upward through the Cimmerean dark-
as he said those darnnable names; when he ness of the stairwell, I heard him mutter,
spoke again, his voice was scarcely more than "Yes, sir!" He said it with the fervor of
• a whisper. one who was murmuring: "Thank God!"
"Your brother, Mr. Ashur, has been seen From the moment I entered his room, 1
fo'copy whole pages of that horrible lore. had been vaguely aware of_ an indefinable
'Once, long after, closing hours, one of our odor, at once sickly-sweet and stinging in
librarians^a wholely reliable girl, I assure the nostrils, that seemed to permeate every
you—found Claude Ashur crouched in a corner'of the room. Now, I knew, I had
shadowy- corner among the bookstacks, mut- been inhaling' the pungent fumes of oily ,
tering some weird incantation. She swore pigment mixed with turpentine. ' For, the
his face was . . . riot human. . . ." The tall thing beneath the. skylight was an artist's
man drew a long shivering breath. "There easel, and, propped on its cross-bar, hidden
are other stories, too. '- There - have been by a cotton veil, was what I took to be a
whisperings of strange doings in your broth- canvas in progress. To the right of the easel
er's lodgings in Pickham Square. People stood an antique work-ca.binet, it's scarred
speak of foul odors and whimpering agon- top littered with paint-clogged brushes and
ized voices. . . . Of course. . . ." He raised a pallet. Mechanically, as though driven
one hand palm-up. '/"Some of this may be by some mystic compulsion, I went to the
conjecture;, possibly it's been exaggerated. table. Not until I was standing directly
But, in any case, the tales about Claude over it did I see the open book that lay
Ashur are doing Miskatonic definite harm. half-buried beneath the melange of brushes
Enrollment has fallen off. Student's have and paint. ~
left, midterm; without apparent reason, after
a .short period of friendliness with . your MALICIOUS gleam from one of the
brother. You see, the esoteric learning our lamps slanted across the tissue-fine tex-
library affords is all very well when asliimi- ture of the volume-pages. A stench of im-
lated by a normalmind. . . . But, a mind like measurable age swirled' upward to me'as I
Claude Ashur's. . . ." He broke off, self bent to decipher the ancient heiroglyphs that
cr>osciously. "Well . . . I'm sure you see crawled like obscene insects across the paper.
I?*/ p o i n t . ' . . . " The book before me was one of the earliest
"Yes," I said, slowly. "Yes . .'. I see. . . ." editions of Albertus Magnus; at.the bottom
of the right-hand page, a single passage had

A M A N opened the door of Claude's


. house, his unfriendly, age-scared face
stiffened at liiention of the name.
been underscored. Revulsion knotted my
stomach, as I read those accursed lines.
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thee. The first from thy heart, the other Echoing icily in the dim corners of that
from thy liver, the third from thy vigorous low ceilinged room, the sibilant hardness
life. By this I take all thy strength, and of the voice seemed unreal. Only when I
thou losest the strife. . . . " had turned to find Claude's angular, dark-
Beside this Medieval sorcerer's chant, on suited figure framed in- the doorway, was I
the wide, yellowed margin, ' Claude certain that my confused brain wasn't play-
Ashur's spidery script confided: "There has ing tricks on me. There was no mistaking
been no news from the Priory, but I, am tfie malevolent reality of the half smile that
certain the spell will work. The portrait curled my brother's lips. Sunken in his
is completed. Before long, I shall know pallid, immobile face, onyx eyes flashed
victory; I shall have what I want. . . ." • with.caustic humor.
I cannot say for certain what wild con- "I'm afraid my little creation gave you
jectures seethed through my mind in that rather a turn," he murmured. "You know,
instant. I only know that some instinc- Richard, it's always best for sensitive souls
tive, fearful hatred warped my'hand into to mind their own business. . . ."
the vicious claw that ripped the veil from The old, impotent rage blurred my vision;
the painting on the easel. A terrified cry Claude's venomous smile faded and grew
snagged in my throat, and I staggered back- horribly clear again. When my voice can'ie,
ward, staring sickly at the festering, noisome it was thick and ill-controlled: • . "You'd
thing my brother had created. To this better do your packing, now. I've made res-
day,, here in the white-walled sanctuary of ervations on the midnight train for Innes-
my asylum cell, there are hideous moments wich. . . . "
in the night when I lay. horrified, on the We reached Inneswich Priory at noon
paralytic brink of sleep, while the loath- the following day. A winter storm had
some creatures.of that canvas of the damned swept inland, and gray, needling rain made
writhe against the dark curtains of my eye- the ivy-choked walls glisten evilly. There
lids. I pray God no other mortal eye shall was a fire on the library hearth; before it,
. ever be seared by any such horror as I be- Doctor Ellerby stood waiting for us. One
held that night in Pickham Square. look at his face,, and the vile suspicion that
In the slimy colors of some subterranean had been spawned last night in that dark,
spectrum, Claude Ashur had wrought can- narrow room, blazed into putrescent reality.
cerous images of the slobbering, gelatinous In that'instant, I knew who had been the
beings that lurk on the threshold of outer subject of the- hellish portrait in Pickham
night. Diabolically smiling, amoebic, gan- Square. I knew my father was dead.
grenous creatures seethed in tlie shadows Claude made no display of pretended
of that hateful canvas, and slowly, as I grief. He made no secret of his eagerness
watched, there emerged from" its crawling to have the will settled. There was whis-
depths, the portrait of what once had been pering in the village; the simple, supersti-
a man. The visage that confronted me was tious people of Inneswich spoke of daemons
barely covered with discolored, maggot- and the consorts of hell who could laugh
eaten skin. Its blue-tirited lips were in the face of Death. My brother's' terrible,
twisted in agony,: and in' their corrupted., inhuman cheerfulness became a festering
sockets, the eyes held a pitiful, pleading legend muttered by witch-huntiiig none-
expression. Not one feature of that ruined genarians. Only the brave, the "few who
face was • w^hole, and yet there was spme- had been closest to the Church and my .
• thing terribly familiar about it. I took an- father, attended the lonely burial service,
' unsteady, step toward the picture, then . and even they departed,in haste, glancing
stopped. Awful suspicion reeled madly in apprehensively backward at the figure" of
niy head as I noticed for the first the tiny Claude Ashur, black against the bleak and
scarlet globules that oozed from that decay- threatening sky. Two weeks after the in-
ing skin. It was as though every pore had terment, one week after the reading of the
exuded,a dew of blood! will, Claude cashed a check for tiie full
"You always were an incurable busybody, amount of his monetary inheritance and dis-
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Y OU can make a religion of escape. You


can run away from the memory of hor-
ror, and hide yourself in willful forget-
that name!" That odd, brilhant interest
blinked in his eyes again, "You must be
Claude Ashur's brother. . . . "
fulness. You can fill your life with fever-
For years no one had referred to me in
ish activity, that crowds out the shadows
that manner. The loathesome phrase whis-
of diseased evil. I know. I did just that
pered in my head maliciously. Claude
for nearly. eight years. And, in a certain
Ashur's brother. The sound of it seemed
measure, I succeeded. Having acquired a
to throw. open some tremendous portal
modest, white-stuccoed cottage on the out-
within me; all the ancient deliberately for- j
skirts of a southern Jersey resort, I divided
gotten terror swelled- in my chest like a ris-
my time between it and the Priory. I made
ing, slimy tide. "Yes," I said thickly.
new friends. I forced myself to mingle
"That's right. . . . "
with worldly society as I'd never done be-
fore. After a time, I was able to resume It seemed to me that Boniface's gaze nar- •^
my neglected literary career. I told rhyself rowed, biting into my face. His tone was
I had escaped. Actually, I was never able light, diffident, but mercilessly probing. "I
to pass that carven, padlocked door in the suppose you haven't heard from Claude in
East Wing without having to suppress a some time.? No. I daresay not. Well, in
nauseous chill. There were still moments that case, I have a bit of news for you. . . .':
when, alone in the dusk-dimmed library, I I wanted to tell him to shut up, to quit
broke into a cold sweat and Claude Ashur's . opening old cancerous sores with his rotten
voice echoed demoniacally in the shadowed chatter. I only stared at him.
corners of the room. At worst, however, "Yes. . . . The fact is, I heard about
these terrible sensations were transient ill- Claude while I'was in the Indies. Amazing.
nesses that could be cured by friendly laugh- H e was always a most amazing fellow. I
ter or concentrated creative work. Some- knew him quite well while he was at Mis-
where, I knew, the malign' genius of my katonic. He was in one of. my art classes.
brother still existed, but I hoped and slowly Said he wanted to learn to paint so that he
grew to believe that he had passed out of could do some sort of portrait. . . . "
my life forever. I never spoke his,name. Cold beads of perspiration coated my
I knew and wanted to know nothing about palms. The worm-eaten monstrosity of
him. Only once, in all those years, did I Pickham Square reeled evilly in my brain.
have any direct- news of Claude. • Henry Boniface droned on.
"But, to get back to the Indies. The
By a liicky chance my first book excited blacks there told me of a white man who was
friendly interest among certain groups, and living in the back-country among their
I found myself on the invitation lists of witch-doctors, studying voodoo. Seems he'd
the literati. I attended countless cocktail wormed his. way into their confidence. He'd
parties and dinners, and it was at one such been admitted into the cult and took part in
soiree that I met Henry Boniface. He was all those repulsive doings at the humjortt.
a small man, almost efl?eminate, with a They . . . ah . . . They said his name was
sandy top-knot and straggling beard to Claude Ashur. . . ." Boniface shook his tiny
. match. He shook my hand timidly, but head slowly. "Amazing. Extraordinary
I fancied a sudden brightness in his pale fellow, indeed. What strikes me is how
eyes as he repeated my name. I wanted to he can go on living there in immunity. He
get away from him. Thinking of what my was never what you'd call robust, was he?
hostess had said of Henry Boniface as she And there are all sorts of ^horribly fatal dis-
guided me 'toward him through the crowd, I eases in the back-country. . . . It's a miracle
felt a sudden oppressive apprehension close he's alive. . . . "
in upon me. H e was a surrealist painter
who just .returned from the West Indies, I felt a hard smile curl the stiffness of my
and, a few years back, he had taught' at lips. "Don'f worry about Claude," I said
Miskatonic University. bitterly. "He has a tremendous will to live.
Nothing will kill him. . . . " _ .
"Ashur," his soft, persistent voice mur- • The words fell flat and cold between us,
mured. "But, of course! I knew I'd heard and after a" moment of awkward silence, I

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excused myself, leaving Henry Boniface to. tion of, the hell-spawned witch Jabei Drei-
stare after me with those bird-bright, curi- sen had burned at the stake more -than a
ous eyes. I never saw him again, but more century ago. Long before they had ever
than once in the horror-ridden years, that seen her, the people of Inneswich were
followed, my mind reached back through haunted by an abject fear of my brother's
limitless dark to the night I uttered that life. I too was growing strangely fearful of
damnable prophecy. "Nothing will kill the nameless' woman who was Claude's
him." Had I realized then the corrupt truth bride. I had finished the sixth brandy be-
of those words, I might have saved Gratia fore I sprang to ,my feet at the sound of
Thane—and myself. I might have de- a car turning into the Priory drive.
stroyed' Claude Ashur before he was beyond Memories of that night have always re-
destruction. turned to me in fitful, nightmarish seg-
Early in October, 1§26, I returned once ments, haunting impressions^ that flash bril-
more to the monastic quiet of Inneswioh liantly in some secret crevice of- the brain
Priory, intending to pass the winter there, then fade once more into the cloying yellow
and complete the last chapters of my sec- mist of remembered horror. I hear again
ond book. After so extended a period of the metallic summons of the wrought-iron
freedom from my brother's influence, the knocker edhoing through the darkened halls
Priory had to all intents and purposes re- of the Priory. I recall a faint rustle of
verted to kind.' It had become again the clothes and the housekeeper's awed mur-
sequestered, peaceful home I had known in mur: "Mister Richard is in the library." 1
early childhood. Settled down to work, remember turning to face the door. Then,
living comfortably but simply, I was almost Claude Ashur stood on the threshold. He
happy. My second novel was never fin- had changed. He seemed taller than when
ished. Less than a month after my arrival last I'd seen him. The aquiline face was
at the Priory, I received the letter: paler and more emaciated, and yet it had
taken on a certain regularity of feature that
My dear Richard: made it handsome in a striking, sardonic
I know that you had hoped never to way. Claude, as I remembered him, had
hear from me again. I'jn indeed sorry always been pointedly negligent of his at-
to disappoint you. But, the fact is, the tire. Now, his expensive, well-cut tweeds,
prodigal has grown weary of wandering, soft-collared shirt' and knitted tie were in
and is ready to come home. And, much the best of taste. He moved easily across
as you might dislike the idea, you can't the room toward me; his hand in mine was
deny your devoted brother his right, to' abnormally cold. He smiled,
live in the ancestral manse, can you? "Richard, old man! It's- been a long
Be so good as to prepare one of the bet- time!'-^
ter bedchambers, Richard. The blue one • , The casual heartiness of his tone gaye me
in the West Wing would be ideal. For, a start. In that moment, I decided that, if
you see, I'm not returning as I left— Claude had lived in the hideous back-coun-
alone. I'm bringing, home my bride. try of the Indies, he had also spent some ,
time in Europe. For that sibilantly powerful
N T H E week that followed the atrival voice had taken on a very definite Continen-
I of Claude's letter, the news :had spread tal cadence. He spoke with a faintly Ger-
with, awesome rapidity, and fear had flow- manic accent. .
ered anew in the shadows of InnesWich,. "Sorry we're so late. The trains, you
blooming like some malignant cancer whose know. They're always so . . ." He must
growth had been hidden for a while, but have seen that I wasn't listening; my gaze
never checked: Wild conjecture muttered had gone beyond him to the library door-
from street to street. ,Who was this crea- way. His face vaguely puzzled, he turned,
ture Claude Ashur had married. What and then smiled again. "Ah . . . Gratia, my
could she be like? There were predictions dear. . . . " - -
that murmured of a woman of strange and I had- never seen anyone like Gratia
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framed by wind-blown auburn hair that - ness that crept into her eyes in unguarded
emphasized the soft whiteness.of her skin. moments. I was no longer afraid of my
A hesitant smile touched the corners of full, brother's wife; I was afraid for her. I was
. perfectly-rouged lips, and as she came haunted by the feeling that, somehow, the
nearer, I,saw that the rather wide-set eyes subtle, cancerous evil that had followed
were sloe-black and strangely docile. The Claude Ashur since birth was reaching out
traveling tweeds she wore couldn't conceal its vile, slime-coated tentacles to claim this
the exquisite grace of her carriage. She girl, to destroy her as it had destroyed every-
stood only a few feet from me, now. Her thing it ever touched. And, quite suddenly,
eyes had not left my face for a moment. As' I knew I didn't want that to' happen. I
though from a great distance, I heard didn't want an)d:hing to happen to Gratia.
Claude's quiet laughter. She was the loveliest woman I had ever
"Well, my dear? Aren't you going to known.
say "hello' to Richard?" After Claude and Gratia had climbed the
•^ As the dark eyes swung slowly to meet wide staircase, disappearing into the gloom
Claude's, they underwent a remarkably sub- of the upper hallway I didn't retire immedi-
tle change. In the flickering amber glow of ately. I went back to the cold hearth and
the fire, they seemed to grow suddenly poured myself a stiff drink froiri the de-
warmer; they caressed Claude's face with a , canter. The liquor didn't warm me. I felt
kind of hypnotic, voiceless' adoratioji. Only tired and confused, b u t T knew that if I
when rny brothei: had given her a barely per- went to bed, I wouldn't sleep. I don't know
ceptible nod of assent, did Gratia turn back how long I sat slumped in the chair by the
to raer I took her extended hand in mine. lifeless grate. I lost count of the drinks I
When she spoke, her voice was throaty.and poured. I lost touch with everything but the
beautifully modulated, but she said the pale, frightened image that floated before
words with the diffident air of a little girl" my closed eyes—the image of Gratia Thane.
-who has learned her lesson well.
"I've been looking forward to. meeting
you, Richard. . . . "
I cannot recall my mumbled reply. I
T HE- shadow-shrouded corners of the
room closed in upon me, and through
the French casements seething, icy fog
know that the moment those warm, soft swirled as though no earthy barrier could
fingers touched mine an unwonted, boyish stop it. Terror clutched at my chest as,
confusion swelled in my throat. For a tiine, slowly, out of the blinding, jaundiced mist
I only stared at the loveliness of Gratia there emerged two wavering figures. Hor-
ThaD€, and then, suddenly realizing that I ror warped Gratia's face, wrenching all
had held her hand too long, I let it go. I beauty from it. Her lips parted as though
think I flushed. I was conscious of Claude's she would scream, but, no sound came.
steady scrutiny of my face, and when I Madly she stumbled through the scum-
looked at him, I saw the tight, malicious coated, labyrinths of outer darkness, and at
curl of his lips. All the old, corrupt malev- her heels, its saturnine laughter shrieking in
olence was in that smile. I knew, then, her ears, ran the swollen, slime-dripping
that despite his Continental manner, Claude thing that was Claude Ashur. The running
Ashur hadn't really changed. feet thrummed rhythmically, like the sacri-
The dinner was not a success. I was ficial drums of some demon-worshipping
frightened'. ^ It was strange, selfless fear that tribe. Nearer,, they beat, Nearer. Nearer.
turned cold inside me, a:s I sat, pretending to I thought I was still dreaming. Cold
eat, and studied Gratia Thane. Time and sweat-beads crawled from the hair in my
again, I saw that childlike devotion soften armpits along the sides of my body. My
her lovely face; she never failed to smile hands trembled. My eyes were open. Gradu-
when Claude chanced to look her way. It ally, the familiar, shadowy objects of the
was a gentle, worshipping smile, and still, library came into focus. But, the hellish
the longer I watched it, the more convinced throbbing of those ceremonial drums did
I was that it was a mask—a mask that could not stop! For one horrible moment,- I
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fully, my numbed limbs obeyed the orders wiser, subtler evil gleamed from those wary
of my, brain. I stumbled unsteadily to the eyes. •
darkened threshold of the library,, and, Gradually, almost imperceptibly, while I
clutching at the door for support, I knew stood horror-frozen in the doorway, the
that what i heard was no product of a dis- erotic thrumming had been muted. Now,
eased imagination. N o one could deny the above the distant rumbling, there rose a
ghastly reality of the rhythmic sound that thin, godless wail that was more animal
swelled like some obscene heartbeat in the than human. -Alien syllables, tumbling from
blackness of the stairwell. Claude Ashur's parted lips, burst in the
It came from the chamber in the East gloom like poisonous tropical flowers; the
Wing. Even before my uncertain legs had unholy tones of his incantation flowed
carried me up the endless hill of the stair, I through the stagnant air like pus that
knew where I was going. With each step drained from a lanced abscess.
the demoniac thrumming 'grew louder, I saw the face that had been Gratia's
crashing madly against the walls of the grow tense. A caustic, horribly f arhiliar grin
high, narrow corridor that led to the East warped the lips, and slowly, as a snake,
Wing. My lips were dry; breath made a weaves to.. the mesmeric rhythm . of the
rasping sound- in my throat.- For an incal- charmer's pipe, the firm white body swayed,
culable moment, I stood staring at the rust- in time with the ghastly threnody Claude
• coated padlock that hung open on the latch •Ashur chanted. Then, abruptly, the shrill
of that hateful, carven portal. The doorknob wild voice rose, and strangely accented but
was cold in my clammy grasp. The heathen recognizable words trembled in the putresr
tattoo of the drums, exploded like thunder cent shadows of the room.
against my eardrums, as the door swung in- "Be gone, O will more frail than mine!
ward without a sound. Be gone, and leave me room! Gratia Thane
My brother, seated cross-legged on the is cast out, and this flesh belongs to rhe!
floor with his back to the door, was swathed Through these eyes shall I see; through
in the folds of a scarlet cloak. It was his these fingertips shall I feel. Through these
bloodless hands, stretched outward, to the lips I shall speak! Speak! Speak!"
slimy skins of weirdly-painted native tom- The furious command whined coldly
toms, that beat out that hypnotic rhythm of above the drums. The flame in the brazier
the damned. In an ancient sacrificial brazier snapped and leapt high. And, staring into
which stood between him and Gratia, its blue-white depths. Gratia was suddenly
glowed the blue-white flame that was the still. Only pale lips moved in the expres-
only light in the room; with each turgid sionless mask of her face. The voice that
heart-throb of the drurhs, the tongue of fire came was calm' and sibilant; it was the soft
hissed and flared to unholy brightness. And, voice of a man who spoke with just the hint
in that eerie, pulsating luminescence, I saw of a Germanic accent!
the change that had come over Claude's "This body is mine. Henceforth, this flesh
bride'. . is the house of my spirit. Claude Ashur. I
- The pallid face that seerned to float in a am Claude Ashur! I am! 1 . . ."
phosphorescent nimbus was no longer that "Gratia!" Her name- was an anguished
of Gratia Thane. The soft oval had grown cry in my fear-dried throat. •
suddenly angular; wan, dry skin stretched "Claude . . ." The bewildered murmur
tautly over high cheek-bones. The eyes I trembled on Gratia's lips. The hideous
remembered as wide and innocent had gauntness, the unhealthy eye-shadows had
sunken' into shadow-tinged socket's and faded from her face, leaving it flushed and
turned oddly bright and crafty. Her mouth gentle. Her gaze moved slowly from Claude -
was a thin, bloodless gash that curled bit- . to me, and "the frightened puzzlement be-
terly at the corners. It was a face that hind her warm, dark eyes was that of a child
tainted the virginal loveliness of her white- awakened in a strange room. "Richard . .'.
gowned body. And, even as I watched, the Where are we? What's happened? I feel so
horrible change grew more and more oro- weak. I . . ."
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tenseness drained from her body. The filmy tering tone. It stirred boiling coals of anger
•white gown rustled faintly as she slid for- that seared across the chilled numbness of
ward to the floor and lay still. I was the my terror. I had a fleeting vision of Gratia's
first to reach her. Her hand was icy in mine weary, child-like face. Fury made my voice
and coated with a clammy dew. I think I harsh.
whispered her name and cradled her in my "What are you doing to her, Claude?"
arms. Tlien, I became conscious of the He didn't answer immediately. He sank
shadow that. was Claude Ashur looming into the chair Gratia had occupied, and, for
over us. a long moment, did nothing but stare into
"I'll take care of my wife, Richard." The the white-hot heart of the dancing flame. I
familiar, stony calm had returned to his saw the smile rebend his lips; an obscene
voice. I stared up,into the colorless mask light flickered in the shadowed depths of his
that was his face. In the glow of the gutter- eye-sockets.
ing brazier-flame, it seemed to me that his "She's really quite exquisite, isn't she?"
pallid skin was spotted'with faint, brownish he said softly.
blotches. I said thickly: I said: "She's decent. She's a fine person
"We'd better get a doctor. . . ." and you're doing something to her. I want .
"She'll be all right " to know what's behind all this rotten dis-
"But . . ." play "
"She's only fainted," Claude said levelly. "Do you?" The seering gaze flashed up to
"She needs rest. I'll take her to her meet mine. "Do you really, Richard? Are
room. . . . " you sure you want to know? Are you
sure it wouldn't offend your tender sensi-

A S HE passed me, the cool whiteness of bilities? r


Gratia's gown. whispered against my "The lovely lady has inspired you, my
hand. I listened to the funereal murmur of dear Richard. She's -made you a knight in
his tread moving away down the corridor. shining armor." Abruptly, the lips drew
Bewildered fear shuddered within me at into a taut line. "If I were you, I'd give tip
each breath I drew. I wanted a drink. I the notion of "rescuing' the lady Gratia. You
stood staring into the phosphorescent glow see, what you so vulgarly refer to as a 'rotten
of the brazier. A confused impulse to. get to display' is' really, a scientific experiment.
a telephone and call Dr. Ellerby swelled in Gratia is my assistant. I've no intention of
ine and died. I didn't move. Somewhere, in giving her up. She's the perfect subject.
the seething tenebrosity of that chamber a Perhaps that's because she's so completely in
hateful echo grew suddenly shrill and dis- love with me. . . . "
tinct. I heard again the sibilant, accented Claude must have sensed the revulsion
voice that had spoken with Gratia Thane's that shuddered through me at the foul sug-
lips. ". .' . This flesh is the house of my gestiveness of his tone. Tlie taunting smile
spirit. Claude Ashur. I am Claude Ashur." returned and he nodded slowly.
I started violently at the sound of his "Yes. My wife is quite devoted, Rich-
laughter. Turning, I saw him standing once ard. That's why my experiments have been
more on the threshold of that loathsome so successful. You see, I believe that, under
chamber. The tawny facial stains I had proper conditions, a will that is powerful
.noted before were very pronounced, now; enough can take over the body of another
his face was scarcely more than a skull en- person—transplanting its dominant person-
shrouded by dry, unpigmented skin, and he ality in fresh soil, as it were-—forcing the
seemed to breathe with difficulty. But, his other person to exchange bodies with it. It
rage had subsided into bland secrecy again. requires only concentration and a suitable
The old, cat-like smile had come back. The siibject; one that is highly susceptible to the
brilliant eyes laughed mirthlessly. will of the experimenter. . . ." Claude's eyes
"Poor Richard. Really, you must learn had grown maniacally bright as he spoke.
not to intrude if you're going to continue Now, he breathed each word as though it
being your old squeamish self. . . . " There were some heathen incantation. "I've found
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"You can't," I said dully. "You can't do was a marked improvement, a new vitality
this to Gratia. She's lovely. She. . ."• . in my brother, and Gratia seamed more wan,
"That's just the point!" Claude's voice more silent than ever. I knew that the girl
. was a feverish whisper. "Lovely! She's the -who drifted, wraithlike, from room to room,
most beautiful creature I've ever seen. smiling obediently, adoringly at Claude, was
Think. Richard! Think what I could do not the real Glratia. I was convinced that she
with such loveliness. Think of a woman was controlled, that her voiceless devotion
possessed of«uch,beauty, and of my person- to Claude was a manifestation of some hide-
ality, my brain directing that beauty! A ous form of mesmerism. But, I had no way
woman such as that could rule any man . . . of proving my theory. It is probable that I
a million men . . . an empire . . . a world!" should never have known the real. Gratia
I struggled to keep my voice level. "I tell Thane,-had it not been for the fever.
you, you can't do it. I won't let you. I know It came upon Claude quite suddenly to-
your 'experiments'. I know what they did to ward the middle of the third week. Theday
Father and Tam! Well, you're not going to had been overcast,and unpleasantly cold; a
.hurt Gratia. Eithei:' you'll let her alone or sea-dampness had seeped into. the massive
I'll go to the police!" Priory rooms, settling upon them a chill
"No, Richard," he said softly. "You that no,fire could dispel. Claude had spent
won't go to the police. In a little while, the afternoon locked in his East. Wing
you'll grow calm; you'll think. And, then, ' chamber, and when he appeared for dinner,,
you'll realize the truth of what I told you it occurred to me that his wan face was
I about Gratia. She is entirely mine. She tinted with an unwonted flush; his eyes were
would never support any insane stories you red-rimmed and oddly ill-at-ease when they
might tell the authorities. On the contrary, chanced to meet mine. More than once dur-
if you should talk, she would readily agree ing the oppressive silent course of the meal
with my testimony that you' were quite I saw Gratia's worried gaze seeking his. He
mad." didn't look at her. Directly after dinner, he
He went out, closing the door soundlessly retired. , ^
behind him. It was well past midnight before I drifted
into a fitful doze; for hours, I had puzzled
VI over the strange silence of my brother. Since
that first night of his return, the evil in
7T1HERE was nothing I could do. Like an Claude had grown into a bold, bantering
-L outsider, I stood by and watched while thing that throve on barbed innuendo and-
Claude Ashur's malignant genius slowly, in-' secret, poisonous laughter. I wondered what
evitably reclaimed Inneswich Priory.' By the had caused the. change. The_ answer came in
, end of the first week, I had grown to feel the form of a misty presence that floated at
like some helpless intruder who has stum- my bedside, like some: troubled spirit. • I
bled upon unspeakable horror and dares do think I must have cried out at the touch of a
nothing but turn his back. My nerves were cool hand on my arm^ for soft fingertips
like the strings of a sensitive instrument,. pressed warningly against my lips. Breath-
keyed to the breaking point. Day by day I ing heavily, I stared up into the moon-
watched Gratia move through the gloom- washed loveliness of Gratia Thane's face.
infested hallways of the Priory; I saw the "Richard . . ." There was a timid urgency
growing, pallor of her gentle face; I saw the in her throaty whisper. "Richard, you inust
^sickly fear that lurked behind the • shallow come. . . . I'm afraid. . . . I . . "." She
•itiask of her eyes. Time and again, I set out fought to still the trembling of her lips.
upon walks that I meant to end-in the local "It's Claude I heard him moaning. It was
constabulary, but, I could never escape the 'horrible; He's in.his bedroom . . . and. he
• horrible rationality of Claude's warning. won't let me in. . . . I'm'afraid, Richard,
In the night, I would start awake, trem- he's iil., . . . 1 feel it. . . . W e ".-. . we've
bling on the brink of mad rage, as the puls- got to do something for him. . . . "
ing of drums thundered throiigh the cavern As I watched the wide darkness of
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and terror tliat throbbed in her voice, an odd was only an occasional soft rustling beyond
IhriU- of hope shot- through me. The girl the bolted door, and the nauseous odor of
who stood by my bed in that moment was • putrefaction that seemed to grow more foul
no longer the will-less automaton I had by the minute. As he always had, Claude
come to knew. For the first time since I'd Ashur won. We left him alone. 'The door
met her, Gratia Thane was honestly, trem- to his hateful sanctuary remained closed
blingly alive. Her palm was moist against for more than a week, and, as time passed,
mine as we-made our way through the Cim- I began to entertain a strange hope that' at
merean blackness of the upper hall; I cannot once horrified and thrilled me. I began to
say how long we stood before the door of wonder how it would be if that door never
Claude's bedchamber, listening, and scarcely opened again. ,
breathing. I can only remember the sudden, That week was a jungle flower that blos-
terrified vise of her fingers on mine, when, somed with pitifully brief magnificence, in
from beyond the heavy oaken panels, there the midst of a fungus-choked swamp of
came a muted, agonized groan. I clutched evil. It was the only beautiful thing born
the icy metal latch and twisted it sharply, of those final hideous days at Inneswich
throwing the ponderous door ajar. Priory. It was a brilliant tender touch of
The wild howl that rent the stillness then, normalcy caught in a cesspool of malignant
was not one of pain; it was the vicious snarl madness. For, in those few hours, I came
of an outraged animal. For one terrible in- to know the true Gratia Thane. Set'free of
stant, I beheld, thrown into ghastly relief the vile will that lay prisoner in that upper
by the moonlight which lay in a slimy pool chamber, she became tlie girl I'd always
upon Claude's bedstead, the fever-bright known she must be; a gentle creature, full
eyes, the blotched skin, the raw scar-of-a- of gay laughter, and quiet tenderness; a
mouth that had uttered that fury-torn cry.' carefree child, who loved to run along the
I heard Gratia gasp. Then, violently, Claude white stretches of the beach with the salt
Ashur turned from us, twisting in the bed air brushing her cheek, and rufHing the
imtil we could see nothing but the frail bronze softness of her hair; a Gratia who,
mound of his body beneath the covers. despite the lingering shadow of Claude
"Get out! Get out of this room and stay Ashur, .soon endeared herself to those vil-
out!" " lagers she' chanced to meet on the evening
"Claude . . . you're ill. . . . You've got to walks that became our habit. It was as
let us help you. . . ." Gratia took a hesitant though some dark curtain that had sepa-
forward step. rated her from reality, that had let her -see
"Stay away from me!" the voice com- only Claude, had been lifted. And, watch-
manded in a harsh whisper. "I told you not ing the lovely aliveness of her face, listen-
to come in here. I want to.be left alone!" ing to her warm laughter, feeling the excite-
I said levelly: "You'd betterlet me call ment of her hand in mine, I knew that I-was
EUerby, Claude.". - • in love with my brother's wife. . .
"No! I don't-need a doctor! I don't heed
anyone! It's nothing, I tell you. Just a re-
currence of a fever I had in the tropics. It'll
pass. Just leave me alone! Alone!"
T HE curtain fell again. As suddenly as
I had found Gratia, I lost her. On the
evening of the ninth day, Claude reclaimed
It was no different in the rnorning. De- his bride. Gratia and I had been playing
spite his wife's, repeated entreaties, Claude backgammon in the library window seat; 1
stubbornly refused to let anyone enter his remember the way the dying amber rays of
room. I stood by, silent, listening while the sun glinted in her eyes when she laughed
Gratia begged him to be reasonable—to call almost tenderly at my run of ill-luck. And,
in a doctor. He spoke only once in a quiet, I remember how the laughter died, so
desperate' voice. He instructed her to have ' abruptly, so corhpletely. I looked up from
his food left on trays outside the door; he the game and saw the blood drain from the
told her everything would be quite all right warm mounds of her cheeks; the dark weljs
in a few days. After that,- there was no of her eyes grew suddenly shallow and se-
answer to Gratia's anxious pleadings. There cretive; her pallid lips moved, but no words

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came." A faint sibilant rustle made me relax. I passed a clammy .hand over jsiy-
start and turn my head. And, then, I saw forehead, and attempted a laugh. There
it—standing in the gloom that shrouded was nothing but a dry rasping in my throat.
the library threshold—the smiling, animated Determinedly, I lay back; I told myself
corpse that was Claude Ashur. I was letting my nerves get tlie better of me.
In that wasted visage, only the curled It didn't work; the longer "I lay there,
gash of the mouth and'the pitted blazing forcing my icy hands to stillness, listening
eyes gave testimony to the corrupt flame tensely to every silken, uncertain whisper of
of life that still burned within' that flesh- the night, the more conscious I became of
less body. The dry, adiromatic- skin of the the caul of impending danger that had
massive forehead seemed swollen,- and the spread its slimy veil over Inneswich Priory.
hairline had receded markedly. The un- The silence was unnatural; it was the seeth-
wholesome brown splotches had disap- ing quietness of the demented killer before
peared, leaving the facial flesh seamed and he strikes. Cursing my nerves, I threw back
sallow. A heavy, dark-colored scarf was the counterpane and struggled into robe and
muffled about his throat, arid, (oddest of slippers. Clammy air swirled about my bare
all, I thought), pale, kidskin gloves cov- ankles as I opened'-the bedroom door and
ered his hands. From that day forward, I ventured. warily into the Stygian gloom of
never saw Claude'without them. the corridor. Instinctively, I turned in the
"Well!" The twisted lips scarcely moved, direction of the East Wing. Through the .
but his soft, insinuating voice held all the single massive casement of the upper hall,
old malicious humor. "This is a most moonlight fell, making a pale, shadow-
touching little domestic scene. . . ." Shift- latticed desert of the floor. It was as I passed
ing in their sockets, the seering pin-points through that livid pool of moonglow that I
of fire ate into the wan softness of Gratia's saw her.
face. "I'm sure Richard has been a charm- "Gratia!"
ing substitute, my dear, but really '. . . She seemed not to hear; as she came tor •
Shouldn't you be just a bit more enthusias- ward me from the shadows, her white gown
tic about your husband's recovery.?" murmured. It was like the warning hiss of a
With the hypnotic grace of a delicately- poisonous snake. I stared at the hueless
wrought puppet, Gratia rose from the win- angularity of her wasted face. The deep-set •
dow-seat; her pale hand brushed against the eyes burned into mine and the narrow slit
game-board, and several scarlet backgam- that was her mouth twisted in a sardonic
mon pieces spilled to the carpet. She didn't smile. Her tongue, pink and strangely
notice them. Slowly, she crossed the dusk- pointed, flicked out to moisten dry lips; The
dimmed room-to where Claude stood. Her rhouth, worked.
firm, bare arms went about his neck and, "Kill!'.' it whispered in the accented,
passionately, she kissed the ugly wound that venomous voice that didn't belong to Gratia
was his mouth. For a long time, they stood Thane. "I must kill. . . . It's the only way.
embracing in the shadows, and all the while, . . . The sure way. . . .^ He could cause
over Gratia's shoulder, my brother's evil trouble. . . . It's best this way. . . . Yes. . . .
face smiled at me. That night, I heard the He must be destroyed. Killed. . . . Kill!
drums again. Kill! Kill!"
I thought I'd had a nightmare. A mo- I- caught her wrist as a knife slashed
ment before,' the demoniac thrumming had downward toward my chest; razor-edged
been pounding against my eardrums, throb- steel grazed my left cheek; I felt blood
bing in the depths of the flighted- Priory. trickle along my jaw. It wasn't easy to hold
But, when I started up from my sweaty her;. she struggled with a vicious strength
pillow, peering into the dark that swarmed that was out of keeping with the fragility bf
in upon me, abruptly, the sound was gone. her body . . . with the power of a desperate
I sat forward, taut and waiting. The silence madman. The colorless lips curled back
was profound, limitless; the silerice of the from her teeth.
tomb. It was as though some titanic heart- "You!" she- hissed. "I inust kill you! „
beat had been suddenly stilled. I tried to Kill! Destroy! Silence forever!"

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"Gratia!" I shook her violently. "Stop it! fluid, evil grace that was almost feline. The
You hear me? Cut it out!" brilliant gaze flashed to where Gratia stood,
. . There was the flat, brutal slap of my hand then back to me. Again, briefly, that loatli-
across her hysteria-twisted face, and sud- some smile toyed with the corners of'his
denly, she was still. Insane anger melted mouth,
into bewilderment; her eyes widened and "You don't quite understand, do you, my
gained warmth and depth; the shadows dear brother? You're wondering how Gra-
faded. Gratia's lips, pink and moistj trem- tia could be my sole hope of survival. N o
bled. :For an instant, she could only stare; matter. It's better that you never know.
her terrified gaze moved from the-flesh- We don't want to trouble your sensitive
wound of my face to- the glinting blade of mind on your last night in this hfe. In-
the knife she still held. She gasped. I saw deed, no! W e want you to be at peace. We
her fingers open convulsively; the knife want you to be ready—for death!"
•thudded to the floor. Again, our eyes met,
What happened then I cannot clearly re-
• and then she was in my arms.
member;, the murderous violence of those
"Richard..; . . Rick, I didn't mean to. . . . ' few minutes returns only' in disparate
I didn't know what I was doing. . . . He" , snatches. I recall the maniacal' force of
made me. . . . It was the drums .-,. . and his Claude's lunge, the cold, boriy vise of his
voice. . . . Here . . . here in my head. . . ." fingers., closing on, my windpipe. I think I
The fresh perfume of her hair was in my heard Gratia scream. That pale, hateful
nostrils; her cheek brushed mine. Gently, face was horribly close to mine; his putrid
she was wiping the blood from my face with • breath hissed, hot against my skin. I re-
the sleeve of her gown. " member crashing backwa-rd^nder the impact
"It's all right,'" I murmured. "It's all of his charge. ^ Darkness "and moonlight
right; now. . . . " . . ' -• spun in my head. Ithought.rny lungs would" .
I-held her close again; her body was burst. Then, by some desperate, instinctive
" trerribling. She cried. It was the soft, be- •twist, of the body; I was free. Wind rasped
wildering cry of a little girK .' ih my-chest. I had Claude crushed between
"I'm scared.. ,Rick, I'm so- scared! He's me-and the damp stone wall. My fingers
doing something to me. . . ." He's . . ." She clamped in his hair, jolting his head for-
shook her head frantically and clung to me. ward and back viciously. "When his skull
"Don't'let him.'. . . Please. . . . You won't pounded against the stone for the third time,
let'him! Promise you won't let him, . . ." his frenzied grasp relaxed. He slid to the
"No." My voice sounded flat and hard floor at my feet, twitched once, and was still.
in my own ears. "He won't hurt y o u . - . . . He wasn't dead. With the brilliant eyes
He won't hurt you ever again, '. . ." shuttered by blank, purplish lids, the pale
"The triumph of true love!" waste of his face had every aspect of death,
but, under my searching hand, his evil heart
B ITTER, weighted with sarcasm,' the still pounded feebly. Mechanically, possessed
softly spoken- words seemed to tear of a strange, decisive calm,. I bound him
Gratia from rhy arms. Standing-on the.edge hand and -fopt' with the heavy sash-cords, of
of the shadows, his.eyes shtted in their.blue-, the window^drapes. , I carried him to his
black wells, the .desicated'.flesli of his face . rGprn.aridlaid.hirii oh the hlige antique bed-
more livid than ever in the moonlight,. stead. '''I locked him in. • '
Claude Ashur laughed. , Gratia„had'stopped crying, but.her hand
"You can't have her. Yoi^ know '{hat, was cold .and trembling in mine, as we de- ..
' don't you, Richard.'' I've tried to be patient scended through chill darkness to the library. .
with you; but, I'm afraid you've interfered. I talked, then;' I told her gently- that there
once too often; You see; Gratia is more than was nothing riiore to be afraid, of; I s a i d it '
a woman and wife to me. She's my very was all over now.. I built a fire,and- poured
• life; my one hope, pi survival. I'll never let drinks for-both of us. And, the whole time,
you take that hope from rne.. • ." a single, inescapable thought, coursed with
He had begun to move slowly toward me harrowing persistence beneath my outward
through the moonlight;' each stride had a calm. I knew that, for the safety of every-

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one concerned, there was only one place for unblinking stare, and glimpsed again the
Claude Ashur: the State Asylum for the cold anger of the calculating mind that lay
Criminally Insane. When I had finished hidden behind that emaciated mask. He
my drink, I made two telephone calls.- I showed no signs of hysteria or violence. Be-
asked Dr. Ellerby and the police to come to tween white-coated attendants, he walked
Inneswich Priory as quickly as possible. quietly to the doorway of the consultation
room. Tlien he turned, and, for an instant,
VII his face gray in the gloom of a rainy after-
noon, the features somehow broadened and
blurred, he was agaiin the old, cynically
I T WAS all handled very quietly. None
of the facts got into the papers. The few
reporters whose editors sent them to cover
smiling,- indestructible Claude.
"You mustn't suppose that you've won,
the trial were refused adrhission. They re- Richard," he said softly. "You mustn't
turned, disgruntled, to their respective delude yourself. They can lock me up.
phone booths and dictated brief, barren They can bolt doors and bar windows. But
items that only hinted at the abominable they can never imprison the. real Claude
truth; these articles, if printed at all, were Ashur. I'll be free again. Some day, some-
mercifully swallowed by some obscure cor- how, I'll reach out to you—to you and my
ner of an inner page. For a while, the news- devoted wife. Sooner or later, I'll have my
paper men tried another, angle. They spent revenge." His muted laughter whispered
a good deal of time in the Tavern at Innes- through tight lips. "You don't believe that,
wich; they asked questions. They learned now. But you will. Wait, Richard. . . .
nothing. The people of the village, per- Just wait, and see. . . . "
haps out of respect for the memory of my I tried to listen to the quiet reassurances
father, met all inquiries with a cold stare of the doctors; I saw my brother disappear
and locked lips. So, the loathsome secret around a bend in the corridor; I heard a
of Inneswich Priory, the shame that had door opened and closed. The metallic grind
scummed the name of Ashur, remained hid- of bolts drifted back to me through the dim-
den beyond a barrier of clement silence. ness. I told myself Claude had. gone oiit
Tlie only formal charge against Claude of my life forever. But I didn't believe it.
Ashur was one of assault with intent to kill, That last, soft-spoken warning eclioed cease-
r stood in the witness box and muttered the lessly in my head; I had the terrible con-
details of his attempt on my life. That was viction that this was not the end of Claude
all I had to do. The alienists did the rest. Ashur.
It wasn't difficult. It was simply a matter of
subjecting Claude to countless cross-exami-
nations; of recording the awed, reluctant
testimony of various villagers who knew of
T HE semblance of contentment which set--
tled over Inneswich Priory was a thing
born of our desperate need for peace of
my brother's "oddity"; of questioning the mind. The happiness wasn't real. It was as
timid, uneasy man who was Dean of Mefn though our determination to shut out the
at Miskatonic University, and reading a let- hideous past had pushed back a musty dra-
ter from one Henry Boniface, who had pery of gloom, letting in the feeble, timorous
taught Claude Ashur to paint. sunlight of normalcy. In the next months, I
The strange, exalted manner in which saw Gratia slowly reclaim the young, fresh
Claude accepted father's death was brought vitality I'd first known to be a part of het
to light, and, in the end, I admitted the story during the week of Claude's illness. She
of that odious portrait in Pickham Square, lauglied again; she walked with me along
and the murder-incantation of Albertus the winter-bleak strand of the beach; she
Magnus. In mid-September, 1925, the alien- planned little surprises in the way of food
ists reached a decision. They declared my delicacies; and it was she who finally con-
brother incurably insane. vinced me that I should go back to my
On that last day of his examination, I writing. .,
went alone to the State Asylum; alone, I Had anyone asked us, I know we should
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have been a lie. I wrote; but the sev- ease I had never known before. The sac-
eral literary articles I managed were charine melancholy of a Chopin Nocturne
somehow weak; they lacked spontaniety.- billowed into the twilit room; thrumming
The prose was stunted and .overcast with a bass, notes pulsed darkly against my hyper-
strange uneasiness. Gratia and I made sensitive eardrums; then, abruptly, the music
plans. We; talked of travel and marriage, was no longer Chopin's. The .pounding, de-
but there was always a ghost of unrest that mented chords that trembled under my
hovered between us—the knowledge that . , feverish touch grew cruel and malignant.
our plans could come to nothing.. Tlie Through the drumming of the bass, treble • r
realization that while that twisted, hateful notes blended wildly into the unholy wailr
creature in the asylum went on drawing the ing of. myriad lost. souls. Godless rhythm
breath of life, Gratia would never be free; crashed against shadows that writhed ob-, f
W e were like lonely children, playing des- scenely, keeping time. Only once before had
perately at some pitiful game, trying to ig- I heard such hellish music drawn from the
. nore the horror-infested night that closed whining bowels of a piano. The song that. •
slowly in on every side. shrilled beneath my fingers, now, was the •
It is difficult to trace the stages by which chant of the damned that Gratia had played
the change overtook me. I think it began for Claude Ashur. ,
with an unwonted restlessness, that laid I knew she was behind me. My nostrils
siege to'my mind scant days after Claude quivered tautly; the scent of her hair and
had been committed to the asylum. T took skin seemed to permeate the very air of the
to wandering,, alone, along the most deso- room; My fingers- stiffened and were still;
• late,, brine-eateii stretches of the coast; a the final broken wail of the music lashed
seething uneasiness pounded mercilessly in out,.hung like some poisonous vapor in the
my brain. There were horrible moments stillness, and died. I turned slo-wly on the
of blank detachment—moments when a bench-, and then rose. Her sports-dress was •
wild exhilaration crawled along my spine, a vivid yellow blur in the .dusk-shadowed
and I would prowl the night-dark labyrinths doorway; her face, the soft fullness of her
of the. Priory, full of a sense of illimitable lips, the ripe body that was at once chaste
power. More' than once I came to myself, and subtly sensual, wavered before my-burn,:
damp with sweat, chilled, standing before ing. eyes. I was before her, now, and m..
that carven door in the East Wing; the door hand touched the warm firmness of her' arm
leading to,, th^ hellish tomb that housed T h e smile that-had trembled on-her lips s"
everything that stood for the blasphemous, moment before, shadowed away. Her- eyes
evil of Claude Ashur. ' were- suddenly bright with fear. I thinlc •
Then, as suddenly as it had come, the ' smiled; I felt my lips curl, slowly,> stiffly.,
moment would pass, and,' shaken, bewil^ My tongue moved, and from some vas' ,
dered, I would fall across my bed, sinking- nothingness, a voice that wasn't mine spoke
into a deep, restless sleep. I never men- through my mouth.
tioned those horrible nocturnal seizures to "Gratia, my dear . ... my bride . . . m y
Gratia, and yet, there were times when her beloved!'.' •. > -' . "' .
eyes met ming, and I saw the ..half-fearful . ^Sheer, hysterical .terror twisted her face as '
question that lurked behind.her gentle gaze."' I b e n t to kiss her; she tore free of my h?nd '
She sensed that something was'wrong. Her and cringed :against the wall; the words tum--'.
' unspoken suspicions became a hideous -reality . bled, shrill and frantieaHy pleading, from '
the night I, played the, piano.. ,.'-. her colorless lips. .• •
As I,crossed the room and.sat down on ; "No! Let me alone! No. Please! You .
the oval bench, 'I told myself music'might have got to let me alone!" ...
have a soothing effect en my nerves. . -It.was '• . Somewhere in an obscure corner of mv, . -
only a rationalization of the sudden, inordi- .brain there was .a sharp snapping sound: The ,''
nately passionate desire to. play that had stinging bliir of my eyes seemed to clear
over whelined me. The yellowing keys were abruptly, and, for the first, I actually sa\\ •
cold and slimy to the touch; my fingers the utter loathing and fear that warped Gra-
moved over them with a grace, a sense of tia's face. I felt weak; s-weat trickled along

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my jaw and down my neck. Fear-fraught soundlessly. Don't! You can't give in! You
bewilderment did tricks with niy .stomach. I can't let Claude win! Return! You must
stared helplessly at the frail creature who return . . . to yourself . . ; to your own body!
cowered- before me, her hands covering her You must! I felt my numb lips twisting
face. My throat was terribly dry; it made in an agonized last effort at speech.
words difficult. "No!" my own voice roared hoarsely
"What is it? . . . Gratia, what have I above the drums. "No! Go back! I must
done? . . . What . . ." go back . . . must . . . "
I stopped short; she had taken her hands With a tremendous effort I forced myself
from before her eyes. For a long moment to stand. My legs were like jelly under me.
she only stared, puzzled, terrified; then she I don't remember how I managed to stumble
was in my arms, crying gently. There was a througli the foul-smelling gloom! I remem-
strange note of relief in the sobs that quiv- ber only the door—the yawning, black
ered through her warm body. My dull puz- rectangle of that final hope of escape—and
zlement deepened. ' that the hissing tongue of the flame seemed
"What is it?" I repeated softly. "What to leap higher in the. brazier, stretching forth
frightened you so . . ." cruel, blazing fingers to hold rne back. I had
"Nothing. . . ."' She shook her head and almost reached the threshold when it hap^
a tinkle of brittle, half-hysterical laughter pened.
sounded in her throat. "Forgive me, dar- The dull, throbbing sound stabbed like
ling. . . . I had the oddest feeling just then. - a needle through my brain. Tlie drums!
. . . It must have been the music . . . his I staggered and slammed into the doorjamb;
music. . . . And . . . and, your face. . . . It leaden paralysis tangled my legs; I lurched
was so pale; the way you smiled at me . . . crazily and slid to the floor. I tried to
that crooked, rotten smile. . . . I . . ." The scream. It was no good. Voiceless, 1
laughter bubbled again and broke on a sob. careened downward through a bottomless
"It's fantastic,' I know. . . . But for a min- pit of hate. And, out of the black, viscid
ute . . . I thought you were Claude!" whirlpool that swallowed me, Claude Ash-
ur's voice wailed softly.
VIII "Mine, Richard! I tell you, this flesh is
mine! I have returned! I've come back to

I H A D not stept. The fire on my bedroom


hearth had long since died to a few
bloodrred embers, and, well after midnight,
claim m y freedom-^freedom in the body
that once was yours! You hear? I shall be
free, and you shall be the entombed one!
. the storm that had threatened all day had You, my dear brother!. You!"
broken viciously over Inneswich. Babbling laughter echoed spitefully
I sat very still, strangely tense, listening, through the smothering night tliat welled
and the muttering of the sea echoed mock- up before "my eyes; with a last frantic effort,
ingly the tones of Gratia Thane: " . . . thought I tried to gain my feet, tlien, gasping for
you were Claude, I thought you were Claude, breath, pitched forward, and lay there,
Claude, Claude!" Chilled, trembling, I utterly powerless. . . .
sprang to my feet and paced the floor aim- Through all of it, as though from some
lessly; lightning slit the blackness beyond tremendous'distance, some other moment of
my casement. I started and swore. My time, Claude Ashur's muted, cynical voice
hand shook when I opened a -fresh bo'tie of hissed in my ears.
rye, and poured a stiff one. I sank' into "You see, Richard. . . . It wasn't hard.
the chair again, trying to shut out the mad- It wasn't hard at all. This body is mine,
dening chant of the surf. Time and again, now. You-hear? Mine! Directed by ray
in the last night-shadowed hours, I had done brain, thinking my thoughts, speaking my
all these things. But, I had not slept. . I words, doing the bidding of my will. . . ."
was not dreaming when I heard the drums. The blasphemous words dribbled off into
And, then, in some forgotten crevice of whining laughter that echoed mockingly,
my consciousness, the unconquerable danger- and died along the sterile stillness of end-
signal flashc .1 redly. N o ! the braih screamed. less corridors. . . .

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T HE first conscious sensation was one of I think I screamed. Realization flooded


, gnawing pain that seemed' to 'pervade in upon me like'a rising, slimy tide. In that
every inch of my body, eating, at my flesh moment I saw and understood the unholy
like some needle-fanged cannibalistic mon- motive that had lain behind the rites' I had-
ster. With an exhausting effort, I opsnid • witnessed in "the East Wing of Inneswich
my eyes. The lids felt oddly swollen,"and Priory. I knew, now, why my brother had
I sav/ only mistily through narrow slits. The wanted the body "of Gratia Thane; I knew
whiteness wavered before me again; I mad;^ that the-added power he might have g lined
out a whitewashed ceiling and tall, colorless through her beauty was only incidental, i
walls; pallid moonlight "slanted through- a Claude Ashur had needed d, new body. For,
window on my right. • I blinked and' tried the flesh in which his spirit had been housed
to bring the ghostly rectangle of 'the case- since birth was riddled with disease, totter- \
ment into better focus.- Th&n, the razor- ing on the brink of the grave. ^
edged knife of terror .sliced into my brain. The normal, healthy body of his wife had
The moonlight that seeped into that barren been his only hope of survival. He had
chamber was cut into segments by shadowy wanted it in exchange for the putrescent
stripes; the window was reinforced^-widi • thing I saw, now, in the mirror of the win-
steel bars! - . • dow. And, when Thad destroyed his hope
A dry scream tore through my stiff, swol- ' of claiming Gratia's body, he had claimed
len lips! No! These-weren't my legs; these mine, instead! ' ^; •
horrible bony stilts that stretched -before 'Reeling blindly to the steel-plated ,door,
me, the pale' skin of them bloated and I pounded frantically at. its heavy panels
desiccated, covered witii suppurating brown until, the. sickening 'pulp' of those' rotten ,
sores! Frantically, I tore at the nightshirt hands bled. T felt these stiff lips working;
that cloaked me, and then, turned violently I heard a voice that wasn't mine screaming
sick. The white flesh was raw and run- from^ this diseased, alien throat. Words
ning,, as though" myriad maggots had fed jCrashed wildly against the nigbted stillness
upon it; a foul, noisome stench stung my of -'the asylum.'
nostrils. Madly whirhpering, I rose and. • " "My brother! Claude! Find Claude! -
staggered to the barred casement. I thirk I My-body . . . I tell'you, he's stolen'my body!
prayed. I know I was crying. And, then, He's won! He's free! You've got to find
reflected in window-glass made opaque by him.' . . . He'll destroy Gratia. . . . H e ' l l
outer darkness, I saw"the moon-washed hor- claim her as he did liie.-. .'; Please! • You've
ror of the face. - got to let me out! I've got to stop him!
' The thing that stared at me from the vis- Please!" • '-
cid depths of the casement-pane was more They came. They came in their white
bestial than human. Its tremendous white tunics and shook their heads and talked in
forehead was swollen beyond all proportion;' pitying undertones. Tliey smiled kind, wise
the thickened nose, scarred by two gaping smiles that said: The poor devil is- com-
holes of nostrils, was like nothing but t':e ^ pletely mad; humor him. They strapped me
snout of a .leQhiiie.: animal,''_and' below if,• • .'to the bed, and' 'wehtHoflF, a-.bit to-whisper,
quivefed'a slavering, "decayed gash that was •• among'themselves. •'After a •while,:"the gray-.•-'•"
the mouth. .Sunken in the'blue-black sock- ' haired-one •carneo'vcer t o ' m e ; he ,llad the .
ets, twin pin-dots'of. demented flame flashed" hypodermic in his. right.hand. I'wiiiced a S -
evilly. • There v^ere' n o , eyebrows', - and . the'.'.the'rieedle.plunged'into the crook of my
svyeat-danip,'straggling, .patches of^hair that' arm. The gray-haired-o'he spoke-in-a lulling
studded.:a''sorerCovered.s:alp;gave it the,as-, 'voice.' • ' •, "'A'- " ' . - ' ' ' . '•:
pectof sotnie monstrous" Medusa risen from "You -must take, things more •;Calmly,
the bowels of the- sea. "And, even as.'I Claude. • Everything is .all right,-'but you're
watched, strangled with ibathing", those cor- ill, and'yo'ii must let iis'make you well.'. . ."
rupt lips curled slowly in a malevolent grin, . He smiled • automatically. "You've been a
and I knew that the thino before; me, very naughty boy for:nearly a month novk^.
wreathed in that vicious smite of insane tri-- That's'why.-^e must use the need'e. I've
amph, was the face of C'aude A.shur! told you many times; you must try to remem-

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ber, Claude. Your brother, Richard, left will laugh. But it will be a nervous, sickly
the country nearly a week ago. . . ." laughter that doesn't ring true. For in the
I shook my head dully; my tongue worked end, when they have correlated the things
in the foul-tasting hole that was my mouth. I have told with the accepted facts,' they
"Gratia?" I gasped. "Where's Gra- will know that I am right. Claude Ashuc
tia?" will go.on. For, strangely enough, insare
The gray-haired one looked away; thfe as he is, I think perhaps he has captured tlie
, blurred white figures of the other doctors vagrant dream of every man—the only tru2
shifted on uneasy feet arid mumbled sym- immortality; the immortality of the nlind
yV,, pathetically. The. hypo was beginning to that will not be imprisoned in one fleshly
^ take effect;, the voices were only a thick tomb, but will find others, and, somehow,
^/ murmur in niy brain now. The gray-haired forever escape the ravages of disease, the
|k doctor was trying to explain something to oblivion of the grave.
me in the same calm tones. The words It is ironic and cruel that such a man
didn't reach me. But I knew, what he :was should have made the discovery. But it
saying. Soft, triumphant laughter gurgled is more than just that. It is dangerous. N e t
bitterly in the white void, and I knew that, to me; not to Gratia and the others who
wherever my brother had gone, Gratia had have fought with Claude and lost. Nothing
gone with him. I knew that Claude Ashur can touch us now. But Claude Ashur can
had won. touch you. Perhaps, even now, he is near
you; perhaps he speaks with the lips of a
n p H E R E is no longer any fear in me. Fear lover, or watches through the eyes of an
-•- died with the hope of saving Gratia! I old and trusted friend, smiling that ancient,
know now that I could never have won out enigmatic smile. Laugh, if you will, but
against the infernal evil of Claude Ashur. remember:
"He was, and is, too strong. Too strong for The will of Claude Ashur is possessed
all of us. I know that at this moment, of a strength that goes beyond flesh' and
somewhere, his foul mind lives on. Perhaps blood. One by one, it has met and van-
he has destroyed Gratia as he destroyed me. quished every obstacle in his path. Before
Often I wonder how many others have met it, even Death has bowed a humbled head.
the same monstrous fate. God only knows. And what it could not conquer, it has de-
But we, at least, are at rest; the destroyed stroyed. If you doubt such power, you have-
have come to an end^ of horror. There is only to think of me. It was that unholy
nothing left for us to do but give warning. strength of will that usurped my clean,
People will read this and scoff; they healthy body, and left me entombed in this
will call it the wild scrawling. of a mad- swollen, putrescent mass of flesh that has
nian on the crumbling lip of the grave. They been rotting these twenty years with leprosy.

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a hurchyard Yew
BY J. SHERIDAN LeFANU

N OT very far'from the edge of- let, which went by the name of Hoxley, but

Wyvern. Moor there stood half a was known-by some as Marley's Town, after
century ago a hamlet of some an old family of that place, was once a ^ ^
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three hundred souls. Though it has consid- thriving settlement,. and so it will be r e - , - ' ' ^
erably gone to
V. ruin
V y since
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'Ttvas an unearthly tree no matter which side of the grave it decorated , • i

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